I
And thus the affair moved nearer to
its close. The theory and practice of molding
form by means of sound was the next bang at his mind delivered
in the clergyman’s most convincing manner, and,
in view of the proofs that soon followed, an experience
that seemed to dislocate the very foundations of his
visible world, deemed hitherto secure enough at least
to stand on.
Had it all consisted merely of talk
on Mr. Skale’s part the secretary would have
known better what to think. It was the interludes
of practical proof that sent his judgment so awry.
These definite, sensible results, sandwiched in between
all the visionary explanation, left him utterly at
sea. He could not reconcile them altogether with
hypnotism. He could only, as an ordinary man,
already with a bias in the mystical direction, come
to the one conclusion that this overwhelming and hierophantic
man was actually in touch with cisterns of force so
terrific as to be dangerous to what he had hitherto
understood to be life. It was easy
enough for the clergyman, in his optimistic enthusiasm,
to talk about their leading to a larger life.
But what if the experiment failed, and these colossal
powers ran amok upon the world and upon
the invokers?
Moreover chief anxiety
of all what was this name to be experimented
with? What was the nature of this force that Skale
hoped to invoke so mighty that it should
make them “as gods,” so terrible that a
chord alone could compass even the first of its stupendous
syllables?
And, further, he was still haunted
with the feeling that other “beings” occupied
certain portions of the rambling mansion, and more
than once recently he had wakened in the night with
an idea, carried over from dreams possibly, that the
corridor outside his bedroom was moving and alive
with footsteps. “From dreams possibly,”
for when he went and peered shivering through the
narrow crack of the half-opened door, he saw nothing
unusual. And another time he was awake
beyond question at the moment, for he had been reading
till two o’clock and had but just extinguished
the candle he had heard a sound that he
found impossible to describe, but that sent all the
blood with a swift rush from the region of his heart.
It was not wind; it was not the wood cracking with
the frost; it was not snow sliding from the slates
outside. It was something that simultaneously
filled the entire building, yet sounded particularly
loud just outside his door; and it came with the abrupt
suddenness of a report. It made him think of
all the air in the rooms and halls and passages being
withdrawn by immense suction, as though a gigantic
dome had been dropped over the building in order to
produce a vacuum. And just after it he heard,
unmistakably, the long soft stride of Skale going past
his door and down the whole length of the corridor stealthily,
very quickly, with the hurry of anxiety or alarm in
his silence and his speed.
This, moreover, had now happened twice,
so that imagination seemed a far-fetched explanation.
And on both occasions the clergyman had remained invisible
on the day following until the evening, and had then
reappeared, quiet and as usual, but with an atmosphere
of immense vibratory force somehow about his person,
and a glow in his face and eyes that at moments seemed
positively colored.
No word of explanation, however, had
as yet been forthcoming of these omens, and Spinrobin
waited with what patience he could, meanwhile, for
the final test which he knew to be close upon him.
And in his diary, the pages usually left blank now
because words failed him, he wrote a portion of Anone’s
cry that had caught his memory and expressed a little
of what he felt:
... for fiery thoughts
Do shape themselves within me, more and more,
Whereof I catch the issue, as I hear
Dead sounds at night come from the inmost hills,
Like footsteps upon wool....
II
It was within three days of the expiration
of his trial month that he then had this conversation
with the clergyman, which he understood quite well
was offered by way of preparation for the bigger tests
about to come. He has reported what he could
of it; it seemed to him at the time both plausible
and absurd; it was of a piece, that is, with the rest
of the whole fabulous adventure.
Mr. Skale, as they walked over the
snowy moors in the semi-darkness between tea and dinner,
had been speaking to him about the practical results
obtainable by sound-vibrations (what he already knew
for that matter), and how it is possible by fiddling
long enough upon a certain note to fiddle down a bridge
and split it asunder. From that he passed on
to the scientific fact that the ultimate molecules
of matter are not only in constant whirring motion,
but that also they do not actually touch one another.
The atoms composing the point of a pin, for instance,
shift and change without ceasing, and there
is space between them.
Then, suddenly taking Spinrobin’s
arm, he came closer, his booming tone dropping to
a whisper:
“To change the form of anything,”
he said in his ear, “is merely to change the
arrangement of those dancing molecules, to alter their
rate of vibration.” His eyes, even in the
obscurity of the dusk, went across the other’s
face like flames.
