I.
Every loyal American who went abroad
during the first years of our great war felt bound
to make himself some excuse for turning his back on
his country in the hour of her trouble. But when
Owen Elmore sailed, no one else seemed to think that
he needed excuse. All his friends said it was
the best thing for him to do; that he could have leisure
and quiet over there, and would be able to go on with
his work.
At the risk of giving a farcical effect
to my narrative, I am obliged to confess that the
work of which Elmore’s friends spoke was a projected
history of Venice. So many literary Americans
have projected such a work that it may now fairly
be regarded as a national enterprise. Elmore was
too obscure to have been announced in the usual way
by the newspapers as having this design; but it was
well known in his town that he was collecting materials
when his professorship in the small inland college
with which he was connected lapsed through the enlistment
of nearly all the students. The president became
colonel of the college regiment; and in parting with
Elmore, while their boys waited on the campus without,
he had said, “Now, Elmore, you must go on with
your history of Venice. Go to Venice and collect
your materials on the spot. We’re coming
through this all right. Mr. Seward puts it at
sixty days, but I’ll give them six months to
lay down their arms, and we shall want you back at
the end of the year. Don’t you have any
compunctions about going. I know how you feel;
but it is perfectly right for you to keep out of it.
Good-by.” They wrung each other’s
hands for the last time,-the president
fell at Fort Donelson; but now Elmore followed him
to the door, and when he appeared there one of the
boyish captains shouted, “Three cheers for Professor
Elmore!” and the president called for the tiger,
and led it, whirling his cap round his head.
Elmore went back to his study, sick
at heart. It grieved and vexed him that even
these had not thought that he should go to the war,
and that his inward struggle on that point had been
idle so far as others were concerned. He had
been quite earnest in the matter; he had once almost
volunteered as a private soldier: he had consulted
his doctor, who sternly discouraged him. He would
have been truly glad of any accident that forced him
into the ranks; but, as he used afterward to say, it
was not his idea of soldiership to enlist for the
hospital. At the distance of five hundred miles
from the scene of hostilities, it was absurd to enter
the Home Guard; and, after all, there were, even at
first, some selfish people who went into the army,
and some unselfish people who kept out of it.
Elmore’s bronchitis was a disorder which active
service would undoubtedly have aggravated; as it was,
he made a last effort to be of use to our Government
as a bearer of dispatches. Failing such an appointment,
he submitted to expatriation as he best could; and
in Italy he fought for our cause against the English,
whom he found everywhere all but in arms against us.
He sailed, in fine, with a very fair
conscience. “I should be perfectly at ease,”
he said to his wife, as the steamer dropped smoothly
down to Sandy Hook, “if I were sure that I was
not glad to be getting away.”
“You are not glad,” she answered.
“I don’t know, I don’t
know,” he said, with the weak persistence of
a man willing that his wife should persuade him against
his convictions; “I wish that I felt certain
of it.”
“You are too sick to go to the
war; nobody expected you to go.”
“I know that, and I can’t
say that I like it. As for being too sick, perhaps
it’s the part of a man to go if he dies on the
way to the field. It would encourage the others,”
he added, smiling faintly.
She ignored the tint from Voltaire
in replying: “Nonsense! It would do
no good at all. At any rate, it’s too late
now.”
“Yes, it’s too late now.”
The sea-sickness which shortly followed
formed a diversion from his accusing thoughts.
Each day of the voyage removed them further, and with
the preoccupations of his first days in Europe, his
travel to Italy, and his preparations for a long sojourn
in Venice, they had softened to a pensive sense of
self-sacrifice, which took a warmer or a cooler tinge
according as the news from home was good or bad.
II.
He lost no time in going to work in
the Marcian Library, and he early applied to the Austrian
authorities for leave to have transcripts made in
the archives. The permission was negotiated by
the American consul (then a young painter of the name
of Ferris), who reported a mechanical facility on
the part of the authorities,-as if, he said,
they were used to obliging American historians of
Venice. The foreign tyranny which cast a pathetic
glamour over the romantic city had certainly not appeared
to grudge such publicity as Elmore wished to give her
heroic memories, though it was then at its most repressive
period, and formed a check upon the whole life of
the place. The tears were hardly yet dry in the
despairing eyes that had seen the French fleet sail
away from the Lido, after Solferino, without firing
a shot in behalf of Venice; but Lombardy, the Duchies,
the Sicilies, had all passed to Sardinia, and the
Pope alone represented the old order of native despotism
in Italy. At Venice the Germans seemed tranquilly
awaiting the change which should destroy their system
with the rest; and in the meantime there had occurred
one of those impressive pauses, as notable in the lives
of nations as of men, when, after the occurrence of
great events, the forces of action and endurance seem
to be gathering themselves against the stress of the
future. The quiet was almost consciously a truce
and not a peace; and this local calm had drawn into
it certain elements that picturesquely and sentimentally
heightened the charm of the place. It was a refuge
for many exiled potentates and pretenders; the gondolier
pointed out on the Grand Canal the palaces of the Count
of Chambord, the Duchess of Parma, and the Infante
of Spain; and one met these fallen princes in the
squares and streets, bowing with distinct courtesy
to any that chose to salute them. Every evening
the Piazza San Marco was filled with the white coats
of the Austrian officers, promenading to the exquisite
military music which has ceased there forever; the
patrol clanked through the footways at all hours of
the night, and the lagoon heard the cry of the sentinel
from fort to fort, and from gunboat to gunboat.
Through all this the demonstration of the patriots
went on, silent, ceaseless, implacable, annulling
every alien effort at gayety, depopulating the theatres,
and desolating the ancient holidays.
There was something very fine in this,
as a spectacle, Elmore said to his young wife, and
he had to admire the austere self-denial of a people
who would not suffer their tyrants to see them happy;
but they secretly owned to each other that it was
fatiguing. Soon after coming to Venice they had
made some acquaintance among the Italians through Mr.
Ferris, and had early learned that the condition of
knowing Venetians was not to know Austrians.
It was easy and natural for them to submit, theoretically.
As Americans, they must respond to any impulse for
freedom, and certainly they could have no sympathy
with such a system as that of Austria. By whatever
was sacred in our own war upon slavery, they were
bound to abhor oppression in every form. But it
was hard to make the application of their hatred to
the amiable-looking people whom they saw everywhere
around them in the quality of tyrants, especially
when their Venetian friends confessed that personally
they liked the Austrians. Besides, if the whole
truth must be told, they found that their friendship
with the Italians was not always of the most penetrating
sort, though it had a superficial intensity that for
a while gave the effect of lasting cordiality.
The Elmores were not quite able to decide whether
the pause of feeling at which they arrived was through
their own defect or not. Much was to be laid to
the difference of race, religion, and education; but
something, they feared, to the personal vapidity of
acquaintances whose meridional liveliness made them
yawn, and in whose society they did not always find
compensation for the sacrifices they made for it.
“But it is right,” said
Elmore. “It would be a sort of treason to
associate with the Austrians. We owe it to the
Venetians to let them see that our feelings are with
them.”
“Yes,” said his wife pensively.
“And it is better for us, as
Americans abroad, during this war, to be retired.”
“Well, we are retired,” said Mrs. Elmore.
“Yes, there is no doubt of that,” he returned.
They laughed, and made what they could
of chance American acquaintances at the caffes.
Elmore had his history to occupy him, and doubtless
he could not understand how heavy the time hung upon
his wife’s hands. They went often to the
theatre, and every evening they went to the Piazza,
and ate an ice at Florian’s. This was certainly
amusement; and routine was so pleasant to his scholarly
temperament that he enjoyed merely that. He made
a point of admitting his wife as much as possible into
his intellectual life; he read her his notes as fast
as he made them, and he consulted her upon the management
of his theme, which, as his research extended, he
found so vast that he was forced to decide upon a much
lighter treatment than he had at first intended.
He had resolved upon a history which should be presented
in a series of biographical studies, and he was so
much interested in this conclusion, and so charmed
with the advantages of the form as they developed
themselves, that he began to lose the sense of social
dulness, and ceased to imagine it in his wife.
A sort of indolence of the sensibilities,
in fact, enabled him to endure ennui that made
her frantic, and he was often deeply bored without
knowing it at the time, or without a reasoned suffering.
He suffered as a child suffers, simply, almost ignorantly:
it was upon reflection that his nerves began to quiver
with retroactive anguish. He was also able to
idealize the situation when his wife no longer even
wished to do so. His fancy cast a poetry about
these Venetian friends, whose conversation displayed
the occasional sparkle of Ollendorff-English on a dark
ground of lagoon-Italian, and whose vivid smiling
and gesticulation she wearied herself in hospitable
efforts to outdo. To his eyes their historic
past clothed them with its interest, and the long patience
of their hope and hatred under foreign rule ennobled
them, while to hers they were too often only tiresome
visitors, whose powers of silence and of eloquence
were alike to be dreaded. It did not console her
as it did her husband to reflect that they probably
bored the Italians as much in their turn. When
a young man, very sympathetic for literature and the
Americans, spent an evening, as it seemed to her, in
crying nothing but “Per Bacco!” she owned
that she liked better his oppressor, who once came
by chance, in the figure of a young lieutenant, and
who unbuckled his wife, as he called his sword, and,
putting her in a corner, sat up on a chair in the
middle of the room and sang like a bird, and then told
ghost-stories. The songs were out of Heine, and
they reminded her of her girlish enthusiasm for German.
Elmore was troubled at the lieutenant’s visit,
and feared it would cost them all their Italian friends;
but she said boldly that she did not care; and she
never even tried to believe that the life they saw
in Venice was comparable to that of their little college
town at home, with its teas and picnics, and simple,
easy social gayeties. There she had been a power
in her way; she had entertained, and had helped to
make some matches: but the Venetians ate nothing,
and as for young people, they never saw each other
but by stealth, and their matches were made by their
parents on a money-basis. She could not adapt
herself to this foreign life; it puzzled her, and her
husband’s conformity seemed to estrange them,
as far as it went. It took away her spirit, and
she grew listless and dull. Even the history began
to lose its interest in her eyes; she doubted if the
annals of such a people as she saw about her could
ever be popular.
There were other things to make them
melancholy in their exile. The war at home was
going badly, where it was going at all. The letters
now never spoke of any term to it; they expressed
rather the dogged patience of the time when it seemed
as if there could be no end, and indicated that the
country had settled into shape about it, and was pushing
forward its other affairs as if the war did not exist.
Mrs. Elmore felt that the America which she had left
had ceased to be. The letters were almost less
a pleasure than a pain, but she always tore them open,
and read them with eager unhappiness. There were
miserable intervals of days and even weeks when no
letters came, and when the Reuter telegrams in the
Gazette of Venice dribbled their vitriolic news of
Northern disaster through a few words or lines, and
Galignani’s long columns were filled with the
hostile exultation and prophecy of the London press.
III.
They had passed eighteen months of
this sort of life in Venice when one day a letter
dropped into it which sent a thousand ripples over
its stagnant surface. Mrs. Elmore read it first
to herself, with gasps and cries of pleasure and astonishment,
which did not divert her husband from the perusal
of some notes he had made the day before, and had
brought to the breakfast-table with the intention of
amusing her. When she flattened it out over his
notes, and exacted his attention, he turned an unwilling
and lack-lustre eye upon it; then he looked up at
her.
“Did you expect she would come?”
he asked, in ill-masked dismay.
“I don’t suppose they
had any idea of it at first. When Sue wrote me
that Lily had been studying too hard, and had to be
taken out of school, I said that I wished she could
come over and pay us a visit. But I don’t
believe they dreamed of letting her-Sue
says so-till the Mortons’ coming
seemed too good a chance to be lost. I am so glad
of it, Owen! You know how much they have always
done for me; and here is a chance now to pay a little
of it back.”
“What in the world shall we do with her?”
he asked.
“Do? Everything! Why,
Owen,” she urged, with pathetic recognition of
his coldness, “she is Susy Stevens’s own
sister!”
“Oh, yes-yes,” he admitted.
“And it was Susy who brought us together!”
“Why, of course.”
“And oughtn’t you to be glad of the opportunity?”
“I am glad-very glad.”
“It will be a relief to you
instead of a care. She’s such a bright,
intelligent girl that we can both sympathize with your
work, and you won’t have to go round with me
all the time, and I can matronize her myself.”
“I see, I see,” Elmore
replied, with scarcely abated seriousness. “Perhaps,
if she is coming here for her health, she won’t
need much matronizing.”
“Oh, pshaw! She’ll
be well enough for that! She’s overdone
a little at school. I shall take good care of
her, I can tell you; and I shall make her have a real
good time. It’s quite flattering of Susy
to trust her to us, so far away, and I shall write
and tell her we both think so.”
“Yes,” said Elmore, “it’s
a fearful responsibility.”
There are instances of the persistence
of husbands in certain moods or points of view on
which even wheedling has no effect. The wise woman
perceives that in these cases she must trust entirely
to the softening influences of time, and as much as
possible she changes the subject; or if this is impossible
she may hope something from presenting a still worse
aspect of the affair. Mrs. Elmore said, in lifting
the letter from the table: “If she sailed
the 3d in the City of Timbuctoo, she will be at Queenstown
on the 12th or 13th, and we shall have a letter from
her by Wednesday saying when she will be at Genoa.
That’s as far as the Mortons can bring her,
and there’s where we must meet her.”
“Meet her in Genoa! How?”
“By going there for her,”
replied Mrs. Elmore, as if this were the simplest
thing in the world. “I have never seen Genoa.”
Elmore now tacitly abandoned himself
to his fate. His wife continued: “I
needn’t take anything. Merely run on, and
right back.”
“When must we go?” he asked.
“I don’t know yet; but
we shall have a letter to-morrow. Don’t
worry on my account, Owen. Her coming won’t
be a bit of care to me. It will give me something
to do and to think about, and it will be a pleasure
all the time to know that it’s for Susy Stevens.
And I shall like the companionship.”
Elmore looked at his wife in surprise,
for it had not occurred to him before that with his
company she could desire any other companionship.
He desired none but hers, and when he was about his
work he often thought of her. He supposed that
at these moments she thought of him, and found society,
as he did, in such thoughts. But he was not a
jealous or exacting man, and he said nothing.
His treatment of the approaching visit from Susy Stevens’s
sister had not been enthusiastic, but a spark had
kindled his imagination, and it burned warmer and brighter
as the days went by. He found a charm in the
thought of having this fresh young life here in his
charge, and of teaching the girl to live into the great
and beautiful history of the city: there was still
much of the school-master in him, and he intended
to make her sojourn an education to her; and as a
literary man he hoped for novel effects from her mind
upon material which he was above all trying to set
in a new light before himself.
When the time had arrived for them
to go and meet Miss Mayhew at Genoa, he was more than
reconciled to the necessity. But at the last moment,
Mrs. Elmore had one of her old attacks. What these
attacks were I find myself unable to specify, but
as every lady has an old attack of some kind, I may
safely leave their precise nature to conjecture.
It is enough that they were of a nervous character,
that they were accompanied with headache, and that
they prostrated her for several days. During
their continuance she required the active sympathy
and constant presence of her husband, whose devotion
was then exemplary, and brought up long arrears of
indebtedness in that way.
“Well, what shall we do?”
he asked, as he sank into a chair beside the lounge
on which Mrs. Elmore lay, her eyes closed, and a slice
of lemon placed on each of her throbbing temples with
the effect of a new sort of blinders. “Shall
I go alone for her?”
She gave his hand the kind of convulsive
clutch that signified, “Impossible for you to
leave me.”
He reflected. “The Mortons
will be pushing on to Leghorn, and somebody must
meet her. How would it do for Mr. Hoskins to go?”
Mrs. Elmore responded with a clutch
tantamount to “Horrors! How could you think
of such a thing?”
“Well, then,” he said,
“the only thing we can do is to send a valet
de place for her. We can send old Cazzi.
He’s the incarnation of respectability; five
francs a day and his expenses will buy all the virtues
of him. She’ll come as safely with him as
with me.”
Mrs. Elmore had applied a vividly
thoughtful pressure to her husband’s hand; she
now released it in token of assent, and he rose.
“But don’t be gone long,” she whispered.
On his way to the caffè which
Cazzi frequented, Elmore fell in with the consul.
By this time a change had taken place
in the consular office. Mr. Ferris, some months
before, had suddenly thrown up his charge and gone
home; and after the customary interval of ship-chandler,
the California sculptor, Hoskins, had arrived out,
with his commission in his pocket, and had set up
his allegorical figure of The Pacific Slope in the
room where Ferris had painted his too metaphysical
conception of A Venetian Priest. Mrs. Elmore
had never liked Ferris; she thought him cynical and
opinionated, and she believed that he had not behaved
quite well towards a young American lady,-a
Miss Vervain, who had stayed awhile in Venice with
her mother. She was glad to have him go; but she
could not admire Mr. Hoskins, who, however good-hearted,
was too hopelessly Western. He had had part of
one foot shot away in the nine months’ service,
and walked with a limp that did him honor; and he
knew as much of a consul’s business as any of
the authors or artists with whom it is the tradition
to fill that office at Venice. Besides he was
at least a fellow-American, and Elmore could not forbear
telling him the trouble he was in: a young girl
coming from their town in America as far as Genoa
with friends, and expecting to be met there by the
Elmores, with whom she was to pass some months; Mrs.
Elmore utterly prostrated by one of her old attacks,
and he unable to leave her, or to take her with him
to Genoa; the friends with whom Miss Mayhew travelled
unable to bring her to Venice; she, of course, unable
to come alone. The case deepened and darkened
in Elmore’s view as he unfolded it.
“Why,” cried the consul
sympathetically, “if I could leave my post I’d
go!”
“Oh, thank you!” cried
Elmore eagerly, remembering his wife. “I
couldn’t think of letting you.”
“Look here!” said the
consul, taking an official letter, with the seal broken,
from his pocket. “This is the first time
I couldn’t have left my post without distinct
advantage to the public interests, since I’ve
been here. But with this letter from Turin, telling
me to be on the lookout for the Alabama, I couldn’t
go to Genoa even to meet a young lady. The Austrians
have never recognized the rebels as belligerents:
if she enters the port of Venice, all I’ve got
to do is to require the deposit of her papers with
me, and then I should like to see her get out again.
I should like to capture her. Of course,
I don’t mean Miss Mayhew,” said the consul,
recognizing the double sense in which his language
could be taken.
“It would be a great thing for
you,” said Elmore,-“a great
thing.”
“Yes, it would set me up in
my own eyes, and stop that infernal clatter inside
about going over and taking a hand again.”
“Yes,” Elmore assented,
with a twinge of the old shame. “I didn’t
know you had it too.”
“If I could capture the Alabama,
I could afford to let the other fellows fight it out.”
“I congratulate you, with all
my heart,” said Elmore sadly, and he walked
in silence beside the consul.
“Well,” said the latter,
with a laugh at Elmore’s pensive rapture, “I’m
as much obliged to you as if I had captured
her. I’ll go up to the Piazza with you,
and see Cazzi.”
The affair was easily arranged; Cazzi
was made to feel by the consul’s intervention
that the shield of American sovereignty had been extended
over the young girl whom he was to escort from Genoa,
and two days later he arrived with her. Mrs.
Elmore’s attack now was passing off, and she
was well enough to receive Miss Mayhew half-recumbent
on the sofa where she had been prone till her arrival.
It was pretty to see her fond greeting of the girl,
and her joy in her presence as they sat down for the
first long talk; and Elmore realized, even in his dreamy
withdrawal, how much the bright, active spirit of
his wife had suffered merely in the restriction of
her English. Now it was not only English they
spoke, but that American variety of the language of
which I hope we shall grow less and less ashamed;
and not only this, but their parlance was characterized
by local turns and accents, which all came welcomely
back to Mrs. Elmore, together with those still more
intimate inflections which belonged to her own particular
circle of friends in the little town of Patmos, N.
Y. Lily Mayhew was of course not of her own set, being
five or six years younger; but women, more easily than
men, ignore the disparities of age between themselves
and their juniors; and in Susy Stevens’s absence
it seemed a sort of tribute to her to establish her
sister in the affection which Mrs. Elmore had so long
cherished. Their friendship had been of such
a thoroughly trusted sort on both sides that Mrs.
