The few words of sympathy dropped
by Bigot in the secret chamber had fallen like manna
on the famine of Caroline’s starving affections
as she remained on the sofa, where she had half fallen,
pressing her bosom with her hands as if a new-born
thought lay there. “I am sure he meant it!”
repeated she to herself. “I feel that his
words were true, and for the moment his look and tone
were those of my happy maiden days in Acadia!
I was too proud then of my fancied power, and thought
Bigot’s love deserved the surrender of my very
conscience to his keeping. I forgot God in my
love for him; and, alas for me! that now is part of
my punishment! I feel not the sin of loving him!
My penitence is not sincere when I can still rejoice
in his smile! Woe is me! Bigot! Bigot!
unworthy as thou art, I cannot forsake thee! I
would willingly die at thy feet, only spurn me not
away, nor give to another the love that belongs to
me, and for which I have paid the price of my immortal
soul!”
She relapsed into a train of bitter
reflections as her thoughts reverted to herself.
Silence had been gradually creeping through the house.
The noisy debauch was at an end. There were trampings,
voices, and footfalls for a while longer, and then
they died away. Everything was still and silent
as the grave. She knew the feast was over and
the guests departed; but not whether Bigot had accompanied
them.
She sprang up as a low knock came
to her door, thinking it was he, come to bid her adieu.
It was with a feeling of disappointment she heard the
voice of Dame Tremblay saying, “My Lady, may
I enter?”
Caroline ran her fingers through her
disordered hair, pressed her handkerchief into her
eyes, and hastily tried to obliterate every trace
of her recent agony. She bade her enter.
Dame Tremblay, shrewd as became the
whilom Charming Josephine of Lake Beauport, had a
kind heart, nevertheless, under her old-fashioned
bodice. She sincerely pitied this young creature
who was passing her days in prayer and her nights
in weeping, although she might rather blame her in
secret for not appreciating better the honor of a residence
at Beaumanoir and the friendship of the Intendant.
“I do not think she is prettier
than I, when I was the Charming Josephine!”
thought the old dame. “I did not despise
Beaumanoir in those days, and why should she now?
But she will be neither maid nor mistress here long,
I am thinking!” The dame saluted the young lady
with great deference, and quietly asked if she needed
her service.
“Oh! it is you, good dame!” Caroline
answered her own thoughts, rather than the question, “tell
me what makes this unusual silence in the Chateau?”
“The Intendant and all the guests
have gone to the city, my Lady: a great officer
of the Governor’s came to summon them. To
be sure, not many of them were fit to go, but after
a deal of bathing and dressing the gentlemen got off.
Such a clatter of horsemen as they rode out, I never
heard before, my Lady; you must have heard them even
here!”
“Yes, dame!” replied Caroline,
“I heard it; and the Intendant, has he accompanied
them?”
“Yes, my Lady; the freshest
and foremost cavalier of them all. Wine and late
hours never hurt the Intendant. It is for that
I praise him, for he is a gallant gentleman, who knows
what politeness is to women.”
Caroline shrank a little at the thought
expressed by the dame. “What causes you
to say that?” asked she.
“I will tell, my Lady!
‘Dame Tremblay!’ said he, just before he
left the Chateau. ’Dame Tremblay’ he
always calls me that when he is formal, but sometimes
when he is merry, he calls me ‘Charming Josephine,’
in remembrance of my young days, concerning which
he has heard flattering stories, I dare say ”
“In heaven’s name! go
on, dame!” Caroline, depressed as she was, felt
the dame’s garrulity like a pinch on her impatience.
“What said the Intendant to you, on leaving
the Chateau?”
“Oh, he spoke to me of you quite
feelingly that is, bade me take the utmost
care of the poor lady in the secret chamber. I
was to give you everything you wished, and keep off
all visitors, if such were your own desire.”
A train of powder does not catch fire
from a spark more quickly than Caroline’s imagination
from these few words of the old housekeeper. “Did
he say that, good dame? God bless you, and bless
him for those words!” Her eyes filled with tears
at the thought of his tenderness, which, although
half fictitious, she wholly believed.
“Yes, dame,” continued
she. “It is my most earnest desire to be
secluded from all visitors. I wish to see no
one but yourself. Have you many visitors ladies,
I mean at the Chateau?”
