He left her at the door of her father’s
house. As he receded, and was clasped out of
sight by the filmy shades, he impressed Grace as a
man who hardly appertained to her existence at all.
Cleverer, greater than herself, one outside her mental
orbit, as she considered him, he seemed to be her
ruler rather than her equal, protector, and dear familiar
friend.
The disappointment she had experienced
at his wish, the shock given to her girlish sensibilities
by his irreverent views of marriage, together with
the sure and near approach of the day fixed for committing
her future to his keeping, made her so restless that
she could scarcely sleep at all that night.
She rose when the sparrows began to walk out of the
roof-holes, sat on the floor of her room in the dim
light, and by-and-by peeped out behind the window-curtains.
It was even now day out-of-doors, though the tones
of morning were feeble and wan, and it was long before
the sun would be perceptible in this overshadowed vale.
Not a sound came from any of the out-houses as yet.
The tree-trunks, the road, the out-buildings, the
garden, every object wore that aspect of mesmeric
fixity which the suspensive quietude of daybreak lends
to such scenes. Outside her window helpless
immobility seemed to be combined with intense consciousness;
a meditative inertness possessed all things, oppressively
contrasting with her own active emotions. Beyond
the road were some cottage roofs and orchards; over
these roofs and over the apple-trees behind, high
up the slope, and backed by the plantation on the
crest, was the house yet occupied by her future husband,
the rough-cast front showing whitely through its creepers.
The window-shutters were closed, the bedroom curtains
closely drawn, and not the thinnest coil of smoke
rose from the rugged chimneys.
Something broke the stillness.
The front door of the house she was gazing at opened
softly, and there came out into the porch a female
figure, wrapped in a large shawl, beneath which was
visible the white skirt of a long loose garment.
A gray arm, stretching from within the porch, adjusted
the shawl over the woman’s shoulders; it was
withdrawn and disappeared, the door closing behind
her.
The woman went quickly down the box-edged
path between the raspberries and currants, and as
she walked her well-developed form and gait betrayed
her individuality. It was Suke Damson, the affianced
one of simple young Tim Tangs. At the bottom
of the garden she entered the shelter of the tall
hedge, and only the top of her head could be seen
hastening in the direction of her own dwelling.
Grace had recognized, or thought she
recognized, in the gray arm stretching from the porch,
the sleeve of a dressing-gown which Mr. Fitzpiers
had been wearing on her own memorable visit to him.
Her face fired red. She had just before thought
of dressing herself and taking a lonely walk under
the trees, so coolly green this early morning; but
she now sat down on her bed and fell into reverie.
It seemed as if hardly any time had passed when she
heard the household moving briskly about, and breakfast
preparing down-stairs; though, on rousing herself
to robe and descend, she found that the sun was throwing
his rays completely over the tree-tops, a progress
of natural phenomena denoting that at least three
hours had elapsed since she last looked out of the
window.
When attired she searched about the
house for her father; she found him at last in the
garden, stooping to examine the potatoes for signs
of disease. Hearing her rustle, he stood up
and stretched his back and arms, saying, “Morning
t’ye, Gracie. I congratulate ye.
It is only a month to-day to the time!”
She did not answer, but, without lifting
her dress, waded between the dewy rows of tall potato-green
into the middle of the plot where he was.
“I have been thinking very much
about my position this morning-ever since
it was light,” she began, excitedly, and trembling
so that she could hardly stand. “And I
feel it is a false one. I wish not to marry
Mr. Fitzpiers. I wish not to marry anybody; but
I’ll marry Giles Winterborne if you say I must
as an alternative.”
Her father’s face settled into
rigidity, he turned pale, and came deliberately out
of the plot before he answered her. She had never
seen him look so incensed before.
“Now, hearken to me,”
he said. “There’s a time for a woman
to alter her mind; and there’s a time when she
can no longer alter it, if she has any right eye to
her parents’ honor and the seemliness of things.
That time has come. I won’t say to ye,
you shall marry him. But I will say that
if you refuse, I shall forever be ashamed and a-weary
of ye as a daughter, and shall look upon you as the
hope of my life no more. What do you know about
life and what it can bring forth, and how you ought
to act to lead up to best ends? Oh, you are an
ungrateful maid, Grace; you’ve seen that fellow
Giles, and he has got over ye; that’s where
the secret lies, I’ll warrant me!”
“No, father, no! It is
not Giles-it is something I cannot tell
you of-”
“Well, make fools of us all;
make us laughing-stocks; break it off; have your own
way.”
“But who knows of the engagement
as yet? how can breaking it disgrace you?”
Melbury then by degrees admitted that
he had mentioned the engagement to this acquaintance
and to that, till she perceived that in his restlessness
and pride he had published it everywhere. She
went dismally away to a bower of laurel at the top
of the garden. Her father followed her.
