“THERE come the children from
school,” said Aunt Mary, looking from the window.
“Just see that Clarence! he’ll have Henry
in the gutter. I never saw just such another
boy; why can’t he come quietly along like other
children? There! now he must stop to throw stones
at the pigs. That boy’ll give you the heart-ache
yet, Anna.”
Mrs. Hartley made no reply, but laid
aside her work quietly and left the room to see that
their dinner was ready. In a few minutes the
street-door was thrown open, and the children came
bounding in full of life, and noisy as they could
be.
“Where is your coat, Clarence?”
she asked, in a pleasant tone, looking her oldest
boy in the face.
“Oh, I forgot!” he replied,
cheerfully; and turning quickly, he ran down stairs,
and lifting his coat from where, in his thoughtlessness,
he had thrown it upon the floor, hung it up in its
proper place, and then sprang up the stairs.
“Isn’t dinner ready yet?”
he said, with fretful impatience, his whole manner
changing suddenly. “I’m hungry.”
“It will be ready in a few minutes, Clarence.”
“I want it now. I’m hungry.”
“Did you ever hear of the man,”
said Mrs. Hartley, in a voice that showed no disturbance
of mind, “who wanted the sun to rise an hour
before its time?”
“No, mother. Tell me about it, won’t
you?”
All impatience had vanished from the boy’s face.
“There was a man who had to
go upon a journey; the stage-coach was to call for
him at sun-rise. More than an hour before it was
time for the sun to be up, the man was all ready to
go, and for the whole of that hour he walked the floor
impatiently, grumbling at the sun because he did not
rise. ‘I’m all ready, and I want to
be going,’ he said. ‘It’s time
the sun was up, long ago.’ Don’t you
think he was a very foolish man?”
Clarence laughed, and said he thought
the man was very foolish indeed.
“Do you think he was more foolish
than you were just now for grumbling because dinner
wasn’t ready?”
Clarence laughed again, and said he
did not know. Just then Hannah, the cook, brought
in the waiter with the children’s dinner upon
it. Clarence sprang for a chair, and drew it
hastily and noisily to the table.
“Try and see if you can’t
do that more orderly, my dear,” his mother said,
in a quiet voice, looking at him, as she spoke, with
a steady eye.
The boy removed his chair, and then
replaced it gently.
“That is much better, my son.”
And thus she corrected his disorderly
habits, quieted his impatient temper, and checked
his rudeness, without showing any disturbance.
This she had to do daily. At almost every meal
she found it necessary to repress his rude impatience.
It was line upon line, and precept upon precept.
But she never tired, and rarely permitted herself
to show that she was disturbed, no matter how deeply
grieved she was at times over the wild and reckless
spirit of her boy.
On the next day she was not very well;
her head ached badly all the morning. Hearing
the children in the passage when they came in from
school at noon, she was, rising from the bed where
she had lain down, to attend to them and give them
their dinners, when Aunt Mary said-“Don’t
get up, Anna, I will see to the children.”
It was rarely that Mrs. Hartley let
any one do for them what she could do herself, for
no one else could manage the unhappy temper of Clarence;
but so violent was the pain in her head, that she let
Aunt Mary go, and sank back upon the pillow from which
she had arisen. A good deal of noise and confusion
continued to reach her ears, from the moment the children
came in. At length a loud cry and passionate
words from Clarence caused her to rise up quickly and
go over to the dining-room. All was confusion
there, and Aunt Mary out of humour and scolding prodigiously.
Clarence was standing up at the table, looking defiance
at her, on account of some interference with his strong
self-will. The moment the boy saw his mother,
his countenance changed, and a look of confusion took
the place of anger.
“Come over to my room, Clarence,”
she said, in a low voice; there was sadness in its
tones, that made him feel sorry that he had given
vent so freely to his ill-temper.
“What was the matter, my son?”
Mrs. Hartley asked, as soon as they were alone, taking
Clarence by the hand and looking steadily at him.
“Aunt Mary wouldn’t help me when I asked
her.”
“Why not?”
“She would help Henry first.”
“No doubt she had a reason for it. Do you
know her reason?”
“She said he was youngest.”
Clarence pouted out his lips, and spoke in a very
disagreeable tone.
“Don’t you think that was a very good
reason?”
“I’ve as good a right to be helped first
as he has.”
“Let us see if that is so.
You and Marien and Henry came in from school, all
hungry and anxious for your dinners. Marien is
oldest-she, one would suppose, from the
fact that she is oldest, would be better able to feel
for her brothers, and be willing to see their wants
supplied before her own. You are older than Henry,
and should feel for him in the same way. No doubt
this was Aunt Mary’s reason for helping Henry
first. Had she helped Marien?”
“No, ma’am.”
“Did Marien complain?”
“No, ma’am.”
“No one complained but my unhappy
Clarence. Do you know why you complained?
I can tell you, as I have often told you before; it
is because you indulge in very selfish feelings.
