CHAPTER I: DRIVING OUT OF BUDMOUTH
An easy bend of neck and graceful
set of head; full and wavy bundles of dark-brown hair;
light fall of little feet; pretty devices on the skirt
of the dress; clear deep eyes; in short, a bunch of
sweets: it was Fancy! Dick’s heart
went round to her with a rush.
The scene was the corner of Mary Street
in Budmouth-Regis, near the King’s statue, at
which point the white angle of the last house in the
row cut perpendicularly an embayed and nearly motionless
expanse of salt water projected from the outer ocean to-day
lit in bright tones of green and opal. Dick
and Smart had just emerged from the street, and there
on the right, against the brilliant sheet of liquid
colour, stood Fancy Day; and she turned and recognized
him.
Dick suspended his thoughts of the
letter and wonder at how she came there by driving
close to the chains of the Esplanade incontinently
displacing two chairmen, who had just come to life
for the summer in new clean shirts and revivified
clothes, and being almost displaced in turn by a rigid
boy rattling along with a baker’s cart, and looking
neither to the right nor the left. He asked
if she were going to Mellstock that night.
“Yes, I’m waiting for
the carrier,” she replied, seeming, too, to suspend
thoughts of the letter.
“Now I can drive you home nicely,
and you save half an hour. Will ye come with
me?”
As Fancy’s power to will anything
seemed to have departed in some mysterious manner
at that moment, Dick settled the matter by getting
out and assisting her into the vehicle without another
word.
The temporary flush upon her cheek
changed to a lesser hue, which was permanent, and
at length their eyes met; there was present between
them a certain feeling of embarrassment, which arises
at such moments when all the instinctive acts dictated
by the position have been performed. Dick, being
engaged with the reins, thought less of this awkwardness
than did Fancy, who had nothing to do but to feel
his presence, and to be more and more conscious of
the fact, that by accepting a seat beside him in this
way she succumbed to the tone of his note. Smart
jogged along, and Dick jogged, and the helpless Fancy
necessarily jogged, too; and she felt that she was
in a measure captured and made a prisoner.
“I am so much obliged to you
for your company, Miss Day,” he observed, as
they drove past the two semicircular bays of the Old
Royal Hotel, where His Majesty King George the Third
had many a time attended the balls of the burgesses.
To Miss Day, crediting him with the
same consciousness of mastery a consciousness
of which he was perfectly innocent this
remark sounded like a magnanimous intention to soothe
her, the captive.
“I didn’t come for the
pleasure of obliging you with my company,” she
said.
The answer had an unexpected manner
of incivility in it that must have been rather surprising
to young Dewy. At the same time it may be observed,
that when a young woman returns a rude answer to a
young man’s civil remark, her heart is in a
state which argues rather hopefully for his case than
otherwise.
There was silence between them till
they had left the sea-front and passed about twenty
of the trees that ornamented the road leading up out
of the town towards Casterbridge and Mellstock.
“Though I didn’t come
for that purpose either, I would have done it,”
said Dick at the twenty-first tree.
“Now, Mr. Dewy, no flirtation,
because it’s wrong, and I don’t wish it.”
Dick seated himself afresh just as
he had been sitting before, arranged his looks very
emphatically, and cleared his throat.
“Really, anybody would think
you had met me on business and were just going to
commence,” said the lady intractably.
“Yes, they would.”
“Why, you never have, to be sure!”
This was a shaky beginning.
He chopped round, and said cheerily, as a man who
had resolved never to spoil his jollity by loving one
of womankind
“Well, how are you getting on,
Miss Day, at the present time? Gaily, I don’t
doubt for a moment.”
“I am not gay, Dick; you know that.”
“Gaily doesn’t mean decked in gay dresses.”
“I didn’t suppose gaily
was gaily dressed. Mighty me, what a scholar
you’ve grown!”
“Lots of things have happened to you this spring,
I see.”
“What have you seen?”
