And the best of it was that the danger
was all over already. There was no danger any
more. The supposed nephew’s appearance
had a purpose. He had come, full, full to trembling with
the bigness of his news. There must have been
rumours already as to the shaky position of the de
Barral’s concerns; but only amongst those in
the very inmost know. No rumour or echo of rumour
had reached the profane in the West-End let
alone in the guileless marine suburb of Hove.
The Fynes had no suspicion; the governess, playing
with cold, distinguished exclusiveness the part of
mother to the fabulously wealthy Miss de Barral, had
no suspicion; the masters of music, of drawing, of
dancing to Miss de Barral, had no idea; the minds
of her medical man, of her dentist, of the servants
in the house, of the tradesmen proud of having the
name of de Barral on their books, were in a state
of absolute serenity. Thus, that fellow, who
had unexpectedly received a most alarming straight
tip from somebody in the City arrived in Brighton,
at about lunch-time, with something very much in the
nature of a deadly bomb in his possession. But
he knew better than to throw it on the public pavement.
He ate his lunch impenetrably, sitting opposite Flora
de Barral, and then, on some excuse, closeted himself
with the woman whom little Fyne’s charity described
(with a slight hesitation of speech however) as his
“Aunt.”
What they said to each other in private
we can imagine. She came out of her own sitting-room
with red spots on her cheek-bones, which having provoked
a question from her “beloved” charge, were
accounted for by a curt “I have a headache coming
on.” But we may be certain that the talk
being over she must have said to that young blackguard:
“You had better take her out for a ride as usual.”
We have proof positive of this in Fyne and Mrs. Fyne
observing them mount at the door and pass under the
windows of their sitting-room, talking together, and
the poor girl all smiles; because she enjoyed in all
innocence the company of Charley. She made no
secret of it whatever to Mrs. Fyne; in fact, she had
confided to her, long before, that she liked him very
much: a confidence which had filled Mrs. Fyne
with desolation and that sense of powerless anguish
which is experienced in certain kinds of nightmare.
For how could she warn the girl? She did venture
to tell her once that she didn’t like Mr. Charley.
Miss de Barral heard her with astonishment.
How was it possible not to like Charley? Afterwards
with naïve loyalty she told Mrs. Fyne that, immensely
as she was fond of her she could not hear a word against
Charley the wonderful Charley.
The daughter of de Barral probably
enjoyed her jolly ride with the jolly Charley (infinitely
more jolly than going out with a stupid old riding-master),
very much indeed, because the Fynes saw them coming
back at a later hour than usual. In fact it
was getting nearly dark. On dismounting, helped
off by the delightful Charley, she patted the neck
of her horse and went up the steps. Her last
ride. She was then within a few days of her
sixteenth birthday, a slight figure in a riding habit,
rather shorter than the average height for her age,
in a black bowler hat from under which her fine rippling
dark hair cut square at the ends was hanging well
down her back. The delightful Charley mounted
again to take the two horses round to the mews.
Mrs. Fyne remaining at the window saw the house door
close on Miss de Barral returning from her last ride.
And meantime what had the governess
(out of a nobleman’s family) so judiciously
selected (a lady, and connected with well-known county
people as she said) to direct the studies, guard the
health, form the mind, polish the manners, and generally
play the perfect mother to that luckless child what
had she been doing? Well, having got rid of her
charge by the most natural device possible, which proved
her practical sense, she started packing her belongings,
an act which showed her clear view of the situation.
She had worked methodically, rapidly, and well, emptying
the drawers, clearing the tables in her special apartment
of that big house, with something silently passionate
in her thoroughness; taking everything belonging to
her and some things of less unquestionable ownership,
a jewelled penholder, an ivory and gold paper knife
(the house was full of common, costly objects), some
chased silver boxes presented by de Barral and other
trifles; but the photograph of Flora de Barral, with
the loving inscription, which stood on her writing
desk, of the most modern and expensive style, in a
silver-gilt frame, she neglected to take. Having
accidentally, in the course of the operations, knocked
it off on the floor she let it lie there after a downward
glance. Thus it, or the frame at least, became,
I suppose, part of the assets in the de Barral bankruptcy.
At dinner that evening the child found
her company dull and brusque. It was uncommonly
slow. She could get nothing from her governess
but monosyllables, and the jolly Charley actually
snubbed the various cheery openings of his “little
chum” as he used to call her at times, but
not at that time. No doubt the couple were nervous
and preoccupied. For all this we have evidence,
and for the fact that Flora being offended with the
delightful nephew of her profoundly respected governess
sulked through the rest of the evening and was glad
to retire early. Mrs., Mrs. I’ve
really forgotten her name the governess,
invited her nephew to her sitting-room, mentioning
aloud that it was to talk over some family matters.
This was meant for Flora to hear, and she heard it without
the slightest interest. In fact there was nothing
sufficiently unusual in such an invitation to arouse
in her mind even a passing wonder. She went
bored to bed and being tired with her long ride slept
soundly all night. Her last sleep, I won’t
say of innocence that word would not render
my exact meaning, because it has a special meaning
of its own but I will say: of that
ignorance, or better still, of that unconsciousness
of the world’s ways, the unconsciousness of danger,
of pain, of humiliation, of bitterness, of falsehood.
An unconsciousness which in the case of other beings
like herself is removed by a gradual process of experience
and information, often only partial at that, with
saving reserves, softening doubts, veiling theories.
Her unconsciousness of the evil which lives in the
secret thoughts and therefore in the open acts of
mankind, whenever it happens that evil thought meets
evil courage; her unconsciousness was to be broken
into with profane violence with desecrating circumstances,
like a temple violated by a mad, vengeful impiety.
Yes, that very young girl, almost no more than a child this
was what was going to happen to her. And if you
ask me, how, wherefore, for what reason? I will
answer you: Why, by chance! By the merest
chance, as things do happen, lucky and unlucky, terrible
or tender, important or unimportant; and even things
which are neither, things so completely neutral in
character that you would wonder why they do happen
at all if you didn’t know that they, too, carry
in their insignificance the seeds of further incalculable
chances.
Of course, all the chances were that
de Barral should have fallen upon a perfectly harmless,
naïve, usual, inefficient specimen of respectable
governess for his daughter; or on a commonplace silly
adventuress who would have tried, say, to marry him
or work some other sort of common mischief in a small
way. Or again he might have chanced on a model
of all the virtues, or the repository of all knowledge,
or anything equally harmless, conventional, and middle
class. All calculations were in his favour;
but, chance being incalculable, he fell upon an individuality
whom it is much easier to define by opprobrious names
than to classify in a calm and scientific spirit but
an individuality certainly, and a temperament as well.
Rare? No. There is a certain amount of
what I would politely call unscrupulousness in all
of us. Think for instance of the excellent Mrs.
Fyne, who herself, and in the bosom of her family,
resembled a governess of a conventional type.
Only, her mental excesses were theoretical, hedged
in by so much humane feeling and conventional reserves,
that they amounted to no more than mere libertinage
of thought; whereas the other woman, the governess
of Flora de Barral, was, as you may have noticed,
severely practical terribly practical.
