“A breathing sigh, a sigh for
answer,
A little talking of outward things.”
JEAN INGELOW
Ah, the weeks that followed!
People ate and drank and slept, lived and loved and
hated, were born and died, the same world
that it had been a little while before, yet not the
same to them, never to seem quite the same
again. A little cloud had fallen between them
and it, and changed to their eyes all its proportions
and hues.
They were incessantly together, riding,
or driving, or walking, looking at pictures, dancing
at parties, listening to opera or play.
“It seems to me Will is going
it at a pretty tremendous pace somewhere,” said
Mr. Surrey to his wife, one morning, after this had
endured for a space. “It would be well
to look into it, and to know something of this girl.”
“You are right,” she replied.
“Yet I have such absolute faith in Willie’s
fine taste and sense that I feel no anxiety.”
“Nor I; yet I shall investigate
a bit to-night at Augusta’s.”
“Clara tells me that when Miss
Ercildoune understood it was to be a great party,
she insisted on ending her visit, or, at least, staying
for a while with her aunt, but they would not hear
of it.”
“Mrs. Lancaster goes back to England soon?”
“Very soon.”
“Does any one know aught of
Miss Ercildoune’s family save that Mrs. Lancaster
is her aunt?”
“If ‘any one’ means
me, I understand her father to be a gentleman of elegant
leisure, his home near Philadelphia; a widower,
with one other child, a son, I believe;
that his wife was English, married abroad; that Mrs.
Lancaster comes here with the best of letters, and,
for herself, is most evidently a lady.”
“Good. Now I shall take
a survey of the young lady herself.”
When night came, and with it a crowd
to Mrs. Russell’s rooms, the opportunity offered
for the survey, and it was made scrutinizingly.
Surrey was an only son, a well-beloved one, and what
concerned him was investigated with utmost care.
Scrutinizingly and satisfactorily.
They were dancing, his sunny head bent till it almost
touched the silky blackness of her hair. “Saxon
and Norman,” said somebody near who was watching
them; “what a delicious contrast!”
“They make an exquisite picture,”
thought the mother, as she looked with delight and
dread: delight at the beauty; dread that fills
the soul of any mother when she feels that she no
longer holds her boy, that his life has
another keeper, and queries, “What
of the keeper?”
“Well?” she said, looking up at her husband.
“Well,” he answered, with
a tone that meant, well. “She’s thorough-bred.
Democratic or not, I will always insist, blood tells.
Look at her: no one needs to ask who she
is. I’d take her on trust without a word.”
“So, then, you are not her critic, but her admirer.”
“Ah, my dear, criticism is lost
in admiration, and I am glad to find it so.”
“And I. Willie saw with our
eyes, as a boy; it is fortunate that we can see with
his eyes, as a man.”
So, without any words spoken, after
that night, both Mr. and Mrs. Surrey took this young
girl into their hearts as they hoped soon to take her
into their lives, and called her “daughter”
in their thought, as a pleasant preparation for the
uttered word by and by.
Thus the weeks fled. No word
had passed between these two to which the world might
not have listened. Whatever language their hearts
and their eyes spoke had not been interpreted by their
lips. He had not yet touched her hand save as
it met his, gloved or formal, or as it rested on his
arm; and yet, as one walking through the dusk and stillness
of a summer night feels a flower or falling leaf brush
his check, and starts, shivering as from the touch
of a disembodied soul, so this slight outward touch
thrilled his inmost being; this hand, meeting his for
an instant, shook his soul.
Indefinite and undefined, there
was no thought beyond the moment; no wish to take
this young girl into his arms and to call her “wife”
had shaped itself in his brain. It was enough
for both that they were in one another’s presence,
that they breathed the same air, that they could see
each other as they raised their eyes, and exchange
a word, a look, a smile. Whatever storm of emotion
the future might hold for them was not manifest in
this sunny and delightful present.