“Oh, yes! the ladies of the
city are not likely to forget the invitations to the
balls and dinners of the bachelor Intendant of New
France. It is the most fashionable thing in the
city, and every lady is wild to attend them.
There is one, the handsomest and gayest of them all,
who, they say, would not object even to become the
bride of the Intendant.”
It was a careless shaft of the old
dame’s, but it went to the heart of Caroline.
“Who is she, good dame? pray tell
me!”
“Oh, my Lady, I should fear
her anger, if she knew what I say! She is the
most terrible coquette in the city worshipped
by the men, and hated, of course, by the women, who
all imitate her in dress and style as much as they
possibly can, because they see it takes! But every
woman fears for either husband or lover when Angelique
des Meloises is her rival.”
“Is that her name? I never
heard it before, dame!” remarked Caroline, with
a shudder. She felt instinctively that the name
was one of direful omen to herself.
“Pray God you may never have
reason to hear it again,” replied Dame Tremblay.
“She it was who went to the mansion of Sieur
Tourangeau and with her riding-whip lashed the mark
of a red cross upon the forehead of his daughter,
Cecile, scarring her forever, because she had presumed
to smile kindly upon a young officer, a handsome fellow,
Le Gardeur de Repentigny whom any woman
might be pardoned for admiring!” added the old
dame, with a natural touch of the candor of her youth.
“If Angelique takes a fancy to the Intendant,
it will be dangerous for any other woman to stand
in her way!”
Caroline gave a frightened look at
the dame’s description of a possible rival in
the Intendant’s love. “You know more
of her, dame! Tell me all! Tell me the worst
I have to learn!” pleaded the poor girl.
“The worst, my Lady! I
fear no one can tell the worst of Angelique des
Meloises, at least, would not dare to, although
I know nothing bad of her, except that she would like
to have all the men to herself, and so spite all the
women!”
“But she must regard that young
officer with more than common affection, to have acted
so savagely to Mademoiselle Tourangeau?” Caroline,
with a woman’s quickness, had caught at that
gleam of hope through the darkness.
“Oh, yes, my Lady! All
Quebec knows that Angelique loves the Seigneur de
Repentigny, for nothing is a secret in Quebec if more
than one person knows it, as I myself well recollect;
for when I was the Charming Josephine, my very whispers
were all over the city by the next dinner hour, and
repeated at every table, as gentlemen cracked their
almonds and drank their wine in toasts to the Charming
Josephine.”
“Pshaw! dame! Tell me about
the Seigneur de Repentigny! Does Angelique des
Meloises love him, think you?” Caroline’s
eyes were fixed like stars upon the dame, awaiting
her reply.
“It takes women to read women,
they say,” replied the dame, “and every
lady in Quebec would swear that Angelique loves the
Seigneur de Repentigny; but I know that, if she can,
she will marry the Intendant, whom she has fairly
bewitched with her wit and beauty, and you know a
clever woman can marry any man she pleases, if she
only goes the right way about it: men are such
fools!”
Caroline grew faint. Cold drops
gathered on her brow. A veil of mist floated
before her eyes. “Water! good dame water!”
she articulated, after several efforts.
Dame Tremblay ran, and got her a drink
of water and such restoratives as were at hand.
The dame was profuse in words of sympathy: she
had gone through life with a light, lively spirit,
as became the Charming Josephine, but never lost the
kindly heart that was natural to her.
Caroline rallied from her faintness.
“Have you seen what you tell me, dame, or is
it but the idle gossip of the city, no truth in it?
Oh, say it is the idle gossip of the city! Francois
Bigot is not going to marry this lady? He is
not so faithless” to me, she was about
to add, but did not.
“So faithless to her, she means,
poor soul!” soliliquized the dame. “It
is but little you know my gay master if you think he
values a promise made to any woman, except to deceive
her! I have seen too many birds of that feather
not to know a hawk, from beak to claw. When I
was the Charming Josephine I took the measure of men’s
professions, and never was deceived but once.
Men’s promises are big as clouds, and as empty
and as unstable!”
