A morning of April, more than two
years after his marriage, found Harvey Rolfe in good
health and very tolerable spirits. As his wont
was, he came down at half-past eight, and strolled
in the open air before breakfast. There had been
rain through the night; a grey mist still clung about
the topmost larches of Cam Bodvean, and the Eifel
summits were densely wrapped. But the sun and
breeze of spring promised to have their way; to drive
and melt the clouds, to toss white wavelets on a blue
sea, to make the gorse shine in its glory, and all
the hills be glad.
A gardener was at work in front of
the house; Harvey talked with him about certain flowers
he wished to grow this year. In the small stable-yard
a lad was burnishing harness; for him also the master
had a friendly word, before passing on to look at
the little mare amid her clean straw. In his
rough suit of tweed and shapeless garden hat, with
brown face and cheery eye, Rolfe moved hither and thither
as though native to such a life. His figure had
filled out; he was more robust, and looked, indeed,
younger than on the day when he bade farewell to Mrs.
Handover and her abominations.
At nine o’clock he entered the
dining-room, where breakfast was ready, though as
yet no other person had come to table. The sun
would not touch this window for several hours yet,
but a crackling fire made the air pleasant, and brightened
all within. Seats were placed for three.
An aroma of coffee invited to the meal, which was characterised
by no suggestion of asceticism. Nor did the equipment
of the room differ greatly from what is usual in middle-class
houses. The clock on the mantelpiece was flanked
with bronzes; engravings and autotypes hung about
the walls; door and window had their appropriate curtaining;
the oak sideboard shone with requisite silver.
Everything unpretentious; but no essential of comfort,
as commonly understood, seemed to be lacking.
In a minute or two appeared Mrs. Frothingham;
alert, lightsome, much improved in health since the
first year of her widowhood. She had been visiting
here for a fortnight, and tomorrow would return to
her home in the south. Movement, variety, intimate
gossip, supported her under the affliction which still
seemed to be working for her moral good. Her
bounty (or restitution) had long ago ceased to be anonymous,
but she did not unduly pride herself upon the sacrifice
of wealth; she was glad to have it known among her
acquaintances, because, in certain quarters, the fact
released her from constraint, and restored her to friendly
intercourse. For her needs and her pleasures a
very modest income proved quite sufficient. To
all appearances, she found genuine and unfailing satisfaction
in the exercise of benevolent sympathies.
‘Alma will not come down,’
was her remark, as she entered. ’A little
headache nothing. We are to send her
some tea and dry toast.’
‘I thought she didn’t
seem quite herself last night,’ said Harvey,
as he cut into a ham.
Mrs. Frothingham made no remark, but
smiled discreetly, taking a place at the head of the
table.
‘We shall have to go somewhere,’
Harvey continued. ’It has been a long winter.
She begins to feel dull, I’m afraid.’
‘A little, perhaps. But
she’s quite well it’s nothing ’
’Why won’t she go on with
her water-colours? She was beginning to do really
good things then all at once gives it up.’
’Oh, she must! I think
those last sketches simply wonderful. Anyone
would suppose she had worked at it all her life, instead
of just a few months. How very clever she is!’
‘Alma can do anything,’
said Harvey, with genial conviction.
’Almost anything, I really think.
Now don’t let her lose interest in it,
as she did in her music. You have only to show
that you think her drawings good, and speak about
them. She depends rather upon encouragement.’
’I know. But it wasn’t
for lack of my encouragement that she dropped
her violin.’
‘So unfortunate! Oh, she’ll come
back to it, I’m sure.’
When Mrs. Frothingham paid her first
visit to the newly-married couple, it amused her to
find a state of things differing considerably from
her anxious expectations. True, they had only
one servant within doors, the woman named Ruth, but
she did not represent the whole establishment.
