I
Spinrobin lingered a while in the
library after Miriam was gone, then feeling slightly
ill at ease in the room now that her presence was
withdrawn, put the lights out, saw that the windows
were properly barred and fastened, and went into the
hall on his way to bed.
He looked at the front door, tried
the chain, and made sure that both top and bottom
bolts were thrown. Why he should have taken these
somewhat unusual precautions was not far to seek, though
at the moment he could not probably have explained.
The desire for protection was awake in his being,
and he took these measures of security and defense
because it sought to express itself, as it were, even
automatically. Spinrobin was afraid.
Up the broad staircase he went softly
with his lighted candle, leaving the great hall behind
him full to the brim with shadows shadows
that moved and took shape. His own head and shoulders
in monstrous outline poured over the walls and upper
landings, and thence leaped to the skylight overhead.
As he passed the turn in the stairs, the dark contents
of the hall below rushed past in a single mass, like
an immense extended wing, and settled abruptly at
his back, following him thence to the landing.
Once there, he went more quickly,
moving on tiptoe, and so reached his own room halfway
down. He passed two doors to get there; another
two lay beyond; all four, as he believed, being always
locked. It was these four rooms that conjured
mightily with his imagination always, for these were
the rooms he pictured to himself, though without a
vestige of proof, as being occupied. It was from
the further ones one or other of them he
believed Mr. Skale came when he had passed down the
corridor at two in the morning, stealthily, hurriedly,
on the heels of that rush of sound that made him shake
in his bed as he heard it.
In his own room, however, surrounded
by the familiar and personal objects that reminded
him of normal life, he felt more at home. He undressed
quickly, all his candles alight, and then sat before
the fire in the armchair to read a little before getting
into bed.
And he read for choice Hebrew Hebrew
poetry, and on this particular occasion, the books
of Job and Ezekiel. For nothing had so soothing
and calming an effect upon him as the mighty yet simple
imagery of these sonorous stanzas; they invariably
took him “out of himself,” or at any rate
out of the region of small personal alarms. And
thus, letting his fancy roam, it seems, he was delighted
to find that gradually the fears which had dominated
him during the day and evening disappeared. He
passed with the poetry into that region of high adventure
which his nature in real life denied him. The
verses uplifted him in a way that made his recent
timidity seem the mere mood of a moment, or at least
negligible. His memory, as one thing suggested
another, began to give up its dead, and some of Blake’s
drawings, seen recently in London with prodigious
effect, began to pass vividly before his mental vision.
The symbolism of what he was reading
doubtless suggested the memory. He felt himself
caught in the great invisible nets of wonder that forever
swept the world. The littleness of modern life,
compared to that ancient and profound spirit which
sought the permanent things of the soul, haunted him
with curious insistence. He suffered a keen, though
somewhat mixed realization of his actual insignificance,
yet of his potential sublimity could he but identify
himself with his ultimate Self in the region of vision....
His soul was aware of finding itself alternately ruffled
and exalted as he read ... and pondered ... as he visualized
to some degree the giant Splendors, the wonderful
Wheels, the spirit Wings and Faces and all the other
symbols of potent imagery evoked by the imagination
of that old Hebrew world....
So that when, an hour later, pacified
and sleepy, he rose to go to bed, this poetry seems
to have left a very marked effect upon his mind mingled,
naturally enough, with the thought of Mr. Skale.
For on his way across the floor, having adjusted the
fire-screen, he distinctly remembered thinking what
a splendid “study” the clergyman would
have made for one of Blake’s representations
of the Deity the flowing beard, the great
nose, the imposing head and shoulders, the potentialities
of the massive striding figure, surrounded by a pictorial
suggestion of all the sound-forces he was forever
talking about....
This thought was his last, and it
was without fear of any kind. Merely, he insists,
that his imagination was touched, and in a manner perfectly
accountable, considering the ingredients of its contents
at the time.
And so he hopped nimbly into bed.
