Rochester’s hansom set him down
in Cadogan Street just as a new and very handsome
motor-car moved slowly away from the door. His
face darkened as he recognised Saton leaning back
inside, and he ignored the other’s somewhat
exaggerated and half ironical greeting.
“Lady Marrabel is ’at
home’?” he asked the butler, who knew him
well.
The man hesitated.
“She will see you, no doubt,
sir,” he remarked. “We had our orders
that she was not ‘at home’ this afternoon.”
“The gentleman who has just left ”
Rochester began.
“Mr. Saton,” the butler
interrupted. “He has been with Lady Marrabel
for some time.”
Rochester found himself face to face
with Pauline, but it was a somewhat grim smile with
which he welcomed her.
“Still fascinated, I see, by
the new science, my dear Pauline,” he said.
“I met your professor outside. He has a
fine new motor-car. I imagine that after all
he has discovered the way to extract money from science.”
Pauline shrugged her shoulders.
“Those are matters which do
not concern me,” she said “I
might add, do not interest me. You are the only
man I know who disputes Mr. Saton’s position,
and you are wrong. He is wonderfully, marvelously
gifted.”
Rochester bowed slightly.
“Perhaps,” he said, “I judge the
man, and not his attainments.”
“You are very provincial,”
she declared. “But come, don’t let
us quarrel. You did not come here to talk about
Mr. Saton.”
“No!” Rochester answered. “I
had something else to say to you.”
His tone excited her curiosity.
She looked at him more closely, and realized that
he had indeed come upon some mission.
“Well,” she said, “what has happened?
Is it ”
She broke off in her sentence.
Rochester stood quite still, as though passionately
anxious to understand the meaning of that interrupted
thought.
“It is about Mary,” he said.
“Yes?” Pauline whispered. “Go
on. Go on, please.”
“It is something quite unexpected,”
Rochester said slowly “something
which I can assure you that her conduct has never at
any time in any way suggested.”
“She wants to leave you?” Pauline asked,
breathlessly.
“On the contrary,” Rochester
said, “she wants what she has never asked for
or expected something, in fact, which was
not in our marriage bond. She has been going
to this man Father Cresswell’s meetings.
She is talking about our duty, about making the best
of one another.”
Pauline was amazed. Certainly
no thought of this kind had ever entered into her
head.
“Do you mean,” she said,
“that Mary wants to give up her silly little
flirtations, and turn serious?”
“That is exactly what she says,”
Rochester answered. “I don’t believe
she has the least idea that what she proposes comes
so near to tragedy.”
“What have you answered?” Pauline asked.
“We have established a probationary
period,” he said. “We have agreed
to see a little more of one another. I drove her
down to Ranelagh yesterday afternoon, and we are going
to dine together to-night. What am I to do, Pauline?
I have come to ask you. We must decide it together,
you and I.”
She leaned a little forward in her
chair. Her hands were clasped together.
Her eyes were fixed on vacancy.
“It is a thunderbolt,” she murmured.
“It is amazing.”
“You must go back to her.”
Rochester drew a little breath between his teeth.
“Do you know what this means?” he asked.
“Yes, I know!” she answered.
“And yet it is inevitable. What have you
and I to look forward to? Sometimes I think that
it is weakness to see so much of one another.”
“I am afraid,” Rochester
said slowly, “that I would sooner have you for
my dear friend, than be married to any woman who ever
lived.”
“I wonder,” she said softly.
“I wonder. You yourself,” she continued,
“have always held that there is a certain vulgarity,
a certain loss of fine feeling in the consummation
of any attachment. The very barrier between us
makes our intercourse seem sweeter and more desirable.”
“And yet,” he declared,
leaning a little toward her, “there are times
when nature will be heard when one realizes
the great call.”
“You are right,” she answered
softly. “That is the terrible part of it
all. You and I may never listen to it. We
have to close our ears, to beat our hands and hide,
when the time comes.”
“And is it worth while, I wonder?”
he asked. “What do we gain ”
She held out her hand.
“Don’t, Henry,”
she said “don’t, especially
now. Be thankful, rather, that there has been
nothing in our great friendship which need keep you
from your duty.”
“You mean that?” he asked hoarsely.
“You know that I mean it,” she answered.
“You know that it must be.”
He rose to his feet and walked to
the window. He remained there standing alone,
for several minutes. When he came back, something
had gone from his face. He moved heavily.
He had the air of an older man.
“Pauline,” he said, “you
send me away easily. Let me tell you one of the
hard thoughts I have in my mind one of the
things that has tortured me. I have fancied I
may be wrong but I have fancied that during
the last few months you have been slipping away from
me. I have felt it, somehow. There has been
nothing tangible, and yet I have felt it. Answer
me, honestly. Is this true? Is what I have
told you, after all, something of a relief?”
She answered him volubly, almost hysterically.
Her manner was absolutely foreign. He listened
to her protestations almost in bewilderment.
“It is not true, Henry.
You cannot mean what you are saying. I have always
been the same. I am the same now. What could
alter me? You don’t believe that anything
could alter me?”
“Or any person?” he asked.
“Or any person,” she repeated,
hastily. “Go through the list of our acquaintances,
if you will. Have I ever shown any partiality
for anyone? You cannot honestly believe that
I have not been faithful to our unwritten compact?”
“Sometimes,” he said slowly,
“I have had a horrible fear. Pauline, I
want you to be kind to me. This has been a blow.
I cannot easily get over it. Let me tell you
this. One of the reasons the great
reason why I fear and dread this coming
change, is because it may leave you more susceptible
to the influence of that person.”
“You mean Mr. Saton?” she said.
“I do,” Rochester answered.
“Perhaps I ought not to have mentioned his name.
Perhaps I ought not to have said anything about it.
But there the whole thing is. If I thought that
any part of your interest in the man’s scientific
attainments had become diverted to the man himself,
I should feel inclined to take him by the neck and
throw him into the Serpentine.”
She said nothing. Her face had
become very still, almost expressionless. Rochester
felt his heart turn cold.
“Pauline,” he said, “before
I go you will have to tell me that what I fear could
not come to pass. Perhaps you think that I insult
you in suggesting it. This young man may be clever,
but he is not of our world yours and mine.
He is a poseur with borrowed manners, flamboyant,
a quack medicine man of the market place. He isn’t
a gentleman, or anything like one. I am not really
afraid, Pauline, and yet I need reassurance.”
“You have nothing to fear,”
she answered quietly. “I am sorry, Henry,
but I cannot discuss Mr. Saton with you. Yet don’t
think I am blind. I know that there is truth
in all you say. Sometimes little things about
him set my very teeth on edge.”
Rochester drew a sigh of relief.
“So long as you realize this,”
he said, “so long as you understand, I have
no fear.”
Pauline looked away, with a queer
little smile upon her lips. How little a man
understood even the woman whom he cared for!
“Henry,” she said, “I
can only do this. I can give you my hands, and
I can wish you happiness. Go on with your experiment I
gather that for the moment it is only an experiment?”
“That is all,” he answered.
“When it is decided one way
or the other,” she continued, “you must
come and tell me. Please go away now. I want
to be alone.”
Rochester kissed her hands, and passed
out into the street. He had a curious and depressing
conviction that he was about to commence a new chapter
of his life.