No! Hers was not a rare temperament, except
in its fierce resentment of repression; a feeling
which like genius or lunacy is apt to drive people
into sudden irrelevancy. Hers was feminine irrelevancy.
A male genius, a male ruffian, or even a male lunatic,
would not have behaved exactly as she did behave.
There is a softness in masculine nature, even the
most brutal, which acts as a check.
While the girl slept those two, the
woman of forty, an age in itself terrible, and that
hopeless young “wrong ’un” of twenty-three
(also well connected I believe) had some sort of subdued
row in the cleared rooms: wardrobes open, drawers
half pulled out and empty, trunks locked and strapped,
furniture in idle disarray, and not so much as a single
scrap of paper left behind on the tables. The
maid, whom the governess and the pupil shared between
them, after finishing with Flora, came to the door
as usual, but was not admitted. She heard the
two voices in dispute before she knocked, and then
being sent away retreated at once the only
person in the house convinced at that time that there
was “something up.”
Dark and, so to speak, inscrutable
spaces being met with in life there must be such places
in any statement dealing with life. In what I
am telling you of now an episode of one
of my humdrum holidays in the green country, recalled
quite naturally after all the years by our meeting
a man who has been a blue-water sailor this
evening confabulation is a dark, inscrutable spot.
And we may conjecture what we like. I have no
difficulty in imagining that the woman of
forty, and the chief of the enterprise must
have raged at large. And perhaps the other did
not rage enough. Youth feels deeply it is true,
but it has not the same vivid sense of lost opportunities.
It believes in the absolute reality of time.
And then, in that abominable scamp with his youth
already soiled, withered like a plucked flower ready
to be flung on some rotting heap of rubbish, no very
genuine feeling about anything could exist not
even about the hazards of his own unclean existence.
A sneering half-laugh with some such remark as:
“We are properly sold and no mistake” would
have been enough to make trouble in that way.
And then another sneer, “Waste time enough
over it too,” followed perhaps by the bitter
retort from the other party “You seemed to like
it well enough though, playing the fool with that
chit of a girl.” Something of that sort.
Don’t you see it eh . . . "
Marlow looked at me with his dark
penetrating glance. I was struck by the absolute
verisimilitude of this suggestion. But we were
always tilting at each other. I saw an opening
and pushed my uncandid thrust.
“You have a ghastly imagination,”
I said with a cheerfully sceptical smile.
“Well, and if I have,”
he returned unabashed. “But let me remind
you that this situation came to me unasked.
I am like a puzzle-headed chief-mate we had once
in the dear old Samarcand when I was a youngster.
The fellow went gravely about trying to “account
to himself” his favourite expression for
a lot of things no one would care to bother one’s
head about. He was an old idiot but he was also
an accomplished practical seaman. I was quite
a boy and he impressed me. I must have caught
the disposition from him.”
“Well go on with
your accounting then,” I said, assuming an air
of resignation.
“That’s just it.”
Marlow fell into his stride at once. “That’s
just it. Mere disappointed cupidity cannot account
for the proceedings of the next morning; proceedings
which I shall not describe to you but which
I shall tell you of presently, not as a matter of
conjecture but of actual fact. Meantime returning
to that evening altercation in deadened tones within
the private apartment of Miss de Barral’s governess,
what if I were to tell you that disappointment had
most likely made them touchy with each other, but
that perhaps the secret of his careless, railing behaviour,
was in the thought, springing up within him with an
emphatic oath of relief “Now there’s nothing
to prevent me from breaking away from that old woman.”
And that the secret of her envenomed rage, not against
this miserable and attractive wretch, but against
fate, accident and the whole course of human life,
concentrating its venom on de Barral and including
the innocent girl herself, was in the thought, in the
fear crying within her “Now I have nothing to
hold him with . . . "
I couldn’t refuse Marlow the
tribute of a prolonged whistle “Phew! So
you suppose that . . . "
He waved his hand impatiently.
“I don’t suppose.
It was so. And anyhow why shouldn’t you
accept the supposition. Do you look upon governesses
as creatures above suspicion or necessarily of moral
perfection? I suppose their hearts would not
stand looking into much better than other people’s.
Why shouldn’t a governess have passions, all
the passions, even that of libertinage, and even ungovernable
passions; yet suppressed by the very same means which
keep the rest of us in order: early training necessity circumstances fear
of consequences; till there comes an age, a time when
the restraint of years becomes intolerable and
infatuation irresistible . . . "
“But if infatuation quite
possible I admit,” I argued, “how do you
account for the nature of the conspiracy.”
“You expect a cogency of conduct
not usual in women,” said Marlow. “The
subterfuges of a menaced passion are not to be fathomed.
You think it is going on the way it looks, whereas
it is capable, for its own ends, of walking backwards
into a precipice.
When one once acknowledges that she
was not a common woman, then all this is easily understood.
She was abominable but she was not common. She
had suffered in her life not from its constant inferiority
but from constant self-repression. A common
woman finding herself placed in a commanding position
might have formed the design to become the second
Mrs. de Barral. Which would have been impracticable.
De Barral would not have known what to do with a
wife. But even if by some impossible chance
he had made advances, this governess would have repulsed
him with scorn. She had treated him always as
an inferior being with an assured, distant politeness.
In her composed, schooled manner she despised and
disliked both father and daughter exceedingly.
I have a notion that she had always disliked intensely
all her charges including the two ducal (if they were
ducal) little girls with whom she had dazzled de Barral.
What an odious, ungratified existence it must have
been for a woman as avid of all the sensuous emotions
which life can give as most of her betters.
She had seen her youth vanish, her
freshness disappear, her hopes die, and now she felt
her flaming middle-age slipping away from her.
No wonder that with her admirably dressed, abundant
hair, thickly sprinkled with white threads and adding
to her elegant aspect the piquant distinction of a
powdered coiffure no wonder, I say, that
she clung desperately to her last infatuation for
that graceless young scamp, even to the extent of
hatching for him that amazing plot. He was not
so far gone in degradation as to make him utterly
hopeless for such an attempt. She hoped to keep
him straight with that enormous bribe. She was
clearly a woman uncommon enough to live without illusions which,
of course, does not mean that she was reasonable.
She had said to herself, perhaps with a fury of self-contempt
“In a few years I shall be too old for anybody.
Meantime I shall have him and I shall hold
him by throwing to him the money of that ordinary,
silly, little girl of no account.” Well,
it was a desperate expedient but she thought
it worth while. And besides there is hardly
a woman in the world, no matter how hard, depraved
or frantic, in whom something of the maternal instinct
does not survive, unconsumed like a salamander, in
the fires of the most abandoned passion. Yes
there might have been that sentiment for him too.
There was no doubt. So I say again:
No wonder! No wonder that she raged at everything and
perhaps even at him, with contradictory reproaches:
for regretting the girl, a little fool who would never
in her life be worth anybody’s attention, and
for taking the disaster itself with a cynical levity
in which she perceived a flavour of revolt.
