The effect of a thing is never quite
what we have forecast. Mrs. Hilary heard Matt’s
confession without apparently anything of his tumult
in making it. Women, after all, dwell mainly
in the region of the affections; even the most worldly
women have their likes and dislikes, and the question
of the sort Matt had sprung upon his mother, is first
a personal question with them. She was not a
very worldly woman; but she liked her place in the
world, and she preferred conformity and similarity;
the people she was born of and bred with, were the
nicest kind of people, and she did not see how any
one could differ from them to advantage. Their
ideas were the best, or they would not have had them;
she, herself, did not wish to have other ideas.
But her family was more, far more, to her than her
world was. She knew that in his time her husband
had not had the ideas of her world concerning slavery,
but she had always contrived to honor the ideas of
both. Since her son had begun to disagree with
her world concerning what he called the industrial
slavery, she contrived, without the sense of inconsistency,
to suffer him and yet remain with the world.
She represented in her maternal tolerance, the principle
actuating the church, which includes the facts as
fast as they accomplish themselves, without changing
any point of doctrine.
“Then you mean, Matt,”
she asked, “that you are going to marry her?”
“Yes,” said Matt, “that
is what I mean,” and then, something in his
mother’s way of taking it nettled him on Sue’s
behalf. “But I don’t know that my
marrying her necessarily followed from my asking her.
I expected her to refuse me.”
“Men always do; I don’t
know why,” said Mrs. Hilary. “But
in this case I can’t imagine it.”
“Can’t imagine it? I
can imagine it!” Matt retorted; but his mother
did not seem to notice his resentment.
“Then, if it’s quite settled,
you don’t wish me to say anything?”
“I wish you to say everything,
mother — all that you feel and think — about
her, and the whole affair. But I don’t wish
you to think — I can’t let you
think — that she has ever, by one look or
word, allowed me to suppose that my offer would be
welcome.”
“Oh, I didn’t mean that,”
said Mrs. Hilary. “She would be too proud
for that. But I’ve no doubt it was welcome.”
Matt fretted in silence, but he allowed his mother
to go on. “She is a very proud girl, and
I’ve no doubt that what she’s been through
has intensified her pride.”
“I don’t suppose she’s
perfect,” said Matt. “I’m not
perfect, myself. But I don’t conceal her
faults from myself any more than I do my own.
I know she’s proud. I don’t admire
pride; but I suppose that with her it can’t
be helped.”
“I don’t know that I object
to it,” said Mrs. Hilary. “It doesn’t
always imply hardness; it goes with very good things,
sometimes. That hauteur of hers is very effective.
I’ve seen it carry her through with people who
might have been disposed to look down on her for some
reasons.”
“I shouldn’t value it, for that,”
Matt interrupted.
“No. But she made it serve
her instead of her want of those family connections
that every one else has — ”
“She will have all of ours,
I hope, mother!” Matt broke in, with a smile;
but his mother would not be diverted from the point
she was making.
“And that it always seemed so
odd she shouldn’t have. I’m sure that
to see her come into a room, you would think half
Boston, or all the princes of the blood, were her
cousins. She’s certainly a magnificent
creature.”
Matt differed with his mother from
the ground up, in all her worldly reasons for admiring
Suzette, but her praises filled his heart to overflowing.
Tears stood in his eyes, and his voice trembled:
“She is — she is — angelically!”
“Well, not just that type, perhaps,”
said Mrs. Hilary. “But she is a good girl.
No one can help respecting her; and I think she’s
even more to be respected for yielding to that poor
old maid sister of hers about their property, than
for wishing to give it up.”
“Yes,” Matt breathed gratefully.
“But there, there is
the real skeleton, Matt! Suzette would grace the
highest position. But her father! What will
people say?”
“Need we mind that, mother?”
“Not, perhaps, so much, if things
had remained as they were — if he had never
been heard from again. But that letter of his!
And what will he do next? He may come home, and
offer to stand his trial!”
“I would respect him for that!” cried
Matt passionately.
“Matt!”
“It isn’t a thing I should
urge him to do. He may not have the strength
for it. But if he had, it would be the best thing
he could do, and I should be glad to stand by him!”
“And drag us all through the
mire? Surely, my son, whatever you feel about
your mother and sister, you can’t wish your poor
father to suffer anything more on that wretch’s
account?”
“Wish? No. And heaven
knows how deeply anxious I am about the effect my
engagement may have on father. I’m afraid
it will embarrass him — compromise him, even — ”
“As to that, I can’t say,”
said Mrs. Hilary. “You and he ought to know
best. One thing is certain. There won’t
be any opposition on his part or mine, my son, that
you won’t see yourself is reasonable — ”
“Oh, I am sure of that, mother!
And I can’t tell you how deeply I feel — ”
“Your father appreciates Suzette
as fully as I do; but I don’t believe he could
stand any more Quixotism from you, Matt, and if you
intend to make your marriage a preliminary to getting
your father-in-law into State’s prison, you
may be very sure your father won’t approve of
your marriage.”