“It is that Giles Winterborne!”
he said, with an upbraiding gaze at her.
“No, it is not; though for that
matter you encouraged him once,” she said, troubled
to the verge of despair. “It is not Giles,
it is Mr. Fitzpiers.”
“You’ve had a tiff-a lovers’
tiff-that’s all, I suppose
“It is some woman-”
“Ay, ay; you are jealous.
The old story. Don’t tell me. Now
do you bide here. I’ll send Fitzpiers
to you. I saw him smoking in front of his house
but a minute by-gone.”
He went off hastily out of the garden-gate
and down the lane. But she would not stay where
she was; and edging through a slit in the garden-fence,
walked away into the wood. Just about here the
trees were large and wide apart, and there was no
undergrowth, so that she could be seen to some distance;
a sylph-like, greenish-white creature, as toned by
the sunlight and leafage. She heard a foot-fall
crushing dead leaves behind her, and found herself
reconnoitered by Fitzpiers himself, approaching gay
and fresh as the morning around them.
His remote gaze at her had been one
of mild interest rather than of rapture. But
she looked so lovely in the green world about her,
her pink cheeks, her simple light dress, and the delicate
flexibility of her movement acquired such rarity from
their wild-wood setting, that his eyes kindled as
he drew near.
“My darling, what is it?
Your father says you are in the pouts, and jealous,
and I don’t know what. Ha! ha! ha! as if
there were any rival to you, except vegetable nature,
in this home of recluses! We know better.”
“Jealous; oh no, it is not so,”
said she, gravely. “That’s a mistake
of his and yours, sir. I spoke to him so closely
about the question of marriage with you that he did
not apprehend my state of mind.”
“But there’s something
wrong-eh?” he asked, eying her narrowly,
and bending to kiss her. She shrank away, and
his purposed kiss miscarried.
“What is it?” he said,
more seriously for this little defeat.
She made no answer beyond, “Mr.
Fitzpiers, I have had no breakfast, I must go in.”
“Come,” he insisted, fixing
his eyes upon her. “Tell me at once, I
say.”
It was the greater strength against
the smaller; but she was mastered less by his manner
than by her own sense of the unfairness of silence.
“I looked out of the window,” she said,
with hesitation. “I’ll tell you
by-and-by. I must go in-doors. I have had
no breakfast.”
By a sort of divination his conjecture
went straight to the fact. “Nor I,”
said he, lightly. “Indeed, I rose late
to-day. I have had a broken night, or rather
morning. A girl of the village-I don’t
know her name-came and rang at my bell
as soon as it was light-between four and
five, I should think it was-perfectly maddened
with an aching tooth. As no-body heard her ring,
she threw some gravel at my window, till at last I
heard her and slipped on my dressing-gown and went
down. The poor thing begged me with tears in
her eyes to take out her tormentor, if I dragged her
head off. Down she sat and out it came-a
lovely molar, not a speck upon it; and off she went
with it in her handkerchief, much contented, though
it would have done good work for her for fifty years
to come.”
It was all so plausible-so
completely explained. Knowing nothing of the
incident in the wood on old Midsummer-eve, Grace felt
that her suspicions were unworthy and absurd, and
with the readiness of an honest heart she jumped at
the opportunity of honoring his word. At the
moment of her mental liberation the bushes about the
garden had moved, and her father emerged into the
shady glade. “Well, I hope it is made up?”
he said, cheerily.
“Oh yes,” said Fitzpiers,
with his eyes fixed on Grace, whose eyes were shyly
bent downward.
“Now,” said her father,
“tell me, the pair of ye, that you still mean
to take one another for good and all; and on the strength
o’t you shall have another couple of hundred
paid down. I swear it by the name.”
Fitzpiers took her hand. “We
declare it, do we not, my dear Grace?” said
he.
Relieved of her doubt, somewhat overawed,
and ever anxious to please, she was disposed to settle
the matter; yet, womanlike, she would not relinquish
her opportunity of asking a concession of some sort.
“If our wedding can be at church, I say yes,”
she answered, in a measured voice. “If
not, I say no.”
Fitzpiers was generous in his turn.
“It shall be so,” he rejoined, gracefully.
“To holy church we’ll go, and much good
may it do us.”
They returned through the bushes indoors,
Grace walking, full of thought between the other two,
somewhat comforted, both by Fitzpiers’s ingenious
explanation and by the sense that she was not to be
deprived of a religious ceremony. “So
let it be,” she said to herself. “Pray
God it is for the best.”
