After Lenore’s paroxysm of emotion
had subsided and she lay quietly in the dark, she
became aware of soft, hurried footfalls passing along
the path below her window. At first she paid
no particular heed to them, but at length the steady
steps became so different in number, and so regular
in passing every few moments, that she was interested
to go to her window and look out. Watching there
awhile, she saw a number of men, whispering and talking
low, come from the road, pass under her window, and
disappear down the path into the grove. Then no
more came. Lenore feared at first these strange
visitors might be prowling I.W.W. men. She concluded,
however, that they were neighbors and farm-hands, come
for secret conference with her father.
Important events were pending, and
her father had not taken her into his confidence!
It must be, then, something that he did not wish her
to know. Only a week ago, when the I.W.W. menace
had begun to be serious, she had asked him how he
intended to meet it, and particularly how he would
take sure measures to protect himself. Anderson
had laughed down her fears, and Lenore, absorbed in
her own tumult, had been easily satisfied. But
now, with her curiosity there returned a two-fold dread.
She put on a cloak and went down-stairs.
The hour was still early. She heard the girls
with her mother in the sitting-room. As Lenore
slipped out she encountered Jake. He appeared
to loom right out of the darkness and he startled
her.
“Howdy, Miss Lenore!”
he said. “Where might you be goin’?”
“Jake, I’m curious about
the men I heard passing by my window,” she replied.
Then she observed that Jake had a rifle under his arm,
and she added, “What are you doing with that
gun?”
“Wal, I’ve sort of gone
back to packin’ a Winchester,” replied
Jake.
Lenore missed his smile, ever ready
for her. Jake looked somber.
“You’re on guard!” she exclaimed.
“I reckon. There’s
four of us boys round the house. You’re
not goin’ off thet step, Miss Lenore.”
“Oh, ah-huh!” replied
Lenore, imitating her father, and bantering Jake,
more for the fun of it than from any intention of disobeying
him. “Who’s going to keep me from
it?”
“I am. Boss’s orders,
Miss Lenore. I’m dog-gone sorry. But
you sure oughtn’t to be outdoors this far,”
replied Jake.
“Look here, my cowboy dictator.
I’m going to see where those men went,”
said Lenore, and forthwith she stepped down to the
path.
Then Jake deliberately leaned his
rifle against a post and, laying hold of her with
no gentle hands, he swung her in one motion back upon
the porch. The broad light streaming out of the
open door showed that, whatever his force meant, it
had paled his face to exercise it.
“Why, Jake to handle
me that way!” cried Lenore, in pretended reproach.
She meant to frighten or coax the truth out of him.
“You hurt me!”
“I’m beggin’ your
pardon if I was rough,” said Jake. “Fact
is, I’m a little upset an’ I mean bizness.”
Whereupon Lenore stepped back to close
the door, and then, in the shadow, she returned to
Jake and whispered: “I was only in fun.
I would not think of disobeying you. But you
can trust me. I’ll not tell, and I’ll
worry less if I know what’s what.... Jake,
is father in danger?”
“I reckon. But the best
we could do was to make him stand fer a guard.
There’s four of us cowpunchers with him all day,
an’ at night he’s surrounded by guards.
There ain’t much chance of his gittin’
hurt. So you needn’t worry about thet.”
“Who are these men I heard passing? Where
are they from?”
“Farmers, ranchers, cowboys, from all over this
side of the river.”
“There must have been a lot of them,”
said Lenore, curiously.
“Reckon you never heerd the
quarter of what’s come to attend Anderson’s
meetin’.”
“What for? Tell me, Jake.”
The cowboy hesitated. Lenore
heard his big hand slap round the rifle-stock.
“We’ve orders not to tell thet,”
he replied.
“But, Jake, you can tell me.
You always tell me secrets. I’ll not breathe
it.”
Jake came closer to her, and his tall
head reached to a level with hers, where she stood
on the porch. Lenore saw his dark, set face, his
gleaming eyes.
“Wal, it’s jest this here,”
he whispered, hoarsely. “Your dad has organized
vigilantes, like he belonged to in the early days....
An’ it’s the vigilantes thet will attend
to this I.W.W. outfit.”
