“Time tries the troth
in everything.”
THOMAS TUSSER.
THE voice comes to her distinctly
across the sward, browned by Winter’s frown,
and over the evergreens that sway and rustle behind
her back.
“Shall I answer?” says
Dulce to herself, half uncertainly; and then she hesitates,
and then belies the old adage because she is not lost,
but decides on maintaining a discreet silence.
“If he comes,” she tells herself, “he
will only talk, talk, TALK! and, at his best, he is tiresome; and then he
worries so that really life becomes a burden with him near. And the day,
though cold, is bright and frosty and delicious, and all it should be at
Christmas time, and when one is wrapped in furs one doesnt feel the cold, and
she really means to enjoy herself with her book, and now
Dulce! comes the voice again, only nearer this time, and
even more pathetic in its anxiety, and Dulce moves uneasily. Perhaps,
after all, she ought to answer. Has she not promised many things.
Shall she answer or not, or
This time her hesitation avails her
nothing; a step can be heard dangerously close, and
then a figure comes up to her very back, and peers
through the thick hedge of evergreens, and finally
Stephen makes his way through them and stands before
her.
He is flushed and half angry.
He is uncertain how to translate the extreme unconcern
with which she hails him. Did she hear him call,
or did she not? That is the question. And
Stephen very properly feels that more than the fate
of a nation depends upon the solution of this mystery.
“Oh! here you are at last,”
he says, in a distinctly aggrieved tone. “I
have been calling you for the last hour. Didn’t
you hear me?”
When one has been straining one’s
lungs in a vain endeavor to be heard by a beloved
object, one naturally magnifies five minutes into an
hour.
Dulce stares at him in a bewildered
fashion. Her manner, indeed, considering all
things, is perfect.
“Why didn’t you answer
me?” asks Mr. Gower, feeling himself justified
in throwing some indignation into this speech.
“Were you calling me?”
she asks, with the utmost innocence, letting her large
eyes rest calmly upon his, and bravely suppressing
the smile that is dying to betray her; “really?
How was it I didn’t hear you? I was sitting
here all the time. These evergreens must
be thick! Do you know I am horribly afraid I
shall grow deaf in my old age, because there are moments
even now such, for example, as the present when
I cannot bring myself to hear anything.”
This last remark contains more in
it than appears to Mr. Gower.
“Yet, only last night,”
he says resentfully, “you told me it would be
dangerous to whisper secrets near you to another, as
you had the best ears in the world.”
“Did I say all that? Well,
perhaps. I am troublesome in that way sometimes,”
says Miss Blount, shifting her tactics without a quiver.
“Just now,” glancing at a volume that lies
upon her lap, “I daresay it was the book that
engrossed my attention; I quite lose myself in a subject
when it is as interesting as this one is,” with
another glance at the dark bound volume on her knee.
Gower stoops and reads the title of
the book that had come between him and the thoughts
of his beloved. He reads it aloud, slowly and
with grim meaning Notes on Tasmanian
Cattle! It sounds enthralling,” he says,
with bitter irony.
“Yes, doesn’t it,”
says Miss Blount, with such unbounded audacity, and
with such a charming laugh as instantly scatters all
clouds. “You must know I adore cattle,
especially Tasmanian cattle.” As a mere
matter of fact she had brought out this book by mistake,
thinking it was one of George Eliot’s, because
of its cover, and had not opened it until now.
“Come and sit here beside me,” she says,
sweetly, bent on making up for her former ungraciousness,
“I have been so dull all the morning, and you
wouldn’t come and talk to me. So unfeeling
of you.”
“Much you care whether I come
to talk to you or not,” says Mr. Gower, with
a last foolish attempt at temper. This foolish
attempt makes Miss Blount at once aware that the day
is her own.
“You may sit on the edge of
my gown,” she says, generously she
herself is sitting on a garden-chair made for one
that carefully preserves her from all damp arising
from the damp, wintry grass; “on the very
edge, please. Yes, just there,” shaking
out her skirts; “I can’t bear people close
to me, it gives me a creepy-creepy feel. Do you
know it?”