On the little table beside him stood the candle and
the copy of the Hebrew text he had been reading, with
its parallel columns in the two languages. His
Jaeger slippers were beneath the chair, his clothes,
carefully folded, on the sofa, his collar, studs and
necktie in a row on the top of the mahogany chest of
drawers. On the mantelpiece stood the glass jar
of heather, filled that very day by Miriam. He
saw it just as he blew out the candle, and Miriam,
accordingly, was the last vision that journeyed with
him into the country of dreams and sweet forgetfulness.
The night was perfectly still.
Winter, black and hard, lay about the house like an
iron wall. No wind stirred. Snow covered
the world of mountain and moor outside, and Silence,
supreme at midnight, poured all her softest forces
upon the ancient building and its occupants.
Spinrobin, curled up in the middle of the big four-poster,
slept like a tired baby.
II
It was a good deal later when somewhere
out of that mass of silence rose the faint beginnings
of a sound that stirred first cautiously about the
very foundations of the house, and then, mounting inch
by inch, through the hall, up the staircase, along
the corridor, reached the floor where the secretary
slept so peacefully, and finally entered his room.
Its muffled tide poured most softly over all.
At first only this murmur was audible, as of “footsteps
upon wool,” of wind or drifting snow, a mere
ghost of sound; but gradually it grew, though still
gentle and subdued, until it filled the space from
ceiling unto floor, pressing in like water dripping
into a cistern with ever-deepening note as its volume
increased. The trembling of air in a big belfry
where bells have been a-ringing represents best the
effect, only it was a trifle sharper in quality keener,
more alive.
But, also, there was something more
in it something gong-like and metallic,
yet at the same time oddly and suspiciously human.
It held a temper, too, that somehow woke the “panic
sense,” as does the hurried note of a drum some
quick emotional timbre that stirs the sleeping outposts
of apprehension and alarm. On the other hand,
it was constant, neither rising nor falling, and thus
ordinarily, it need not have stirred any emotion at
all least of all the emotion of consternation.
Yet, there was that in it which struck at the root
of security and life. It was a revolutionary
sound.
And as it took possession of the room,
covering everything with its garment of vibration,
it slipped in also, so to speak, between the crevices
of the sleeping, unprotected Spinrobin, coloring his
dreams his innocent dreams with
the suggestion of nightmare dread. Of course,
he was too deeply wrapped in slumber to receive the
faintest intimation of this waking analysis.
Otherwise he might, perhaps, have recognized the kind
of primitive, ancestral dread his remote forefathers
knew when the inexplicable horror of a tidal wave
or an eclipse of the sun overwhelmed them with the
threatened alteration of their entire known universe.
The sleeping figure in that big four-poster
moved a little as the tide of sound played upon it,
fidgeting this way and that. The human ball uncoiled,
lengthened, straightened out. The head, half hidden
by folds of sheet and pillowcase, emerged.
Spinrobin unfolded, then opened his
eyes and stared about him, bewildered, in the darkness.
“Who’s there? Is
that you anybody?” he asked in a whisper,
the confusion of sleep still about him.
His voice seemed dead and smothered,
as though the other sound overwhelmed it. The
same instant, more widely awake, he realized that his
bedroom was humming.
“What’s that? What’s
the matter?” he whispered again, wondering uneasily
at the noise.
There was no answer. The vague
dread transferred itself adroitly from his dream-consciousness
to his now thoroughly awakened mind. It began
to dawn upon him that something was wrong. He
noticed that the fire was out, and the room dark and
heavy. He realized dimly the passage of time a
considerable interval of time and that he
must have been asleep several hours. Where was
he? Who was he? What, in the name of mystery
and night, had been going on during the interval?
He began to shake all over feverishly.
Whence came this noise that made everything in the
darkness tremble?
As he fumbled hurriedly for the matchbox,
his fingers caught in the folds of pillowcase and
sheet, and he struggled violently to get them clear
again. It was while doing this that the impression
first reached him that the room was no longer quite
the same. It had changed while he slept.
Even in the darkness he felt this, and shuddering pulled
the blankets over his head and shoulders, for this
idea of the changed room plucked at the center of
his heart, where terror lay waiting to leap out upon
him.
