Tiverton has breezy, upland roads,
and damp, sweet valleys; but should you tarry there
a summer long, you might find it wasteful to take many
excursions abroad. For, having once received the
freedom of family living, you will own yourself disinclined
to get beyond dooryards, those outer courts of domesticity.
Homely joys spill over into them, and, when children
are afoot, surge and riot there. In them do the
common occupations of life find niche and channel.
While bright weather holds, we wash out of doors on
a Monday morning, the wash-bench in the solid block
of shadow thrown by the house. We churn there,
also, at the hour when Sweet-Breath, the cow, goes
afield, modestly unconscious of her own sovereignty
over the time. There are all the varying fortunes
of butter-making recorded. Sometimes it comes
merrily to the tune of
“Come, butter, come! Peter
stands a-waiting at the gate, Waiting for his butter-cake.
Come, butter, come!”
chanted in time with the dasher; again
it doth willfully refuse, and then, lest it be too
cool, we contribute a dash of hot water, or too hot,
and we lend it a dash of cold. Or we toss in a
magical handful of salt, to encourage it. Possibly,
if we be not the thriftiest of householders, we feed
the hens here in the yard, and then “shoo”
them away, when they would fain take profligate dust-baths
under the syringa, leaving unsightly hollows.
But however, and with what complexion, our dooryards
may face the later year, they begin it with purification.
Here are they an unfailing index of the severer virtues;
for, in Tiverton, there is no housewife who, in her
spring cleaning, omits to set in order this outer
pale of the temple. Long before the merry months
are well under way, or the cows go kicking up their
heels to pasture, or plants are taken from the south
window and clapped into chilly ground, orderly passions
begin to riot within us, and we “clear up”
our yards. We gather stray chips, and pieces
of bone brought in by the scavenger dog, who sits
now with his tail tucked under him, oblivious of such
vagrom ways. We rake the grass, and then, gilding
refined gold, we sweep it. There is a tradition
that Miss Lois May once went to the length of trimming
her grass about the doorstone and clothes-pole with
embroidery scissors; but that was a too-hasty encomium
bestowed by a widower whom she rejected next week,
and who qualified his statement by saying they were
pruning-shears.
After this preliminary skirmishing
arises much anxious inspection of ancient shrubs and
the faithful among old-fashioned plants, to see whether
they have “stood the winter.” The
fresh, brown “piny” heads are brooded
over with a motherly care; wormwood roots are loosened,
and the horse-radish plant is given a thrifty touch.
There is more than the delight of occupation in thus
stirring the wheels of the year. We are Nature’s
poor handmaidens, and our labor gives us joy.
But sweet as these homespun spots
can make themselves, in their mixture of thrift and
prodigality, they are dearer than ever at the points
where they register family traits, and so touch the
humanity of us all. Here is imprinted the story
of the man who owns the farm, that of the father who
inherited it, and the grandfather who reclaimed it
from waste; here have they and their womenkind set
the foot of daily living and traced indelible paths.
They have left here the marks of tragedy, of pathos,
or of joy. One yard has a level bit of grassless
ground between barn and pump, and you may call it
a battlefield, if you will, since famine and desire
have striven there together. Or, if you choose
to read fine meanings into threadbare things, you
may see in it a field of the cloth of gold, where
simple love of life and childlike pleasure met and
sparkled for no eye to see. It was a croquet ground,
laid out in the days when croquet first inundated
the land, and laid out by a woman. This was Della
Smith, the mother of two grave children, and the wife
of a farmer who never learned to smile. Eben
was duller than the ox which ploughs all day long
for his handful of hay at night and his heavy slumber;
but Della, though she carried her end of the yoke with
a gallant spirit, had dreams and desires forever bursting
from brown shells, only to live a moment in the air,
and then, like bubbles, die. She had a perpetual
appetite for joy. When the circus came to town,
she walked miles to see the procession; and, in a
dream of satisfied delight, dropped potatoes all the
afternoon, to make up. Once, a hand-organ and
monkey strayed that way, and it was she alone who
followed them; for the children were little, and all
the saner house-mothers contented themselves with
leaning over the gates till the wandering train had
passed. But Della drained her draught of joy to
the dregs, and then tilted her cup anew. With
croquet came her supremest joy, - one that
leavened her days till God took her, somewhere, we
hope, where there is playtime. Della had no money
to buy a croquet set, but she had something far better,
an alert and undiscouraged mind. On one dizzy
afternoon, at a Fourth of July picnic, when wickets
had been set up near the wood, she had played with
the minister, and beaten him. The game opened
before her an endless vista of delight. She saw
herself perpetually knocking red-striped balls through
an eternity of wickets; and she knew that here was
the one pastime of which no soul could tire.
Afterwards, driving home with her husband and two children,
still in a daze of satisfied delight, she murmured
absently: -
“Wonder how much they cost?”
“What?” asked Eben, and Della turned,
flushed scarlet, and replied: -
“Oh, nothin’!”
