Rickman, it seemed, was doomed to
inspire that sense of agonizing uncertainty.
It was the second evening after his
return. The Dinner was not going off well.
Miss Walker was depressed, Mr. Spinks was not in his
accustomed spirits, and Mrs. Downey had been going
about with red eyes all day. Mr. Rickman had
confided to her the deplorable state of his finances.
And Mrs. Downey had said to herself she had known from
the first that he would not be permanent.
He didn’t want to be permanent.
He desired to vanish, to disappear from the boarding-house
and the boarders, and from Poppy Grace on the balcony
next door; to get away from every face and every voice
that he had known before he knew Lucia Harden’s.
Being convinced that he would never see her again,
he wanted to be alone with his vivid and piercing
memory of her. At first it was the pain that pierced.
She had taken out her little two-edged sword and stabbed
him. It wouldn’t have mattered, he said,
if the sword had been a true little sword, but it
wasn’t; it had snapt and left a nasty bit of
steel inside him. Her last phrase was the touch
that finished him. But the very sting of it created
a healthy reaction. By his revolt against that
solitary instance of her cruelty he had recovered
his right to dwell upon her kindness. He dwelt
upon it until at times he entered again into possession
of the tender, beautiful, dominating dream. So
intense was his hallucination, that as he walked alone
in any southerly direction he still felt Muttersmoor
on his right hand and Harcombe on his left, and he
had waked in the morning to the sound of the sea beating
upon Harmouth beach.
But these feelings visited him more
rarely in the boarding-house than elsewhere.
That was why he wanted to get away from it. The
illusion was destroyed by these irrelevant persons
of the dinner-table. Not that he noticed them
much; but when he did it was to discover in them some
quality that he had not observed before. He found
imbecility in the manners of Spinks, coarseness and
violence in the figures of Mrs. Downey and Miss Bishop,
insipidity in the whole person of Miss Flossie Walker.
And now, as he looked round the table, he wondered
how it was he ever came there. After living for
four weeks with Lucia Harden or the thought of her,
he had a positive difficulty in recognizing even Spinks
and Flossie as people he had once intimately known.
Miss Roots alone, for some inscrutable reason, seemed
familiar, in keeping with that divine experience to
which the actual hour did violence. It was almost
as if she understood.
A shrewdly sympathetic glance went
out from a pair of hazel eyes set in a plain, clever,
strenuous face. Miss Roots was glad, she said,
to see him back again. He turned to her with
the question that had never failed to flatter and
delight. Was Miss Roots doing anything specially
interesting now? But there was no interest in
his tone.
Miss Roots looked up with a smile
that would have been gay if it had not been so weary.
Yes, she was collecting material for a book on Antimachus
of Colophon. No, not her own book.
(At the mention of Antimachus of Colophon,
Mr. Soper folded his arms and frowned with implacable
resentment. Mr. Soper was convinced that these
subjects were introduced on purpose to exclude him
from the conversation.)
Miss Roots, like Mr. Rickman, lived
apart from the murmur of the boarding-house.
She had raised a barrier of books in a bedroom six
feet by nine, behind which she worked obscurely.
She had never been known to converse until Mr. Rickman
came. A sort of fluctuating friendship had sprung
up between Mr. Rickman and Miss Roots. He had
an odd feeling, half pity, half liking, for this humble
servant of literature, doomed to its labour, ignorant
of its delight. And yet Miss Roots had a heart
which went out to the mad-cap journalist, wild with
youth and the joy of letters. And now these things
were coming back to her. The sources of intellectual
desire had been drying up with the blood in her cheeks;
but when Rickman came they began to flow again.
When Rickman talked as only he could talk, Miss Roots
felt a faint fervour, a reminiscent thrill. She
preened her poor little thoughts as if for pairing
time, when soul fluttered to soul across the dinner-table.
She knew that, intellectually speaking, she had been
assigned to Rickman; for Mrs. Downey held that just
as Mr. Rickman was the first to rouse Miss Roots to
conversation, so Miss Roots alone had the power of
drawing him out to the best advantage.
“Indeed?” said Rickman
in a voice devoid of all intelligence.
Now if anything could have drawn Mr.
Rickman out it was Antimachus of Colophon. Four
weeks ago he would have been more interested in Antimachus
than Miss Roots herself, he would have talked about
him by the hour together. So that when he said
nothing but “Indeed?” she perceived that
something was the matter with him. But she also
perceived that he was anxious to be talked to, therefore
she talked on.
Miss Roots was right; though his mind
was unable to take in a word she said to him, he listened,
soothed by the singular refinement of her voice.