“O, nothing; I’ve heard, I mean!”
“What have you heard?”
“The name of a pretty man, with
brass studs and a copper ring and a tin watch-chain,
a little mixed up with your own. That’s
all.”
“That’s a very unkind
picture of Mr. Shiner, for that’s who you mean!
The studs are gold, as you know, and it’s a
real silver chain; the ring I can’t conscientiously
defend, and he only wore it once.”
“He might have worn it a hundred times without
showing it half so much.”
“Well, he’s nothing to me,” she
serenely observed.
“Not any more than I am?”
“Now, Mr. Dewy,” said
Fancy severely, “certainly he isn’t any
more to me than you are!”
“Not so much?”
She looked aside to consider the precise
compass of that question. “That I can’t
exactly answer,” she replied with soft archness.
As they were going rather slowly,
another spring-cart, containing a farmer, farmer’s
wife, and farmer’s man, jogged past them; and
the farmer’s wife and farmer’s man eyed
the couple very curiously. The farmer never
looked up from the horse’s tail.
“Why can’t you exactly
answer?” said Dick, quickening Smart a little,
and jogging on just behind the farmer and farmer’s
wife and man.
As no answer came, and as their eyes
had nothing else to do, they both contemplated the
picture presented in front, and noticed how the farmer’s
wife sat flattened between the two men, who bulged
over each end of the seat to give her room, till they
almost sat upon their respective wheels; and they
looked too at the farmer’s wife’s silk
mantle, inflating itself between her shoulders like
a balloon and sinking flat again, at each jog of the
horse. The farmer’s wife, feeling their
eyes sticking into her back, looked over her shoulder.
Dick dropped ten yards further behind.
“Fancy, why can’t you answer?” he
repeated.
“Because how much you are to
me depends upon how much I am to you,” said
she in low tones.
“Everything,” said Dick,
putting his hand towards hers, and casting emphatic
eyes upon the upper curve of her cheek.
“Now, Richard Dewy, no touching
me! I didn’t say in what way your thinking
of me affected the question perhaps inversely,
don’t you see? No touching, sir!
Look; goodness me, don’t, Dick!”
The cause of her sudden start was
the unpleasant appearance over Dick’s right
shoulder of an empty timber-wagon and four journeymen-carpenters
reclining in lazy postures inside it, their eyes directed
upwards at various oblique angles into the surrounding
world, the chief object of their existence being apparently
to criticize to the very backbone and marrow every
animate object that came within the compass of their
vision. This difficulty of Dick’s was overcome
by trotting on till the wagon and carpenters were
beginning to look rather misty by reason of a film
of dust that accompanied their wagon-wheels, and rose
around their heads like a fog.
“Say you love me, Fancy.”
“No, Dick, certainly not; ’tisn’t
time to do that yet.”
“Why, Fancy?”
“‘Miss Day’ is better
at present don’t mind my saying so;
and I ought not to have called you Dick.”
“Nonsense! when you know that
I would do anything on earth for your love. Why,
you make any one think that loving is a thing that
can be done and undone, and put on and put off at
a mere whim.”
“No, no, I don’t,”
she said gently; “but there are things which
tell me I ought not to give way to much thinking about
you, even if ”
“But you want to, don’t
you? Yes, say you do; it is best to be truthful.
Whatever they may say about a woman’s right to
conceal where her love lies, and pretend it doesn’t
exist, and things like that, it is not best; I do
know it, Fancy. And an honest woman in that,
as well as in all her daily concerns, shines most
brightly, and is thought most of in the long-run.”
“Well then, perhaps, Dick, I
do love you a little,” she whispered tenderly;
“but I wish you wouldn’t say any more now.”
“I won’t say any more
now, then, if you don’t like it, dear.
But you do love me a little, don’t you?”
“Now you ought not to want me
to keep saying things twice; I can’t say any
more now, and you must be content with what you have.”
“I may at any rate call you
Fancy? There’s no harm in that.”