Having bought a horse and trap, and not feeling called
upon to act as groom, Harvey had engaged a man, who
was serviceable in various capacities; moreover, a
lad made himself useful about the premises during
the day. Ruth was a tolerable cook, and not amiss
as a housemaid. Then, the furnishing of the house,
though undeniably ‘simple’, left little
to be desired; only such things were eschewed as serve
no rational purpose and are mostly in people’s
way. Alma, as could at once be perceived, ran
no risk of overexerting herself in domestic duties;
she moved about of mornings with feather-brush, and
occasionally plied an unskilful needle, but kitchenward
she never turned her steps. Imprudently, Mrs.
Frothingham remarked that this life, after all, much
resembled that of other people; whereat Alma betrayed
a serious annoyance, and the well-meaning lady had
to apologise, to admit the absence of ‘luxuries’,
the homeliness of their diet, the unmistakable atmosphere
of plain living and high thinking.
She remained for nearly a month, greatly
enjoying herself. Late in autumn, Alma begged
her to come again, and this time the visit lasted
longer; for in the first week of December the house
received a new inhabitant, whose arrival made much
commotion. Alma did not give birth to her son
without grave peril. Day after day Harvey strode
about the wintry shore under a cloud of dread.
However it had been with him a year ago, he was now
drawn to Alma by something other than the lures of
passion; the manifold faults he had discerned in her
did not seriously conflict with her peculiar and many-sided
charm; and the birth of her child inspired him with
a new tenderness, an emotion different in kind from
any that he had yet conceived. That first wail
of feeblest humanity, faint-sounding through the silent
night, made a revolution in his thoughts, taught him
on the moment more than he had learnt from all his
reading and cogitation.
It seemed to be taken as a matter
of course that Alma would not nurse the baby; only
to Harvey did this appear a subject for regret, and
he never ventured to speak of it. The little
mortal was not vigorous; his nourishment gave a great
deal of trouble; but with the coming of spring he
took a firmer hold on life, and less persistently bewailed
his lot. The names given to him were Hugh Basil.
When apprised of this, the strong man out in Australia
wrote a heart-warming letter, and sent with it a little
lump of Queensland gold, to be made into something,
or kept intact, as the parents saw fit. Basil
Morton followed the old tradition, and gave a silver
tankard with name and date of the new world-citizen
engraved upon it.
Upon her recovery, Harvey took his
wife to Madeira, where they spent three weeks.
Alma’s health needed nothing more than this voyage;
she returned full of vitality. During her absence
Mrs. Frothingham superintended the household, the
baby being in charge of a competent nurse. It
occurred to Harvey that this separation from her child
was borne by Alma with singular philosophy; it did
not affect in the least her enjoyment of travel.
But she reached home again in joyous excitement, and
for a few days kept the baby much in view. Mrs
Frothingham having departed, new visitors succeeded
each other: Dora and Gerda Leach, Basil Morton
and his wife, one or two of Alma’s relatives.
Little Hugh saw less and less of his mother, but he
continued to thrive; and Harvey understood by now that
Alma must not be expected to take much interest in
the domestic side of things. It simply was not
her forte.
She had ceased to play upon her violin,
save for the entertainment and admiration of friends.
After her return from Madeira she made the acquaintance
of a lady skilled in water-colour drawing, and herewith
began a new enthusiasm. Her progress was remarkable,
and corresponded to an energy not less than that she
had long ago put forth in music. In the pursuit
of landscape she defied weather and fatigue; she would
pass half the night abroad, studying moonlight, or
rise at an unheard-of hour to catch the hues of dawn.
When this ardour began to fail, her husband was vexed
rather than surprised. He knew Alma’s characteristic
weakness, and did not like to be so strongly reminded
of it. For about this time he was reading and
musing much on questions of heredity.
In a moment of confidence he had ventured
to ask Mrs. Frothingham whether she could tell him
anything of Alma’s mother. The question,
though often in his mind, could hardly have passed
his lips, had not Mrs. Frothingham led up to it by
speaking of her own life before she married:
how she had enjoyed the cares of country housekeeping;
how little she had dreamt of ever being rich; how
Bennet Frothingham, who had known her in his early
life, sought her out when he began to be prosperous,
therein showing the fine qualities of his nature, for
she had nothing in the world but gentle birth and
a lady’s education. Alma was then a young
girl of thirteen, and had been motherless for eight
years. Thus came Harvey’s opportunity.
