The beautiful summer had slipped away
and the glory of October was over the land. Pauline
had crossed the borders and plunged, with all the zest
of her thirsty soul, into the fair world of knowledge
which lay stretched at her feet. Her three months
of conscientious study had been of great service as
a preparatory training, and already more than one of
the professors had complimented her on her breadth
of view, and the rapidity with which she was able
to grasp an idea.
A subtle sense of power stole over
her. Every part of her being seemed to expand
In the congenial atmosphere. A brilliant future
seemed opening before her enraptured gaze. The
world should be the better for her life. God
had endowed her with gifts. She would lay them
at His feet. She would devote herself to the
up-lifting of others. She would strive to lift
them from the torpor of their common-place into a higher
life. Life was magnificent! Poor Tryphosa,
in her narrow sphere of pain, how could she be so
happy!
Belle hurried along the hall and stopped
at the door of the blue-draped chamber.
’My dear Paul, do you know we
are all waiting? What have you been doing?
If I could only get a snapshot at you now I should
call it “The Intoxication of Success.”
You would make a splendid Jeanne d’Arc, with
the light of high and holy purpose in her eyes; but
as this is the last Saturday in the year that we shall
have the chance of a ride to Forest Glen and home
by moonlight, I move that we postpone our rhapsodies
until a more convenient season. The boys are waiting
below with the horses, and the servants started long
ago with the hampers. Even Gwen has been wooed
by the beauty of the morning to accompany us, though
I think there are about a dozen meetings on her calendar.
Here is a letter for you, but you have no time to
read it now.’
‘Have I kept you? Oh, I
am sorry!’ and catching up her silver-mounted
riding whip Pauline threw her habit over her arm, and
ran down to where Richard Everidge held the handsome
bay mare which had been her uncle’s gift.
The letter she had tossed lightly on the table.
It was from her father, but it would keep. There
was never any news at Sleepy Hollow.
Aunt Rutha watched the merry party as they cantered
off.
’How well Pauline looks in the
saddle. We have been very fortunate in our adopted
daughter, Robert.’
’Yes, she is a sweet girl, and
her passion for knowledge is just the incentive that
our lazy little Belle needs. I only hope her father
will never take it into his head to claim her again.
She is a blessing in the house.’
On and on the riders travelled, through
the exhilarating autumn air, until they stopped for
lunch on the borders of a forest which Jack Frost
had set ablaze, and which glowed in the sunshine with
a dazzling splendour of crimson and bronze and gold.
The hours flew by, and when they started homewards
the sun was sinking in majestic glory, while on the
opposite horizon the moon rose, silver clear.
Pauline’s every nerve quivered with delight.
It was a perfect ending to a perfect day.
When she went up to her room that
night her eye fell on the forgotten letter. She
opened it slowly with a smile on her lips. Suddenly
the smile faded, and a cold chill crept into her heart.
‘It has been such a happy day,’
she had told Aunt Rutha, as, after the merry supper
was over, she had stood by her side in the soft-lighted
library. ‘Such a happy day, without a flaw!’
And now already it seemed to be fading into the dim,
dim past! And yet it was only a few hours since
Richard Everidge had climbed lightly up after the spray
of brilliant leaves which she had admired, and she
had pinned them against the dark background of her
riding habit; even now they were before her on the
table. She looked at them with a dull sense of
pain.
‘Mother has had a stroke of
some sort,’ Mr Harding wrote, ’the doctor
doesn’t seem to know rightly what. She is
somewhat better, but she can’t leave her bed.
The children are well, except Polly, who seems weakly.
The doctor thinks her spine has been hurt. Mother
had her in her arms when she fell.’
Pauline shivered. Was this God’s
‘best’ for her? The letter dropped
from her hand, and she sat for hours motionless, her
eyes taking in every detail of the pretty moonlit
room, until it was indelibly engraved upon her memory.
When the morning came she took the
letter to Tryphosa. She could not trust herself
to tell the others yet.
