The second wedding day of Zara Shulski
dawned with a glorious sun. One of those autumn
mornings that seem like a return to the spring so
fresh and pure the air. She had not seen her
bridegroom since she got back from Bournemouth, nor
any of the family; she had said to her uncle that
she could not bear it.
“I am at the end of my forces,
Uncle Francis. You are so clever you
can invent some good excuse. If I must see Lord
Tancred I cannot answer for what I may do.”
And the financier had realized that
this was the truth. The strings of her soul were
strained to breaking point, and he let her pass the
whole day of Tuesday in peace.
She signed numbers of legal documents
concerning her marriage settlements, without the slightest
interest; and then her uncle handed her one which
he said she was to read with care. It set forth
in the wearisome language of the law the provision
for Mirko’s life, “in consideration of
a certain agreement” come to between her uncle
and herself. But should the boy Mirko return
at any time to the man Sykypri, his father, or should
she, Zara, from the moneys settled upon herself give
sums to this man Sykypri the transaction between herself
and her uncle regarding the boy’s fortune would
be null and void. This was the document’s
sense.
Zara read it over but the legal terms
were difficult for her. “If it means exactly
what we agreed upon, Uncle Francis, I will sign it,”
she said, “that is that Mirko shall
be cared for and have plenty of money for life.”
And Francis Markrute replied,
“That is what is meant.”
And then she had gone to her room,
and spent the night before her wedding alone.
She had steadily read one of her favorite books:
she could not permit herself for a moment to think.
There was a man going to be hanged
on the morrow, she had seen in the papers; and she
wondered if, this last night in his cell, the condemned
wretch was numb, or was he feeling at bay, like herself?
Then, at last she opened the window
and glanced out on the moon. It was there above
her, over the Park, so she turned out the lights, and,
putting her furs around her, she sat for a while and
gazed above the treetops, while she repeated her prayers.
And Mimo saw her, as he stood in the
shadow on the pavement at the other side of Park Lane.
He had come there in his sentimental way, to give her
his blessing, and had been standing looking up for
some time. It seemed to him a good omen for dear
Cherisette’s happiness, that she should have
opened the window and looked out on the night.
It was quite early only
about half-past ten and Tristram, after
a banquet with his bachelor friends on the Monday
night, had devoted this, his last evening, to his
mother, and had dined quietly with her alone.
He felt extremely moved, and excited,
too, when he left. She had talked to him so tenderly the
proud mother who so seldom unbent. How marriage
was a beautiful but serious thing, and he must love
and try to understand his wife and then
she spoke of her own great love for him, and her pride
in their noble name and descent.
“And I will pray to God that
you have strong, beautiful children, Tristram, so
that there may in years to come be no lack of the Tancreds
of Wrayth.”
When he got outside in the street
the moonlight flooded the road, so he sent his motor
away and decided to walk. He wanted breathing
space, he wanted to think, and he turned down into
Curzon Street and from, thence across Great Stanhope
Street and into the Park.
And to-morrow night, at this time,
the beautiful Zara would be his! and they would be
dining alone together at Dover, and surely she would
not be so icily cold; surely surely he
could get her to melt.
And then further visions came to him,
and he walked very fast; and presently he found himself
opposite his lady’s house.
An impulse just to see her window
overcame him, and he crossed the road and went out
of the gate. And there on the pavement he saw
Mimo, also with face turned, gazing up.
And in a flash he thought he recognized
that this was the man he had seen that day in Whitehall,
when he was in his motor car, going very fast.
A mad rage of jealousy and suspicion
rushed through him. Every devil whispered, “Here
is a plot. You know nothing of the woman whom
to-morrow you are blindly going to make your wife.
Who is this man? What is his connection with
her? A lover’s of course.
No one but a lover would gaze up at a window on a
moonlight night.”
And it was at this moment that Zara
opened the window and, for a second, both men saw
her slender, rounded figure standing out sharply against
the ground of the room. Then she turned, and put
out the light.
A murderous passion of rage filled Lord Tancred’s
heart.