It was a quality he had not noticed in it four weeks
ago. Suddenly a word flashed out, dividing the
evening with a line of light.
“So you’ve been staying in Harmouth?”
He started noticeably, and looked
at her as if he had not heard. Miss Roots seemed
unaware of having said anything specially luminous;
she repeated her question with a smile.
“Why?” he asked. “Have you
been there?”
“I’ve not only been there, I was born
there.”
He looked at her. Miss Roots
had always been, to say the least of it, prosaic,
and now it was as if poetry had dropped from her lips,
as if she had said, “I too was born in Arcadia.”
“I suppose,” she said,
“you saw that beautiful old house by the river?”
“Which beautiful old house by the river?”
“Court House. You see it from the bridge.
You must have noticed it.”
“Oh, yes, I know the one you mean.”
“Did you happen to see or hear
anything of the lady who lives in it? Miss Lucia
Harden?”
“I I must have seen her, but I can’t
exactly say. Do you know her?”
His words seemed to be torn from him
in pieces, shaken by the violent beating of his heart.
“Know her?” said Miss
Roots. “I lived five years with her.
I taught her.”
He looked at her again in wonder,
in wonder and a sort of tenderness. For a second
his heart had come to life again and leapt like a lunatic
to his lips. Happily his wits were there before
it. He stroked his upper lip, as if brushing
away some wild phrase that sat there.
“Then I’m sure,”
he said, contriving a smile, “that Miss Harden
is an exceedingly well educated lady.”
Miss Roots’ hazel eyes looked
up at him intelligently; but as they met that unnatural
smile of gallantry there was a queer compression of
her shrewd and strenuous face. She changed the
subject. He wondered if by any chance she knew;
if she corresponded with Miss Harden; if Miss Harden
had mentioned him in the days before her troubles came;
if Miss Roots were trying to test him, to draw him
out as she had never drawn him out before. No,
it was not in the least likely that Miss Harden should
have mentioned him; if she had, Miss Roots would have
said so. She would never have set a trap for
him; she was a kind and straightforward little lady.
Her queer look meant nothing, it was only her way
of dealing with a compliment.
The sweat on his forehead witnessed
to the hot labour of his thought. He wondered
whether anybody had observed it.
Mr. Soper had, and drew his own conclusions.
“’E’s been at it
again,” said Mr. Soper, with significance.
But nobody took any notice of him; and upstairs in
the drawing-room that night his bon-bons failed to
charm.
“I suppose you’re pleased,”
said he, approaching his hostess, “now you’ve
got Mr. Rickman back again?”
A deeper flush than the Dinner could
account for was Mrs. Downey’s sole reply.
“’is manners ’aven’t
improved since ’is residence in the country.
I met ’im in the City to-day wy,
we were on the same slab of pavement and
’e went past and took no more notice of me than
if I’d been the Peabody statue.”
“Depend upon it, he was full of something.”
“Full of unsociability and conceit.
And wot is ’e? Wot is ’e? ’Is
father keeps a bookshop.”
“A very fine bookshop, too,”
said Miss Roots. It was the first time that she
had ever spoken of her own accord to Mr. Soper.
“He may have come out lately,
but you should have seen the way ’e began, in
a dirty little second ’and shop in the City.
A place,” said Mr. Soper, “I wouldn’t
’ave put my nose into if I was paid.
Crammed full of narsty, mangy, ’Olloway Street
rubbish.”
“Look here now,” said
Mr. Spinks, now scarlet with fury, “you needn’t
throw his business in his face, for he’s chucked
it.”
“I don’t think any the better of him for
that.”
“Don’t you? Well,
he won’t worry himself into fits about your
opinion.”
“’Ad he got a new berth
then, when he flung up the old one?”
Now one thing Mrs. Downey, with all
her indulgence, did not permit, and that was any public
allusion to her boarders’ affairs. She might
not refuse to discuss them privately with Miss Bramble
or Miss Roots, but that was a very different thing.
Therefore she maintained a dignified silence.
“Well, then, I should like to
know ’ow he’s going to pay ’is way.”
Before the grossness of this insinuation
Mrs. Downey abandoned her policy of silence.
“Some day,” said Mrs.
Downey, “Mr. Rickman will be in a very different
position to wot he is now. You mark my words.”
(And nobody marked them but little Flossie Walker.)
Two tears rolled down Mrs. Downey’s
face and mingled with the tartan of her blouse.
A murmur of sympathy went round the room, and Mr. Soper
perceived that the rest of the company were sitting
in an atmosphere of emotion from which he was shut
out.
“I beg of you, Mr. Soper, that
you will let Mr. Rickman be, for once this evening.
