A RESOLVE.
However, as it turned out, there was
to be no shop for Mary Anne the next day or for many
a day to come. When John Douglas called in the
morning, he was informed that she was ‘delirious-like.’
She was imploring the doctor who had been
there an hour before not to let her lose
her situation. She was talking about her mother
and sisters in an incoherent way; also about one Pete,
who appeared to have gone away to Australia and never
written since. Douglas looked at the girl, lying
there with her flushed face, closed eyes, and troubled
breathing, unconscious of his presence, only twisting
the bed-clothes about with her hot hands.
‘Poor Mary Ann,’ the landlady
said contemplatively. ’If she dies, she’ll
’ave to be buried by the work’us.
And if she lives, she’ll be worse off than
ever; for they won’t take a girl with cropped
hair into a shop, and the fear of infection besides.
She ain’t got a friend in the world, she ain’t;
except her own people, and they’re only a drain
on the poor thing. Poor Mary Ann! she have had
a bad time of it. Perhaps it would be kinder
in Providence if He took her; for who’s to pay
for her keep if she gets through the fever? Not
that I would ask to be paid for her lodging; I ain’t
one like that; there’s her room, and welcome;
that’s what I says to my husband when he come
home last night; and neither him nor me’s afraid
of fever, nor would turn out a poor thing as have
been took. But law! it would be months afore
she’d get another place; and she ain’t
got nobody to look after her.’
‘What have you done with the
money I gave you last night?’ he asked.
’There it lies, sir on
the mantel-shelf. It ain’t for me to touch;
it is for the doctor to give his orders about that
money.’
’Just put this eighteenpence
to it, mistress, and ask the doctor what the poor
lass may want. It is all I happen to have with
me the now.’
Then he left; and walked away with
an unusual air of determination He was not downcast
because he had parted with his last sixpence.
‘It is even better thus,’
this stern-faced man was saying to himself, ’for
now we must face facts, and get rid of speculation.
Let us begin at the beginning with one’s
ten fingers! Poor lass! It is a dreadful
place, a great city like this; it has no compassion.
Surely, in the country, she would not be so utterly
thrown down in the race. Surely, some one would
say, “At meal-time come thou hither and eat
of the bread, and dip thy morsel in the vinegar;”
and would command the young men and say to them, “Let
her glean even among the sheaves, and reproach her
not. And let fall also some of the handfuls of
purpose for her, and leave them, that she may glean
them, and rebuke her not.” Poor lass! poor
lass! Even that cadaverous-jawed, Tennants’-stalk
of a woman thinks it would be better for her to die.’
He walked quickly, his lips firm.
It was a miserable morning; the noisy thoroughfares
full of mist and wet and mud; drifts of sleet swooping
round corners; the air raw and cold. The river
was scarcely visible when he crossed London Bridge;
the steamers and ships were like ghosts in the fog.
He made his way as quickly as he could through the
crowded streets, until he reached Tower Hill; then
he passed up into the Minories; there he paused in
front of one or two shops, in the windows of which
were the most miscellaneous objects old
clothes, waterproof leggings, tin cans, and what not.
At last he entered one of these places, and after
a great deal of haggling and argument, he exchanged
his coat of gray home-spun for a much shabbier looking
dingy blue over-coat, that appeared the kind of thing
a pilot would wear. To this was added a woollen
comforter; there was no money in the transaction.
Douglas wrapped the comforter round his neck there
and then, and put on the coat; when he stepped out
again into the mud and snow and murky atmosphere,
his appearance was much more reconcilable with the
neighbourhood.
Still walking quickly, he went down
to the London and St. Katherine Docks, passing under
the shadow of the gaunt walls; and then along that
dismal thoroughfare, Nightingale Lane, that looks like
a passage between two great prisons; until at last,
with moderate pace, and with a certain anxious, nervous
look, as if he did not wish himself to be seen, he
arrived at the entrance to a space at the corner of
the London Dock, which was enclosed with some rusted
iron railings, and partially roofed over.
In this shed, shivering in the cold,
and occasionally moving so as to avoid the whirling
of the sleet, stood a number of most miserable looking
wretches, men and lads. John Douglas knew very
well who these were, and what they were there for.
Here, so far as he had learned, was the only place
in London where a starving creature could get work,
without a character or qualification of any kind.
Hither came those who, through drink, or idleness,
or sheer misfortune, had got right down to the foot
of the social ladder; waiting patiently in the dim
hope that some extra pressure of work inside would
occur to give them an hour or two’s employment.
Well, he did not hesitate long. He seized a
moment when the attention of these poor devils had
been attracted by some sound to the other side of
the grating (where the foreman was expected to appear),
and glided in among the group, hoping to be unperceived.
But what sharp eyes hunger makes!
They had no sooner turned hopelessly away again,
than every man and lad of them caught sight of the
stranger. They did not resent his intrusion.
They regarded him with curiosity, and with apathy.
He looked well-to-do for that kind of work.
Perhaps if he were one of the lucky ones, he would
stand a pot of beer on coming out in the afternoon.
But to their great astonishment, they
were all to be lucky ones that morning. The
foreman appeared, ran his eye over the group, and engaged
the whole of them for the day, all, except
one dazed, drunken-looking tatterdemalion of sixty
or so, whom he warned off by name. Almost before
he knew where he was, John Douglas found himself at
work in the docks, at fivepence an hour.