We soon arrived at Family Bridge,
where I had some hopes of meeting Francis, and perhaps
his mother, who was beginning to walk very well; but
I was disappointed they were not there.
Yet I was not uneasy, for they were neither certain
of the hour of our return, nor of the way we might
take. I expected, however, to find them in the
colonnade they were not there. I hastily
entered the house; I called aloud, “Elizabeth!
Francis! where are you?” No one answered.
A mortal terror seized me and for a moment
I could not move.
“They will be in the grotto,” said Ernest.
“Or in the garden,” said Fritz.
“Perhaps on the shore,”
cried Jack; “my mother likes to watch the waves,
and Francis may be gathering shells.”
These were possibilities. My
sons flew in all directions in search of their mother
and brother. I found it impossible to move, and
was obliged to sit down. I trembled, and my heart
beat till I could scarcely breathe. I did not
venture to dwell on the extent of my fears, or, rather,
I had no distinct notion of them. I tried to recover
myself. I murmured, “Yes at
the grotto, or the garden they will return
directly.” Still, I could not compose myself.
I was overwhelmed with a sad presentiment of the misfortune
which impended over me. It was but too soon realized.
My sons returned in fear and consternation. They
had no occasion to tell me the result of their search;
I saw it at once, and, sinking down motionless, I
cried, “Alas! they are not there!”
Jack returned the last, and in the
most frightful state; he had been at the sea-shore,
and, throwing himself into my arms, he sobbed out
“The savages have been here,
and carried away my mother and Francis; perhaps they
have devoured them; I have seen the marks of their
horrible feet on the sands, and the print of dear Francis’s
boots.”
This account at once recalled me to strength and action.
“Come, my children, let us fly
to save them. God will pity our sorrow, and assist
us. He will restore them. Come, come!”
They were ready in a moment.
But a distracting thought seized me. Had they
carried off the pinnace? if so, every hope was gone.
Jack, in his distress, had never thought of remarking
this; but, the instant I named it, Fritz and he ran
to ascertain the important circumstance, Ernest, in
the mean time, supporting me, and endeavouring to calm
me.
“Perhaps,” said he, “they
are still in the island. Perhaps they may have
fled to hide themselves in some wood, or amongst the
reeds. Even if the pinnace be left, it would
be prudent to search the island from end to end before
we leave it. Trust Fritz and me, we will do this;
and, even if we find them in the hands of the enemy,
we will recover them. Whilst we are off on this
expedition, you can be preparing for our voyage, and
we will search the world from one end to the other,
every country and every sea, but we will find them.
And we shall succeed. Let us put our whole trust
in God. He is our Father, he will not try us beyond
our strength.”
I embraced my child, and a flood of
tears relieved my overcharged heart. My eyes
and hands were raised to Heaven; my silent prayers
winged their flight to the Almighty, to him who tries
us and consoles us. A ray of hope seemed to visit
my mind, when I heard my boys cry out, as they approached
“The pinnace is here! they have not carried
that away!”
I fervently thanked God it
was a kind of miracle; for this pretty vessel was
more tempting than the canoe. Perhaps, as it was
hidden in a little creek between the rocks, it had
escaped their observation; perhaps they might not
know how to manage it; or they might not be numerous
enough. No matter, it was there, and might be
the means of our recovering the beloved objects those
barbarians had torn from us. How gracious is
God, to give us hope to sustain us in our afflictions!
Without hope, we could not live; it restores and revives
us, and, even if never realized below, accompanies
us to the end of our life, and beyond the grave!
I imparted to my eldest son the idea
of his brother, that they might be concealed in some
part of the island; but I dared not rely on this sweet
hope. Finally, as we ought not to run the risk
of abandoning them, if they were still here, and perhaps
in the power of the savages, I consented that my two
eldest sons should go to ascertain the fact.
Besides, however impatient I was, I felt that a voyage
such as we were undertaking into unknown seas might
be of long duration, and it was necessary to make
some preparations I must think on food,
water, arms, and many other things. There are
situations in life which seize the heart and soul,
rendering us insensible to the wants of the body this
we now experienced. We had just come from a painful
journey, on foot, of twenty-four hours, during which
we had had little rest, and no sleep. Since morning
we had eaten nothing but some morsels of the bread-fruit;
it was natural that we should be overcome with fatigue
and hunger. But we none of us had even thought
of our own state we were supported, if I
may use the expression, by our despair. At the
moment that my sons were going to set out, the remembrance
of their need of refreshment suddenly occurred to
me, and I besought them to rest a little, and take
something; but they were too much agitated to consent.
I gave Fritz a bottle of Canary, and some slices of
roast mutton I met with, which he put in his pocket.