Living together as we do, we all ought,” said
Mrs. Downey, “to respect each other’s
feelings.”
“Ah feelings.
Wot sort of respect does your young gentleman ever
show to mine? Takes me up one day and cuts me
dead the next.”
“He wouldn’t have dreamed
of such a thing if he hadn’t been worried in
his mind. Mr. Rickman, Mr. Soper, is in trouble.”
Mr. Soper was softened. “Is
he? Well, really, I’m very sorry to hear
it, very sorry, I’m sure.”
“My fear is,” said Mrs.
Downey, controlling her voice with difficulty, “that
he may be leaving us.”
“If he does, Mrs. Downey, nobody
will regret it more than I do.”
“Well, I hope it won’t come to that.”
Mrs. Downey did not consider it politic
to add that she was prepared to make any sacrifice
to prevent it. It was as well that Mr. Soper
should realize the consequences of an inability to
pay your way. She was not prepared to make any
sacrifice for the sake of keeping him.
“But what,” said Mrs.
Downey to herself, “will the Dinner be without
Mr. Rickman?”
The Dinner was, in her imagination,
a function, a literary symposium. At the present
moment, if you were to believe Mrs. Downey, no dinner-table
in London could show such a gathering of remarkable
people. But to none of these remarkable people
did Mrs. Downey feel as she felt to Mr. Rickman, who
was the most remarkable of them all. By her own
statement she had enjoyed exceptional opportunities
for studying the ways of genius. There was a
room at Mrs. Downey’s which she exhibited with
pride as “Mr. Blenkinsop’s room.”
Mr. Blenkinsop was a poet, and Mr. Rickman had succeeded
him. If Mrs. Downey did not immediately recognize
Mr. Rickman as a genius it was because he was so utterly
unlike Mr. Blenkinsop. But she had felt from the
first that, as she expressed it, “there was
something about him,” though what it was she
couldn’t really say. Only from the first
she had had that feeling in her heart “He
will not be permanent.” The joy she had
in his youth and mystery was drenched with the pathos
of mutability. Mrs. Downey rebelled against mutability’s
decree. “Perhaps,” she said, “we
might come to some arrangement.”
All night long in her bedroom on the
ground-floor, Mrs. Downey lay awake considering what
arrangement could be come to. This was but a
discreet way of stating her previous determination
to make any sacrifice if only she could keep him.
The sacrifice which Mrs. Downey (towards the small
hours of the morning) found herself contemplating
amounted to no less than four shillings a week.
Occupying his present bed-sitting room he should remain
for twenty-one shillings a week instead of twenty-five.
Unfortunately, at breakfast the next
morning their evil genius prompted Mr. Spinks and
Mr. Soper to display enormous appetites, and Mrs.
Downey, to her everlasting shame, was herself tempted
of the devil. A fall of four shillings a week,
serious enough in itself, was not to be contemplated
with gentlemen eating their heads off in that fashion.
It would have to be made up in some way, to be taken
out of somebody or something. She would yes,
she would take it out of them all round by taking
it out of the Dinner. And yet when it came to
the point, Mrs. Downey’s soul recoiled from
the immorality of this suggestion. There rose
before her, as in a vision, the Dinner of the future,
solid in essentials but docked of its splendour, its
character and its pride. No; that must not be.
What the Dinner was now it must remain as long as
there were eight boarders to eat it. If Mrs. Downey
made any sacrifice she must make it pure.
“On the condition,” said
Mrs. Downey by way of putting a business-like face
on it, “on the condition of his permanence.”
But it seemed that twenty-one shillings
were more than Mr. Rickman could afford to pay.
Mrs. Downey spent another restless
night, and again towards the small hours of the morning
she decided on a plan. After breakfast she watched
Mr. Soper out of the dining-room, closed the door behind
him with offensive and elaborate precaution, and approached
Mr. Rickman secretly. If he would promise not
to tell the other gentlemen, she would let him have
the third floor back for eighteen shillings.
Mr. Rickman stood by the door like
one in great haste to be gone. He could not afford
eighteen shillings either. He would stay where
he was on the old terms for a fortnight, at the end
of which time, he said firmly, he would be obliged
to go. Mr. Rickman’s blue eyes were dark
and profound with the pathos of recent illness and
suffering, so that he appeared to be touched by Mrs.
Downey’s kindness. But he wasn’t
touched by it; no, not the least bit in the world.
His heart inside him was like a great lump of dried
leather. Mrs. Downey looked at him, sighed, and
said no more. Things were more serious with him
than she had supposed.
Things were very serious indeed.