Upon one subject alone did they disagree
with feeling, in other matters their very
dissimilarity proving an added charm. This was
a curious question to come between lovers. All
his life Surrey had been a devotee of his country
and its flag. While he was a boy Kossuth had come
to these shores, and he yet remembered how he had
cheered himself hoarse with pride and delight, as
the eloquent voice and impassioned lips of the great
Magyar sounded the praise of America, as the “refuge
of the oppressed and the hope of the world.”
He yet remembered how when the hand, every gesture
of which was instinct with power, was lifted to the
flag, the flag, stainless, spotless, without
blemish or flaw; the flag which was “fair as
the sun, clear as the moon,” and to the oppressors
of the earth “terrible as an army with banners,” he
yet remembered how, as this emblem of liberty was
thus apostrophized and saluted, the tears had rushed
to his boyish eyes, and his voice had said, for his
heart, “Thank God, I am an American!”
One day he made some such remark to
her. She answered, “I, too, am an American,
but I do not thank God for it.”
At another time he said, as some emigrants
passed them in the street, “What a sense of
pride it gives one in one’s country, to see her
so stretch out her arms to help and embrace the outcast
and suffering of the whole world!”
She smiled bitterly, he
thought; and replied, “O just and magnanimous
country, to feed and clothe the stranger from without,
while she outrages and destroys her children within!”
“You do not love America,” he said.
“I do not love America,” she responded.
“And yet it is a wonderful country.”
“Ay,” briefly, almost satirically, “a
wonderful country, indeed!”
“Still you stay here, live here.”
“Yes, it is my country.
Whatever I think of it, I will not be driven away
from it; it is my right to remain.”
“Her right to remain?”
he thought; “what does she mean by that? she
speaks as though conscience were involved in the thing.
No matter; let us talk of something pleasanter.”
One day she gave him a clew.
They were looking at the picture of a great statesman, a
man as famous for the grandeur of face and form as
for the power and splendor of his intellect.
“Unequalled! unapproachable!” exclaimed
Surrey, at last.
“I have seen its equal,”
she answered, very quietly, yet with a shiver of excitement
in the tones.
“When? where? how? I will
take a journey to look at him. Who is he? where
did he grow?”
For response she put her hand into
the pocket of her gown, and took out a velvet case.
What could there be in that little blue thing to cause
such emotion? As Surrey saw it in her hand, he
grew hot, then cold, then fiery hot again. In
an instant by this chill, this heat, this pain, his
heart was laid bare to his own inspection. In
an instant he knew that his arms would be empty did
they hold a universe in which Francesca Ercildoune
had no part, and that with her head on his heart the
world might lapse from him unheeded; and, with this
knowledge, she held tenderly and caressingly, as he
saw, another man’s picture in her hand.
His own so shook that he could scarcely
take the case from her, to open it; but, opened, his
eyes devoured what was under them.
A half-length, the face
and physique superb. Of what color were the hair
and eyes the neutral tints of the picture gave no hint;
the brow princely, breaking the perfect oval of the
face; eyes piercing and full; the features rounded,
yet clearly cut; the mouth with a curious combination
of sadness and disdain. The face was not young,
yet it was so instinct with magnificent vitality that
even the picture impressed one more powerfully than
most living men, and one involuntarily exclaimed on
beholding it, “This man can never grow old, and
death must here forego its claim!”
Looking up from it with no admiration to express for the
face, he saw Francescas smiling on it with a sort of adoration, as she,
reclaiming her property, said,
“My father’s old friends
have a great deal of enjoyment, and amusement too,
from his beauty. One of them was the other day
telling me of the excessive admiration people had
always shown, and laughingly insisted that when papa
was a young man, and appeared in public, in London
or Paris, it was between two police officers to keep
off the admiring crowd; and,” laughing a gay
little laugh herself, “of course I believed
him! why shouldn’t I?”
He was looking at the picture again.
“What an air of command he has!”
“Yes. I remember hearing
that when Daniel Webster was in London, and walked
unattended through the streets, the coal-heavers and
workmen took off their hats and stood bareheaded till
he had gone by, thinking it was royalty that passed.