They had each a loaded musket, and they set out, taking
the road along the rocks, where the most hidden retreats
and most impenetrable woods lay; they promised me
to fire off their pieces frequently to let their mother
know they were there, if she was hidden among the
rocks they took also one of the dogs.
Flora we could not find, which made us conclude she
had followed her mistress, to whom she was much attached.
As soon as my eldest sons had left
us, I made Jack conduct me to the shore where he had
seen the footmarks, that I might examine them, to
judge of their number and direction. I found many
very distinct, but so mingled, I could come to no
positive conclusion. Some were near the sea,
with the foot pointing to the shore; and amongst these
Jack thought he could distinguish the boot-mark of
Francis. My wife wore very light boots also,
which I had made for her; they rendered stockings
unnecessary, and strengthened her ankles. I could
not find the trace of these; but I soon discovered
that my poor Elizabeth had been here, from a piece
torn from an apron she wore, made of her own cotton,
and dyed red. I had now not the least doubt that
she was in the canoe with her son. It was a sort
of consolation to think they were together; but how
many mortal fears accompanied this consolation!
Oh! was I ever to see again these objects of my tenderest
affection!
Certain now that they were not in
the island, I was impatient for the return of my sons,
and I made every preparation for our departure.
The first thing I thought of was the wrecked chest,
which would furnish me with means to conciliate the
savages, and to ransom my loved ones. I added
to it everything likely to tempt them; utensils, stuffs,
trinkets; I even took with me gold and silver coin,
which was thrown on one side as useless, but might
be of service to us on this occasion. I wished
my riches were three times as much as they were, that
I might give all in exchange for the life and liberty
of my wife and son. I then turned my thoughts
on those remaining to me: I took, in bags and
gourds, all that we had left of cassava-bread, manioc-roots,
and potatoes; a barrel of salt-fish, two bottles of
rum, and several jars of fresh water. Jack wept
as he filled them at his fountain, which he perhaps
might never see again, any more than his dear Valiant,
whom I set at liberty, as well as the cow, ass, buffalo,
and the beautiful onagra. These docile animals
were accustomed to us and our attentions, and they
remained in their places, surprised that they were
neither harnessed nor mounted. We opened the
poultry-yard and pigeon-cote. The flamingo would
not leave us, it went and came with us from the house
to the pinnace. We took also oil, candles, fuel,
and a large iron pot to cook our provisions in.
For our defence, I took two more guns, and a small
barrel of powder, all we had left. I added besides
some changes of linen, not forgetting some for my
dear wife, which I hoped might be needed. The
time fled rapidly while we were thus employed; night
came on, and my sons returned not. My grief was
inconceivable; the island was so large and woody, that
they might have lost themselves, or the savages might
have returned and encountered them. After twenty
hours of frightful terror, I heard the report of a
gun alas! only one report! it was
the signal agreed on if they returned alone; two
if they brought their mother; three if Francis
also accompanied them; but I expected they would return
alone, and I was still grateful. I ran to meet
them; they were overcome with fatigue and vexation.
They begged to set out immediately,
not to lose one precious moment; they were now sure
the island did not contain those they lamented, and
they hoped I would not return without discovering them,
for what would the island be to us without our loved
ones? Fritz, at that moment, saw his dear Lightfoot
capering round him, and could not help sighing as he
caressed him, and took leave of him.
“May I find thee here,”
said he, “where I leave thee in such sorrow;
and I will bring back thy young master,” added
he, turning to the bull, who was also approaching
him.
He then begged me again to set out,
as the moon was just rising in all her majesty.
“The queen of night,”
said Ernest; “will guide us to the queen of our
island, who is perhaps now looking up to her, and calling
on us to help her.”
“Most assuredly,” said
I, “she is thinking on us; but it is on God she
is calling for help. Let us join her in prayer,
my dear children, for herself and our dear Francis.”
They fell on their knees with me,
and I uttered the most fervent and earnest prayer
that ever human heart poured forth; and I rose with
confidence that our prayers were heard. I proceeded
with new courage to the creek that contained our pinnace,
where Jack arranged all we had brought; we rowed out
of the creek, and when we were in the bay, we held
a council to consider on which side we were to commence
our search. I thought of returning to the great
bay, from whence our canoe had been taken; my sons,
on the contrary, thought that these islanders, content
with their acquisition, had been returning homewards,
coasting along the island, when an unhappy chance
had led their mother and brother to the shore, where
the savages had seen them, and carried them off.
At the most, they could but be a day before us; but
that was long enough to fill us with dreadful anticipations.
I yielded to the opinion of my sons, which had a great
deal of reason on its side, besides the wind was favourable
in that direction; and, abandoning ourselves in full
confidence to Almighty God, we spread our sails, and
were soon in the open sea.