“And the soul of Jonathan was
knit to the soul of David, and he loved him as his
own soul.”
These words often came into the mind
of the priest, Thomas Garret, during the three days
which Anthony Dalaber spent at his house, hard by
the rushing river, in the city of London.
There were ten years in age between
them. Dalaber was a youth who had seen little
of life beyond what he had learned in Oxford, whereas
Garret had already passed through strange and perilous
experiences. The one had so far lived amongst
books, and with youthful companions of his own standing;
the other had been a pioneer in one of the most dangerous
movements of the day, and had seen what such courses
might well lead him to. Storm and stress had
been the portion of the one, a pleasant life of study
and pleasure that of the other. It was only during
the past six months that association with Clarke and
some others of his way of thinking had aroused in
Dalaber’s mind a sense of restless discontent
with existing ordinances, and a longing after purer,
clearer light, together with a distaste and ofttimes
a disgust at what he saw of corruption and simony
amongst those who should have been the salt of the
earth.
Had it not been for the talks he had
heard of late, in Dr. Langton’s house, he might
have passed through his divinity studies at Oxford
as his brother had done before him, content to drift
with the stream, ignorant of the undercurrents which
were already disturbing its apparently tranquil surface,
and ready in due course to be consecrated to his office,
and to take some benefice if he could get it, and
live and die as the average priest of those times
did, without troubling himself over the vexed questions
of papal encroachment and traffic in pardons and indulgences
which were setting Germany in a flame.
But he had been first aroused by seeing
the light in Freda’s eyes as these questions
had been discussed in the hearing of her and her sister.
From the first moment of his presentation to Dr. Langton’s
family Dalaber had been strongly attracted by the beautiful
sisters, and especially by Freda, whose quick, responsive
eagerness and keen insight and discrimination made
a deep impression upon him. The soundness of
her learning amazed him at the outset; for her father
would turn to her to verify some reference from his
costly manuscripts or learned tomes, and he soon saw
that Latin and Greek were to her as her mother tongue.
When she did join in the conversation
respecting the interpretation or translation of the
Holy Scriptures, he had quickly noted that her scholarship
was far deeper than his own. He had been moved
to a vivid admiration at first, and then to something
that was more than admiration. And the birth
and growth of his spiritual life he traced directly
to those impulses which had been aroused within him
as he had heard Freda Langton speak and argue and ask
questions.
That was how it had started; but it
was Clarke’s teaching and preaching which had
completed the change in him from the careless to the
earnest student of theology. Clarke’s spirituality
and purity of life, his singleness of aim, his earnest
striving after a standard of holiness seldom to be
found even amongst those who professed to practise
the higher life, aroused the deep admiration of the
impulsive and warm-hearted Dalaber. He sought
his rooms, he loved to hear his discourses, he called
himself his pupil and his son, and was the most regular
and enthusiastic attender of his lectures and disputations.
And now he had taken a new and forward
step. Suddenly he seemed to have been launched
upon a tide with which hitherto he had only dallied
and played. He was pushing out his bark into deeper
waters, and already felt as though the cables binding
him to the shores of safety and ease were completely
parted.
It was in part due to the magnetic
personality of Garret that this thing had come to
pass. When Dalaber left Oxford it was with no
idea that it would be a crisis in his life. He
wished, out of curiosity, to be present at the strange
ceremony to be enacted in St. Paul’s Churchyard;
and the knowledge that Clarke was going to London
for a week on some private business gave the finishing
touch to his resolution.
But it was not until he sat with Thomas
Garret in his dark lodgings, hearing the rush of the
river beneath him, looking into the fiery eyes of
the priest, and hearing the fiery words which fell
from his lips, that Dalaber thoroughly understood to
what he had pledged himself when first he had uttered
the fateful words, “I will be a member of the
Association of Christian Brothers.”
True, Clarke had, on their way to
town, spoken to him of a little community, pledged
to seek to distribute the life-giving Word of God
to those who were hungering for it, and to help each
in his measure to let the light, now shrouded beneath
a mass of observances which had lost their original
meaning to the unlettered people, shine out in its
primitive brilliance and purity; but Dalaber had only
partially understood the significance of all this.
Clarke was the man of thought and
devotion. His words uplifted the hearts of his
hearers into heavenly places, and seemed to create
a new and quickened spirituality within them.
Garret was the man of action. He was the true
son of Luther. He loved to attack, to upheave,
to overthrow. Where Clarke spoke gently and lovingly
of the church, as their holy mother, whom they must
love and cherish, and seek to plead with as sons,
that she might cleanse herself from the defilement
into which she had fallen, Garret attacked her as
the harlot, the false bride, the scarlet woman seated
upon the scarlet beast, and called down upon her and
it alike the vials of the wrath of Almighty God.
