On leaving the clergyman’s residence,
baffled in his efforts to get the wine he had hoped
to obtain, Mr. Ridley strode hurriedly away, almost
running, as though in fear of pursuit. After going
for a block or two he stopped suddenly, and stood
with an irresolute air for several moments. Then
he started forward again, moving with the same rapid
speed. His face was strongly agitated and nearly
colorless. His eyes were restless, glancing perpetually
from side to side.
There was no pause now until he reached
the doors of a large hotel in the centre of the city.
Entering, he passed first into the reading-room and
looked through it carefully, then stood in the office
for several minutes, as if waiting for some one.
While here a gentleman who had once been a client
came in, and was going to the clerk’s desk to
make some inquiry, when Ridley stepped forward, and
calling him by name, reached out his hand. It
was not taken, however. The man looked at him
with an expression of annoyance and disgust, and then
passed him without a word.
A slight tinge of color came into
Ridley’s pale face. He bit his lips and
clenched his hands nervously.
From the office he went to the bar-room.
At the door he met a well-known lawyer with whom he
had crossed swords many times in forensic battles
oftener gaining victory than suffering defeat.
There was a look of pity in the eyes of this man when
they rested upon him. He suffered his hand to
be taken by the poor wretch, and even spoke to him
kindly.
“B -,”
said Ridley as he held up one of his hands and showed
its nerveless condition, “you see where I am
going?”
“I do, my poor fellow!”
replied the man; “and if you don’t stop
short, you will be at the end of your journey sooner
than you anticipate.”
“I can’t stop; it’s
too late. For God’s sake get me a glass
of brandy! I haven’t tasted a drop since
morning.”
His old friend and associate saw how
it was-saw that his over-stimulated nervous
system was fast giving way, and that he was on the
verge of mania. Without replying the lawyer went
back to the bar, at which he had just been drinking.
Calling for brandy, he poured a tumbler nearly half
full, and after adding a little water gave it to Ridley,
who drank the whole of it before withdrawing the glass
from his lips.
“It was very kind of you,”
said the wretched man as he began to feel along his
shaking nerves the stimulating power of the draught
he had taken. “I was in a desperate bad
way.”
“And you are not out of that
way yet,” replied the other. “Why
don’t you stop this thing while a shadow of
hope remains?”
“It’s easy enough to say
stop”-Ridley spoke in a tone of fretfulness-“and
of about as much use as to cry ‘Stop!’
to a man falling down a precipice or sweeping over
a cataract. I can’t stop.”
His old friend gazed at him pityingly,
then, shrugging his shoulders, he bade him good-morning.
From the bar Ridley drifted to the reading-room, where
he made a feint of looking over the newspapers.
What cared he for news? All his interest in the
world had become narrowed down to the ways and means
of getting daily enough liquor to stupefy his senses
and deaden his nerves. He only wanted to rest
now, and let the glass of brandy he had taken do its
work on his exhausted system. It was not long
before he was asleep. How long he remained in
this state he did not know. A waiter, rudely shaking
him, brought him back to life’s dreary consciousness
again and an order to leave the reading room sent
him out upon the street to go he knew not whither.
Night had come, and Ethel, with a
better meal ready for her father than she had been
able to prepare for him in many weeks, sat anxiously
awaiting his return. Toward her he had always
been kind and gentle. No matter how much he might
be under the influence of liquor, he had never spoken
a harsh word to this patient, loving, much-enduring
child. For her sake he had often made feeble
efforts at reform, but appetite had gained such mastery;
over him that resolution was as flax in the flame.
It was late in the evening when Mr.
Ridley returned home. Ethel’s quick ears
detected something unusual in his steps as he came
along the entry. Instead of the stumbling or
shuffling noise with which he generally made his way
up stairs, she noticed that his footfalls were more
distinct and rapid. With partially suspended breath
she sat with her eyes upon the door until it was pushed
open. The moment she looked into her father’s
face she saw a change. Something had happened
to him. The heavy, besotted look was gone, the
dull eyes were lighted up. He shut the door behind
him quickly and with the manner of one who had been
pursued and now felt himself in a place of safety.
“What’s the matter, father
dear?” asked Ethel as she started up and laying
her hand upon his shoulder looked into his face searchingly.
“Nothing, nothing,” he
replied. But the nervousness of his manner and
the restless glancing of his eyes, now here and now
there, and the look of fear in them, contradicted
his denial.
“What has happened, father?
Are you sick?” inquired Ethel.
“No, dear, nothing has happened.
But I feel a little strange.”
He spoke with unusual tenderness in
his manner, and his voice shook and had a mournful
cadence.
“Supper is all ready and waiting.
I’ve got something nice and hot for you.