“Yes, you may.”
“And you’ll not call me Mr. Dewy any more?”
“Very well.”
CHAPTER II: FURTHER ALONG THE ROAD
Dick’s spirits having risen
in the course of these admissions of his sweetheart,
he now touched Smart with the whip; and on Smart’s
neck, not far behind his ears. Smart, who had
been lost in thought for some time, never dreaming
that Dick could reach so far with a whip which, on
this particular journey, had never been extended further
than his flank, tossed his head, and scampered along
with exceeding briskness, which was very pleasant
to the young couple behind him till, turning a bend
in the road, they came instantly upon the farmer,
farmer’s man, and farmer’s wife with the
flapping mantle, all jogging on just the same as ever.
“Bother those people! Here we are upon
them again.”
“Well, of course. They have as much right
to the road as we.”
“Yes, but it is provoking to
be overlooked so. I like a road all to myself.
Look what a lumbering affair theirs is!” The
wheels of the farmer’s cart, just at that moment,
jogged into a depression running across the road,
giving the cart a twist, whereupon all three nodded
to the left, and on coming out of it all three nodded
to the right, and went on jerking their backs in and
out as usual. “We’ll pass them when
the road gets wider.”
When an opportunity seemed to offer
itself for carrying this intention into effect, they
heard light flying wheels behind, and on their quartering
there whizzed along past them a brand-new gig, so brightly
polished that the spokes of the wheels sent forth a
continual quivering light at one point in their circle,
and all the panels glared like mirrors in Dick and
Fancy’s eyes. The driver, and owner as
it appeared, was really a handsome man; his companion
was Shiner. Both turned round as they passed
Dick and Fancy, and stared with bold admiration in
her face till they were obliged to attend to the operation
of passing the farmer. Dick glanced for an instant
at Fancy while she was undergoing their scrutiny;
then returned to his driving with rather a sad countenance.
“Why are you so silent?”
she said, after a while, with real concern.
“Nothing.”
“Yes, it is, Dick. I couldn’t help
those people passing.”
“I know that.”
“You look offended with me. What have
I done?”
“I can’t tell without offending you.”
“Better out.”
“Well,” said Dick, who
seemed longing to tell, even at the risk of offending
her, “I was thinking how different you in love
are from me in love. Whilst those men were staring,
you dismissed me from your thoughts altogether, and ”
“You can’t offend me further now; tell
all!”
“And showed upon your face a pleased sense of
being attractive to ’em.”
“Don’t be silly, Dick! You know
very well I didn’t.”
Dick shook his head sceptically, and smiled.
“Dick, I always believe flattery
if possible and it was possible then.
Now there’s an open confession of weakness.
But I showed no consciousness of it.”
Dick, perceiving by her look that
she would adhere to her statement, charitably forbore
saying anything that could make her prevaricate.
The sight of Shiner, too, had recalled another branch
of the subject to his mind; that which had been his
greatest trouble till her company and words had obscured
its probability.
“By the way, Fancy, do you know why our quire
is to be dismissed?”
“No: except that it is Mr. Maybold’s
wish for me to play the organ.”
“Do you know how it came to be his wish?”
“That I don’t.”
“Mr. Shiner, being churchwarden,
has persuaded the vicar; who, however, was willing
enough before. Shiner, I know, is crazy to see
you playing every Sunday; I suppose he’ll turn
over your music, for the organ will be close to his
pew. But I know you have never encouraged
him?”
“Never once!” said Fancy
emphatically, and with eyes full of earnest truth.
“I don’t like him indeed, and I never
heard of his doing this before! I have always
felt that I should like to play in a church, but I
never wished to turn you and your choir out; and I
never even said that I could play till I was asked.
You don’t think for a moment that I did, surely,
do you?”
“I know you didn’t, dear.”
“Or that I care the least morsel of a bit for
him?”
“I know you don’t.”