And so the altercation in the night
went on, over the irremediable. He arguing “What’s
the hurry? Why clear out like this?” perhaps
a little sorry for the girl and as usual without a
penny in his pocket, appreciating the comfortable
quarters, wishing to linger on as long as possible
in the shameless enjoyment of this already doomed luxury.
There was really no hurry for a few days. Always
time enough to vanish. And, with that, a touch
of masculine softness, a sort of regard for appearances
surviving his degradation: “You might behave
decently at the last, Eliza.” But there
was no softness in the sallow face under the gala
effect of powdered hair, its formal calmness gone,
the dark-ringed eyes glaring at him with a sort of
hunger. “No! No! If it is as
you say then not a day, not an hour, not a moment.”
She stuck to it, very determined that there should
be no more of that boy and girl philandering since
the object of it was gone; angry with herself for having
suffered from it so much in the past, furious at its
having been all in vain.
But she was reasonable enough not
to quarrel with him finally. What was the good?
She found means to placate him. The only means.
As long as there was some money to be got she had
hold of him. “Now go away. We shall
do no good by any more of this sort of talk.
I want to be alone for a bit.” He went
away, sulkily acquiescent. There was a room always
kept ready for him on the same floor, at the further
end of a short thickly carpeted passage.
How she passed the night, this woman
with no illusions to help her through the hours which
must have been sleepless I shouldn’t like to
say. It ended at last; and this strange victim
of the de Barral failure, whose name would never be
known to the Official Receiver, came down to breakfast,
impenetrable in her everyday perfection. From
the very first, somehow, she had accepted the fatal
news for true. All her life she had never believed
in her luck, with that pessimism of the passionate
who at bottom feel themselves to be the outcasts of
a morally restrained universe. But this did
not make it any easier, on opening the morning paper
feverishly, to see the thing confirmed. Oh yes!
It was there. The Orb had suspended payment the
first growl of the storm faint as yet, but to the
initiated the forerunner of a deluge. As an item
of news it was not indecently displayed. It
was not displayed at all in a sense. The serious
paper, the only one of the great dailies which had
always maintained an attitude of reserve towards the
de Barral group of banks, had its “manner.”
Yes! a modest item of news! But there was also,
on another page, a special financial article in a
hostile tone beginning with the words “We have
always feared” and a guarded, half-column leader,
opening with the phrase: “It is a deplorable
sign of the times” what was, in effect, an austere,
general rebuke to the absurd infatuations of the investing
public. She glanced through these articles, a
line here and a line there no more was
necessary to catch beyond doubt the murmur of the
oncoming flood. Several slighting references
by name to de Barral revived her animosity against
the man, suddenly, as by the effect of unforeseen
moral support. The miserable wretch! . . . "
“ You understand,”
Marlow interrupted the current of his narrative, “that
in order to be consecutive in my relation of this affair
I am telling you at once the details which I heard
from Mrs. Fyne later in the day, as well as what little
Fyne imparted to me with his usual solemnity during
that morning call. As you may easily guess the
Fynes, in their apartments, had read the news at the
same time, and, as a matter of fact, in the same august
and highly moral newspaper, as the governess in the
luxurious mansion a few doors down on the opposite
side of the street. But they read them with different
feelings. They were thunderstruck. Fyne
had to explain the full purport of the intelligence
to Mrs. Fyne whose first cry was that of relief.
Then that poor child would be safe from these designing,
horrid people. Mrs. Fyne did not know what it
might mean to be suddenly reduced from riches to absolute
penury. Fyne with his masculine imagination
was less inclined to rejoice extravagantly at the
girl’s escape from the moral dangers which had
been menacing her defenceless existence. It
was a confoundedly big price to pay. What an
unfortunate little thing she was! “We might
be able to do something to comfort that poor child
at any rate for the time she is here,” said Mrs.
Fyne. She felt under a sort of moral obligation
not to be indifferent. But no comfort for anyone
could be got by rushing out into the street at this
early hour; and so, following the advice of Fyne not
to act hastily, they both sat down at the window and
stared feelingly at the great house, awful to their
eyes in its stolid, prosperous, expensive respectability
with ruin absolutely standing at the door.
By that time, or very soon after,
all Brighton had the information and formed a more
or less just appreciation of its gravity. The
butler in Miss de Barral’s big house had seen
the news, perhaps earlier than anybody within a mile
of the Parade, in the course of his morning duties
of which one was to dry the freshly delivered paper
before the fire an occasion to glance at
it which no intelligent man could have neglected.
He communicated to the rest of the household his vaguely
forcible impression that something had gone d –bly
wrong with the affairs of “her father in London.”
This brought an atmosphere of constraint
through the house, which Flora de Barral coming down
somewhat later than usual could not help noticing
in her own way. Everybody seemed to stare so
stupidly somehow; she feared a dull day.
In the dining-room the governess in
her place, a newspaper half-concealed under the cloth
on her lap, after a few words exchanged with lips that
seemed hardly to move, remaining motionless, her eyes
fixed before her in an enduring silence; and presently
Charley coming in to whom she did not even give a
glance. He hardly said good morning, though he
had a half-hearted try to smile at the girl, and
sitting opposite her with his eyes on his plate and
slight quivers passing along the line of his clean-shaven
jaw, he too had nothing to say. It was dull,
horribly dull to begin one’s day like this;
but she knew what it was. These never-ending
family affairs! It was not for the first time
that she had suffered from their depressing after-effects
on these two. It was a shame that the delightful
Charley should be made dull by these stupid talks,
and it was perfectly stupid of him to let himself be
upset like this by his aunt.
When after a period of still, as if
calculating, immobility, her governess got up abruptly
and went out with the paper in her hand, almost immediately
afterwards followed by Charley who left his breakfast
half eaten, the girl was positively relieved.
They would have it out that morning whatever it was,
and be themselves again in the afternoon. At
least Charley would be. To the moods of her governess
she did not attach so much importance.
For the first time that morning the
Fynes saw the front door of the awful house open and
the objectionable young man issue forth, his rascality
visible to their prejudiced eyes in his very bowler
hat and in the smart cut of his short fawn overcoat.
He walked away rapidly like a man hurrying to catch
a train, glancing from side to side as though he were
carrying something off. Could he be departing
for good? Undoubtedly, undoubtedly! But
Mrs. Fyne’s fervent “thank goodness”
turned out to be a bit, as the Americans some
Americans say “previous.”
In a very short time the odious fellow appeared again,
strolling, absolutely strolling back, his hat now
tilted a little on one side, with an air of leisure
and satisfaction. Mrs. Fyne groaned not only
in the spirit, at this sight, but in the flesh, audibly;
and asked her husband what it might mean. Fyne
naturally couldn’t say. Mrs. Fyne believed
that there was something horrid in progress and meantime
the object of her detestation had gone up the steps
and had knocked at the door which at once opened to
admit him.
He had been only as far as the bank.
His reason for leaving his breakfast
unfinished to run after Miss de Barral’s governess,
was to speak to her in reference to that very errand
possessing the utmost possible importance in his eyes.
