They were still at breakfast when
Kelly came dashing in full of the news of the death
of Kieff. No one knew whether it had been accidental
or intentional, but he spoke-as the girl
in the office had spoken-as if a curse
had been lifted from the town. And Sylvia sat
at the table and listened, feeling as if her heart
had been turned to ice. The man had died by
his own hand, but she could not shake from her the
feeling that she and Burke had been the cause of his
death.
She saw Kelly for a few minutes alone
when the meal was over, and whispered her thanks to
him for what he had done with regard to Guy.
He would scarcely listen to her, declaring it had
been a pleasure to serve her, that it had been the
easiest thing in the world, and that now it was done
she must not worry any more.
“But was it really easy?” she questioned.
“Yes-yes! He
was glad enough of the chance to give it back.
He only acted on impulse, ye see, and Kieff was pushing
behind. He’d never have done it but for
Kieff. Very likely he’ll pull round now
and lead a respectable life,” said Kelly cheerily.
“He’s got the stuff in him, ye know,
if he’d only let it grow.”
She smiled wanly at his optimism.
“Oh, do beg him to try!” she said.
“I’ll do me best,”
promised Kelly. “Anyway, don’t you
worry! It’s a sheer waste of time and
never helped anybody yet.”
His cheerful attitude helped her,
small as was her hope for Guy’s reformation.
Moreover, she knew that Kelly would keep his word.
He would certainly do his best for Guy.
He took his leave of her almost immediately,
declaring it was the busiest day of his life, but
assuring her that he would ride over to Blue Hill
Farm to see her on the earliest opportunity with the
greatest pleasure in the world.
She asked him somewhat nervously at
parting if the death of Kieff were likely to hinder
their return, but he laughed at the notion. Why,
of course not! Burke hadn’t killed the
man. Such affairs as the one she had witnessed
the night before were by no means unusual in Brennerstadt.
Besides, it was a clear case of opium poisoning,
and everyone had known that he would die of it sooner
or later. It was the greatest mercy he had,
gone, and so she wasn’t to worry about that!
No one would have any regrets for Kieff except the
people he had ruined.
And so with wholesome words of reassurance
he left her, and she went to prepare for her journey.
When Burke joined her again, they
spoke only of casual things, avoiding all mention
of Guy or Kieff by tacit consent. He was very
considerate for her, making every possible provision
for her comfort, but his manner was aloof, almost
forbidding. There was no intimacy between them,
no confidence, no comradeship.
They reached Ritzen in the late afternoon.
Burke suggested spending the night there, but she
urged him to continue the journey. The heat
of the day was over; there was no reason for lingering.
So they found their horses, and started on the long
ride home.
They rode side by side along the dusty
track through a barren waste that made the eyes ache.
A heavy stillness hung over the land, making the
loneliness seem more immense. They scarcely spoke
at all, and it came to Sylvia that they were stranger
to each other now than they had been on that day at
the very beginning of their acquaintance when he had
first brought her to Blue Hill Farm. She felt
herself to be even more of an alien in this land of
cruel desolation than when first she had set foot
in it. It was like a vast prison, she thought
drearily, while the grim, unfriendly kopjes
were the sentinels that guarded her, and the far blue
mountains were a granite wall that none might pass.
The sun was low in the sky when they
reached the watercourse. It was quite dry with
white stones that looked like the skeletons of the
ages scattered along its bed.
“Shall we rest for a few minutes?”
said Burke. But she shook her head. “No-no!
Not here. It is getting late.”
So they crossed the spruit and went on.
The sun went down in an opalescent
glow of mauve and pink and pearl that spread far over
the veldt, and she felt that the beauty of
it was almost more than she could bear. It hid
so much that was terrible and cruel.
They came at length, when the light
was nearly gone, to a branching track that led to
the Merstons’ farm.
Burke broke his silence again.
“I must go over and see Merston in the morning.”
She felt the warm colour flood her
face. How much had the Merstons heard?
She murmured something in response, but she did not
offer to accompany him.
A deep orange moon came up over the
eastern hills and lighted the last few miles of their
journey, casting a strange amber radiance around them,
flinging mysterious shadows about the kopjes,
shedding an unearthly splendour upon the endless veldt.
It spread like an illimitable ocean in soundless
billows out of which weird rocks stood up-a
dream-world of fantastic possibilities, but petrified
into stillness by the spell of its solitudes-a
world that once surely had thrilled with magic and
now was dead.
As they rode past the last kopje-her
kopje that she had never yet climbed, they
seemed to her to enter the innermost loneliness of
all, to reach the very heart of the desert.
They arrived at Blue Hill Farm, and
the sound of their horses’ feet brought the
Kaffirs buzzing from their huts, but the clatter that
they made did not penetrate that great and desolate
silence. The spell remained untouched.
Burke went with Joe to superintend
the rubbing down and feeding of their animals, and
Sylvia entered the place alone. Though it was
exactly the same as when she had left it, she felt
as if she were entering a ruin.
She went to her own room and washed
away the dust of the journey. The packet that
Kelly had given her she locked away in her own box.
Burke might enter at any moment, and she did not dare
to attempt to open the strong-box then. She
knew the money must be returned and speedily; she
would not rest until she had returned it. But
she could not risk detection at that moment.
Her courage was worn down with physical fatigue.
She lacked the nerve.