Stevens (the memorably brilliant Sue Mayhew in her
girlish days) had felt perfectly free to act upon
Mrs. Elmore’s invitation to let Lily come out
to her; and here the child was, as much at home as
if she had just walked into Mrs. Elmore’s parlor
out of her sister’s house in Patmos.
IV.
They briefly dispatched the facts
relating to Miss Mayhew’s voyage, and her journey
to Genoa, and came as quickly as they could to all
those things which Mrs. Elmore was thirsting to learn
about the town and its people. “Is it much
changed? I suppose it is,” she sighed.
“The war changes everything.”
“Oh, you don’t notice
the war much,” said Miss Mayhew. “But
Patmos is gay,-perfectly delightful.
We’ve got one of the camps there now; and such
times as the girls have with the officers! We
have lots of fun getting up things for the Sanitary.
Hops on the parade-ground at the camp, and going out
to see the prisoners,-you never saw such
a place.”
“The prisoners?” murmured Mrs. Elmore.
“Why, yes!” cried
Lily, with a gay laugh. “Didn’t you
know that we had a prison-camp too? Some of the
Southerners look real nice. I pitied them,”
she added, with unabated gayety.
“Your sister wrote to me,”
said Mrs. Elmore; “but I couldn’t realize
it, I suppose, and so I forgot it.”
“Yes,” pursued Lily, “and
Frank Halsey’s in command. You would never
know by the way he walks that he had a cork leg.
Of course he can’t dance, though, poor fellow.
He’s pale, and he’s perfectly fascinating.
So’s Dick Burton, with his empty sleeve; he’s
one of the recruiting officers, and there’s
nobody so popular with the girls. You can’t
think how funny it is, Professor Elmore, to see the
old college buildings used for barracks. Dick
says it’s much livelier than it was when he was
a student there.”
“I suppose it must be,”
dreamily assented the professor. “Does he
find plenty of volunteers?”
“Well, you know,” the
young girl explained, “that the old style of
volunteering is all over.”
“No, I didn’t know it.”
“Yes. It’s the bounties
now that they rely upon, and they do say that it will
come to the draft very soon, now. Some of the
young men have gone to Canada. But everybody
despises them. Oh, Mrs. Elmore, I should
think you’d be so glad to have the professor
off here, and honorably out of the way!”
“I’m dishonorably
out of the way; I can never forgive myself for not
going to the war,” said Elmore.
“Why, how ridiculous!”
cried Lily. “Nobody feels that way about
it now! As Dick Burton says, we’ve
come down to business. I tell you, when you see
arms and legs off in every direction, and women going
about in black, you don’t feel that it’s
such a romantic thing any more. There are mighty
few engagements now, Mrs. Elmore, when a regiment sets
off; no presentation of revolvers in the town hall;
and some of the widows have got married again; and
that I don’t think is right. But
what can they do, poor things? You remember Tom
Friar’s widow, Mrs. Elmore?”
“Tom Friar’s widow! Is Tom
Friar dead?”
“Why, of course! One of
the first. I think it was Ball’s Bluff.
Well, she’s married. But she married
his cousin, and as Dick Burton says, that isn’t
so bad. Isn’t it awful, Mrs. Clapp’s
losing all her boys,-all five of
them? It does seem to bear too hard on some
families. And then, when you see every one of
those six Armstrongs going through without a
scratch!”
“I suppose,” said Elmore,
“that business is at a standstill. The streets
must look rather dreary.”
“Business at a standstill!”
exclaimed Lily. “What has Sue been
writing you all this time? Why, there never was
such prosperity in Patmos before! Everybody is
making money, and people that you wouldn’t hardly
speak to a year ago are giving parties and inviting
the old college families. You ought to see the
residences and business blocks going up all over the
place. I don’t suppose you would know Patmos
now. You remember George Fenton, Mrs. Elmore?”
“Mr. Haskell’s clerk?”
“Yes. Well, he’s
made a fortune out of an army contract; and he’s
going to marry-the engagement came out
just before I left-Bella Stearns.”
At these words Mrs. Elmore sat upright,-the
only posture in which the fact could be imagined.
“Lily!”
“Oh, I can tell you these are
gay times in America,” triumphed the young girl.
She now put her hand to her mouth and hid a yawn.
“You’re sleepy,”
said Mrs. Elmore. “Well, you know the way
to your room. You’ll find everything ready
there, and I shall let you go alone. You shall
commence being at home at once.”
“Yes, I am sleepy,”
assented Lily; and she promptly said her good-nights
and vanished; though a keener eye than Elmore’s
might have seen that her promptness had a color-or
say light-of hesitation in it.
But he only walked up and down the
room, after she was gone, in unheedful distress.
“Gay times in America! Good heavens!
Is the child utterly heartless, Celia, or is she merely
obtuse?”
“She certainly isn’t at
all like Sue,” sighed Mrs. Elmore, who had not
had time to formulate Lily’s defence. “But
she’s excited now, and a little off her balance.
She’ll be different to-morrow. Besides,
all America seems changed, and the people with it.
We shouldn’t have noticed it if we had stayed
there, but we feel it after this absence.”
“I never realized it before,
as I did from her babble! The letters have told
us the same thing, but they were like the histories
of other times. Camps, prisoners, barracks, mutilation,
widowhood, death, sudden gains, social upheavals,-it
is the old, hideous story of war come true of our
day and country. It’s terrible!”
“She will miss the excitement,”
said Mrs. Elmore. “I don’t know exactly
what we shall do with her. Of course, she can’t
expect the attentions she’s been used to in
Patmos, with those young men.”
Elmore stopped, and stared at his
wife. “What do you mean, Celia?”
“We don’t go into society
at all, and she doesn’t speak Italian. How
shall we amuse her?”
“Well, upon my word, I don’t
know that we’re obliged to provide her amusement!
Let her amuse herself. Let her take up some branch
of study, or of-of-research,
and get something besides ‘fun’ into her
head, if possible.” He spoke boldly, but
his wife’s question had unnerved him, for he
had a soft heart, and liked people about him to be
happy. “We can show her the objects of
interest. And there are the theatres,” he
added.
“Yes, that is true,” said
Mrs. Elmore. “We can both go about with
her. I will just peep in at her now, and see
if she has everything she wants.” She rose
from her sofa and went to Lily’s room, whence
she did not return for nearly three quarters of an
hour. By this time Elmore had got out his notes,
and, in their transcription and classification, had
fallen into forgetfulness of his troubles. His
wife closed the door behind her, and said in a low
voice, little above a whisper, as she sank very quietly
into a chair, “Well, it has all come out, Owen.”
“What has all come out?” he asked, looking
up stupidly.
“I knew that she had something
on her mind, by the way she acted. And you saw
her give me that look as she went out?”
“No-no, I didn’t. What
look was it? She looked sleepy.”
“She looked terribly, terribly
excited, and as if she would like to say something
to me. That was the reason I said I would let
her go to her room alone.”
“Oh!”
“Of course she would have felt
awfully if I had gone straight off with her.
So I waited. It may never come to anything
in the world, and I don’t suppose it will; but
it’s quite enough to account for everything
you saw in her.”
“I didn’t see anything
in her,-that was the difficulty. But
what is it-what is it, Celia? You
know how I hate these delays.”
“Why, I’m not sure that
I need tell you, Owen; and yet I suppose I had better.
It will be safer,” said Mrs. Elmore, nursing
her mystery to the last, enjoying it for its own sake,
and dreading it for its effect upon her husband.
“I suppose you will think your troubles are beginning
pretty early,” she suggested.
“Is it a trouble?”
“Well, I don’t know that
it is. If it comes to the very worst, I dare
say that every one wouldn’t call it a trouble.”
Elmore threw himself back in his chair
in an attitude of endurance. “What would
the worst be?”
“Why, it’s no use even
to discuss that, for it’s perfectly absurd to
suppose that it could ever come to that. But the
case,” added Mrs. Elmore, perceiving that further
delay was only further suffering for her husband,
and that any fact would now probably fall far short
of his apprehensions, “is simply this, and I
don’t know that it amounts to anything; but
at Peschiera, just before the train started, she looked
out of the window, and saw a splendid officer walking
up and down and smoking; and before she could draw
back he must have seen her, for he threw away his
cigar instantly, and got into the same compartment.
He talked awhile in German with an old gentleman who
was there, and then he spoke in Italian with Cazzi;
and afterwards, when he heard her speaking English
with Cazzi, he joined in. I don’t know
how he came to join in at first, and she doesn’t,
either; but it seems that he knew some English, and
he began speaking. He was very tall and handsome
and distinguished-looking, and a perfect gentleman
in his manners; and she says that she saw Cazzi
looking rather queer, but he didn’t say anything,
and so she kept on talking. She told him at once
that she was an American, and that she was coming
here to stay with friends; and, as he was very curious
about America, she told him all she could think of.
It did her good to talk about home, for she had been
feeling a little blue at being so far away from everybody.
Now, I don’t see any harm in it; do you,
Owen?”
“It isn’t according to
the custom here; but we needn’t care for that.
Of course it was imprudent.”
“Of course,” Mrs. Elmore
admitted. “The officer was very polite;
and when he found that she was from America, it turned
out that he was a great sympathizer with the
North, and that he had a brother in our army.
Don’t you think that was nice?”
“Probably some mere soldier
of fortune, with no heart in the cause,” said
Elmore.
“And very likely he has no brother
there, as I told Lily. He told her he was coming
to Padua; but when they reached Padua, he came right
on to Venice. That shows you couldn’t
place any dependence upon what he said. He said
he expected to be put under arrest for it; but he didn’t
care,-he was coming. Do you believe
they’ll put him under arrest?”
“I don’t know-I
don’t know,” said Elmore, in a voice of
grief and apprehension, which might well have seemed
anxiety for the officer’s liberty.
“I told her it was one of his
jokes. He was very funny, and kept her laughing
the whole way, with his broken English and his witty
little remarks. She says he’s just dying
to go to America. Who do you suppose it can be,
Owen?”
“How should I know? We’ve
no acquaintance among the Austrians,” groaned
Elmore.
“That’s what I told Lily.
She’s no idea of the state of things here, and
she was quite horrified. But she says he was a
perfect gentleman in everything. He belongs to
the engineer corps,-that’s one of
the highest branches of the service, he told her,-and
he gave her his card.”
“Gave her his card!”
Mrs. Elmore had it in the hand which
she had been keeping in her pocket, and she now suddenly
produced it; and Elmore read the name and address
of Ernst von Ehrhardt, Captain of the Royal-Imperial
Engineers, Peschiera. “She says she knows
he wanted hers, but she didn’t offer to give
it to him; and he didn’t ask her where she was
going, or anything.”
“He knew that he could get her
address from Cazzi for ten soldi as soon as her
back was turned,” said Elmore cynically.
“What then?”
“Why, he said-and
this is the only really bold thing he did do-that
he must see her again, and that he should stay over
a day in Venice in hopes of meeting her at the theatre
or somewhere.”
“It’s a piece of high-handed
impudence!” cried Elmore. “Now, Celia,
you see what these people are! Do you wonder
that the Italians hate them?”
“You’ve often said they only hate their
system.”
“The Austrians are part of their
system. He thinks he can take any liberty with
us because he is an Austrian officer! Lily must
not stir out of the house to-morrow.”
“She will be too tired to do so,” said
Mrs. Elmore.
“And if he molests us further,
I will appeal to the consul.” Elmore began
to walk up and down the room again.
“Well, I don’t know whether
you could call it molesting, exactly,”
suggested Mrs. Elmore.
“What do you mean, Celia?
Do you suppose that she-she-encouraged
this officer?”
“Owen! It was all in the
simplicity and innocence of her heart!”
“Well, then, that she wishes to see him again?”
“Certainly not! But that’s no reason
why we should be rude about it.”
“Rude about it? How?
Is simply avoiding him rudeness? Is proposing
to protect ourselves from his impertinence rudeness?”
“No. And if you can’t
see the matter for yourself, Owen, I don’t know
how any one is to make you.”
“Why, Celia, one would think
that you approved of this man’s behavior,-that
you wished her to meet him again! You understand
what the consequences would be if we received this
officer. You know how all the Venetians would
drop us, and we should have no acquaintances here
outside of the army.”
“Who has asked you to receive
him, Owen? And as for the Italians dropping us,
that doesn’t frighten me. But what could
he do if he did meet her again? She needn’t
look at him. She says he is very intelligent,
and that he has read a great many English books, though
he doesn’t speak it very well, and that he knows
more about the war than she does. But of course
she won’t go out to-morrow. All that I hate
is that we should seem to be frightened into staying
at home.”
“She needn’t stay in on
his account. You said she would be too tired to
go out.”
“I see by the scattering way
you talk, Owen, that your mind isn’t on the
subject, and that you’re anxious to get back
to your work. I won’t keep you.”
“Celia, Celia! Be fair,
now!” cried Elmore. “You know very
well that I’m only too deeply interested in
this matter, and that I’m not likely to get
back to my work to-night, at least. What is it
you wish me to do?”
Mrs. Elmore considered a while.
“I don’t wish you to do anything,”
she returned placably. “Of course, you’re
perfectly right in not choosing to let an acquaintance
begun in that way go any further. We shouldn’t
at home, and we sha’n’t here. But
I don’t wish you to think that Lily has been
imprudent, under the circumstances. She doesn’t
know that it was anything out of the way, but she
happened to do the best that any one could. Of
course, it was very exciting and very romantic; girls
like such things, and there’s no reason they
shouldn’t. We must manage,” added
Mrs. Elmore, “so that she shall see that we appreciate
her conduct, and trust in her entirely. I wouldn’t
do anything to wound her pride or self-confidence.
I would rather send her out alone to-morrow.”
“Of course,” said Elmore.
“And if I were with her when
she met him, I believe I should leave it entirely
to her how to behave.”
“Well,” said Elmore, “you’re
not likely to be put to the test. He’ll
hardly force his way into the house, and she isn’t
going out.”
“No,” said Mrs. Elmore.
She added, after a silence, “I’m trying
to think whether I’ve ever seen him in Venice;
he’s here often. But there are so many
tall officers with fair complexions and English
beards. I should like to know how he looks!
She said he was very aristocratic-looking.”
“Yes, it’s a fine type,”
said Elmore. “They’re all nobles,
I believe.”
“But after all, they’re
no better looking than our boys, who come up out of
nothing.”
“Ours are Americans,” said Elmore.
“And they are the best husbands, as I told Lily.”
Elmore looked at his wife, as she
turned dreamily to leave the room; but since the conversation
had taken this impersonal turn he would not say anything
to change its complexion. A conjecture vaguely
taking shape in his mind resolved itself to nothing
again, and left him with only the ache of something
unascertained.
V.
In the morning Lily came to breakfast
as blooming as a rose. The sense of her simple,
fresh, wholesome loveliness might have pierced even
the indifference of a man to whom there was but one
pretty woman in the world, and who had lived since
their marriage as if his wife had absorbed her whole
sex into herself: this deep, unconscious constancy
was a noble trait in him, but it is not so rare in
men as women would have us believe. For Elmore,
Miss Mayhew merely pervaded the place in her finer
way, as the flowers on the table did, as the sweet
butter, the new eggs, and the morning’s French
bread did; he looked at her with a perfectly serene
ignorance of her piquant face, her beautiful eyes and
abundant hair, and her trim, straight figure.
But his wife exulted in every particular of her charm,
and was as generously glad of it as if it were her
own; as women are when they are sure that the charm
of others has no designs. The ladies twittered
and laughed together, and as he was a man without
small talk, he soon dropped out of the conversation
into a reverie, from which he found himself presently
extracted by a question from his wife.
“We had better go in a gondola,
hadn’t we, Owen?” She seemed to be, as
she put this, trying to look something into him.
He, on his part, tried his best to make out her meaning,
but failed.
He simply asked, “Where? Are you going
out?”
“Yes. Lily has some shopping
she must do. I think we can get it at
Pazienti’s in San Polo.”
Again she tried to pierce him with
her meaning. It seemed to him a sudden advance
from the position she had taken the night before in
regard to Miss Mayhew’s not going out; but he
could not understand his wife’s look, and he
feared to misinterpret if he opposed her going.
He decided that she wished him for some reason to
oppose the gondola, so he said, “I think you’d
better walk, if Lily isn’t too tired.”
“Oh, I’m not tired at all!”
she cried.
“I can go with you, in that
direction, on my way to the library,” he added.
“Well, that will be very nice,”
said Mrs. Elmore, discontinuing her look, and leaving
her husband with an uneasy sense of wantonly assumed
responsibility.
“She can step into the Frari
a moment, and see those tombs,” he said.
“I think it will amuse her.”
Lily broke into a laugh. “Is
that the way you amuse yourselves in Venice?”
she asked; and Mrs. Elmore hastened to reassure her.
“That’s the way Mr. Elmore
amuses himself. You know his history makes every
bit of the past fascinating to him.”
“Oh, yes, that history!
Everybody is looking out for that,” said Lily.
“Is it possible,” said
Elmore, with a pensive sarcasm in which an agreeable
sense of flattery lurked, “that people still
remember me and my history?”
“Yes, indeed!” cried Miss
Mayhew. “Frank Halsey was talking about
it the night before I left. He couldn’t
seem to understand why I should be coming to you at
Venice, because he said it was a history of Florence
you were writing. It isn’t, is it?
You must be getting pretty near the end of it, Professor
Elmore.”
“I’m getting pretty near
the beginning,” said Elmore sadly.
“It must be hard writing histories;
they’re so awfully hard to read,” said
Lily innocently. “Does it interest you?”
she asked, with unaffected compassion.
“Yes,” he said, “far
more than it will ever interest anybody else.”
“Oh, I don’t believe that!”
she cried sweetly, seizing the occasion to get in
a little compliment.
Mrs. Elmore sat silent, while things
were thus going against Miss Mayhew, and perhaps she
was then meditating the stroke by which she restored
the balance to her own favor as soon as she saw her
husband alone after breakfast. “Well, Owen,”
she said, “you’ve done it now.”
“Done what?” he demanded.
“Oh, nothing, perhaps!”
she answered, while she got on her things for the
walk with unusual gayety; and, with the consciousness
of unknown guilt depressing him, he followed the ladies
upon their errand, subdued, distraught, but gradually
forgetting his sin, as he forgot everything but his
history. His wife hated to see him so miserable,
and whispered at the shop-door where they parted,
“Don’t be troubled, Owen! I didn’t
mean anything.”
“By what?”
“Oh, if you’ve forgotten,
never mind!” she cried; and she and Miss Mayhew
disappeared within.
It was two hours later when he next
saw them, after he had turned over the book he wished
to see, and had found the passage which would enable
him to go on with his work for the rest of the day
at home. He was fitting his key into the house-door
when he happened to look up the little street toward
the bridge that led into it, and there, defined against
the sky on the level of the bridge, he saw Mrs. Elmore
and Miss Mayhew receiving the adieux of a distinguished-looking
man in the Austrian uniform. The officer had
brought his heels together in the conventional manner,
and with his cap in his right hand, while his left
rested on the hilt of his sword, and pressed it down,
he was bowing from the hips. Once, twice, and
he was gone.
The ladies came down the calle
with rapid steps and flushed faces, and Elmore let
them in. His wife whispered as she brushed by
his elbow, “I want to speak with you instantly,
Owen. Well, now!” she added, when they
were alone in their own room and she had shut the door,
“what do you say now?”
“What do I say now, Celia?”
retorted Elmore, with just indignation. “It
seems to me that it is for you to say something-or
nothing.”
“Why, you brought it on us.”
Elmore merely glanced at his wife,
and did not speak, for this passed all force of language.
“Didn’t you see me looking
at you when I spoke of going out in a gondola, at
breakfast?”
“Yes.”
“What did you suppose I meant?”
“I didn’t know.”
“When I was trying to make you
understand that if we took a gondola we could go and
come without being seen! Lily had to do
her shopping. But if you chose to run off on
some interpretation of your own, was I to blame,
I should like to know? No, indeed! You won’t
get me to admit it, Owen.”
Elmore continued inarticulate, but
he made a low, miserable sibillation between his set
teeth.
“Such presumption, such perfect
audacity I never saw in my life!” cried Mrs.
Elmore, fleetly changing the subject in her own mind,
and leaving her husband to follow her as he could.
“It was outrageous!” Her words were strong,
but she did not really look affronted; and it is hard
to tell what sort of liberty it is that affronts a
woman. It seems to depend a great deal upon the
person who takes the liberty.
