Mrs. Frothingham was overjoyed.
In private talk with Harvey she sang the praises of
her step-daughter, whom, she declared, any man might
be proud to have won. For Alma herself had so
much pride; the characteristic, said Mrs. Frothingham,
which had put dangers in her path, and menaced her
prospects of happiness.
’There’s no harm in saying,
Mr. Rolfe, that I never dared to hope for this.
I thought perhaps that you but I was afraid
Alma wouldn’t listen to any one. Just of
late, she seemed to feel her position so much more
than at first. It was my fault; I behaved so foolishly;
but I’m sure you’ll both forgive me.
For months I really wasn’t myself. It made
the poor girl bitter against all of us. But how
noble she is! How high-minded! And how much,
much happier she will be than if she had struggled
on alone whatever she might have attained
to.’
It was clear to Harvey that the well-meaning
lady did not quite understand Alma’s sudden
enthusiasm for the ‘simple life’, that
she had but a confused apprehension of the ideal for
which Alma panted. But the suggestion of ‘economy’
received her entire approval.
’I feel sure you couldn’t
do better than to go and live in the country for a
time. There are so many reasons why Alma will
be happier there, at first, than in London. I
don’t know whether that place in North Wales
would be quite but I mustn’t meddle
with what doesn’t concern me. And you will
be thoroughly independent; at any moment you can make
a change.’
To a suggestion that she should run
down into Carnarvonshire, and see her proposed home
before any practical step was taken, Alma replied
that she had complete faith in Harvey Rolfe’s
judgment. Harvey’s only doubt was as to
the possibility of finding a house. He made the
journey himself, and after a few days’ absence
returned with no very hopeful report; at present there
was nothing to be had but a cottage, literally a cotter’s
home, and this would not do. He brought photographs,
and Alma went into raptures over the lovely little
bay, with its grassy cliffs, its rivulet, its smooth
sand, and the dark-peaked mountains sweeping nobly
to a sheer buttress above the waves. ’There
must be a house! There shall be a house!’
Of course, said Harvey, one could build, and cheaply
enough; but that meant a long delay. Regarding
the date of the marriage nothing was as yet decided,
but Harvey had made up his mind to be ‘at home’
for Christmas. When he ventured to hint at this,
Alma evaded the question.
A correspondent would inform him if
any house became tenantless. ’I shall bribe
someone to quit!’ he cried. ’One might
advertise that all expenses would be paid, with one
year’s rent of a house elsewhere.’
Harvey was in excellent spirits, though time hung rather
heavily on his hands.
On an appointed day the ladies paid
him a visit at his rooms. Mrs Handover, requested
to prepare tea for a semi-ceremonious occasion, was
at once beset with misgivings, and the first sight
of the strangers plunged her into profound despondency.
She consulted her indifferent relative, Buncombe;
had he any inkling of the possibility that Mr. Rolfe
was about to change his condition? Buncombe knew
nothing and cared nothing; his own domestic affairs
were giving him more than usual anxiety just now.
’I didn’t think he was fool enough’ thus
only he replied to Mrs. Handover’s anxious questions.
Alma surveyed the book-shelves, and
took down volumes with an air of interest; she looked
over a portfolio of photographs, inspected mementoes
of travel from Cyprus, Palestine, Bagdad. Mrs.
Frothingham noted to herself how dusty everything
was.
‘That woman neglects him scandalously,’
she said afterwards to Alma. ’I wish I
had to look after her when she is at work.’
‘I didn’t notice any neglect.
The tea wasn’t very well made, perhaps.’
’My dear child! the room is
in a disgraceful state never dusted, never
cleaned oh dear!’
Alma laughed.
’I’m quite sure, Mamma,
you are much happier now in one way than
when you never had to think of such things. You
have a genius for domestic operations. When I
have a house of my own I shall be rather afraid of
you.’
‘Oh, of course you will have good servants,
my dear.’
’How often have I to tell you,
Mamma, that we’re not going to live in that
way at all! The simplest possible furniture, the
simplest possible meals everything
subordinate to the higher aims and pleasures.’
’But you must have servants,
Alma! You can’t sweep the rooms yourself,
and do the cooking?’
‘I’m thinking about it,’
the girl answered gravely. ’Of course, I
shall not waste my time in coarse labour; but I feel
sure we shall need only one servant a competent,
trustworthy woman, after your own heart. It’s
snobbish to be ashamed of housework; there are all
sorts of things I should like to do, and that every
woman is better for doing.’
’That is very true indeed, Alma.