All who do so, make themselves miserable. If,
instead of wanting Aunt Mary to help you first, you
had, from a love of your little brother, been willing
to see him first attended to, you would have enjoyed
a real pleasure. If you had said-’Aunt
Mary, help Harry first,’ I am sure Henry would
have said instantly-’ No, Aunt Mary,
help brother Clarence first.’ How pleasant
this would have been! how happy would all of us have
felt at thus seeing two little brothers generously
preferring one another!”
There was an unusual degree of tenderness,
even sadness in the voice of his mother, that affected
Clarence; but he struggled with his feelings.
When, however, she resumed, and said-“I
have felt quite sick all the morning; my head has
ached badly-so badly that I have had to
lie down. I always give you your dinners when
you come home, and try to make you comfortable.
To-day I let Aunt Mary do it, because I felt so sick;
but I am sorry that I did not get up, sick as I was,
and do it myself; then I might have prevented this
unhappy outbreak of my boy’s unruly temper,
that has made not only my head ache ten times as badly
as it did, but my heart ache also”-
Clarence burst into tears, and throwing
his arms ground his mother’s neck, wept bitterly.
“I will try and be good, dear
mother,” he said. “I do try sometimes,
but it seems that I can’t.”
“You must always try, my dear
son. Now dry up your tears, and go out and get
your dinner. Or, if you would rather I should
go with you, I will do so.”
“No, dear mother,” replied
the boy, affectionately, “you are sick; you
must not go. I will be good.”
Clarence kissed his mother again,
and then returned quietly to the dining-room.
“Naughty boy!” said Aunt
Mary, as he entered, looking sternly at him.
A bitter retort came instantly to
the tongue of Clarence, but he checked himself with
a strong effort, and took his place at the table.
Instead of soothing the quick-tempered boy, Aunt Mary
chafed him by her words and manner during the whole
meal, and it was only the image of his mother’s
tearful face, and the remembrance that she was sick,
that restrained an outbreak of his passionate temper.
When Clarence left the table, he returned
to his mother’s room, and laid his head upon
the pillow where her’s was resting.
“I love you, mother,”
he said, affectionately, “you are good.
But I hate Aunt Mary.”
“Oh, no, Clarence; you must
not say that you hate Aunt Mary, for Aunt Mary is
very kind to you. You mustn’t hate anybody.”
“She isn’t kind to me,
mother. She calls me a bad boy, and says every
thing to make me angry when I want to be good.”
“Think, my son, if there is
not some reason for Aunt Mary calling you a bad boy.
You know yourself, that you act very naughtily sometimes,
and provoke Aunt Mary-a great deal.”
“But she said I was a naughty
boy when I went out just now, and I was sorry for
what I had done, and wanted to be good.”
“Aunt Mary didn’t know
that you were sorry, I am sure. When she called
you ‘naughty boy,’ what did you say?”
“I was going to say ‘You’re
a fool!’ but I didn’t. I tried hard
not to let my tongue say the bad words, though it
wanted to.”
“Why did you try not to say them?”
“Because it would have been
wrong, and would have made you feel sorry; and I love
you.” Again the repentant boy kissed her.
His eyes were full of tears, and so were the eyes
of his mother.
While talking over this incident with
her husband, Mrs. Hartley said-“Were
not all these impressions so light, I would feel encouraged.
The boy has warm and tender feelings, but I fear that
his passionate temper and selfishness will, like evil
weeds, completely check their growth.”
“The case is bad enough, Anna,
but not so bad, I hope, as you fear. These good
affections are never active in vain. They impress
the mind with an indelible impression. In after
years the remembrance of them will revive the states
they produced, and give strength to good desires and
intentions. Amid all his irregularities and wanderings
from good, in after-life, the thoughts of his mother
will restore the feelings he had to-day, and draw
him back from evil with cords of love that cannot
be broken. The good now implanted will remain,
and, like ten just men, save the city. In most
instances where men abandon themselves finally to
evil courses, it will be found that the impressions
made in childhood were not of the right kind; that
the mother’s influence was not what it should
have been. For myself, I am sure that a different
mother would have made me a different man. When
a boy, I was too much like Clarence; but the tenderness
with which my mother always treated me, and the unimpassioned
but earnest manner in which she reproved and corrected
my faults, subdued my unruly temper. When I became
restless or impatient, she always had a book to read
to me, or a story to tell, or had some device to save
me from myself. My father was neither harsh nor
indulgent towards me; I cherish his memory with respect
and love; but I have different feelings when I think
of my mother. I often feel, even now, as if she
were near me-as if her cheek were laid to
mine. My father would place his hand upon my head
caressingly, but my mother would lay her cheek against
mine. I did not expect my father to do more-I
do not know that I would have loved him had he done
more; for him it was a natural expression of affection;
but no act is too tender for a mother. Her kiss
upon my cheek, her warm embrace, are all felt now;
and the older I grow, the more holy seem the influences
that surrounded me in childhood.”