“That was the man, I suppose,” said Elmore
quietly.
“Yes, Owen,” answered
his wife, with beautiful candor, “it was.”
Seeing that he remained unaffected by her display
of this virtue, she added, “Don’t you
think he was very handsome?”
“I couldn’t judge, at such a distance.”
“Well, he is perfectly splendid.
And I don’t want you to think he was disrespectful
at all. He wasn’t. He was everything
that was delicate and deferential.”
“Did you ask him to walk home with you?”
Mrs. Elmore remained speechless for
some moments. Then she drew a long breath, and
said firmly: “If you won’t interrupt
me with gratuitous insults, Owen, I will tell you
all about it, and then perhaps you will be ready to
do me justice. I ask nothing more.”
She waited for his contrition, but proceeded without
it, in a somewhat meeker strain: “Lily
couldn’t get her things at Pazienti’s,
and we had to go to the Merceria for them. Then
of course the nearest way home was through St. Mark’s
Square. I made Lily go on the Florian side, so
as to avoid the officers who were sitting at the Quadri,
and we had got through the square and past San Moise,
as far as the Stadt Gratz. I had never thought
of how the officers frequented the Stadt Gratz, but
there we met a most magnificent creature, and I had
just said, ‘What a splendid officer!’
when she gave a sort of stop and he gave a sort of
stop, and bowed very low, and she whispered, ‘It’s
my officer.’ I didn’t dream of his
joining us, and I don’t think he did, at first;
but after he took a second look at Lily, it really
seemed as if he couldn’t help it. He asked
if he might join us, and I didn’t say anything.”
“Didn’t say anything!”
“No! How could I refuse,
in so many words? And I was frightened and confused,
any way. He asked if we were going to the music
in the Giardini Pubblici; and I said No, that
Miss Mayhew was not going into society in Venice,
but was merely here for her health. That’s
all there is of it. Now do you blame me, Owen?”
“No.”
“Do you blame her?”
“No.”
“Well, I don’t see how he was to
blame.”
“The transaction was a little
irregular, but it was highly creditable to all parties
concerned.”
Mrs. Elmore grew still meeker under
this irony. Indignation and censure she would
have known how to meet; but his quiet perplexed her:
she did not know what might not be coming. “Lily
scarcely spoke to him,” she pursued, “and
I was very cold. I spoke to him in German.”
“Is German a particularly repellent tongue?”
“No. But I was determined
he should get no hold upon us. He was very polite
and very respectful, as I said, but I didn’t
give him an atom of encouragement; I saw that he was
dying to be asked to call, but I parted from him very
stiffly.”
“Is it possible?”
“Owen, what is there
so wrong about it all? He’s clearly fascinated
with her; and as the matter stood, he had no hope of
seeing her or speaking with her except on the street.
Perhaps he didn’t know it was wrong,-or
didn’t realize it.”
“I dare say.”
“What else could the poor fellow
have done? There he was! He had stayed over
a day, and laid himself open to arrest, on the bare
chance-one in a hundred-of seeing
Lily; and when he did see her, what was he to do?”
“Obviously, to join her and walk home with her.”
“You are too bad, Owen!
Suppose it had been one of our own poor boys?
He looked like an American.”
“He didn’t behave like
one. One of ‘our own poor boys,’ as
you call them, would have been as far as possible
from thrusting himself upon you. He would have
had too much reverence for you, too much self-respect,
too much pride.”
“What has pride to do with such
things, my dear? I think he acted very naturally.
He acted upon impulse. I’m sure you’re
always crying out against the restraints and conventionalities
between young people, over here; and now, when a European
does do a simple, unaffected thing-”
Elmore made a gesture of impatience.
“This fellow has presumed upon your being Americans-on
your ignorance of the customs here-to take
a liberty that he would not have dreamed of taking
with Italian or German ladies. He has shown himself
no gentleman.”
“Now there you are very much
mistaken, Owen. That’s what I thought when
Lily first told me about his speaking to her in the
cars, and I was very much prejudiced against him;
but when I saw him to-day, I must say that I felt
that I had been wrong. He is a gentleman; but-he
is desperate.”
“Oh, indeed!”
“Yes,” said Mrs. Elmore,
shrinking a little under her husband’s sarcastic
tone. “Why, Owen,” she pleaded, “can’t
you see anything romantic in it?”
“I see nothing but a vulgar
impertinence in it. I see it from his standpoint
as an adventure, to be bragged of and laughed over
at the mess-table and the caffè. I’m
going to put a stop to it.”
Mrs. Elmore looked daunted and a little
bewildered. “Well, Owen,” she said,
“I put the affair entirely in your hands.”
Elmore never could decide upon just
what theory his wife had acted; he had to rest upon
the fact, already known to him, of her perfect truth
and conscientiousness, and his perception that even
in a good woman the passion for manoeuvring and intrigue
may approach the point at which men commit forgery.
He now saw her quelled and submissive; but he was by
no means sure that she looked at the affair as he did,
or that she voluntarily acquiesced.
“All that I ask is that you
won’t do anything that you’ll regret afterward.
And as for putting a stop to it, I fancy it’s
put a stop to already. He’s going back
to Peschiera this afternoon, and that’ll probably
be the last of him.”
“Very well,” said Elmore,
“if that is the last of him, I ask nothing better.
I certainly have no wish to take any steps in the matter.”
But he went out of the house very
unhappy and greatly perplexed. He thought at
first of going to the Stadt Gratz, where Captain Ehrhardt
was probably staying for the tap of Vienna beer peculiar
to that hostelry, and of inquiring him out, and requesting
him to discontinue his attentions; but this course,
upon reflection, was less high-handed than comported
with his present mood, and he turned aside to seek
advice of his consul. He found Mr. Hoskins in
the best humor for backing his quarrel. He had
just received a second dispatch from Turin, stating
that the rumor of the approaching visit of the Alabama
was unfounded; and he was thus left with a force of
unexpended belligerence on his hands which he was
glad to contribute to the defence of Mr. Elmore’s
family from the pursuit of this Austrian officer.
“This is a very simple affair,
Mr. Elmore,”-he usually said “Elmore,”
but in his haughty frame of mind, he naturally threw
something more of state into their intercourse,-“a
very simple affair, fortunately. All that I have
to do is to call on the military governor, and state
the facts of the case, and this fellow will get his
orders quietly and definitively. This
war has sapped our influence in Europe,-there’s
no doubt of it; but I think it’s a pity if an
American family living in this city can’t be
safe from molestation; and if it can’t, I want
to know the reason why.”
This language was very acceptable
to Elmore, and he thanked the consul. At the
same time he felt his own resentment moderated, and
he said, “I’m willing to let the matter
rest if he goes away this afternoon.”
“Oh, of course,” Hoskins
assented, “if he clears out, that’s the
end of it. I’ll look in to-morrow, and
see how you’re getting along.”
“Don’t-don’t
give them the impression that I’ve-profited
by your kindness,” suggested Elmore at parting.
“You haven’t yet. I only hope you
may have the chance.”
“Thank you; I don’t think I do.”
Elmore took a long walk, and returned
home tranquillized and clarified as to the situation.
Since it could be terminated without difficulty and
without scandal in the way Hoskins had explained, he
was not unwilling to see a certain poetry in it.
He could not repress a degree of sympathy with the
bold young fellow who had overstepped the conventional
proprieties in the ardor of a romantic impulse, and
he could see how this very boldness, while it had
a terror, would have a charm for a young girl.
There was no necessity, except for the purpose of holding
Mrs. Elmore in check, to look at it in an ugly light.
Perhaps the officer had inferred from Lily’s
innocent frankness of manner that this sort of approach
was permissible with Americans, and was not amusing
himself with the adventure, but was in love in earnest.
Elmore could allow himself this view of a case which
he had so completely in his own hands; and he was
sensible of a sort of pleasure in the novel responsibility
thrown upon him. Few men at his age were called
upon to stand in the place of a parent to a young
girl, to intervene in her affairs, and to decide who
was and who was not a proper person to pretend to
her acquaintance.
Feeling so secure in his right, he
rebelled against the restraint he had proposed to
himself, and at dinner he invited the ladies to go
to the opera with him. He chose to show himself
in public with them, and to check any impression that
they were without due protection. As usual, the
pit was full of officers, and between the acts they
all rose, as usual, and faced the boxes, which they
perused through their lorgnettes till the bell
rang for the curtain to rise. But Mrs. Elmore,
having touched his arm to attract his notice, instructed
him, by a slow turning of her head, that Captain Ehrhardt
was not there. After that he undoubtedly breathed
freer, and, in the relaxation from his sense of bravado,
he enjoyed the last acts of the opera more than the
first. Miss Mayhew showed no disappointment; and
she bore herself with so much grace and dignity, and
yet so evidently impressed every one with her beauty,
that he was proud of having her in charge. He
began himself to see that she was pretty.
The next day was Sunday, and in going
to church they missed a call from Hoskins, whom Elmore
felt bound to visit the following morning on his way
to the library, and inform of his belief that the enemy
had quitted Venice, and that the whole affair was
probably at an end. He was strengthened in this
opinion by Mrs. Elmore’s fear that she might
have been colder than she supposed; she hoped that
she had not hurt the poor young fellow’s feelings;
and now that he was gone, and safely out of the way,
Elmore hoped so too.
On his return from the library, his
wife met him with an air of mystery before which his
heart sank. “Owen,” she said, “Lily
has a letter.”
“Not bad news from home, Celia!”
“No; a letter which she wishes
to show you. It has just come. As I don’t
wish to influence you, I would rather not be present.”
Mrs. Elmore slipped out of the room, and Miss Mayhew
glided gravely in, holding an open note in her hand,
and looking into Elmore’s eyes with a certain
unfathomable candor, of which she had the secret.
“Here,” she said, “is
a letter which I think you ought to see at once, Professor
Elmore”; and she gave him the note with an air
of unconcern, which he afterward recalled without
being able to determine whether it was real indifference
or only the calm resulting from the transfer of the
whole responsibility to him. She stood looking
at him while he read:
MISS,
In this evening I am just arrived from
Venise, 4 hours afterwards I have had the fortune
to see you and to speake with you-and to
favorite me of your gentil acquaintanceship
at rail-away. I never forgeet the moments
I have seen you. Your pretty and nice figure
had attached my heard so much, that I deserted
in the hopiness to see you at Venise. And
I was so lukely to speak with you cut too short,
and in the possibility to understand all. I wished
to go also in this Sonday to Venise, but I am
sory that I cannot, beaucause I must feeled now
the consequences of the desertation. Pray
Miss to agree the assurance of my lov, and perhaps
I will be so lukely to receive a notice from
you Miss if I can hop a little (hapiness) sympathie.
Très humble
E.
VON EHRHARDT.
Elmore was not destitute of the national
sense of humor; but he read this letter not only without
amusement in its English, but with intense bitterness
and renewed alarm. It appeared to him that the
willingness of the ladies to put the affair in his
hands had not strongly manifested itself till it had
quite passed their own control, and had become a most
embarrassing difficulty,-when, in fact,
it was no longer a merit in them to confide it to
him. In the resentment of that moment, his suspicions
even accused his wife of desiring, from idle curiosity
and sentiment, the accidental meeting which had resulted
in this fresh aggression.
“Why did you show me this letter?” he
asked harshly.
“Mrs. Elmore told me to do so,” Lily answered.
“Did you wish me to see it?”
“I don’t suppose I wished
you to see it: I thought you ought to see it.”
Elmore felt himself relenting a little.
“What do you want done about it?” he asked
more gently.
“That is what I wished you to tell me,”
replied the girl.
“I can’t tell you what
you wish me to do, but I can tell you this, Miss Mayhew:
this man’s behavior is totally irregular.
He would not think of writing to an Italian or German
girl in this way. If he desired to-to-pay
attention to her, he would write to her father.”
“Yes, that’s what Mrs.
Elmore said. She said she supposed he must think
it was the American way.”
“Mrs. Elmore,” began her
husband; but he arrested himself there, and said,
“Very well. I want to know what I am to
do. I want your full and explicit authority before
I act. We will dismiss the fact of irregularity.
We will suppose that it is fit and becoming for a
gentleman who has twice met a young lady by accident-or
once by accident, and once by his own insistence-to
write to her. Do you wish to continue the correspondence?”
“No.”
Elmore looked into the eyes which
dwelt full upon him, and, though they were clear as
the windows of heaven, he hesitated. “I
must do what you say, no matter what you mean,
you know?”
“I mean what I say.”
“Perhaps,” he suggested,
“you would prefer to return him this letter
with a few lines on your card.”
“No. I should like him
to know that I have shown it to you. I should
think it a liberty for an American to write to me in
that way after such a short acquaintance, and I don’t
see why I should tolerate it from a foreigner, though
I suppose their customs are different.”
“Then you wish me to write to him?”
“Yes.”
“And make an end of the matter, once for all?”
“Yes-”
“Very well, then.” Elmore sat down
at once, and wrote:-
SIR,-Miss Mayhew has handed
me your note of yesterday, and begs me to express
her very great surprise that you should have ventured
to address her. She desires me also to add
that you will consider at an end whatever acquaintance
you suppose yourself to have formed with her.
Your
obedient servant,
OWEN
ELMORE.
He handed the note to Lily. “Yes,
that will do,” she said, in a low, steady voice.
She drew a deep breath, and, laying the letter softly
down, went out of the room into Mrs. Elmore’s.
Elmore had not had time to kindle
his sealing-wax when his wife appeared swiftly upon
the scene.
“I want to see what you have written, Owen,”
she said.
“Don’t talk to me, Celia,”
he replied, thrusting the wax into the candle-light.
“You have put this affair entirely in my hands,
and Lily approves of what I have written. I am
sick of the thing, and I don’t want any more
talk about it.”
“I must see it,”
said Mrs. Elmore, with finality, and possessed herself
of the note. She ran it through, and then flung
it on the table and dropped into a chair, while the
tears started to her eyes. “What a cold,
cutting, merciless letter!” she cried.
“I hope he will think so,”
said Elmore, gathering it up from the table, and sealing
it securely in its envelope.
“You’re not going to send it!”
exclaimed his wife.
“Yes, I am.”
“I didn’t suppose you could be so heartless.”
“Very well, then, I won’t
send it,” said Elmore. “I put the
affair in your hands. What are you going
to do about it?”
“Nonsense!”
“On the contrary, I’m
perfectly serious. I don’t see why you shouldn’t
manage the business. The gentleman is an acquaintance
of yours. I don’t know him.”
Elmore rose and put his hands in his pockets.
“What do you intend to do? Do you like
this clandestine sort of thing to go on? I dare
say the fellow only wishes to amuse himself by a flirtation
with a pretty American. But the question is whether
you wish him to do so. I’m willing to lay
his conduct to a misunderstanding of our customs, and
to suppose that he thinks this is the way Americans
do. I take the matter at its best: he speaks
to Lily on the train without an introduction; he joins
you in your walk without invitation; he writes to her
without leave, and proposes to get up a correspondence.
It is all perfectly right and proper, and will appear
so to Lily’s friends when they hear of it.
But I’m curious to know how you’re going
to manage the sequel. Do you wish the affair
to go on, and how long do you wish it to go on?”
“You know very well that I don’t wish
it to go on.”
“Then you wish it broken off?”
“Of course I do.”
“How?”
“I think there is such a thing
as acting kindly and considerately. I don’t
see anything in Captain Ehrhardt’s conduct that
calls for savage treatment,” said Mrs.
Elmore.
“You would like to have him
stopped, but stopped gradually. Well, I don’t
wish to be savage, either, and I will act upon any
suggestion of yours. I want Lily’s people
to feel that we managed not only wisely but humanely
in checking a man who was resolved to force his acquaintance
upon her.”
Mrs. Elmore thought a long while.
Then she said: “Why, of course, Owen, you’re
right about it. There is no other way.
There couldn’t be any kindness in checking him
gradually. But I wish,” she added sorrowfully,
“that he had not been such a complete
goose; and then we could have done something with
him.”
“I am obliged to him for the
perfection which you regret, my dear. If he had
been less complete, he would have been much harder
to manage.”
“Well,” said Mrs. Elmore,
rising, “I shall always say that he meant well.
But send the letter.”
Her husband did not wait for a second
bidding. He carried it himself to the general
post-office that there might be no mistake and no delay
about it; and a man who believed that he had a feeling
and tender heart experienced a barbarous joy in the
infliction of this pitiless snub. I do not say
that it would not have been different if he had trusted
at all in the sincerity of Captain Ehrhardt’s
passion; but he was glad to discredit it. A misgiving
to the other effect would have complicated the matter.
But now he was perfectly free to disembarrass himself
of a trouble which had so seriously threatened his
peace. He was responsible to Miss Mayhew’s
family, and Mrs. Elmore herself could not say, then
or afterward, that there was any other way open to
him. I will not contend that his motives were
wholly unselfish. No doubt a sense of personal
annoyance, of offended decorum, of wounded respectability,
qualified the zeal for Miss Mayhew’s good which
prompted him. He was still a young and inexperienced
man, confronted with a strange perplexity: he
did the best he could, and I suppose it was the best
that could be done. At any rate, he had no regrets,
and he went cheerfully about the work of interesting
Miss Mayhew in the monuments and memories of the city.
Since the decisive blow had been struck,
the ladies seemed to share his relief. The pursuit
of Captain Ehrhardt, while it flattered, might well
have alarmed, and the loss of a not unpleasant excitement
was made good by a sense of perfect security.
Whatever repining Miss Mayhew indulged was secret,
or confided solely to Mrs. Elmore. To Elmore himself
she appeared in better spirits than at first, or at
least in a more equable frame of mind. To be
sure, he did not notice very particularly. He
took her to the places and told her the things that
she ought to be interested in, and he conceived a
better opinion of her mind from the quick intelligence
with which she entered into his own feelings in regard
to them, though he never could see any evidence of
the over-study for which she had been taken from school.
He made her, like Mrs. Elmore, the partner of his
historical researches; he read his notes to both of
them now; and when his wife was prevented from accompanying
him, he went with Lily alone to visit the scenes of
such events as his researches concerned, and to fill
his mind with the local color which he believed would
give life and character to his studies of the past.
They also went often to the theatre; and, though Lily
could not understand the plays, she professed to be
entertained, and she had a grateful appreciation of
all his efforts in her behalf that amply repaid him.
He grew fond of her society; he took a childish pleasure
in having people in the streets turn and glance at
the handsome girl by his side, of whose beauty and
stylishness he became aware through the admiration
looked over the shoulders of the Austrians, and openly
spoken by the Italian populace. It did not occur
to him that she might not enjoy the growth of their
acquaintance in equal degree, that she fatigued herself
with the appreciation of the memorable and the beautiful,
and that she found these long rambles rather dull.
He was a man of little conversation; and, unless Mrs.
Elmore was of the company, Miss Mayhew pursued his
pleasures for the most part in silence. One evening,
at the end of the week, his wife asked, “Why
do you always take Lily through the Piazza on the
side farthest from where the officers sit? Are
you afraid of her meeting Captain Ehrhardt?”
“Oh, no! I consider the
Ehrhardt business settled. But you know the Italians
never walk on the officers’ side.”
“You are not an Italian.
What do you gain by flattering them up? I should
think you might suppose a young girl had some curiosity.”
“I do; and I do everything I
can to gratify her curiosity. I went to San
Pietro di Castello to-day, to show her
where the Brides of Venice were stolen.”
“The oldest and dirtiest part
of the city! What could the child care
for the Brides of Venice? Now be reasonable, Owen!”
“It’s a romantic story.
I thought girls liked such things,-about
getting married.”
“And that’s the reason
you took her yesterday to show her the Bucentaur that
the doges wedded the Adriatic in! Well, what
was your idea in going with her to the Cemetery of
San Michele?”
“I thought she would be interested.
I had never been there before myself, and I thought
it would be a good opportunity to verify a passage
I was at work on. We always show people the cemetery
at home.”
“That was considerate.
And why did you go to Canarregio on Wednesday?”
“I wished her to see the statue
of Sior Antonio Rioba; you know it was the Venetian
Pasquino in the Revolution of ’48-”
“Charming!”
“And the Campo di Giustizia,
where the executions used to take place.”
“Delightful!”
“And-and-the house of
Tintoretto,” faltered Elmore.
