Sing to me! Ah, remember
how
Poor Heine here
in Paris leant
Watching me play at the fall
of day
And following
where the music went,
Till that old cloud upon his
brow
Was almost smoothed
away.
“Do roses in the moonlight
flame
Like this and
this?” he said and smiled;
Then bent his head as o’er
his dead
Brother might
breathe some little child
The accustomed old half-jesting
name,
With all its mockery
fled,
Like summer lightnings, far
away,
In heaven.
O, what Bohemian nights
We passed down there for that
brief year
When art revealed
her last delights;
And then, that night, that
night in May
When Hugo came
to hear!
“Do roses in the moonlight
glow
Like this and
this?” I could not see
His eyes, and yet-they
were quite wet,
Blinded, I think!
What should I be
If in that hour I did not
know
My own diviner
debt?
For God has made this world
of ours
Out of His own
exceeding pain,
As here in art man’s
bleeding heart
Slow drop by drop
completes the strain;
And dreams of death make sweet
the flowers
Where lovers meet
to part.
Recall, recall my little room
Where all the
masters came that night,
Came just to hear me, Meyerbeer,
Lamartine, Balzac;
and no light
But my two candles in the
gloom;
Though she, she
too was there,
George Sand. This music
once unlocked
My heart, she
took the gold she prized:
Her novel gleams no richer:
dreams
Like mine are
best unanalysed:
And she forgets her poor bemocked
Prince Karol,
now, it seems.
I was Prince Karol; yes, and
Liszt
Count Salvator
Albani: she
My Floriani-all
so far
Away!-My
dreams are like the sea
That round Majorca sighed
and kissed
Each softly mirrored
star.
O, what a golden round of
hours
Our island villa
knew: we two
Alone with sky and sea, the
sigh
Of waves, the
warm unfathomed blue;
With what a chain of nights
like flowers
We bound Love,
she and I.
What music, what harmonious
Glad triumphs
of the world’s desire
Where passion yearns to God
and burns
Earth’s
dross out with its own pure fire,
Or tolls like some deep angélus
Through Death’s
divine nocturnes.
“Do roses in the moonlight
glow
Like this and
this?” What did she think
Of him whose hands at Love’s
command
Made Life as honey
o’er the brink
Of Death drip slow, darkling
and slow?
Ah, did she understand?
She studied every sob she
heard,
She watched each
dying hope she found;
And yet she understood not
one
Poor sorrow there
that like a wound
Gaped, bleeding, pleading-for
one word-
No? And the
dream was done.
For her-I am “wrapped
in incense gloom,
In drifting clouds
and golden light;”
Once I was shod with fire
and trod
Beethoven’s
path through storm and night:
It is too late now to resume
My monologue with
God.
Well, my lost love, you were
so kind
In those old days:
ah, yes; you came
When I was ill! In dreams
you still
Will come? (Do
roses always flame
By moonlight, thus?) I, too,
grow blind
With wondering
if she will.
Yet, Floriani, what am I
To you, though
love was life to me?
My life consumed like some
perfumed
Pale altar-flame
beside the sea:
You stood and smiled and watched
it die!
You, you whom
it illumed,
Could you not feed it with
your love?
Am I not starving
here and now?
Sing, sing! I’d
miss no smile or kiss-
No roses in Majorca
glow
Like this and this-so
death may prove
Best-ah,
how sweet life is!