The Duchess of Ampthill was giving
a great dinner-party at her house in Grosvenor Square.
She had found several new prodigies, and one of them
was performing in a most satisfactory manner.
He sat at her left hand, and though, unlike Saton,
he had at first been shy, the continual encouragement
of his hostess had eventually produced the desired
result. His name was Chalmers, and he was the
nephew of a bishop. He had taken a double first
at Oxford, and now announced his intention of embracing
literature as a profession. He wore glasses,
and he was still very young.
“There is no doubt at all,”
he said, in answer to a remark from the Duchess, “that
London has reached just that stage in her development
as a city of human beings, which was so fatal to some
of her predecessors in pre-eminence, some of those
ancient cities of which there exists to-day only the
name. The blood in her arteries is no longer
robust. Already the signs of decay are plentiful.”
“I wonder,” Rochester
inquired, “what you consider your evidences
are for such a statement. To a poor outsider like
myself, for instance, London seems to have all the
outward signs of an amazingly prosperous one
might almost say a splendidly progressive city.”
Chalmers smiled. It was a smile
he had cultivated when contradicted at the Union,
and he knew its weight.
“From a similar point of view,”
he said, “as yours, Mr. Rochester, Rome and
Athens, Nineveh, and those more ancient cities, presented
the same appearance of prosperity. Yet if you
ask for signs, there are surely many to be seen.
I am anxious,” he continued, gazing around him
with an air of bland enjoyment, “to avoid anything
in the nature of an epigram. There is nothing
so unconvincing, so stultifying to one’s statements,
as to express them epigrammatically. People at
once give you credit for an attempt at intellectual
gymnastics which takes no regard to the truth.
I will not, therefore, weary you with a diatribe upon
the condition of that heterogeneous mass which is known
to-day as Society. I will simply point out to
you one of the portents which has inevitably heralded
disaster. I mean the restless searching everywhere
for new things and new emotions. Our friend opposite,”
he said, bowing to Saton, “will forgive me if
I instance the almost passionate interest in this
new science which he is making brave efforts to give
to the world. A lecture to-day from Mr. Bertrand
Saton would fill any hall in London. And why?
Simply because the people know that he will speak
to them of new things. Look at this man Father
Cresswell. There is no building in this great
city which would hold the crowds who flock to his
meetings. And why? Simply because he has
adopted a new tone because in place of
the old methods, he stands in his pulpit with a lash,
and wields it like a Russian executioner.”
Lady Mary interrupted him suddenly
from her place a little way down the table.
“Oh, I don’t agree with
you!” she said. “Indeed, I think you
are wrong. The reason why people go to hear Father
Cresswell is not because he has anything new to say,
or any new way of saying it. The real reason
is because he has the gift of showing them the truth.
You can be told things very often, and receive a great
many warnings, but you take no notice. There
is something wrong about the method of delivering
them. It is not the lash which Father Cresswell
uses, but it is his extraordinary gift of impressing
one with the truth of what he says, that has had such
an effect upon everyone.”
Rochester looked across at his wife
curiously. It was almost the first time that
he had ever heard her speak upon a serious subject.
Now he came to think of it, he remembered that she
had been spending much of her time lately listening
to this wonderful enthusiast. Was he really great
enough to have influenced so light a creature, he wondered?
Certainly there was something changed in her.
He had noticed it during the last few days an
odd sort of nervousness, a greater kindness of speech,
an unaccustomed gravity. Her remark set him thinking.
Chalmers leaned forward and bowed
to Lady Mary. Again the shadow of a tolerant
smile rested upon his lips.
“Very well, Lady Mary,”
he said, “I will accept the truth of what you
say. Yet a few decades ago, who cared about religion,
or hearing the truth? It is simply because the
men and women of Society have exhausted every means
of self-gratification, that in a sort of unwholesome
reaction they turn towards the things as far as possible
removed from those with which they are surfeited.
But I will leave Father Cresswell alone. I will
ask you whether it is not the bizarre, the grotesque
in art, which to-day wins most favor. I will turn
to the making of books I avoid the term
literature and I will ask you whether it
is not the extravagant, the impossible, the deformed,
in style and matter, which is most eagerly read.
The simplest things in life should convince one.
The novelist’s hero is no longer the fine, handsome
young fellow of twenty years ago. He is something
between forty and fifty, if not deformed, at least
decrepit with dissipations, and with the gift of fascination,
whatever that may mean, in place of the simpler attributes
of a few decades ago. And the heroine! There
is no more book-muslin and innocence. She has,
as a rule, green eyes; she is middle-aged, and if
she has not been married before, she has had her affairs.
Everything obvious in life, from politics to mutton-chops,
is absolutely barred by anyone with any pretensions
to intellect to-day.”
“One wonders,” Rochester
murmured, “how in the course of your long life,
Mr. Chalmers, you have been able to see so far and
truthfully into the heart of things!”
Chalmers bowed.
“Mr. Rochester,” he said,
“it is the newcomer in life, as in many other
things, who sees most of the game.”
The conversation drifted away.
Rochester was reminded of it only when driving home
that night with his wife. Again, as they took
their places in the electric brougham, he was conscious
of something changed, not only in the woman herself,
but in her demeanor towards him.
“Do you mind,” he asked,
soon after they started, “just dropping me at
the club? It is scarcely out of your way, and
I feel that I need a whiskey and soda, and a game
of billiards, to take the taste of that young man’s
talk out of my mouth. What a sickly brood of chickens
the Duchess does encourage, to be sure!”