He shrugged his shoulders at the nervousness of her
eyes and hands, at the half-strangled whisper “I
had to go out. I could hardly contain myself.”
That was her affair. He was, with a young man’s
squeamishness, rather sick of her ferocity.
He did not understand it. Men do not accumulate
hate against each other in tiny amounts, treasuring
every pinch carefully till it grows at last into a
monstrous and explosive hoard. He had run out
after her to remind her of the balance at the bank.
What about lifting that money without wasting any
more time? She had promised him to leave nothing
behind.
An account opened in her name for
the expenses of the establishment in Brighton, had
been fed by de Barral with deferential lavishness.
The governess crossed the wide hall into a little
room at the side where she sat down to write the cheque,
which he hastened out to go and cash as if it were
stolen or a forgery. As observed by the Fynes,
his uneasy appearance on leaving the house arose from
the fact that his first trouble having been caused
by a cheque of doubtful authenticity, the possession
of a document of the sort made him unreasonably uncomfortable
till this one was safely cashed. And after all,
you know it was stealing of an indirect sort; for
the money was de Barral’s money if the account
was in the name of the accomplished lady. At
any rate the cheque was cashed. On getting hold
of the notes and gold he recovered his jaunty bearing,
it being well known that with certain natures the presence
of money (even stolen) in the pocket, acts as a tonic,
or at least as a stimulant. He cocked his hat
a little on one side as though he had had a drink
or two which indeed he might have had in
reality, to celebrate the occasion.
The governess had been waiting for
his return in the hall, disregarding the side-glances
of the butler as he went in and out of the dining-room
clearing away the breakfast things. It was she,
herself, who had opened the door so promptly.
“It’s all right,” he said touching
his breast-pocket; and she did not dare, the miserable
wretch without illusions, she did not dare ask him
to hand it over. They looked at each other in
silence. He nodded significantly: “Where
is she now?” and she whispered “Gone into
the drawing-room. Want to see her again?”
with an archly black look which he acknowledged by
a muttered, surly: “I am damned if I do.
Well, as you want to bolt like this, why don’t
we go now?”
She set her lips with cruel obstinacy
and shook her head. She had her idea, her completed
plan. At that moment the Fynes, still at the
window and watching like a pair of private detectives,
saw a man with a long grey beard and a jovial face
go up the steps helping himself with a thick stick,
and knock at the door. Who could he be?
He was one of Miss de Barral’s
masters. She had lately taken up painting in
water-colours, having read in a high-class woman’s
weekly paper that a great many princesses of the European
royal houses were cultivating that art. This
was the water-colour morning; and the teacher, a veteran
of many exhibitions, of a venerable and jovial aspect,
had turned up with his usual punctuality. He
was no great reader of morning papers, and even had
he seen the news it is very likely he would not have
understood its real purport. At any rate he
turned up, as the governess expected him to do, and
the Fynes saw him pass through the fateful door.
He bowed cordially to the lady in
charge of Miss de Barral’s education, whom he
saw in the hall engaged in conversation with a very
good-looking but somewhat raffish young gentleman.
She turned to him graciously: “Flora is
already waiting for you in the drawing-room.”
The cultivation of the art said to
be patronized by princesses was pursued in the drawing-room
from considerations of the right kind of light.
The governess preceded the master up the stairs and
into the room where Miss de Barral was found arrayed
in a holland pinafore (also of the right kind for
the pursuit of the art) and smilingly expectant.
The water-colour lesson enlivened by the jocular
conversation of the kindly, humorous, old man was
always great fun; and she felt she would be compensated
for the tiresome beginning of the day.
Her governess generally was present
at the lesson; but on this occasion she only sat down
till the master and pupil had gone to work in earnest,
and then as though she had suddenly remembered some
order to give, rose quietly and went out of the room.
Once outside, the servants summoned
by the passing maid without a bell being rung, and
quick, quick, let all this luggage be taken down into
the hall, and let one of you call a cab. She
stood outside the drawing-room door on the landing,
looking at each piece, trunk, leather cases, portmanteaus,
being carried past her, her brows knitted and her aspect
so sombre and absorbed that it took some little time
for the butler to muster courage enough to speak to
her. But he reflected that he was a free-born
Briton and had his rights. He spoke straight
to the point but in the usual respectful manner.
“Beg you pardon, ma’am but
are you going away for good?”
He was startled by her tone.
Its unexpected, unlady-like harshness fell on his
trained ear with the disagreeable effect of a false
note. “Yes. I am going away.
And the best thing for all of you is to go away too,
as soon as you like. You can go now, to-day,
this moment. You had your wages paid you only
last week. The longer you stay the greater your
loss. But I have nothing to do with it now.
You are the servants of Mr. de Barral you
know.”
The butler was astounded by the manner
of this advice, and as his eyes wandered to the drawing-room
door the governess extended her arm as if to bar the
way. “Nobody goes in there.”
And that was said still in another tone, such a tone
that all trace of the trained respectfulness vanished
from the butler’s bearing. He stared at
her with a frank wondering gaze. “Not till
I am gone,” she added, and there was such an
expression on her face that the man was daunted by
the mystery of it. He shrugged his shoulders
slightly and without another word went down the stairs
on his way to the basement, brushing in the hall past
Mr. Charles who hat on head and both hands rammed
deep into his overcoat pockets paced up and down as
though on sentry duty there.
The ladies’ maid was the only
servant upstairs, hovering in the passage on the first
floor, curious and as if fascinated by the woman who
stood there guarding the door. Being beckoned
closer imperiously and asked by the governess to bring
out of the now empty rooms the hat and veil, the only
objects besides the furniture still to be found there,
she did so in silence but inwardly fluttered.
And while waiting uneasily, with the veil, before
that woman who, without moving a step away from the
drawing-room door was pinning with careless haste
her hat on her head, she heard within a sudden burst
of laughter from Miss de Barral enjoying the fun of
the water-colour lesson given her for the last time
by the cheery old man.
Mr. and Mrs. Fyne ambushed at their
window a most incredible occupation for
people of their kind saw with renewed anxiety
a cab come to the door, and watched some luggage being
carried out and put on its roof. The butler
appeared for a moment, then went in again. What
did it mean? Was Flora going to be taken to
her father; or were these people, that woman and her
horrible nephew, about to carry her off somewhere?
Fyne couldn’t tell. He doubted the last,
Flora having now, he judged, no value, either positive
or speculative. Though no great reader of character
he did not credit the governess with humane intentions.
He confessed to me naively that he was excited as
if watching some action on the stage. Then the
thought struck him that the girl might have had some
money settled on her, be possessed of some means,
of some little fortune of her own and therefore
He imparted this theory to his wife
who shared fully his consternation. “I
can’t believe the child will go away without
running in to say good-bye to us,” she murmured.
“We must find out! I shall ask her.”
But at that very moment the cab rolled away, empty
inside, and the door of the house which had been standing
slightly ajar till then was pushed to.
