The lights in the village went out,
house after house, till there only remained two in
the darkness. One of these came from a residence
on the hill-side, of which there is nothing to say
at present; the other shone from the window of Marty
South. Precisely the same outward effect was
produced here, however, by her rising when the clock
struck ten and hanging up a thick cloth curtain.
The door it was necessary to keep ajar in hers, as
in most cottages, because of the smoke; but she obviated
the effect of the ribbon of light through the chink
by hanging a cloth over that also. She was one
of those people who, if they have to work harder than
their neighbors, prefer to keep the necessity a secret
as far as possible; and but for the slight sounds of
wood-splintering which came from within, no wayfarer
would have perceived that here the cottager did not
sleep as elsewhere.
Eleven, twelve, one o’clock
struck; the heap of spars grew higher, and the pile
of chips and ends more bulky. Even the light
on the hill had now been extinguished; but still she
worked on. When the temperature of the night
without had fallen so low as to make her chilly, she
opened a large blue umbrella to ward off the draught
from the door. The two sovereigns confronted
her from the looking-glass in such a manner as to
suggest a pair of jaundiced eyes on the watch for an
opportunity. Whenever she sighed for weariness
she lifted her gaze towards them, but withdrew it
quickly, stroking her tresses with her fingers for
a moment, as if to assure herself that they were still
secure. When the clock struck three she arose
and tied up the spars she had last made in a bundle
resembling those that lay against the wall.
She wrapped round her a long red woollen
cravat and opened the door. The night in all
its fulness met her flatly on the threshold, like the
very brink of an absolute void, or the antemundane
Ginnung-Gap believed in by her Teuton forefathers.
For her eyes were fresh from the blaze, and here there
was no street-lamp or lantern to form a kindly transition
between the inner glare and the outer dark. A
lingering wind brought to her ear the creaking sound
of two over-crowded branches in the neighboring wood
which were rubbing each other into wounds, and other
vocalized sorrows of the trees, together with the screech
of owls, and the fluttering tumble of some awkward
wood-pigeon ill-balanced on its roosting-bough.
But the pupils of her young eyes soon
expanded, and she could see well enough for her purpose.
Taking a bundle of spars under each arm, and guided
by the serrated line of tree-tops against the sky,
she went some hundred yards or more down the lane
till she reached a long open shed, carpeted around
with the dead leaves that lay about everywhere.
Night, that strange personality, which within walls
brings ominous introspectiveness and self-distrust,
but under the open sky banishes such subjective anxieties
as too trivial for thought, inspired Marty South with
a less perturbed and brisker manner now. She
laid the spars on the ground within the shed and returned
for more, going to and fro till her whole manufactured
stock were deposited here.
This erection was the wagon-house
of the chief man of business hereabout, Mr. George
Melbury, the timber, bark, and copse-ware merchant
for whom Marty’s father did work of this sort
by the piece. It formed one of the many rambling
out-houses which surrounded his dwelling, an equally
irregular block of building, whose immense chimneys
could just be discerned even now. The four huge
wagons under the shed were built on those ancient
lines whose proportions have been ousted by modern
patterns, their shapes bulging and curving at the base
and ends like Trafalgar line-of-battle ships, with
which venerable hulks, indeed, these vehicles evidenced
a constructed spirit curiously in harmony. One
was laden with sheep-cribs, another with hurdles,
another with ash poles, and the fourth, at the foot
of which she had placed her thatching-spars was half
full of similar bundles.
She was pausing a moment with that
easeful sense of accomplishment which follows work
done that has been a hard struggle in the doing, when
she heard a woman’s voice on the other side of
the hedge say, anxiously, “George!” In
a moment the name was repeated, with “Do come
indoors! What are you doing there?”
The cart-house adjoined the garden,
and before Marty had moved she saw enter the latter
from the timber-merchant’s back door an elderly
woman sheltering a candle with her hand, the light
from which cast a moving thorn-pattern of shade on
Marty’s face. Its rays soon fell upon a
man whose clothes were roughly thrown on, standing
in advance of the speaker. He was a thin, slightly
stooping figure, with a small nervous mouth and a
face cleanly shaven; and he walked along the path with
his eyes bent on the ground. In the pair Marty
South recognized her employer Melbury and his wife.
She was the second Mrs. Melbury, the first having
died shortly after the birth of the timber-merchant’s
only child.
“’Tis no use to stay in
bed,” he said, as soon as she came up to where
he was pacing restlessly about. “I can’t
sleep-I keep thinking of things, and worrying
about the girl, till I’m quite in a fever of
anxiety.” He went on to say that he could
not think why “she (Marty knew he was speaking
of his daughter) did not answer his letter. She
must be ill-she must, certainly,”
he said.
“No, no. ’Tis all
right, George,” said his wife; and she assured
him that such things always did appear so gloomy in
the night-time, if people allowed their minds to run
on them; that when morning came it was seen that such
fears were nothing but shadows. “Grace is
as well as you or I,” she declared.
But he persisted that she did not
see all-that she did not see as much as
he. His daughter’s not writing was only
one part of his worry. On account of her he
was anxious concerning money affairs, which he would
never alarm his mind about otherwise. The reason
he gave was that, as she had nobody to depend upon
for a provision but himself, he wished her, when he
was gone, to be securely out of risk of poverty.
