Brussels
Mr. Jos had hired a pair of horses
for his open carriage, with which cattle, and the
smart London vehicle, he made a very tolerable figure
in the drives about Brussels. George purchased
a horse for his private riding, and he and Captain
Dobbin would often accompany the carriage in which
Jos and his sister took daily excursions of pleasure.
They went out that day in the park for their accustomed
diversion, and there, sure enough, George’s
remark with regard to the arrival of Rawdon Crawley
and his wife proved to be correct. In the midst
of a little troop of horsemen, consisting of some
of the very greatest persons in Brussels, Rebecca
was seen in the prettiest and tightest of riding-habits,
mounted on a beautiful little Arab, which she rode
to perfection (having acquired the art at Queen’s
Crawley, where the Baronet, Mr. Pitt, and Rawdon himself
had given her many lessons), and by the side of the
gallant General Tufto.
“Sure it’s the Juke himself,”
cried Mrs. Major O’Dowd to Jos, who began to
blush violently; “and that’s Lord Uxbridge
on the bay. How elegant he looks! Me brother,
Molloy Malony, is as like him as two pays.”
Rebecca did not make for the carriage;
but as soon as she perceived her old acquaintance
Amelia seated in it, acknowledged her presence by a
gracious nod and smile, and by kissing and shaking
her fingers playfully in the direction of the vehicle.
Then she resumed her conversation with General Tufto,
who asked “who the fat officer was in the gold-laced
cap?” on which Becky replied, “that he
was an officer in the East Indian service.”
But Rawdon Crawley rode out of the ranks of his company,
and came up and shook hands heartily with Amelia, and
said to Jos, “Well, old boy, how are you?”
and stared in Mrs. O’Dowd’s face and at
the black cock’s feathers until she began to
think she had made a conquest of him.
George, who had been delayed behind,
rode up almost immediately with Dobbin, and they touched
their caps to the august personages, among whom Osborne
at once perceived Mrs. Crawley. He was delighted
to see Rawdon leaning over his carriage familiarly
and talking to Amelia, and met the aide-de-camp’s
cordial greeting with more than corresponding warmth.
The nods between Rawdon and Dobbin were of the very
faintest specimens of politeness.
Crawley told George where they were
stopping with General Tufto at the Hotel du Parc,
and George made his friend promise to come speedily
to Osborne’s own residence. “Sorry
I hadn’t seen you three days ago,” George
said. “Had a dinner at the Restaurateur’s rather
a nice thing. Lord Bareacres, and the Countess,
and Lady Blanche, were good enough to dine with us wish
we’d had you.” Having thus let his
friend know his claims to be a man of fashion, Osborne
parted from Rawdon, who followed the august squadron
down an alley into which they cantered, while George
and Dobbin resumed their places, one on each side of
Amelia’s carriage.
“How well the Juke looked,”
Mrs. O’Dowd remarked. “The Wellesleys
and Malonys are related; but, of course, poor I would
never dream of introjuicing myself unless his Grace
thought proper to remember our family-tie.”
“He’s a great soldier,”
Jos said, much more at ease now the great man was
gone. “Was there ever a battle won like
Salamanca? Hey, Dobbin? But where was it
he learnt his art? In India, my boy! The
jungle’s the school for a general, mark me that.
I knew him myself, too, Mrs. O’Dowd:
we both of us danced the same evening with Miss Cutler,
daughter of Cutler of the Artillery, and a devilish
fine girl, at Dumdum.”
The apparition of the great personages
held them all in talk during the drive; and at dinner;
and until the hour came when they were all to go to
the Opera.
It was almost like Old England.
The house was filled with familiar British faces,
and those toilettes for which the British female
has long been celebrated. Mrs. O’Dowd’s
was not the least splendid amongst these, and she
had a curl on her forehead, and a set of Irish diamonds
and Cairngorms, which outshone all the decorations
in the house, in her notion. Her presence used
to excruciate Osborne; but go she would upon all parties
of pleasure on which she heard her young friends were
bent. It never entered into her thought but that
they must be charmed with her company.