They remained silent staring at it
till Mrs. Fyne whispered doubtfully “I really
think I must go over.” Fyne didn’t
answer for a while (his is a reflective mind, you
know), and then as if Mrs. Fyne’s whispers had
an occult power over that door it opened wide again
and the white-bearded man issued, astonishingly active
in his movements, using his stick almost like a leaping-pole
to get down the steps; and hobbled away briskly along
the pavement. Naturally the Fynes were too far
off to make out the expression of his face.
But it would not have helped them very much to a guess
at the conditions inside the house. The expression
was humorously puzzled nothing more.
For, at the end of his lesson, seizing
his trusty stick and coming out with his habitual
vivacity, he very nearly cannoned just outside the
drawing-room door into the back of Miss de Barral’s
governess. He stopped himself in time and she
turned round swiftly. It was embarrassing; he
apologised; but her face was not startled; it was not
aware of him; it wore a singular expression of resolution.
A very singular expression which, as it were, detained
him for a moment. In order to cover his embarrassment,
he made some inane remark on the weather, upon which,
instead of returning another inane remark according
to the tacit rules of the game, she only gave him a
smile of unfathomable meaning. Nothing could
have been more singular. The good-looking young
gentleman of questionable appearance took not the slightest
notice of him in the hall. No servant was to
be seen. He let himself out pulling the door
to behind him with a crash as, in a manner, he was
forced to do to get it shut at all.
When the echo of it had died away
the woman on the landing leaned over the banister
and called out bitterly to the man below “Don’t
you want to come up and say good-bye.”
He had an impatient movement of the shoulders and
went on pacing to and fro as though he had not heard.
But suddenly he checked himself, stood still for
a moment, then with a gloomy face and without taking
his hands out of his pockets ran smartly up the stairs.
Already facing the door she turned her head for a whispered
taunt: “Come! Confess you were dying
to see her stupid little face once more,” to
which he disdained to answer.
Flora de Barral, still seated before
the table at which she had been wording on her sketch,
raised her head at the noise of the opening door.
The invading manner of their entrance gave her the
sense of something she had never seen before.
She knew them well. She knew the woman better
than she knew her father. There had been between
them an intimacy of relation as great as it can possibly
be without the final closeness of affection.
The delightful Charley walked in, with his eyes fixed
on the back of her governess whose raised veil hid
her forehead like a brown band above the black line
of the eyebrows. The girl was astounded and
alarmed by the altogether unknown expression in the
woman’s face. The stress of passion often
discloses an aspect of the personality completely
ignored till then by its closest intimates. There
was something like an emanation of evil from her eyes
and from the face of the other, who, exactly behind
her and overtopping her by half a head, kept his eyelids
lowered in a sinister fashion which in the
poor girl, reached, stirred, set free that faculty
of unreasoning explosive terror lying locked up at
the bottom of all human hearts and of the hearts of
animals as well. With suddenly enlarged pupils
and a movement as instinctive almost as the bounding
of a startled fawn, she jumped up and found herself
in the middle of the big room, exclaiming at those
amazing and familiar strangers.
“What do you want?”
You will note that she cried:
What do you want? Not: What has happened?
She told Mrs. Fyne that she had received suddenly the
feeling of being personally attacked. And that
must have been very terrifying. The woman before
her had been the wisdom, the authority, the protection
of life, security embodied and visible and undisputed.
You may imagine then the force of
the shock in the intuitive perception not merely of
danger, for she did not know what was alarming her,
but in the sense of the security being gone.
And not only security. I don’t know how
to explain it clearly. Look! Even a small
child lives, plays and suffers in terms of its conception
of its own existence. Imagine, if you can, a
fact coming in suddenly with a force capable of shattering
that very conception itself. It was only because
of the girl being still so much of a child that she
escaped mental destruction; that, in other words she
got over it. Could one conceive of her more mature,
while still as ignorant as she was, one must conclude
that she would have become an idiot on the spot long
before the end of that experience. Luckily, people,
whether mature or not mature (and who really is ever
mature?) are for the most part quite incapable of understanding
what is happening to them: a merciful provision
of nature to preserve an average amount of sanity
for working purposes in this world . . . "
“But we, my dear Marlow, have
the inestimable advantage of understanding what is
happening to others,” I struck in. “Or
at least some of us seem to. Is that too a provision
of nature? And what is it for? Is it that
we may amuse ourselves gossiping about each other’s
affairs? You for instance seem ”
“I don’t know what I seem,”
Marlow silenced me, “and surely life must be
amused somehow. It would be still a very respectable
provision if it were only for that end. But
from that same provision of understanding, there springs
in us compassion, charity, indignation, the sense of
solidarity; and in minds of any largeness an inclination
to that indulgence which is next door to affection.
I don’t mean to say that I am inclined to an
indulgent view of the precious couple which broke in
upon an unsuspecting girl. They came marching
in (it’s the very expression she used later
on to Mrs. Fyne) but at her cry they stopped.
It must have been startling enough to them. It
was like having the mask torn off when you don’t
expect it. The man stopped for good; he didn’t
offer to move a step further. But, though the
governess had come in there for the very purpose of
taking the mask off for the first time in her life,
she seemed to look upon the frightened cry as a fresh
provocation. “What are you screaming for,
you little fool?” she said advancing alone close
to the girl who was affected exactly as if she had
seen Medusa’s head with serpentine locks set
mysteriously on the shoulders of that familiar person,
in that brown dress, under that hat she knew so well.
It made her lose all her hold on reality. She
told Mrs. Fyne: “I didn’t know where
I was. I didn’t even know that I was frightened.
If she had told me it was a joke I would have laughed.
If she had told me to put on my hat and go out with
her I would have gone to put on my hat and gone out
with her and never said a single word; I should have
been convinced I had been mad for a minute or so, and
I would have worried myself to death rather than breathe
a hint of it to her or anyone. But the wretch
put her face close to mine and I could not move.
Directly I had looked into her eyes I felt grown on
to the carpet.”
It was years afterwards that she used
to talk like this to Mrs. Fyne and to Mrs.
Fyne alone. Nobody else ever heard the story
from her lips. But it was never forgotten.
It was always felt; it remained like a mark on her
soul, a sort of mystic wound, to be contemplated, to
be meditated over. And she said further to Mrs.
Fyne, in the course of many confidences provoked by
that contemplation, that, as long as that woman called
her names, it was almost soothing, it was in a manner
reassuring. Her imagination had, like her body,
gone off in a wild bound to meet the unknown; and
then to hear after all something which more in its
tone than in its substance was mere venomous abuse,
had steadied the inward flutter of all her being.
“She called me a little fool
more times than I can remember. I! A fool!
Why, Mrs. Fyne! I do assure you I had never yet
thought at all; never of anything in the world, till
then. I just went on living. And one can’t
be a fool without one has at least tried to think.
But what had I ever to think about?”
“And no doubt,” commented
Marlow, “her life had been a mere life of sensations the
response to which can neither be foolish nor wise.