Those were thrilling words to Jake,
as was attested by his emotion, and they surely made
Lenore’s knees knock together. She had heard
many stories from her father of that famous old vigilante
band, secret, making the law where there was no law.
“Oh, I might have expected that of dad!”
she murmured.
“Wal, it’s sure the trick
out here. An’ your father’s the man
to deal it. There’ll be dog-goned little
wheat burned in this valley, you can gamble on thet.”
“I’m glad. I hate
the very thought.... Jake, you know about Mr.
Dorn’s misfortune?”
“No, I ain’t heerd about
him. But I knowed the Bend was burnin’ over,
an’ of course I reckoned Dorn would lose his
wheat. Fact is, he had the only wheat up there
worth savin’ ... Wal, these I.W.W.’s
an’ their German bosses hev put it all over
the early days when rustlin’ cattle, holdin’
up stage-coaches, an’ jest plain cussedness was
stylish.”
“Jake, I’d rather have
lived back in the early days,” mused Lenore.
“Me too, though I ain’t
no youngster,” he replied. “Reckon
you’d better go in now, Miss Lenore....
Don’t you worry none or lose any sleep.”
Lenore bade the cowboy good-night
and went to the sitting-room. Her mother sat
preoccupied, with sad and thoughtful face. Rose
was writing many pages to Jim. Kathleen sat at
the table, surreptitiously eating while she was pretending
to read.
“My, but you look funny, Lenorry!” she
cried.
“Why don’t you laugh, then?” retorted
Lenore.
“You’re white. Your
eyes are big and purple. You look like a starved
cannibal.... If that’s what it’s like
to be in love excuse me I’ll
never fall for any man!”
“You ought to be in bed.
Mother I recommend the baby of the family be sent
up-stairs.”
“Yes, child, it’s long
past your bedtime,” said Mrs. Anderson.
“Aw, no!” wailed Kathleen.
“Yes,” ordered her mother.
“But you’d never thought
of it if Lenorry hadn’t said so,”
replied Kathleen.
“You should obey Lenore,” reprovingly
said Mrs. Anderson.
“What? Me! Mind her!”
burst out Kathleen, hotly, as she got up to go.
“Well, I guess not!” Kathleen backed to
the door and opened it. Then making a frightful
face at Lenore, most expressive of ridicule and revenge,
she darted up-stairs.
“My dear, will you write to your brother?”
inquired Mrs. Anderson.
“Yes,” replied Lenore. “I’ll
send mine with Rose’s.”
Mrs. Anderson bade the girls good-night
and left the room. After that nothing was heard
for a while except the scratching of pens.
It was late when Lenore retired, yet
she found sleep elusive. The evening had made
subtle, indefinable changes in her. She went over
in mind all that had been said to her and which she
felt, with the result that one thing remained to torment
and perplex and thrill her to keep Kurt
Dorn from going to war.
Next day Lenore did not go out to
the harvest fields. She expected Dorn might arrive
at any time, and she wanted to be there when he came.
Yet she dreaded the meeting. She had to keep
her hands active that day, so in some measure to control
her mind. A thousand times she felt herself on
the verge of thrilling and flushing. Her fancy
and imagination seemed wonderfully active. The
day was more than usually golden, crowned with an
azure blue, like the blue of the Pacific. She
worked in her room, helped her mother, took up her
knitting, and sewed upon a dress, and even lent a
hand in the kitchen. But action could not wholly
dull the song in her heart. She felt unutterably
young, as if life had just opened, with haunting,
limitless, beautiful possibilities. Never had
the harvest-time been so sweet.
Anderson came in early from the fields
that day. He looked like a farm-hand, with his
sweaty shirt, his dusty coat, his begrimed face.
And when he kissed Lenore he left a great smear on
her cheek.
“That’s a harvest kiss,
my lass,” he said, with his big laugh. “Best
of the whole year!”
“It sure is, dad,” she
replied. “But I’ll wait till you wash
your face before I return it. How’s the
harvest going?”
“We had trouble to-day,” he said.
“What happened?”
“Nothin’ much, but it
was annoyin’. We had some machines crippled,
an’ it took most of the day to fix them....
We’ve got a couple of hundred hands at work.
Some of them are I.W.W.’s, that’s sure.