“By means of sound?” asked
the other, already beginning to feel eerie.
The clergyman nodded his great head in acquiescence.
“Just as the vibrations of heat-waves,”
he said after a pause, “can alter the form of
a metal by melting it, so the vibrations of sound can
alter the form of a thing by inserting themselves between
those whirling molecules and changing their speed
and arrangement change the outline, that
is.”
The idea seemed fairly to buffet the
little secretary in the face, but Mr. Skale’s
proximity was too overpowering to permit of very clear
thinking. Feeling that a remark was expected from
him, he managed to ejaculate an obvious objection
in his mind.
“But is there any sound that
can produce vibrations fine and rapid enough to er accomplish
such a result?”
Mr. Skale appeared almost to leap
for pleasure as he heard it. In reality he merely
straightened himself up.
“That,” he cried aloud,
to the further astonishment and even alarm of his
companion, “is another part of my discovery an
essential particular of it: the production of
sound-vibrations fine and rapid enough to alter shapes!
Listen and I will tell you!” He lowered his voice
again. “I have found out that by uttering
the true inner name of anything I can set in motion
harmonics harmonics, note well, half the
wave length and twice the frequency! that
are delicate and swift enough to insert themselves
between the whirling molecules of any reasonable object any
object, I mean, not too closely or coherently packed.
By then swelling or lowering my voice I can alter
the scale, size or shape of that object almost indefinitely,
its parts nevertheless retaining their normal relative
proportions. I can scatter it to a huge scale
by separating its molecules indefinitely, or bring
them so closely together that the size of the object
would be reduced to a practical invisibility!”
“Re-create the world, in fact!”
gasped Spinrobin, feeling the earth he knew slipping
away under his feet.
Mr. Skale turned upon him and stood
still a moment. The huge moors, glimmering pale
and unreal beneath their snow, ran past them into
the sky silent forms corresponding to who
knows what pedal notes? The wind sighed audible
expression of who shall say what mighty shapes?...
Something of the passion of sound, with all its mystery
and splendor, entered his heart in that windy sigh.
Was anything real? Was anything permanent?...
Were Sound and Form merely interchangeable symbols
of some deeper uncataloged Reality? And was the
visible cohesion after all the illusory thing?
“Re-mold the whole universe,
sir!” he roared through the darkness, in a way
that made the other wish for the touch of Miriam’s
hand to steady him. “I could make you,
my dear Spinrobin, immense, tiny, invisible, or by
a partial utterance of your name, permanently crooked.
I could overwhelm your own vibrations and withdraw
their force, as by suction of a vacuum, absorbing
yourself into my own being. By uttering the name
of this old earth, if I knew it, I could alter its
face, toss the forests like green dust into the sea,
and lift the pebbles of the seashore to the magnitude
of moons! Or, did I know the true name of the
sun, I could utter it in such a way as to identify
myself with its very being, and so escape the pitiful
terrors of a limited personal existence!”
He seized his companion’s arm
and began to stride down the mountainside at a terrific
pace, almost lifting Spinrobin from his feet as he
did so. About the ears of the panting secretary
the wild words tore like bullets, whistling a new
and dreadful music.
“My dear fellow,” he shouted
through the night, “at the Word of Power of
a true man the nations would rush into war, or sink
suddenly into eternal peace; the mountains be moved
into the sea, and the dead arise. To know the
sounds behind the manifestations of Nature, the names
of mechanical as well as of psychical Forces, of Hebrew
angels, as of Christian virtues, is to know Powers
that you can call upon at will and use!
Utter them in the true vibratory way and you waken
their counterpart in yourself and stir thus mighty
psychic powers into activity in your Soul.”
He rained the words down upon the
other’s head like a tempest.
“Can you wonder that the walls
of Jericho fell flat before a ‘Sound,’
or that the raging waves of the sea lay still before
a voice that called their Name? My discovery,
Mr. Spinrobin, will run through the world like a purifying
fire. For to utter the true names of individuals,
families, tribes and nations, will be to call them
to the knowledge of their highest Selves, and to lift
them into tune with the music of the Voice of God.”
They reached the front door, where
the gleam of lamps shone with a homely welcome through
the glass panels. The clergyman released his companion’s
arm; then bent down towards him and added in a tone
that held in it for the first time something of the
gravity of death:
“Only remember that
to utter falsely, to pronounce incorrectly, to call
a name incompletely, is the beginning of all evil.