It can only be temperamental; and I believe that
she was of a generally happy disposition, a child
of the average kind. Even when she was asked
violently whether she imagined that there was anything
in her, apart from her money, to induce any intelligent
person to take any sort of interest in her existence,
she only caught her breath in one dry sob and said
nothing, made no other sound, made no movement.
When she was viciously assured that she was in heart,
mind, manner and appearance, an utterly common and
insipid creature, she remained still, without indignation,
without anger. She stood, a frail and passive
vessel into which the other went on pouring all the
accumulated dislike for all her pupils, her scorn
of all her employers (the ducal one included), the
accumulated resentment, the infinite hatred of all
these unrelieved years of I won’t
say hypocrisy. The practice of perfect hypocrisy
is a relief in itself, a secret triumph of the vilest
sort, no doubt, but still a way of getting even with
the common morality from which some of us appear to
suffer so much. No! I will say the years,
the passionate, bitter years, of restraint, the iron,
admirably mannered restraint at every moment, in a
never-failing perfect correctness of speech, glances,
movements, smiles, gestures, establishing for her
a high reputation, an impressive record of success
in her sphere. It had been like living half strangled
for years.
And all this torture for nothing,
in the end! What looked at last like a possible
prize (oh, without illusions! but still a prize) broken
in her hands, fallen in the dust, the bitter dust,
of disappointment, she revelled in the miserable revenge pretty
safe too only regretting the unworthiness
of the girlish figure which stood for so much she had
longed to be able to spit venom at, if only once,
in perfect liberty. The presence of the young
man at her back increased both her satisfaction and
her rage. But the very violence of the attack
seemed to defeat its end by rendering the representative
victim as it were insensible. The cause of this
outrage naturally escaping the girl’s imagination
her attitude was in effect that of dense, hopeless
stupidity. And it is a fact that the worst shocks
of life are often received without outcries, without
gestures, without a flow of tears and the convulsions
of sobbing. The insatiable governess missed
these signs exceedingly. This pitiful stolidity
was only a fresh provocation. Yet the poor girl
was deadly pale.
“I was cold,” she used
to explain to Mrs. Fyne. “I had had time
to get terrified. She had pushed her face so
near mine and her teeth looked as though she wanted
to bite me. Her eyes seemed to have become quite
dry, hard and small in a lot of horrible wrinkles.
I was too afraid of her to shudder, too afraid of
her to put my fingers to my ears. I didn’t
know what I expected her to call me next, but when
she told me I was no better than a beggar that
there would be no more masters, no more servants, no
more horses for me I said to myself:
Is that all? I should have laughed if I hadn’t
been too afraid of her to make the least little sound.”
It seemed that poor Flora had to know
all the possible phases of that sort of anguish, beginning
with instinctive panic, through the bewildered stage,
the frozen stage and the stage of blanched apprehension,
down to the instinctive prudence of extreme terror the
stillness of the mouse. But when she heard herself
called the child of a cheat and a swindler, the very
monstrous unexpectedness of this caused in her a revulsion
towards letting herself go. She screamed out
all at once “You mustn’t speak like this
of Papa!”
The effort of it uprooted her from
that spot where her little feet seemed dug deep into
the thick luxurious carpet, and she retreated backwards
to a distant part of the room, hearing herself repeat
“You mustn’t, you mustn’t”
as if it were somebody else screaming. She came
to a chair and flung herself into it. Thereupon
the somebody else ceased screaming and she lolled,
exhausted, sightless, in a silent room, as if indifferent
to everything and without a single thought in her
head.
The next few seconds seemed to last
for ever so long; a black abyss of time separating
what was past and gone from the reappearance of the
governess and the reawakening of fear. And that
woman was forcing the words through her set teeth:
“You say I mustn’t, I mustn’t.
All the world will be speaking of him like this to-morrow.
They will say it, and they’ll print it.
You shall hear it and you shall read it and
then you shall know whose daughter you are.”
Her face lighted up with an atrocious
satisfaction. “He’s nothing but a
thief,” she cried, “this father of yours.
As to you I have never been deceived in you for a
moment. I have been growing more and more sick
of you for years. You are a vulgar, silly nonentity,
and you shall go back to where you belong, whatever
low place you have sprung from, and beg your bread that
is if anybody’s charity will have anything to
do with you, which I doubt ”
She would have gone on regardless
of the enormous eyes, of the open mouth of the girl
who sat up suddenly with the wild staring expression
of being choked by invisible fingers on her throat,
and yet horribly pale. The effect on her constitution
was so profound, Mrs. Fyne told me, that she who as
a child had a rather pretty delicate colouring, showed
a white bloodless face for a couple of years afterwards,
and remained always liable at the slightest emotion
to an extraordinary ghost-like whiteness. The
end came in the abomination of desolation of the poor
child’s miserable cry for help: “Charley!
Charley!” coming from her throat in hidden
gasping efforts. Her enlarged eyes had discovered
him where he stood motionless and dumb.
He started from his immobility, a
hand withdrawn brusquely from the pocket of his overcoat,
strode up to the woman, seized her by the arm from
behind, saying in a rough commanding tone: “Come
away, Eliza.” In an instant the child
saw them close together and remote, near the door,
gone through the door, which she neither heard nor
saw being opened or shut. But it was shut.
Oh yes, it was shut. Her slow unseeing glance
wandered all over the room. For some time longer
she remained leaning forward, collecting her strength,
doubting if she would be able to stand. She stood
up at last. Everything about her spun round in
an oppressive silence. She remembered perfectly as
she told Mrs. Fyne that clinging to the
arm of the chair she called out twice “Papa!
Papa!” At the thought that he was far away
in London everything about her became quite still.
Then, frightened suddenly by the solitude of that
empty room, she rushed out of it blindly.
With that fatal diffidence in well
doing, inherent in the present condition of humanity,
the Fynes continued to watch at their window.
“It’s always so difficult to know what
to do for the best,” Fyne assured me.
It is. Good intentions stand in their own way
so much. Whereas if you want to do harm to anyone
you needn’t hesitate. You have only to
go on. No one will reproach you with your mistakes
or call you a confounded, clumsy meddler. The
Fynes watched the door, the closed street door inimical
somehow to their benevolent thoughts, the face of
the house cruelly impenetrable. It was just as
on any other day. The unchanged daily aspect
of inanimate things is so impressive that Fyne went
back into the room for a moment, picked up the paper
again, and ran his eyes over the item of news.
No doubt of it. It looked very bad. He
came back to the window and Mrs. Fyne. Tired
out as she was she sat there resolute and ready for
responsibility. But she had no suggestion to
offer. People do fear a rebuff wonderfully, and
all her audacity was in her thoughts. She shrank
from the incomparably insolent manner of the governess.
Fyne stood by her side, as in those old-fashioned
photographs of married couples where you see a husband
with his hand on the back of his wife’s chair.
And they were about as efficient as an old photograph,
and as still, till Mrs. Fyne started slightly.