“She’s been useful to
you, my dear,” George said to his wife, whom
he could leave alone with less scruple when she had
this society. “But what a comfort it is
that Rebecca’s come: you will have her
for a friend, and we may get rid now of this damn’d
Irishwoman.” To this Amelia did not answer,
yes or no: and how do we know what her thoughts
were?
The coup d’oeil of the Brussels
opera-house did not strike Mrs. O’Dowd as being
so fine as the theatre in Fishamble Street, Dublin,
nor was French music at all equal, in her opinion,
to the melodies of her native country. She favoured
her friends with these and other opinions in a very
loud tone of voice, and tossed about a great clattering
fan she sported, with the most splendid complacency.
“Who is that wonderful woman
with Amelia, Rawdon, love?” said a lady in an
opposite box (who, almost always civil to her husband
in private, was more fond than ever of him in company).
“Don’t you see that creature
with a yellow thing in her turban, and a red satin
gown, and a great watch?”
“Near the pretty little woman
in white?” asked a middle-aged gentleman seated
by the querist’s side, with orders in his button,
and several under-waistcoats, and a great, choky,
white stock.
“That pretty woman in white
is Amelia, General: you are remarking all the
pretty women, you naughty man.”
“Only one, begad, in the world!”
said the General, delighted, and the lady gave him
a tap with a large bouquet which she had.
“Bedad it’s him,”
said Mrs. O’Dowd; “and that’s the
very bokay he bought in the Marshy aux Flures!”
and when Rebecca, having caught her friend’s
eye, performed the little hand-kissing operation once
more, Mrs. Major O’D., taking the compliment
to herself, returned the salute with a gracious smile,
which sent that unfortunate Dobbin shrieking out of
the box again.
At the end of the act, George was
out of the box in a moment, and he was even going
to pay his respects to Rebecca in her loge. He
met Crawley in the lobby, however, where they exchanged
a few sentences upon the occurrences of the last fortnight.
“You found my cheque all right
at the agent’s? George said, with a knowing
air.
“All right, my boy,” Rawdon
answered. “Happy to give you your revenge.
Governor come round?”
“Not yet,” said George,
“but he will; and you know I’ve some private
fortune through my mother. Has Aunty relented?”
“Sent me twenty pound, damned
old screw. When shall we have a meet? The
General dines out on Tuesday. Can’t you
come Tuesday? I say, make Sedley cut off his
moustache. What the devil does a civilian mean
with a moustache and those infernal frogs to his coat!
By-bye. Try and come on Tuesday”; and
Rawdon was going-off with two brilliant young gentlemen
of fashion, who were, like himself, on the staff of
a general officer.
George was only half pleased to be
asked to dinner on that particular day when the General
was not to dine. “I will go in and pay
my respects to your wife,” said he; at which
Rawdon said, “Hm, as you please,” looking
very glum, and at which the two young officers exchanged
knowing glances. George parted from them and
strutted down the lobby to the General’s box,
the number of which he had carefully counted.
“Entrez,” said a clear
little voice, and our friend found himself in Rebecca’s
presence; who jumped up, clapped her hands together,
and held out both of them to George, so charmed was
she to see him. The General, with the orders
in his button, stared at the newcomer with a sulky
scowl, as much as to say, who the devil are you?
“My dear Captain George!”
cried little Rebecca in an ecstasy. “How
good of you to come. The General and I were moping
together tete-a-tete. General, this is my Captain
George of whom you heard me talk.”
“Indeed,” said the General,
with a very small bow; “of what regiment is
Captain George?”
George mentioned the th:
how he wished he could have said it was a crack cavalry
corps.
“Come home lately from the West
Indies, I believe. Not seen much service in the
late war. Quartered here, Captain George?” the
General went on with killing haughtiness.