Alma herself had already imparted to him all she knew:
that her mother was born in England, emigrated early
with her parents to Australia, returned to London as
a young woman, married, and died at twenty-seven.
To this story Mrs. Frothingham could add little, but
the supplement proved interesting. Bennet Frothingham
spoke of his first marriage as a piece of folly; it
resulted in unhappiness, yet, the widow was assured,
with no glaring fault on either side. Alma’s
mother was handsome, and had some natural gifts, especially
a good voice, which she tried to use in public, but
without success. Her education scarcely went beyond
reading and writing. She died suddenly, after
an evening at the theatre, where, as usual, she had
excited herself beyond measure. Mrs. Frothingham
had seen an old report of the inquest that was held,
the cause of death being given as cerebral haemorrhage.
In these details Harvey Rolfe found new matter for
reflection.
Their conversation at breakfast this
morning was interrupted by the arrival of letters;
two of them particularly welcome, for they bore a
colonial postmark. Hugh Carnaby wrote to his friend
from an out-of-the-way place in Tasmania; Sibyl wrote
independently to Alma from Hobart.
‘Just as I expected,’
said Harvey, when he had glanced over a few lines.
’He talks of coming home: “There
seems no help for it. Sibyl is much better in
health since we left Queens land, but I see she would
never settle out here. She got to detest the people
at Brisbane, and doesn’t like those at Hobart
much better. I have left her there whilst I’m
doing a little roaming with a very decent fellow I
have come across, Mackintosh by name. He has
been everywhere and done everything not
long ago was in the service of the Indo-European Telegraph
Company at Tehran, and afterwards lived (this will
interest you) at Badgered, where he got a date-boil,
which marks his face and testifies to his veracity.
He has been trying to start a timber business here;
says some of the hard woods would be just the thing
for street paving. But now his father’s
death is taking him back home, and I shouldn’t
wonder if we travel together. One of his ideas
is a bicycle factory; he seems to know all about it,
and says it’ll be the most money-making business
in England for years to come. What do you think?
Does this offer a chance for me?"’
Harvey interrupted himself with a
laugh. Smelting of abandoned gold ores, by the
method of the ingenious Dando, had absorbed some of
Hugh’s capital, with very little result, and
his other schemes for money-making were numerous.
’"The fact is, I must get money
somehow. Living has been expensive ever since
we left England, and it’s madness to go on till
one’s resources have practically run out.
And Sibyl must get home again; she’s
wasting her life among these people. How does
she write to your wife? I rather wish I could
spy at the letters. (Of course, I don’t seriously
mean that.) She bears it very well, and, if possible,
I have a higher opinion of her than ever."’
Again Harvey laughed.
‘Good old chap! What a pity he can’t
be cracking crowns somewhere!’
‘Oh! I’m sure I’d rather see
him making bicycles.’
’’Tisn’t his vocation.
He ought to go somewhere and get up a little war of
his own as he once told me he should like
to. We can’t do without the fighting man.’
‘Will you bring Hughie up to it, then?’
Harvey fixed his eyes on a point far off.
’I fear he won’t have
the bone and muscle. But I should like him to
have the pluck. I’m afraid he mayn’t,
for I’m a vile coward myself.’
‘I should like a child never
to hear or know of war,’ said Mrs Frothingham
fervently.
‘And so should I,’ Harvey answered, in
a graver tone.
When Mrs. Frothingham went upstairs
with the letter for Alma, he broke open another envelope.
It was from Mary Abbott, who wrote to him twice a
year, when she acknowledged the receipt of his cheque.