That night, she lay awake for one
rapt hour, and then she slept the sleep of conquerors.
In the morning, after Eben had gone safely off to
work, and the children were still asleep, she began
singing, in a monotonous, high voice, and took her
way out of doors. She always sang at moments
when she purposed leaping the bounds of domestic custom.
Even Eben had learned that, dull as he was. If
he heard that guilty crooning from the buttery, he
knew she might be breaking extra eggs, or using more
sugar than was conformable.
“What you doin’ of?”
he was accustomed to call. But Della never answered,
and he did not interfere. The question was a necessary
concession to marital authority; he had no wish to
curb her ways.
Della scudded about the yard like
a willful wind. She gathered withes from a waiting
pile, and set them in that one level space for wickets.
Then she took a handsaw, and, pale about the lips,
returned to the house and to her bedroom. She
had made her choice. She was sacrificing old
associations to her present need; and, one after another,
she sawed the ornamenting balls from her mother’s
high-post bedstead. Perhaps the one element of
tragedy lay in the fact that Della was no mechanician,
and she had not foreseen that, having one flat side,
her balls might decline to roll. But that dismay
was brief. A weaker soul would have flinched;
to Della it was a futile check, a pebble under the
wave. She laid her balls calmly aside. Some
day she would whittle them into shape; for there were
always coming to Della days full of roomy leisure and
large content. Meanwhile apples would serve her
turn, - good alike to draw a weary mind out
of its channel or teach the shape of spheres.
And so, with two russets for balls and the clothes-slice
for a mallet (the heavy sledge-hammer having failed),
Della serenely, yet in triumph, played her first game
against herself.
“Don’t you drive over
them wickets!” she called imperiously, when Eben
came up from the lot in his dingle cart.
“Them what?” returned
he, and Della had to go out to explain. He looked
at them gravely; hers had been a ragged piece of work.
“What under the sun ’d
you do that for?” he inquired. “The
young ones wouldn’t turn their hand over for
’t. They ain’t big enough.”
“Well, I be,” said Della
briefly. “Don’t you drive over ’em.”
Eben looked at her and then at his
path to the barn, and he turned his horse aside.
Thereafter, until we got used to it,
we found a vivid source of interest in seeing Della
playing croquet, and always playing alone. That
was a very busy summer, because the famous drought
came then, and water had to be carried for weary rods
from spring and river. Sometimes Della did not
get her playtime till three in the afternoon, sometimes
not till after dark; but she was faithful to her joy.
The croquet ground suffered varying fortunes.
It might happen that the balls were potatoes, when
apples failed to be in season; often her wickets broke,
and stood up in two ragged horns. Sometimes one
fell away altogether, and Della, like the planets,
kept an unseen track. Once or twice, the mistaken
benevolence of others gave her real distress.
The minister’s daughter, noting her solitary
game, mistook it for forlornness, and, in the warmth
of her maiden heart, came to ask if she might share.
It was a timid though official benevolence; but Della’s
bright eyes grew dark. She clung to her kitchen
chair.
“I guess I won’t,”
she said, and, in some dim way, everybody began to
understand that this was but an intimate and solitary
joy. She had grown so used to spreading her banquets
for one alone that she was frightened at the sight
of other cups upon the board; for although loneliness
begins in pain, by and by, perhaps, it creates its
own species of sad and shy content.
Della did not have a long life; and
that was some relief to us who were not altogether
satisfied with her outlook here. The place she
left need not be always desolate. There was a
good maiden sister to keep the house, and Eben and
the children would be but briefly sorry. They
could recover their poise; he with the health of a
simple mind, and they as children will. Yet he
was truly stunned by the blow; and I hoped, on the
day of the funeral, that he did not see what I did.
When we went out to get our horse and wagon, I caught
my foot in something which at once gave way.
I looked down - at a broken wicket and a withered
apple by the stake.
Quite at the other end of the town
is a dooryard which, in my own mind, at least, I call
the traveling garden. Miss Nancy, its presiding
mistress, is the victim of a love of change; and since
she may not wander herself, she transplants shrubs
and herbs from nook to nook. No sooner does a
green thing get safely rooted than Miss Nancy snatches
it up and sets it elsewhere. Her yard is a varying
pageant of plants in all stages of misfortune.
Here is a shrub, with faded leaves, torn from the
lap of prosperity in a well-sunned corner to languish
under different conditions. There stands a hardy
bush, shrinking, one might guess, under all its bravery
of new spring green, from the premonition that Miss
Nancy may move it to-morrow. Even the ladies’-delights
have their months of garish prosperity, wherein they
sicken like country maids; for no sooner do they get
their little feet settled in a dark, still corner
than they are summoned out of it, to sunlight bright
and strong. Miss Nancy lives with a bedridden
father, who has grown peevish through long patience;
can it be that slow, senile decay which has roused
in her a fierce impatience against the sluggishness
of life, and that she hurries her plants into motion
because she herself must halt? Her father does
not theorize about it. He says, “Nancy never
has no luck with plants.” And that, indeed,
is true.
