There was a good quarter of an hour
beginning with the tear-blurred moment when Mary caught
sight of her father looking for her and Rush down
the railway station platform, during which the whole
fabric of misgivings about her home-coming dissolved
as dreams do when one wakes. It had not been
a dream she knew, nor the mere concoction of her morbid
fancy. He had not looked at her like this nor
kissed her like this not once since that
fatal journey to Vienna five years ago. Had something
happened between him and Paula that made the difference?
Or was it her brother’s presence, that, serving
somehow to take off the edge, worked a mysterious
catalysis?
When John, after standing off and
gazing wordless for a moment at this new son of his,
this man he had never seen, in his captain’s
uniform with bits of ribbon on the breast of it, tried
to say how proud he was and choked instead, it was
for Mary that he reached out an unconscious, embracing
arm, the emotion which would not go into words finding
an outlet for itself that way.
When they got out to the motor and
old Pete, once coachman, now chauffeur, his eyes gleaming
over the way Rush had all but hugged him, said to
her, “You home to stay, too, Miss Mary?”
her father’s hand which clasped her arm revealed
the thrilling interest with which he awaited her answer
to that question. The importunity of the red-cap
with the luggage relieved her of the necessity for
answering but the answer in her heart just then was
“Yes.”
It was with a wry self-scornful smile
that she recalled, later that day, the emotions of
the ride home. If at any time before they got
to the house, her father had repeated the old servant’s
question, “Are you home to stay, Mary?”
she would, she knew, have kissed the hand that she
held clasped in hers, wept blissfully over it and
told him she wanted never to go away again. She
hadn’t minded his not asking because she thought
she knew quite surely why he had not. He was
afraid to risk his momentary happiness upon her answer.
And why had she not volunteered the assurance he wanted
so eagerly and dared not ask for? The beastly
answer to that question was that she had enjoyed the
thrill of his uncertainty a miserable sort
of feline coquetry.
Well, it had been short-lived, that
little triumph of hers. It had stopped against
a blank wall just when the car stopped under the ports
cochère of the Dearborn Avenue house. John’s
arm which had been around her was withdrawn and he
looked with just a touch of ostentation at his watch.
She knew before he spoke that when he did, his tone
would ring flat. The old spell was broken.
He was once more under the dominion of the newer,
stronger one.
“I’m terribly late,”
he said. “I must drive straight along to
the hospital. I’ll see you to-night.
We’re having a few old friends in to dinner.
Run along now. Your Aunt Lucile will be waiting
for you.”
His omission to mention Paula had
been fairly palpable. Her reply, “All right,
dad, till to-night, then. Au ’voir”
had been, she knew, as brittle and sharp-edged as
a bit of broken glass. It had cut him; she
had meant it to.
Well it served her right. Paula
deserved to own the stronger spell. Paula’s
emotional channels were open and deep. No choking
snags and sandbars, no perverse eddies in them.
Look at her with Rush to-day! There was a situation
that fairly bristled with opportunities for blundering.
She might, with this grown-up son of her husband’s
whom she had hardly seen, have shown herself shy,
embarrassed, at a loss how to take him. She might
have tried to be archly maternal with him or elder-sisterly.
But she played up none of these sentimental possibilities,
seemed, indeed, serenely unaware of them. She
treated him just as she had always treated Mary as
a contemporary. From the beginning she had no
trouble making him talk. For one thing her acquaintance
with France and Germany was intimate enough to enable
her to ask him questions which he found it pleasantly
stimulating to try to answer. As she felt her
way to firmer ground with him, she allowed what was
evidently a perfectly spontaneous affection to irradiate
the look she turned upon him and to warm her lovely
voice.
So she must have begun as
simply and irresistibly as that in Vienna!
Mary tried hard to think of it as
a highly skillful performance, but this was an attitude
she could not maintain. It was not a performance
at all; it was just Paula, who, having
taken her father away from her was now, inevitably,
going to take her brother too. Not because she
meant to quite unconscious that she was
doing any harm ("and of course she isn’t, except
to a cat like me") that was the maddening,
and at the same time, endearing thing about her.
For there was a broad impartiality
about her spell that tugged at Mary even while she
forlornly watched Rush yielding to it. And the
way it affected Aunt Lucile was simply funny.