Mr. Gower shakes his head emphatically.
No, he does not know the creepy-creepy feel.
“Besides,” goes on Dulce,
confidentially, “one can see the person one is
conversing with so much better at a little distance.
Don’t you agree with me?”
“Don’t I always agree
with you?” says Mr. Gower, gloomily.
“Well, then, don’t look
so discontented, it makes me think you are only answering
me as you think I want to be answered, and no woman
could stand that.”
Silence. The short day is already
coming to a close. A bitter wind has sprung from
the East and is now flitting with icy ardor over the
grass and streamlet; through the bare branches of
the trees, too, it flies, creating music of a mournful
kind as it rushes onward.
“Last night I dreamt of you,” says Stephen,
at last.
“And what of me?” asks
she, bending slightly down over him, as he lies at
her feet in his favorite position.
“This one great thing:
I dreamt that you loved me. I flattered myself
in my dreams, did I not?” says Gower, with an
affectation of unconcern that does not disguise the
fear that is consuming him lest some day he shall
prove his dream untrue.
“Now what is love,
I will thee tell,
It is the fountain and the well
Where pleasure and repentance dwell,”
quotes she, gaily, with a quick, trembling blush.
“I expect some fellows do all
the repentance,” says Stephen, moodily.
Then, with a sudden accession of animation born of
despair, he says, “Dulce, once for all, tell
me if you can care for me even a little.”
He has taken her hand of course her right
hand on which a ring is and is clasping
it in the most energetic manner. The ring has
a sharp diamond in it, and consequently the pressure
creates pain. She bears it, however, like a Cranmer.
“I don’t think even my
angelic temper would stand a cross-examination on
such a day as this,” she says, with a slight
frown; it might be slighter but for the diamond.
“Besides, I have made answer to that question
a thousand times. Did I not, indeed, answer it
in the most satisfactory manner of all when I promised
to marry you?”
“Yes, you promised to marry
me, I know that, but when?” asks he, quickly.
“Up to this you have always declined to name
any particular date.”
“Naturally,” says Miss
Blount, calmly. “I’m not even dreaming
of being married yet, why should I? I should
hate it.”
“Oh! if you would hate it,” says Stephen,
stiffly.
“Yes, hate it,” repeats
she, undauntedly. “Why, indeed, should we
be married for years? I am quite happy, aren’t
you?”
No answer. Then, very severely, “Aren’t
you?”
“Yes, of course,” says Mr. Gower, but
in a tone that belies his words.
“Just so,” says Dulce,
“then let us continue happy. I am sure all
these past months I have been utterly content.”
“You mean ever since Roger’s departure?”
asks he, eagerly.
“Yes; principally, I suppose
because of his departure.” There
is a good deal of unnecessary warmth in this speech.
Yet the flush has faded from her cheeks now, and she
is looking down toward the sea with a little set expression
round her usually mobile lips.
“We are happy now, but why should
we not be even happier if we were married?”
asks Stephen, presently, trying to read her averted
face.
“Why? Who can answer that?”
exclaims she, turning her face inland again, with
a little saucy smile. Her thoughts of a moment
since are determinately put out of sight, resolutely
banished. “You surely don’t believe
at this time of day that a bird in the hand is worth
two in the bush? That is old-world rubbish!
Take my word for it, that two birds in the
hand do not come up to even one sweet, provoking, unattainable
bird in the bush!”
She has risen, and is now standing
before him, as she says this, with her hands clasping
each other behind her head, and her body well thrown
back. Perhaps she does not know how charming her
figure appears in this position. Perhaps she
does. She is smiling down at Gower in a half
defiant, wholly tantalizing fashion, and is as like
the “sweet, provoking, unattainable bird”
as ever she can be.
Rising slowly to his feet, Gower goes
up to her, and, as is his lawful right, encircles
her bonnie round waist with his arm.
“I don’t know about the
bird,” he says, “but this I do know,
that in my eyes you are worth two of anything in all
this wide world.”