I think they would do the same for papa.”
“If he looks like a king, I
know somebody who looks like a princess,” thought
the happy young fellow, gazing down upon the proud,
dainty figure by his side; but he smiled as he said,
“What a little aristocrat you are, Miss Ercildoune!
what a pity you were born a Yankee!”
“I am not a Yankee, Mr. Surrey,”
replied the little aristocrat, “if to be a Yankee
is to be a native of America. I was born on the
sea.”
“And your mother, I know, was English.”
“Yes, she was English.”
“Is it rude to ask if your father was the same?
“No!” she answered emphatically,
“my papa is a Virginian, a Virginia
gentleman,” the last word spoken with
an untransferable accent, “there
are few enough of them.”
“So, so!” thought Willie,
“here my riddle is read. Southern Virginia gentleman.
No wonder she has no love to spend on country or flag;
no wonder we couldn’t agree. And yet it
can’t be that, what were the first
words I ever heard from her mouth?” and, remembering
that terrible denunciation of the “peculiar institution”
of Virginia and of the South, he found himself puzzled
the more.
Just then there came into the picture-gallery,
where they were wasting a pleasant morning, a young
man to whom Surrey gave the slightest of recognitions, well-dressed,
booted, and gloved, yet lacking the nameless something
which marks the gentleman. His glance, as it rested
on Surrey, held no love, and, indeed, was rather malignant.
“That fellow,” said Surrey,
indicating him, “has a queer story connected
with him. He was discharged from my father’s
employ to give place to a man who could do his work
better; and the strange part of it” he
watched her with an amused smile to see what effect
the announcement would have upon her Virginia ladyship “is
that number two is a black man.”
A sudden heat flushed her cheeks:
“Do you tell me your father made room for a
black man in his employ, and at the expense of a white
one?”
“It is even so.”
“Is he there now?”
Surrey’s beautiful Saxon face
crimsoned. “No: he is not,” he
said reluctantly.
“Ah! did he, this black man, did
he not do his work well?”
“Admirably.”
“Is it allowable, then, to ask why he was discarded?”
“It is allowable, surely.
He was dismissed because the choice lay between him
and seven hundred men.”
“And you” her
face was very pale now, the flush all gone out of
it “you have nothing to do with your
father’s works, but you are his son, did
you do naught? protest, for instance?”
“I protested and
yielded. The contest would have been not merely
with seven hundred men, but with every machinist in
the city. Justice versus prejudice, and
prejudice had it; as, indeed, I suppose it will for
a good many generations to come: invincible it
appears to be in the American mind.”
“Invincible! is it so?”
She paused over the words, scrutinizing him meanwhile
with an unconscious intensity.
“And this black man, what
of him? He was flung out to starve and die; a
proper fate, surely, for his presumption. Poor
fool! how did he dare to think he could compete with
his masters! You know nothing of him ?”
Surely he must be mistaken. What
could this black man, or this matter, be to her? yet
as he listened her voice sounded to his ear like that
of one in mortal pain. What held him silent?
Why did he not tell her, why did he not in some way
make her comprehend, that he, delicate exclusive,
and patrician, as the people of his set thought him,
had gone to this man, had lifted him from his sorrow
and despondency to courage and hope once more; had
found him work; would see that the place he strove
to fill in the world should be filled, could any help
of his secure that end. Why did the modesty which
was a part of him, and the high-bred reserve which
shrank from letting his own mother know of the good
deeds his life wrought, hold him silent now?
In that silence something fell between
them. What was it? But a moment, yet in
that little space it seemed to him as though continents
divided them, and seas rolled between. “Francesca!”
he cried, under his breath, he had never
before called her by her Christian name, “Francesca!”
and stretched out his hand towards her, as a drowning
man stretches forth his hand to life.
“This room is stifling!”
she said for answer; and her voice, dulled and unnatural,
seemed to his strangely confused senses as though it
came from a far distance, “I am suffering:
shall we go out to the air?”