“Delicious! She cares so
much for Tintoretto! And you’ve been with
her to the Jewish burying-ground at the Lido, and
the Spanish synagogue in the Ghetto, and the fish-market
at the Rialto, and you’ve shown her the house
of Othello and the house of Desdemona, and the prisons
in the ducal palace; and three nights you’ve
taken us to the Piazza as soon as the Austrian band
stopped playing, and all the interesting promenading
was over, and those stuffy old Italians began to come
to the caffes. Well, I can tell you that’s
no way to amuse a young girl. We must do something
for her, or she will die. She has come here from
a country where girls have always had the best time
in the world, and where the times are livelier now
than they ever were, with all this excitement of the
war going on; and here she is dropped down in the midst
of this absolute deadness: no calls, no picnics,
no parties, no dances-nothing! We
must do something for her.”
“Shall we give her a ball?”
asked Elmore, looking round the pretty little apartment.
“There’s nothing going
on among the Italians. But you might get us invited
to the German Casino.”
“I dare say. But I will not do that.”
“Then we could go to the Luogotenenza,
to the receptions. Mr. Hoskins could call with
us, and they would send us cards.”
“That would make us simply odious
to the Venetians, and our house would be thronged
with officers. What I’ve seen of them doesn’t
make me particularly anxious for the honor of their
further acquaintance.”
“Well, I don’t ask you
to do any of these things,” said Mrs. Elmore,
who had, in fact, mentioned them with the intention
of insisting upon an abated claim. “But
I think you might go and dine at one of the
hotels-at the Danieli-instead
of that Italian restaurant; and then Lily could see
somebody at the table d’hote, and not simply
perish of despair.”
“I-I didn’t suppose it was
so bad as that,” said Elmore.
“Why, of course, she hasn’t
said anything,-she’s far too well-bred
for that; but I can tell from my own feelings how
she must suffer. I have you, Owen,” she
said tenderly, “but Lily has nobody.
She has gone through this Ehrhardt business so well
that I think we ought to do all we can to divert her
mind.”
“Well, now, Celia, you see the
difficulty of our position,-the nature
of the responsibility we have assumed. How are
we possibly, here in Venice, to divert the mind of
a young lady fresh from the parties and picnics of
Patmos?”
“We can go and dine at the Danieli,” replied
Mrs. Elmore.
“Very well, let us go, then.
But she will learn no Italian there. She will
hear nothing but English from the travellers and bad
French from the waiters; while at our restaurant-”
“Pshaw!” cried Mrs. Elmore,
“what does Lily care for Italian? I’m
sure I never want to hear another word of it.”
At this desperate admission, Elmore
quite gave way; he went to the Danieli the next morning,
and arranged to begin dining there that day.
There is no denying that Miss Mayhew showed an enthusiasm
in prospect of the change that even the sight of the
pillar to which Foscarini was hanged head downwards
for treason to the Republic had not evoked. She
made herself look very pretty, and she was visibly
an impression at the table d’hote when she sat
down there. Elmore had found places opposite
an elderly lady and quite a young gentleman, of English
speech, but of not very English effect otherwise,
who bowed to Lily in acknowledgment of some former
meeting. The old lady said, “So you’ve
reached Venice at last? I’m very pleased,
for your sake,” as if at some point of the progress
thither she had been privy to anxieties of Lily about
arriving at her destination; and, in fact, they had
been in the same hotels at Marseilles and Genoa.
The young gentleman said nothing, but he looked at
Lily throughout the dinner, and seemed to take his
eyes from her only when she glanced at him; then he
dropped his gaze to his neglected plate and blushed.
When they left the table, he made haste to join the
Elmores in the reading-room, where he contrived, with
creditable skill, to get Lily apart from them for
the examination of an illustrated newspaper, at which
neither of them looked; they remained chatting and
laughing over it in entire irrelevancy till the elderly
lady rose and said, “Herbert, Herbert!
I am ready to go now,” upon which he did not
seem at all so, but went submissively.
“Who are those people, Lily?”
asked Mrs. Elmore, as they walked towards Florian’s
for their after-dinner coffee. The Austrian band
was playing in the centre of the Piazza, and the tall,
blond German officers promenaded back and forth with
dark Hungarian women, who looked each like a princess
of her race. The lights glittered upon them, and
on the brilliant groups spread fan-wise out into the
Piazza before the caffes; the scene seemed to shake
and waver in the splendor, like something painted.
“Oh, their name is Andersen,
or something like that; and they’re from Helgoland,
or some such place. I saw them first in Paris,
but we didn’t speak till we got to Marseilles.
That’s his aunt; they’re English subjects,
someway; and he’s got an appointment in the civil
service-I think he called it-in
India, and he doesn’t want to go; and I told
him he ought to go to America. That’s what
I tell all these Europeans.”
“It’s the best advice for them,”
said Mrs. Elmore.
“They don’t seem in any
great haste to act upon it,” laughed Miss Mayhew.
“Who was the red-faced young man that seemed
to know you, and stared so?”
“That’s an English artist
who is staying here. He has a curious name,-Rose-Black;
and he is the most impudent and pushing man in the
world. I wouldn’t introduce him, because
I saw he was just dying for it.”
Miss Mayhew laughed, as she laughed
at everything, not because she was amused, but because
she was happy; this childlike gayety of heart was
great part of her charm.
Elmore had quieted his scruples as
a good Venetian by coming inside of the caffè
while the band played, instead of sitting outside with
the bad patriots; but he put the ladies next the window,
and so they were not altogether sacrificed to his
sympathy with the dimostrazione.
VII.
The next morning Elmore was called
from his bed-at no very early hour, it
must be owned, but at least before a nine o’clock
breakfast-to see a gentleman who was waiting
in the parlor. He dressed hurriedly, with a thousand
exciting speculations in his mind, and found Mr. Rose-Black
looking from the balcony window. “You have
a pleasant position here,” he said easily, as
he turned about to meet Elmore’s look of indignant
demand. “I’ve come to ask all about
our friends the Andersens.”
“I don’t know anything
about them,” answered Elmore. “I never
saw them before.”
“Aoeh!” said the painter.
Elmore had not invited him to sit down, but now he
dropped into a chair, with the air of asking Elmore
to explain himself. “The young lady of
your party seemed to know them. How uncommonly
pretty all your American young girls are! But
I’m told they fade very soon. I should
like to make up a picnic party with you all for the
Lido.”
“Thank you,” replied Elmore
stiffly. “Miss Mayhew has seen the Lido.”
“Aoeh! That’s her
name. It’s a pretty name.” He
looked through the open door into the dining-room,
where the table was set for breakfast, with the usual
water-goblet at each plate. “I see you have
beer for breakfast. There’s nothing so
nice, you know. Would you-would you
mind giving me a glahs?”
Through an undefined sense of the
duties of hospitality, Elmore was surprised by this
impudence into sending out to the next caffè for
a pitcher of beer. Rose-Black poured himself
out one glass and another till he had emptied the
pitcher, conversing affably meanwhile with his silent
host.
“Why didn’t you
turn him out of doors?” demanded Mrs. Elmore,
as soon as the painter’s departure allowed her
to slip from the closed door behind which she had
been imprisoned in her room.
“I did everything but
that,” replied her husband, whom this interview
had saddened more than it had angered.
“You sent out for beer for him!”
“I didn’t know but it
might make him sick. Really, the thing is incredible.
I think the man is cracked.”
“He is an Englishman, and he
thinks he can take any kind of liberty with us because
we are Americans.”
“That seems to be the prevalent
impression among all the European nationalities,”
said Elmore. “Let’s drop him for the
present, and try to be more brutal in the future.”
Mrs. Elmore, so far from dropping
him, turned to Lily, who entered at that moment, and
recounted the extraordinary adventure of the morning,
which scarcely needed the embellishment of her fancy;
it was not really a gallon of beer, but a quart, that
Mr. Rose-Black had drunk. She enlarged upon previous
aggressions of his, and said finally that they had
to thank Mr. Ferris for his acquaintance.
“Ferris couldn’t help
himself,” said Elmore. “He apologized
to me afterward. The man got him into a corner.
But he warned us about him as soon he could.
And Rose-Black would have made our acquaintance, any
way. I believe he’s crazy.”
“I don’t see how that helps the matter.”
“It helps to explain it,”
concluded Elmore, with a sigh. “We can’t
refer everything to our being American lambs, and
his being a ravening European wolf.”
“Of course he came round to
find out about Lily,” said Mrs. Elmore.
“The Andersens were a mere blind.”
“Oh, Mrs. Elmore!” cried Lily in deprecation.
The bell jangled. “That is the postman,”
said Mrs. Elmore.
There was a home-letter for Lily,
and one from Lily’s sister enclosed to Mrs.
Elmore. The ladies rent them open, and lost themselves
in the cross-written pages; and neither of them saw
the dismay with which Elmore looked at the handwriting
of the envelope addressed to him. His wife vaguely
knew that he had a letter, and meant to ask him for
it as soon as she should have finished her own.
When she glanced at him again, he was staring at the
smiling face of Miss Mayhew, as she read her letter,
with the wild regard of one who sees another in mortal
peril, and can do nothing to avert the coming doom,
but must dumbly await the catastrophe.
“What is it, Owen?” asked his wife in
a low voice.
He started from his trance, and struggled
to answer quietly. “I’ve a letter
here which I suppose I’d better show to you first.”
They rose and went into the next room,
Miss Mayhew following them with a bright, absent look,
and then dropping her eyes again to her letter.
Elmore put the note he had received
into his wife’s hands without a word.
SIR,-My position permitted
me to take a woman. I am a soldier, but I
am an engineer-operateous, and I can exercise
wherever my profession in the civil life.
I have seen Miss Mayhew, and I have great sympathie
for she. I think I will be lukely with her, if
Miss Mayhew would be of the same intention of
me.
If you believe, Sir, that my open and
realy proposition will not offendere Miss
Mayhew, pray to handed to her this note. Pray
sir to excuse me the liberty to fatigue you,
and to go over with silence if you would be of
another intention.
Your
obedient servant,
E.
VON EHRHARDT.
Mrs. Elmore folded the letter carefully
up and returned it to her husband. If he had
perhaps dreaded some triumphant outburst from her,
he ought to have been content with the thoroughly
daunted look which she lifted to his, and the silence
in which she suffered him to do justice to the writer.
“This is the letter of a gentleman, Celia,”
he said.
“Yes,” she responded faintly.
“It puts another complexion on the affair entirely.”
“Yes. Why did he wait a whole week?”
she added.
“It is a serious matter with
him. He had a right to take time for thinking
it over.” Elmore looked at the date of the
Peschiera postmark, and then at that of Venice on
the back of the envelope. “No, he wrote
at once. This has been kept in the Venetian office,
and probably read there by the authorities.”
His wife did not heed the conjecture.
“He began all wrong,” she grieved.
“Why couldn’t he have behaved sensibly?”
“We must look at it from another
point of view now,” replied Elmore. “He
has repaired his error by this letter.”
“No, no; he hasn’t.”
“The question is now what to
do about the changed situation. This is an offer
of marriage. It comes in the proper way.
It’s a very sincere and manly letter. The
man has counted the whole cost: he’s ready
to leave the army and go to America, if she says so.
He’s in love. How can she refuse him?”
“Perhaps she isn’t in love with him,”
said Mrs. Elmore.
“Oh! That’s true. I hadn’t
thought of that. Then it’s very simple.”
“But I don’t know that she isn’t,”
murmured Mrs. Elmore.
“Well, ask her.”
“How could she tell?”
“How could she tell?”
“Yes. Do you suppose a
child like that can know her own mind in an instant?”
“I should think she could.”
“Well, she couldn’t.
She liked the excitement,-the romanticality
of it; but she doesn’t know any more than you
or I whether she cares for him. I don’t
suppose marriage with anybody has ever seriously entered
her head yet.”
“It will have to do so now,”
said Elmore firmly. “There’s no help
for it.”
“I think the American plan is
much better,” pouted Mrs. Elmore. “It’s
horrid to know that a man’s in love with you,
and wants to marry you, from the very start.
Of course it makes you hate him.”
“I dare say the American plan
is better in this as in most other things. But
we can’t discuss abstractions, Celia. We
must come down to business. What are we to do?”
“I don’t know.”
“We must submit the question to her.”
“To that innocent, unsuspecting little thing?
Never!” cried Mrs. Elmore.
“Then we must decide it, as
he seems to expect we may, without reference to her,”
said her husband.
“No, that won’t do.
Let me think.” Mrs. Elmore thought to so
little purpose that she left the word to her husband
again.
“You see we must lay the matter before her.”
“Couldn’t-couldn’t
we let him come to see us awhile? Couldn’t
we explain our ways to him, and allow him to pay her
attentions without letting her know about this letter?”
“I’m afraid he wouldn’t
understand,-that we couldn’t make
it clear to him,” said Elmore. “If
we invited him to the house he would consider it as
an acceptance. He wants a categorical answer,
and he has a right to it. It would be no kindness
to a man with his ideas to take him on probation.
He has behaved honorably, and we’re bound to
consider him.”
“Oh, I don’t think he’s
done anything so very great,” said Mrs. Elmore,
with that disposition we all have to disparage those
who put us in difficulties.
“He’s done everything
he could do,” said Elmore. “Shall
I speak to Miss Mayhew?”
“No, you had better let me,”
sighed his wife. “I suppose we must.
But I think it’s horrid! Everything could
have gone on so nicely if he hadn’t been so
impatient from the beginning. Of course she won’t
have him now. She will be scared, and that will
be the end of it.”
“I think you ought to be just
to him, Celia. I can’t help feeling for
him. He has thrown himself upon our mercy, and
he has a claim to right and thoughtful treatment.”
“She won’t have anything to do with him.
You’ll see.”
“I shall be very glad of that,” Elmore
began.
“Why should you be glad of it?”
demanded his wife.
He laughed. “I think I
can safely leave his case in your hands. Don’t
go to the other extreme. If she married a German,
he would let her black his boots,-like
that general in Munich.”
“Who is talking of marriage?” retorted
Mrs. Elmore.
“Captain Ehrhardt and I. That’s
what it comes to; and it can’t come to anything
else. I like his courage in writing English, and
it’s wonderful how he hammers his meaning into
it. ‘Lukely’ isn’t bad, is it?
And ’my position permitted me to take a woman’-I
suppose he means that he has money enough to marry
on-is delicious. Upon my word, I have
a good deal of sympathie for he!”
“For shame, Owen! It’s wicked to
make fun of his English.”
“My dear, I respect him for
writing in English. The whole letter is touchingly
brave and fine. Confound him! I wish I had
never heard of him. What does he come bothering
across my path for?”
“Oh, don’t feel that way about it, Owen!”
cried his wife. “It’s cruel.”
“I don’t. I wish
to treat him in the most generous manner; after all,
it isn’t his fault. But you must allow,
Celia, that it’s very annoying and extremely
perplexing. We can’t make up Miss Mayhew’s
mind for her. Even if we found out that she liked
him, it would be only the beginning of our troubles.
We’ve no right to give her away in marriage,
or let her involve her affections here. But be
judicious, Celia.”
“It’s easy enough to say that!”
“I’ll be back in an hour,”
said Elmore. “I’m going to the Square.
We mustn’t lose time.”
As he passed out through the breakfast-room,
Lily was sitting by the window with her letter in
her lap, and a happy smile on her lips. When
he came back she happened to be seated in the same
place; she still had a letter in her lap, but she
was smiling no longer; her face was turned from him
as he entered, and he imagined a wistful droop in that
corner of her mouth which showed on her profile.
But she rose very promptly, and with
a heightened color said, “I am sorry to trouble
you to answer another letter for me, Professor Elmore.
I manage my correspondence at home myself, but here
it seems to be different.”
“It needn’t be different
here, Lily,” said Elmore kindly. “You
can answer all the letters you receive in just the
way you like. We don’t doubt your discretion
in the least. We will abide by any decision of
yours, on any point that concerns yourself.”
“Thank you,” replied the
girl; “but in this case I think you had better
write.” She kept slipping Ehrhardt’s
letter up and down between her thumb and finger against
the palm of her left hand, and delayed giving it to
him, as if she wished him to say something first.
“I suppose you and Celia have talked the matter
over?”
“Yes.”
“And I hope you have determined
upon the course you are going to take, quite uninfluenced?”
“Oh, quite so.”
“I feel bound to tell you,”
said Elmore, “that this gentleman has now done
everything that we could expect of him, and has fully
atoned for any error he committed in making your acquaintance.”
“Yes, I understand that.
Mrs. Elmore thought he might have written because
he saw he had gone too far, and couldn’t think
of any other way out of it.”
“That occurred to me, too, though
I didn’t mention it. But we’re bound
to take the letter on its face, and that’s open
and honorable. Have you made up your mind?”
“Yes.”
“Do you wish for delay? There is no reason
for haste.”
“There’s no reason for
delay, either,” said the girl. Yet she did
not give up the letter, or show any signs of intending
to terminate the interview. “If I had had
more experience, I should know how to act better;
but I must do the best I can, without the experience.
I think that even in a case like this we should try
to do right, don’t you?”
“Yes, above all other cases,” said Elmore,
with a laugh.
She flushed in recognition of her
absurdity. “I mean that we oughtn’t
to let our feelings carry us away. I saw so many
girls carried away by their feelings, when the first
regiments went off, that I got a horror of it.
I think it’s wicked: it deceives both; and
then you don’t know how to break the engagement
afterward.”
“You’re quite right, Lily,”
said Elmore, with a rising respect for the girl.
“Professor Elmore, can you believe
that, with all the attentions I’ve had, I’ve
never seriously thought of getting married as the end
of it all?” she asked, looking him freely in
the eyes.
“I can’t understand it,-no
man could, I suppose,-but I do believe it.
Mrs. Elmore has often told me the same thing.”
“And this-letter-it-means
marriage.”
“That and nothing else.
The man who wrote it would consider himself cruelly
wronged if you accepted his attentions without the
distinct purpose of marrying him.”
She drew a deep breath. “I
shall have to ask you to write a refusal for me.”
But still she did not give him the letter.
“Have you made up your mind to that?”
“I can’t make up my mind to anything else.”
Elmore walked unhappily back and forth
across the room. “I have seen something
of international marriages since I’ve been in
Europe,” he said. “Sometimes they
succeed; but generally they’re wretched failures.
The barriers of different race, language, education,
religion,-they’re terrible barriers.
It’s very hard for a man and woman to understand
each other at the best; with these differences added,
it’s almost a hopeless case.”
“Yes; that’s what Mrs. Elmore said.”
“And suppose you were married
to an Austrian officer stationed in Italy. You
would have no society outside of the garrison.
Every other human creature that looked at you would
hate you. And if you were ordered to some of
those half barbaric principalities,-Moldavia
or Wallachia, or into Hungary or Bohemia,-everywhere
your husband would be an instrument for the suppression
of an alien or disaffected population. What a
fate for an American girl!”
“If he were good,” said
the girl, replying in the abstract, “she needn’t
care.”
“If he were good, you needn’t
care. No. And he might leave the Austrian
service, and go with you to America, as he hints.
What could he do there? He might get an appointment
in our army, though that’s not so easy now;
or he might go to Patmos, and live upon your friends
till he found something to do in civil life.”
Lily began a laugh. “Why,
Professor Elmore, I don’t want to marry
him! What in the world are you arguing with me
for?”
“Perhaps to convince myself.
I feel that I oughtn’t to let these considerations
weigh as a feather in the balance if you are at all-at
all-ahem! excuse me!-attached
to him. That, of course, outweighs everything
else.”
“But I’m not!”
cried the girl “How could I be? I’ve
only met him twice. It would be perfectly ridiculous.
I know I’m not. I ought to know
that if I know anything.”
Years afterward it occurred to Elmore,
when he awoke one night, and his mind without any
reason flew back to this period in Venice, that she
might have been referring the point to him for decision.
But now it only seemed to him that she was adding
force to her denial; and he observed nothing hysterical
in the little laugh she gave.
“Well, then, we can’t
have it over too soon. I’ll write now, if
you will give me his letter.”
She put it behind her. “Professor
Elmore,” she said, “I am not going to
have you think that he ever behaved in the least presumingly.
And whatever you think of me, I must tell you that
I suppose I talked very freely with him,-just
as freely, as I should with an American. I didn’t
know any better. He was very interesting, and
I was homesick, and so glad to see any one who could
speak English. I suppose I was a goose; but I
felt very far away from all my friends, and I was grateful
for his kindness. Even if he had never written
this last letter, I should always have said that he
was a true gentleman.”