“My good dame, I am sure you
have a kind heart,” said Caroline, in reply
to a sympathizing pressure of the hand. “But
you do not know, you cannot imagine what injustice
you do the Intendant” Caroline hesitated
and blushed “by mentioning the report
of his marriage with that lady. Men speak untruly
of him ”
“My dear Lady, it is what the
women say that frightens one! The men are angry,
and won’t believe it; but the women are jealous,
and will believe it even if there be nothing in it!
As a faithful servant I ought to have no eyes to watch
my master, but I have not failed to observe that the
Chevalier Bigot is caught man-fashion, if not husband-fashion,
in the snares of the artful Angelique. But may
I speak my real opinion to you, my Lady?”
Caroline was eagerly watching the
lips of the garrulous dame. She started, brushed
back with a stroke of her hand the thick hair that
had fallen over her ear, “Oh, speak
all your thoughts, good dame! If your next words
were to kill me, speak them!”
“My next words will not harm
you, my Lady,” said she, with a meaning smile,
“if you will accept the opinion of an old woman,
who learned the ways of men when she was the Charming
Josephine! You must not conclude that because
the Chevalier Intendant admires, or even loves Angelique
des Meloises, he is going to marry her. That
is not the fashion of these times. Men love beauty,
and marry money; love is more plenty than matrimony,
both at Paris and at Quebec, at Versailles as well
as at Beaumanoir or even at Lake Beauport, as I learned
to my cost when I was the Charming Josephine!”
Caroline blushed crimson at the remark
of Dame Tremblay. Her voice quivered with emotion.
“It is sin to cheapen love like that, dame!
And yet I know we have sometimes to bury our love
in our heart, with no hope of resurrection.”
“Sometimes? Almost always,
my Lady! When I was the Charming Josephine nay,
listen, Lady: my story is instructive.”
Caroline composed herself to hear the dame’s
recital. “When I was the Charming Josephine
of Lake Beauport I began by believing that men were
angels sent for the salvation of us women. I
thought that love was a better passport than money
to lead to matrimony; but I was a fool for my fancy!
I had a good score of lovers any day. The gallants
praised my beauty, and it was the envy of the city;
they flattered me for my wit, nay, even
fought duels for my favor, and called me the Charming
Josephine, but not one offered to marry me! At
twenty I ran away for love, and was forsaken.
At thirty I married for money, and was rid of all my
illusions. At forty I came as housekeeper to Beaumanoir,
and have lived here comfortably ever since I know
what royal intendants are! Old Hocquart wore
night-caps in the daytime, took snuff every minute,
and jilted a lady in France because she had not the
dower of a duchess to match his hoards of wealth!
The Chevalier Bigot’s black eye and jolly laugh
draw after him all the girls of the city, but not one
will catch him! Angelique des Meloises is
first in his favor, but I see it is as clear as print
in the eye of the Intendant that he will never marry
her and you will prevent him, my Lady!”
“I? I prevent him!”
exclaimed Caroline in amazement. “Alas!
good dame, you little know how lighter than thistledown
floating on the wind is my influence with the Intendant.”
“You do yourself injustice,
my Lady. Listen! I never saw a more pitying
glance fall from the eye of man than the Intendant
cast upon you one day when he saw you kneeling in
your oratory unconscious of his presence. His
lips quivered, and a tear gathered under his thick
eyelashes as he silently withdrew. I heard him
mutter a blessing upon you, and curses upon La Pompadour
for coming between him and his heart’s desire.
I was a faithful servant and kept my counsel.
I could see, however, that the Intendant thought more
of the lovely lady of Beaumanoir than of all the ambitious
demoiselles of Quebec.”
Caroline sprang up, and casting off
the deep reserve she had maintained, threw her arms
round the neck of Dame Tremblay, and half choked with
emotion, exclaimed,
“Is that true? good, dear friend
of friends! Did the Chevalier Bigot bless me,
and curse La Pompadour for coming between him and his
heart’s desire! His heart’s desire!
but you do not know you cannot guess what
that means, dame?”
“As if I did not know a man’s
heart’s desire! but I am a woman, and can guess!
I was not the Charming Josephine for nothing, good
Lady!” replied the dame, smiling, as the enraptured
girl laid her fair, smooth cheek upon that of the
old housekeeper.
