At the time for action arrived.
The boat landed at a point which appeared to me the
place of all others to start from. I found that
it would be impossible to carry anything with me,
but what was upon my person. I had some provisions,
and a single suit of clothes, about half worn.
When the boat was discharging her cargo, and the passengers
engaged carrying their baggage on and off shore, I
improved the opportunity to convey myself with my
little effects on land. Taking up a trunk, I
went up the wharf, and was soon out of the crowd.
I made directly for the woods, where I remained until
night knowing well that I could not travel, even in
the State of Ohio, during the day, without danger
of being arrested.
I had long since made up my mind that
I would not trust myself in the hands of any man,
white or colored. The slave is brought up to look
upon every white man as an enemy to him and his race;
and twenty-one years in slavery had taught me that
there were traitors, even among colored people.
After dark, I emerged from the woods into a narrow
path, which led me into the main travelled road.
But I knew not which way to go. I did not know
North from South, East from West. I looked in
vain for the North Star; a heavy cloud hid it from
my view. I walked up and down the road until
near midnight, when the clouds disappeared, and I welcomed
the sight of my friend, truly the slave’s
friend, the North Star!
As soon as I saw it, I knew my course,
and before daylight I travelled twenty or twenty-five
miles. It being in the winter, I suffered intensely
from the cold; being without an overcoat, and my other
clothes rather thin for the season. I was provided
with a tinder-box, so that I could make up a fire
when necessary. And but for this, I should certainly
have frozen to death; for I was determined not to go
to any house for shelter. I knew of a man belonging
to Gen. Ashly, of St. Louis, who had run away near
Cincinnati, on the way to Washington, but had been
caught and carried back into slavery; and I felt that
a similar fate awaited me, should I be seen by any
one. I travelled at night, and lay by during
the day.
On the fourth day, my provisions gave
out, and then what to do I could not tell. Have
something to eat, I must; but how to get it was the
question! On the first night after my food was
gone, I went to a barn on the road-side, and there
found some ears of corn. I took ten or twelve
of them, and kept on my journey. During the next
day, while in the woods, I roasted my corn and feasted
upon it, thanking God that I was so well provided
for.
My escape to a land of freedom now
appeared certain, and the prospects of the future
occupied a great part of my thoughts. What should
be my occupation, was a subject of much anxiety to
me; and the next thing what should be my name?
I have before stated that my old master, Dr. Young,
had no children of his own, but had with him a nephew,
the son of his brother, Benjamin Young. When
this boy was brought to Doctor Young, his name being
William, the same as mine, my mother was ordered to
change mine to something else. This, at the time,
I thought to be one of the most cruel acts that could
be committed upon my rights; and I received several
very severe whippings for telling people that my name
was William, after orders were given to change it.
Though young, I was old enough to place a high appreciation
upon my name. It was decided, however, to call
me “Sandford,” and this name I was known
by, not only upon my master’s plantation, but
up to the time that I made my escape. I was sold
under the name of Sandford.
But as soon as the subject came to
my mind, I resolved on adopting my old name of William,
and let Sandford go by the board, for I always hated
it. Not because there was anything peculiar in
the name; but because it had been forced upon me.
It is sometimes common at the south, for slaves to
take the name of their masters. Some have a legitimate
right to do so. But I always detested the idea
of being called by the name of either of my masters.
And as for my father, I would rather have adopted
the name of “Friday,” and been known as
the servant of some Robinson Crusoe, than to have
taken his name. So I was not only hunting for
my liberty, but also hunting for a name; though I regarded
the latter as of little consequence, if I could but
gain the former. Travelling along the road, I
would sometimes speak to myself, sounding my name
over, by way of getting used to it, before I should
arrive among civilized human beings. On the fifth
or sixth day, it rained very fast, and it froze about
as fast as it fell, so that my clothes were one glare
of ice. I travelled on at night until I became
so chilled and benumbed the wind blowing
into my face that I found it impossible
to go any further, and accordingly took shelter in
a barn, where I was obliged to walk about to keep
from freezing.
I have ever looked upon that night
as the most eventful part of my escape from slavery.
Nothing but the providence of God, and that old barn,
saved me from freezing to death. I received a
very severe cold, which settled upon my lungs, and
from time to time my feet had been frost-bitten, so
that it was with difficulty I could walk. In this
situation I travelled two days, when I found that I
must seek shelter somewhere, or die.
The thought of death was nothing frightful
to me, compared with that of being caught, and again
carried back into slavery. Nothing but the prospect
of enjoying liberty could have induced me to undergo
such trials, for
“Behind I left the whips
and chains,
Before me were sweet Freedom’s
plains!”
This, and this alone, cheered me onward.
But I at last resolved to seek protection from the
inclemency of the weather, and therefore I secured
myself behind some logs and brush, intending to wait
there until some one should pass by; for I thought
it probable that I might see some colored person,
or, if not, some one who was not a slaveholder; for
I had an idea that I should know a slaveholder as
far as I could see him.