The street door had swung open, and, bursting out,
appeared the young man, his hat (Mrs. Fyne observed)
tilted forward over his eyes. After him the governess
slipped through, turning round at once to shut the
door behind her with care. Meantime the man went
down the white steps and strode along the pavement,
his hands rammed deep into the pockets of his fawn
overcoat. The woman, that woman of composed
movements, of deliberate superior manner, took a little
run to catch up with him, and directly she had caught
up with him tried to introduce her hand under his
arm. Mrs. Fyne saw the brusque half turn of
the fellow’s body as one avoids an importunate
contact, defeating her attempt rudely. She did
not try again but kept pace with his stride, and Mrs.
Fyne watched them, walking independently, turn the
corner of the street side by side, disappear for ever.
The Fynes looked at each other eloquently,
doubtfully: What do you think of this?
Then with common accord turned their eyes back to the
street door, closed, massive, dark; the great, clear-brass
knocker shining in a quiet slant of sunshine cut by
a diagonal line of heavy shade filling the further
end of the street. Could the girl be already
gone? Sent away to her father? Had she
any relations? Nobody but de Barral himself ever
came to see her, Mrs. Fyne remembered; and she had
the instantaneous, profound, maternal perception of
the child’s loneliness and a girl
too! It was irresistible. And, besides,
the departure of the governess was not without its
encouraging influence. “I am going over
at once to find out,” she declared resolutely
but still staring across the street. Her intention
was arrested by the sight of that awful, sombrely glistening
door, swinging back suddenly on the yawning darkness
of the hall, out of which literally flew out, right
out on the pavement, almost without touching the white
steps, a little figure swathed in a holland pinafore
up to the chin, its hair streaming back from its head,
darting past a lamp-post, past the red pillar-box
. . . “Here,” cried Mrs. Fyne; “she’s
coming here! Run, John! Run!”
Fyne bounded out of the room.
This is his own word. Bounded! He assured
me with intensified solemnity that he bounded; and
the sight of the short and muscular Fyne bounding
gravely about the circumscribed passages and staircases
of a small, very high class, private hotel, would
have been worth any amount of money to a man greedy
of memorable impressions. But as I looked at
him, the desire of laughter at my very lips, I asked
myself: how many men could be found ready to compromise
their cherished gravity for the sake of the unimportant
child of a ruined financier with an ugly, black cloud
already wreathing his head. I didn’t laugh
at little Fyne. I encouraged him: “You
did! very good . . . Well?”
His main thought was to save the child
from some unpleasant interference. There was
a porter downstairs, page boys; some people going away
with their trunks in the passage; a railway omnibus
at the door, white-breasted waiters dodging about
the entrance.
He was in time. He was at the
door before she reached it in her blind course.
She did not recognize him; perhaps she did not see
him. He caught her by the arm as she ran past
and, very sensibly, without trying to check her, simply
darted in with her and up the stairs, causing no end
of consternation amongst the people in his way.
They scattered. What might have been their
thoughts at the spectacle of a shameless middle-aged
man abducting headlong into the upper regions of a
respectable hotel a terrified young girl obviously
under age, I don’t know. And Fyne (he
told me so) did not care for what people might think.
All he wanted was to reach his wife before the girl
collapsed. For a time she ran with him but at
the last flight of stairs he had to seize and half
drag, half carry her to his wife. Mrs. Fyne
waited at the door with her quite unmoved physiognomy
and her readiness to confront any sort of responsibility,
which already characterized her, long before she became
a ruthless theorist. Relieved, his mission accomplished,
Fyne closed hastily the door of the sitting-room.
But before long both Fynes became
frightened. After a period of immobility in
the arms of Mrs. Fyne, the girl, who had not said a
word, tore herself out from that slightly rigid embrace.
She struggled dumbly between them, they did not know
why, soundless and ghastly, till she sank exhausted
on a couch. Luckily the children were out with
the two nurses. The hotel housemaid helped Mrs.
Fyne to put Flora de Barral to bed. She was
as if gone speechless and insane. She lay on
her back, her face white like a piece of paper, her
dark eyes staring at the ceiling, her awful immobility
broken by sudden shivering fits with a loud chattering
of teeth in the shadowy silence of the room, the blinds
pulled down, Mrs. Fyne sitting by patiently, her arms
folded, yet inwardly moved by the riddle of that distress
of which she could not guess the word, and saying
to herself: “That child is too emotional much
too emotional to be ever really sound!” As
if anyone not made of stone could be perfectly sound
in this world. And then how sound? In what
sense to resist what? Force or corruption?
And even in the best armour of steel there are joints
a treacherous stroke can always find if chance gives
the opportunity.
General considerations never had the
power to trouble Mrs. Fyne much. The girl not
being in a state to be questioned she waited by the
bedside. Fyne had crossed over to the house,
his scruples overcome by his anxiety to discover what
really had happened. He did not have to lift
the knocker; the door stood open on the inside gloom
of the hall; he walked into it and saw no one about,
the servants having assembled for a fatuous consultation
in the basement. Fyne’s uplifted bass voice
startled them down there, the butler coming up, staring
and in his shirt sleeves, very suspicious at first,
and then, on Fyne’s explanation that he was the
husband of a lady who had called several times at the
house Miss de Barral’s mother’s
friend becoming humanely concerned and communicative,
in a man to man tone, but preserving his trained high-class
servant’s voice: “Oh bless you, sir,
no! She does not mean to come back. She
told me so herself” he assured Fyne
with a faint shade of contempt creeping into his tone.
As regards their young lady nobody
downstairs had any idea that she had run out of the
house. He dared say they all would have been
willing to do their very best for her, for the time
being; but since she was now with her mother’s
friends . . .
He fidgeted. He murmured that
all this was very unexpected. He wanted to know
what he had better do with letters or telegrams which
might arrive in the course of the day.
“Letters addressed to Miss de
Barral, you had better bring over to my hotel over
there,” said Fyne beginning to feel extremely
worried about the future. The man said “Yes,
sir,” adding, “and if a letter comes addressed
to Mrs. . . . "
Fyne stopped him by a gesture.
“I don’t know . . . Anything you
like.”
“Very well, sir.”
The butler did not shut the street
door after Fyne, but remained on the doorstep for
a while, looking up and down the street in the spirit
of independent expectation like a man who is again
his own master. Mrs. Fyne hearing her husband
return came out of the room where the girl was lying
in bed. “No change,” she whispered;
and Fyne could only make a hopeless sign of ignorance
as to what all this meant and how it would end.
He feared future complications naturally;
a man of limited means, in a public position, his
time not his own. Yes. He owned to me in
the parlour of my farmhouse that he had been very
much concerned then at the possible consequences.
But as he was making this artless confession I said
to myself that, whatever consequences and complications
he might have imagined, the complication from which
he was suffering now could never, never have presented
itself to his mind. Slow but sure (for I conceive
that the Book of Destiny has been written up from the
beginning to the last page) it had been coming for
something like six years and now it had
come. The complication was there! I looked
at his unshaken solemnity with the amused pity we
give the victim of a funny if somewhat ill-natured
practical joke.