From this hour there was no serious
attempt at recalcitration on her part. Fitzpiers
kept himself continually near her, dominating any
rebellious impulse, and shaping her will into passive
concurrence with all his desires. Apart from
his lover-like anxiety to possess her, the few golden
hundreds of the timber-dealer, ready to hand, formed
a warm background to Grace’s lovely face, and
went some way to remove his uneasiness at the prospect
of endangering his professional and social chances
by an alliance with the family of a simple countryman.
The interim closed up its perspective
surely and silently. Whenever Grace had any doubts
of her position, the sense of contracting time was
like a shortening chamber: at other moments she
was comparatively blithe. Day after day waxed
and waned; the one or two woodmen who sawed, shaped,
spokeshaved on her father’s premises at this
inactive season of the year, regularly came and unlocked
the doors in the morning, locked them in the evening,
supped, leaned over their garden-gates for a whiff
of evening air, and to catch any last and farthest
throb of news from the outer world, which entered and
expired at Little Hintock like the exhausted swell
of a wave in some innermost cavern of some innermost
creek of an embayed sea; yet no news interfered with
the nuptial purpose at their neighbor’s house.
The sappy green twig-tips of the season’s growth
would not, she thought, be appreciably woodier on
the day she became a wife, so near was the time; the
tints of the foliage would hardly have changed.
Everything was so much as usual that no itinerant
stranger would have supposed a woman’s fate
to be hanging in the balance at that summer’s
decline.
But there were preparations, imaginable
readily enough by those who had special knowledge.
In the remote and fashionable town of Sandbourne
something was growing up under the hands of several
persons who had never seen Grace Melbury, never would
see her, or care anything about her at all, though
their creation had such interesting relation to her
life that it would enclose her very heart at a moment
when that heart would beat, if not with more emotional
ardor, at least with more emotional turbulence than
at any previous time.
Why did Mrs. Dollery’s van,
instead of passing along at the end of the smaller
village to Great Hintock direct, turn one Saturday
night into Little Hintock Lane, and never pull up
till it reached Mr. Melbury’s gates? The
gilding shine of evening fell upon a large, flat box
not less than a yard square, and safely tied with
cord, as it was handed out from under the tilt with
a great deal of care. But it was not heavy for
its size; Mrs. Dollery herself carried it into the
house. Tim Tangs, the hollow-turner, Bawtree,
Suke Damson, and others, looked knowing, and made
remarks to each other as they watched its entrance.
Melbury stood at the door of the timber-shed in the
attitude of a man to whom such an arrival was a trifling
domestic detail with which he did not condescend to
be concerned. Yet he well divined the contents
of that box, and was in truth all the while in a pleasant
exaltation at the proof that thus far, at any rate,
no disappointment had supervened. While Mrs.
Dollery remained-which was rather long,
from her sense of the importance of her errand-he
went into the out-house; but as soon as she had had
her say, been paid, and had rumbled away, he entered
the dwelling, to find there what he knew he should
find-his wife and daughter in a flutter
of excitement over the wedding-gown, just arrived
from the leading dress-maker of Sandbourne watering-place
aforesaid.
During these weeks Giles Winterborne
was nowhere to be seen or heard of. At the close
of his tenure in Hintock he had sold some of his furniture,
packed up the rest-a few pieces endeared
by associations, or necessary to his occupation-in
the house of a friendly neighbor, and gone away.
People said that a certain laxity had crept into his
life; that he had never gone near a church latterly,
and had been sometimes seen on Sundays with unblacked
boots, lying on his elbow under a tree, with a cynical
gaze at surrounding objects. He was likely to
return to Hintock when the cider-making season came
round, his apparatus being stored there, and travel
with his mill and press from village to village.
The narrow interval that stood before
the day diminished yet. There was in Grace’s
mind sometimes a certain anticipative satisfaction,
the satisfaction of feeling that she would be the
heroine of an hour; moreover, she was proud, as a
cultivated woman, to be the wife of a cultivated man.
It was an opportunity denied very frequently to young
women in her position, nowadays not a few; those in
whom parental discovery of the value of education
has implanted tastes which parental circles fail to
gratify. But what an attenuation was this cold
pride of the dream of her youth, in which she had
pictured herself walking in state towards the altar,
flushed by the purple light and bloom of her own passion,
without a single misgiving as to the sealing of the
bond, and fervently receiving as her due
“The homage of a thousand hearts;
the fond, deep love of one.”
Everything had been clear then, in
imagination; now something was undefined. She
had little carking anxieties; a curious fatefulness
seemed to rule her, and she experienced a mournful
want of some one to confide in.
The day loomed so big and nigh that
her prophetic ear could, in fancy, catch the noise
of it, hear the murmur of the villagers as she came
out of church, imagine the jangle of the three thin-toned
Hintock bells. The dialogues seemed to grow louder,
and the ding-ding-dong of those three crazed bells
more persistent. She awoke: the morning
had come.
Five hours later she was the wife of Fitzpiers.