But they all swear they are not an’ we have
no way to prove it. An’ we couldn’t
catch them at their tricks.... All the same,
we’ve got half your big wheat-field cut.
A thousand acres, Lenore!... Some of the wheat
’ll go forty bushels to the acre, but mostly
under that.”
“Better than last harvest,”
Lenore replied, gladly. “We are lucky....
Father, did you hear any news from the Bend?”
“Sure did,” he replied,
and patted her head. “They sent me a message
up from Vale.... Young Dorn wired from Kilo he’d
be here to-day.”
“To-day!” echoed Lenore,
and her heart showed a tendency to act strangely.
“Yep. He’ll be here
soon,” said Anderson, cheerfully. “Tell
your mother. Mebbe he’ll come for supper.
An’ have a room ready for him.”
“Yes, father,” replied Lenore.
“Wal, if Dorn sees you as you
look now sleeves rolled up, apron on, flour
on your nose a regular farmer girl an’
sure huggable, as Jake says you won’t
have no trouble winnin’ him.”
“How you talk!” exclaimed
Lenore, with burning cheeks. She ran to her room
and made haste to change her dress.
But Dorn did not arrive in time for
supper. Eight o’clock came without his
appearing, after which, with keen disappointment, Lenore
gave up expecting him that night. She was in
her father’s study, helping him with the harvest
notes and figures, when Jake knocked and entered.
“Dorn’s here,” he announced.
“Good. Fetch him in,” replied Anderson.
“Father, I I’d rather go,”
whispered Lenore.
“You stay right along by your
dad,” was his reply, “an’ be a real
Anderson.”
When Lenore heard Dorn’s step
in the hall the fluttering ceased in her heart and
she grew calm. How glad she would be to see him!
It had been the suspense of waiting that had played
havoc with her feelings.
Then Dorn entered with Jake.
The cowboy set down a bag and went out. He seemed
strange to Lenore and very handsome in his gray flannel
suit.
As he stepped forward in greeting
Lenore saw how white he was, how tragic his eyes.
There had come a subtle change in his face. It
hurt her.
“Miss Anderson, I’m glad
to see you,” he said, and a flash of red stained
his white cheeks. “How are you?”
“Very well, thank you,”
she replied, offering her hand. “I’m
glad to see you.”
They shook hands, while Anderson boomed
out: “Hello, son! I sure am glad to
welcome you to ‘Many Waters.’”
No doubt as to the rancher’s
warm and hearty greeting! It warmed some of the
coldness out of Dorn’s face.
“Thank you. It’s good to come yet
it’s it’s hard.”
Lenore saw his throat swell. His voice seemed
low and full of emotion.
“Bad news to tell,” said
Anderson. “Wal, forget it.... Have
you had supper?”
“Yes. At Huntington.
I’d have been here sooner, but we punctured a
tire. My driver said the I.W.W. was breaking
bottles on the roads.”
“I.W.W. Now where’d
I ever hear that name?” asked Anderson, quizzically.
“Bustin’ bottles, hey! Wal, they’ll
be bustin’ their heads presently.... Sit
down, Dorn. You look fine, only you’re sure
pale.”
“I lost my father,” said Dorn.
“What! Your old man? Dead?...
Aw, that’s tough!”
Lenore felt an almost uncontrollable
impulse to go to Dorn. “Oh, I’m sorry!”
she said.
“That is a surprise,”
went on Anderson, rather huskily. “My Lord!
But it’s only round the corner for every man....
Come on, tell us all about it, an’ the rest
of the bad news.... Get it over. Then, mebbe
Lenore n’ me ”
But Anderson did not conclude his last sentence.
Dorn’s face began to work as
he began to talk, and his eyes were dark and deep,
burning with gloom.
“Bad news it is, indeed....
Mr. Anderson, the I.W.W. marked us.... You’ll
remember your suggestion about getting my neighbors
to harvest our wheat in a rush. I went all over,
and almost all of them came. We had been finding
phosphorus everywhere. Then, on the hot day, fires
broke out all around. My neighbors left their
own burning fields to save ours. We fought fire.
We fought fire all around us, late into the night....
My father had grown furious, maddened at the discovery
of how he had been betrayed by Glidden. You remember
the the plot, in which some way my father
was involved. He would not believe the I.W.W.
meant to burn his wheat. And when the
fires broke out he worked like a mad-man....