“And did he look so pityingly
as you describe, and bless me as I was praying, unwitting
of his presence?” repeated she, with a look that
searched the dame through and through.
“He did, my Lady; he looked,
just then, as a man looks upon a woman whom he really
loves. I know how men look when they really love
us and when they only pretend to? No deceiving
me!” added she. “When I was the Charming
Josephine ”
“Ave Maria!” said Caroline,
crossing herself with deep devotion, not heeding the
dame’s reminiscences of Lake Beauport. “Heaven
has heard my prayers! I can die happy!”
“Heaven forbid you should die
at all, my Lady! You die? The Intendant
loves you. I see it in his face that he will never
marry Angelique des Meloises. He may indeed
marry a great marchioness with her lap full of gold
and chateaux that is, if the King commands
him: that is how the grand gentlemen of the Court
marry. They wed rank, and love beauty the
heart to one, the hand to another. It would be
my way too, were I a man and women so simple as we
all are. If a girl cannot marry for love, she
will marry for money; and if not for money, she can
always marry for spite I did, when I was
the Charming Josephine!”
“It is a shocking and sinful
way, to marry without love!” said Caroline,
warmly.
“It is better than no way at
all!” replied the dame, regretting her remark
when she saw her lady’s face flush like crimson.
The dame’s opinions were rather the worse for
wear in her long journey through life, and would not
be adopted by a jury of prudes. “When I
was the Charming Josephine,” continued she,
“I had the love of half the gallants of Quebec,
but not one offered his hand. What was I to do?
’Crook a finger, or love and linger,’
as they say in Alençon, where I was born?”
“Fie, dame! Don’t
say such things!” said Caroline, with a shamed,
reproving look. “I would think better of
the Intendant.” Her gratitude led her to
imagine excuses for him. The few words reported
to her by Dame Tremblay she repeated with silently
moving lips and tender reiteration. They lingered
in her ear like the fugue of a strain of music, sung
by a choir of angelic spirits. “Those were
his very words, dame?” added she again, repeating
them not for inquiry, but for secret joy.
“His very words, my Lady!
But why should the Royal Intendant not have his heart’s
desire as well as that great lady in France? If
any one had forbidden my marrying the poor Sieur
Tremblay, for whom I did not care two pins, I would
have had him for spite yes, if I had had
to marry him as the crows do, on a tree-top!”
“But no one bade you or forbade
you, dame! You were happy that no one came between
you and your heart’s desire!” replied Caroline.
Dame Tremblay laughed out merrily
at the idea. “Poor Giles Tremblay my heart’s
desire! Listen, Lady, I could no more get that
than you could. When I was the Charming Josephine
there was but one, out of all my admirers, whom I
really cared for, and he, poor fellow, had a wife
already! So what was I to do? I threw my
line at last in utter despair, and out of the troubled
sea I drew the Sieur Tremblay, whom I married,
and soon put cosily underground with a heavy tombstone
on top of him to keep him down, with this inscription,
which you may see for yourself, my Lady, if you will,
in the churchyard where he lies:
“’Ci
git mon Giles,
Ah! qu’il
est bien,
Pour
son repos,
Et
pour le mien!’
“Men are like my Angora tabby:
stroke them smoothly and they will purr and rub noses
with you; but stroke them the wrong way and whirr!
they scratch your hands and out of the window they
fly! When I was the Charming ”
“Oh, good dame, thanks! thanks!
for the comfort you have given me!” interrupted
Caroline, not caring for a fresh reminiscence of the
Charming Josephine. “Leave me, I pray.
My mind is in a sad tumult. I would fain rest.
I have much to fear, but something also to hope for
now,” she said, leaning back in her chair in
deep and quiet thought.
“The Chateau is very still now,
my Lady,” replied the dame, “the servants
are all worn out with long attendance and fast asleep.
Let my Lady go to her own apartments, which are bright
and airy. It will be better for her than this
dull chamber.”
“True, dame!” Caroline
rose at the suggestion. “I like not this
secret chamber. It suited my sad mood, but now
I seem to long for air and sunshine. I will go
with you to my own room.”