The distance between Budmouth and
Mellstock was ten or eleven miles, and there being
a good inn, ‘The Ship,’ four miles out
of Budmouth, with a mast and cross-trees in front,
Dick’s custom in driving thither was to divide
the journey into three stages by resting at this inn
going and coming, and not troubling the Budmouth stables
at all, whenever his visit to the town was a mere
call and deposit, as to-day.
Fancy was ushered into a little tea-room,
and Dick went to the stables to see to the feeding
of Smart. In face of the significant twitches
of feature that were visible in the ostler and labouring
men idling around, Dick endeavoured to look unconscious
of the fact that there was any sentiment between him
and Fancy beyond a tranter’s desire to carry
a passenger home. He presently entered the inn
and opened the door of Fancy’s room.
“Dick, do you know, it has struck
me that it is rather awkward, my being here alone
with you like this. I don’t think you had
better come in with me.”
“That’s rather unpleasant, dear.”
“Yes, it is, and I wanted you
to have some tea as well as myself too, because you
must be tired.”
“Well, let me have some with
you, then. I was denied once before, if you
recollect, Fancy.”
“Yes, yes, never mind!
And it seems unfriendly of me now, but I don’t
know what to do.”
“It shall be as you say, then.”
Dick began to retreat with a dissatisfied wrinkling
of face, and a farewell glance at the cosy tea-tray.
“But you don’t see how
it is, Dick, when you speak like that,” she said,
with more earnestness than she had ever shown before.
“You do know, that even if I care very much
for you, I must remember that I have a difficult position
to maintain. The vicar would not like me, as
his schoolmistress, to indulge in a tete-a-tete anywhere
with anybody.”
“But I am not any body!” exclaimed Dick.
“No, no, I mean with a young
man;” and she added softly, “unless I were
really engaged to be married to him.”
“Is that all? Then, dearest,
dearest, why we’ll be engaged at once, to be
sure we will, and down I sit! There it is, as
easy as a glove!”
“Ah! but suppose I won’t!
And, goodness me, what have I done!” she faltered,
getting very red. “Positively, it seems
as if I meant you to say that!”
“Let’s do it! I
mean get engaged,” said Dick. “Now,
Fancy, will you be my wife?”
“Do you know, Dick, it was rather
unkind of you to say what you did coming along the
road,” she remarked, as if she had not heard
the latter part of his speech; though an acute observer
might have noticed about her breast, as the word ‘wife’
fell from Dick’s lips, a soft silent escape of
breaths, with very short rests between each.
“What did I say?”
“About my trying to look attractive to those
men in the gig.”
“You couldn’t help looking
so, whether you tried or no. And, Fancy, you
do care for me?”
“Yes.”
“Very much?”
“Yes.”
“And you’ll be my own wife?”
Her heart quickened, adding to and
withdrawing from her cheek varying tones of red to
match each varying thought. Dick looked expectantly
at the ripe tint of her delicate mouth, waiting for
what was coming forth.
“Yes if father will let me.”
Dick drew himself close to her, compressing
his lips and pouting them out, as if he were about
to whistle the softest melody known.
“O no!” said Fancy solemnly.
The modest Dick drew back a little.
“Dick, Dick, kiss me and let
me go instantly! here’s somebody coming!”
she whisperingly exclaimed.
Half an hour afterwards Dick emerged
from the inn, and if Fancy’s lips had been real
cherries probably Dick’s would have appeared
deeply stained. The landlord was standing in
the yard.
“Heu-heu! hay-hay,
Master Dewy! Ho-ho!” he laughed, letting
the laugh slip out gently and by degrees that it might
make little noise in its exit, and smiting Dick under
the fifth rib at the same time. “This will
never do, upon my life, Master Dewy! calling for tay
for a feymel passenger, and then going in and sitting
down and having some too, and biding such a fine long
time!”
“But surely you know?”
said Dick, with great apparent surprise. “Yes,
yes! Ha-ha!” smiting the landlord under
the ribs in return.