Matt laughed at the humor of the proposition,
which his mother did not perceive so keenly.
“I don’t intend that, exactly.”
“And I’m satisfied, as
it is, he won’t be easy about it till the thing
is hushed up, or dies out of itself, if it’s
let alone.”
“But father can’t let
it alone!” said Matt. “It’s
his duty to follow it up at every opportunity.
I don’t want you to deceive yourself about the
matter. I want you to understand just how it will
be. I have tried to face it squarely, and I know
how it looks. I shall try to make Suzette see
it as I do, and I’m sure she will. I don’t
think her father is guiltier than a great many other
people who haven’t been found out. But
he has been found out, and he ought, for the sake of
the community, to be willing to bear the penalty the
law inflicts. That is his only hope, his salvation,
his duty. Father’s duty is to make him bear
it whether he’s willing or not. It’s
a much more odious duty — ”
“I don’t understand you,
Matt, saying your father’s part is more odious
than a self-confessed defaulter’s.”
“No, I don’t say — ”
“Then I think you’d better
go to your father, and reconcile your duty with his,
if you can. I wash my hands of the affair.
It seems to me, though, that you’ve quite lost
your head. The world will look very differently,
I can assure you, at a woman whose father died in Canada,
nobody could remember just why, from what it will on
one whose father was sent to State’s prison
for taking money that didn’t belong to him.”
Matt flung up his arms; “Oh,
the world, the world! I won’t let the world
enter! I will never let Suzette face its mean
and cruel prejudices. She will come here to the
farm with me, and we will live down the memory of
what she has innocently suffered, and we will let the
world go its way.”
“And don’t you think the
world will follow you here? Don’t you suppose
it is here, ready to welcome you home with all
those prejudices you hope you can shun? Every
old gossip of the neighborhood will point Suzette
out, as the daughter of a man who is serving his term
in jail for fraud. The great world forgets, but
this little world around you here would remember it
as long as either of you lived. No; the day you
marry Suzette Northwick, you must make up your mind
to follow her father into exile, or else to share
his shame with her at home.”
“I’ve made up my mind
to share that shame at home. I never could ask
her to run from it.”
“Then for pity’s sake,
let that miserable man alone, wherever he is.
Or, if you can get at him, beg him to stay away, and
keep still till he dies. Good-night.”
Mrs. Hilary rose from her own chair,
and stooped over Matt, where he had sunk in his, and
kissed his troubled forehead. He thought he had
solved one part of his problem; but her words showed
him that he had not rightly seen it in that light
of love which had really hid it in dazzling illusions.
The difficulty had not yielded, at
all, when he met his father with it; he thought it
had only grown tougher and knottier; and he hardly
knew how to present it. His mother had not only
promised not to speak to his father of the affair,
she had utterly refused to speak of it, and Matt instantly
perceived that the fact he announced was somehow far
more unexpected to his father than it had seemed to
his mother.
But Hilary received it with a patience,
a tenderness for his son, in all his amazement, that
touched Matt more keenly than any other fashion of
meeting it could have done. He asked if it were
something that Matt had done, or had merely made up
his mind some time to do; and when Matt said it was
something he had done, his father was silent a moment.
Then he said, “I shall have to take some action
about it.”
“How, action?”
“Why, you must see, my dear
boy, that as soon as this thing becomes known — and
you wish it to be known, of course — ”
“Of course!”
“It will be impossible for me
to continue holding my present relation to Northwick.”
“Northwick?”
“As president of the Board,
I’m ex officio his enemy and persecutor.
It wouldn’t be right, it wouldn’t be decent,
for me to continue that after it was known that you
were going to marry his daughter. It wouldn’t
be possible. I must resign, I must withdraw from
the Board altogether. I haven’t the stuff
in me to do my official duty at such a cost; so I’d
better give up my office, and get rid of my duty.”
“That will be a great sacrifice
for you, father,” said Matt.
“It won’t bring me to
want, exactly, if you mean money-wise.”
“I didn’t mean money-wise.
But I know you’ve always enjoyed the position
so much.”
Hilary laughed uneasily. “Well,
it hasn’t been a bed of roses since we discovered
Northwick’s obliquities — excuse me!”
Matt blushed. “Oh, I know
he’s oblique, as such things go.”
“In fact,” his father
resumed, “I shall be glad to be out of it, and
I don’t think there’ll be much opposition
to my going out; I know that there’s a growing
feeling against me in the Board. I have
tried to carry water on both shoulders. I’ve
made the effort honestly; but the effect hasn’t
been good. I couldn’t keep my heart out
of it; from the very first I pitied that poor devil’s
children so that I got him and gave him all the chance
I could.”
“That was perfectly right.
It was the only business-like — ”
“It wasn’t business-like
to hope that even if justice were defeated he might
somehow, anyhow, escape the consequences of his crime;
and I’m afraid this is what I’ve hoped,
in spite of myself,” said Hilary.