She melted, visibly, like a fragment left on the curb
by the iceman, whenever Paula turned the
current on. What made this the more striking was
that Aunt Lucile’s normal mood to-day impressed
Mary as rather aggressively sell-contained. Was
it just that Mary had forgotten how straight she sat
and how precisely she moved about? Had she always
had that discreet significant air, as if there were
something she could talk about but didn’t mean
to not on any account? Or was there
something going on here at home that awaited breathlessly
awaited discovery? Whatever it was,
when Paula turned upon her it went, laughably; only
it would have been a pretty shaky sort of laugh.
It was after lunch that Paula electrified
them by suggesting that they all go together to a
matinee. That’s an illustration of the power
she had. To each of the three, to Lucile and
to Mary as well as to the now infatuated Rush, she
could make a commonplace scheme like that seem an
irresistibly enticing adventure. Lucile recovered
her balance first, but it was not until Nat had fetched
the morning paper and they had discussed their choice
of entertainments for two or three minutes that she
said of course she couldn’t go. She didn’t
know what she’d been thinking of. The number
of things imperatively to be done or seen to in preparation
for the party to-night would keep her busy all the
afternoon.
Then Mary followed suit. If this
was really going to be a party she hadn’t
quite got this idea before she’d have
to spend the afternoon unpacking and putting her frocks
in order or she wouldn’t have anything to wear.
“Well,” Paula said comfortably,
“until they turn me on like a Victrola at nine
o’clock or so, I’ve nothing to do with
the party except not think about it.” She
made this observation at large, then turned on Rush.
“You’ll come with me, won’t you,
and keep me from getting frightened until tea-time?”
Rush would go rather! but
he laughed at the word “frightened.”
“I’m not joking,”
she said, and reaching out she covered his hand, which
rested on the cloth, with one of hers.
He flushed instantly at that; then
said to the others with slightly elaborated surprise,
“It is, cold, for a fact.”
“So is the other one,”
said Paula. “For that matter, so are my
feet. And getting colder every minute. Come
along or we’ll be late.”
Mary branded this as a bit of rather
crude coquetry. It wasn’t conceivable that
a professional opera singer of Paula’s experience
could look forward with any sort of emotion to the
mere singing of a few songs to a group of familiar
friends. It occurred to her, too, that Paula had
calculated on her refusal to go to the matinee as definitely
as on Aunt Lucile’s and for a moment she indulged
the idea of changing her mind and going along with
them just to frustrate this design. Only, of course,
it wouldn’t work that way. She couldn’t
keep Rush from being taken away from her by playing
the spoil-sport. She couldn’t keep him anyhow
she supposed. She made a hasty, rather forlorn
retreat to her own room as soon as the departing pair
were safely out of the house.
That room of hers exerted now a rather
curious effect upon her mood. It had been hers
ever since her promotion from the nursery and it, like
her brother’s adjoining, had been kept unchanged,
unoccupied during her long absence.
The furniture and the decoration of
it had been her mother’s last Christmas present.
The first Mrs. Wollaston had lived under the influence
of the late Victorian esthetes, and Mary’s room
looked as if it had been designed for Elaine the lily
maid of Astolat, an effect which was heightened by
a large brown picture in a broad brown frame of Watts’
Sir Galahad. After her mother’s death,
that winter, Mary added a Botticelli Madonna, the
one with the pomegranate, which she hung by itself
on a wall panel. There was a narrow black oak
table under it to carry a Fra Angelico triptych
flanked by two tall candlesticks. It wasn’t
exactly a shrine, even if there was a crimson cushion
conveniently disposed before it, and if Mary for a
while said her prayers there instead of in the old
childish way at her bedside, and if she genuflected
when she passed it, that was her own affair.
Coming to it now, as to port after
storms, with the intention almost openly avowed to
herself of lying down upon the bed and, for an hour
or two, feeling as sorry for herself as she could,
she found an appalling strangeness about its very
familiarity that pulled her up short. The abyss
she stared into between herself and the Mary Wollaston
whose image was so sharply evoked by the ridiculously
unchanged paraphernalia of that Mary’s life,
turned her giddy. Even the face which looked back
at her from the frame of that mirror seemed the other
Mary’s rather than her own.