“Why, what? Yes, yes; ha-ha!”
“You know, of course!”
“Yes, of course! But that is I
don’t.”
“Why about between
that young lady and me?” nodding to the window
of the room that Fancy occupied.
“No; not I!” said the innkeeper, bringing
his eyes into circles.
“And you don’t!”
“Not a word, I’ll take my oath!”
“But you laughed when I laughed.”
“Ay, that was me sympathy; so did you when I
laughed!”
“Really, you don’t know? Goodness not
knowing that!”
“I’ll take my oath I don’t!”
“O yes,” said Dick, with
frigid rhetoric of pitying astonishment, “we’re
engaged to be married, you see, and I naturally look
after her.”
“Of course, of course!
I didn’t know that, and I hope ye’ll excuse
any little freedom of mine, Mr. Dewy. But it
is a very odd thing; I was talking to your father
very intimate about family matters only last Friday
in the world, and who should come in but Keeper Day,
and we all then fell a-talking o’ family matters;
but neither one o’ them said a mortal word about
it; knowen me too so many years, and I at your father’s
own wedding. ’Tisn’t what I should
have expected from an old neighbour!”
“Well, to say the truth, we
hadn’t told father of the engagement at that
time; in fact, ’twasn’t settled.”
“Ah! the business was done Sunday.
Yes, yes, Sunday’s the courting day. Heu-heu!”
“No, ’twasn’t done Sunday in particular.”
“After school-hours this week?
Well, a very good time, a very proper good time.”
“O no, ’twasn’t done then.”
“Coming along the road to-day then, I suppose?”
“Not at all; I wouldn’t think of getting
engaged in a dog-cart.”
“Dammy might as well
have said at once, the when be blowed! Anyhow,
’tis a fine day, and I hope next time you’ll
come as one.”
Fancy was duly brought out and assisted
into the vehicle, and the newly affianced youth and
maiden passed up the steep hill to the Ridgeway, and
vanished in the direction of Mellstock.
CHAPTER III: A CONFESSION
It was a morning of the latter summer-time;
a morning of lingering dews, when the grass is never
dry in the shade. Fuchsias and dahlias were
laden till eleven o’clock with small drops and
dashes of water, changing the colour of their sparkle
at every movement of the air; and elsewhere hanging
on twigs like small silver fruit. The threads
of garden spiders appeared thick and polished.
In the dry and sunny places, dozens of long-legged
crane-flies whizzed off the grass at every step the
passer took.
Fancy Day and her friend Susan Dewy
the tranter’s daughter, were in such a spot
as this, pulling down a bough laden with early apples.
Three months had elapsed since Dick and Fancy had
journeyed together from Budmouth, and the course of
their love had run on vigorously during the whole
time. There had been just enough difficulty attending
its development, and just enough finesse required
in keeping it private, to lend the passion an ever-increasing
freshness on Fancy’s part, whilst, whether from
these accessories or not, Dick’s heart had been
at all times as fond as could be desired. But
there was a cloud on Fancy’s horizon now.
“She is so well off better
than any of us,” Susan Dewy was saying.
“Her father farms five hundred acres, and she
might marry a doctor or curate or anything of that
kind if she contrived a little.”
“I don’t think Dick ought
to have gone to that gipsy-party at all when he knew
I couldn’t go,” replied Fancy uneasily.
“He didn’t know that you
would not be there till it was too late to refuse
the invitation,” said Susan.
“And what was she like? Tell me.”
“Well, she was rather pretty, I must own.”
“Tell straight on about her,
can’t you! Come, do, Susan. How many
times did you say he danced with her?”
“Once.”
“Twice, I think you said?”
“Indeed I’m sure I didn’t.”
“Well, and he wanted to again, I expect.”
“No; I don’t think he
did. She wanted to dance with him again bad
enough, I know. Everybody does with Dick, because
he’s so handsome and such a clever courter.”
“O, I wish! How did you say she wore
her hair?”