They ascended the winding stair, and
Caroline seated herself by the window of her own chamber,
overlooking the park and gardens of the Chateau.
The huge, sloping forest upon the mountain side, formed,
in the distance, with the blue sky above it, a landscape
of beauty, upon which her eyes lingered with a sense
of freshness and delight.
Dame Tremblay left her to her musings,
to go, she said, to rouse up the lazy maids and menservants,
to straighten up the confusion of everything in the
Chateau after the late long feast.
On the great stair she encountered
M. Froumois, the Intendant’s valet, a favorite
gossip of the dame’s, who used to invite him
into her snug parlor, where she regaled him with tea
and cake, or, if late in the evening, with wine and
nipperkins of Cognac, while he poured into her ear
stories of the gay life of Paris and the bonnes fortunes
of himself and master for the valet in
plush would have disdained being less successful among
the maids in the servants’ hall than his master
in velvet in the boudoirs of their mistresses.
M. Froumois accepted the dame’s
invitation, and the two were presently engaged in
a melee of gossip over the sayings and doings of fashionable
society in Quebec.
The dame, holding between her thumb
and finger a little china cup of tea well laced, she
called it, with Cognac, remarked, “They
fairly run the Intendant down, Froumois: there
is not a girl in the city but laces her boots to distraction
since it came out that the Intendant admires a neat,
trim ankle. I had a trim ankle myself when I was
the Charming Josephine, M. Froumois!”
“And you have yet, dame, if
I am a judge,” replied Froumois, glancing down
with an air of gallantry.
“And you are accounted a judge and
ought to be a good one, Froumois! A gentleman
can’t live at court as you have done, and learn
nothing of the points of a fine woman!” The
good dame liked a compliment as well as ever she had
done at Lake Beauport in her hey-day of youth and beauty.
“Why, no, dame,” replied
he; “one can’t live at Court and learn
nothing! We study the points of fine women as
we do fine statuary in the gallery of the Louvre,
only the living beauties will compel us to see their
best points if they have them!” M. Froumois
looked very critical as he took a pinch from the dame’s
box, which she held out to him. Her hand and wrist
were yet unexceptionable, as he could not help remarking.
“But what think you, really,
of our Quebec beauties? Are they not a good imitation
of Versailles?” asked the dame.
“A good imitation! They
are the real porcelain! For beauty and affability
Versailles cannot exceed them. So says the Intendant,
and so say I!,” replied the gay valet.
“Why, look you, Dame Tremblay!” continued
he, extending his well-ringed fingers, “they
do give gentlemen no end of hopes here! We have
only to stretch out our ten digits and a ladybird
will light on every one of them! It was so at
Versailles it is just so here. The
ladies in Quebec do know how to appreciate a real
gentleman!”
“Yes, that is what makes the
ladies of Ville Marie so jealous and angry,”
replied the dame; “the King’s officers
and all the great catches land at Quebec first, when
they come out from France, and we take toll of them!
We don’t let a gentleman of them get up to Ville
Marie without a Quebec engagement tacked to his back,
so that all Ville Marie can read it, and die of pure
spite! I say we, Froumois; but you understand
I speak of myself only as the Charming Josephine of
Lake Beauport. I must content myself now with
telling over my past glories.”
“Well dame, I don’t know
but you are glorious yet! But tell me, what has
got over my master to-day? Was the unknown lady
unkind? Something has angered him, I am sure!”
“I cannot tell you, Froumois:
women’s moods are not to be explained, even
by themselves.” The dame had been sensibly
touched by Caroline’s confidence in her, and
she was too loyal to her sex to repeat even to Froumois
her recent conversation with Caroline.
They found plenty of other topics,
however, and over the tea and Cognac the dame and
valet passed an hour of delightful gossip.
Caroline, left to the solitude of
her chamber, sat silently with her hands clasped in
her lap. Her thoughts pressed inward upon her.
She looked out without seeing the fair landscape before
her eyes.
Tears and sorrow she had welcomed
in a spirit of bitter penitence for her fault in loving
one who no longer regarded her. “I do not
deserve any man’s regard,” murmured she,
as she laid her soul on the rack of self-accusation,
and wrung its tenderest fibres with the pitiless rigor
of a secret inquisitor. She utterly condemned
herself while still trying to find some excuse for
her unworthy lover. At times a cold half-persuasion,
fluttering like a bird in the snow, came over her that
Bigot could not be utterly base. He could not
thus forsake one who had lost all name,
fame, home, and kindred for his sake!