His absence at Harmouth had entailed
consequences that he had not foreseen. During
those four weeks, owing to the perturbation of his
mind and the incessant demands on his time, he had
written nothing. True, while he was away his
poems had found a publisher; but he had nothing to
expect from them; it would be lucky if they paid their
expenses. On his return to town he found that
his place on The Planet had been filled up.
At the most he could only reckon on placing now and
then, at infrequent intervals, an article or a poem.
The places would be few, for from the crowd of popular
magazines he was excluded by the very nature of his
genius. To make matters worse, he owed about
thirty pounds to Dicky Pilkington. The sum of
two guineas, which The Museion owed him for
his sonnet, would, if he accepted Mrs. Downey’s
last offer, keep him for exactly two weeks. And
afterwards? Afterwards, of course, he would have
to borrow another ten pounds from Dicky, hire some
den at a few shillings a week, and try his luck for
as many months as his money held out. Then there
would be another “afterwards,” but that
need not concern him now.
The only thing that concerned him
was the occult tie between him and Miss Roots.
Up to the day fixed for his departure he was drawn
by an irresistible fascination to Miss Roots.
His manner to her became marked by an extreme gentleness
and sympathy. Of course it was impossible to
believe that it was Miss Roots who lit the intellectual
flame that burnt in Lucia. Enough to know that
she had sat with her in the library and in the room
where she made music; that she had walked with her
in the old green garden, and on Harcombe Hill and
Muttersmoor. Enough to sit beside Miss Roots and
know that all the time her heart was where his was,
and that if he were to speak of these things she would
kindle and understand. But he did not speak of
them; for from the way Miss Roots had referred to Lucia
Harden and to Court House, it was evident that she
knew nothing of what had happened to them, and he
did not feel equal to telling her. Lucia’s
pain was so great a part of his pain that as yet he
could not touch it. But though he never openly
approached the subject of Harmouth, he was for ever
skirting it, keeping it in sight.
He came very near to it one evening,
when, finding himself alone with Miss Roots in the
back drawing-room, he asked her how long it was since
she had been in Devonshire. It seemed that it
was no longer ago than last year. Only last year?
It was still warm then, the link between her and the
woman whom he loved. He found himself looking
at Miss Roots, scanning the lines of her plain face
as if it held for him some new and wonderful significance.
For him that faced flamed transfigured as in the moment
when she had first spoken of Lucia. The thin
lips which had seemed to him so utterly unattractive
had touched Lucia’s, and were baptized into
her freshness and her charm; her eyes had looked into
Lucia’s and carried something of their light.
In her presence he drifted into a sort of mysticism
peculiar to lovers, seeing the hand of a holy destiny
in the chance that had seated him beside her.
Though her shrewdness might divine his secret he felt
that with her it would be safe.
As for his other companions of the
dinner-table he was obliged to admit that they displayed
an admirable delicacy. After Mrs. Downey’s
revelation not one of them had asked him what he had
been doing those four weeks. Spinks had a theory,
which he kept to himself. Old Rickets had been
having a high old time. He had eloped with a barmaid
or an opera girl. For those four weeks, he had
no doubt, Rickets had been gloriously, ruinously,
on the loose. Mrs. Downey’s speculations
had taken the same turn. Mr. Rickman’s
extraordinary request that all his clean linen should
be forwarded to him at once had set her mind working;
it suggested a young man living in luxury beyond his
means. Mrs. Downey’s fancy kindled and
blushed by turns as it followed him into a glorious
or disreputable unknown. Whatever the adventures
of those four weeks she felt that they were responsible
for his awful state of impecuniosity. And yet
she desired to keep him. “There is something
about him,” said Mrs. Downey to Miss Roots, and
paused searching for the illuminating word; “something
that goes to your heart without ’is knowing
it.”
She had found it, the nameless, ineluctable charm.
And so for those last days the Dinner
became a high funereal ceremony, increasing in valedictory
splendour that proclaimed unmistakably, “Mr.
Rickman is going.”
In a neighbouring street he had found
a room, cheap and passably clean, and (failing a financial
miracle worked on his behalf) he would move into it
to-morrow. He was going, now that he would have
given anything to stay.
In the dining-room after dinner, Spinks
with a dejected countenance, sat guarding for the
last time the sacred silence of Rickman. They
had finished their coffee, when the door that let
out the maid with empty cups let in Miss Bishop, Miss
Bramble and Miss Walker.