“In long curls, and
her hair is light, and it curls without being put in
paper: that’s how it is she’s so attractive.”
“She’s trying to get him
away! yes, yes, she is! And through keeping
this miserable school I mustn’t wear my hair
in curls! But I will; I don’t care if
I leave the school and go home, I will wear my curls!
Look, Susan, do! is her hair as soft and long as
this?” Fancy pulled from its coil under her
hat a twine of her own hair, and stretched it down
her shoulder to show its length, looking at Susan
to catch her opinion from her eyes.
“It is about the same length
as that, I think,” said Miss Dewy.
Fancy paused hopelessly. “I
wish mine was lighter, like hers!” she continued
mournfully. “But hers isn’t so soft,
is it? Tell me, now.”
“I don’t know.”
Fancy abstractedly extended her vision
to survey a yellow butterfly and a red-and-black butterfly
that were flitting along in company, and then became
aware that Dick was advancing up the garden.
“Susan, here’s Dick coming;
I suppose that’s because we’ve been talking
about him.”
“Well, then, I shall go indoors
now you won’t want me;” and
Susan turned practically and walked off.
Enter the single-minded Dick, whose
only fault at the gipsying, or picnic, had been that
of loving Fancy too exclusively, and depriving himself
of the innocent pleasure the gathering might have afforded
him, by sighing regretfully at her absence, who
had danced with the rival in sheer despair of ever
being able to get through that stale, flat, and unprofitable
afternoon in any other way; but this she would not
believe.
Fancy had settled her plan of emotion.
To reproach Dick? O no, no. “I
am in great trouble,” said she, taking what was
intended to be a hopelessly melancholy survey of a
few small apples lying under the tree; yet a critical
ear might have noticed in her voice a tentative tone
as to the effect of the words upon Dick when she uttered
them.
“What are you in trouble about?
Tell me of it,” said Dick earnestly. “Darling,
I will share it with ’ee and help ’ee.”
“No, no: you can’t! Nobody
can!”
“Why not? You don’t deserve it,
whatever it is. Tell me, dear.”
“O, it isn’t what you think! It
is dreadful: my own sin!”
“Sin, Fancy! as if you could sin! I know
it can’t be.”
“’Tis, ’tis!”
said the young lady, in a pretty little frenzy of sorrow.
“I have done wrong, and I don’t like to
tell it! Nobody will forgive me, nobody! and
you above all will not! . . . I have allowed myself
to to fl ”
“What, not flirt!”
he said, controlling his emotion as it were by a sudden
pressure inward from his surface. “And
you said only the day before yesterday that you hadn’t
flirted in your life!”
“Yes, I did; and that was a
wicked story! I have let another love me, and ”
“Good G ! Well,
I’ll forgive you, yes, if you couldn’t
help it, yes, I will!” said the now
dismal Dick. “Did you encourage him?”
“O, I don’t know, yes no.
O, I think so!”
“Who was it?” A pause. “Tell
me!”
“Mr. Shiner.”
After a silence that was only disturbed
by the fall of an apple, a long-checked sigh from
Dick, and a sob from Fancy, he said with real austerity
“Tell it all; every word!”
“He looked at me, and I looked
at him, and he said, ’Will you let me show you
how to catch bullfinches down here by the stream?’
And I wanted to know very much I
did so long to have a bullfinch! I couldn’t
help that and I said, ‘Yes!’ and then
he said, ‘Come here.’ And I went
with him down to the lovely river, and then he said
to me, ’Look and see how I do it, and then you’ll
know: I put this birdlime round this twig, and
then I go here,’ he said, ’and hide away
under a bush; and presently clever Mister Bird comes
and perches upon the twig, and flaps his wings, and
you’ve got him before you can say Jack’ something;
O, O, O, I forget what!”
“Jack Sprat,” mournfully suggested Dick
through the cloud of his misery.
“No, not Jack Sprat,” she sobbed.