His tone is so full of feeling, so
replete with real, unaffected earnestness and affection
that she is honestly touched. She even suffers
his arm to embrace her (for the time being), and turns
her eyes upon him kindly enough.
“How fond you are of me,”
she says, regretfully. “Too fond. I
am not worth it.” Then, in a curious tone,
“How strange it is that you should love me so
dearly when Roger actually disliked me!”
“You are always thinking of
your cousin,” exclaims he, with a quick frown.
“He seems never very far from your thoughts.”
“How can I help that,”
says Dulce, with an attempt at lightness; “it
is so difficult to rid the mind of a distasteful subject.”
“And,” eagerly “it
is a distasteful subject? You are really glad
your engagement with him is at an end?”
“Of course I am glad,”
says Miss Blount, impatiently; “why should I
be otherwise? How often have you told me yourself
that he and I were unsuited to each other and
how many times have you reminded me of his unbearable
temper! I hope,” with passionate energy,
“I shall never see him again!”
“Let us forget him,” says
Gower, gently; “there are plenty of other things
to discuss besides him. For one thing, let me
tell you this that though we have been
engaged for a long time now, you have never once kissed
me.”
“Yes and don’t
you know why?” asks Miss Blount, sweetly, and
with all the air of one who is about to impart the
most agreeable intelligence “Can’t
you guess? It is because I think kissing a mistake.
Not only a mistake, but a positive bêtise.
It commonizes everything, and and is
really death to sentiment in my opinion.”
“Death to it? an
aid to it, I should say,” says Mr. Gower, bluntly.
“Should you? I am sure
experience will prove you wrong,” says Dulce,
suavely, “and, at all events, I hate being kissed.”
“Do you? Yet twice I saw
you let your cousin kiss you,” says Stephen,
gloomily.
“And see what came of it,”
retorts she, quickly. “He got that
is we both got tired of each other.
And then we quarrelled we were always quarrelling,
it seems to me now and then he that
is, we both grew to hate each other, and that
of course ended everything. I really think,”
says Miss Blount, with suppressed passion, “I
am the one girl in the world he cordially dislikes
and despises. He almost told me so before before
we parted.”
“Just like him, unmannerly beast!”
says Mr. Gower, with deep disgust.
“It was just as well we found
it all out in time,” says Dulce, with a short,
but heavily-drawn sigh probably, let us
hope so, at least one of intense relief,
“because he was really tiresome in most ways.”
“I rather think so; I’m
sure I wonder how you put up with him for so long,”
says Gower, contemptuously.
“Force of habit, I suppose.
He was always in the way when he wasn’t wanted.
And and and the other thing,”
says Miss Blount, broadly, who wants to say ‘vice
versa,’ but cannot remember it at this moment.
“Never knew when to hold his
tongue,” says Stephen, who is a rather silent
man; “never met such a beggar to talk.”
“And so headstrong,” says Dulce, pettishly.
“Altogether, I think he is about
the greatest ass I ever met in my life,” says
Mr. Gower, with touching conviction, and out of the
innocence of his heart.
“Is he?” asks Dulce, with
a sudden and most unexpected change of tone. A
frown darkens the fair face. Is it that she is
looking back with horror upon the time when she was
engaged to this “ass,” or is it “You
have met a good many, no doubt?”
“Well, a considerable few in
my time,” replies he. “But I must
say I never saw a poorer specimen of his kind and
his name, too, such an insane thing. Reminds
one of that romping old English dance and nothing
else. Why on earth couldn’t the fellow get
a respectable name like any other fellow.”
This is all so fearfully absurd, that
at any other time, and under any other circumstances,
it would have moved Dulce to laughter.
“Isn’t the name, Roger,
respectable?” asks she, sweetly, as though desirous
of information.
“Oh, well, it’s respectable
enough, I suppose; or at least it is hideous enough
for that or anything.”
“Must a thing be hideous to
be respectable?” asks she again, turning her
lovely face, crowned with the sunburnt hair, full on
his.