“Well?”
“That is all. I can’t have him treated
as if he were an adventurer.”
“You want him dismissed?”
“Yes.”
“A man can’t distinguish
as to the terms of a dismissal. They’re
always insolent,-more insolent than ever
if you try to make them kindly. I should merely
make this as short and sharp as possible.”
“Yes,” she said breathlessly, as if the
idea affected her respiration.
“But I will show it to you, and I won’t
send it without your approval.”
“Thank you. But I shall
not want to see it. I’d rather not.”
She was going out of the room.
“Will you leave me his letter? You can
have it again.”
She turned red in giving it him.
“I forgot. Why, it’s written to you,
anyway!” she cried, with a laugh, and put the
letter on the table.
The two doors opened and closed:
one excluded Lily, and the other admitted Mrs. Elmore.
“Owen, I approve of all you
said, except that about the form of the refusal.
I will read what you say. I intend that it shall
be made kindly.”
“Very well. I’ll
copy a letter of yours, or write from your dictation.”
“No; you write it, and I’ll criticise
it.”
“Oh, you talk as if I were eager
to write the letter! Can’t you imagine
it’s being a very painful thing to me?”
he demanded.
“It didn’t seem to be so before.”
“Why, the situation wasn’t the same before
he wrote this letter!”
“I don’t see how.
He was as much in earnest then as he is now, and you
had no pity for him.”
“Oh, my goodness!” cried
Elmore desperately. “Don’t you see
the difference? He hadn’t given any proof
before”-
“Oh, proof, proof! You
men are always wanting proof! What better proof
could he have given than the way he followed her about?
Proof, indeed! I suppose you’d like to
have Lily prove that she doesn’t care for him!”
“Yes,” said Elmore sadly,
“I should like very much to have her prove it.”
“Well, you won’t get her
to. What makes you think she does?”
“I don’t. Do you?”
“N-o,” answered Mrs. Elmore reluctantly.
“Celia, Celia, you will drive
me mad if you go on in this way! The girl has
told me, over and over, that she wishes him dismissed.
Why do you think she doesn’t?”
“I don’t. Who hinted
such a thing? But I don’t want you to enjoy
doing it.”
“Enjoy it? So you
think I enjoy it! What do you suppose I’m
made of? Perhaps you think I enjoyed catechizing
the child about her feelings toward him? Perhaps
you think I enjoy the whole confounded affair?
Well, I give it up. I will let it go. If
I can’t have your full and hearty support, I’ll
let it go. I’ll do nothing about it.”
He threw Ehrhardt’s letter on
the table, and went and sat down by the window.
His wife took the letter up and read it over.
“Why, you see he asks you to pass it over in
silence if you don’t consent.”
“Does he?” asked Elmore. “I
hadn’t noticed that.”
“Perhaps you’d better
read some of your letters, Owen, before you answer
them!”
“Really, I had forgotten.
I had forgotten that the letter was written to me
at all. I thought it was to Lily, and she had
got to thinking so too. Well, then, I won’t
do anything about it.” He drew a breath
of relief.
“Perhaps,” suggested his
wife, “he asked that so as to leave himself
some hope if he should happen to meet her again.”
“And we don’t wish him to have any hope.”
Mrs. Elmore was silent.
“Celia,” cried her husband
indignantly, “I can’t have you playing
fast and loose with me in this matter!”
“I suppose I may have time to think?”
she retorted.
“Yes, if you will tell me what
you do think; but that I must know.
It’s a thing too vital in its consequences for
me to act without your full concurrence. I won’t
take another step in it till I know just how far you
have gone with me. If I may judge of what this
man’s influence upon Lily would be by the fact
that he has brought us to the verge of the only real
quarrel we’ve ever had”-
“Who’s quarrelling, Owen?” asked
Mrs. Elmore meekly. “I’m not.”
“Well, well! we won’t
dispute about that. I want to know whether you
thought with me that it was improper for him to address
her in the car?”
“Yes.”
“And still more improper for him to join you
in the street?”
“Yes. But he was very gentlemanly.”
“No matter about that.
You were just as much annoyed as I was by his letter
to her?”
“I don’t know about annoyed. It scared
me.”
“Very well. And you approved of my answering
it as I did?”
“I had nothing to do with it.
I thought you were acting conscientiously. I’ll
say that much.”
“You’ve got to say more.
You have got to say you approved of it; for you know
you did.”
“Oh-approved of it? Yes!”
“That’s all I want.
Now I agree with you that if we pass this letter in
silence, it will leave him with some hope. You
agree with me that in a marriage between an American
girl and an Austrian officer the chances would be
ninety-nine to a hundred against her happiness at the
best.”
“There are a great many unhappy
marriages at home,” said Mrs. Elmore impartially.
“That isn’t the point,
Celia, and you know it. The point is whether you
believe the chances are for or against her in such
a marriage. Do you?”
“Do I what?”
“Agree with me?”
“Yes; but I say they might be very
happy. I shall always say that.”
Elmore flung up his hands in despair.
“Well, then, say what shall be done now.”
This was perhaps just what Mrs. Elmore
did not choose to say. She was silent a long
time,-so long that Elmore said, “But
there’s really no haste about it,” and
took some notes of his history out of a drawer, and
began to look them over, with his back turned to her.
“I never knew anything so heartless!”
she cried. “Owen, this must be attended
to at once! I can’t have it hanging over
me any longer. It will make me sick.”
He turned abruptly round, and, seating
himself at the table, wrote a note, which he pushed
across to her. It acknowledged the receipt of
Captain von Ehrhardt’s letter, and expressed
Miss Mayhew’s feeling that there was nothing
in it to change her wish that the acquaintance should
cease. In after years, the terms of this note
did not always appear to Elmore wisely chosen or humanely
considered; but he stood at bay, and he struck mercilessly.
In spite of the explicit concurrence of both Miss
Mayhew and his wife, he felt as if they were throwing
wholly upon him a responsibility whose fearfulness
he did not then realize. Even in his wife’s
“Send it!” he was aware of a subtile reservation
on her part.
VIII.
Mrs. Elmore and Lily again rose buoyantly
from the conclusive event, but he succumbed to it.
For the delicate and fastidious invalid, keeping his
health evenly from day to day upon the condition of
a free and peaceful mind, the strain had been too
much. He had a bad night, and the next day a
gastric trouble declared itself which kept him in bed
half the week, and left him very weak and tremulous.
His friends did not forget him during this time.
Hoskins came regularly to see him, and supplied his
place at the table d’hote of the Danieli, going
to and fro with the ladies, and efficiently protecting
them from the depredations of the Austrian soldiery.
From Mr. Rose-Black he could not protect them; and
both the ladies amused Elmore with a dramatization
of how the Englishman had boldly outwitted them, and
trampled all their finessing under foot, by simply
walking up to them in the reading-room, and saying,
“This is Miss Mayhew, I suppose,” and
putting himself at once on the footing of an old family
friend. They read to Elmore, and they put his
papers in order, so that he did not know where to
find anything when he got well; but they always came
home from the hotel with some lively gossip, and this
he liked. They professed to recognize an anxiety
on the part of Mr. Andersen’s aunt that his
mind should not be diverted from the civil service
in India by thoughts of young American ladies; but
she sent some delicacies to Elmore, and one day she
even came to call with her nephew, in extreme reluctance
and anxiety as they pretended to him.
The next afternoon the young man called
alone, and Elmore, who was now on foot, received him
in the parlor, before the ladies came in. Mr.
Andersen had a bunch of flowers in one hand, and a
small wooden box containing a little turtle on a salad-leaf
in the other; the poor animals are sold in the Piazza
at Venice for souvenirs of the city, and people often
carry them away. Elmore took the offerings simply,
as he took everything in life, and interpreted them
as an expression, however odd, of Mr. Andersen’s
sympathy with his recent sufferings, of which he gave
him some account; but he practised a decent self-denial,
here, and they were already talking of the weather
when the ladies appeared. He hastened to exhibit
the tokens of Mr. Andersen’s kind remembrance,
and was mystified by the young man’s confusion,
and the impatient, almost contemptuous, air with which
his wife listened to him. Hoskins came in at
that moment to ask about Elmore’s health, and
showed the hostile civility to Andersen which young
men use toward each other in the presence of ladies;
and then, seeing that the latter had secured the place
at Miss Mayhew’s side on the sofa, he limped
to the easy chair near Mrs. Elmore, and fell into
talk with her about Rose-Black’s pictures, which
he had just seen. They were based upon an endeavor
to trace the moral principles believed by Mr. Ruskin
to underlie Venetian art, and they were very queer,
so Hoskins said; he roughly sketched an idea of some
of them on a block he took from his pocket.
Mr. Andersen and Lily went out upon
one of the high-railed balconies that overhung the
canal, and stood there, with their backs to the others.
She seemed to be listening, with averted face, while
he, with his cheek leaning upon one hand and his elbow
resting on the balcony rail, kept a pensive attitude
after they had apparently ceased to speak. Something
in their pose struck the sculptor’s fancy, and
he made a hasty sketch of them, and was showing it
to the Elmores when Lily suddenly descended into the
room again, and, saying something about its being
quite dark, went out, and left Mr. Andersen to make
his adieux to the others. He startled them by
saying that he was to set off for India in the morning,
and he went away very melancholy.
“Well, I don’t know,”
said Hoskins, thoughtfully retouching his sketch,
“that I should feel very lively about going out
to India myself.”
“He seems to be a very affectionate
young fellow,” observed Elmore, “and I’ve
no doubt he will feel the separation from his friends.
But I really don’t know why he should have brought
me a bouquet, and a small turtle in a box, on the
eve of his departure.”
“What?” cried Hoskins,
with a rude guffaw; and when Elmore had showed his
gifts, Hoskins threw back his head and laughed indecently.
His behavior nettled Elmore, and it sent Mrs. Elmore
prematurely out of the room; for, not content with
his explosions of laughter, he continued for some
time to amuse himself by touching up with the point
of his pencil the tail of the turtle which he had
turned out of its box upon the table. At Mrs.
Elmore’s withdrawal he stopped, and presently
said good-night rather soberly.
Then she returned. “Owen,”
she asked sadly, “did you really think these
flowers and that turtle were for you?”
“Why, yes,” he answered.
“Well, I don’t know whether
I wouldn’t almost rather it had been a joke.
I believe that I would rather despise your heart than
your head. Why should Mr. Andersen bring you
flowers and a turtle?”
“Upon my word, I don’t know.”
“They were for Lily! And
your mistake has added another pang to the poor young
fellow’s suffering. She has just refused
him,” she said; and as Elmore continued to glare
blankly at her, she added: “She was refusing
him there on the balcony while that disgusting Mr.
Hoskins was sketching them; and he had his hand up,
that way, because he was crying.”
“This is horrible, Celia!”
cried Elmore. The scent of the flowers lying
on the table seemed to choke him; the turtle clawing
about on the smooth surface looked demoniacal.
“Why -”
“Now, don’t ask me why
she refused him, Owen. Of course she couldn’t
care for a boy like that. But he can’t realize
it, and it’s just as miserable for him as if
he were a thousand years old.”
Elmore hung his head. “It
was all a mistake. But how should I know any
better? I am a straightforward man, Celia; and
I am unfit for the care that has been thrown upon
me. It’s more than I can bear. No,
I’m not fit for it!” he cried at
last; and his wife, seeing him so crushed, now said
something to console him.
“I know you’re not.
I see it more and more. But I know that you will
do the best you can, and that you will always act
from a good motive. Only do try to be
more on your guard.”
“I will-I will,” he answered
humbly.
He had a temptation, the next time
he visited Hoskins, to tell him the awful secret,
and to see how the situation of that night, with this
lurid light upon it, affected him: it could do
poor Andersen, now on his way to India, no harm.
He yielded to his temptation, at the same time that
he confessed his own blunder about the flowers.
Hoskins whistled. “I tell
you what,” he said, after a long pause, “there
are some things in history that I never could realize,-like
Mary, Queen of Scots, for instance, putting on her
best things, and stepping down into the front parlor
of that castle to have her head off. But a thing
like this, happening on your own balcony, helps
you to realize it.”
“It helps you to realize it,”
assented Elmore, deeply oppressed by the tragic parallel.
“He’s just beginning to
feel it about now,” said Hoskins, with strange
sang froid. “I reckon it’s
a good deal like being shot. I didn’t fully
appreciate my little hit under a couple of days.
Then I began to find out that something had happened.
Look here,” he added, “I want to show
you something;” and he pulled the wet cloth off
a breadth of clay which he had set up on a board stayed
against the wall. It was a bas-relief representing
a female figure advancing from the left corner over
a stretch of prairie towards a bulk of forest on the
right; bison, bear, and antelope fled before her;
a lifted hand shielded her eyes; a star lit the fillet
that bound her hair.
“That’s the best thing
you’ve done, Hoskins,” said Elmore.
“What do you call it?”
“Well, I haven’t settled
yet. I have thought of ’Westward
the Star of Empire,’ but that’s rather
long; and I’ve thought of ’American Enterprise.’
I ain’t in any hurry to name it. You like
it, do you?”
“I like it immensely!”
cried Elmore. “You must let me bring the
ladies to see it.”
“Well, not just yet,”
said the sculptor, in some confusion. “I
want to get it a little further along first.”
They stood looking together at the
figure; and when Elmore went away he puzzled himself
about something in it,-he could not tell
exactly what. He thought he had seen that face
and figure before, but this is what often occurs to
the connoisseur of modern sculpture. His mind
heavily reverted to Lily and her suitors. Take
her in one way, especially in her subordination to
himself, the girl was as simply a child as any in the
world,-good-hearted, tender, and sweet,
and, as he could see, without tendency to flirtation.
Take her in another way, confront her with a young
and marriageable man, and Elmore greatly feared that
she unconsciously set all her beauty and grace at
work to charm him; another life seemed to inform her,
and irradiate from her, apart from which she existed
simple and childlike still. In the security of
his own deposited affections, it appeared to him cruelly
absurd that a passion which any other pretty girl
might, and some other pretty girl in time must, have
kindled, should cling, when once awakened, so inalienably
to the pretty girl who had, in a million chances,
chanced to awaken it. He wondered how much of
this constancy was natural, and how much merely attributive
and traditional, and whether human happiness or misery
were increased by it on the whole.
IX.
In the respite which followed the
dismissal of Andersen, the English painter, Rose-Black,
visited the Elmores as often as the servant, who had
orders in his case to say that they were impediti,
failed of her duty. They could not always escape
him at the caffè, and they would have left off
dining at the hotel but for the shame of feeling that
he had driven them away. If he had been an Englishman
repelling their advances, instead of an Englishman
pursuing them, he could not have been more offensive.
He affronted their national as well as personal self-esteem;
he early declared himself a sympathizer with the Southrons
(as the London press then called them), and he expressed
the current belief of his compatriots, that we were
going to the dogs.
“What do you really make of
him, Owen?” asked Mrs. Elmore, after an evening
that, in its improbable discomfort, had passed quite
like a nightmare.
“Well, I’ve been thinking
a good deal about him. I have been wondering
if, in his phenomenal way, he is not a final expression
of the national genius,-the stupid contempt
for the rights of others; the tacit denial of the
rights of any people who are at English mercy; the
assumption that the courtesies and decencies of life
are for use exclusively towards Englishmen.”
This was in that embittered old war-time:
we have since learned how forbearing and generous
and amiable Englishmen are; how they never take advantage
of any one they believe stronger than themselves, or
fail in consideration for those they imagine their
superiors; how you have but to show yourself successful
in order to win their respect, and even affection.
But for the present Mrs. Elmore replied
to her husband’s perverted ideas, “Yes,
it must be so,” and she supported him in the
ineffectual experiment of deferential politeness,
Christian charity, broad humanity, and savage rudeness
upon Rose-Black. It was all one to Rose-Black.
He took an air of serious protection
towards Mrs. Elmore, and often gave her advice, while
he practised an easy gallantry with Lily, and ignored
Elmore altogether. His intimacy was superior to
the accidents of their moods, and their slights and
snubs were accepted apparently as interesting expressions
of a civilization about which he was insatiably curious,
especially as regarded the relations of young people.
There was no mistaking the fact that Rose-Black in
his way had fallen under the spell which Elmore had
learned to dread; but there was nothing to be done,
and he helplessly waited. He saw what must come;
and one evening it came, when Rose-Black, in more
than usually offensive patronage, lolled back upon
the sofa at Miss Mayhew’s side, and said, “About
flirtations, now, in America,-tell me something
about flirtations. We’ve heard so much
about your American flirtations. We only have
them with married ladies, on the continent, and I
don’t suppose Mrs. Elmore would think of one.”
“I don’t know what you
mean,” said Lily. “I don’t know
anything about flirtations.”
This seemed to amuse Rose-Black as
an uncommonly fine piece of American humor, which
was then just beginning to make its way with the English.
“Oh, but come, now, you don’t expect me
to believe that, you know. If you won’t
tell me, suppose you show me what an American flirtation
is like. Suppose we get up a flirtation.
How should you begin?”
The girl rose with a more imposing
air than Elmore could have imagined of her stature;
but almost any woman can be awful in emergencies.
“I should begin by bidding you good-evening,”
she answered, and swept out of the room.
Elmore felt as if he had been left
alone with a man mortally hurt in combat, and were
likely to be arrested for the deed. He gazed with
fascination upon Rose-Black, and wondered to see him
stir, and at last rise, and with some incoherent words
to them, get himself away. He dared not lift
his gaze to the man’s eyes, lest he should see
there some reflection of the pain that filled his
own. He would have gone after him, and tried
to say something in condolence, but he was quite helpless
to move; and as he sat still, gazing at the door through
which Rose-Black disappeared, Mrs. Elmore said quietly:-
“Well, really, I think that
ought to be the last of him. You see, she’s
quite able to take care of herself when she knows her
ground. You can’t say that she has thrown
the brunt of this affair upon you, Owen.”
“I am not so sure of that,”
sighed Elmore. “I think I suffer less when
I do it than when I see it. It’s horrible.”
“He deserved it, every bit,” returned
his wife.
“Oh, I dare say,” Elmore
granted. “But the sight even of justice
isn’t pleasant, I find.”
“I don’t understand you,
Owen. How can you care so much for this impudent
wretch’s little snub, and yet be so indifferent
about refusing Captain Ehrhardt?”
“I’m not indifferent about
it, my dear. I know that I did right, but I don’t
know that I could do right under the same circumstances
again.”
In fact there were times when Elmore
found almost insupportable the absolute conclusion
to which that business had come. It is hard to
believe that anything has come to an end in this world.
For a time, death itself leaves the ache of an unsatisfied
expectation, as if somehow the interrupted life must
go on, and there is no change we make or suffer which
is not denied by the sensation of daily habit.
If Ehrhardt had really come back from the vague limbo
to which he had been so inexorably relegated, he might
only have restored the original situation in all its
discomfort and apprehension; yet maintaining, as he
did, this perfect silence and absence, he established
a hold upon Elmore’s imagination which deepened
because he could not discuss the matter frankly with
his wife. He weakly feared to let her know what
was passing in his thoughts, lest some misconception
of hers should turn them into self-accusal or urge
him to some attempt at the reparation towards which
he wavered. He really could have done nothing
that would not have made the matter worse, and he
confined himself to speculating upon the character
and history of the man whom he knew only by the incoherent
hearsay of two excited women, and by the brief record
of hope and passion left in the notes which Lily treasured
somewhere among the archives of a young girl’s
triumphs. He had a morbid curiosity to see these
letters again, but he dared not ask for them; and indeed
it would have been an idle self-indulgence: he
remembered them perfectly well. Seeing Lily so
indifferent, it was characteristic of him, in that
safety from consequences which he chiefly loved, that
he should tacitly constitute himself, in some sort,
the champion of her rejected suitor, whose pain he
luxuriously fancied in all its different stages and
degrees. His indolent pity even developed into
a sort of self-righteous abhorrence of the girl’s
hardness. But this was wholly within himself,
and could work no sort of harm. If he never ventured
to hint these feelings to his wife, he was still further
from confessing them to Lily; but once he approached
the subject with Hoskins in a well-guarded generality
relating to the different kinds of sensibility developed
by the European and American civilization. A
recent suicide for love which excited all Venice at
that time-an Austrian officer hopelessly
attached to an Italian girl had shot himself-had
suggested their talk, and given fresh poignancy to
the misgivings in Elmore’s mind.