And the soul of Dalaber was stirred
within him as he listened to story after story, all
illustrative of the corruption which had crept within
the fold of the church, and which was making even holy
things abhorrent to the hearts of men. He listened,
and his heart was hot as he heard; he caught the fire
of Garret’s enthusiasm, and would then and there
have cast adrift from his former life, thrown over
Oxford and his studies there and flung himself
heart and soul into the movement now at work in the
great, throbbing city, where, for the first time,
he found himself.
But when he spoke words such as these
Garret smiled and shook his head, though his eyes
lighted with pleasure.
“Nay, my son; be not so hot
and hasty. Seest thou not that in this place
our work for the time being is well-nigh stopped?
“Not for long,” he added
quickly, whilst the spark flew from his eyes “not
for long, mind you, ye proud prelates and cardinal.
The fire you have lighted shall blaze in a fashion
ye think not of. The Word of God is a consuming
fire. The sword of the Spirit, the Word of God,
pierces the heart and reins of man; and that sword
hath been wrested from the scabbard in which it has
rusted so long, and the shining of its fiery blade
shall soon he seen of all men.
“No,” added the priest,
after a moment’s pause to recover himself and
take up the thread of his discourse; “what was
done at Paul’s Cross yesterday was but a check
upon our work. The last convoy of books has been
burnt all, save the few which we were able
to save and to bide beneath the cellar floor.
The people have been cowed for a moment, but it will
not last. As soon seek to quench a fire by pouring
wax and oil upon it!”
“You will get more books, then?
The work will not cease?”
“It will not cease. More
books will come. Our brave Stillyard men will
not long be daunted. But we must act with care.
For a time we must remain quiet. We may not be
reckless with the holy books, which cost much in money
and in blood or may do, if we are rash or
careless. But nothing now can stop their entrance
into a land where men begin to desire earnestly to
read them for themselves. Not all, mind you.
It is strange how careless and apathetic are the gentry
of the land they that one would have thought
to be most eager, most forward. They stand aloof;
and the richer of the trades’ guilds will have
little to say to us. But amongst the poor and
unlettered do we find the light working; and in them
are our chiefest allies, our most earnest disciples.”
“Yet we have many at Oxford,
learned men and scholars, who would gladly welcome
changes and reforms in the church; and there are many
amongst the students eager after knowledge, and who
long to peruse the writings of Luther and Melancthon,
and see these new versions of the Scriptures.”
“Ay, I know it. I was of
Oxford myself. It is but a few years that I left
my lodging in Magdalen College. I love the place
yet. The leaven was working then. I know
that it has worked more and more. Our good friends
Clarke and Sumner have told as much. Is not your
presence here a proof of it? Oh, there will be
a work a mighty work to do in
Oxford yet; and you shall be one of those who shall
be foremost in it.”
“I?” cried Dalaber, and
his eyes glowed with the intensity of his enthusiasm.
“Would that I could think it!”
“It shall be so,” answered
Garret. “I read it in your face, I hear
it in your voice. The thought of peril and disgrace
would not daunt you. You would be faithful even
unto death. Is it not so?”
“I would! I will!”
cried Dalaber, stretching out his hand and grasping
that of Garret. “Only tell me wherein I
can serve, and I will not fail you.”
“I cannot tell you yet, save
in general terms; but the day will come when you shall
know. Oxford must have books. There will
soon be no doubt as to that. And when we have
books to scatter and distribute there, we want trusty
men to receive and hide them, and sell or give them
with secrecy and dispatch. It is a task of no
small peril. Thou must understand that well, my
son. It may bring thee into sore straits even
to a fiery death. Thou must count the cost ere
thou dost pass thy word.”
“I care nothing for the cost!”
cried Dalaber, throwing back his head. “What
other men have done and dared I will do and dare.
I will be faithful faithful unto death.”
“I shall remember,” answered
Garret, with a smile upon his thin ascetic face “I
shall remember; and the day will come a
day not far distant, as I hope when I shall
come to thee and remind thee of this promise.”
“I shall not have forgotten,”
spoke Dalaber, holding out his hand; “whenever
the Brotherhood calls upon me it will find me ready.”
There was silence for a while, and
then Dalaber looked up and asked:
“What of Clarke, and Sumner,
and others there? Will they not help also in
the good work?”