For it is to lie with the very soul. It is also
to evoke forces without the adequate corresponding
shape that covers and controls them, and to attract
upon yourself the destructive qualities of these Powers to
your own final disintegration and annihilation.”
Spinrobin entered the house, filled
with a sense of awe that was cold and terrible, and
greater than all his other sensations combined.
The winds of fear and ruin blew shrill about his naked
soul. None the less he was steadfast. He
would remain to bless. Mr. Skale might be violent
in mind, unbalanced, possibly mad; but his madness
thundered at the doors of heaven, and the sound of
that thundering completed the conquest of his admiration.
He really believed that when the end came those mighty
doors would actually open. And the thought woke
a kind of elemental terror in him that was not of
this world yet marvelously attractive.
III
That night the singular rushing sound
again disturbed him. It seemed as before to pass
through the entire building, but this time it included
a greater space in its operations, for he fancied
he could hear it outside the house as well, traveling
far up into the recesses of the dark mountains.
Like the sweep of immense draughts of air it went down
the passage and rolled on into the sky, making him
think of the clergyman’s suggestion that some
sounds might require airwaves of a hundred miles instead
of a few inches, too vast to be heard as sound.
And shortly after it followed the great gliding stride
of Mr. Skale himself down the corridor. That,
at least, was unmistakable.
During the following day, moreover,
Mr. Skale remained invisible. Spinrobin, of course,
had never permitted himself to search the house, or
even to examine the other rooms in his own corridor.
The quarters where Miriam slept were equally unknown
to him. But he was quite certain that these prolonged
periods of absence were spent by the clergyman in some
remote part of the rambling building where there existed
isolated, if not actually secret, rooms in which he
practiced the rituals of some dangerous and intrepid
worship. And these intimidating and mysterious
sounds at night were, of course, something to do with
the forces he conjured....
The day was still and windless, the
house silent as the grave. He walked about the
hills during the afternoon, practicing his Hebrew “Names”
and “Words” like a schoolboy learning
a lesson. And all about him the slopes of mountain
watched him, listening. So did the sheet of snow,
shining in the wintry sunlight. The clergyman
seemed to have put all sound in his pocket and taken
it away with him. The absence of anything approaching
noise became almost oppressive. It was a Silence
that prepares. Spinrobin went about on tiptoe,
spoke to Miriam in whispers, practiced his Names in
hushed, expectant tones. He almost expected to
see the moors and mountains open their deep sides
and let the Sounds of which they were the visible
shape escape awfully about him....
In these hours of solitude, all that
Skale had told him, and more still that he divined
himself, haunted him with a sense of disquieting reality.
Inaudible sounds of fearful volume, invisible forms
of monstrous character, combinations of both even,
impended everywhere about him. He became afraid
lest he might stumble, as Skale had done, on the very
note that should release them and bring them howling,
leaping, crashing about his ears. Therefore,
he tried to make himself as small as possible; he
muffled steps and voice and personality. If he
could, he would have completely disappeared.
He looked forward to Skale’s
return, but when evening came he was still alone,
and he dined tete-a-tete with Miriam for the
first time. And she, too, he noticed, was unusually
quiet. Almost they seemed to have entered the
world of Mrs. Mawle, the silent regions of the deaf.
But for the most part it is probable that these queer
impressions were due to the unusual state of Spinrobin’s
imagination. He knew that it was his last night
in the place unless the clergyman accepted
him; he knew also that Mr. Skale had absented himself
with a purpose, and that the said purpose had to do
with the test of Alteration of Forms by Sound, which
would surely be upon him before the sun rose.
So that, one way and another, it was natural enough
that his nerves should have been somewhat overtaxed.
The presence of Miriam and Mrs. Mawle,
however, did much to soothe him. The latter,
indeed, mothered the pair of them quite absurdly, smiling
all the time while she moved about softly with the
dishes, and doing her best to make them eat enough
for four. Between courses she sat at the end of
the room, waiting in the shadows till Miriam beckoned
to her, and once or twice going so far as to put her
hand upon Spinrobin’s shoulder protectively.