“Not Captain George, you stupid
man; Captain Osborne,” Rebecca said. The
General all the while was looking savagely from one
to the other.
“We bear the same arms,”
George said, as indeed was the fact; Mr. Osborne having
consulted with a herald in Long Acre, and picked the
L------ arms out of the peerage, when he set up his
carriage fifteen years before. The General made
no reply to this announcement; but took up his opera-glass the
double-barrelled lorgnon was not invented in those
days and pretended to examine the house;
but Rebecca saw that his disengaged eye was working
round in her direction, and shooting out bloodshot
glances at her and George.
She redoubled in cordiality.
“How is dearest Amelia? But I needn’t
ask: how pretty she looks! And who is that
nice good-natured looking creature with her a
flame of yours? O, you wicked men! And there
is Mr. Sedley eating ice, I declare: how he seems
to enjoy it! General, why have we not had any
ices?”
“Shall I go and fetch you some?”
said the General, bursting with wrath.
“Let me go, I entreat you,” George
said.
“No, I will go to Amelia’s
box. Dear, sweet girl! Give me your arm,
Captain George”; and so saying, and with a nod
to the General, she tripped into the lobby.
She gave George the queerest, knowingest look, when
they were together, a look which might have been interpreted,
“Don’t you see the state of affairs, and
what a fool I’m making of him?” But he
did not perceive it. He was thinking of his own
plans, and lost in pompous admiration of his own irresistible
powers of pleasing.
The curses to which the General gave
a low utterance, as soon as Rebecca and her conqueror
had quitted him, were so deep, that I am sure no compositor
would venture to print them were they written down.
They came from the General’s heart; and a wonderful
thing it is to think that the human heart is capable
of generating such produce, and can throw out, as
occasion demands, such a supply of lust and fury, rage
and hatred.
Amelia’s gentle eyes, too, had
been fixed anxiously on the pair, whose conduct had
so chafed the jealous General; but when Rebecca entered
her box, she flew to her friend with an affectionate
rapture which showed itself, in spite of the publicity
of the place; for she embraced her dearest friend
in the presence of the whole house, at least in full
view of the General’s glass, now brought to bear
upon the Osborne party. Mrs. Rawdon saluted
Jos, too, with the kindliest greeting: she admired
Mrs. O’Dowd’s large Cairngorm brooch and
superb Irish diamonds, and wouldn’t believe
that they were not from Golconda direct. She
bustled, she chattered, she turned and twisted, and
smiled upon one, and smirked on another, all in full
view of the jealous opera-glass opposite. And
when the time for the ballet came (in which there was
no dancer that went through her grimaces or performed
her comedy of action better), she skipped back to
her own box, leaning on Captain Dobbin’s arm
this time. No, she would not have George’s:
he must stay and talk to his dearest, best, little
Amelia.
“What a humbug that woman is!”
honest old Dobbin mumbled to George, when he came
back from Rebecca’s box, whither he had conducted
her in perfect silence, and with a countenance as
glum as an undertaker’s. “She writhes
and twists about like a snake. All the time she
was here, didn’t you see, George, how she was
acting at the General over the way?”
“Humbug acting!
Hang it, she’s the nicest little woman in England,”
George replied, showing his white teeth, and giving
his ambrosial whiskers a twirl. “You ain’t
a man of the world, Dobbin. Dammy, look at her
now, she’s talked over Tufto in no time.
Look how he’s laughing! Gad, what a shoulder
she has! Emmy, why didn’t you have a bouquet?
Everybody has a bouquet.”
“Faith, then, why didn’t
you boy one?” Mrs. O’Dowd said; and
both Amelia and William Dobbin thanked her for this
timely observation. But beyond this neither of
the ladies rallied. Amelia was overpowered by
the flash and the dazzle and the fashionable talk of
her worldly rival. Even the O’Dowd was
silent and subdued after Becky’s brilliant apparition,
and scarcely said a word more about Glenmalony all
the evening.