It killed him!... I was not with him when he died.
But Jerry, our foreman was.... And my father’s
last words were, ’Tell my son I was wrong.’...
Thank God he sent me that message! I think in
that he confessed the iniquity of the Germans....
Well, my neighbor, Olsen, managed the harvest.
He sure rushed it. I’d have given a good
deal for you and Miss Anderson to have seen all those
big combines at work on one field. It was great.
We harvested over thirty-eight thousand bushels and
got all the wheat safely to the elevators at the station....
And that night the I.W.W. burned the elevators!”
Anderson’s face turned purple.
He appeared about to explode. There was a deep
rumbling within his throat that Lenore knew to be profanity
restrained on account of her presence. As for
her own feelings, they were a strange mixture of sadness
for Dorn and pride in her father’s fury, and
something unutterably sweet in the revelation about
to be made to this unfortunate boy. But she could
not speak a word just then, and it appeared that her
father was in the same state.
Evidently the telling of his story
had relieved Dorn. The strain relaxed in his
white face and it lost a little of its stern fixity.
He got up and, opening his bag, he took out some papers.
“Mr. Anderson, I’d like
to settle all this right now,” he said.
“I want it off my mind.”
“Go ahead, son, an’ settle,”
replied Anderson, thickly. He heaved a big sigh
and then sat down, fumbling for a match to light his
cigar. When he got it lighted he drew in a big
breath and with it manifestly a great draught of consoling
smoke.
“I want to make over the the
land in fact, all the property to
you to settle mortgage and interest,”
went on Dorn, earnestly, and then paused.
“All right. I expected
that,” returned Anderson, as he emitted a cloud
of smoke.
“The only thing is ”
here Dorn hesitated, evidently with difficult speech “the
property is worth more than the debt.”
“Sure. I know,” said Anderson, encouragingly.
“I promised our neighbors big
money to harvest our wheat. You remember you
told me to offer it. Well, they left their own
wheat and barley fields to burn, and they saved ours.
And then they harvested it and hauled it to the railroad....
I owe Andrew Olsen fifteen thousand dollars for himself
and the men who worked with him.... If I could
pay that I’d almost be
happy.... Do you think my property is worth that
much more than the debt?”
“I think it is just
about,” replied Anderson. “We’ll
mail the money to Olsen.... Lenore, write out
a check to Andrew Olsen for fifteen thousand.”
Lenore’s hand trembled as she
did as her father directed. It was the most poorly
written check she had ever drawn. Her heart seemed
too big for her breast just then. How cool and
calm her father was! Never had she loved him
quite so well as then. When she looked up from
her task it was to see a change in Kurt Dorn that
suddenly dimmed her eyes.
“There, send this to Olsen,”
said Anderson. “We’ll run into town
in a day or so an’ file the papers.”
Lenore had to turn her gaze away from
Dorn. She heard him in broken, husky accents
try to express his gratitude.
“Ah-huh! Sure sure!”
interrupted Anderson, hastily. “Now listen
to me. Things ain’t so bad as they look....
For instance, we’re goin’ to fool the
I.W.W. down here in the valley.”
“How can you? There are so many,”
returned Dorn.
“You’ll see. We’re just waitin’
a chance.”
“I saw hundreds of I.W.W. men between her and
Kilo.”
“Can you tell an I.W.W. from any other farm-hand?”
asked Anderson.
“Yes, I can,” replied Dorn, grimly.
“Wal, I reckon we need you round
here powerful much,” said the rancher, dryly.
“Dorn, I’ve got a big proposition to put
up to you.”
Lenore, thrilling at her father’s
words, turned once more. Dorn appeared more composed.
“Have you?” he inquired, in surprise.
“Sure. But there’s no hurry about
tellin’ you. Suppose we put it off.”
“I’d rather hear it now. My stay
here must be short. I I You
know ”
“Hum! Sure I know....
Wal then, it’s this: Will you go in business
with me? Want you to work that Bend wheat-farm
of yours for me on half shares....
More particular I want you to take charge of ‘Many
Waters.’ You see, I’m not
so spry as I used to be. It’s a big job,
an’ I’ve a lot of confidence in you.