She sent the usual careful report concerning Wager’s
children the girl now seven years old,
and the boy nine. Albert Wager, she thought, was
getting too old for her; he ought to go to a boys’
school. Neither he nor his sister had as yet
repaid the care given to them; never were children
more difficult to manage. Harvey read this between
the lines; for Mary Abbott never complained of the
task she had undertaken. He rose and left the
room with a face of anxious thoughtfulness.
The day was wont to pass in a pretty
regular routine. From half-past nine to half-past
one Harvey sat alone in his study, not always energetically
studious, but on the whole making progress in his chosen
field of knowledge. He bought books freely, and
still used the London Library. Of late he had
been occupying himself with the authorities on education;
working, often impatiently, through many a long-winded
volume. He would have liked to talk on this subject
with Mary Abbott, but had not yet found courage to
speak of her paying them a visit. The situation,
difficult because of Alma’s parentage, was made
more awkward by his reticence with Alma regarding
the payment he made for those luckless children.
The longer he kept silence, the less easily could he
acquaint his wife with this matter in itself
so perfectly harmless.
This morning he felt indisposed for
study, and cared just as little to go out, notwithstanding
the magnificent sky. From his windows he looked
upon the larch-clad slopes of Cam Bodvean; their beauty
only reminded him of grander and lovelier scenes in
far-off countries. From time to time the wanderer
thus awoke in him, and threw scorn upon the pedantries
of a book-lined room. He had, moreover, his hours
of regret for vanished conviviality; he wished to
step out into a London street, collect his boon-companions,
and hold revel in the bygone way. These, however,
were still but fugitive moods. All in all, he
regretted nothing. Destiny seemed to have marked
him for a bookish man; he grew more methodical, more
persistent, in his historical reading; this, doubtless,
was the appointed course for his latter years.
It led to nothing definite. His life would be
fruitless
Fruitless? There sounded from
somewhere in the house a shrill little cry, arresting
his thought, and controverting it without a syllable.
Nay, fruitless his life could not be, if his child
grew up. Only the chosen few, the infinitesimal
minority of mankind, leave spiritual offspring, or
set their single mark upon the earth; the multitude
are but parents of a new generation, live but to perpetuate
the race. It is the will of nature, the common
lot. And if indeed it lay within his power to
shape a path for this new life, which he, nature’s
slave, had called out of nothingness, to
obviate one error, to avert one misery, to
ensure that, in however slight degree, his son’s
existence should be better and happier than his own, was
not this a sufficing purpose for the years that remained
to him, a recompense adequate to any effort, any sacrifice?
As he sat thus in reverie, the door
softly opened, and Alma looked in upon him.
‘Do I interrupt you?’
‘I’m idling. How is your headache?’
She answered with a careless gesture,
and came forward, a letter in her hand.
’Sibyl says she will certainly
be starting for home in a few weeks. Perhaps
they’re on the way by now. You have the
same news, I hear.’
‘Yes. They must come to
us straight away,’ replied Harvey, knocking the
ash out of his pipe ’Or suppose we go to meet
them? If they come by the Orient Line, they call
at Naples. How would it be to go overland, and
make the voyage back with them?’
Alma seemed to like the suggestion,
and smiled, but only for a moment. She had little
colour this morning, and looked cold, as she drew up
to the fire, holding a white woollen wrap about her
shoulders. A slow and subtle modification of
her features was tending to a mature beauty which
would make bolder claim than the charm that had characterised
her in maidenhood. It was still remote from beauty
of a sensual type, but the outlines, in becoming a
little more rounded, more regular, gained in common
estimate what they lost to a more refined apprehension.
Her eyes appeared more deliberately conscious of their
depth and gleam; her lips, less responsive to the
flying thought, grew to an habitual expression not
of discontent, but something akin unto it; not of
self-will, but something that spoke a spirit neither
tranquil nor pliant.
‘Had you anything else?’ she asked, absently.
‘A letter from Mrs. Abbott.’