He looked at Mimo and saw that the
man’s lips were muttering a prayer, and that
he had drawn a little silver crucifix from his coat
pocket, and, also, that he was unconscious of any
surroundings, for his face was rapt; and he stepped
close to him and heard him murmur, in his well-pronounced
English,
“Mary, Mother of God, pray for
her, and bring her happiness!”
And his common sense reassured him
somewhat. If the man were a lover, he could not
pray so, on this, the night before her wedding to another.
It was not in human, male nature, he felt, to do such
an unselfish thing as that.
Then Mimo raised his soft felt hat
in his rather dramatic way to the window, and walked
up the street.
And Tristram, a prey to all sorts
of conflicting emotions, went back into the Park.
It seemed to Francis Markrute that
more than half the nobility of England had assembled
in St. George’s, Hanover Square, next day, as,
with the beautiful bride on his arm, he walked up the
church.
She wore a gown of dead white velvet,
and her face looked the same shade, under the shadow
of a wonderful picture creation, of black velvet and
feathers, in the way of a hat.
The only jewels she had on were the
magnificent pearls which were her uncle’s gift.
There was no color about her except in her red burnished
hair and her red, curved mouth.
And the whole company thrilled as
she came up the aisle. She looked like the Princess
in a fairy tale but just come to life.
The organ stopped playing, and now,
as in a dream she knew that she was kneeling beside
Tristram and that the Bishop had joined their hands.
She repeated the vows mechanically,
in a low, quiet voice. All the sense of it that
came to her brain was Tristram’s firm utterance,
“I, Tristram Lorrimer Guiscard, take thee, Zara
Elinka, to be my wedded wife.”
And so, at last, the ceremony was
over, and Lord and Lady Tancred walked into the vestry
to sign their names. And as Zara slipped her hand
from the arm of her newly-made husband he bent down
his tall head and kissed her lips; and, fortunately,
the train of coming relations and friends were behind
them, as yet, and the Bishops were looking elsewhere,
or they would have been startled to observe the bride
shiver, and to have seen the expression of passionate
resentment which crept into her face. But the
bridegroom saw it, and it stabbed his heart.
Then it seemed that a number of people
kissed her: his mother and sisters, and Lady
Ethelrida, and, lastly, the Duke.
“I am claiming my privilege
as an old man,” this latter said gayly, “and
I welcome you to all our hearts, my beautiful niece.”
And Zara had answered, but had hardly
been able to give even a mechanical smile.
And when they got into the smart,
new motor, after passing through the admiring crowds,
she had shrunk into her corner, and half closed her
eyes. And Tristram, intensely moved and strained
with the excitement of it all, had not known what
to think.
But pride made his bride play her
part when they reached her uncle’s house.
She stood with her bridegroom, and
bowed graciously to the countless, congratulatory
friends of his, who passed and shook hands. And,
when soon after they had entered Lady Tancred arrived
with Cyril and the girls, she had even smiled sweetly
for one moment, when that gallant youth had stood
on tiptoe and given her a hearty kiss! He was
very small for his age, and full of superb self-possession.
“I think you are a stunner,
Zara,” he said. “Two of our fellows,
cousins of mine, who were in church with me, congratulated
me awfully. And now I hope you’re soon
going to cut the cake?”
And Tristram wondered why her mutinous
mouth had quivered and her eyes become full of mist.
She was thinking of her own little brother, far away,
who did not even know that there would be any cake.
And so, eventually, they had passed
through the shower of rice and slippers and were at
last alone in the motorcar again; and once more she
shrank into her corner and did not speak, and he waited
patiently until they should be in the train.
But once there, in the reserved saloon,
when the obsequious guard had finally shut the door
from waving friends and last hand shakes, and they
slowly steamed out of the station, he came over and
sat down beside her and tenderly took her little gray-gloved
hand.
But she drew it away from him, and
moved further off, before he could even speak.
“Zara!” he said pleadingly.
Then she looked intensely fierce.
“Can you not let me be quiet
for a moment?” she hissed. “I am tired
out.”
And he saw that she was trembling,
and, though he was very much in love and maddeningly
exasperated with everything, he let her rest, and even
settled her cushion for her, silently, and took a paper
and sat in an armchair near, and pretended to read.
