The seventy young women, of ages varying
in the main from nineteen to one-and-twenty, though
several were older, who at this date filled the species
of nunnery known as the Training-School at Melchester,
formed a very mixed community, which included the daughters
of mechanics, curates, surgeons, shopkeepers, farmers,
dairy-men, soldiers, sailors, and villagers.
They sat in the large school-room of the establishment
on the evening previously described, and word was
passed round that Sue Bridehead had not come in at
closing-time.
“She went out with her young
man,” said a second-year’s student, who
knew about young men. “And Miss Traceley
saw her at the station with him. She’ll
have it hot when she does come.”
“She said he was her cousin,”
observed a youthful new girl.
“That excuse has been made a
little too often in this school to be effectual in
saving our souls,” said the head girl of the
year, drily.
The fact was that, only twelve months
before, there had occurred a lamentable seduction
of one of the pupils who had made the same statement
in order to gain meetings with her lover. The
affair had created a scandal, and the management had
consequently been rough on cousins ever since.
At nine o’clock the names were
called, Sue’s being pronounced three times sonorously
by Miss Traceley without eliciting an answer.
At a quarter past nine the seventy
stood up to sing the “Evening Hymn,” and
then knelt down to prayers. After prayers they
went in to supper, and every girl’s thought
was, Where is Sue Bridehead? Some of the students,
who had seen Jude from the window, felt that they
would not mind risking her punishment for the pleasure
of being kissed by such a kindly-faced young men.
Hardly one among them believed in the cousinship.
Half an hour later they all lay in
their cubicles, their tender feminine faces upturned
to the flaring gas-jets which at intervals stretched
down the long dormitories, every face bearing the legend
“The Weaker” upon it, as the penalty of
the sex wherein they were moulded, which by no possible
exertion of their willing hearts and abilities could
be made strong while the inexorable laws of nature
remain what they are. They formed a pretty, suggestive,
pathetic sight, of whose pathos and beauty they were
themselves unconscious, and would not discover till,
amid the storms and strains of after-years, with their
injustice, loneliness, child-bearing, and bereavement,
their minds would revert to this experience as to
something which had been allowed to slip past them
insufficiently regarded.
One of the mistresses came in to turn
out the lights, and before doing so gave a final glance
at Sue’s cot, which remained empty, and at her
little dressing-table at the foot, which, like all
the rest, was ornamented with various girlish trifles,
framed photographs being not the least conspicuous
among them. Sue’s table had a moderate
show, two men in their filigree and velvet frames standing
together beside her looking-glass.
“Who are these men-did
she ever say?” asked the mistress. “Strictly
speaking, relations’ portraits only are allowed
on these tables, you know.”
“One-the middle-aged
man,” said a student in the next bed-“is
the schoolmaster she served under-Mr. Phillotson.”
“And the other-this
undergraduate in cap and gown-who is he?”
“He is a friend, or was.
She has never told his name.”
“Was it either of these two who came for her?”
“No.”
“You are sure ’twas not the undergraduate?”
“Quite. He was a young man with a black
beard.”
The lights were promptly extinguished,
and till they fell asleep the girls indulged in conjectures
about Sue, and wondered what games she had carried
on in London and at Christminster before she came
here, some of the more restless ones getting out of
bed and looking from the mullioned windows at the
vast west front of the cathedral opposite, and the
spire rising behind it.
When they awoke the next morning they
glanced into Sue’s nook, to find it still without
a tenant. After the early lessons by gas-light,
in half-toilet, and when they had come up to dress
for breakfast, the bell of the entrance gate was heard
to ring loudly. The mistress of the dormitory
went away, and presently came back to say that the
principal’s orders were that nobody was
to speak to Bridehead without permission.
When, accordingly, Sue came into the
dormitory to hastily tidy herself, looking flushed
and tired, she went to her cubicle in silence, none
of them coming out to greet her or to make inquiry.
When they had gone downstairs they found that she did
not follow them into the dining-hall to breakfast,
and they then learnt that she had been severely reprimanded,
and ordered to a solitary room for a week, there to
be confined, and take her meals, and do all her reading.
At this the seventy murmured, the
sentence being, they thought, too severe. A
round robin was prepared and sent in to the principal,
asking for a remission of Sue’s punishment.
No notice was taken. Towards evening, when the
geography mistress began dictating her subject, the
girls in the class sat with folded arms.
“You mean that you are not going
to work?” said the mistress at last. “I
may as well tell you that it has been ascertained that
the young man Bridehead stayed out with was not her
cousin, for the very good reason that she has no such
relative. We have written to Christminster to
ascertain.”
“We are willing to take her word,” said
the head girl.
“This young man was discharged
from his work at Christminster for drunkenness and
blasphemy in public-houses, and he has come here to
live, entirely to be near her.”
However, they remained stolid and
motionless, and the mistress left the room to inquire
from her superiors what was to be done.
Presently, towards dusk, the pupils,
as they sat, heard exclamations from the first-year’s
girls in an adjoining classroom, and one rushed in
to say that Sue Bridehead had got out of the back window
of the room in which she had been confined, escaped
in the dark across the lawn, and disappeared.
How she had managed to get out of the garden nobody
could tell, as it was bounded by the river at the bottom,
and the side door was locked.