Alma smiled, with a shade of pleasantry
not usual upon her countenance. Harvey generally
read her extracts from these letters. Their allusion
to money imposed the reserve; otherwise they would
have passed into Alma’s hands. From his
masculine point of view, Harvey thought the matter
indifferent; nothing in his wife’s behaviour
hitherto had led him to suppose that she attached
importance to it.
‘The usual report of progress?’
’Yes. I fancy those two
children are giving her a good deal of trouble.
She’ll have to send the boy to a boarding school.’
‘But can she afford it?’
‘I don’t know.’
’I’ve never understood
yet why you take so much interest in those children.’
Her eyes rested upon him with a peculiarly
keen scrutiny, and Harvey, resenting the embarrassment
due to his own tactics, showed a slight impatience.
’Why, partly because I wish
to help Mrs. Abbott with advice, if I can: partly
because I’m interested in the whole question
of education.’
‘Yes, it’s interesting,
of course. She has holidays, I suppose?’
‘It’s holiday time with her now.’
‘Then why don’t you ask her to come and
see us?’
‘I would at once,’ Harvey
replied, with hesitation, ’if I felt sure that ’
He broke off, and altered the turn of his sentence.
’I don’t know whether she can leave those
children.’
’You were going to make a different
objection. Of course there’s a little awkwardness.
But you said long ago that all that sort of thing
would wear away, and surely it ought to have done by
now. If Mrs. Abbott is as sensible as you think,
I don’t see how she can have any unpleasant
feeling towards me.’
‘I can’t suppose that she has.’
’Then now is the opportunity.
Send an invitation. Why shouldn’t
I write it myself?’
Alma had quite shaken off the appearance
of lassitude; she drew herself up, looked towards
the writing-table, and showed characteristic eagerness
to carry out a project. Though doubtful of the
result, Harvey assented without any sign of reluctance,
and forthwith she moved to the desk. In a few
minutes she had penned a letter, which was held out
for her husband’s perusal.
‘Admirable!’ he exclaimed.
’Couldn’t be better. Nihil quod tetigit
non ornavit.’
‘And pray what does that mean?’
asked Alma, her countenance a trifle perturbed by
the emotions which blended with her delight in praise.
’That my wife is the most graceful
of women, and imparts to all she touches something
of her own charm.’
‘All that?’
‘Latin, you must know, is the language of compression.’
They parted with a laugh. As
she left the study, Alma saw her little son just going
out; the nurse had placed him in his mail-cart, where
he sat smiling and cooing. Mrs. Frothingham,
who delighted in the child, had made ready for a walk
in the same direction, and from the doorway called
to Alma to accompany them.
‘I may come after you, perhaps,’ was the
reply. ‘Ta-ta, Hughie!’
With a wave of her hand, Alma passed
into the sitting-room, where she stood at the window,
watching till Mrs. Frothingham’s sunshade had
disappeared. Then she moved about, like one in
search of occupation; taking up a book only to throw
it down again, gazing vacantly at a picture, or giving
a touch to a bowl of flowers. Here, as in the
dining-room, only the absence of conventional superfluities
called for remark; each article of furniture was in
simple taste; the result, an impression of plain elegance.
On a little corner table lay Alma’s colour-box,
together with a drawing-board, a sketching-block, and
the portfolio which contained chosen examples of her
work. Not far away, locked in its case, lay her
violin, the instrument she had been wont to touch
caressingly; today her eyes shunned it.
She went out again into the little
hall. The front door stood open; sunshine flooded
the garden; but Alma was not tempted to go forth.
All the walks and drives of the neighbourhood had
become drearily familiar; the meanest of London streets
shone by contrast as a paradise in her imagination.
With a deep sigh of ennui, she turned and slowly ascended
the stairs.