This was so probably true that Matt
could not help his father deny it. He could only
say, “I don’t believe you’ve ever
allowed that hope to interfere with the strict performance
of your duty, at any moment.”
“No; but I’ve had the
hope; and others have had the suspicion that I’ve
had it. I’ve felt that; and I’m glad
that it’s coming to an end. I’m not
ashamed of your choice, Matt; I’m proud of it.
The thing gave me a shock at first, because I had
to face the part I must take. But she’s
all kinds of a splendid girl. The Board knows
what she wished to do, and why she hasn’t done
it. No one can help honoring her. And I don’t
believe people will think the less of any of us for
your wanting to marry her. But if they do, they
may do it, and be damned.”
Hilary shook himself together with
greater comfort than he had yet felt, upon this conclusion:
but he lapsed again after the long hand-pressure that
he exchanged with his son.
“We must make it our business,
now, to see that no man loses anything by that — We
must get at him somehow. Of course, they have
no more notion where he is than we have.”
“No; not the least,” said
Matt. “I think it’s the uncertainty
that’s preying upon Miss Northwick.”
“The man’s behaving like
a confounded lunatic,” said Hilary.
The word reminded Matt of Putney,
and he said, “That’s their lawyer’s
theory of him — ”
“Oh, you’ve seen him, have you?
Odd chap.”
“Yes; I saw him when I was up
there, after — after — at the request
of Suzette. I wished to talk with him about the
scheme that Maxwell’s heard of from a brother
reporter,” and Matt now unfolded Pinney’s
plan to his father, and showed his letter.
Hilary looked from it at his son.
“You don’t mean that this is the blackguard
who wrote that account of the defalcation in the Events?”
“Yes; the same fellow. But as to blackguard — ”
“Well, then, Matt, I don’t
see how we can employ him. It seems to me it
would be a kind of insult to those poor girls.”
“I had thought of that.
I felt that. But after all, I don’t think
he knew how much of a blackguard he was making of
himself. Maxwell says he wouldn’t know.
And besides, we can’t help ourselves. If
he doesn’t go for us, he will go for himself.
We must employ him. He’s a species
of condottiere; we can buy his allegiance with
his service: and we must forego the sentimental
objection. I’ve gone all over it, and that’s
the only conclusion.”
Hilary fumed and rebelled; but he
saw that they could not help themselves, that they
could not do better. He asked, “And what
did their lawyer think of it?”
“He seemed to think we had better
let it alone for the present; better wait and see
if Mr. Northwick would not try to communicate with
his family.”
“I’m not so sure of that,”
said Hilary. “If this fellow is such a fellow
as you say, I don’t see why we shouldn’t
make use of him at once.”
“Make use of him to get Mr.
Northwick back?” said Matt. “I think
it would be well for him to come back, but voluntarily — ”
“Come back?” said Hilary,
whose civic morality flew much lower than this.
“Nonsense! And stir the whole filthy mess
up in the courts? I mean, make use of this fellow
to find him, and enable us to find out just how much
money he has left, and how much we have got to supply,
in order to make up his shortage.”
Matt now perceived the extent of his
father’s purpose, and on its plane he honored
it.
“Father, you’re splendid!”
“Stuff! I’m in a
corner. What else is there to do? What less
could we do? What’s the money for, if it
isn’t to — ” Hilary choked with
the emotion that filled him at the sight of his son’s
face.
Every father likes to have his grown-up
son think him a good man; it is the sweetest thing
that can come to him in life, far sweeter than a daughter’s
faith in him; for a son knows whether his father
is good or not. At the bottom of his soul Hilary
cared more for his son’s opinion than most fathers;
Matt was a crank, but because he was a crank, Hilary
valued his judgment as something ideal.
After a moment he asked, “Can this fellow be
got at?”
“Oh, I imagine very readily.”
“What did Maxwell say about him, generally?”
“Generally, that he’s
not at all a bad kind of fellow. He’s a
reporter by nature, and he’s a detective upon
instinct. He’s done some amateur detective
work, as many reporters do — according to
Maxwell’s account. The two things run together — and
he’s very shrewd and capable in his way.
He’s going into it as a speculation, and of course
he wants it to be worth his while. Maxwell says
his expectation of newspaper promotion is mere brag;
they know him too well to put him in any position of
control. He’s a mixture, like everybody
else. He’s devotedly fond of his wife,
and he wants to give her and the baby a change of air — ”
“My idea,” Hilary interrupted,
“would be not to wait for the Social Science
Convention, but to send this — ”
“Pinney.”
“Pinney at once. Will you see him?”
“If you have made up your mind.”
“I’ve made up my mind.
But handle the wretch carefully, and for heaven’s
sake bind him by all that’s sacred — if
there’s anything sacred to him — not
to give the matter away. Let him fix his price,
and offer him a pension for his widow afterwards.”