His own mind, however, all the time
was full of charging visions. He kept thinking
of the month just past and of the amazing changes it
had brought into his thoughts. He realized, too,
now that Mr. Skale was away, something of the lonely
and splendid courage of the man, following this terrific,
perhaps mad, ideal, day in day out, week in week out,
for twenty years and more, his faith never weakening,
his belief undaunted. Waves of pity, too, invaded
him for the first time pity for this sweet
girl, brought up in ignorance of any other possible
world; pity for the deaf old housekeeper, already
partially broken, and both sacrificed to the dominant
idea of this single, heaven-climbing enthusiast; pity
last of all for himself, swept headlong before he
had time to reflect, into the audacious purpose of
this violent and headstrong super-man.
All manner of emotions stirred now
this last evening in his perplexed breast; yet out
of the general turmoil one stood forth more clearly
than the rest his proud consciousness that
he was taking an important part in something really
big at last. Behind the screen of thought and
emotion which veiled so puzzlingly the truth, he divined
for the first time in his career a golden splendor.
If it also terrified him, that was only his cowardice....
In the same way it might be splendid to jump into Niagara
just above the falls to snatch a passing flower that
seemed more wonderful than any he had seen before,
but !
“Miriam, tomorrow is my last
day,” he said suddenly, catching her grey eyes
upon him in the middle of his strange reflections.
“Tonight may be my last night in this house
with you.”
The girl made no reply, merely looking
up and smiling at him. But the singing sensation
that usually accompanied her gaze was not present.
“That was very nearly a
discord,” she observed presently, referring to
his remark. “It was out of tune!”
And he realized with a touch of shame what she meant.
For it was not true that this was his last evening;
he knew really that he would stay on and that Mr.
Skale would accept him. Quick as a flash, with
her simple intuition, she felt that he had said this
merely to coax from her some sign of sympathy or love.
And the girl was not to be drawn. She knew quite
well that she held him and that their fate, whatever
it might be, lay together.
The gentle rebuke made him silent
again. They sat there smiling at one another
across the table, and old Mrs. Mawle, sitting among
the shadows at the far end of the room, her hands
crossed in front of her, her white evening cap shining
like a halo above her patient face, watched them,
also smiling. The rest of the strange meal passed
without conversation, for the great silence that all
day had wrapped the hills seemed to have invaded the
house as well and laid its spell upon every room.
A deep hush, listening and expectant, dropped more
and more about the building and about themselves.
After dinner they sat for twenty minutes
together before the library fire, their toes upon
the fender, for, contrary to her habit, Miriam had
not vanished at once to her own quarters.
“We’re not alone here,”
remarked Spinrobin presently, in a low voice, and
she nodded her head to signify agreement. The
presence of Mr. Skale when he was in the house but
invisible, was often more real and tremendous than
when he stood beside them and thundered. Some
part of him, some emanation, some potent psychic messenger
from his personality, kept them closely company, and
tonight the secretary felt it very vividly. His
remark was really another effort to keep in close touch
with Miriam, even in thought. He needed her more
than ever in this sea of silence that was gathering
everywhere about him. Gulf upon gulf it rose and
folded over him. His anxiety became every moment
more acute, and those black serpents of fear that
he dreaded were not very far away. By every fiber
in his being he felt certain that a test which should
shake the very foundations of his psychical life was
slowly and remorselessly approaching him.
Yet, though he longed to speak outright
and demand of Miriam what she knew, and especially
that she should reveal the place of the clergyman’s
concealment and what portent it was that required all
this dread and muted atmosphere for its preparation,
he kept a seal upon his lips, realizing that loyalty
forbade, and that the knowledge of her contempt would
be even worse than the knowledge of the truth.
And so in due course she rose to go,
and as he opened the door for her into the hall, she
paused a moment and turned towards him. A sudden
inexplicable thrill flashed through him as she turned
her eyes upon his face, for he thought at first she
was about to speak. He has never forgotten the
picture as she stood there so close to his side, the
lamplight on her slim figure in its white silk blouse
and neat dark skirt, the gloom of the unlit hall and
staircase beyond stood there an instant,
then put both her arms about his neck, drew him down
to her, and kissed him gently on both cheeks.
Twice she kissed him, then was gone into the darkness,
so softly that he scarcely heard her steps, and he
stood between the shadows and the light, her perfume
still lingering, and with it the sweet and magical
blessing that she left behind. For that caress,
he understood, was the innocent childlike caress of
their first days, and with all the power of her loving
little soul in it she had given him the message that
he craved: “Courage! And keep a brave
heart, dear Spinny, tonight!”