And Zara stared out of the window,
her heart beating in her throat. For she knew
this was only a delay because, as her uncle had once
said, the English nobility as a race were great gentlemen and
this one in particular and because of that
he would not be likely to make a scene in the train;
but they would arrive at the hotel presently, and there
was dinner to be got through, alone with him, and then the
afterwards. And as she thought of this her very
lips grew white.
The hideous, hideous hatefulness of
men! Visions of moments of her first wedding
journey with Ladislaus came back to her. He had
not shown her any consideration for five minutes in
his life.
Everything in her nature was up in
arms. She could not be just; with her belief
in his baseness it seemed to her that here was this
man her husband whom she had
seen but four times in her life, and he was not content
with the honest bargain which he perfectly understood;
not content with her fortune and her willingness to
adorn his house, but he must perforce allow his revolting
senses to be aroused, he must desire to caress her,
just because she was a woman and fair and
the law would give him the right because she was his
wife.
But she would not submit to it!
She would find some way out.
As yet she had not even noticed Tristram’s
charm, that something which drew all other women to
him but had not yet appealed to her. She saw on
the rare occasions in which she had looked at him that
he was very handsome but so had been Ladislaus,
and so was Mimo; and all men were selfish or brutes.
She was half English herself, of course,
and that part of her the calm, common sense
of the nation, would assert itself presently; but for
the time, everything was too strained through her
resentment at fate.
And Tristram watched her from behind
his Evening Standard, and was unpleasantly
thrilled with the passionate hate and resentment and
all the varying; storms of feeling which convulsed
her beautiful face.
He was extremely sensitive, in spite
of his daring insouciance and his pride.
It would be perfectly impossible to even address her
again while she was in this state.
And so this splendid young bride and
bridegroom, not understanding each other in the least,
sat silent and constrained, when they should have
been in each other’s arms; and presently, still
in the same moods, they came to Dover, and so to the
Lord Warden Hotel.
Here the valet and maid had already
arrived, and the sitting-room was full of flowers,
and everything was ready for dinner and the night.
“I suppose we dine at eight?”
said Zara haughtily, and, hardly waiting for an answer,
she went into the room beyond and shut the door.
Here she rang for her maid and asked
her to remove her hat.
“A hateful, heavy thing,”
she said, “and there is a whole hour fortunately,
before dinner, Henriette, and I want a lovely bath;
and then you can brush my hair, and it will be a rest.”
The French maid, full of sympathy
and excitement, wondered, while she turned on the
taps, how Miladi should look so disdainful and
calm.
“Mon Dieu! if Milor
was my Raoul! I would be far otherwise,”
she thought to herself, as she poured in the scent.
At a quarter to the hour of dinner
she was still silently brushing her mistress’s
long, splendid, red hair, while Zara stared into the
glass in front of her, with sightless eyes and face
set. She was back in Bournemouth, and listening
to “Maman’s air.” It
haunted her and rang in her head; and yet, underneath,
a wild excitement coursed in her blood.
A knock then came to the door, and
when Henrietta answered it Tristram passed her by
and stepped into his lady’s room.
Zara turned round like a startled
fawn, and then her expression changed to one of anger
and hauteur.
He was already dressed for dinner,
and held a great bunch of gardenias in his hand.
He stopped abruptly when he caught sight of the exquisite
picture she made, and he drew in his breath. He
had not known hair could be so long; he had not realized
she was so beautiful. And she was his wife!
“Darling!” he gasped,
oblivious of even the maid, who had the discretion
to retire quickly to the bathroom beyond. “Darling,
how beautiful you are! You drive me perfectly
mad.”
Zara held on to the dressing-table
and almost crouched, like a panther ready to spring.
“How dare you come into my room like this!
Go!” she said.
It was as if she had struck him.
He drew back, and flung the flowers down into the
grate.
“I only came to tell you dinner
was nearly ready,” he said haughtily, “and
to bring you those. But I will await you in the
sitting-room, when you are dressed.”
And he turned round and left through
the door by which he had come.
And Zara called her maid rather sharply,
and had her hair plaited and done, and got quickly
into her dress. And when she was ready she went
slowly into the sitting-room.
She found Tristram leaning upon the
mantelpiece, glaring moodily into the flames.
He had stood thus for ten minutes, coming to a decision
in his mind.