You’ll live here, of course, an’ run to
an’ fro with one of my cars. I’ve
some land-development schemes an’,
to cut it short, there’s a big place waitin’
for you in the Northwest.”
“Mr. Anderson!” cried
Dorn, in a kind of rapturous amaze. Red burned
out the white of his face. “That’s
great! It’s too great to come true.
You’re good!... If I’m lucky enough
to come back from the war ”
“Son, you’re not goin’ to war!”
interposed Anderson.
“What!” exclaimed Dorn,
blankly. He stared as if he had not heard aright.
Anderson calmly repeated his assertion.
He was smiling; he looked kind; but underneath that
showed the will that had made him what he was.
“But I am!” flashed
the young man, as if he had been misunderstood.
“Listen. You’re like
all boys hot-headed an’ hasty.
Let me talk a little,” resumed Anderson.
And he began to speak of the future of the Northwest.
He painted that in the straight talk of a farmer who
knew, but what he predicted seemed like a fairy-tale.
Then he passed to the needs of the government and
the armies, and lastly the people of the nation.
All depended upon the farmer! Wheat was indeed
the staff of life and of victory! Young Dorn
was one of the farmers who could not be spared.
Patriotism was a noble thing. Fighting, however,
did not alone constitute a duty and loyalty to the
nation. This was an economic war, a war of peoples,
and the nation that was the best fed would last longest.
Adventure and the mistaken romance of war called indeed
to all red-blooded young Americans. It was good
that they did call. But they should not call
the young farmer from his wheat-fields.
“But I’ve been drafted!”
Dorn spoke with agitation. He seemed bewildered
by Anderson’s blunt eloquence. His intelligence
evidently accepted the elder man’s argument,
but something instinctive revolted.
“There’s exemption, my
boy. Easy in your case,” replied Anderson.
“Exemption!” echoed Dorn,
and a dark tide of blood rose to his temples.
“I wouldn’t I couldn’t
ask for that!”
“You don’t need to,”
said the rancher. “Dorn, do you recollect
that Washington official who called on you some time
ago?”
“Yes,” replied Dorn, slowly.
“Did he say anythin’ about exemption?”
“No. He asked me if I wanted it, that’s
all.”
“Wal, you had it right then.
I took it upon myself to get exemption for you.
That government official heartily approved of my recommendin’
exemption for you. An’ he gave it.”
“Anderson! You took it
upon yourself ” gasped
Dorn, slowly rising. If he had been white-faced
before, he was ghastly now.
“Sure I did.... Good Lord!
Dorn, don’t imagine I ever questioned your nerve....
It’s only you’re not needed or
rather, you’re needed more at home....
I let my son Jim go to war. That’s enough
for one family!”
But Dorn did not grasp the significance
of Anderson’s reply.
“How dared you? What right
had you?” he demanded passionately.
“No right at all, lad,”
replied Anderson. “I just recommended it
an’ the official approved it.”
“But I refuse!” cried
Dorn, with ringing fury. “I won’t
accept exemption.”
“Talk sense now, even if you
are mad,” returned Anderson, rising. “I’ve
paid you a high compliment, young man, an’ offered
you a lot. More ’n you see, I guess....
Why won’t you accept exemption?”
“I’m going to war!” was the grim,
hard reply.
“But you’re needed here.
You’d be more of a soldier here. You could
do more for your country than if you gave a hundred
lives. Can’t you see that?”
“Yes, I can,” assented Dorn, as if forced.
“You’re no fool, an’
you’re a loyal American. Your duty is to
stay home an’ raise wheat.”
“I’ve a duty to myself,” returned
Dorn, darkly.
“Son, your fortune stares you
right in the face here. Are you goin’
to turn from it?”
“Yes.”
“You want to get in that war? You’ve
got to fight?”
“Yes.”
“Ah-huh!” Anderson threw
up his hands in surrender. “Got to kill
some Germans, hey?... Why not come out to my
harvest fields an’ hog-stick a few of them German
I.W.W.’s?”
Dorn had no reply for that.
“Wal, I’m dog-gone sorry,”
resumed Anderson. “I see it’s a tough
place for you, though I can’t understand.