“Then ’twas Jack Robinson!”
he said, with the emphasis of a man who had resolved
to discover every iota of the truth, or die.
“Yes, that was it! And
then I put my hand upon the rail of the bridge to
get across, and That’s all.”
“Well, that isn’t much,
either,” said Dick critically, and more cheerfully.
“Not that I see what business Shiner has to
take upon himself to teach you anything. But
it seems it do seem there must have been
more than that to set you up in such a dreadful taking?”
He looked into Fancy’s eyes.
Misery of miseries! guilt was written
there still.
“Now, Fancy, you’ve not
told me all!” said Dick, rather sternly for a
quiet young man.
“O, don’t speak so cruelly!
I am afraid to tell now! If you hadn’t
been harsh, I was going on to tell all; now I can’t!”
“Come, dear Fancy, tell:
come. I’ll forgive; I must, by
heaven and earth, I must, whether I will or no; I
love you so!”
“Well, when I put my hand on the bridge, he
touched it ”
“A scamp!” said Dick, grinding an imaginary
human frame to powder.
“And then he looked at me, and
at last he said, ’Are you in love with Dick
Dewy?’ And I said, ‘Perhaps I am!’
and then he said, ’I wish you weren’t
then, for I want to marry you, with all my soul.’”
“There’s a villain now!
Want to marry you!” And Dick quivered with
the bitterness of satirical laughter. Then suddenly
remembering that he might be reckoning without his
host: “Unless, to be sure, you are willing
to have him, perhaps you are,” he
said, with the wretched indifference of a castaway.
“No, indeed I am not!”
she said, her sobs just beginning to take a favourable
turn towards cure.
“Well, then,” said Dick,
coming a little to his senses, “you’ve
been stretching it very much in giving such a dreadful
beginning to such a mere nothing. And I know
what you’ve done it for, just because
of that gipsy-party!” He turned away from her
and took five paces decisively, as if he were tired
of an ungrateful country, including herself.
“You did it to make me jealous, and I won’t
stand it!” He flung the words to her over his
shoulder and then stalked on, apparently very anxious
to walk to the remotest of the Colonies that very
minute.
“O, O, O, Dick Dick!”
she cried, trotting after him like a pet lamb, and
really seriously alarmed at last, “you’ll
kill me! My impulses are bad miserably
wicked, and I can’t help it; forgive
me, Dick! And I love you always; and those times
when you look silly and don’t seem quite good
enough for me, just the same, I do, Dick!
And there is something more serious, though not concerning
that walk with him.”
“Well, what is it?” said
Dick, altering his mind about walking to the Colonies;
in fact, passing to the other extreme, and standing
so rooted to the road that he was apparently not even
going home.
“Why this,” she said,
drying the beginning of a new flood of tears she had
been going to shed, “this is the serious part.
Father has told Mr. Shiner that he would like him
for a son-in-law, if he could get me; that
he has his right hearty consent to come courting me!”
CHAPTER IV: AN ARRANGEMENT
“That is serious,” said
Dick, more intellectually than he had spoken for a
long time.
The truth was that Geoffrey knew nothing
about his daughter’s continued walks and meetings
with Dick. When a hint that there were symptoms
of an attachment between them had first reached Geoffrey’s
ears, he stated so emphatically that he must think
the matter over before any such thing could be allowed
that, rather unwisely on Dick’s part, whatever
it might have been on the lady’s, the lovers
were careful to be seen together no more in public;
and Geoffrey, forgetting the report, did not think
over the matter at all. So Mr. Shiner resumed
his old position in Geoffrey’s brain by mere
flux of time. Even Shiner began to believe that
Dick existed for Fancy no more, though
that remarkably easy-going man had taken no active
steps on his own account as yet.
“And father has not only told
Mr. Shiner that,” continued Fancy, “but
he has written me a letter, to say he should wish
me to encourage Mr. Shiner, if ’twas convenient!”