To this Mrs. Melbury replied that
Grace would be sure to marry well, and that hence
a hundred pounds more or less from him would not make
much difference.
Her husband said that that was what
she, Mrs. Melbury, naturally thought; but there she
was wrong, and in that lay the source of his trouble.
“I have a plan in my head about her,”
he said; “and according to my plan she won’t
marry a rich man.”
“A plan for her not to marry
well?” said his wife, surprised.
“Well, in one sense it is that,”
replied Melbury. “It is a plan for her
to marry a particular person, and as he has not so
much money as she might expect, it might be called
as you call it. I may not be able to carry it
out; and even if I do, it may not be a good thing for
her. I want her to marry Giles Winterborne.”
His companion repeated the name.
“Well, it is all right,” she said, presently.
“He adores the very ground she walks on; only
he’s close, and won’t show it much.”
Marty South appeared startled, and
could not tear herself away.
Yes, the timber-merchant asserted,
he knew that well enough. Winterborne had been
interested in his daughter for years; that was what
had led him into the notion of their union. And
he knew that she used to have no objection to him.
But it was not any difficulty about that which embarrassed
him. It was that, since he had educated her so
well, and so long, and so far above the level of daughters
thereabout, it was “wasting her” to give
her to a man of no higher standing than the young
man in question.
“That’s what I have been thinking,”
said Mrs. Melbury.
“Well, then, Lucy, now you’ve
hit it,” answered the timber-merchant, with
feeling. “There lies my trouble.
I vowed to let her marry him, and to make her as valuable
as I could to him by schooling her as many years and
as thoroughly as possible. I mean to keep my
vow. I made it because I did his father a terrible
wrong; and it was a weight on my conscience ever since
that time till this scheme of making amends occurred
to me through seeing that Giles liked her.”
“Wronged his father?” asked Mrs. Melbury.
“Yes, grievously wronged him,” said her
husband.
“Well, don’t think of it to-night,”
she urged. “Come indoors.”
“No, no, the air cools my head.
I shall not stay long.” He was silent
a while; then he told her, as nearly as Marty could
gather, that his first wife, his daughter Grace’s
mother, was first the sweetheart of Winterborne’s
father, who loved her tenderly, till he, the speaker,
won her away from him by a trick, because he wanted
to marry her himself. He sadly went on to say
that the other man’s happiness was ruined by
it; that though he married Winterborne’s mother,
it was but a half-hearted business with him.
Melbury added that he was afterwards very miserable
at what he had done; but that as time went on, and
the children grew up, and seemed to be attached to
each other, he determined to do all he could to right
the wrong by letting his daughter marry the lad; not
only that, but to give her the best education he could
afford, so as to make the gift as valuable a one as
it lay in his power to bestow. “I still
mean to do it,” said Melbury.
“Then do,” said she.
“But all these things trouble
me,” said he; “for I feel I am sacrificing
her for my own sin; and I think of her, and often come
down here and look at this.”
“Look at what?” asked his wife.
He took the candle from her hand,
held it to the ground, and removed a tile which lay
in the garden-path. “’Tis the track of
her shoe that she made when she ran down here the
day before she went away all those months ago.
I covered it up when she was gone; and when I come
here and look at it, I ask myself again, why should
she be sacrificed to a poor man?”
“It is not altogether a sacrifice,”
said the woman. “He is in love with her,
and he’s honest and upright. If she encourages
him, what can you wish for more?”
“I wish for nothing definite.
But there’s a lot of things possible for her.
Why, Mrs. Charmond is wanting some refined young lady,
I hear, to go abroad with her-as companion
or something of the kind. She’d jump at
Grace.”
“That’s all uncertain. Better stick
to what’s sure.”
“True, true,” said Melbury;
“and I hope it will be for the best. Yes,
let me get ’em married up as soon as I can, so
as to have it over and done with.” He continued
looking at the imprint, while he added, “Suppose
she should be dying, and never make a track on this
path any more?”
“She’ll write soon, depend
upon’t. Come, ’tis wrong to stay
here and brood so.”
He admitted it, but said he could
not help it. “Whether she write or no,
I shall fetch her in a few days.” And thus
speaking, he covered the track, and preceded his wife
indoors.
Melbury, perhaps, was an unlucky man
in having within him the sentiment which could indulge
in this foolish fondness about the imprint of a daughter’s
footstep. Nature does not carry on her government
with a view to such feelings, and when advancing years
render the open hearts of those who possess them less
dexterous than formerly in shutting against the blast,
they must suffer “buffeting at will by rain and
storm” no less than Little Celandines.
But her own existence, and not Mr.
Melbury’s, was the centre of Marty’s consciousness,
and it was in relation to this that the matter struck
her as she slowly withdrew.
“That, then, is the secret of
it all,” she said. “And Giles Winterborne
is not for me, and the less I think of him the better.”
She returned to her cottage.