She clung to the few pitying words spoken by him as
a shipwrecked sailor to the plank which chance has
thrown in his way. It might float her for a few
hours, and she was grateful.
Immersed in these reflections, Caroline
sat gazing at the clouds, now transformed into royal
robes of crimson and gold the gorgeous train
of the sun filled the western horizon. She raised
her pale hands to her head, lifting the mass of dark
hair from her temples. The fevered blood, madly
coursing, pulsed in her ear like the stroke of a bell.
She remembered a sunset like this
on the shores of the Bay of Minas, where the thrush
and oriole twittered their even-song before seeking
their nests, where the foliage of the trees was all
ablaze with golden fire, and a shimmering path of
sunlight lay upon the still waters like a glorious
bridge leading from themselves to the bright beyond.
On that well-remembered night her
heart had yielded to Bigot’s pleadings.
She had leaned her head upon his bosom, and received
the kiss and gave the pledge that bound her to him
forever.
The sun kept sinking the
forests on the mountain tops burst into a bonfire
of glory. Shadows went creeping up the hill-sides
until the highest crest alone flamed out as a beacon
of hope to her troubled soul.
Suddenly, like a voice from the spirit
world, the faint chime of the bells of Charlebourg
floated on the evening breeze: it was the Angelus,
calling men to prayer and rest from their daily labor.
Sweetly the soft reverberation floated through the
forests, up the hill-sides, by plain and river, entering
the open lattices of Chateau and cottage, summoning
rich and poor alike to their duty of prayer and praise.
It reminded men of the redemption of the world by
the divine miracle of the incarnation announced by
Gabriel, the angel of God, to the ear of Mary blessed
among women.
The soft bells rang on. Men blessed
them, and ceased from their toils in field and forest.
Mothers knelt by the cradle, and uttered the sacred
words with emotions such as only mothers feel.
Children knelt by their mothers, and learned the story
of God’s pity in appearing upon earth as a little
child, to save mankind from their sins. The dark
Huron setting his snares in the forest and the fishers
on the shady stream stood still. The voyageur
sweeping his canoe over the broad river suspended
his oar as the solemn sound reached him, and he repeated
the angel’s words and went on his way with renewed
strength.
The sweet bells came like a voice
of pity and consolation to the ear of Caroline.
She knelt down, and clasping her hands, repeated the
prayer of millions,
“‘Ave Maria!
gratia plena.’”
She continued kneeling, offering up
prayer after prayer for God’s forgiveness, both
for herself and for him who had brought her to this
pass of sin and misery. “‘Mea culpa!
Mea maxima culpa!’” repeated she, bowing
herself to the ground. “I am the chief of
sinners; who shall deliver me from this body of sin
and afliction?”
The sweet bells kept ringing.
They woke reminiscences of voices of by-gone days.
She heard her father’s tones, not in anger as
he would speak now, but kind and loving as in her
days of innocence. She heard her mother, long
dead oh, how happily dead! for she could
not die of sorrow now over her dear child’s
fall. She heard the voices of the fair companions
of her youth, who would think shame of her now; and
amidst them all, the tones of the persuasive tongue
that wooed her maiden love. How changed it all
seemed! and yet, as the repetition of two or three
notes of a bar of music brings to recollection the
whole melody to which it belongs, the few kind words
of Bigot, spoken that morning, swept all before them
in a drift of hope. Like a star struggling in
the mist the faint voice of an angel was heard afar
off in the darkness.
The ringing of the Angelus went on.
Her heart was utterly melted. Her eyes, long
parched, as a spent fountain in the burning desert,
were suddenly filled with tears. She felt no
longer the agony of the eyes that cannot weep.
The blessed tears flowed quietly as the waters of
Shiloh, bringing relief to her poor soul, famishing
for one true word of affection. Long after the
sweet bells ceased their chime Caroline kept on praying
for him, and long after the shades of night had fallen
over the Chateau of Beaumanoir.