From the doorway she stood, for a
moment, staring. Then she managed a smile (it
was the only possible attitude to take) at Sir Galahad,
above the bed. The notion of flinging herself
down for a self-pitying revel upon that bed, the
other Mary’s virginal little narrow bed had
become unthinkable. The thing to do was to stop
thinking. Quickly.
She stripped off her suit and blouse,
slipped on a pongee kimono that she got out of her
hand-bag, unlocked her trunk and began discharging
its contents all about the room. She covered
the chairs with them, the bed, the narrow table that
had never had anything upon it but that Fra Angelico
triptych and the two candlesticks the round
table with the reading lamp, the writing desk in the
corner, the floor. Then, a little out of breath,
she paused.
Which among two or three possible
frocks should she wear for the party to-night?
What sort of party was it going to be anyhow?
It was curious, considering the fact that they had
done nothing but sit and talk all the morning, how
vague her ideas about it were. Her father had
said something out in the car about having a few old
friends in for dinner. Paula was going to sing
and professed herself frightened by the prospect.
Also she had cited it as the reason for an unusually
and almost strenuously unoccupied day. On the
other hand it was keeping Aunt Lucile distractedly
busy.
Was it the chance result of their
preoccupation with other things that she had been
given no more intelligible account of it, or was it
something that all three of them, her father, Paula
and Aunt Lucile, were walking round the edge of?
The nub of some seriously trivial quarrel? Was
that why Paula was so elaborately disengaged and Aunt
Lucile so portentous? Was it even perhaps why
her father had so abruptly fled this morning without
coming into the house?
She treated this surmise kindly.
It was something to think about anyhow; something
to sharpen her wits upon, just as a cat stretches her
claws in the nap of the drawing-room rug. She
rescued from oblivion half a dozen remarks heard during
the morning, whose significance had gone over her
head, and tentatively fitted them together like bits
of a picture puzzle. She hadn’t enough
to go on but she believed there was something there.
And when a little later in the afternoon, she heard,
along with a knock on her door, her aunt asking if
she might come in, she gave her an enthusiastic welcome,
scooped an armful of things out of a chair and cleared
a sitting space for herself at the foot of the bed.
“Would this blue thing do for
to-night?” she asked, “or isn’t it
enough of an affair? What sort of party is it
anyhow?”
“Goodness knows,” said
Lucile. “Between your father and Paula I
find it rather upsetting.”
Mary had reached out negligently for
her cigarette case, lighted one and letting it droop
at a rather impossible angle, supported by the lightest
pressure of her lips so that the smoke crept up over
her face into her lashes and her hair, folded her
hands demurely in her lap and waited for her aunt
to go on. She was mischievously half aware of
the disturbing effect of this sort of thing upon Lucile.
“What has there been between
them?” Mary asked, when it became clear that
her aunt needed prompting. “Between father
and Paula, I mean. Not a row?”
Mary never used language like this
except provocatively. It worked on her aunt as
she had meant it to.
“There has been nothing between
them,” she said, “that requires a rowdy
word like that to express. It has not been even
a quarrel. But they have been for the last day
or two, a little at ...”
“Outs?” Mary suggested.
This had been the word on Lucile’s
tongue. “At cross purposes,” she
amended and paused again. But Mary seeing that
she was fairly launched waited, economically, meanwhile,
inhaling all the smoke from her cigarette. “I
suppose after all, it’s quite natural,”
Lucile began, “that Paula should attract geniuses,
since she’s rather by way of being one herself.”
Mary took the cigarette in her fingers
so that she could speak a little more crisply than
was possible around it. “Who is the genius
she’s attracting now? Doesn’t father
like him? And is he being not asked to the party?
I’m sorry, aunt, I didn’t mean to interrupt.”
“He is being asked which, it
appears, is what Paula objects to; only not until
after dinner. That she insisted upon. Really,”
she went on, in response to her niece’s perplexed
frown, “I shall be much more intelligible If
you’ll let me begin at the beginning.”
“Please do,” said Mary. “Where
did Paula find him?”
“I found him,” said Miss
Wollaston. “Paula discovered him a little
later. I found him on a bench in the park and
told him he might come to tune the drawing-room piano.
Paula had him tune her piano instead and spent what
must have been a rather mad day with him over it.
