During his last year at St. Luke’s
Philip had to work hard. He was contented with
life. He found it very comfortable to be heart-free
and to have enough money for his needs. He had
heard people speak contemptuously of money: he
wondered if they had ever tried to do without it.
He knew that the lack made a man petty, mean, grasping;
it distorted his character and caused him to view
the world from a vulgar angle; when you had to consider
every penny, money became of grotesque importance:
you needed a competency to rate it at its proper value.
He lived a solitary life, seeing no one except the
Athelnys, but he was not lonely; he busied himself
with plans for the future, and sometimes he thought
of the past. His recollection dwelt now and then
on old friends, but he made no effort to see them.
He would have liked to know what was become of Norah
Nesbit; she was Norah something else now, but he could
not remember the name of the man she was going to
marry; he was glad to have known her: she was
a good and a brave soul. One evening about half
past eleven he saw Lawson, walking along Piccadilly;
he was in evening clothes and might be supposed to
be coming back from a theatre. Philip gave way
to a sudden impulse and quickly turned down a side
street. He had not seen him for two years and
felt that he could not now take up again the interrupted
friendship. He and Lawson had nothing more to
say to one another. Philip was no longer interested
in art; it seemed to him that he was able to enjoy
beauty with greater force than when he was a boy;
but art appeared to him unimportant. He was occupied
with the forming of a pattern out of the manifold chaos
of life, and the materials with which he worked seemed
to make preoccupation with pigments and words very
trivial. Lawson had served his turn. Philip’s
friendship with him had been a motive in the design
he was elaborating: it was merely sentimental
to ignore the fact that the painter was of no further
interest to him.
Sometimes Philip thought of Mildred.
He avoided deliberately the streets in which there
was a chance of seeing her; but occasionally some feeling,
perhaps curiosity, perhaps something deeper which he
would not acknowledge, made him wander about Piccadilly
and Regent Street during the hours when she might
be expected to be there. He did not know then
whether he wished to see her or dreaded it. Once
he saw a back which reminded him of hers, and for
a moment he thought it was she; it gave him a curious
sensation: it was a strange sharp pain in his
heart, there was fear in it and a sickening dismay;
and when he hurried on and found that he was mistaken
he did not know whether it was relief that he experienced
or disappointment.
At the beginning of August Philip
passed his surgery, his last examination, and received
his diploma. It was seven years since he had
entered St. Luke’s Hospital. He was nearly
thirty. He walked down the stairs of the Royal
College of Surgeons with the roll in his hand which
qualified him to practice, and his heart beat with
satisfaction.
“Now I’m really going to begin life,”
he thought.
Next day he went to the secretary’s
office to put his name down for one of the hospital
appointments. The secretary was a pleasant little
man with a black beard, whom Philip had always found
very affable. He congratulated him on his success,
and then said:
“I suppose you wouldn’t
like to do a locum for a month on the South coast?
Three guineas a week with board and lodging.”
“I wouldn’t mind,” said Philip.
“It’s at Farnley, in Dorsetshire.
Doctor South. You’d have to go down at
once; his assistant has developed mumps. I believe
it’s a very pleasant place.”
There was something in the secretary’s
manner that puzzled Philip. It was a little doubtful.
“What’s the crab in it?” he asked.
The secretary hesitated a moment and laughed in a
conciliating fashion.
“Well, the fact is, I understand
he’s rather a crusty, funny old fellow.
The agencies won’t send him anyone any more.
He speaks his mind very openly, and men don’t
like it.”
“But d’you think he’ll
be satisfied with a man who’s only just qualified?
After all I have no experience.”
“He ought to be glad to get
you,” said the secretary diplomatically.
Philip thought for a moment.
He had nothing to do for the next few weeks, and he
was glad of the chance to earn a bit of money.
He could put it aside for the holiday in Spain which
he had promised himself when he had finished his appointment
at St. Luke’s or, if they would not give him
anything there, at some other hospital.
“All right. I’ll go.”
“The only thing is, you must
go this afternoon. Will that suit you? If
so, I’ll send a wire at once.”