“Well,” said Hoskins,
“those Dutch are queer. They don’t
look at women as respectfully as we do, and they mix
up so much cabbage with their romance that you don’t
know exactly how to take them; and yet here you find
this fellow suffering just as much as a white man because
the girl’s folks won’t let her have him.
In fact, I don’t know but he suffered more than
the average American citizen. I think we have
a great deal more common sense in our love-affairs.
We respect women more than any other people, and I
think we show them more true politeness; we let ’em
have their way more, and get their finger into the
pie right along, and it’s right we should:
but we don’t make fools of ourselves about them,
as a general rule. We know they’re awfully
nice, and they know we know it; and it’s a perfectly
understood thing all round. We’ve been
used to each other all our lives, and they’re
just as sensible as we are. They like a fellow,
when they do like him, about as well as any of ’em;
but they know he’s a man and a brother after
all, and he’s got ever so much human nature
in him. Well, now, I reckon one of these Dutch
chaps, the first time he gets a chance to speak with
a pretty girl, thinks he’s got hold of a goddess,
and I suppose the girl feels just so about him.
Why, it’s natural they should,-they’ve
never had any chance to know any better, and your
feelings are apt to get the upper hand of you,
at such times, anyway. I don’t blame ’em.
One of ’em goes off and shoots himself, and
the other one feels as if she was never going to get
over it. Well, now, look at the way Miss Lily
acted in that little business of hers: one of
these girls over here would have had her head completely
turned by that adventure; but when she couldn’t
see her way exactly clear, she puts the case in your
hands, and then stands by what you do, as calm as
a clock.”
“It was a very perplexing thing.
I did the best I knew,” said Elmore.
“Why, of course you did,”
cried Hoskins, “and she sees that as well as
you or I do, and she stands by you accordingly.
I tell you, that girl’s got a cool head.”
In his soul Elmore ungratefully and
inconsistently wished that her heart were not equally
cool; but he only said, “Yes, she is a good and
sensible girl. I hope the-the-other
one is equally resigned.”
“Oh, he’ll get
along,” answered Hoskins, with the indifference
of one man for the sufferings of another in such matters.
We are able to offer a brother very little comfort
and scarcely any sympathy in those unhappy affairs
of the heart which move women to a pretty compassion
for a disappointed sister. A man in love is in
no wise interesting to us for that reason; and if
he is unfortunate, we hope at the farthest that he
will have better luck next time. It is only here
and there that a sentimentalist like Elmore stops
to pity him; and it is not certain that even he would
have sighed over Captain Ehrhardt if he had not been
the means of his disappointment. As it was, he
came away, feeling that doubtless Ehrhardt had “got
along,” and resolved at least to spend no more
unavailing regrets upon him.
The time passed very quietly now,
and if it had not been for Hoskins, the ladies must
have found it dull. He had nothing to do, except
as he made himself occupation with his art, and he
willingly bestowed on them the leisure which Elmore
could not find. They went everywhere with him,
and saw the city to advantage through his efforts.
Doors, closed to ordinary curiosity, opened to the
magic of his card, and he showed a pleasure in using
such little privileges as his position gave him for
their amusement. He went upon errands for them;
he was like a brother, with something more than a
brother’s pliability; he came half the time
to breakfast with them, and was always welcome to all.
He had the gift of extracting comfort from the darkest
news about the war; he was a prophet of unfailing
good to the Union cause, and in many hours of despondency
they willingly submitted to the authority of his greater
experience, and took heart again.
“I like your indomitable hopefulness,
Hoskins,” said Elmore, on one of those occasions
when the consul was turning defeat into victory.
“There’s a streak of unconscious poetry
in it, just as there is in your taking up the subjects
you do. I imagine that, so far as the judgment
of the world goes, our fortunes are at the lowest
ebb just now-”
“Oh, the world is wrong!”
interrupted the consul. “Those London papers
are all in the pay of the rebels.”
“I mean that we have no sort
of sympathy in Europe; and yet here you are, embodying
in your conception of ‘Westward’ the arrogant
faith of the days when our destiny seemed universal
union and universal dominion. There is something
sublime to me in your treatment of such a work at
such a time. I think an Italian, for instance,
if his country were involved in a life and death struggle
like this of ours, would have expressed something
of the anxiety and apprehension of the time in it;
but this conception of yours is as serenely undisturbed
by the facts of the war as if secession had taken
place in another planet. There is something Greek
in that repose of feeling, triumphant over circumstance.
It is like the calm beauty which makes you forget the
anguish of the Laocooen.”
“Is that so, Professor?”
said Hoskins, blushing modestly, as an artist often
must in these days of creative criticism. He seemed
to reflect awhile before he added, “Well, I
reckon you’re partly right. If we ever
did go to smash, it would take us a whole generation
to find it out. We have all been raised to put
so much dependence on Uncle Sam, that if the old gentleman
really did pass in his checks we should only think
he was lying low for a new deal. I never happened
to think it out before, but I’m pretty sure
it’s so.”
“Your work wouldn’t be
worth half so much to me if you had ’thought
it out,’” said Elmore. “It’s
the unconsciousness of the faith that makes its chief
value, as I said before; and there is another thing
about it that interests and pleases me still more.”
“What’s that?” asked the sculptor.
“The instinctive way in which
you have given the figure an entirely American quality.
There was something very familiar to me in it, the
first time you showed it, but I’ve only just
been able to formulate my impression: I see now
that while the spirit of your conception is Greek,
you have given it, as you ought, the purest American
expression. Your ‘Westward’ is no
Hellenic goddess: she is a vivid and self-reliant
American girl.”
At these words, Hoskins reddened deeply,
and seemed not to know where to look. Mrs. Elmore
had the effect of escaping through the door into her
own room, and Miss Mayhew ran out upon the balcony.
Hoskins followed each in turn with a queer glance,
and sat a moment in silence. Then he said, “Well,
I reckon I must be going,” and went rather abruptly,
without offering to take leave of the ladies.
As soon as he was gone, Lily came
in from the balcony, and whipped into Mrs. Elmore’s
room, from which she flashed again in swift retreat
to her own, and was seen no more; and then Mrs. Elmore
came back, with a flushed face, to where her husband
sat mystified.
“My dear,” he said gravely,
“I’m afraid you’ve hurt Mr. Hoskins’s
feelings.”
“Do you think so?” she
asked; and then she burst into a wild cry of laughter.
“O, Owen, Owen! you will kill me yet!”
“Really,” he replied with
dignity, “I don’t see any occasion in what
I said for this extraordinary behavior.”
“Of course you don’t,
and that’s just what makes the fun of it.
So you found something familiar in Mr. Hoskins’s
statue from the first, did you?” she asked.
“And you didn’t notice anything particular
in it?”
“Particular, particular?”
he demanded, beginning to lose his patience at this.
“Oh,” she exclaimed, “couldn’t
you see that it was Lily, all over again?”
Elmore laughed in turn. “Why,
so it is; so it is! That accounts for everything
that puzzled me. I don’t wonder my maunderings
amused you. It was ridiculous, to be sure!
When in the world did she give him the sittings, and
how did you manage to keep it from me so well?”
“Owen!” cried his wife,
with terrible severity. “You don’t
think that Lily would let him put her into
it?”
“Why, I supposed-I
didn’t know-I don’t see how
he could have done it unless-”
“He did it without leave or
license,” said Mrs. Elmore. “We saw
it all along, but he never ‘let on,’ as
he would say, about it, and we never meant to say
anything, of course.”
“Then,” replied Elmore,
delighted with the fact, “it has been a purely
unconscious piece of cerebration.”
“Cerebration!” exclaimed
Mrs. Elmore, with more scorn than she knew how to
express. “I should think as much!”
“Well, I don’t know,”
said Elmore, with the pique of a man who does not
care to be quite trampled under foot. “I
don’t see that the theory is so very unphilosophical.”
“Oh, not at all!” mocked
his wife. “It’s philosophical to the
last degree. Be as philosophical as you please,
Owen; I shall love you still the same.”
She came up to him where he sat, and twisting her arm
round his face, patronizingly kissed him on top of
the head. Then she released him, and left him
with another burst of derision.
X.
After this Elmore had such an uncomfortable
feeling that he hated to see Hoskins again, and he
was relieved when the sculptor failed to make his
usual call, the next evening. He had not been
at dinner either, and he did not reappear for several
days. Then he merely said that he had been spending
the time at Chioggia, with a French painter who
was making some studies down there, and they all took
up the old routine of their friendly life without
embarrassment.
At first it seemed to Elmore that
Lily was a little shy of Hoskins, and he thought that
she resented his using her charm in his art; but before
the evening wore away, he lost this impression.
They all got into a long talk about home, and she
took her place at the piano and played some of the
war-songs that had begun to supersede the old negro
melodies. Then she wandered back to them, with
fingers that idly drifted over the keys, and ended
with “Stop dat knockin’,” in which
Hoskins joined with his powerful bass in the recitative
“Let me in,” and Elmore himself had half
a mind to attempt a part. The sculptor rose as
she struck the keys with a final crash, but lingered,
as his fashion was when he had something to propose:
if he felt pretty sure that the thing would be liked,
he brought it in as if he had only happened to remember
it. He now drew out a large, square, ceremonious-looking
envelope, at which he glanced as if, after all, he
was rather surprised to see it, and said, “Oh,
by the by, Mrs. Elmore, I wish you’d tell me
what to do about this thing. Here’s something
that’s come to me in my official capacity, but
it isn’t exactly consular business,-if
it was I don’t believe I should ask any
lady for instructions,-and I don’t
know exactly what to do. It’s so long since
I corresponded with a princess that I don’t even
know how to answer her letter.”
The ladies perhaps feared a hoax of
some sort, and would not ask to see the letter; and
then Hoskins recognized his failure to play upon their
curiosity with a laugh, and gave the letter to Mrs.
Elmore. It was an invitation to a mask ball,
of which all Venice had begun to speak. A great
Russian lady, who had come to spend the winter in the
Lagoons, and had taken a whole floor at one of the
hotels, had sent out her cards, apparently to all
the available people in the city, for the event which
was to take place a fortnight later. In the mean
time, a thrill of preparation was felt in various
quarters, and the ordinary course of life was interrupted
in a way that gave some idea of the old times, when
Venice was the capital of pleasure, and everything
yielded there to the great business of amusement.
Mrs. Elmore had found it impossible to get a pair
of fine shoes finished until after the ball; a dress
which Lily had ordered could not be made; their laundress
had given notice that for the present all fluting
and quilling was out of the question; one already
heard that the chief Venetian perruquier and his assistants
were engaged for every moment of the forty-eight hours
before the ball, and that whoever had him now must
sit up with her hair dressed for two nights at least.
Mrs. Elmore had a fanatical faith in these stories;
and while agreeing with her husband, as a matter of
principle, that mask balls were wrong, and that it
was in bad taste for a foreigner to insult the sorrow
of Venice by a festivity of the sort at such a time,
she had secretly indulged longings which the sight
of Hoskins’s invitation rendered almost insupportable.
Her longings were not for herself, but for Lily:
if she could provide Lily with the experience of a
masquerade in Venice, she could overpay all the kindnesses
that the Mayhews had ever done her. It was an
ambition neither ignoble nor ungenerous, and it was
with a really heroic effort that she silenced it in
passing the invitation to her husband, and simply
saying to Hoskins, “Of course you will go.”
“I don’t know about that,”
he answered. “That’s the point I want
some advice on. You see this document calls for
a lady to fill out the bill.”
“Oh,” returned Mrs. Elmore,
“you will find some Americans at the hotels.
You can take them.”
“Well, now, I was thinking,
Mrs. Elmore, that I should like to take you.”
“Take me!” she echoed
tremulously. “What an idea! I’m
too old to go to mask balls.”
“You don’t look it,” suggested Hoskins.
“Oh, I couldn’t go,” she sighed.
“But it’s very, very kind.”
Hoskins dropped his head, and gave
the low chuckle with which he confessed any little
bit of humbug. “Well, you or Miss
Lily.”
Lily had retired to the other side
of the room as soon as the parley about the invitation
began. Without asking or seeing, she knew what
was in the note, and now she felt it right to make
a feint of not knowing what Mrs. Elmore meant when
she asked, “What do you say, Lily?”
When the question was duly explained
to her, she answered languidly, “I don’t
know. Do you think I’d better?”
“I might as well make a clean
breast of it, first as last,” said Hoskins.
“I thought perhaps Mrs. Elmore might refuse,
she’s so stiff about some things,”-here
he gave that chuckle of his,-“and
so I came prepared for contingencies. It occurred
to me that it mightn’t be quite the thing, and
so I went round to the Spanish consul and asked him
how he thought it would do for me to matronize a young
lady if I could get one, and he said he didn’t
think it would do at all.” Hoskins let this
adverse decision sink into the breasts of his listeners
before he added: “But he said that he was
going with his wife, and that if we would come along
she could matronize us both. I don’t know
how it would work,” he concluded impartially.
They all looked at Elmore, who stood
holding the princess’s missive in his hand,
and darkly forecasting the chances of consent and denial.
At the first suggestion of the matter, a reckless
hope that this ball might bring Ehrhardt above their
horizon again sprang up in his heart, and became a
desperate fear when the whole responsibility of action
was, as usual, left with him. He stood, feeling
that Hoskins had used him very ill.
“I suppose,” began Mrs.
Elmore very thoughtfully, “that this will be
something quite in the style of the old masquerades
under the Republic.”
“Regular Ridotto business, the
Spanish consul says,” answered Hoskins.
“It might be very useful to
you, Owen,” she resumed, “in an historical
way, if Lily were to go and take notes of everything;
so that when you came to that period you could describe
its corruptions intelligently.”
Elmore laughed. “I never
thought of that, my dear,” he said, returning
the invitation to Hoskins. “Your historical
sense has been awakened late, but it promises to be
very active. Lily had better go, by all means,
and I shall depend upon her coming home with very full
notes upon her dance-list.”
They laughed at the professor’s
sarcasm, and Hoskins, having undertaken to see that
the last claims of etiquette were satisfied by getting
an invitation sent to Miss Mayhew through the Spanish
consul, went off, and left the ladies to the discussion
of ways and means. Mrs. Elmore said that of course
it was now too late to hope to get anything done, and
then set herself to devise the character that Lily
would have appeared in if there had been time to get
her ready, or if all the work-people had not been
so busy that it was merely frantic to think of anything.
She first patriotically considered her as Columbia,
with the customary drapery of stars and stripes and
the cap of liberty. But while holding that she
would have looked very pretty in the dress, Mrs. Elmore
decided that it would have been too hackneyed; and
besides, everybody would have known instantly who
it was.
“Why not have had her go in
the character of Mr. Hoskins’s ’Westward’?”
suggested Elmore, with lazy irony.
“The very thing!” cried
his wife. “Owen, you deserve great credit
for thinking of that; no one else would have done
it! No one will dream what it means, and it will
be great fun, letting them make it out. We must
keep it a dead secret from Mr. Hoskins, and let her
surprise him with it when he comes for her that evening.
It will be a very pretty way of returning his compliment,
and it will be a sort of delicate acknowledgement
of his kindness in asking her, and in so many other
ways. Yes, you’ve hit it exactly, Owen;
she shall go as ‘Westward.’”
“Go?” echoed Elmore, who
had with difficulty realized the rapid change of tense.
“I thought you said you couldn’t get her
ready.”
“We must manage somehow,”
replied Mrs. Elmore. And somehow a shoemaker
for the sandals, a seamstress for the delicate flowing
draperies, a hair-dresser for the adjustment of the
young girl’s rebellious abundance of hair beneath
the star-lit fillet, were actually found,-with
the help of Hoskins, as usual, though he was not suffered
to know anything of the character to whose make-up
he contributed. The perruquier, a personage of
lordly address naturally, and of a dignity heightened
by the demand in which he found himself came early
in the morning, and was received by Elmore with a
self-possession that ill-comported with the solemnity
of the occasion. “Sit down,” said
Elmore easily, pushing him a chair. “The
ladies will be here presently.”
“But I have no time to sit down,
signore!” replied the artist, with an imperious
bow, “and the ladies must be here instantly.”
Mrs. Elmore always said that if she
had not heard this conversation, and hurried in at
once, the perruquier would have left them at that point.
But she contrived to appease him by the manifestation
of an intelligent sympathy; she made Lily leave her
breakfast untasted, and submit her beautiful head
to the touch of this man, with whom it was but a head
of hair and nothing more; and in an hour the work
was done. The artist whisked away the cloth which
covered her shoulders, and crying, “Behold!”
bowed splendidly to the spectators, and without waiting
for criticism or suggestion, took his napoléon
and went his way. All that day the work of his
skill was sacredly guarded, and the custodian of the
treasure went about with her head on her shoulders,
as if it had been temporarily placed in her keeping,
and were something she was not at all used to taking
care of. More than once Mrs. Elmore had to warn
her against sinister accidents. “Remember,
Lily,” she said, “that if anything did
happen, NOTHING could be done to save you!” In
spite of himself Elmore shared these anxieties, and
in the depths of his wonted studies he found himself
pursued and harassed by vague apprehensions, which
upon analysis proved to be fears for Miss Lily’s
hair. It was a great moment when the robe came
home-rather late-from the dressmaker’s,
and was put on over Lily’s head; but from this
thrilling rite Elmore was of course excluded, and
only knew of it afterwards by hearsay. He did
not see her till she came out just before Hoskins
arrived to fetch her away, when she appeared radiantly
perfect in her dress, and in the air with which she
meant to carry it off. At Mrs. Elmore’s
direction she paraded dazzlingly up and down the room
a number of times, bending over to see how her dress
hung, as she walked. Mrs. Elmore, with her head
on one side, scrutinized her in every detail, and
Elmore regarded her young beauty and delight with a
pride as innocent as her own. A dim regret, evaporating
in a long sigh, which made the others laugh, recalled
him to himself, as the bell rang and Hoskins appeared.
He was received in a preconcerted silence, and he looked
from one to the other with his queer, knowing smile,
and took in the whole affair without a word.
“Isn’t it a pretty idea?”
said Mrs. Elmore. “Studied from an antique
bas-relief, or just the same as an antique,-full
of the anguish and the repose of the Laocooen.”
“Mrs. Elmore,” said the
sculptor, “you’re too many for me.
I reckon the procession had better start before I
make a fool of myself. Well!” This was
all Hoskins could say; but it sufficed. The ladies
declared afterwards that if he had added a word more,
it would have spoiled it. They had expected him
to go to the ball in the character of a miner perhaps,
or in that of a trapper of the great plains; but he
had chosen to appear more naturally as a courtier
of the time of Louis XIV. “When you go
in for a disguise,” he explained, “you
can’t make it too complete; and I consider that
this limp of mine adds the last touch.”
“It’s no use to sit up
for them,” Mrs. Elmore said, when she and her
husband had come in from calling good wishes and last
instructions after them from the balcony, as their
gondola pushed away. “We sha’n’t
see anything more of them till morning.
Now this,” she added, “is something like
the gayety that people at home are always fancying
in Europe. Why, I can remember when I used to
imagine that American tourists figured brilliantly
in salons and conversazioni, and spent
their time in masking and throwing confetti
in carnival, and going to balls and opera. I
didn’t know what American tourists were, then,
and how dismally they moped about in hotels and galleries
and churches. And I didn’t know how stupid
Europe was socially,-how perfectly dead
and buried it was, especially for young people.
It would be fun if things happened so that Lily never
found it out! I don’t think two offers
already,-or three, if you count Rose-Black,-are
very bad for any girl; and now this ball, coming
right on top of it, where she will see hundreds of
handsome officers! Well, she’ll never miss
Patmos, at this rate, will she?”
“Perhaps she had better never
have left Patmos,” suggested Elmore gravely.
“I don’t know what you
mean, Owen,” said his wife, as if hurt.
“I mean that it’s a great
pity she should give herself up to the same frivolous
amusements here that she had there. The only good
that Europe can do American girls who travel here
is to keep them in total exile from what they call
a good time,-from parties and attentions
and flirtations; to force them, through the hard discipline
of social deprivation, to take some interest in the
things that make for civilization,-in history,
in art, in humanity.”