He brought round some songs the next day for her to
try and she and Portia Stanton’s husband have
been practising them with hardly any intermission since.
The idea was that when they had ‘got them up’
as they say, the man, March his name is,
Anthony March, I think, should be invited
round to hear Paula sing them. Paula insists,
absurdly it seems to me, that he never has heard a
note of them himself; that he can’t even play
them upon the piano. How he could compose them
without playing them on the piano first, is beyond
me. But she is inclined to be a little emotional,
I think, over the whole episode. Quite naturally even
Paula can’t deny that your father
thought he would like to be present when the songs
were sung and it was arranged that it should be this
evening.”
“She may not have been able
to deny that it was natural,” Mary observed,
“but I’d bet she didn’t like it.”
“It’s only fair to Paula
to say,” Miss Wollaston insisted, “that
she did nothing to exhibit a feeling of that sort.
But when, at John’s suggestion, I spoke of the
possibility of having in the Cravens and the Blakes, the
Cravens are very musical, you know and Wallace
Hood who would be really hurt if we left him out,
Paula came nearer to being downright rude than she
often allows herself to be. She said among other
things that she didn’t propose to have March
subjected to a ‘suffocating’ affair like
that. She said she wanted him free to interrupt
as often as he liked and tell them how rotten they
were. That was her phrase. When I observed
that Mr. March didn’t impress me as the sort
of person who could conceivably wish to be rude as
that she said he could no more remember to be polite
when he heard those songs for the first time than
she herself could sing them in corsets. She summed
it up by saying that it wasn’t going to be a
polite affair and the fewer polite people there were,
hanging about, the better. There was, naturally,
nothing I could say to that.”
“I should think not,”
Mary agreed, exhaling rather explosively an enormous
cloud of smoke. “Poor Aunt Lucile!”
Her commiseration didn’t sound more than skin
deep.
“The matter rested there,”
the elder woman went on, “until your father
received Rush’s telegram that you were coming
to-day. Then he took matters into his own hands
and gave me a list of the people he wanted asked.
There are to be about a dozen besides ourselves at
dinner and perhaps as many more are to come after.”
“I can see Paula when you told
her that,” Mary reflected. “Or did
you make dad tell her himself? Yes, of course
you did! Only what I can’t understand is
why Paula didn’t say, ’All right.
Have your party, and I’ll sing if you want me
to. Only not what’s his name? March’s
songs.’ And have him all to herself, as
she wanted him, later. That would have been mate
in one move, I should think.”
Then, at the fleeting look she caught
in the act of vanishing from her aunt’s face,
she cried, “You mean she did say that?
And that father turned to ice, the way he can and made
a point of it? You know it’s serious, if
he’s done that.”
With a vigor meant to compensate for
a sad lack of conviction, Miss Wollaston protested
against this chain of unwarranted assumptions.
But she admitted, at last, that her own surmise accorded
with that of her niece. John certainly had said
to her at breakfast that he saw no reason for foregoing
the musical feature of the evening simply because an
audience was to be present to hear it. Paula’s
only comment had been a dispassionate prediction that
it wouldn’t work. It wouldn’t be fair
to say she sulked; her rather elaborate detachment
had been too good-humored for that. Her statement,
at lunch, that she was to be turned on like a Victrola
at half past nine, was a fair sample.
“What’s he like, this
genius of hers?” Mary wanted to know. “Young
and downy and helpless, I suppose. With a look
as if he was just about to burst into tears.
I met one like that last winter.” She knew
exactly how to get results out of her aunt.
“He’s not in the least
like that! If he had been I should never have
brought him home, not even to tune the piano.
He’s quite a well behaved, sensible-appearing
young man, a little over thirty, I should say.
And he does speak nicely, though I think Paula exaggerates
about that.”
“Sensible or not, he’s
fallen wildly in love with her, of course,” Mary
observed. “The more so they are the more
instantaneously they do it.”
But this lead was one Miss Wollaston
absolutely declined to follow. “If that
clock’s right,” she exclaimed, gazing at
a little traveling affair Mary had brought home with
her, “I haven’t another minute.”
It was not right, for it was still keeping New York
time, but the diversion served. “Wallace
Hood spoke of coming in to see you about tea-time,”
she said from the doorway. “I’m going
to be to busy even to stop for a cup, so do be down
if you can.”