When Burke came in, he found her bringing
in a hastily prepared supper. He took the tray
from her and made her sit down while he waited upon
her. Her weariness was too great to hide, and
she yielded without demur, lacking the strength to
do otherwise.
He made her eat and drink though she
was almost too tired even for that, and when the meal
was done he would not suffer her to rest in a chair
but led her with a certain grim kindliness to the door
of her room.
“Go to bed, child!” he
said. “And stay there till you feel better!”
She obeyed him, feeling that she had
no choice, yet still too anxious to sleep. He
brought her a glass of hot milk when she was in bed,
remarking that her supper had been a poor one, and
she drank in feverish haste, yearning to be left alone.
Then, when he had gone, she tormented herself by
wondering if he had noticed anything strange in her
manner, if he thought that she were going to be ill
and so would perhaps mount guard over her.
A chafing sense of impotence came
upon her. It would be terrible to fail now after
all she had undergone. She lay listening, straining
every nerve. He would be sure to smoke his pipe
on the stoep before turning in. That
was the opportunity that she must seize. She
dared not leave it till the morrow. He might
ask for the key of the strong-box at any time.
But still she did not hear him moving beyond the
closed door, and she wondered if he could have fallen
asleep in the sitting-room. A heavy drowsiness
was beginning to creep over her notwithstanding her
uneasiness. She fought against it with all her
strength, but it gained ground in spite of her.
Her brain felt clogged with weariness.
She began to doze, waking with violent
starts and listening, drifting back to slumber ever
more deeply, till at last actual sleep possessed her,
and for a space she lay in complete oblivion.
It must have been a full hour later
that she became suddenly conscious again, with every
faculty on the alert, and remembered the task still
unfulfilled. It was almost as if a voice-Guy’s
voice-had called her, urging her to action.
The room was full of moonlight, and
she could see every object in it as clearly as if
it had been day. The precious packet was under
her pillow with the key of the strong-box. She
felt for and grasped them both almost instinctively
before she looked round, and then, on the verge of
raising herself, her newly awakened eyes lighted upon
something which sent all the blood in a wild rush to
her heart. A man’s figure was kneeling
motionless at the foot of the bed.
She lay and gazed and gazed, hardly
believing her senses, wondering if the moonlight could
have tricked her. He was so still, he might
have been a figure wrought in marble. His face
was hidden on his arms, but there was that in his
attitude that sent a stab of wonder through her.
Was it-was it Guy kneeling there in an
abandonment of despair? Had he followed her
like a wandering outcast now that his master Kieff
was gone? If so, but no-but no!
Surely it was a dream. Guy was far away.
This was but the fantasy of her own brain.
Guy could never have come to her thus. And yet,
was it not Guy’s voice that had called her from
her sleep?
A great quiver went through her.
What if Guy had died in the night far away in Brennerstadt?
What if this were his spirit come to hold commune
with hers. Was she not dearer to him than anyone
else in the world? Would he not surely seek her
before he passed on?
Trembling, she raised herself at last
and spoke his name. “Guy, is that you?
Dear Guy, speak to me!”
She saw an answering tremor pass through
the kneeling figure, but the face remained hidden.
The moonlight lay upon the dark head, and she thought
she saw streaks of white upon it. It was Guy
in the flesh then. It could be none other.
A yearning tenderness thrilled through her.
He had come back-in spite of all his sinning
he had come back. And again through the years
there came to her the picture of the boy she had known
and loved-ah, how dearly! in the days of
his innocence. It was so vivid that for the
moment it swept all else aside. Oh, if he would
but move and show her once more the sparkling eager
face of his youth! She longed with a passionate
intensity for one glimpse, however fleeting, of that
which once had filled her heart with rapture.
And in her longing she herself was swept back for
a few blind seconds into the happy realms of girlhood.
She forgot all the bitterness and the sorrow of this
land of strangers. She Stretched out her arms
to the golden-winged Romance that had taught her the
ecstasy of first love.
“Oh, Guy-my own Guy-come
to me!” she said.
It moved then, moved suddenly, even
convulsively, as a wounded man might move. He
lifted his head, and looked at her.
Her dream passed like the rending
of a veil. His eyes pierced her, but she had
to meet them, lacking power to do otherwise.
So for a space they looked at one
another in the moonlight, saying no word, scarcely
so much as breathing.
Then, at last he got to his feet with
the heavy movements of a tired man, stood a while
longer looking down at her, finally turned in utter
silence and left her.
When Sylvia slept, many hours later,
there came again to her for the third and last time
the awful dream of two horsemen who galloped towards
each other upon the same rocky path. She saw
again the shock of collision and the awful hurtling
fall. She went again down into the stony valley
and searched for the man who she knew was dead.
She found him in a deep place that no other living
being had ever entered. He lay with his face
upturned to the moonlight, and his eyes wide and glassy
gazing upwards. She drew near, and stooped to
close those eyes; but she could not. For they
gazed straight into her own. They pierced her
soul with the mute reproach of a silence that could
never be broken again.
She turned and went away through a
devastating loneliness. She knew now which of
the two had galloped free and which had fallen, and
she went as one without hope or comfort, wandering
through the waste places of the earth.
Late in the morning she awoke and
looked out upon a world of dreadful sunshine,-a
parched and barren world that panted in vain for the
healing of rain.
“It is a land of blasted hopes,”
she told herself drearily. “Everything
in it is doomed.”