The eyes that looked up at her from
the open sheet were very tender.
‘Dear child, are you satisfied?’
‘With what, my lady?’
‘With Christ, and the life He has planned for
you?’
She hesitated. If it had been
this other life that she had been planning for herself
only the day before, how gladly she would have answered:
but, if it should be Sleepy Hollow, could she say yes?
With her keen intuition, which had
been sharpened by pain, Tryphosa divined her thought.
‘I am going to give you a new
beatitude,’ she said, brightly. ’Blessed
be drudgery, for it is the grey angel of success.’
‘That is a hard gospel, my lady.’
’Perhaps, but ease and victory
are for ever incompatible. The Father loved the
Son, yet He surrendered Him to a life of toil, and
Christ Himself gave His chosen ones the heritage of
tribulation, crowned with the sweet, bright gift of
peace. It is the tried lives that ring the truest.
The idea runs all through the Bible. “Silver
purified seven times,” and “gold tried
in the fire,” and “polished after the similitude
of a palace.” Have you ever thought of the
friction that involves? The finest diamonds bear
the most cutting, and it is the mission of the diamond
to reflect the light. If we would have our lives
a success, we must seek not happiness but harmony.’
‘Harmony! With what, my lady?’
’The will of God, dear child.
We are out of tune when God finds us. He puts
us in tune with our great keynote Jesus, and then we
are like an Aeolian harp. The west and the east
winds make music through it, and the shrieking storm
the sweetest music of all. But remember, little
one, it is the “joy of the Lord” which
is our strength. We must sit in the sunshine
if we would reflect the rainbow.’
That night Pauline spent upon her knees.
‘It is ridiculous,’ exclaimed
Mr Davis, when, the next morning, she announced her
decision to the family. ’I will send a nurse
down by the early train, but it is not fit work for
you, my child, and besides we cannot spare you.’
Her eyes filled.
’It is so good of you to say
that! But my Father has called me, and I must
go.’
‘He does not say anything about
your going in the letter,’ said Mr Davis, as
he ran his eyes over the words.
‘I mean my heavenly Father,
Uncle Robert.’ she said simply. ’The
message came last night.’
After that they could not shake her,
although Belle hung about her tearfully. Russell
and Gwen protested, Aunt Rutha looked at her with
sorrowful eyes, and Mr Davis repeated that the very
idea was absurd, as he paced up and down with a strange
huskiness in his throat.
‘I have come to say good-bye, my lady.’
Tryphosa looked wistfully at the brave,
sweet face, which she knew she would see no more.
‘So soon, dear child?’
‘I have given Christ the key, as you said, and
now I am under orders.’
’Well, I knew it would come.
It is only that we must travel by different roads.
We shall meet at the end of the journey.’
’But you never told me that
my way to the kingdom lay through Sleepy Hollow!’
’Surely not, dear child!
It is not for me to do the work of the Holy Spirit.
I knew you would hear His voice speaking to you from
out the shadows by-and-by.’
Pauline sighed.
‘I have so longed for culture, my lady, and
now I must put it by.’
’I am going to quote again.
“Blessed be drudgery, the secret of all culture.”
Some one has said: “Latin and Greek, and
music and art, and travel, are the decorations of
life, but industry and perseverance, courage before
difficulties, and cheer under straining burdens, self-control
and self-denial are the indispensables. It
is our daily task that mainly educates us, and the
humblest woman may live splendidly.” And
remember, dear child, a life like Christ’s is
the grandest thing in the world. Angels may well
envy us the opportunity of living it, for God Himself
has lived it in Christ and rejoices to live it again
in each of us. We should glory in the thought
that our King allows us to be the mirror in which
the world may see Jesus. May the Lord keep you
as one of His “hidden ones,” my darling,
and make you to realise that He who “holdeth
the height of the hills,” spreads the hush of
His presence over the valleys.’
Then she drew her close in a long, last farewell.