You’ll excuse me for mixin’ in your affairs....
An’ now, considerin’ other ways I’ve
really helped you, I hope you’ll stay at my
home for a few days. We all owe you a good deal.
My family wants to make up to you. Will you stay?”
“Thank you yes for a few
days,” replied Dorn.
“Good! That’ll help
some. Mebbe, after runnin’ around ‘Many
Waters’ with Le with the girls you’ll
begin to be reasonable. I hope so.”
“You think me ungrateful!” exclaimed Dorn,
shrinking.
“I don’t think nothin’,”
replied Anderson. “I turn you over to Lenore.”
He laughed as he pronounced Dorn’s utter defeat.
And his look at Lenore was equivalent to saying the
issue now depended upon her, and that he had absolutely
no doubt of its outcome. “Lenore, take him
in to meet mother an’ the girls, an’ entertain
him. I’ve got work to do.”
Lenore felt the blushes in her cheeks
and was glad Dorn did not look at her. He seemed
locked in somber thought. As she touched him and
bade him come he gave a start; then he followed her
into the hall. Lenore closed her father’s
door, and the instant she stood alone with Dorn a wonderful
calmness came to her.
“Miss Anderson, I’d rather
not not meet your mother and sisters to-night,”
said Dorn. “I’m upset. Won’t
it be all right to wait till to-morrow?”
“Surely. But I think they’ve
gone to bed,” replied Lenore, as she glanced
into the dark sitting-room. “So they have....
Come, let us go into the parlor.”
Lenore turned on the shaded lights
in the beautiful room. How inexplicable was the
feeling of being alone with him, yet utterly free
of the torment that had possessed her before!
She seemed to have divined an almost insurmountable
obstacle in Dorn’s will. She did not have
her father’s assurance. It made her tremble
to realize her responsibility that her
father’s earnest wishes and her future of love
or woe depended entirely upon what she said and did.
But she felt that indeed she had become a woman.
And it would take a woman’s wit and charm and
love to change this tragic boy.
“Miss Anderson,”
he began, brokenly, with restraint let down, “your
father doesn’t understand. I’ve
got to go.... And even if I am spared I
couldn’t ever come back.... To work for
him all the time in love with you I
couldn’t stand it.... He’s so good.
I know I could care for him, too.... Oh, I thought
I was bitterly resigned hard inhuman.
But all this makes it so so much
worse.”
He sat down heavily, and, completely
unnerved, he covered his face with his hands.
His shoulders heaved and short, strangled sobs broke
from him.
Lenore had to overcome a rush of tenderness.
It was all she could do to keep from dropping to her
knees beside him and slipping her arms around his
neck. In her agitation she could not decide whether
that would be womanly or not; only, she must make
no mistakes. A hot, sweet flush went over her
when she thought that always as a last resort she could
reveal her secret and use her power. What would
he do when he discovered she loved him?
“Kurt, I understand,”
she said, softly, and put a hand on his shoulder.
And she stood thus beside him, sadly troubled, vaguely
divining that her presence was helpful, until he recovered
his composure. As he raised his head and wiped
tears from his eyes he made no excuses for his weakness,
nor did he show any shame.
“Miss Anderson ” he began.
“Please call me Lenore.
I feel so so stiff when you are formal.
My friends call me Lenore,” she said.
“You mean you consider me your friend?”
he queried.
“Indeed I do,” she replied, smiling.
“I I’m afraid
I misunderstood your asking me to visit you,”
he said. “I thank you. I’m proud
and glad that you call me your friend. It will
be splendid to remember when I am over
there.”
“I wonder if we could talk of
anything except trouble and war,” replied Lenore,
plaintively. “If we can’t, then let’s
look at the bright side.”
“Is there a bright side?” he asked, with
his sad smile.
“Every cloud, you know.... For instance,
if you go to war ”
“Not if. I am going,” he interrupted.
“Oh, so you say,” returned
Lenore, softly. And she felt deep in her the
inception of a tremendous feminine antagonism.
It stirred along her pulse. “Have your
own way, then. But I say, if you
go, think how fine it will be for me to get letters
from you at the front and to write you!”
“You’d like to hear from
me?... You would answer?” he asked, breathlessly.
“Assuredly. And I’ll knit socks for
you.”