I can’t say how I admire you for such thoughts.
But ’
’The thing is to reduce such
work to the strictly necessary. Think of all
the toil that is wasted in people’s houses, for
foolish display and luxury. We sweep all that
away at one stroke! Wait till you see. I’m
thinking it out, making my plans.’
In the pleasant little drawing-room,
by the fireside (for it was now October and chilly),
Harvey and Alma had long, long conversations.
Occasionally they said things that surprised each other
and led to explanations, debates, but harmony was
never broken. Rolfe came away ever more enslaved;
more impressed by the girl’s sweet reasonableness,
and exalted by her glowing idealism. Through amorous
mists he still endeavoured to discern the real Alma;
he reflected ceaselessly upon her character; yet,
much as she often perplexed him, he never saw reason
to suspect her of disingenuousness. At times
she might appear to excite herself unduly, to fall
into excess of zeal; it meant, no doubt, that the
imaginative fervour she had been wont to expend on
music was turned in a new quarter. Alma remained
herself impulsive, ardent, enthusiastic,
whether yearning for public triumphs, or eager to lead
a revolution in domestic life. Her health manifestly
improved; languor was unknown to her; her cheeks had
a warmer hue, a delicate carnation, subtly answering
to her thoughts.
She abhorred sentimentality.
This was one of her first intimate declarations, and
Harvey bore it in mind. He might praise, glorify,
extol her to the uttermost, and be rewarded by her
sweetest smiles; but for the pretty follies of amatory
transport she had no taste. Harvey ran small
risk of erring in this direction; he admired and reverenced
her maidenly aloofness; her dignity he found an unfailing
charm, the great support of his own self-respect.
A caress was not at all times forbidden, but he asserted
the privilege with trembling diffidence. It pleased
her, when he entered the room, to be stately and rather
distant of manner, to greet him as though they were
still on formal terms; this troubled Harvey at first,
but he came to understand and like it. In Mrs
Frothingham’s presence, Alma avoided every sign
of familiarity, and talked only of indifferent things.
Early in November there came news
that a certain family in the little Welsh town would
be glad to vacate their dwelling if a tenant could
at once be found for it. The same day Harvey
travelled northwards, and on the morrow he despatched
a telegram to Alma. He had taken the house, and
could have possession in a week or two. Speedily
followed a letter of description. The house was
stone-built and substantial, but very plain; it stood
alone and unsheltered by the roadside, a quarter of
a mile from the town, looking seaward; it had garden
ground and primitive stabling. The rooms numbered
nine, exclusive of kitchen; small, but not diminutive.
The people were very friendly (Harvey wrote), and gave
him all aid in investigating the place, with a view
to repairs and so on; by remaining for a few days
he would be able to consult with a builder, so as
to have necessary work set in train as soon as the
present occupants were gone.
Alma’s engagement had been kept
strictly secret. When Harvey returned after a
week of activity, he found her still reluctant to fix
a day, or even the month, for their wedding.
He did not plead, but wrote her a little letter, saying
that the house could be ready by at all
events the second week in December; that
he would then consult with her about furniture, and
would go down to superintend the final putting in
order. ’After that, it rests with you to
say when you will enter into possession. I promise
not to speak of it again until, on coming into the
room, I see your atlas lying open on the table; that
shall be a sign unto me.’
On his return to London he received
a note from Mrs. Frothingham, requesting him to be
at home at a certain hour, as she wished to call and
speak privately with him. This gave him an uneasy
night; he imagined all manner of vexatious or distracting
possibilities; but Mrs Frothingham brought no ill
news.
‘Don’t be frightened,’
she began, reading his anxious face. ’All’s
well, and I am quite sure Alma will soon have something
to say to you. I have come on a matter of business strictly
business.’
Harvey felt a new kind of uneasiness.
‘Let me speak in a plain way
about plain things,’ pursued the widow, with
that shadow on her face which always indicated that
she was thinking of the mournful past. ’I
know that neither Alma nor you would hear of her accepting
money from me; I know I mustn’t speak of it.
All the better that you have no need of money.
But now that you are my relative will be
so very soon I want to tell you how my affairs
stand. Will you let me? Please do!’
Impossible to refuse a hearing to
the good little woman, who delighted in confidential
gossip, and for a long time had been anxious to pour
these details into Harvey’s ear. So she
unfolded everything. Her capital at Bennet Frothingham’s
death amounted to more than sixteen thousand pounds,
excellently invested no ‘Britannia’
stocks or shares! Of this, during the past six
months, she had given away nearly six thousand to
sufferers by the great catastrophe. Her adviser
and administrator in this affair was an old friend
of her husband’s, a City man of honourable repute.