After what seemed five minutes he
found the matchbox and struck a light, and all the
time the torrent of sound poured about his ears with
such an effect of bewilderment that he hardly realized
what he was doing. A strange terror poured into
him that he would change with the room.
At length the match flared, and while he lit the candle
with shaking fingers, he looked wildly, quickly about
him. At once the sounds rushed upon him from
all directions, burying him, so to speak, beneath vehement
vibrations of the air that rained in upon him....
Yes, the room had indeed changed, actually changed
... but before he could decide where the difference
lay the candle died down to a mere spark, waiting for
the wick to absorb the grease. It seemed like
half an hour before the yellow tongue grew again,
so that he finally saw clearly.
But saw what? Saw
that the room had horribly altered while he slept,
yes! But how altered? What in the name of
all the world’s deities was the matter with
it? The torrent of sound, now growing louder and
louder, so confused him at first, and the dancing
patchwork of light and shadow the candle threw so
increased his bewilderment, that for some minutes he
sought in vain to steady his mind to the point of accurate
observation.
“God of my Fathers!” cried
Spinrobin at last under his breath, and hardly knowing
what he said, “if it’s not moving!”
For this, indeed, was what he saw
while the candle flame burned steadily upon a room
that was no longer quite recognizable.
At first, with the natural exaggeration
due to shock, he thought the whole room moved, but
as his powers of sight came with time to report more
truly, he perceived that this was only true of certain
things in it. It was not the ceiling that poured
down in fluid form to meet a floor ever gliding and
shifting forward into outlandish proportions, but it
was certain objects one here, another there midway
between the two that, having assumed new and unaccustomed
outlines, lent to the rest of the chamber a general
appearance of movement and an entirely altered expression.
And these objects, he perceived, holding tightly to
the bedclothes with both hands as he stared, were
two: the dark, old-fashioned cupboard on his
left, and the plush curtains that draped the window
on his right. He himself, and the bed and the
rest of the furniture were stationary. The room
as a whole stood still, while these two common and
familiar articles of household furnishing took on a
form and an expression utterly foreign to what he
had always known as a cupboard and a curtain.
This outline, this expression, moreover, if not actually
sinister, was grotesque to the verge of the sinister:
monstrous.
The difficulty of making any accurate
observation at all was further increased by the perplexity
of having to observe two objects, not even on the
same side of the room. Their outlines, however,
Spinrobin claims, altered very slowly, wavering like
the distorted reflections seen in moving water, and
unquestionably obeying in some way the pitch and volume
of the sound that continued to pour its resonant tide
about the room. The sound manipulated the shape;
the connection between the two was evident. That,
at least, he grasped. Somebody hidden elsewhere
in the house Mr. Skale probably, of course,
in one of his secret chambers was experimenting
with the “true names” of these two “common
objects,” altering their normal forms by inserting
the vibrations of sound between their ultimate molecules.
Only, this simple statement that his
clearing mind made to itself in no way accounted for
the fascination of horror that accompanied the manifestation.
For he recognized it as the joy of horror and not alone
the torment. His blood ran swiftly to the rhythm
of these humming vibrations that filled the space
about him; and his terror, his bewilderment, his curious
sense of elation seemed to him as messengers of far
more terrific sensations that communicated to him dimly
the rushing wonder of some aspect of the Unknown in
its ultimate nature essentially beautiful.
This, however, only dawned upon him
later, when the experiment was complete and he had
time to reflect upon it all next day; for, meanwhile,
to see the proportions he had known since childhood
alter thus before his eyes was unbelievably dreadful.
To see your friend sufficiently himself still to be
recognizable, yet in essentials, at the same time,
grotesquely altered, would doubtless touch a climax
of distress and horror for you. The changing
of these two things, so homely and well-known in themselves,
into something that was not themselves, involved an
idea of destruction that was worse than even death,
for it meant that the idea in the mind no longer corresponded
to the visible object there before the eyes.
The correspondence was no longer a true one.
The result was a lie.