“I wonder if you’d mind
not going to the club to-night, Henry?” Lady
Mary asked quietly.
He turned toward her in surprise.
“Why, certainly not,” he answered.
“Have we to go on anywhere?”
She shook her head.
“No!” she said. “Only
I feel I’d like to talk to you for a little
time, if you don’t mind. It’s nothing
very much,” she continued, nervously twisting
her handkerchief between her fingers.
“I’ll come home with pleasure,”
Rochester interrupted. “Don’t look
so scared,” he added, patting the back of her
hand gently. “You know very well, if there
is any little trouble, I shall be delighted to help
you out.”
She did not remove her hand, but she
looked out of the window. What she wanted to
say seemed harder than ever. And after all, was
it worth while? It would mean giving up a very
agreeable side to life. It would mean Her
thoughts suddenly changed their course. Once more
she was sitting upon that very uncomfortable bench
in the great city hall. Once more she felt that
curious new sensation, some answering vibration in
her heart to the wonderful, passionate words which
were bringing tears to the eyes not only of the women,
but of the men, by whom she was surrounded. No,
it was not an art, this a trick! No
acting was great enough to have touched the hearts
of all this time and sin-hardened multitude.
It was the truth simply the truth.
“It isn’t exactly a little
thing, Henry. I’ll tell you about it when
we get home.”
No, it was no little thing, Rochester
thought to himself, as he stood upon the hearthrug
of her boudoir, and listened to the woman who sat
on the end of the sofa a few feet away as she talked
to him. Sometimes her eyes were raised to his eyes
whose color seemed more beautiful because of the tears
in them. Sometimes her head was almost buried
in her hands. But she talked all the time an
odd, disconnected sort of monologue, half confession,
half appeal. There was little in it which seemed
of any great moment, and yet to Rochester it was as
though he were face to face with a tragedy. This
woman was asking him much!
“I know so well,” she
said, “what a useless, frivolous, miserable sort
of life mine has been, and I know so well that I haven’t
made the least attempt, Henry, to be a good wife to
you. That wasn’t altogether my fault, was
it?” she asked pleadingly. “Do tell
me that.”
“It was not your fault at all,”
he answered gravely. “It was part of our
arrangement.”
“I am afraid,” she said,
“that it was a very unholy, a very wicked arrangement,
only you see I was badly brought up, and it seemed
to me so natural, such an excellent way of providing
a good time for myself, to marry you, and to owe you
nothing except one thing. Henry, you will believe
this, I know. I have flirted very badly, and I
have had many of those little love-affairs which every
woman I know indulges in silly little affairs
just to pass away the time, and to make one believe
that one is living. But I have never really cared
for anybody, and these little follies, although I
suppose they are such a waste of emotion and truthfulness
and real feeling, haven’t amounted to very much,
Henry. You know what I mean. It is so difficult
to say. But you believe that?”
“I believe it from my soul,” he answered.
“You see,” she went on,
“it seemed to me all right, because there was
no one to point out how foolish and silly it was to
play one’s way through life as though it were
a nursery, and we children, and to forget that we
were grown-up, and that we were getting older with
the years. You have been quite content without
me, Henry?” she asked, looking up at him wistfully.
“Yes, I have been content!”
he admitted, looking away from her, looking out of
the room. “I have been content, after a
fashion.”
“Ours was such a marriage of
convenience,” she went on, “and you were
so very plain-spoken about it, Henry. I feel somehow
as though I were breaking a compact when I turn round
and ask you whether it is not possible that we might
be, perhaps, some day, a little more to one another.
You know why I am almost afraid to say this. It
has not been with you as it has been with me.
I have always felt that she has been there Pauline.”
She was tearing little bits from the
lace of her handkerchief. Her eyes sought his
fearfully.
“Don’t think, when I say
that,” she continued, “that I say it with
any idea of blaming you. You told me that you
loved Pauline when we were engaged, and of course
she was married then, and one did not expect it
never seemed likely that she might be free. And
now she is free,” Lady Mary went on, with a
little break in her voice, “and I am here, your
wife, and I am afraid that you love her still so much
that what I am saying to you must sound very, very
unwelcome. Tell me, Henry. Is that so?”
Rochester was touched. It was
impossible not to feel the sincerity of her words.
He sank on one knee, and took her hands in his.
“Mary,” he said, “this
is all so surprising. I did not expect it.
We have lived so long and gone our own ways, and you
have seemed until just lately so utterly content,
that I quite forgot that anywhere in this butterfly
little body there might be such a thing as a soul.
Will you give me time, dear?”
“All the time you ask for,”
she answered. “Oh! I know that I am
asking a great deal, but you see I am not a very strong
person, and if I give up everything else, I do want
someone to lean on just a little. You are very
strong, Henry,” she added, softly.
He took her face between his hands,
and he kissed her, without passion, yet kindly, even
tenderly.
“My dear,” he said, “I
must think this thing out. At any rate, we might
start by seeing a little more of one another?”
“Yes!” she answered shyly. “I
should like that.”
“I will drive you down to Ranelagh
to-morrow,” he said, “alone, and we will
have lunch there.”
“I shall love it,” she answered.
“Good night!”
She kissed him timidly, and flitted
away into her room with a little backward glance and
a wave of the hand. Rochester stood where she
had left him, watching the place where she had disappeared,
with the look in his eyes of a man who sees a ghost.