They went and looked at the empty
room, the casement between the middle mullions of
which stood open. The lawn was again searched
with a lantern, every bush and shrub being examined,
but she was nowhere hidden. Then the porter
of the front gate was interrogated, and on reflection
he said that he remembered hearing a sort of splashing
in the stream at the back, but he had taken no notice,
thinking some ducks had come down the river from above.
“She must have walked through
the river!” said a mistress.
“Or drownded herself,” said the porter.
The mind of the matron was horrified-not
so much at the possible death of Sue as at the possible
half-column detailing that event in all the newspapers,
which, added to the scandal of the year before, would
give the college an unenviable notoriety for many months
to come.
More lanterns were procured, and the
river examined; and then, at last, on the opposite
shore, which was open to the fields, some little boot-tracks
were discerned in the mud, which left no doubt that
the too excitable girl had waded through a depth of
water reaching nearly to her shoulders-for
this was the chief river of the county, and was mentioned
in all the geography books with respect. As Sue
had not brought disgrace upon the school by drowning
herself, the matron began to speak superciliously
of her, and to express gladness that she was gone.
On the self-same evening Jude sat
in his lodgings by the Close Gate. Often at this
hour after dusk he would enter the silent Close, and
stand opposite the house that contained Sue, and watch
the shadows of the girls’ heads passing to and
fro upon the blinds, and wish he had nothing else
to do but to sit reading and learning all day what
many of the thoughtless inmates despised. But
to-night, having finished tea and brushed himself
up, he was deep in the perusal of the Twenty-ninth
Volume of Pusey’s Library of the Fathers, a set
of books which he had purchased of a second-hand dealer
at a price that seemed to him to be one of miraculous
cheapness for that invaluable work. He fancied
he heard something rattle lightly against his window;
then he heard it again. Certainly somebody had
thrown gravel. He rose and gently lifted the
sash.
“Jude!” (from below).
“Sue!”
“Yes-it is! Can I come up without
being seen?”
“Oh yes!”
“Then don’t come down. Shut the
window.”
Jude waited, knowing that she could
enter easily enough, the front door being opened merely
by a knob which anybody could turn, as in most old
country towns. He palpitated at the thought that
she had fled to him in her trouble as he had fled
to her in his. What counterparts they were!
He unlatched the door of his room, heard a stealthy
rustle on the dark stairs, and in a moment she appeared
in the light of his lamp. He went up to seize
her hand, and found she was clammy as a marine deity,
and that her clothes clung to her like the robes upon
the figures in the Parthenon frieze.
“I’m so cold!” she
said through her chattering teeth. “Can
I come by your fire, Jude?”
She crossed to his little grate and
very little fire, but as the water dripped from her
as she moved, the idea of drying herself was absurd.
“Whatever have you done, darling?” he
asked, with alarm, the tender epithet slipping out
unawares.
“Walked through the largest
river in the county-that’s what I’ve
done! They locked me up for being out with you;
and it seemed so unjust that I couldn’t bear
it, so I got out of the window and escaped across
the stream!” She had begun the explanation in
her usual slightly independent tones, but before she
had finished the thin pink lips trembled, and she
could hardly refrain from crying.
“Dear Sue!” he said.
“You must take off all your things! And
let me see-you must borrow some from the
landlady. I’ll ask her.”
“No, no! Don’t let
her know, for God’s sake! We are so near
the school that they’ll come after me!”
“Then you must put on mine. You don’t
mind?”
“Oh no.”
“My Sunday suit, you know.
It is close here.” In fact, everything
was close and handy in Jude’s single chamber,
because there was not room for it to be otherwise.
He opened a drawer, took out his best dark suit,
and giving the garments a shake, said, “Now,
how long shall I give you?”
“Ten minutes.”
Jude left the room and went into the
street, where he walked up and down. A clock
struck half-past seven, and he returned. Sitting
in his only arm-chair he saw a slim and fragile being
masquerading as himself on a Sunday, so pathetic in
her defencelessness that his heart felt big with the
sense of it. On two other chairs before the
fire were her wet garments. She blushed as he
sat down beside her, but only for a moment.
“I suppose, Jude, it is odd
that you should see me like this and all my things
hanging there? Yet what nonsense! They
are only a woman’s clothes-sexless
cloth and linen... I wish I didn’t feel
so ill and sick! Will you dry my clothes now?
Please do, Jude, and I’ll get a lodging by
and by. It is not late yet.”
“No, you shan’t, if you
are ill. You must stay here. Dear, dear
Sue, what can I get for you?”
“I don’t know! I
can’t help shivering. I wish I could get
warm.” Jude put on her his great-coat in
addition, and then ran out to the nearest public-house,
whence he returned with a little bottle in his hand.
“Here’s six of best brandy,” he
said. “Now you drink it, dear; all of
it.”
“I can’t out of the bottle,
can I?” Jude fetched the glass from the dressing-table,
and administered the spirit in some water. She
gasped a little, but gulped it down, and lay back in
the armchair.
She then began to relate circumstantially
her experiences since they had parted; but in the
middle of her story her voice faltered, her head nodded,
and she ceased. She was in a sound sleep.
Jude, dying of anxiety lest she should have caught
a chill which might permanently injure her, was glad
to hear the regular breathing. He softly went
nearer to her, and observed that a warm flush now rosed
her hitherto blue cheeks, and felt that her hanging
hand was no longer cold. Then he stood with
his back to the fire regarding her, and saw in her
almost a divinity.