“You don’t understand
me,” he says, with some confusion. “I
was only saying what an ugly name Dare has.”
“Now, do you think so?”
wonders Miss Blount, dreamily, “I don’t.
I can’t endure my cousin, as you know,
but I really think his name very pretty, quite the
prettiest I know, even,” innocently, “prettier
than Stephen!”
“I’m sorry I can’t
agree with you,” says Stephen, stiffly.
Miss Blount, with her fingers interlaced,
is watching him furtively, a little petulant expression
in her eyes.
“It seems to me you think more
of your absent cousin than of of anyone
in the world,” says Gower, sullenly. Fear
of what her answer may be has induced him to leave
his own name out of the question altogether.
“As I told you before, one always
thinks most of what is unpleasing to one.”
“Oh, I daresay!” says Mr. Gower.
“I don’t think I quite
understand you. What do you mean by that?”
asks she, with suspicious sweetness.
“Dulce,” says Stephen, miserably, “say
you hate Roger.”
“I have often said it.
I detest him. Why,” with a sudden touch
of passion, “do you make me repeat it over and
over again? Why do you make me think of him at
all?”
“I don’t know,”
sadly. “It is madness on my part, I think;
and yet I believe I have no real cause to fear him.
He is so utterly unworthy of you. He has behaved
so badly to you from first to last.”
“What you say is all too
true,” says Dulce, calmly; then, with most suspicious
gentleness, and a smile that is all “sweetness
and light,” “would you mind removing
your arm from my waist. It makes me feel faint.
Thanks, so much.”
After this silence again reigns.
Several minutes go by, and nothing can be heard save
the soughing of the rising wind, and the turbulent
rushing of the stream below. Dulce is turning
the rings round and round upon her pretty fingers;
Stephen is looking out to sea with a brow as black
as thunder, or any of the great gaunt rocks far out
to the West, that are frowning down upon the unconscious
ocean.
Presently something perhaps
it is remorse strikes upon Dulce’s
heart and softens her. She goes nearer to him
and slips one small, perfect hand through his arm,
she even presses his arm to her softly, kindly, with
a view to restoring its owner to good temper.
This advance on her part has the desired
effect. Stephen forgets there is such a thing
as a sea, and, taking up the little, penitent hand,
presses it tenderly to his lips.
“Now, do not let us be disagreeable
any more,” says Dulce, prettily. “Let
us try to remember what we were talking about before
we began to discuss Roger.”
Mr. Gower grasps his chance.
“I was saying that though we
have been engaged now for some time you have never
once kissed me,” he says, hopefully.
“And would you,” reproachfully,
“after all I have said, risk the chance of making
me, perhaps, hate you, too? I have told you how
I detest being kissed, yet now you would argue the
point. Oh, Stephen! is this your vaunted love?”
“But it is a curious view you
take of it, isn’t it, darling?” suggests
Gower, humbly, “to say a kiss would raise hatred
in your breast. I am perfectly certain it would
make me love you MORE!”
“Then you could love me more?” with frowning
reproach.
“No, no! I didn’t mean that, only
“I must say I am greatly disappointed
in you,” says Miss Blount, with lowered eyes.
“I shouldn’t have believed it of you.
Well, as you are bent on rushing on your fate, I’ll
tell you what I will do.”
“What?” he turns to her,
a look of eager expectancy on his face. Is she
going to prove kind at last?
“Sometime,” begins she,
demurely, “no doubt I shall marry you some
time, that is, in the coming century and
then, when the time is finally arranged, just the
very morning of our marriage, you shall kiss me, not
before. That will prevent our having time to quarrel
and part.”
“Do you mean to tell me,”
indignantly, “you have made up your mind never
to kiss me until we are married?”
“Until the morning of our marriage,”
corrects she.
“You might as well say never!”
exclaims Gower, very justly incensed.
“I will, if you like,” retorts she, with
the utmost bonhommie.
“It is getting too cold for
you to stay out any longer,” says Stephen, with
great dignity; “come, let us return to the house.”