Philip would have liked a few days
to himself; but he had seen the Athelnys the night
before (he had gone at once to take them his good news)
and there was really no reason why he should not start
immediately. He had little luggage to pack.
Soon after seven that evening he got out of the station
at Farnley and took a cab to Doctor South’s.
It was a broad low stucco house, with a Virginia creeper
growing over it. He was shown into the consulting-room.
An old man was writing at a desk. He looked up
as the maid ushered Philip in. He did not get
up, and he did not speak; he merely stared at Philip.
Philip was taken aback.
“I think you’re expecting
me,” he said. “The secretary of St.
Luke’s wired to you this morning.”
“I kept dinner back for half an hour. D’you
want to wash?”
“I do,” said Philip.
Doctor South amused him by his odd
manner. He got up now, and Philip saw that he
was a man of middle height, thin, with white hair cut
very short and a long mouth closed so tightly that
he seemed to have no lips at all; he was clean-shaven
but for small white whiskers, and they increased the
squareness of face which his firm jaw gave him.
He wore a brown tweed suit and a white stock.
His clothes hung loosely about him as though they had
been made for a much larger man. He looked like
a respectable farmer of the middle of the nineteenth
century. He opened the door.
“There is the dining-room,”
he said, pointing to the door opposite. “Your
bed-room is the first door you come to when you get
on the landing. Come downstairs when you’re
ready.”
During dinner Philip knew that Doctor
South was examining him, but he spoke little, and
Philip felt that he did not want to hear his assistant
talk.
“When were you qualified?” he asked suddenly.
“Yesterday.”
“Were you at a university?”
“No.”
“Last year when my assistant
took a holiday they sent me a ’Varsity man.
I told ’em not to do it again. Too damned
gentlemanly for me.”
There was another pause. The
dinner was very simple and very good. Philip
preserved a sedate exterior, but in his heart he was
bubbling over with excitement. He was immensely
elated at being engaged as a locum; it made him feel
extremely grown up; he had an insane desire to laugh
at nothing in particular; and the more he thought
of his professional dignity the more he was inclined
to chuckle.
But Doctor South broke suddenly into his thoughts.
“How old are you?”
“Getting on for thirty.”
“How is it you’re only just qualified?”
“I didn’t go in for the
medical till I was nearly twenty-three, and I had
to give it up for two years in the middle.”
“Why?”
“Poverty.”
Doctor South gave him an odd look
and relapsed into silence. At the end of dinner
he got up from the table.
“D’you know what sort of a practice this
is?”
“No,” answered Philip.
“Mostly fishermen and their
families. I have the Union and the Seamen’s
Hospital. I used to be alone here, but since they
tried to make this into a fashionable sea-side resort
a man has set up on the cliff, and the well-to-do
people go to him. I only have those who can’t
afford to pay for a doctor at all.”
Philip saw that the rivalry was a sore point with
the old man.
“You know that I have no experience,”
said Philip.
“You none of you know anything.”
He walked out of the room without
another word and left Philip by himself. When
the maid came in to clear away she told Philip that
Doctor South saw patients from six till seven.
Work for that night was over. Philip fetched
a book from his room, lit his pipe, and settled himself
down to read. It was a great comfort, since he
had read nothing but medical books for the last few
months. At ten o’clock Doctor South came
in and looked at him. Philip hated not to have
his feet up, and he had dragged up a chair for them.
“You seem able to make yourself
pretty comfortable,” said Doctor South, with
a grimness which would have disturbed Philip if he
had not been in such high spirits.
Philip’s eyes twinkled as he answered.
“Have you any objection?”
Doctor South gave him a look, but did not reply directly.
“What’s that you’re reading?”
“Peregrine Pickle. Smollett.”
“I happen to know that Smollett wrote Peregrine
Pickle.”
“I beg your pardon. Medical
men aren’t much interested in literature, are
they?”
Philip had put the book down on the
table, and Doctor South took it up. It was a
volume of an edition which had belonged to the Vicar
of Blackstable. It was a thin book bound in faded
morocco, with a copperplate engraving as a frontispiece;
the pages were musty with age and stained with mould.