“You’re very good,” he
said, with strong feeling.
Lenore again saw his eyes dim.
How strangely sensitive he was! If he exaggerated
such a little kindness as she had suggested, if he
responded to it with such emotion, what would he do
when the great and marvelous truth of her love was
flung in his face? The very thought made Lenore
weak.
“You’ll go to training-camp,”
went on Lenore, “and because of your wonderful
physique and your intelligence you will get a commission.
Then you’ll go to France.”
Lenore faltered a little in her imagined prospect.
“You’ll be in the thick of the great battles.
You’ll give and take. You’ll kill
some of those those Germans.
You’ll be wounded and you’ll be promoted....
Then the Allies will win. Uncle Sam’s grand
army will have saved the world.... Glorious!...
You’ll come back home to us to
take the place dad offered you.... There! that
is the bright side.”
Indeed, the brightness seemed reflected in Dorn’s
face.
“I never dreamed you could be like this,”
he said, wonderingly.
“Like what?”
“I don’t know just what
I mean. Only you’re different from my my
fancies. Not cold or or proud.”
“You’re beginning to get
acquainted with me, that’s all. After you’ve
been here awhile ”
“Please don’t make it
so hard for me,” he interrupted, appealingly.
“I can’t stay.”
“Don’t you want to?” she asked.
“Yes. And I will stay a
couple of days. But no longer. It’ll
be hard enough to go then.”
“Perhaps I we’ll
make it so hard for you that you can’t go.”
Then he gazed piercingly at her, as
if realizing a will opposed to his, a conviction not
in sympathy with his.
“You’re going to keep
this up this trying to change my mind?”
“I surely am,” she replied, both wistfully
and wilfully.
“Why? I should think you’d respect
my sense of duty.”
“Your duty is more here than
at the front. The government man said so.
My father believes it. So do I.... You have
some other other thing you think duty.”
“I hate Germans!” he burst out, with a
dark and terrible flash.
“Who does not?” she flashed
back at him, and she rose, feeling as if drawn by
a powerful current. She realized then that she
must be prepared any moment to be overwhelmed by the
inevitable climax of this meeting. But she prayed
for a little more time. She fought her emotions.
She saw him tremble. “Lenore, I’d
better run off in the night,” he said.
Instinctively, with swift, soft violence,
she grasped his hands. Perhaps the moment had
come. She was not afraid, but the suddenness of
her extremity left her witless.
“You would not!... That
would be unkind not like you at all....
To run off without giving me a chance without
good-by!... Promise me you will not.”
“I promise,” he replied,
wearily, as if nonplussed by her attitude. “You
said you understood me. But I can’t understand
you.”
She released his hands and turned
away. “I promise that you shall
understand very soon.”
“You feel sorry for me.
You pity me. You think I’ll only be cannon-fodder
for the Germans. You want to be nice, kind, sweet
to me to send me away with better thoughts....
Isn’t that what you think?”
He was impatient, almost angry.
His glance blazed at her. All about him, his
tragic face, his sadness, his defeat, his struggle
to hold on to his manliness and to keep his faith
in nobler thoughts these challenged Lenore’s
compassion, her love, and her woman’s combative
spirit to save and to keep her own. She quivered
again on the brink of betraying herself. And
it was panic alone that held her back.
“Kurt I think presently
I’ll give you the surprise of your life,”
she replied, and summoned a smile.
How obtuse he was! How blind!
Perhaps the stress of his emotion, the terrible sense
of his fate, left him no keenness, no outward penetration.
He answered her smile, as if she were a child whose
determined kindness made him both happy and sad.
“I dare say you will,”
he replied. “You Andersons are full of
surprises.... But I wish you would not do any
more for me. I am like a dog. The kinder
you are to me the more I love you.... How dreadful
to go away to war to violence and blood
and death to all that’s brutalizing with
my heart and mind full of love for a noble girl like
you! If I come to love you any more I’ll
not be a man.”
To Lenore he looked very much of a
man, so tall and lithe and white-faced, with his eyes
of fire, his simplicity, and his tragic refusal of
all that was for most men the best of life. Whatever
his ideal, it was magnificent. Lenore had her
chance then, but she was absolutely unable to grasp
it. Her blood beat thick and hot. If she
could only have been sure of herself! Or was it
that she still cared too much for herself? The
moment had not come. And in her tumult there was
a fleeting fury at Dorn’s blindness, at his
reverence of her, that he dare not touch her hand.