He had been very angry just now, and
he thought was justified; but he knew he was passionately
in love, as he had never dreamed nor imagined he could
be in the whole of his life.
Should he tell her at once about it?
and implore her not to be so cold and hard? But
no, that would be degrading. After all, he had
already shown her a proof of the most reckless devotion,
in asking to marry her, after having seen her only
once! And she, what had her reasons been?
They were forcible enough or she would not have consented
to her uncle’s wishes before they had even ever
met; and he recalled, when he had asked her only on
Thursday last if she would wish to be released, that
she had said firmly that she wished the marriage to
take place. Surely she must know that no man
with any spirit would put up with such treatment as
this to be spoken to as though he had been
an impudent stranger bursting into her room!
Then his tempestuous thoughts went
back to Mimo, that foreign man whom he had seen under
her window. What if, after all, he was her lover
and that accounted for the reason she resented his Tristram’s desire
to caress?
And all the proud, obstinate fighting
blood of the Guiscards got up in him. He would
not be made a cat’s-paw. If she exasperated
him further he would forget about being a gentleman,
and act as a savage man, and seize her in his arms
and punish her for her haughtiness!
So it was his blue eyes which were
blazing with resentment this time, and not her pools
of ink.
Thus they sat down to dinner in silence much
to the waiters’ surprise and disgust.
Zara felt almost glad her husband
looked angry. He would then of his own accord
leave her in peace.
As the soup and fish came and went
they exchanged no word, and then that breeding that
they both had made them realize the situation was
impossible, and they said some ordinary things while
the waiters were in the room.
The table was a small round one with
the two places set at right angles, and very close.
It was the first occasion upon which
Zara had ever been so near Tristram, and every time
she looked up she was obliged to see his face.
She could not help owning to herself, that he was extraordinarily
distinguished looking, and that there were strong,
noble lines in his whole shape.
At the end of their repast, for different
reasons, neither of the two felt calm. Tristram’s
anger had died down, likewise his suspicions; after
a moment’s thought the sane point of view always
presented itself to his brain. No, whatever her
reasons were for her disdain of him, having another
lover was not the cause. And then he grew intoxicated
again with her beauty and grace.
She was a terrible temptation to him;
she would have been so to any normal man and
they were dining together and she was his
very own!
The waiters, with their cough of warning
at the door, brought coffee and liqueurs, and
then bodily removed the dinner table, and shut the
doors.
And now Zara knew she was practically
alone with her lord for the night.
He walked about the room he
did not drink any coffee, nor even a Chartreuse and
she stood perfectly still. Then he came back to
her, and suddenly clasped her in his arms, and passionately
kissed her mouth.
“Zara!” he murmured hoarsely.
“Good God! do you think I am a stone! I
tell you I love you madly. Are you
not going to be kind to me and really be my wife?”
Then he saw a look in her eyes that turned him to
ice.
“Animal!” she hissed, and hit him across
the face.
And as he let her fall from him she
drew back panting, and deadly white; while he, mad
with rage at the blow, stood with flaming blue eyes,
and teeth clenched.
“Animal!” again she hissed,
and then her words poured forth in a torrent of hate.
“Is it not enough that you were willing to sell
yourself for my uncle’s money that
you were willing to take as a bargain a
woman whom you had never even seen, without letting
your revolting passions exhibit themselves like this?
And you dare to tell me you love me! What do such
as you know of love? Love is a true and a pure
and a beautiful thing, not to be sullied like this.
It must come from devotion and knowledge. What
sort of a vile passion is it which makes a man feel
as you do for me? Only that I am a woman.
Love! It is no love it is a question
of sense. Any other would do, provided she were
as fair. Remember, my lord! I am not your
mistress, and I will not stand any of this! Leave
me. I hate you, animal that you are!”
He stiffened and grew rigid with every
word that she said, and when she had finished he was
as deadly pale as she herself.
“Say not one syllable more to
me, Zara!” he commanded. “You will
have no cause to reprove me for loving you again.
And remember this: things shall be as you wish
between us. We will each live our lives and play
the game. But before I ask you to be my wife again
you can go down upon your knees. Do you hear
me? Good night.”
And without a word further he strode from the room.