CHAPTER XX - Personal(Berl Trout)
I was a member of the Imperium that
ordered Belton to be slain. It fell to my lot
to be one of the five who fired the fatal shots and
I saw him fall. Oh! that I could have died in
his stead!
When he fell, the spirit of conservatism
in the Negro race, fell with him. He was the
last of that peculiar type of Negro heroes that could
so fondly kiss the smiting hand.
His influence, which alone had just
snatched us from the edge of the precipice of internecine
war, from whose steep heights we had, in our rage,
decided to leap into the dark gulf beneath, was now
gone; his restraining hand was to be felt no more.
Henceforth Bernard Belgrave’s
influence would be supreme. Born of distinguished
parents, reared in luxury, gratified as to every whim,
successful in every undertaking, idolized by the people,
proud, brilliant, aspiring, deeming nothing impossible
of achievement, with Viola’s tiny hand protruding
from the grave pointing him to move forward, Bernard
Belgrave, President of the Imperium In Imperio,
was a man to be feared.
As Bernard stood by the side of Belton’s
grave and saw the stiffened form of his dearest friend
lowered to its last resting place, his grief was of
a kind too galling for tears. He laughed a fearful,
wicked laugh like unto that of a maniac, and said:
“Float on proud flag, while yet you may.
Rejoice, oh! ye Anglo-Saxons, yet a little while.
Make my father ashamed to own me, his lawful son; call
me a bastard child; look upon my pure mother as a
harlot; laugh at Viola in the grave of a self-murderer;
exhume Belton’s body if you like and tear your
flag from around him to keep him from polluting it!
Yes, stuff your vile stomachs full of all these horrors.
You shall be richer food for the buzzards to whom
I have solemnly vowed to give your flesh.”
These words struck terror to my soul.
With Belton gone and this man at our head, our well-organized,
thoroughly equipped Imperium was a serious menace
to the peace of the world. A chance spark might
at any time cause a conflagration, which, unchecked,
would spread destruction, devastation and death all
around.
I felt that beneath the South a mine
had been dug and filled with dynamite, and that lighted
fuses were lying around in careless profusion, where
any irresponsible hand might reach them and ignite
the dynamite. I fancied that I saw a man do this
very thing in a sudden fit of uncontrollable rage.
There was a dull roar as of distant rumbling thunder.
Suddenly there was a terrific explosion and houses,
fences, trees, pavement stones, and all things on earth
were hurled high into the air to come back a mass
of ruins such as man never before had seen. The
only sound to be heard was a universal groan; those
who had not been killed were too badly wounded to cry
out.
Such were the thoughts that passed
through my mind. I was determined to remove the
possibility of such a catastrophe. I decided to
prove traitor and reveal the existence of the Imperium
that it might be broken up or watched. My deed
may appear to be the act of a vile wretch, but it
is done in the name of humanity. Long ere you
shall have come to this line, I shall have met the
fate of a traitor. I die for mankind, for humanity,
for civilization. If the voice of a poor Negro,
who thus gives his life, will be heard, I only ask
as a return that all mankind will join hands and help
my poor down-trodden people to secure those rights
for which they organized the Imperium, which my betrayal
has now destroyed. I urge this because love of
liberty is such an inventive genius, that if you destroy
one device it at once constructs another more powerful.
When will all races and classes of
men learn that men made in the image of God will not
be the slaves of another image?