“Yes; but in a different fashion,”
answered Garret. “It is not given to all
to serve alike. Those men who dwell within college
walls, overlooked by dean and warden, waited on by
servants in college livery, bound by certain oaths,
and hemmed about by many restrictions, cannot act
as those can do who, like yourself, are members of
the university, but dwellers in small halls, and under
no such restraints. Clarke has done great service,
and will do more, by his teachings and preachings,
which prepare the hearts of men to receive the good
seed, and awaken yearnings after a deeper, purer,
spiritual life than that which we see around us in
those who should be the bright and shining lights
of the day. That is their work, and right well
do they perform their tasks. But to such as you
belongs the other and arduous labour of receiving and
distributing the forbidden books. When the time
comes, wilt thou, Anthony Dalaber, be ready?”
“I will,” spoke the youth
in earnest tones; and it was plain that he spoke in
all sincerity.
The position of students living in
colleges and living in halls, as they were called,
was, as Garret had said, altogether different.
Graduates and undergraduates of the colleges which
had sprung up were fenced about with rules and restrictions
which have been modified rather than changed with
the flight of time. But the hall of olden Oxford
was merely a sort of lodging house, generally kept
by a graduate or master, but not subject to any of
the rules which were binding upon those students who
entered upon one of the foundations. Indeed,
the growth of colleges had been due in great part
to the desire on the part of far-seeing men and friends
of order as well as learning to curb the absolute
and undesirable freedom of the mass of students brought
together at Oxford and Cambridge, and in the middle
ages living almost without discipline or control,
often indulging in open riots or acts of wholesale
insubordination.
Anthony Dalaber was not at present
a member of any college, nor even of one of the religious
houses where students could lodge, and where they
lived beneath a sort of lesser control. He and
Hugh Fitzjames, both of them youths of limited means,
shared a lodging in a house called St. Alban Hall,
and were free to come and go as they pleased, none
asking them wherefore or whither. He saw at once
that what would not be possible to a canon of Cardinal
College would be feasible enough to him and his friend,
if Fitzjames should sympathize with him in the matter.
And, so far, he believed his friend was with him,
though without, perhaps, the same eager enthusiasm.
When the visit to Garret came to an
end, and Anthony Dalaber said farewell to him at the
water side, where a barge was to convey them some
distance up the river, the priest held his hands long
and earnestly, looking into his eyes with affectionate
intensity, and at the last he kissed him upon both
cheeks and said: “God be with thee, my
young brother! May He keep thee firm and steadfast
to the last, whatever may befall!”
“I am very sure He will,”
answered Dalaber fervently. “I am yours,
and for the good cause, for life or death.”
They parted then, and the voyage began;
but little was spoken by the travellers so long as
they remained in the barge. Clarke seemed to
be thinking deeply, his eyes fixed earnestly upon Dalaber’s
face from time to time; whilst the latter sat gazing
behind him at the city, sinking slowly away out of
his sight, his eyes filled with the light of a great
and zealous purpose.
They left the water side in the afternoon,
and walked towards a certain village, and Clarke,
turning towards his companion, said:
“I have promised to preach this
evening in a certain house yonder. I trow there
will be no peril to me or to those who hear me.
But of that no man can be certain. What wilt
thou do? Come with me, or walk onwards and let
us meet on the morrow?”
Dalaber hesitated no single moment;
Clarke’s preaching was one of his keenest delights.
And upon this evening he was moved beyond his wont
as the young master spoke from his heart to his listeners,
not striving to arouse their passions against tyranny
or bigotry, but rather seeking to urge them to patience,
to that brotherly love which endures all things and
hopes all things, and turns to the Almighty Father
in never-ceasing faith and joy, imploring His help
to open the eyes of the blind, soften the hearts that
are puffed up, and cleanse the church, which must
be made pure and holy as the bride of Christ, for
that heavenly marriage supper for which her spouse
is waiting.
Nothing was spoken which the orthodox
could well complain of; yet every listener knew that
such a discourse would not have been preached by any
man not “tainted” with what was then called
heresy. But the hearts of the hearers burnt within
them as they listened; and when, after some further
time spent in discussion and prayer, the preacher
and his companion found themselves alone for the night
in a comfortable bed chamber, Dalaber threw himself
upon Clarke’s neck in an outburst of fervid
enthusiasm.
“Oh, let me be ever your son
and scholar,” he cried, “for with you
are the words of life and light!”
Then the elder man looked at him with
a great tenderness in his eyes, but his voice was
full of gravity and warning.
“Dalaber,” he said, “you
desire you know not what. And I fear sometimes
that you seek to take upon yourself more than you wot
of more than you are able. My preaching
is sweet unto you now, for that no persecution is
laid upon you. But the time will come of
that I am well assured, and that period peradventure
shortly when, if ye continue to live godly
therein, God will lay upon you the cross of persecution,
to try whether you, as pure gold, can abide the fire.”
“I know it! I am ready!”
cried Dalaber, with the characteristic backward motion
of his head. His face was like the face of a young
eagle. He was quivering from head to foot.