Did he imagine she was stone?
“Let us say good night,”
she said. “You are worn out. And I
am not just myself. To-morrow we’ll
be good friends.... Father will take
you to your room.”
Dorn pressed the hand she offered,
and, saying good-night, he followed her to the hall.
Lenore tapped on the door of her father’s study,
then opened it.
“Good night, dad. I’m
going up,” she said. “Will you look
after Kurt?”
“Sure. Come in, son,” replied her
father.
Lenore felt Dorn’s strange,
intent gaze upon her as she passed him. Lightly
she ran up-stairs and turned at the top. The hall
was bright and Dorn stood full in the light, his face
upturned. It still wore the softer expression
of those last few moments. Lenore waved her hand,
and he smiled. The moment was natural. Youth
to youth! Lenore felt it. She marveled that
he did not. A sweet devil of wilful coquetry possessed
her.
“Oh, did you say you wouldn’t go?”
she softly called.
“I said only good night,” he replied.
“If you don’t go,
then you will never be General Dorn, will you?
What a pity!”
“I’ll go. And then
it will be ’Private Dorn missing.
No relatives,’” he replied.
That froze Lenore. Her heart
quaked. She gazed down upon him with all her
soul in her eyes. She knew it and did not care.
But he could not see.
“Good night, Kurt Dorn,” she called, and
ran to her room.
Composure did not come to her until
she was ready for bed, with the light out and in her
old seat at the window. Night and silence and
starlight always lent Lenore strength. She prayed
to them now and to the spirit she knew dwelt beyond
them. And then she whispered what her intelligence
told her was an unalterable fact Kurt Dorn
could never be changed. But her sympathy and
love and passion, all that was womanly emotion, stormed
at her intelligence and refused to listen to it.
Nothing short of a great shock would
divert Dorn from his tragic headlong rush toward the
fate he believed unalterable. Lenore sensed a
terrible, sinister earnestness in him. She could
not divine its meaning. But it was such a driving
passion that no man possessing it and free to the
violence of war could ever escape death. Even
if by superhuman strife, and the guidance of Providence,
he did escape death, he would have lost something
as precious as life. If Dorn went to war at all if
he ever reached those blood-red trenches, in the thick
of fire and shriek and ferocity there to
express in horrible earnestness what she vaguely felt
yet could not define then so far as she
was concerned she imagined that she would not want
him to come back.
That was the strength of spirit that
breathed out of the night and the silence to her.
Dorn would go to war as no ordinary soldier, to obey,
to fight, to do his duty; but for some strange, unfathomable
obsession of his own. And, therefore, if he went
at all he was lost. War, in its inexplicable
horror, killed the souls of endless hordes of men.
Therefore, if he went at all she, too, was lost to
the happiness that might have been hers. She
would never love another man. She could never
marry. She would never have a child.
So his soul and her happiness were
in the balance weighed against a woman’s power.
It seemed to Lenore that she felt hopelessly unable
to carry the issue to victory; and yet, on the other
hand, a tumultuous and wonderful sweetness of sensation
called to her, insidiously, of the infallible potency
of love. What could she do to save Dorn’s
life and his soul? There was only one answer
to that. She would do anything. She must
make him love her to the extent that he would have
no will to carry out this desperate intent. There
was little time to do that. The gradual growth
of affection through intimacy and understanding was
not possible here. It must come as a flash of
lightning. She must bewilder him with the revelation
of her love, and then by all its incalculable power
hold him there.
It was her father’s wish; it
would be the salvation of Dorn; it meant all to her.
But if to keep him there would make him a slacker,
Lenore swore she would die before lifting her lips
to his. The government would rather he stayed
to raise wheat than go out and fight men. Lenore
saw the sanity, the cardinal importance of that, as
her father saw it. So from all sides she was
justified. And sitting there in the darkness and
silence, with the cool wind in her face, she vowed
she would be all woman, all sweetness, all love, all
passion, all that was feminine and terrible, to keep
Dorn from going to war.