“When do you intend to give
up play, George, as you have promised me, any time
these hundred years?” Dobbin said to his friend
a few days after the night at the Opera. “When
do you intend to give up sermonising?” was the
other’s reply. “What the deuce, man,
are you alarmed about? We play low; I won last
night. You don’t suppose Crawley cheats?
With fair play it comes to pretty much the same thing
at the year’s end.”
“But I don’t think he
could pay if he lost,” Dobbin said; and his
advice met with the success which advice usually commands.
Osborne and Crawley were repeatedly together now.
General Tufto dined abroad almost constantly.
George was always welcome in the apartments (very
close indeed to those of the General) which the aide-de-camp
and his wife occupied in the hotel.
Amelia’s manners were such when
she and George visited Crawley and his wife at these
quarters, that they had very nearly come to their first
quarrel; that is, George scolded his wife violently
for her evident unwillingness to go, and the high
and mighty manner in which she comported herself towards
Mrs. Crawley, her old friend; and Amelia did not say
one single word in reply; but with her husband’s
eye upon her, and Rebecca scanning her as she felt,
was, if possible, more bashful and awkward on the
second visit which she paid to Mrs. Rawdon, than on
her first call.
Rebecca was doubly affectionate, of
course, and would not take notice, in the least, of
her friend’s coolness. “I think Emmy
has become prouder since her father’s name was
in the since Mr. Sedley’s misfortunes,”
Rebecca said, softening the phrase charitably for
George’s ear.
“Upon my word, I thought when
we were at Brighton she was doing me the honour to
be jealous of me; and now I suppose she is scandalised
because Rawdon, and I, and the General live together.
Why, my dear creature, how could we, with our means,
live at all, but for a friend to share expenses?
And do you suppose that Rawdon is not big enough to
take care of my honour? But I’m very much
obliged to Emmy, very,” Mrs. Rawdon said.
“Pooh, jealousy!” answered
George, “all women are jealous.”
“And all men too. Weren’t
you jealous of General Tufto, and the General of you,
on the night of the Opera? Why, he was ready to
eat me for going with you to visit that foolish little
wife of yours; as if I care a pin for either of you,”
Crawley’s wife said, with a pert toss of her
head. “Will you dine here? The dragon
dines with the Commander-in-Chief. Great news
is stirring. They say the French have crossed
the frontier. We shall have a quiet dinner.”
George accepted the invitation, although
his wife was a little ailing. They were now not
quite six weeks married. Another woman was laughing
or sneering at her expense, and he not angry.
He was not even angry with himself, this good-natured
fellow. It is a shame, he owned to himself;
but hang it, if a pretty woman will throw herself
in your way, why, what can a fellow do, you know?
I am rather free about women, he had often said,
smiling and nodding knowingly to Stubble and Spooney,
and other comrades of the mess-table; and they rather
respected him than otherwise for this prowess.
Next to conquering in war, conquering in love has
been a source of pride, time out of mind, amongst men
in Vanity Fair, or how should schoolboys brag of their
amours, or Don Juan be popular?
So Mr. Osborne, having a firm conviction
in his own mind that he was a woman-killer and destined
to conquer, did not run counter to his fate, but yielded
himself up to it quite complacently. And as Emmy
did not say much or plague him with her jealousy,
but merely became unhappy and pined over it miserably
in secret, he chose to fancy that she was not suspicious
of what all his acquaintance were perfectly aware namely,
that he was carrying on a desperate flirtation with
Mrs. Crawley. He rode with her whenever she
was free. He pretended regimental business to
Amelia (by which falsehood she was not in the least
deceived), and consigning his wife to solitude or
her brother’s society, passed his evenings in
the Crawleys’ company; losing money to the husband
and flattering himself that the wife was dying of
love for him. It is very likely that this worthy
couple never absolutely conspired and agreed together
in so many words: the one to cajole the young
gentleman, whilst the other won his money at cards:
but they understood each other perfectly well, and
Rawdon let Osborne come and go with entire good humour.