He had taken great trouble to discover worthy recipients
of her bounty, and as yet had kept the source of it
unknown.
‘I mustn’t give very much
more,’ she said, looking at Harvey with a pathetic
deprecation of criticism. ’I want to keep
an income of three hundred pounds. I could live
on less, much less; but I should like still to have
it in my power to do a little good now and then, and
I want to be able to leave something to my sister,
or her children. The truth is, Mr. Rolfe no,
I will call you Harvey, once for all the
truth is, I couldn’t live now without giving
a little help here and there to people poorer than
myself. Don’t think it foolish.’
Her voice quivered. ’I feel that it will
be done in the name of my poor husband as if he himself
were doing it, and making amends for a wrong he never,
never intended. If I had given up everything as
some people say I ought to have done it
wouldn’t have seemed the same to me. I couldn’t
earn my own living, and what right had I to become
a burden to my relatives? I hope I haven’t
done very wrong. Of course, I shall give up the
flat as soon as Alma is married. In taking it
I really thought more of her than of my own comfort.
I shall live with my sister, and come up to town just
now and then, when it is necessary.’
The listener was touched, and could
only nod grave approval.
’There’s another thing.
Alma thinks with me in everything but she
says I ought to let it be known who has given that
money. She says it would make many people less
bitter against her father’s memory. Now,
what is your opinion? If she is right in that ’
Harvey would offer no counsel, and
Mrs. Frothingham did not press him. She must
think about it. The disclosure, if wise, could
be made at any time.
’That’s all I had to say,
Harvey. Now tell me about the house, and then
go arid see Alma. I have business in the City.’
He went, but only to be disappointed;
Alma was not at home. To make amends, she sent
him a note that evening, asking him to call at twelve
the next day, and to stay to luncheon. When he
entered the room, the first object his eye fell upon
was the old school atlas, lying open on the table
at the map of England and Wales.
And the day appointed was the twentieth of December.
The wedding was to be the simplest
conceivable. No costume, no bridesmaid or hulking
groomsman, no invitations; no announcement to anyone
until the day had passed, save only to Dora Leach,
who would be summoned as if for some ordinary occasion
of friendship, and then be carried off to the church.
‘It will insure my smiling all
through the ordeal,’ said Alma to her step-mother;
‘Dora’s face will be such a study!’
‘My dear,’ began Mrs.
Frothingham very earnestly, ’you are quite
sure ’
’More than sure, if that’s
possible. And Harvey throws up his hat at being
let off so easily. He dreaded the ceremony.’
Which was very true, though Rolfe had not divulged
it.
His personal possessions were now
to be made ready for removal. The books represented
nearly all that he could carry away from his old rooms,
but they were a solid addendum to the garnishing of
home. For a moment he thought of selling a few
score of volumes. Would he ever really want those
monumental tomes the six folios of Muratori,
for instance, which he liked to possess, but had never
used? Thereby hung the great, the unanswerable
question: How was he going to spend his life
as a married man? Was it probable that he would
become a serious student, or even that he would study
as much as heretofore? No foreseeing; the future
must shape itself, even as the past had done.
After all, why dismember his library for the sake of
saving a few shillings on carriage? If he did
not use the books himself
A thought flashed through him which
made his brain, unsteady. If he did not use the
books himself, perhaps
He tried to laugh, but for five minutes
was remarkably sober. No, no; of course he would
keep his library intact.
And now there was a duty to perform:
he must write to his friends, make known his marriage;
the letters to be posted only on the day of fate.
Dear old Basil Morton how he would stare!
Morton should soon come down into Wales, and there
would be great quaffing and smoking and talking into
the small hours; a jolly anticipation! And Hugh
Carnaby! Hugh would throw up his great arms,
clench his huge red fists, and roar with mocking laughter.
Good old boy! out there on the other side of the world,
perhaps throwing away his money, with the deft help
of a swindler. And the poor lad, Cecil Morphew!
who assuredly would never pay back that fifty pounds to
which he was heartily welcome. Morphew had kept
his promise to quit the garret in Chelsea, but what
was since become of him Harvey knew not; the project
of their going together into Wales had, of course,
fallen through.
Lastly, Mary Abbott for
so had Harvey come to name his friend’s widow.
Mary Abbott! how would she receive this news?