A strong cup of tea will do you good,” said Ethel,
trying to speak cheerily. She had her father
at the table in a few minutes. His hand trembled
so in lifting his cup that he spilled some of the contents,
but she steadied it for him. He had better control
of himself after drinking the tea, and ate a few mouthfuls,
but without apparent relish.
“I’ve got something to
tell you,” said Ethel, leaning toward her father
as they still sat at the table. Mr. Ridley saw
a new light in his daughter’s face.
“What is it, dear?” he said.
“Mrs. Birtwell was here to-day, and is going-”
The instant change observed in her
father’s manner arrested the sentence on Ethel’s
lips. A dark shadow swept across his face and
he became visibly agitated.
“Going to do what?” he inquired, betraying
some anger.
“Going to help me all she can.
She was very kind, and wants me to go and see her
to-morrow. I think she’s very good, father.”
Mr. Ridley dropped his eyes from the
flushed, excited face of his child. The frown
left his brow. He seemed to lose himself in thought.
Leaning forward upon the table, he laid his face down
upon his folded arms, hiding it from view.
A sad and painful conflict, precipitated
by the remark of his daughter, was going on in the
mind of this wretched man. He knew also too well
that he was standing on the verge of a dreadful condition
from the terrors of which his soul shrunk back in
shuddering fear. All day he had felt the coming
signs, and the hope of escape had now left him.
But love for his daughter was rising above all personal
fear and dread. He knew that at any moment the
fiend of delirium might spring upon him, and then
this tender child would be left alone with him in his
awful conflict. The bare possibility of such
a thing made him shudder, and all his thought was
now directed toward the means of saving her from being
a witness of the appalling scene.
The shock and anger produced by the
mention of Mrs. Birtwell’s name had passed off,
and his thought was going out toward her in a vague,
groping way, and in a sort of blind faith that through
her help in his great extremity might come. It
was all folly, he knew. What could she do for
a poor wretch in his extremity? He tried to turn
his thought from her, but ever as he turned it away
it swung back and rested in-this blind faith.
Raising his eyes at last, his mind
still in a maze of doubt, he saw just before him an
the table a small grinning head. It was only by
a strong effort that he could keep from crying out
in fear and starting back from the table. A steadier
look obliterated the head and left a teacup in its
place.
No time was now to be lost. At
any moment the enemy might be upon him. He must
go quickly, but where? A brief struggle against
an almost unconquerable reluctance and dread, and
then, rising from the table, Mr. Ridley caught up
his hat and ran down stairs, Ethel calling after him.
He did not heed her anxious cries. It was for
her sake that he was going. She heard the street
door shut with a jar, and listened to her father’s
departing feet until the sound died out in the distance.
It was over an hour from this time
when Mr. Ridley, forcing his way past the servant
who had tried to keep him back, stood confronting Mr.
Elliott. A look of disappointment, followed by
an angry cloud, came into his face. But seeing
Mrs. Birtwell, his countenance brightened; and stepping
past the clergyman, he advanced toward her. She
did not retreat from him, but held out her hand, and
said, with an earnestness so genuine that it touched
his feeling:
“I am glad to see you, Mr. Ridley.”
As he took her extended hand Mrs.
Birtwell drew him toward a sofa and sat down near
him, manifesting the liveliest interest.
“Is there anything I can do for you?”
she asked.
“No, ma’am,” he
replied, in a mournful voice-“not
for me. I didn’t come for that. But
you’ll be good to my poor Ethel, won’t
you, and-and-”
His voice broke into sobs, his weak frame quivered.
“I will, I will!” returned Mrs. Birtwell
with prompt assurance.
“Oh, thank you. It’s
so good of you. My poor girl! I may never
see you again.”
The start and glance of fear he now
threw across the room revealed to Mr. Elliott the
true condition of their visitor, and greatly alarmed
him. He had never been a witness of the horrors
of delirium tremens, and only knew of it by the frightful
descriptions he had sometimes read, but he could not
mistake the symptoms of the coming attack as now seen
in Mr. Ridley, who, on getting from Mrs. Birtwell a
repeated and stronger promise to care for Ethel, rose
from the sofa and started for the door.
But neither Mr. Elliott nor Mrs. Birtwell
could let him go away in this condition. They
felt too deeply their responsibility in the case, and
felt also that One who cares for all, even the lowliest
and most abandoned, had led him thither in his dire
extremity.
Following him quickly, Mr. Elliott
laid his hand firmly upon his arm.
“Stop a moment, Mr. Ridley,”
he said, with such manifest interest that the wretched
man turned and looked at him half in surprise.
“Where are you going?” asked the clergyman.
“Where?” His voice fell
to a deep whisper. There was a look of terror
in his eyes. “Where? God only knows.