To describe the actual forms assumed
by these shifting and wavering bodies is not possible,
for when Spinrobin gives the details one simply fails
to recognize either cupboard or curtain. To say
that the dark, lumbering cupboard, standing normally
against the wall down there in the shadows, loomed
suddenly forward and upward, bent, twisted, and stretched
out the whole of one side towards him like a misshapen
arm, can convey nothing of the world of new sensations
that the little secretary felt while actually watching
it in progress in that haunted chamber of Skale’s
mansion among the hills. Nor can one be thrilled
with the extraordinary sense of wonder that thrilled
Spinrobin when he saw the faded plush curtain hang
across the window in such a way that it might well
have wrapped the whole of Wales into a single fold,
yet without extending its skirts beyond the actual
walls of the room. For what he saw apparently
involved contradictions in words, and the fact is that
no description of what he saw is really possible at
all.
“Hark! By thunder!”
he exclaimed, creeping out of bed with sheer stress
of excitement, while the sounds poured up through the
floor as though from cellars and tunnels where they
lay stored beneath the house. They sang and trembled
about him with the menaces of a really exquisite alarm.
He moved cautiously out into the center of the room,
not daring to approach too close to the affected objects,
yet furiously anxious to discover how it was all done.
For he was uncommonly “game” through it
all, and had himself well in hand from beginning to
end. He was really too excited, probably, to
feel ordinary fear; it all swept him away too mightily
for that; he did not even notice the sting of the hot
candle-grease as it fell upon his bare feet.
There he stood, plucky little Spinny,
steady amid this shifting world, master of his soul
amid dissolution, his hair pointing out like ruffled
feathers, his blue eyes wide open and charged with
a speechless wonder, his face pale as chalk, lips
apart, jaw a trifle dropped, one hand in the pocket
of his dressing-gown, and the other holding the candle
at an angle that showered grease upon the carpet of
the Rev. Philip Skale as well as upon his own ankles.
There he stood, face to face with the grotesque horror
of familiar outlines gone wrong, the altered panorama
of his known world moving about him in a strange riot
of sound and form. It was, he understood, an
amazing exhibition of the transforming power of sound of
sound playing tricks with the impermanence and the
illusion of Form. Skale was making his words
good.
And behind the scenes he divined,
with a shudder of genuine admiration, the figure of
the master of the ceremonies, somehow or other grown
colossal, as he had thought of him just before going
to sleep Philip Skale, hidden in the secret
places of the building, directing the operations of
this dreadful aspect of his revolutionary Discovery....
And yet the thought brought a measure of comfort in
its train, for was he not also himself now included
in the mighty scheme?... In his mind he saw this
giant Skale, with his great limbs and shoulders, his
flowing, shaggy beard, his voice of thunder and his
portentous speculations, and, so doing, felt himself
merged in a larger world that made his own little
terrors and anxieties of but small account. Once
again the sense of his own insignificance disappeared
as he realized that at last he was in the full flood
of an adventure that was providing the kind of escape
he had always longed for.
Inevitably, then, his thought flew
to Miriam, and as he remembered her final word to
him a few short hours ago in the hall below, he already
felt ashamed of the fear with which he had met the
beginning of the “test.” He instantly
felt steeped instead in the wonder and power of the
whole thing. His mind, though still trembling
and shaken, came to rest. He drew, that is, upon
the larger powers of the Chord.
And the interesting thing was that
the moment this happened he noticed a change begin
to come over the room. With extraordinary swiftness
the tide of vibration lessened and the sound withdrew;
the humming seemed to sink back into the depths of
the house; the thrill and delight of his recent terrors
fled with it. The air gradually ceased to shake
and tremble; the furniture, with a curious final shiver
as of spinning coins about to settle, resumed its
normal shape. Once more the room, and with it
the world, became commonplace and dull. The test
apparently was over. He had met it with success.
Spinrobin, holding the candle straight
for the first time, turned back towards the bed.
He caught a passing glimpse of himself in the mirror
as he went white and scattered he describes
his appearance.... He climbed again into bed,
blew the candle out, put the matchbox under his pillow
within easy reach, and so once more curled himself
up into a ball and composed himself to sleep.