Above were six rooms; three of them
the principal chambers (her own, Harvey’s, and
the guest-room), then the day-nursery, the night nursery,
and the servant’s bedroom. On her first
coming, she had thought the house needlessly spacious;
now it often seemed to her oppressively small, there
being but one spare room for visitors. She entered
her own room. It could not be called disorderly,
yet it lacked that scrupulous perfection of arrangement,
that dainty finish, which makes an atmosphere for
the privacy of a certain type of woman. Ruth had
done her part, preserving purity unimpeachable; the
deficiency was due to Alma alone. To be sure,
she had neither dressing-room nor lady’s-maid;
and something in Alma’s constitution made it
difficult for her to dispense with such aids to the
complete life.
She stood before the mirror, and looked
at herself, blankly, gloomily. Her eyes fell
a little, and took a new expression, that of anxious
scrutiny. Gazing still, she raised her arms, much
as though she were standing to be measured by a dressmaker;
then she turned, so as to obtain a view of her figure
sideways. Her arms fell again, apathetically,
and she moved away.
Somehow, the long morning passed.
In the afternoon she drove with Harvey and Mrs. Frothingham,
conversing much as usual, giving no verbal hint of
her overwhelming ennui. No reference was made
to Mrs. Abbott. Harvey had himself written her
a letter, supporting Alma’s invitation with
all possible cordiality; but he gravely feared that
she would not come.
At tea, according to custom, little
Hugh was brought into the room, to be fondled by his
mother, who liked to see him when he was prettily
dressed, and to sit upon his father’s knee.
Hugh, aged sixteen months, began to have a vocabulary
of his own, and to claim a share in conversation;
he had a large head, well formed, and slight but shapely
limbs; the sweet air of sea and mountain gave a healthful,
though very delicate, colouring to his cheeks; his
eyes were Alma’s, dark and gleaming, but with
promise of a keener intelligence. Harvey liked
to gaze long at the little face, puzzled by its frequent
gravity, delighted by its flashes of mirth. Syllables
of baby-talk set him musing and philosophising.
How fresh and young, yet how wondrously old!
Babble such as this fell from a child’s lips
thousands of years ago, in the morning of the world;
it sounded on through the ages, infinitely reproduced;
eternally a new beginning; the same music of earliest
human speech, the same ripple of innocent laughter,
renewed from generation to generation. But he,
listening, had not the merry, fearless pride of fathers
in an earlier day. Upon him lay the burden of
all time; he must needs ponder anxiously on his child’s
heritage, use his weary knowledge to cast the horoscope
of this dawning life.
‘Why are you looking at him
in that way?’ exclaimed Alma. ’You’ll
frighten him.’
‘How did I look?’
‘As if you saw something dreadful.’
Harvey laughed, and ran his fingers
through the soft curls, and bade himself be of good
heart. Had he not thrown scorn upon people who
make a ‘fuss’ about their children.
Had he not despised and detested chatter about babies?
To his old self what a simpleton would he have seemed!
On the morrow Mrs. Frothingham took
her departure; leaving it, as usual, uncertain when
she would come again, but pleasantly assured that
it could not be very long. She thought Harvey
the best of husbands; he and Alma, the happiest of
married folk. In secret, no doubt, she sadly
envied them. If her own lot had fallen in such
tranquil places!
Two more days, and Alma received a
reply to her invitation. Yes, Mrs Abbott would
come, and be with them for a week; longer she could
not. Her letter was amiable and well-worded as
Alma’s own. Harvey felt a great relief,
and it pleased him not a little to see his wife’s
unfeigned satisfaction. This was Monday; the visitor
promised to arrive on Tuesday evening.
‘Of course you’ll drive
over with me to meet her,’ said Harvey.
’I think not. I dislike
making acquaintance at railway stations. If it
should rain, you’ll have to have a covered carriage,
and imagine us three shut up together!’
Alma laughed gaily at the idea.
Harvey, though at a loss to interpret her merriment,
answered it with a smile, and said no more. Happily,
the weather was settled; the sun shone gallantly each
morning; and on Tuesday afternoon Harvey drove the
seven miles, up hill and down, between hedges of gorse
and woods of larch, to the little market-town where
Mary Abbott would alight after her long journey.