Maybe to hell.”
A strong shiver went through his frame.
“The ‘Home,’ Mr.
Elliott! We must get him into the’ Home,’”
said Mrs. Birtwell, speaking close to the minister’s
ear.
“What home?” asked Mr. Ridley, turning
quickly upon her.
She did not answer him. She feared
to say a “Home for inebriates,” lest he
should break from them in anger.
“What home?” he repeated,
in a stronger and more agitated voice; and now both
Mr. Elliott and Mrs. Birtwell saw a wild eagerness
in his manner.
“A home,” replied Mr.
Elliott, “where men like you can go and receive
help and sympathy. A home where you will find
men of large and hopeful nature to take you by the
hand and hold you up, and Christian women with hearts
full of mother and sister love to comfort, help, encourage
and strengthen all your good desires. A home in
which men in your unhappy condition are made welcome,
and in which they are cared for wisely and tenderly
in their greatest extremity.”
“Then take me there, for God’s
sake!” cried out the wretched man, extending
his hand eagerly as he spoke.
“Order the carriage immediately,”
said Mrs. Birtwell to the servant who stood in the
half-open parlor door.
Then she drew Mr. Ridley back to the
sofa, from which he had started up a little while
before, and said, in a voice full of comfort and persuasion:
“You shall go there, and I will
come and see you every day; and you needn’t
have a thought or care for Ethel. All is going
to come out right again.”
The carriage came in a few minutes.
There was no hesitation on the part of Mr. Ridley.
The excitement of this new hope breaking in so suddenly
upon the midnight of his despair acted as a temporary
stimulant and held his nerves steady for a little
while longer.
“You are not going?” said
Mr. Elliott, seeing that Mrs. Birtwell was making
ready to accompany them in the carriage.
“Yes,” she replied.
“I want to see just what this home is and how
Mr. Ridley is going to be received and cared for.”
She then directed their man-servant
to get into the carriage with them, and they drove
away. Mr. Ridley did not stir nor speak, but sat
with his head bent down until they arrived at their
destination. He left the carriage and went in
passively. As they entered a large and pleasant
reception-room a gentleman stepped forward, and taking
Mr. Elliott by the hand, called him by name in a tone
of pleased surprise.
“Oh, Mr. G !”
exclaimed the clergyman. “I am right glad
to find you here. I remember seeing your name
in the list of directors.”
“Yes, I am one of the men engaged
in this work,” replied Mr. G .
Then, as he looked more closely at Mr. Ridley, he recognized
him and saw at a glance his true condition.
“My dear sir,” said he,
stepping forward and grasping his hand, “I am
glad you have come here.”
Mr. Ridley looked at, or rather beyond,
him in a startled way, and then drew back a few steps.
Mr. G - saw him shiver and an expression
of fear cross his face. Turning to a man who
sat writing at a desk, he called him by name, and
with a single glance directed his attention to Mr.
Ridley. The man was by his side in a moment, and
as Mr. Elliott did not fail to notice all on the alert.
He spoke to Mr. Ridley in a kind but firm voice, and
drew him a little way toward an adjoining room, the
door of which stood partly open.
“Do the best you can for this
poor man,” said Mrs. Birtwell, now addressing
Mr. G . “I will pay all that
is required. You know him, I see.”
“Yes, I know him well.
A sad case indeed. You may be sure that what can
be done will be done.”
At this moment Mr. Ridley gave a cry
and a spring toward the door. Glancing at him,
Mrs. Birtwell saw that his countenance was distorted
by terror. Instantly two men came in from the
adjoining room and quickly restrained him. After
two or three fruitless efforts to break away, he submitted
to their control, and was immediately removed to another
part of the building.
With white lips and trembling limbs
Mrs. Birtwell stood a frightened spectator of the
scene. It was over in a moment, but it left her
sick at heart.
“What will they do with him?”
she asked, her voice husky and choking.
“All that his unhappy case requires,”
replied Mr. G . “The man
you saw go first to his side can pity him, for he
has himself more than once passed through that awful
conflict with the power of hell upon which our poor
friend has now entered. A year ago he came to
this Home in a worse condition than Mr. Ridley begging
us for God’s sake to take him in. A few
weeks saw him, to use sacred words, ’clothed
and in his right mind,’ and since then he has
never gone back a single step. Glad and grateful
for his own rescue, he now devotes his life to the
work of saving others. In his hands Mr. Ridley
will receive the gentlest treatment consistent with
needed restraint. He is better here than he could
possibly be anywhere else; and when, as I trust in
God the case may be, he comes out of this dreadful
ordeal, he will find himself surrounded by friends
and in the current of influences all leading him to
make a new effort to reform his life. Poor man!
You did not get him here a moment too soon.”