It would come upon her as the strangest surprise;
not the mere fact of his marrying, but that he had
chosen for a wife, out of the whole world, the daughter
of Bennet Frothingham. Would she be able to think
kindly of him after this? Of Mrs. Frothingham
she could speak generously, seeming to have outlived
natural bitterness; but the name must always be unwelcome
to her ears. Alma would cease to bear that name,
and perhaps, in days to come, Mary Abbott might forget
it. He could only hope so, and that the two women
might come together. On Alma’s side, surely,
no reluctance need be feared; and Mary, after her
ordeal, was giving proof of sense and character which
inspired a large trust. He would write to her
in the most open-hearted way; indeed, no other tone
was possible, having regard to the relations that
had grown up between them.
How the aspect of his little world
was changing! A year ago, what things more improbable
than that he should win Alma Frothingham for a wife,
and become the cordial friend of Mary Abbott?
When the revelation could be postponed
no longer, he made known to Mrs Handover that he was
about to be married. It cost him an extraordinary
effort, for in a double sense he was shamed before
the woman. Mrs Handover, by virtue of her sex,
instinctively triumphed over him. He saw in her
foolish eyes the eternal feminine victory; his head
was bowed before her slatternly womanhood. Then
again, he shrank from announcing to the poor creature
that she could no longer draw upon him for her livelihood.
‘I’m very sorry, Mr. Rolfe,’
she began, in her most despondent voice. ’That
is, of course, I’m very glad you’re going
to be married, and I’m sure I wish you every
happiness I do indeed. But we are sorry
to lose you indeed we are.’
Of her sincerity herein there could
be no sort of doubt. Harvey coughed, and looked
at the window which had not been cleaned
for some months.
‘May I ask, without rudeness,
whether it is the young lady who came ’
‘Yes, Mrs. Handover.’
He was uncommonly glad that Alma’s
name had never been spoken. There, indeed, would
have been matter for gossip.
’A very handsome young lady,
Mr. Rolfe, and I’m sure I wish her all happiness,
as well as yourself.’ She fidgeted.
’Of course, I don’t know what your plans
may be, sir, but perhaps there’s no
harm if I mention it if ever you should
be in need of a housekeeper you’ve
known me a long time, sir ’
‘Yes yes certainly.’
Harvey perspired. ’Of course, I should bear
you in mind.’
Thereupon he had to listen whilst
Mrs. Handover discoursed at large upon her dubious
prospects. At the close of the Interview, he gave
her a cheque for ten pounds, concealed in an envelope.
’A little present of course, I shall
be hearing of you every good wish ’
On the eve of his marriage day he
stood in the dismantled rooms, at once joyful and
heavy at heart. His books were hidden in a score
of packing-cases, labelled, ready to be sent away.
In spite of open windows, the air was still charged
with dust; since the packing began, everyone concerned
in it had choked and coughed incessantly; on the bare
floor, footsteps were impressed in a thick flocky deposit.
These rooms could have vied with any in London for
supremacy of filthiness. Yet here he had known
hours of still contentment; here he had sat with friends
congenial, and heard the walls echo their hearty laughter;
here he had felt at home here his youth
had died.
Where all else was doubtful, speculative,
contingent, that one thing he certainly knew; he was
no longer a young man. The years had passed like
a shadow, unnoted, uncounted, and had brought him to
this point of pause, of change momentous, when he
must needs look before and after. In all likelihood
much more than half his life was gone. His mother
did not see her thirtieth year; his father died at
little over forty; his grandparents were not long-lived;
what chance had he of walking the earth for more than
half the term already behind him? Did the life
of every man speed by so mockingly? Yesterday
a school-boy; tomorrow ’Rolfe? you
don’t say so? Poor old fellow!’
And he was going to be married.
Incredible, laughter-moving, but a fact. No more
the result of deliberate purpose than any other change
that had come about in his life, than the flight of
years and the vanishment of youth. Fate so willed
it, and here he stood.
Someone climbed the stairs, breaking
upon his reverie. It was Buncombe, who smiled
through a settled gloom.
‘All done? I shan’t
be much longer here myself. House too big for
me.’
‘Ah! it is rather large.’
’I’m thinking of changes. You
know something about my affairs. Yes changes ’
Rolfe had never seen the man so dismal
before; he tried to inspirit him, but with small result.
‘It’s the kids that bother
me,’ said Buncombe. Then he dropped his
voice, and brought his head nearer.
‘You’re going to get married.’
His eyes glinted darkly. ’I’m going
to get divorced.’
And with a grim nod the man moved away.