“I must start off and see your
father at once!” said Dick, taking two or three
vehement steps to the south, recollecting that Mr.
Day lived to the north, and coming back again.
“I think we had better see him
together. Not tell him what you come for, or
anything of the kind, until he likes you, and so win
his brain through his heart, which is always the way
to manage people. I mean in this way: I
am going home on Saturday week to help them in the
honey-taking. You might come there to me, have
something to eat and drink, and let him guess what
your coming signifies, without saying it in so many
words.”
“We’ll do it, dearest.
But I shall ask him for you, flat and plain; not
wait for his guessing.” And the lover then
stepped close to her, and attempted to give her one
little kiss on the cheek, his lips alighting, however,
on an outlying tract of her back hair by reason of
an impulse that had caused her to turn her head with
a jerk. “Yes, and I’ll put on my
second-best suit and a clean shirt and collar, and
black my boots as if ’twas a Sunday. ’Twill
have a good appearance, you see, and that’s a
great deal to start with.”
“You won’t wear that old waistcoat, will
you, Dick?”
“Bless you, no! Why I ”
“I didn’t mean to be personal,
dear Dick,” she said, fearing she had hurt his
feelings. “’Tis a very nice waistcoat,
but what I meant was, that though it is an excellent
waistcoat for a settled-down man, it is not quite
one for” (she waited, and a blush expanded over
her face, and then she went on again) “for
going courting in.”
“No, I’ll wear my best
winter one, with the leather lining, that mother made.
It is a beautiful, handsome waistcoat inside, yes,
as ever anybody saw. In fact, only the other
day, I unbuttoned it to show a chap that very lining,
and he said it was the strongest, handsomest lining
you could wish to see on the king’s waistcoat
himself.”
“I don’t quite know what
to wear,” she said, as if her habitual indifference
alone to dress had kept back so important a subject
till now.
“Why, that blue frock you wore last week.”
“Doesn’t set well round the neck.
I couldn’t wear that.”
“But I shan’t care.”
“No, you won’t mind.”
“Well, then it’s all right.
Because you only care how you look to me, do you,
dear? I only dress for you, that’s certain.”
“Yes, but you see I couldn’t appear in
it again very well.”
“Any strange gentleman you mid
meet in your journey might notice the set of it, I
suppose. Fancy, men in love don’t think
so much about how they look to other women.”
It is difficult to say whether a tone of playful
banter or of gentle reproach prevailed in the speech.
“Well then, Dick,” she
said, with good-humoured frankness, “I’ll
own it. I shouldn’t like a stranger to
see me dressed badly, even though I am in love.
’Tis our nature, I suppose.”
“You perfect woman!”
“Yes; if you lay the stress
on ‘woman,’” she murmured, looking
at a group of hollyhocks in flower, round which a
crowd of butterflies had gathered like female idlers
round a bonnet-shop.
“But about the dress.
Why not wear the one you wore at our party?”
“That sets well, but a girl
of the name of Bet Tallor, who lives near our house,
has had one made almost like it (only in pattern, though
of miserably cheap stuff), and I couldn’t wear
it on that account. Dear me, I am afraid I can’t
go now.”
“O yes, you must; I know you
will!” said Dick, with dismay. “Why
not wear what you’ve got on?”
“What! this old one! After
all, I think that by wearing my gray one Saturday,
I can make the blue one do for Sunday. Yes, I
will. A hat or a bonnet, which shall it be?
Which do I look best in?”
“Well, I think the bonnet is
nicest, more quiet and matronly.”
“What’s the objection
to the hat? Does it make me look old?”
“O no; the hat is well enough;
but it makes you look rather too you won’t
mind me saying it, dear?”
“Not at all, for I shall wear the bonnet.”
“ Rather too coquettish
and flirty for an engaged young woman.”
She reflected a minute. “Yes;
yes. Still, after all, the hat would do best;
hats are best, you see. Yes, I must wear the
hat, dear Dicky, because I ought to wear a hat, you
know.”