George was so occupied with his new
acquaintances that he and William Dobbin were by no
means so much together as formerly. George avoided
him in public and in the regiment, and, as we see,
did not like those sermons which his senior was disposed
to inflict upon him. If some parts of his conduct
made Captain Dobbin exceedingly grave and cool; of
what use was it to tell George that, though his whiskers
were large, and his own opinion of his knowingness
great, he was as green as a schoolboy? that Rawdon
was making a victim of him as he had done of many
before, and as soon as he had used him would fling
him off with scorn? He would not listen:
and so, as Dobbin, upon those days when he visited
the Osborne house, seldom had the advantage of meeting
his old friend, much painful and unavailing talk between
them was spared. Our friend George was in the
full career of the pleasures of Vanity Fair.
There never was, since the days of
Darius, such a brilliant train of camp-followers as
hung round the Duke of Wellington’s army in the
Low Countries, in 1815; and led it dancing and feasting,
as it were, up to the very brink of battle.
A certain ball which a noble Duchess gave at Brussels
on the 15th of June in the above-named year is historical.
All Brussels had been in a state of excitement about
it, and I have heard from ladies who were in that
town at the period, that the talk and interest of
persons of their own sex regarding the ball was much
greater even than in respect of the enemy in their
front. The struggles, intrigues, and prayers
to get tickets were such as only English ladies will
employ, in order to gain admission to the society
of the great of their own nation.
Jos and Mrs. O’Dowd, who were
panting to be asked, strove in vain to procure tickets;
but others of our friends were more lucky. For
instance, through the interest of my Lord Bareacres,
and as a set-off for the dinner at the restaurateur’s,
George got a card for Captain and Mrs. Osborne; which
circumstance greatly elated him. Dobbin, who was
a friend of the General commanding the division in
which their regiment was, came laughing one day to
Mrs. Osborne, and displayed a similar invitation,
which made Jos envious, and George wonder how the deuce
he should be getting into society. Mr. and Mrs.
Rawdon, finally, were of course invited; as became
the friends of a General commanding a cavalry brigade.
On the appointed night, George, having
commanded new dresses and ornaments of all sorts for
Amelia, drove to the famous ball, where his wife did
not know a single soul. After looking about for
Lady Bareacres, who cut him, thinking the card was
quite enough and after placing Amelia on
a bench, he left her to her own cogitations there,
thinking, on his own part, that he had behaved very
handsomely in getting her new clothes, and bringing
her to the ball, where she was free to amuse herself
as she liked. Her thoughts were not of the pleasantest,
and nobody except honest Dobbin came to disturb them.
Whilst her appearance was an utter
failure (as her husband felt with a sort of rage),
Mrs. Rawdon Crawley’s debut was, on the contrary,
very brilliant. She arrived very late.
Her face was radiant; her dress perfection.
In the midst of the great persons assembled, and the
eye-glasses directed to her, Rebecca seemed to be as
cool and collected as when she used to marshal Miss
Pinkerton’s little girls to church. Numbers
of the men she knew already, and the dandies thronged
round her. As for the ladies, it was whispered
among them that Rawdon had run away with her from
out of a convent, and that she was a relation of the
Montmorency family. She spoke French so perfectly
that there might be some truth in this report, and
it was agreed that her manners were fine, and her
air distingue. Fifty would-be partners
thronged round her at once, and pressed to have the
honour to dance with her. But she said she was
engaged, and only going to dance very little; and made
her way at once to the place where Emmy sate quite
unnoticed, and dismally unhappy. And so, to
finish the poor child at once, Mrs. Rawdon ran and
greeted affectionately her dearest Amelia, and began
forthwith to patronise her. She found fault with
her friend’s dress, and her hairdresser, and
wondered how she could be so chaussee, and vowed that
she must send her corsetière the next morning.