“Now, there I differ with you,
Owen. I think American girls are the nicest girls
in the world, just as they are. And I don’t
see any harm in the things you think are so awful.
You’ve lived so long here among your manuscripts
that you’ve forgotten there is any such time
as the present. If you are getting so Europeanized,
I think the sooner we go home the better.”
“I getting Europeanized!” began
Elmore indignantly.
“Yes, Europeanized! And
I don’t want you to be so severe with Lily,
Owen. The child stands in terror of you now; and
if you keep on in this way, she can’t draw a
natural breath in the house.”
There is always something flattering,
at first, to a gentle and peaceable man in the notion
of being terrible to any one; Elmore melted at these
words, and at the fear that he might have been, in
some way that he could not think of, really harsh.
“I should be very sorry to distress her,”
he began.
“Well, you haven’t distressed
her yet,” his wife relented. “Only
you must be careful not to. She was going to
be very circumspect, Owen, on your account, for she
really appreciates the interest you take in her, and
I think she sees that it won’t do to be at all
free with strangers over here. This ball will
be a great education for Lily,-a great
education. I’m going to commence a letter
to Sue about her costume, and all that, and leave
it open to finish up when Lily gets home.”
When she went to bed, she did not
sleep till after the time when the girl ought to have
come; and when she awoke to a late breakfast, Lily
had still not returned. By eleven o’clock
she and Elmore had passed the stage of accusing themselves,
and then of accusing each other, for allowing Lily
to go in the way they had; and had come to the question
of what they had better do, and whether it was practicable
to send to the Spanish consulate and ask what had
become of her. They had resigned themselves to
waiting for one half-hour longer, when they heard her
voice at the water-gate, gayly forbidding Hoskins to
come up; and running out upon the balcony, Mrs. Elmore
had a glimpse of the courtier, very tawdry by daylight,
re-entering his gondola, and had only time to turn
about when Lily burst laughing into the room.
“Oh, don’t look at me,
Professor Elmore!” she cried. “I’m
literally danced to rags!”
Her dress and hair were splashed with
drippings from the wax candles; she was wildly decorated
with favors from the German, and one of these had
been used to pin up a rent which the spur of a hussar
had made in her robe; her hair had escaped from its
fastenings during the night, and in putting it back
she had broken the star in her fillet; it was now
kept in place by a bit of black-and-yellow cord which
an officer had lent her. “He said he should
claim it of me the first time we met,” she exclaimed
excitedly. “Why, Professor Elmore,”
she implored with a laugh, “don’t look
at me so!”
Grief and indignation were in his
heart. “You look like the spectre of last
night,” he said with dreamy severity, and as
if he saw her merely as a vision.
“Why, that’s the way I
feel!” she answered; and with a reproachful
“Owen!” his wife followed her flight to
her room.
XI.
Elmore went out for a long walk, from
which he returned disconsolate at dinner. He
was one of those people, common enough in our Puritan
civilization, who would rather forego any pleasure
than incur the reaction which must follow with all
the keenness of remorse; and he always mechanically
pitied (for the operation was not a rational one)
such unhappy persons as he saw enjoying themselves.
But he had not meant to add bitterness to the anguish
which Lily would necessarily feel in retrospect of
the night’s gayety; he had not known that he
was recognizing, by those unsparing words of his,
the nervous misgivings in the girl’s heart.
He scarcely dared ask, as he sat down at table with
Mrs. Elmore alone, whether Lily were asleep.
“Asleep?” she echoed,
in a low tone of mystery. “I hope so.”
“Celia, Celia!” he cried
in despair. “What shall I do? I feel
terribly at what I said to her.”
“Sh! At what you said
to her? Oh yes! Yes, that was cruel.
But there is so much else, poor child, that I had
forgotten that.”
He let his plate of soup stand untasted.
“Why-why,” he faltered, “didn’t
she enjoy herself?” And a historian of Venice,
whose mind should have been wholly engaged in philosophizing
the republic’s difficult past, hung abjectly
upon the question whether a young girl had or had
not had a good time at a ball.
“Yes. Oh, yes! She
enjoyed herself-if that’s all
you require,” replied his wife. “Of
course she wouldn’t have stayed so late if she
hadn’t enjoyed herself.”
“No,” he said in a tone
which he tried to make leading; but his wife refused
to be led by indirect methods. She ate her soup,
but in a manner to carry increasing bitterness to
Elmore with every spoonful.
“Come, Celia!” he cried
at last, “tell me what has happened. You
know how wretched this makes me. Tell me it,
whatever it is. Of course, I must know it in
the end. Are there any new complications?”
“No new complications,”
said his wife, as if resenting the word. “But
you make such a bugbear of the least little matter
that there’s no encouragement to tell you anything.”
“Excuse me,” he retorted,
“I haven’t made a bugbear of this.”
“You haven’t had the opportunity.”
This was so grossly unjust that Elmore merely shrugged
his shoulders and remained silent. When it finally
appeared that he was not going to ask anything more,
his wife added: “If you could listen, like
any one else, and not interrupt with remarks that
distort all one’s ideas”-Then,
as he persisted in his silence, she relented still
further. “Why, of course, as you say, you
will have to know it in the end. But I can tell
you, to begin with, Owen, that it’s nothing
you can do anything about, or take hold of in any
way. Whatever it is, it’s done and over;
so it needn’t distress you at all.”
“Ah, I’ve known some things
done and over that distressed me a great deal,”
he suggested.
“The princess wasn’t so
very young, after all,” said Mrs. Elmore, as
if this had been the point in dispute, “but
very fat and jolly, and very kind. She wasn’t
in costume; but there was a young countess with her,
helping receive, who appeared as Night,-black
tulle, you know, with silver stars. The princess
seemed to take a great fancy to Lily,-the
Russians always have sympathized with us in
the war,-and all the time she wasn’t
dancing, the princess kept her by her, holding her
hand and patting it. The officers-hundreds
of them, in their white uniforms and those magnificent
hussar dresses-were very obsequious to the
princess, and Lily had only too many partners.
She says you can’t imagine how splendid the
scene was, with all those different costumes, and the
rooms a perfect blaze of waxlights; the windows were
battened, so that you couldn’t tell when it
came daylight, and she hadn’t any idea how the
time was passing. They were not all in masks;
and there didn’t seem to be any regular hour
for unmasking. She can’t tell just when
the supper was, but she thinks it must have been towards
morning. She says Mr. Hoskins got on capitally,
and everybody seemed to like him, he was so jolly
and good-natured; and when they found out that he had
been wounded in the war, they made quite a belle of
him, as he called it. The princess made a point
of introducing all the officers to Lily that came
up after they unmasked. They paid her the greatest
attention, and you can easily see that she was the
prettiest girl there.”
“I can believe that without
seeing,” said Elmore, with magnanimous pride
in the loveliness that had made him so much trouble.
“Well?”
“Well, they couldn’t any
of them get the hang, as Mr. Hoskins said, of the
character she came in, for a good while; but when they
did, they thought it was the best idea there:
and it was all your idea, Owen,” said
Mrs. Elmore, in accents of such tender pride that he
knew she must now be approaching the difficult passage
of her narration. “It was so perfectly
new and unconventional. She got on very well speaking
Italian with the officers, for she knew as much of
it as they did.”
Here Mrs. Elmore paused, and glanced
hesitatingly at her husband. “They only
made one little mistake; but that was at the beginning,
and they soon got over it.” Elmore suffered,
but he did not ask what it was, and his wife went
on with smooth caution. “Lily thought it
was just as it is at home, and she mustn’t dance
with any one unless they had been introduced.
So after the first dance with the Spanish consul, as
her escort, a young officer came up and asked her;
and she refused, for she thought it was a great piece
of presumption. Afterwards the princess told
her she could dance with any one, introduced or not,
and so she did; and pretty soon she saw this first
officer looking at her very angrily, and going about
speaking to others and glancing toward her. She
felt badly about it, when she saw how it was; and she
got Mr. Hoskins to go and speak to him. Mr. Hoskins
asked him if he spoke English, and the officer said
No; and it seems that he didn’t know Italian
either, and Mr. Hoskins tried him in Spanish,-he
picked up a little in New Mexico,-but the
officer didn’t understand it; and all at once
it occurred to Mr. Hoskins to say, ‘Parlez-vous
Francais?’ and says the officer instantly, ‘Oui,
monsieur.’”
“Of course the man knew French.
He ought to have tried him with that in the beginning.
What did Hoskins say then?” asked Elmore impatiently.
“He didn’t say anything:
that was all the French he knew.”
Elmore broke into a cry of laughter,
and laughed on and on with the wild excess of a sad
man when once he unpacks his heart in that way.
His wife did not, perhaps, feel the absurdity as keenly
as he, but she gladly laughed with him, for it smoothed
her way to have him in this humor. “Mr.
Hoskins just took him by the arm, and said, ’Here!
you come along with me,’ and led him up to the
princess, where Lily was sitting; and when the princess
had explained to him, Lily rose, and mustered up enough
French to say, ‘Je vous prie,
monsieur, de danser avec moi,’
and after that they were the greatest friends.”
“That was very pretty in her;
it was sovereignly gracious,” said Elmore.
“Oh, if an American girl is
left to manage for herself she can always manage!”
cried Mrs. Elmore.
“Well, and what else?” asked her husband.
“Oh, I don’t know
that it amounts to anything,” said Mrs. Elmore;
but she did not delay further.
It appeared from what she went on
to say that in the German, which began not long after
midnight, there was a figure fancifully called the
symphony, in which musical toys were distributed among
the dancers in pairs; the possessor of a small pandean
pipe, or tin horn, went about sounding it, till he
found some lady similarly equipped, when he demanded
her in the dance. In this way a tall mask, to
whom a penny trumpet had fallen, was stalking to and
fro among the waltzers, blowing the silly plaything
with a disgusted air, when Lily, all unconscious of
him, where she sat with her hand in that of her faithful
princess, breathed a responsive note. The mask
was instantly at her side, and she was whirling away
in the waltz. She tried to make him out, but she
had already danced with so many people that she was
unable to decide whether she had seen this mask before.
He was not disguised except by the little visor of
black silk, coming down to the point of his nose; his
blond whiskers escaped at either side, and his blond
moustache swept beneath, like the whiskers and moustaches
of fifty other officers present, and he did not speak.
This was a permissible caprice of his, but if she were
resolved to make him speak, this also was a permissible
caprice. She made a whole turn of the room in
studying up the Italian sentence with which she assailed
him: “Perdoni, Maschera; ma
cosa ha detto? Non ho
ben inteso.”
“Speak English, Mask,”
came the reply. “I did not say anything.”
It came certainly with a German accent, and with a
foreigner’s deliberation; but it came at once,
and clearly.
The English astonished her, and somehow
it daunted her, for the mask spoke very gravely; but
she would not let him imagine that he had put her
down, and she rejoined laughingly, “Oh, I knew
that you hadn’t spoken, but I thought I would
make you.”
“You think you can make one
do what you will?” asked the mask.
“Oh, no. I don’t
think I could make you tell me who you are, though
I should like to make you.”
“And why should you wish to
know me? If you met me in Piazza, you would not
recognize my salutation.”
“How do you know that?”
demanded Lily. “I don’t know what
you mean.”
“Oh, it is understood yet already,”
answered the mask. “Your compatriot, with
whom you live, wishes to be well seen by the Italians,
and he would not let you bow to an Austrian.”
“That is not so,” exclaimed Lily indignantly.
“Professor Elmore wouldn’t
be so mean; and if he would, I shouldn’t.”
She was frightened, but she felt her spirit rising,
too. “You seem to know so well who I am:
do you think it is fair for you to keep me in ignorance?”
“I cannot remain masked without
your leave. Shall I unmask? Do you insist?”
“Oh, no,” she replied.
“You will have to unmask at supper, and then
I shall see you. I’m not impatient.
I prefer to keep you for a mystery.”
“You will be a mystery to me
even when you unmask,” replied the mask gravely.
Lily was ill at ease, and she gave
a little, unsuccessful laugh. “You seem
to take the mystery very coolly,” she said in
default of anything else.
“I have studied the American
manner,” replied the mask. “In America
they take everything coolly: life and death,
love and hate-all things.”
“How do you know that? You have never been
in America.”
“That is not necessary, if the Americans come
here to show us.”
“They are not true Americans, if they show you
that,” cried the girl.
“No?”
“But I see that you are only amusing yourself.”
“And have you never amused yourself with me?”
“How could I,” she demanded, “if
I never saw you before?”
“But are you sure of that?”
She did not answer, for in this masquerade banter
she had somehow been growing unhappy. “Shall
I prove to you that you have seen me before?
You dare not let me unmask.”
“Oh, I can wait till supper.
I shall know then that I have never seen you before.
I forbid you to unmask till supper! Will you obey?”
she cried anxiously.
“I have obeyed in harder things,” replied
the mask.
She refused to recognize anything
but meaningless badinage in his words. “Oh,
as a soldier, yes!-you must be used to obeying
orders.” He did not reply, and she added,
releasing her hand and slipping it into his arm, “I
am tired now; will you take me back to the princess?”
He led her silently to her place, and left her with
a profound bow.
“Now,” said the princess,
“they shall give you a little time to breathe.
I will not let them make you dance every minute.
They are indiscreet. You shall not take any of
their musical instruments, and so you can fairly escape
till supper.”
“Thank you,” said Lily
absently, “that will be the best way”;
and she sat languidly watching the dancers. A
young naval officer who spoke English ran across the
floor to her.
“Come,” he cried, “I
shall have twenty duels on my hands if I let you rest
here, when there are so many who wish to dance with
you.” He threw a pipe into her lap, and
at the same moment a pipe sounded from the other side
of the room.
“This is a conspiracy!”
exclaimed the girl. “I will not have it!
I am not going to dance any more.” She
put the pipe back into his hands; he placed it to
his lips, and sounded it several times, and then dropped
it into her lap again with a laugh, and vanished in
the crowd.
“That little fellow is a rogue,”
said the princess. “But he is not so bad
as some of them. Monsieur,” she cried in
French to the fair-whiskered, tall mask who had already
presented himself before Lily, “I will not permit
it, if it is for a trick. You must unmask.
I will dispense mademoiselle from dancing with you.”
The mask did not reply, but turned
his eyes upon Lily with an appeal which the holes
of the visor seemed to intensify. “It is
a promise,” she said to the princess, rising
in a sort of fascination. “I have forbidden
him to unmask before supper.”
“Oh, very well,” answered
the princess, “if that is the case. But
make him bring you back soon: it is almost time.”
“Did you hear, Mask?”
asked the girl, as they waltzed away. “I
will only make two turns of the room with you.”
“Perdoni?”
“This is too bad!” she
exclaimed. “I will not be trifled with in
this way. Either speak English, or unmask at
once.”
The mask again answered in Italian,
with a repeated apology for not understanding.
“You understand very well,” retorted Lily,
now really indignant, “and you know that this
passes a jest.”
“Can you speak German?” asked the mask
in that tongue.
“Yes, a little, but I do not
choose to speak it. If you have anything to say
to me you can say it in English.”
“I cannot understand English,”
replied the mask, still in German, and now Lily thought
the voice seemed changed; but she clung to her belief
that it was some hoax played at her expense, and she
continued her efforts to make him answer her in English.
The two turns round the room had stretched to half
a dozen in this futile task, but she felt herself
powerless to leave the mask, who for his part betrayed
signs of embarrassment, as if he had undertaken a
ruse of which he repented. A confused movement
in the crowd and a sudden cessation of the music recalled
her to herself, and she now took her partner’s
arm and hurried with him toward the place where she
had left the princess. But the princess had already
gone into the supper-room, and she had no other recourse
than to follow with the stranger.
As they entered the supper-room she
removed her little visor, and she felt, rather than
saw, the mask put up his hand and lift away his own:
he turned his head, and looked down upon her with the
face of a man she had never seen before.
“Ah, you are there!” she
heard the princess’s voice calling to her from
one of the tables. “How tired you look!
Here-here! I will make you drink this
glass of wine.”
The officer who brought her the wine
gave her his arm and led her to the princess, and
the late mask mixed with the two-score other tall blond
officers.
The night which stretched so far into
the day ended at last, and she followed Hoskins down
to their gondola. He entered the boat first, to
give her his hand in stepping from the riva;
at the same moment she involuntarily turned at the
closing of the door behind her, and found at her side
the tall blond mask, or one of the masks, if there
were two who had danced with her. He caught her
hand suddenly to his lips, and kissed it.
“Adieu-forgive!”
he murmured in English, and then vanished indoors
again.
“Owen,” said Mrs. Elmore
dramatically at the end of her narration, “who
do you think it could have been?”
“I have no doubt as to who it
was, Celia,” replied Elmore, with a heat evidently
quite unexpected to his wife, “and if Lily has
not been seriously annoyed by the matter, I am glad
that it has happened. I have had my regrets-my
doubts-whether I did not dismiss that man’s
pretensions too curtly, too unkindly. But I am
convinced now that we did exactly right, and that
she was wise never to bestow another thought upon
him. A man capable of contriving a petty persecution
of this sort-of pursuing a young girl who
had rejected him in this shameless fashion,-is
no gentleman.”
“It was a persecution,”
said Mrs. Elmore, with a dazed air, as if this view
of the case had not occurred to her.
“A miserable, unworthy persecution!”
repeated her husband.
“Yes.”
“And we are well rid of him.
He has relieved me by this last performance,
immensely; and I trust that if Lily had any secret
lingering regrets, he has given her a final lesson.
Though I must say, in justice to her, poor girl, she
didn’t seem to need it.”
Mrs. Elmore listened with a strange
abeyance; she looked beaten and bewildered, while
he vehemently uttered these words. She could not
meet his eyes, with her consciousness of having her
intended romance thrown back upon her hands; and he
seemed in nowise eager to meet hers, for whatever
consciousness of his own. “Well, it isn’t
certain that he was the one, after all,” she
said.
XII.
Long after the ball Lily seemed to
Elmore’s eye not to have recovered her former
tone. He thought she went about languidly, and
that she was fitful and dreamy, breaking from moods
of unwonted abstraction in bursts of gayety as unnatural.
She did not talk much of the ball; he could not be
sure that she ever recurred to it of her own motion.
Hoskins continued to come a great deal to the house,
and she often talked with him for a whole evening;
Elmore fancied she was very serious in these talks.
He wondered if Lily avoided him, or
whether this was only an illusion of his; but in any
case, he was glad that the girl seemed to find so much
comfort in Hoskins’s company, and when it occurred
to him he always said something to encourage his visits.
His wife was singularly quiescent at this time, as
if, having accomplished all she wished in Lily’s
presence at the princess’s ball, she was willing
to rest for a while from further social endeavor.
Life was falling into the dull routine again, and
after the past shocks his nerves were gratefully clothing
themselves in the old habits of tranquillity once
more, when one day a letter came from the overseers
of Patmos University, offering him the presidency of
that institution on condition of his early return.
The board had in view certain changes, intended to
bring the university abreast with the times, which
they hoped would meet his approval.
Among these was a modification of
the name, which was hereafter to be Patmos University
and Military Institute. The board not only believed
that popular feeling demanded the introduction of military
drill into the college, but they felt that a college
which had been closed at the beginning of the Rebellion,
through the dedication of its president and nearly
all its students to the war, could in no way so gracefully
recognize this proud fact of its history as by hereafter
making war one of the arts which it taught. The
board explained that of course Mr. Elmore would not
be expected to take charge of this branch of instruction
at once. A competent military assistant would
be provided, and continued under him as long as he
should deem his services essential. The letter
closed with a cordial expression of the desire of
Elmore’s old friends to have him once more in
their midst, at the close of labors which they were
sure would do credit to the good old university and
to the whole city of Patmos.
Elmore read this letter at breakfast,
and silently handed it to his wife: they were
alone, for Lily, as now often happened, had not yet
risen. “Well?” he said, when she had
read it in her turn. She gave it back to him
with a look in her dimmed eyes which he could not mistake.
“I see there is no doubt of your feeling, Celia,”
he added.
“I don’t wish to urge
you,” she replied, “but yes, I should like
to go back. Yes, I am homesick. I have been
afraid of it before, but this chance of returning
makes it certain.”
“And you see nothing ridiculous
in my taking the presidency of a military institute?”