The sovereigns were staring at her from the looking-glass
as she had left them. With a preoccupied countenance,
and with tears in her eyes, she got a pair of scissors,
and began mercilessly cutting off the long locks of
her hair, arranging and tying them with their points
all one way, as the barber had directed. Upon
the pale scrubbed deal of the coffin-stool table they
stretched like waving and ropy weeds over the washed
gravel-bed of a clear stream.
She would not turn again to the little
looking-glass, out of humanity to herself, knowing
what a deflowered visage would look back at her, and
almost break her heart; she dreaded it as much as did
her own ancestral goddess Sif the reflection in the
pool after the rape of her locks by Loke the malicious.
She steadily stuck to business, wrapped the hair
in a parcel, and sealed it up, after which she raked
out the fire and went to bed, having first set up
an alarum made of a candle and piece of thread, with
a stone attached.
But such a reminder was unnecessary
to-night. Having tossed till about five o’clock,
Marty heard the sparrows walking down their long holes
in the thatch above her sloping ceiling to their orifice
at the eaves; whereupon she also arose, and descended
to the ground-floor again.
It was still dark, but she began moving
about the house in those automatic initiatory acts
and touches which represent among housewives the installation
of another day. While thus engaged she heard
the rumbling of Mr. Melbury’s wagons, and knew
that there, too, the day’s toil had begun.
An armful of gads thrown on the still
hot embers caused them to blaze up cheerfully and
bring her diminished head-gear into sudden prominence
as a shadow. At this a step approached the door.
“Are folk astir here yet?”
inquired a voice she knew well.
“Yes, Mr. Winterborne,”
said Marty, throwing on a tilt bonnet, which completely
hid the recent ravages of the scissors. “Come
in!”
The door was flung back, and there
stepped in upon the mat a man not particularly young
for a lover, nor particularly mature for a person of
affairs. There was reserve in his glance, and
restraint upon his mouth. He carried a horn
lantern which hung upon a swivel, and wheeling as
it dangled marked grotesque shapes upon the shadier
part of the walls.
He said that he had looked in on his
way down, to tell her that they did not expect her
father to make up his contract if he was not well.
Mr. Melbury would give him another week, and they would
go their journey with a short load that day.
“They are done,” said
Marty, “and lying in the cart-house.”
“Done!” he repeated.
“Your father has not been too ill to work after
all, then?”
She made some evasive reply.
“I’ll show you where they be, if you are
going down,” she added.
They went out and walked together,
the pattern of the air-holes in the top of the lantern
being thrown upon the mist overhead, where they appeared
of giant size, as if reaching the tent-shaped sky.
They had no remarks to make to each other, and they
uttered none. Hardly anything could be more isolated
or more self-contained than the lives of these two
walking here in the lonely antelucan hour, when gray
shades, material and mental, are so very gray.
And yet, looked at in a certain way, their lonely
courses formed no detached design at all, but were
part of the pattern in the great web of human doings
then weaving in both hemispheres, from the White Sea
to Cape Horn.
The shed was reached, and she pointed
out the spars. Winterborne regarded them silently,
then looked at her.
“Now, Marty, I believe-” he
said, and shook his head.
“What?”
“That you’ve done the work yourself.”
“Don’t you tell anybody,
will you, Mr. Winterborne?” she pleaded, by
way of answer. “Because I am afraid Mr.
Melbury may refuse my work if he knows it is mine.”
“But how could you learn to do it? ’Tis
a trade.”
“Trade!” said she. “I’d
be bound to learn it in two hours.”
“Oh no, you wouldn’t,
Mrs. Marty.” Winterborne held down his lantern,
and examined the cleanly split hazels as they lay.
“Marty,” he said, with dry admiration,
“your father with his forty years of practice
never made a spar better than that. They are
too good for the thatching of houses-they
are good enough for the furniture. But I won’t
tell. Let me look at your hands-your
poor hands!”
He had a kindly manner of a quietly
severe tone; and when she seemed reluctant to show
her hands, he took hold of one and examined it as if
it were his own. Her fingers were blistered.
“They’ll get harder in
time,” she said. “For if father continues
ill, I shall have to go on wi’ it. Now
I’ll help put ’em up in wagon.”
Winterborne without speaking set down
his lantern, lifted her as she was about to stoop
over the bundles, placed her behind him, and began
throwing up the bundles himself. “Rather
than you should do it I will,” he said.
“But the men will be here directly. Why,
Marty!-whatever has happened to your head?
Lord, it has shrunk to nothing-it looks
an apple upon a gate-post!”
Her heart swelled, and she could not
speak. At length she managed to groan, looking
on the ground, “I’ve made myself ugly-and
hateful-that’s what I’ve done!”
“No, no,” he answered.
“You’ve only cut your hair-I
see now.
“Then why must you needs say
that about apples and gate-posts?”
“Let me see.”
“No, no!” She ran off
into the gloom of the sluggish dawn. He did not
attempt to follow her. When she reached her father’s
door she stood on the step and looked back.
Mr. Melbury’s men had arrived, and were loading
up the spars, and their lanterns appeared from the
distance at which she stood to have wan circles round
them, like eyes weary with watching. She observed
them for a few seconds as they set about harnessing
the horses, and then went indoors.