Philip, without meaning to, started forward a little
as Doctor South took the volume in his hands, and
a slight smile came into his eyes. Very little
escaped the old doctor.
“Do I amuse you?” he asked icily.
“I see you’re fond of
books. You can always tell by the way people handle
them.”
Doctor South put down the novel immediately.
“Breakfast at eight-thirty,” he said and
left the room.
“What a funny old fellow!” thought Philip.
He soon discovered why Doctor South’s
assistants found it difficult to get on with him.
In the first place, he set his face firmly against
all the discoveries of the last thirty years:
he had no patience with the drugs which became modish,
were thought to work marvellous cures, and in a few
years were discarded; he had stock mixtures which he
had brought from St. Luke’s where he had been
a student, and had used all his life; he found them
just as efficacious as anything that had come into
fashion since. Philip was startled at Doctor
South’s suspicion of asepsis; he had accepted
it in deference to universal opinion; but he used the
precautions which Philip had known insisted upon so
scrupulously at the hospital with the disdainful tolerance
of a man playing at soldiers with children.
“I’ve seen antiseptics
come along and sweep everything before them, and then
I’ve seen asepsis take their place. Bunkum!”
The young men who were sent down to
him knew only hospital practice; and they came with
the unconcealed scorn for the General Practitioner
which they had absorbed in the air at the hospital;
but they had seen only the complicated cases which
appeared in the wards; they knew how to treat an obscure
disease of the suprarenal bodies, but were helpless
when consulted for a cold in the head. Their
knowledge was theoretical and their self-assurance
unbounded. Doctor South watched them with tightened
lips; he took a savage pleasure in showing them how
great was their ignorance and how unjustified their
conceit. It was a poor practice, of fishing folk,
and the doctor made up his own prescriptions.
Doctor South asked his assistant how he expected to
make both ends meet if he gave a fisherman with a
stomach-ache a mixture consisting of half a dozen expensive
drugs. He complained too that the young medical
men were uneducated: their reading consisted
of The Sporting Times and The British Medical Journal;
they could neither write a legible hand nor spell correctly.
For two or three days Doctor South watched Philip
closely, ready to fall on him with acid sarcasm if
he gave him the opportunity; and Philip, aware of
this, went about his work with a quiet sense of amusement.
He was pleased with the change of occupation.
He liked the feeling of independence and of responsibility.
All sorts of people came to the consulting-room.
He was gratified because he seemed able to inspire
his patients with confidence; and it was entertaining
to watch the process of cure which at a hospital necessarily
could be watched only at distant intervals. His
rounds took him into low-roofed cottages in which
were fishing tackle and sails and here and there mementoes
of deep-sea travelling, a lacquer box from Japan,
spears and oars from Melanesia, or daggers from the
bazaars of Stamboul; there was an air of romance in
the stuffy little rooms, and the salt of the sea gave
them a bitter freshness. Philip liked to talk
to the sailor-men, and when they found that he was
not supercilious they told him long yarns of the distant
journeys of their youth.
Once or twice he made a mistake in
diagnosis: (he had never seen a case of measles
before, and when he was confronted with the rash took
it for an obscure disease of the skin;) and once or
twice his ideas of treatment differed from Doctor
South’s. The first time this happened Doctor
South attacked him with savage irony; but Philip took
it with good humour; he had some gift for repartee,
and he made one or two answers which caused Doctor
South to stop and look at him curiously. Philip’s
face was grave, but his eyes were twinkling.
The old gentleman could not avoid the impression that
Philip was chaffing him. He was used to being
disliked and feared by his assistants, and this was
a new experience. He had half a mind to fly into
a passion and pack Philip off by the next train, he
had done that before with his assistants; but he had
an uneasy feeling that Philip then would simply laugh
at him outright; and suddenly he felt amused.
His mouth formed itself into a smile against his will,
and he turned away. In a little while he grew
conscious that Philip was amusing himself systematically
at his expense. He was taken aback at first and
then diverted.
“Damn his impudence,”
he chuckled to himself. “Damn his impudence.”