She vowed that it was a delightful ball; that there
was everybody that every one knew, and only a very
few nobodies in the whole room. It is a fact,
that in a fortnight, and after three dinners in general
society, this young woman had got up the genteel jargon
so well, that a native could not speak it better;
and it was only from her French being so good, that
you could know she was not a born woman of fashion.
George, who had left Emmy on her bench
on entering the ball-room, very soon found his way
back when Rebecca was by her dear friend’s side.
Becky was just lecturing Mrs. Osborne upon the follies
which her husband was committing. “For
God’s sake, stop him from gambling, my dear,”
she said, “or he will ruin himself. He and
Rawdon are playing at cards every night, and you know
he is very poor, and Rawdon will win every shilling
from him if he does not take care. Why don’t
you prevent him, you little careless creature?
Why don’t you come to us of an evening, instead
of moping at home with that Captain Dobbin? I
dare say he is très aimable; but how could
one love a man with feet of such size? Your husband’s
feet are darlings Here he comes. Where
have you been, wretch? Here is Emmy crying her
eyes out for you. Are you coming to fetch me
for the quadrille?” And she left her bouquet
and shawl by Amelia’s side, and tripped off
with George to dance. Women only know how to
wound so. There is a poison on the tips of their
little shafts, which stings a thousand times more than
a man’s blunter weapon. Our poor Emmy,
who had never hated, never sneered all her life, was
powerless in the hands of her remorseless little enemy.
George danced with Rebecca twice or
thrice how many times Amelia scarcely knew.
She sat quite unnoticed in her corner, except when
Rawdon came up with some words of clumsy conversation:
and later in the evening, when Captain Dobbin made
so bold as to bring her refreshments and sit beside
her. He did not like to ask her why she was
so sad; but as a pretext for the tears which were filling
in her eyes, she told him that Mrs. Crawley had alarmed
her by telling her that George would go on playing.
“It is curious, when a man is
bent upon play, by what clumsy rogues he will allow
himself to be cheated,” Dobbin said; and Emmy
said, “Indeed.” She was thinking
of something else. It was not the loss of the
money that grieved her.
At last George came back for Rebecca’s
shawl and flowers. She was going away.
She did not even condescend to come back and say good-bye
to Amelia. The poor girl let her husband come
and go without saying a word, and her head fell on
her breast. Dobbin had been called away, and
was whispering deep in conversation with the General
of the division, his friend, and had not seen this
last parting. George went away then with the
bouquet; but when he gave it to the owner, there lay
a note, coiled like a snake among the flowers.
Rebecca’s eye caught it at once. She
had been used to deal with notes in early life.
She put out her hand and took the nosegay.
He saw by her eyes as they met, that she was aware
what she should find there. Her husband hurried
her away, still too intent upon his own thoughts,
seemingly, to take note of any marks of recognition
which might pass between his friend and his wife.
These were, however, but trifling. Rebecca gave
George her hand with one of her usual quick knowing
glances, and made a curtsey and walked away.
George bowed over the hand, said nothing in reply
to a remark of Crawley’s, did not hear it even,
his brain was so throbbing with triumph and excitement,
and allowed them to go away without a word.
His wife saw the one part at least
of the bouquet-scene. It was quite natural that
George should come at Rebecca’s request to get
her her scarf and flowers: it was no more than
he had done twenty times before in the course of the
last few days; but now it was too much for her.
“William,” she said, suddenly clinging
to Dobbin, who was near her, “you’ve always
been very kind to me I’m I’m
not well. Take me home.” She did
not know she called him by his Christian name, as George
was accustomed to do. He went away with her
quickly. Her lodgings were hard by; and they
threaded through the crowd without, where everything
seemed to be more astir than even in the ball-room
within.
George had been angry twice or thrice
at finding his wife up on his return from the parties
which he frequented: so she went straight to
bed now; but although she did not sleep, and although
the din and clatter, and the galloping of horsemen
were incessant, she never heard any of these noises,
having quite other disturbances to keep her awake.
Osborne meanwhile, wild with elation,
went off to a play-table, and began to bet frantically.
