When Sylvia opened her eyes again
she was lying in the chair by the open window where
she had waited so long the previous evening.
Her first impression was that she was alone, and then
with a sudden stabbing sense of fear she realized
Burke’s presence.
He was standing slightly behind her,
so that the air might reach her, but leaning forward,
watching her intently. With a gasp she looked
up into his eyes.
He put his hand instantly upon her,
reassuring her. “All right. It’s
all right,” he said.
Both tone and touch were absolutely
gentle, but she shrank from him, shrank and quivered
with a nervous repugnance that she was powerless to
control. He took his hand away and turned aside.
She spoke then, her voice quick and
agitated. “Don’t go! Please
don’t go!”
He came and stood in front of her,
and she saw that his face was grim. “What
is the matter?” he said. “Surely
you don’t object to a serpent like that getting
his deserts for once!”
She met his look with an effort.
“Oh, it’s not that-not that!”
she said.
“What then? You object
to me being the executioner?” He spoke curtly,
through lips that had a faintly cynical twist.
She could not answer him; only after
a moment she sat up, holding to the arms of the chair.
“Forgive me for being foolish!” she said.
“I-you gave me-rather
a fright, you know. I’ve never seen you-like
that before. I felt-it was a horrible
feeling-as if you were a stranger.
But-of course-you are you-just
the same. You are-really-you.”
She faltered over the words, his look
was so stern, so forbidding. She seemed to be
trying to convince herself against her own judgment.
His eyes met hers relentlessly.
“Yes, I am myself-and no one else,”
he said. “I fancy you have never quite
realized me before. Possibly you have deliberately
blinded yourself. But you know me now, and it
is as well that you should. It is the only way
to an ultimate understanding.”
She blenched a little in spite of
herself. “And you-and you-once-thrashed-Guy,”
she said, her voice very low, sunk almost to a whisper.
“Was it-was it-was it
like-that?”
He turned sharply away as if there
were something intolerable in the question.
He went to the window and stood there in silence.
And very oddly at that moment the memory of Kelly’s
assurance went through her that he had been fond of
Guy. She did not believe it, yet just for the
moment it influenced her. It gave her strength.
She got up, and went to his side.
“Burke,” she said tremulously,
“promise me-please promise me-that
you will never do that again!”
He gave her a brief, piercing glance.
“If he keeps out of my way, I shan’t
run after him,” he said.
“No-no! But
even if he doesn’t-” she clasped
her hands hard together-“Burke, even
if he doesn’t-and even though he has
disappointed you-wronged you-oh,
have you no pity? Can’t you-possibly-forgive?”
He turned abruptly and faced her.
“Forgive him for making love to you?”
he said. “Is that what you are asking?”
She shivered at the question.
“At least you won’t-punish
him like that-whatever he has done,”
she said.
He was looking full at her.
“You want my promise on that?” he said.
“Yes, oh yes.” Very
earnestly she made reply though his eyes were as points
of steel, keeping her back. “I know you
will keep a promise. Please-promise
me that!”
“Yes,” he said drily.
“I keep my promises. He can testify to
that. So can you. But if I promise you
this, you must make me a promise too.”
“What is it?” she said.
“Simply that you will never
have anything more to do with him without my knowledge-and
consent.” He uttered the words with the
same pitiless distinctness as had characterized his
speech when dictating to Kieff.
She drew sharply. “Oh,
but why-why ask such a promise of me when
you have only just proved your own belief in me?”
“How have I done that?” he said.
“By taking my part before all
those horrible men downstairs.” She suppressed
a hard shudder. “By-defending
my honour.”
Burke’s face remained immovable.
“I was defending my own,” he said.
“I should have done that-in any case.”
She made a little hopeless movement
with her hands and dropped them to her sides.
“Oh, how hard you are!” she said, “How
hard-and how cruel!”
He lifted his shoulders slightly,
and turned away in silence. Perhaps there was
more of forbearance in that silence than she realized.
He did not ask her where she had been
with Kelly or comment upon the fact that she had been
out at all. Only after a brief pause he told
her that they would not leave till the following day
as he had some business to attend to. Then to
her relief he left her. At least he had promised
that he would not go in search of Guy!
