THE curiosity of our sex is proverbial.
Proverbs are generally based upon experience, and
this one, I am ready to admit, is not without a good
foundation to rest upon.
Our sex are curious; at least I am,
and we are very apt to judge others by ourselves.
I believe that I have never broken the seal nor peeped
into a letter bearing the name of some other lady;
but, then, I will own to having, on more occasions
than one, felt an exceedingly strong desire to know
the contents of certain epistles in the hands of certain
of my friends.
The same feeling I have over and over
again observed in my domestics, and, for this reason,
have always been careful how I let my letters lie
temptingly about. One chamber maid in my service,
seemed to have a passion for reading other people’s
letters. More than once had I caught her rummaging
in my drawers, or with some of my old letters in her
hands; and I could not help remarking that most of
the letters left at the door by the penny post, had,
if they passed to me through her, a crumpled appearance.
I suspected the cause of this, but did not detect
my lady, until she had been some months in my family.
One morning, after breakfast was over,
and the children off to school, I drew on a cap, and
went down to sweep out and dust the parlors.
I had not been at work long, when I heard the bell
ring. Presently Mary came tripping down stairs.
As she opened the street door, I heard her say:
“Ah! another letter? Who is it for?
Me?”
“No, it is for Mrs. Smith,”
was answered, in the rougher voice of the Despatch
Post-man.
“Oh.” There was a
perceptible disappointment in Mary’s tone.
“What’s the postage?” she asked.
“Paid,” said the man.
The door closed, and I heard the feet
of Mary slowly moving along the passage. Then
the murmur of her voice reached my ears. Presently
I heard her say:
“I wonder who it is from?
Mrs. Smith gets a great many letters. No envelope,
thank goodness! but a plain, good old fashioned letter.
I must see who it is from.”
By this time Mary had stepped within
the back parlor. I stood, hid from her view,
by one of the folding doors, which was closed, but
within a few feet of her.
“From Mrs. Jackson! Hum m.
I wonder what she’s got to say? Something
about me, I’ll bet a dollar.”
There was a very apparent change in
the thermometer of Mary’s feelings at this last
thought, as was evident from the tone of her voice.
“Lace collars stockings pocket
han . I can’t make out that
word, but it is handkerchiefs, of course,” thus
Mary read and talked to herself. “Breastpin this
is too mean! It’s not true, neither.
I’m a great mind to burn the letter. Mrs.
Smith would never be the wiser. I won’t
give it to her now, at any rate. I’ll put
it in my pocket, and just think about it.”
The next sound that came to my ears
was the pattering of Mary’s feet as she went
hurrying up the stairs.
In a few minutes I followed.
In one of my chambers I found Mary, and said to her:
“Didn’t the carrier leave me a letter
just now?”
The girl hesitated a moment, and then answered:
“Oh, yes, ma’am. I have it here in
my pocket.”
And she drew forth the letter, crumbled,
as was usually the case with all that passed through
her hands.
I took it, with some gravity of manner;
for I felt, naturally enough, indignant. Mary
flushed a little under the steady eye that I fixed
upon her.
The letter, or note, was from my friend,
Mrs. Jackman, and read as follows:
“MY DEAR MRS. SMITH. Do
call in and see me some time to-day. I have bought
some of the cheapest laces, stockings, and cambric
pocket handkerchiefs that ever were seen. There
are more left; and at a great bargain. You must
have some. And, by the way, bring with you that
sweet breastpin I saw you wear at Mrs. May’s
last Thursday evening. I want to examine it closely.
I must have one just like it. Do come round to-day;
I’ve lots of things to say to you.
Yours, &c.”
“Nothing so dreadful in all
that,” I said to myself, as I re-folded the
letter. “My curious lady’s conscience
must be a little active! Let’s see what
is to come of this.”
It is hardly in the nature of woman
to look very lovingly upon the servant whom she has
discovered peeping into her letters. At least,
it was not in my nature. I, therefore, treated
Mary with becoming gravity, whenever we happened to
meet. She, under the circumstances, was ill at
ease; and rather shunned contact with me. The
morning passed away, and the afternoon waned until
towards five o’clock, when the accumulating
pressure on Mary’s feelings became so great
that she was compelled to seek relief.
I was alone, sewing, when my chamber
maid entered my room. The corners of her lips
inclined considerably downward.
“Can I speak a word with you, Mrs. Smith?”
said she.
“Certainly, Mary,” I replied. “What
do you wish to say?”
Mary cleared her throat once or twice looked
very much embarrassed, and at length stammered out.
“You received a letter from Mrs. Jackson this
morning?”
“No.” I shook my head as I uttered
this little monosyllable.
A flush of surprise went over the girl’s face.
“Wasn’t the letter I gave you from Mrs.
Jackson?” she asked.
“No; it was from Mrs. Jackman.”
Mary caught her breath, and stammered out, in her
confusion:
“Oh, my! I thought it was from Mrs. Jackson.
I was sure of it.”
“What right had you to think
any thing about it?” I asked, with marked severity.
Mary’s face was, by this time crimsoned.
I looked at her for some moments,
and then, taking from my drawer Mrs. Jackman’s
note, handed it to her, and said:
“There’s the letter you
were so curious about this morning. Read it.”
Mary’s eyes soon took in the
contents. The moment she was satisfied, she uttered
a short “Oh!” strongly expressive of mental
relief, and handed me back the letter.
“I thought it was from Mrs.
Jackson,” said the still embarrassed girl, looking
confused and distressed.
“You can now retire,”
said I, “and when another letter is left at my
door, be kind enough to consider it my property, not
yours. I shall make it my business to see Mrs.
Jackson, and ascertain from her why you are so much
afraid that she will communicate with me. There’s
some thing wrong.”
Poor Mary still lingered.
“Indeed, Mrs. Smith,”
she sobbed “I didn’t do nothing
wrong at Mrs. Jackson’s, but wear her clothes
sometimes. Once I just borrowed a breastpin of
hers out of her drawer, to wear to a party; and she
saw me with it on, and said I had stolen it.
But, I’d put my hand in the fire before I’d
steal, Mrs. Smith! Indeed, indeed I would.
I was only going to wear it to the party; and I didn’t
think there was any great harm in that.”
“Of course there was harm in
using other people’s things without their consent,”
I replied, severely. “And I don’t
wonder that Mrs. Jackson accused you of stealing.
But what cause had you for thinking this letter was
from Mrs. Jackson?”
“The two names are so near alike,
and then Mrs. Jackson speaks about .”
Here Mary caught herself, and crimsoned still deeper.
“That is,” said I, “you
took the liberty of peeping into my letter before
you gave it to me; and this is not your first offence
of the kind.”
Mary was too much confounded to speak,
or make any effort to excuse herself; and so thought
it best to retire.
I called to see Mrs. Jackson that
day. She gave Mary a good character, as far as
honesty was concerned; but stated plainly her faults,
especially her bad habit of wearing her clothes and
trinkets, for which offence, in a moment of indignation,
she had dismissed her from her service.
I saw no reason to send Mary away.
But I gave her a “good talking.”
I think she is pretty well cured of her propensity
of reading other people’s letters.