“Oh hang it,” he exclaimed in
no logical connection with what he had been relating
to me. Nevertheless the exclamation was intelligible
enough.
However at first there were, he admitted,
no untoward complications, no embarrassing consequences.
To a telegram in guarded terms dispatched to de Barral
no answer was received for more than twenty-four hours.
This certainly caused the Fynes some anxiety.
When the answer arrived late on the evening of next
day it was in the shape of an elderly man. An
unexpected sort of man. Fyne explained to me
with precision that he evidently belonged to what
is most respectable in the lower middle classes.
He was calm and slow in his speech. He was wearing
a frock-coat, had grey whiskers meeting under his
chin, and declared on entering that Mr. de Barral
was his cousin. He hastened to add that he had
not seen his cousin for many years, while he looked
upon Fyne (who received him alone) with so much distrust
that Fyne felt hurt (the person actually refusing
at first the chair offered to him) and retorted tartly
that he, for his part, had never seen Mr. de
Barral, in his life, and that, since the visitor did
not want to sit down, he, Fyne, begged him to state
his business as shortly as possible. The man
in black sat down then with a faint superior smile.
He had come for the girl. His
cousin had asked him in a note delivered by a messenger
to go to Brighton at once and take “his girl”
over from a gentleman named Fyne and give her house-room
for a time in his family. And there he was.
His business had not allowed him to come sooner.
His business was the manufacture on a large scale
of cardboard boxes. He had two grown-up girls
of his own. He had consulted his wife and so
that was all right. The girl would get a welcome
in his home. His home most likely was not what
she had been used to but, etc. etc.
All the time Fyne felt subtly in that
man’s manner a derisive disapproval of everything
that was not lower middle class, a profound respect
for money, a mean sort of contempt for speculators
that fail, and a conceited satisfaction with his own
respectable vulgarity.
With Mrs. Fyne the manner of the obscure
cousin of de Barral was but little less offensive.
He looked at her rather slyly but her cold, decided
demeanour impressed him. Mrs. Fyne on her side
was simply appalled by the personage, but did not
show it outwardly. Not even when the man remarked
with false simplicity that Florrie her name
was Florrie wasn’t it? would probably miss at
first all her grand friends. And when he was
informed that the girl was in bed, not feeling well
at all he showed an unsympathetic alarm. She
wasn’t an invalid was she? No. What
was the matter with her then?
An extreme distaste for that respectable
member of society was depicted in Fyne’s face
even as he was telling me of him after all these years.
He was a specimen of precisely the class of which
people like the Fynes have the least experience; and
I imagine he jarred on them painfully. He possessed
all the civic virtues in their very meanest form, and
the finishing touch was given by a low sort of consciousness
he manifested of possessing them. His industry
was exemplary. He wished to catch the earliest
possible train next morning. It seems that for
seven and twenty years he had never missed being seated
on his office-stool at the factory punctually at ten
o’clock every day. He listened to Mrs.
Fyne’s objections with undisguised impatience.
Why couldn’t Florrie get up and have her breakfast
at eight like other people? In his house the
breakfast was at eight sharp. Mrs. Fyne’s
polite stoicism overcame him at last. He had
come down at a very great personal inconvenience, he
assured her with displeasure, but he gave up the early
train.
The good Fynes didn’t dare to
look at each other before this unforeseen but perfectly
authorized guardian, the same thought springing up
in their minds: Poor girl! Poor girl!
If the women of the family were like this too! .
. . And of course they would be. Poor girl!
But what could they have done even if they had been
prepared to raise objections. The person in
the frock-coat had the father’s note; he had
shown it to Fyne. Just a request to take care
of the girl as her nearest relative without
any explanation or a single allusion to the financial
catastrophe, its tone strangely detached and in its
very silence on the point giving occasion to think
that the writer was not uneasy as to the child’s
future. Probably it was that very idea which
had set the cousin so readily in motion. Men
had come before out of commercial crashes with estates
in the country and a comfortable income, if not for
themselves then for their wives. And if a wife
could be made comfortable by a little dexterous management
then why not a daughter? Yes. This possibility
might have been discussed in the person’s household
and judged worth acting upon.
The man actually hinted broadly that
such was his belief and in face of Fyne’s guarded
replies gave him to understand that he was not the
dupe of such réticences. Obviously he looked
upon the Fynes as being disappointed because the girl
was taken away from them. They, by a diplomatic
sacrifice in the interests of poor Flora, had asked
the man to dinner. He accepted ungraciously,
remarking that he was not used to late hours.
He had generally a bit of supper about half-past eight
or nine. However . . .
He gazed contemptuously round the
prettily decorated dining-room. He wrinkled
his nose in a puzzled way at the dishes offered to
him by the waiter but refused none, devouring the
food with a great appetite and drinking ("swilling”
Fyne called it) gallons of ginger beer, which was
procured for him (in stone bottles) at his request.
The difficulty of keeping up a conversation with
that being exhausted Mrs. Fyne herself, who had come
to the table armed with adamantine resolution.
The only memorable thing he said was when, in a pause
of gorging himself “with these French dishes”
he deliberately let his eyes roam over the little
tables occupied by parties of diners, and remarked
that his wife did for a moment think of coming down
with him, but that he was glad she didn’t do
so. “She wouldn’t have been at all
happy seeing all this alcohol about. Not at
all happy,” he declared weightily.
“You must have had a charming
evening,” I said to Fyne, “if I may judge
from the way you have kept the memory green.”
“Delightful,” he growled
with, positively, a flash of anger at the recollection,
but lapsed back into his solemnity at once. After
we had been silent for a while I asked whether the
man took away the girl next day.
Fyne said that he did; in the afternoon,
in a fly, with a few clothes the maid had got together
and brought across from the big house. He only
saw Flora again ten minutes before they left for the
railway station, in the Fynes’ sitting-room
at the hotel. It was a most painful ten minutes
for the Fynes. The respectable citizen addressed
Miss de Barral as “Florrie” and “my
dear,” remarking to her that she was not very
big “there’s not much of you my dear”
in a familiarly disparaging tone. Then turning
to Mrs. Fyne, and quite loud “She’s very
white in the face. Why’s that?”
To this Mrs. Fyne made no reply. She had put
the girl’s hair up that morning with her own
hands. It changed her very much, observed Fyne.
He, naturally, played a subordinate, merely approving
part. All he could do for Miss de Barral personally
was to go downstairs and put her into the fly himself,
while Miss de Barral’s nearest relation, having
been shouldered out of the way, stood by, with an
umbrella and a little black bag, watching this proceeding
with grim amusement, as it seemed. It was difficult
to guess what the girl thought or what she felt.
She no longer looked a child. She whispered
to Fyne a faint “Thank you,” from the fly,
and he said to her in very distinct tones and while
still holding her hand: “Pray don’t
forget to write fully to my wife in a day or two, Miss
de Barral.” Then Fyne stepped back and
the cousin climbed into the fly muttering quite audibly:
“I don’t think you’ll be troubled
much with her in the future;” without however
looking at Fyne on whom he did not even bestow a nod.
The fly drove away.