Later in the evening, a small packet
was brought to her which she found to contain some
money in notes wrapped in a slip of paper on which
was scrawled a few words.
“I have done my best with young
G., but he is rather out of hand for the present.
I enclose the ‘loan.’ Just put it
back, and don’t worry any more. Yours,
D. K.”
She put the packet away with a great
relief at her heart. That danger then, had been
averted. There yet remained a chance for Guy.
He was not-still he was not-quite
beyond redemption. If only-ah, if
only-she could have gone to Burke with the
whole story! But Burke had become a stranger
to her. She had begun to wonder if she had ever
really known him. His implacability frightened
her almost more than his terrible vindictiveness.
She felt that she could never again turn to him with
confidence.
That silence that lay between them
was like an ever-widening gulf severing them ever
more and more completely. She believed that
they would remain strangers for the rest of their lives.
Very curiously, those three words which she had read
upon the tree served to strengthen this conviction.
They were, indeed, to her as a message from the dead.
The man who had written them had ceased to exist.
Guy might have written them in the old days, but his
likeness to Guy was no more. She saw them both
now with a distinctness that was almost cruel-the
utter weakness of the one, the merciless strength
of the other. And in the bitterness of her soul
she marvelled that either of them had ever managed
to reach her heart.
That could never be so again, so she
told herself. The power to love had been wrested
from her. The object of her love had turned
into a monstrous demon of jealousy from which now she
shrank more and more-though she might never
escape. Yes, she had loved them both, and still
her compassion lingered pitifully around the thought
of Guy. But for Burke she had only a shrinking
that almost amounted to aversion. He had slain
her love. She even believed she was beginning
to hate him.
She dreaded the prospect of another
long day spent at Brennerstadt. It was the day
of the diamond draw, too. The place would be
a seething tumult. She was so unutterably tired.
She thought with a weary longing of Blue Hill Farm.
At least she would find a measure of peace there,
though healing were denied her. This place had
become hateful to her, an inferno of vice and destruction.
She yearned to leave it.
Something of this yearning she betrayed
on the following morning when Burke told her that
he was making arrangements to leave by the evening
train for Ritzen.
“Can’t we go sooner?” she said.
He looked at her as if surprised by
the question. “There is a train at midday,”
he said. “But it is not a good time for
travelling.”
“Oh, let us take it!”
she said feverishly. “Please let us take
it! We might get back to the farm by to-night
then.”
He had sent his horse back to Ritzen
the previous day in the care of a man he knew, so
that both their animals would be waiting for them.
“Do you want to get back?” said Burke.
“Oh, yes-yes!
Anything is better than this.” She spoke
rapidly, almost passionately. “Let us
go! Do let us go!”
“Very well,” said Burke. “If
you wish it.”
He paused at the door of the office
a few minutes later, when they descended, to tell
the girl there that they were leaving at noon.
She looked up at him sharply as he
stood looking in. “Heard the latest?”
she asked.
“What is the latest?” questioned Burke.
“That dirty dog you thrashed
last night-Kieff; he’s dead,”
she told him briefly. “Killed himself
with an overdose of opium, died at Hoffstein’s
early this morning.” She glanced beyond
him at Sylvia who stood behind. “And a
good job, too,” she said vindictively.
“He’s ruined more people in this town
than I’d like to be responsible for-the
filthy parasite. He was the curse of the place.”
Burke turned with a movement that
was very deliberate. He also looked at Sylvia.
For a long moment they stood so, in the man’s
eyes a growing hardness, in the woman’s a horror
undisguised. Then, with a very curious smile,
Burke put his hand through his wife’s arm and
turned her towards the room where breakfast awaited
them.
“Come and have something to
eat, partner!” he said, his voice very level
and emotionless.
She went with him without a word;
but her whole being throbbed and quivered under his
touch as if it were torture to her. Stark and
hideous, the evil thing reared itself in her path,
and there was no turning aside. She saw him,
as she had seen him on the night of her arrival, as
she had seen him the night after, as she believed
that she would always see him for the rest of her life.
And the eyes that looked into hers-those
eyes that had held her, dominated her, charmed her-were
the eyes of a murderer. Go where she would,
there could be no escape for her for ever. The
evil thing had her enchained.