Clarke looked at him again with his
fatherly smile, but there was trouble also in his
eyes.
“Be not over confident, my son;
and seek not to take upon you more than you are able
to bear.”
Dalaber understood instantly to what
Clarke was alluding.
“I trust I have not done so.
But men will be wanted. I am a Christian Brother.
I must not shrink. My word is passed. Not
to you, my master, alone, but to Master Garret also.”
“To whom I did make you known,”
spoke Clarke, with a very slight sigh. “My
son, I would not speak one word to discourage your
godly zeal; but bethink you what this may mean.
You shall (it may be) be judged and called a heretic;
you shall be abhorred of the world; your own friends
and kinsfolk shall forsake you; you shall be cast
into prison, and none shall dare to help you; you shall
be accused before bishops, to your reproach and shame,
to the great sorrow of all your friends and kindred.
Then will ye wish ye had never known this doctrine;
then (it may be) ye will curse Clarke, and wish you
had never known him, because he hath brought you into
all these troubles.”
But Dalaber could bear that word no
longer; he flung himself at the feet of his master,
and the tears broke from his eyes.
“Nay, nay, speak not so, I beseech
you; you cut me to the heart! I boast not of
myself as being wiser or braver or more steadfast than
other men; I only pray of you to try me. Send
me not away. Let me be pupil, and scholar, and
son. I cannot turn back, even if I would.
My heart is in the good work. Let me follow in
the path I have chosen. I have put my hand to
the plough; how can I turn back?”
Clarke looked down upon the youth
with a world of tender love in his eyes, and raising
him up in his arms he kissed him, the tears standing
on his own cheeks.
“The Lord God Almighty give
you grace and steadfastness now and ever,” he
said in a deep voice, full of feeling, “and from
henceforth and ever take me for your father in Christ,
and I will take you for my son!”
So the compact was sealed between
the two; and when on the morrow they took their way
towards Oxford, the heart of Anthony Dalaber was joyful
within him, for he felt as though he had set his foot
upon the narrow path which leads to life everlasting,
and he reeked little of the thorns and briers which
might beset the way, confident that he would be given
grace to overcome.
He was happier still when he was able
to obtain the exclusive companionship of Freda Langton
in the sunny garden of the Bridge House, and pour
into her willing ears all the story of his visit and
its wonderful consequences. To Anthony Dalaber
some sympathetic confidante was almost a necessity
of existence; and who so well able to understand him
as the girl he loved with every fibre of his being,
and who had almost promised him an answering love?
There was no peril to her in knowing these things.
The day for making rigorous inquisition in all directions
had not yet come, and there was no danger to himself
in entrusting his safety to one as true and stanch
as this maiden.
Freda’s sympathies from the
outset had been with those independent thinkers, who
were in increasing peril of being branded as heretics;
and she listened with absorbing interest to the story
of the hidden books, the little band of Christian
Brothers, the work going on beneath their auspices,
and the check temporarily put upon it by the holocaust
of books which Dalaber had witnessed at St. Paul’s.
“And you saw it you
saw them burn the books! You saw the great cardinal
sitting on his throne and watching! O Anthony,
tell me, what was he like?”
“His face I could not well see,
I was too far away; but he walked with stately mien,
and his following was like that of royalty itself.
Such kingly pomp I have never witnessed before.”
“And our Lord came meek and
lowly, riding upon an ass, and had not where to lay
His head,” breathed Freda softly. “Ah,
ofttimes do I wonder what He must think of all this,
looking down from heaven, where He sits expecting,
till His enemies be made His footstool. I wonder
what yonder pageant looked like to Him a
prelate coming in His place (as doubtless the cardinal
would think) to judge those whose crime has been the
spreading abroad of the living Word, and now watching
the burning of countless books which contain that
living Word, and which might have brought joy and gladness
to so many. When I think of these things I could
weep for these proud men, who never weep for themselves.
I can better understand the words of Master Clarke
when he says, ’Plead with your mother plead
with her.’”
“We will plead. We have
pleaded already; we will plead again and yet again!”
cried Dalaber, with a flash in his dark eyes.
“But methinks a time will come when the day
of pleading will be past, and the day of reckoning
will come; and she will have to learn that her children
will not always suffer her impurities and abominations,
but that they will rise up and cleanse the sanctuary
from the filthiness wherewith it is defiled.”
“Yet let them not cease to love
her,” spoke Freda gently, “for, as Master
Clarke truly says, we are all one body the
Body of Christ; and if we have to war one with another,
and rend that body for its own healing, we must yet
remember that we are all members one of another even
in our strife.”
“It is a hard saying,”
spoke Dalaber, “yet I believe it is the truth.
God send us more men like John Clarke, to show us the
way through this tangle of perplexities!”