“They say expressly that they
don’t expect you to give instruction in that
branch.”
“No, not immediately, it seems,”
he said, with his pensive irony. “And the
history?”
“Haven’t you almost got notes enough?”
Elmore laughed sadly. “I
have been here two years. It would take me twenty
years to write such a history of Venice as I ought
not to be ashamed to write; it would take me five
years to scamp it as I thought of doing. Oh,
I dare say I had better go back. I have neither
the time nor the money to give to a work I never was
fit for,-of whose magnitude even I was
unable to conceive.”
“Don’t say that!”
cried his wife, with the old sympathy. “You
will write it yet, I know you will. I would rather
spend all my days in this-watery mausoleum
than have you talk so, Owen!”
“Thank you, my dear; but the
work won’t be lost even if I give it up at this
point. I can do something with my material, I
suppose. And you know that if I didn’t
wish to give up my project I couldn’t.
It’s a sign of my unfitness for it that I’m
able to abandon it. The man who is born to write
the history of Venice will have no volition in the
matter: he cannot leave it, and he will not die
till he has finished it.” He feebly crushed
a bit of bread in his fingers as he ended with this
burst of feeling, and he shook his head in sad negation
to his wife’s tender protest,-“Oh,
you will come back some day to finish it!”
“No one ever comes back to finish
a history of Venice,” he said.
“Oh, yes, you will,” she
returned. “But you need the rest from this
kind of work, now, just as you needed rest from your
college work before. You need a change of standpoint,-and
the American standpoint will be the very thing for
you.”
“Perhaps so, perhaps so,”
he admitted. “At any rate, this is a handsome
offer, and most kindly made, Celia. It’s
a great compliment. I didn’t suppose they
valued me so much.”
“Of course they valued you,
and they will be very glad to get you. I call
it merely letting the historic material ripen in your
mind, or else I shouldn’t let you accept.
And I shall be glad to go home, Owen, on Lily’s
account. The child is getting no good here:
she’s drooping.”
“Drooping?”
“Yes. Don’t you see how she mopes
about?”
“I’m afraid-that-I
have-noticed.”
He was going to ask why she was drooping;
but he could not. He said, recurring to the letter
of the overseers, “So Patmos is a city.”
“Of course it is by this time,”
said his wife, “with all that prosperity!”
Now that they were determined to go,
their little preparations for return were soon made;
and a week after Elmore had written to accept the
offer of the overseers, they were ready to follow his
letter home. Their decision was a blow to Hoskins
under which he visibly suffered; and they did not
realize till then in what fond and affectionate friendship
he held them. He now frankly spent his whole
time with them; he disconsolately helped them pack,
and he did all that a consul can do to secure free
entry for some objects of Venice that they wished to
get in without payment of duties at New York.
He said a dozen times, “I don’t
know what I will do when you’re gone”;
and toward the last he alarmed them for his own interests
by beginning to say, “Well, I don’t see
but what I will have to go along.”
The last night but one Lily felt it
her duty to talk to him very seriously about his future
and what he owed to it. She told him that he
must stay in Italy till he could bring home something
that would honor the great, precious, suffering country
for which he had fought so nobly, and which they all
loved. She made the tears come into her eyes as
she spoke, and when she said that she should always
be proud to be associated with one of his works, Hoskins’s
voice was quite husky in replying: “Is
that the way you feel about it?” He went away
promising to remain at least till he finished his
bas-relief of Westward, and his figure of the Pacific
Slope; and the next morning he sent around by a facchino
a note to Lily.
She ran it through in the presence
of the Elmores, before whom she received it, and then,
with a cry of “I think Mr. Hoskins is too bad!”
she threw it into Mrs. Elmore’s lap, and, catching
her handkerchief to her eyes, she broke into tears
and went out of the room. The note read:-
DEAR MISS LILY,-Your kind
interest in me gives me courage to say something
that will very likely make me hateful to you forevermore.
But I have got to say it, and you have got to
know it; and it’s all the worse for me
if you have never suspected it. I want to give
my whole life to you, wherever and however you
will have it. With you by my side, I feel
as if I could really do something that you would not
be ashamed of in sculpture, and I believe that I could
make you happy. I suppose I believe this
because I love you very dearly, and I know the
chances are that you will not think this is reason
enough. But I would take one chance in a
million, and be only too glad of it. I hope
it will not worry you to read this: as I said
before, I had to tell you. Perhaps it won’t
be altogether a surprise. I might go on,
but I suppose that until I hear from you I had
better give you as little of my eloquence as possible.
CLAY
HOSKINS.
“Well, upon my word,”
said Elmore, to whom his wife had transferred the
letter, “this is very indelicate of Hoskins!
I must say, I expected something better of him.”
He looked at the note with a face of disgust.
“I don’t know why you
had a right to expect anything better of him, as you
call it,” retorted his wife. “It’s
perfectly natural.”
“Natural!” cried Elmore.
“To put this upon us at the last moment, when
he knows how much trouble I’ve -”
Lily re-entered the room as precipitately
as she had left it, and saved him from betraying himself
as to the extent of his confidences to Hoskins.
“Professor Elmore,” she said, bending her
reddened eyes upon him, “I want you to answer
this letter for me; and I don’t want you to
write as you-I mean, don’t make it
so cutting-so-so-Why,
I like Mr. Hoskins! He’s been so
kind! And if you said anything to wound
his feelings-”
“I shall not do that, you may
be sure; because, for one reason, I shall say nothing
at all to him,” replied Elmore.
“You won’t write to him?” she gasped.
“No.”
“Why, what shall I do-o-o-o?”
demanded Lily, prolonging the syllable in a burst
of grief and astonishment.
“I don’t know,” answered Elmore.
“Owen,” cried his wife,
interfering for the first time, in response to the
look of appeal that Lily turned upon her, “you
must write!”
“Celia,” he retorted boldly,
“I won’t write. I have a genuine
regard for Hoskins; I respect him, and I am very grateful
to him for all his kindness to you. He has been
like a brother to you both.”
“Why, of course,” interrupted
Lily, “I never thought of him as anything but
a brother.”
“And though I must say I think
it would have been more thoughtful and-and-more
considerate in him not to do this-”
“We did everything we could
to fight him off from it,” interrupted Mrs.
Elmore, “both of us. We saw that it was
coming, and we tried to stop it. But nothing
would help. Perhaps, as he says, he did
have to do it.”
“I didn’t dream of his-having
any such-idea,” said Elmore.
“I felt so perfectly safe in his coming; I trusted
everything to him.”
“I suppose you thought his wanting
to come was all unconscious cerebration,” said
his wife disdainfully. “Well, now you see
it wasn’t.”
“Yes; but it’s too late
now to help it; and though I think he ought to have
spared us this, if he thought there was no hope for
him, still I can’t bring myself to inflict pain
upon him, and the long and the short of it is, I won’t.”
“But how is he to be answered?”
“I don’t know. You can answer him.”
“I could never do it in the world!”
“I own it’s difficult,” said Elmore
coldly.
“Oh, I will answer him-I
will answer him,” cried Lily, “rather than
have any trouble about it. Here,-here,”
she said, reaching blindly for pen and paper, as she
seated herself at Elmore’s desk, “give
me the ink, quick. Oh, dear! What shall
I say? What date is it?-the 25th?
And it doesn’t matter about the day of the week.
’Dear Mr. Hoskins-Dear Mr. Hoskins-Dear
Mr. Hosk’-Ought you to put Clay Hoskins,
Esq., at the top or the bottom-or not at
all, when you’ve said Dear Mr. Hoskins?
Esquire seems so cold, anyway, and I won’t
put it! ’Dear Mr. Hoskins’-Professor
Elmore!” she implored reproachfully, “tell
me what to say!”
“That would be equivalent to writing the letter,”
he began.
“Well, write it, then,”
she said, throwing down the pen. “I don’t
ask you to dictate it. Write it,-write
anything,-just in pencil, you know; that
won’t commit you to anything; they say a thing
in pencil isn’t legal,-and I’ll
copy it out in the first person.”
“Owen,” said his wife,
“you shall not refuse! It’s inhuman,
it’s inhospitable, when Lily wants you to, so!
Why, I never heard of such a thing!”
Elmore desperately caught up the sheet
of paper on which Lily had written “Dear Mr.
Hoskins,” and groaning out “Well, well!”
he added,-
I have your letter. Come
to the station to-morrow and say good-by
to her whom you will yet live to thank for remaining
only
Your
friend,
ELIZABETH
MAYHEW.
“There! there, that will do
beautifully-beautifully! Oh, thank
you, Professor Elmore, ever and ever so much!
That will save his feelings, and do everything,”
said Lily, sitting down again to copy it; while Mrs.
Elmore, looking over her shoulder, mingled her hysterical
excitement with the girl’s, and helped her out
by sealing the note when it was finished and directed.
It accomplished at least one purpose
intended. It kept Hoskins away till the final
moment, and it brought him to the station for their
adieux just before their train started. A consciousness
of the absurdity of his part gave his face a humorously
rueful cast. But he came pluckily to the mark.
He marched straight up to the girl. “It’s
all right, Miss Lily,” he said, and offered
her his hand, which she had a strong impulse to cry
over. Then he turned to Mrs. Elmore, and while
he held her hand in his right, he placed his left
affectionately on Elmore’s shoulder, and, looking
at Lily, he said, “You ought to get Miss Lily
to help you out with your history, Professor; she
has a very good style,-quite a literary
style, I should have said, if I hadn’t known
it was hers. I don’t like her subjects,
though.” They broke into a forlorn laugh
together; he wrung their hands once more, without a
word, and, without looking back, limped out of the
waiting-room and out of their lives.
They did not know that this was really
the last of Hoskins,-one never knows that
any parting is the last,-and in their inability
to conceive of a serious passion in him, they quickly
consoled themselves for what he might suffer.
They knew how kindly, how tenderly even, they felt
towards him, and by that juggle with the emotions which
we all practise at times, they found comfort for him
in the fact. Another interest, another figure,
began to occupy the morbid fancy of Elmore, and as
they approached Peschiera his expectation became intense.
There was no reason why it should exist; it would
be by the thousandth chance, even if Ehrhardt were
still there, that they should meet him at the railroad
station, and there were a thousand chances that he
was no longer in Peschiera. He could see that
his wife and Lily were restive too: as the train
drew into the station they nodded to each other, and
pointed out of the window, as if to identify the spot
where Lily had first noticed him; they laughed nervously,
and it seemed to Elmore that he could not endure their
laughter.
During that long wait which the train
used to make in the old Austrian times at Peschiera,
while the police authorities vised the passports
of those about to cross the frontier, Elmore continued
perpetually alert. He was aware that he should
not know Ehrhardt if he met him; but he should know
that he was present from the looks of Lily and Mrs.
Elmore, and he watched them. They dined well in
waiting, while he impatiently trifled with the food,
and ate next to nothing; and they calmly returned
to their places in the train, to which he remounted
after a last despairing glance around the platform
in a passion of disappointment. The old longing
not to be left so wholly to the effect of what he
had done possessed him to the exclusion of all other
sensations, and as the train moved away from the station
he fell back against the cushions of the carriage,
sick that he should never even have looked on the
face of the man in whose destiny he had played so
fatal a part.
XIII.
In America, life soon settled into
form about the daily duties of Elmore’s place,
and the daily pleasures and cares which his wife assumed
as a leader in Patmos society. Their sojourn abroad
conferred its distinction; the day came when they
regarded it as a brilliant episode, and it was only
by fitful glimpses that they recognized its essential
dulness. After they had been home a year or two,
Elmore published his Story of Venice in the Lives
of her Heroes, which fell into a ready oblivion; he
paid all the expenses of the book, and was puzzled
that, in spite of this, the final settlement should
still bring him in debt to his publishers. He
did not understand, but he submitted; and he accepted
the failure of his book very meekly. If he could
have chosen, he would have preferred that the Saturday
Review, which alone noticed it in London with three
lines of exquisite slight, should have passed it in
silence. But after all, he felt that the book
deserved no better fate. He always spoke of it
as unphilosophized and incomplete, without any just
claim to being.
Lily had returned to her sister’s
household, but though she came home in the heyday
of her young beauty, she failed somehow to take up
the story of her life just where she had left it in
Patmos. On the way home she had refused an offer
in London, and shortly after her arrival in America
she received a letter from a young gentleman whom she
had casually seen in Geneva, and who had found exile
insupportable since parting with her, and was ready
to return to his native land at her bidding; but she
said nothing of these proposals till long afterwards
to Professor Elmore, who, she said, had suffered enough
from her offers. She went to all the parties
and picnics, and had abundant opportunities of flirtation
and marriage; but she neither flirted nor married.
She seemed to have greatly sobered; and the sound
sense which she had always shown became more and more
qualified with a thoughtful sweetness. At first,
the relation between her and the Elmores lost something
of its intimacy; but when, after several years, her
health gave way, a familiarity, even kinder than before,
grew up. She used to like to come to them, and
talk and laugh fondly over their old Venetian days.
But often she sat pensive and absent, in the midst
of these memories, and looked at Elmore with a regard
which he found hard to bear: a gentle, unconscious
wonder it seemed, in which he imagined a shade of
tender reproach.
When she recovered her health, after
a journey to the West one winter, they saw that, by
some subtile and indefinable difference, she was no
longer a young girl. Perhaps it was because they
had not met her for half a year. But perhaps
it was age,-she was now thirty. However
it was, Elmore recognized with a pang that the first
youth at least had gone out of her voice and eyes.
She only returned to arrange for a long sojourn in
the West. She liked the climate and the people,
she said; and she seemed well and happy. She
had planned starting a Kindergarten school in Omaha
with another young lady; she said that she wanted
something to do. “She will end by marrying
one of those Western widowers,” said Mrs. Elmore.
“I wonder she didn’t take
poor old Hoskins,” mused Elmore aloud.
“No, you don’t, dear,”
said his wife, who had not grown less direct in dealing
with him. “You know it would have been ridiculous;
besides, she never cared anything for him,-she
couldn’t. You might as well wonder why
she didn’t take Captain Ehrhardt after you dismissed
him.”
“I dismissed him?”
“You wrote to him, didn’t you?”
“Celia,” cried Elmore,
“this I cannot bear. Did I take a
single step in that business without her request and
your full approval? Didn’t you both ask
me to write?”
“Yes, I suppose we did.”
“Suppose?”
“Well, we did,-if
you want me to say it. And I’m not accusing
you of anything. I know you acted for the best.
But you can see yourself, can’t you, that it
was rather sudden to have it end so quickly-”
She did not finish her sentence, or
he did not hear the close in the miserable absence
into which he lapsed. “Celia,” he
asked at last, “do you think she-she
had any feeling about him?”
“Oh,” cried his wife restively, “how
should I know?”
“I didn’t suppose you knew,”
he pleaded. “I asked if you thought so.”
“What would be the use of thinking
anything about it? The matter can’t be
helped now. If you inferred from anything she
said to you-”
“She told me repeatedly, in
answer to questions as explicit as I could make them,
that she wished him dismissed.”
“Well, then, very likely she did.”
“Very likely, Celia?”
“Yes. At any rate, it’s too late
now.”
“Yes, it’s too late now.”
He was silent again, and he began to walk the floor,
after his old habit, without speaking. He was
always mute when he was in pain, and he startled her
with the anguish in which he now broke forth.
“I give it up! I give it up! Celia,
Celia, I’m afraid I did wrong! Yes, I’m
afraid that I spoiled two lives. I ventured to
lay my sacrilegious hands upon two hearts that a divine
force was drawing together, and put them asunder.
It was a lamentable blunder,-it was a crime!”
“Why, Owen, how strangely you
talk! How could you have done any differently
under the circumstances?”
“Oh, I could have done very
differently. I might have seen him, and talked
with him brotherly, face to face. He was a fearless
and generous soul! And I was meanly scared for
my wretched little decorums, for my responsibility
to her friends, and I gave him no chance.”
“We wouldn’t let you give him any,”
interrupted his wife.
“Don’t try to deceive
yourself, don’t try to deceive me, Celia!
I know well enough that you would have been glad to
have me show mercy; and I would not even show him
the poor grace of passing his offer in silence, if
I must refuse it. I couldn’t spare him even
so much as that!”
“We decided-we both
decided-that it would be better to cut off
all hope at once,” urged his wife.
“Ah, it was I who decided that-decided
everything. Leave me to deal honestly with myself
at last, Celia! I have tried long enough to believe
that it was not I who did it!” The pent-up doubt
of years, the long-silenced self-accusal, burst forth
in his words. “Oh, I have suffered for
it! I thought he must come back, somehow, as long
as we stayed in Venice. When we left Peschiera
without a glimpse of him-I wonder I outlived
it. But even if I had seen him there, what use
would it have been? Would I have tried to repair
the wrong done? What did I do but impute unmanly
and impudent motives to him when he seized his chance
to see her once more at that masquerade-”
“No, no, Owen! He was not
the one. Lily was satisfied of that long ago.
It was nothing but a chance, a coincidence. Perhaps
it was some one he had told about the affair-”
“No matter! no matter!
If I thought it was he, my blame is the same.
And she, poor girl,-in my lying compassion
for him, I used to accuse her of cold-heartedness,
of indifference! I wonder she did not abhor the
sight of me. How has she ever tolerated the presence,
the friendship, of a man who did her this irreparable
wrong? Yes, it has spoiled her life, and it was
my work. No, no, Celia! you and she had nothing
to do with it, except as I forced your consent-it
was my work; and, however I have tried openly and
secretly to shirk it, I must bear this fearful responsibility.”
He dropped into a chair, and hid his
face in his hands, while his wife soothed him with
loving excuses for what he had done, with tender protests
against the exaggerations of his remorse. She
said that he had done the only thing he could do;
that Lily wished it, and that she never had blamed
him. “Why, I don’t believe she would
ever have married Captain Ehrhardt, anyhow. She
was full of that silly fancy of hers about Dick Burton,
all the time,-you know how she used always
to be talking about him; and when she came home and
found she had outgrown him, she had to refuse him,
and I suppose it’s that that’s made her
rather melancholy.” She explained that
Major Burton had become extremely fat, that his moustache
was too big and black, and his laugh too loud; there
was nothing left of him, in fact, but his empty sleeve,
and Lily was too conscientious to marry him merely
for that.
In fact, Elmore’s regret did
reflect a monstrous and distorted image of his conduct.
He had really acted the part of a prudent and conscientious
man; he was perfectly justifiable at every step:
but in the retrospect those steps which we can perfectly
justify sometimes seem to have cost so terribly that
we look back even upon our sinful stumblings with
better heart. Heaven knows how such things will
be at the last day; but at that moment there was no
wrong, no folly of his youth, of which Elmore did
not think with more comfort than of this passage in
which he had been so wise and right.
Of course the time came when he saw
it all differently again; when his wife persuaded
him that he had done the best that any one could do
with the responsibilities that ought never to have
been laid on a man of his temperament and habits;
when he even came to see that Lily’s feeling
was a matter of pure conjecture with him, and that
so far as he knew she had never cared anything for
Ehrhardt. Yet he was glad to have her away; he
did not like to talk of her with his wife; he did not
think of her if he could help it.
They heard from time to time through
her sister that her little enterprise in Omaha was
prospering, and that she was very contented out West;
at last they heard directly from her that she was going
to be married. Till then, Elmore had been dumbly
tormented in his sombre moods with the solution of
a problem at which his imagination vainly toiled,-the
problem of how some day she and Ehrhardt should meet
again and retrieve the error of the past for him.
He contrived this encounter in a thousand different
ways by a thousand different chances; what he so passionately
and sorrowfully longed for accomplished itself continually
in his dreams, but only in his dreams.
In due course Lily married, and from
all they could understand, very happily. Her
husband was a clergyman, and she took particular interest
in his parochial work, which her good heart and clear
head especially qualified her to share with him.
To connect her fate any longer with that of Ehrhardt
was now not only absurd, it was improper; yet Elmore
sometimes found his fancy forgetfully at work as before.
He could not at once realize that the tragedy of this
romance, such as it was, remained to him alone, except
perhaps as Ehrhardt shared it. With him, indeed,
Elmore still sought to fret his remorse and keep it
poignant, and his final failure to do so made him
ashamed. But what lasting sorrow can one have
from the disappointment of a man whom one has never
seen? If Lily could console herself, it seemed
probable that Ehrhardt too had “got along.”