He won repeatedly. “Everything succeeds
with me to-night,” he said. But his luck
at play even did not cure him of his restlessness,
and he started up after awhile, pocketing his winnings,
and went to a buffet, where he drank off many bumpers
of wine.
Here, as he was rattling away to the
people around, laughing loudly and wild with spirits,
Dobbin found him. He had been to the card-tables
to look there for his friend. Dobbin looked
as pale and grave as his comrade was flushed and jovial.
“Hullo, Dob! Come and
drink, old Dob! The Duke’s wine is famous.
Give me some more, you sir”; and he held out
a trembling glass for the liquor.
“Come out, George,” said
Dobbin, still gravely; “don’t drink.”
“Drink! there’s nothing
like it. Drink yourself, and light up your lantern
jaws, old boy. Here’s to you.”
Dobbin went up and whispered something
to him, at which George, giving a start and a wild
hurray, tossed off his glass, clapped it on the table,
and walked away speedily on his friend’s arm.
“The enemy has passed the Sambre,” William
said, “and our left is already engaged.
Come away. We are to march in three hours.”
Away went George, his nerves quivering
with excitement at the news so long looked for, so
sudden when it came. What were love and intrigue
now? He thought about a thousand things but these
in his rapid walk to his quarters his past
life and future chances the fate which might
be before him the wife, the child perhaps,
from whom unseen he might be about to part.
Oh, how he wished that night’s work undone!
and that with a clear conscience at least he might
say farewell to the tender and guileless being by
whose love he had set such little store!
He thought over his brief married
life. In those few weeks he had frightfully
dissipated his little capital. How wild and reckless
he had been! Should any mischance befall him:
what was then left for her? How unworthy he
was of her. Why had he married her? He
was not fit for marriage. Why had he disobeyed
his father, who had been always so generous to him?
Hope, remorse, ambition, tenderness, and selfish
regret filled his heart. He sate down and wrote
to his father, remembering what he had said once before,
when he was engaged to fight a duel. Dawn faintly
streaked the sky as he closed this farewell letter.
He sealed it, and kissed the superscription.
He thought how he had deserted that generous father,
and of the thousand kindnesses which the stern old
man had done him.
He had looked into Amelia’s
bedroom when he entered; she lay quiet, and her eyes
seemed closed, and he was glad that she was asleep.
On arriving at his quarters from the ball, he had
found his regimental servant already making preparations
for his departure: the man had understood his
signal to be still, and these arrangements were very
quickly and silently made. Should he go in and
wake Amelia, he thought, or leave a note for her brother
to break the news of departure to her? He went
in to look at her once again.
She had been awake when he first entered
her room, but had kept her eyes closed, so that even
her wakefulness should not seem to reproach him.
But when he had returned, so soon after herself, too,
this timid little heart had felt more at ease, and
turning towards him as he stept softly out of the
room, she had fallen into a light sleep. George
came in and looked at her again, entering still more
softly. By the pale night-lamp he could see
her sweet, pale face the purple eyelids
were fringed and closed, and one round arm, smooth
and white, lay outside of the coverlet. Good
God! how pure she was; how gentle, how tender, and
how friendless! and he, how selfish, brutal, and black
with crime! Heart-stained, and shame-stricken,
he stood at the bed’s foot, and looked at the
sleeping girl. How dared he who was
he, to pray for one so spotless! God bless her!
God bless her! He came to the bedside, and
looked at the hand, the little soft hand, lying asleep;
and he bent over the pillow noiselessly towards the
gentle pale face.
Two fair arms closed tenderly round
his neck as he stooped down. “I am awake,
George,” the poor child said, with a sob fit
to break the little heart that nestled so closely
by his own. She was awake, poor soul, and to
what? At that moment a bugle from the Place of
Arms began sounding clearly, and was taken up through
the town; and amidst the drums of the infantry, and
the shrill pipes of the Scotch, the whole city awoke.