There is another dooryard with its
infallible index finger pointing to tell a tale.
You can scarcely thread your way through it for vehicles
of all sorts congregated there to undergo slow decomposition
at the hands of wind and weather. This farmer
is a tradesman by nature, and though, for thrift’s
sake, his fields must be tilled, he is yet inwardly
constrained to keep on buying and selling, albeit to
no purpose. He is everlastingly swapping and
bargaining, giving play to a faculty which might,
in its legitimate place, have worked out the definite
and tangible, but which now goes automatically clicking
on under vain conditions. The house, too, is
overrun with useless articles, presently to be exchanged
for others as unavailing, and in the farmer’s
pocket ticks a watch which to-morrow will replace
with another more problematic still. But in the
yard are the undisputable evidences of his wild unthrift.
Old rusty mowing-machines, buggies with torn and flapping
canvas, sleighs ready to yawn at every crack, all are
here: poor relations in a broken-down family.
But children love this yard. They come, hand
in hand, with a timid confidence in their right, and
ask at the back door for the privilege of playing
in it. They take long, entrancing journeys in
the mouldy old chaise; they endure Siberian nights
of sleighing, and throw out their helpless dolls to
the pursuing wolves; or the more mercantile-minded
among the boys mount a three-wheeled express wagon,
and drive noisily away to traffic upon the road.
This, in its dramatic possibilities, is not a yard
to be despised.
Not far away are two neighboring houses
once held in affectionate communion by a straight
path through the clover and a gap in the wall.
This was the road to much friendly gossip, and there
were few bright days which did not find two matrons
met at the wall, their heads together over some amiable
yarn. But now one house is closed, its windows
boarded up, like eyes shut down forever, and the grass
has grown over the little path: a line erased,
perhaps never to be renewed. It is easier to
wipe out a story from nature than to wipe it from the
heart; and these mutilated pages of the outer life
perpetually renew in us the pangs of loss and grief.
But not all our dooryard reminiscences
are instinct with pain. Do I not remember one
swept and garnished plot, never defiled by weed or
disordered with ornamental plants, where stood old
Deacon Pitts, upon an historic day, and woke the echoes
with a herald’s joy? Deacon Pitts had the
ghoulish delight of the ennuied country mind in funerals
and the mortality of man; and this morning the butcher
had brought him news of death in a neighboring town.
The butcher had gone by, and I was going; but Deacon
Pitts stood there, dramatically intent upon his mournful
morsel. I judged that he was pondering on the
possibility of attending the funeral without the waste
of too much precious time now due the crops.
Suddenly, as he turned back toward the house, bearing
a pan of liver, his pondering eye caught sight of
his aged wife toiling across the fields, laden with
pennyroyal. He set the pan down hastily - yea,
even before the advancing cat! - and made
a trumpet of his hands.
“Sarah!” he called piercingly.
“Sarah! Mr. Amasa Blake’s passed away!
Died yesterday!”
I do not know whether he was present
at that funeral, but it would be strange if he were
not; for time and tide both served him, and he was
always on the spot. Indeed, one day he reached
a house of mourning in such season that he found the
rooms quite empty, and was forced to wait until the
bereaved family should assemble. There they sat,
he and his wife, a portentous couple in their dead
black and anticipatory gloom, until even their patience
had well-nigh fled. And then an arriving mourner
overheard the deacon, as he bent forward and challenged
his wife in a suspicious and discouraged whisper: -
“Say, Sarah, ye don’t
s’pose it’s all goin’ to fush out,
do ye?”
They had their funeral.
To the childish memory, so many of
the yards are redolent now of wonder and a strange,
sweet fragrance of the fancy not to be described!
One, where lived a notable cook, had, in a quiet corner,
a little grove of caraway. It seemed mysteriously
connected with the oak-leaf cookies, which only she
could make; and the child, brushing through the delicate
bushes grown above his head, used to feel vaguely that,
on some fortunate day, cookies would be found there,
“a-blowin’ and a-growin’.”
That he had seen them stirred and mixed and taken from
the oven was an empty matter; the cookies belonged
to the caraway grove, and there they hang ungathered
still. In the very same yard was a hogshead filled
with rainwater, where insects came daily to their
death and floated pathetically in a film of gauzy
wings. The child feared this innocent black pool,
feared it too much to let it alone; and day by day
he would hang upon the rim with trembling fingers,
and search the black, smooth depths, with all Ophelia’s
pangs. And to this moment, no rushing river is
half so ministrant to dread as is a still, dull hogshead,
where insects float and fly.
These are our dooryards. I wish
we lived in them more; that there were vines to sing
under, and shade enough for the table, with its wheaten
loaf and good farm butter, and its smoking tea.
But all that may come when we give up our frantic
haste, and sit down to look, and breathe, and listen.