First came Miss Bishop; she advanced
in a side-long and embarrassed manner, giggling, and
her face for once was as red as her hair. She
carried a little wooden box which with an unaccustomed
shyness she asked him to accept. The sliding
lid disclosed a dozen cedar pencils side by side,
their points all ready sharpened, also a card with
the inscription: “Mr. Rickman, with best
wishes from Ada Bishop.” At one corner
was a date suggesting that the gift marked an epoch;
at the other the letters P.T.O. The reverse displayed
this legend, “If you ever want any typing done,
I’ll always do it for you at 6d. a thou.
Only don’t let on. Yours, A.B.”
Now Miss Bishop’s usual charge was, as he knew,
a shilling per thousand.
“Gentlemen,” said she,
explaining away her modest offering, “always
like anything that saves them trouble.”
At this point, Miss Bishop, torn by a supreme giggle,
vanished violently from the scene.
Mr. Rickman smiled sadly, but his
heart remained as before. He had not loved Miss
Bishop.
Next came Miss Bramble with her gift
mysteriously concealed in silver paper. “All
brain-workers,” said Miss Bramble, “suffered
from cold feet.” So she had just knitted
him a pair of socks bed-socks”
(in a whisper), “that would help to keep him
warm.” Her poor old eyes were scarlet,
not so much from knitting the bed-socks, as from contemplating
the terrible possibility of his needing them.
Under Mr. Rickman’s waistcoat
there was the least little ghost of a quiver.
He had not loved Miss Bramble; but Miss Bramble had
loved him. She had loved him because he was young,
and because he had sometimes repeated to her the little
dinner-table jests that she was too deaf to hear.
Last of the three, very grave and
demure, came Flossie, and she, like her friend, carried
her gift uncovered. She proffered it with her
most becoming air of correctness and propriety.
It was a cabinet photograph of herself in her best
attitude, her best mood and her best blue blouse.
It was framed beautifully and appropriately in white
silk, embroidered with blue forget-me-nots by Flossie’s
clever hands. She had sat up half the night to
finish it. He took it gently from her and looked
at it for what seemed to Flossie an excessively long
time. He was trying to think of something particularly
pretty and suitable to say. In his absorption
he did not notice that he was alone with her, that
as Flossie advanced Spinks and Soper had withdrawn.
“I don’t know whether
you’ll care for it,” said she. She
was standing very close beside him, and her face under
the gas-light looked pale and tender.
“Of course I’ll care for
it.” He laid her gift on the table beside
the others and stood contemplating them. She
saw him smile. He was smiling at the bed-socks.
“You are all much too good to me, you know.”
“Oh, Mr. Rickman, you’ve been so awfully
good to me.”
He looked round a little anxiously
and perceived that they were alone.
“No, Flossie,” he said,
“I’ve not been good to anyone, I’m
not very good to myself. All the same, I’m
not an utter brute; I shan’t forget you.”
Flossie’s eyes had followed,
almost jealously, the movement of his hand in putting
down her gift; and they had rested there, fixed on
her own portrait, and veiled by their large white
lids. She now raised them suddenly, and over
their black profundity there moved a curious golden
glitter that flashed full on his face.
“You didn’t remember me, much, last time
you went away.”
“I didn’t remember anybody, Flossie; I
had too much to think of.”
It struck him that this was the first
time she had looked him full in the face; but it did
not strike him that it was also the first time that
he had found himself alone in a room with her, though
they had been together many times out of doors and
in crowded theatres and concert halls. Her look
conveyed some accusation that he at first failed to
understand. And then there came into his mind
the promise he had made to her at Easter, to take
her to the play, the promise broken without apology
or explanation. So she still resented it, did
she? Poor little Flossie, she was so plump and
pretty, and she had been so dependent on him for the
small pleasures of her life.
“You’re always thinking,” said Flossie,
and laughed.
“I’m sorry, Flossie; it’s
a disgusting habit, I own. I’ll make up
for it some day. We’ll do a lot of theatres
and and things together, when my ship comes
in.”
“Thank you, Mr. Rickman,”
said she with a return to her old demeanour.
“And now I suppose I’d better say good-night?”
She turned. They said good-night.
He sprang to open, the door for her. As she went
through it, his heart, if it did not go with her, was
touched, most palpably, unmistakably touched at seeing
her go. He had not loved Flossie; but he might
have loved her.
Mr. Soper, who had been waiting all
the while on the stairs, walked in through the open
door. He closed it secretly.
He laid his hand affectionately on
Rickman’s shoulder. “Rickman,”
he said solemnly, “while I ’ave the
opportunity, I want to speak to you. If it should
’appen that a fiver would be useful to you, don’t
you hesitate to come to me.”
“Oh, Soper, thanks most awfully.
Really, no, I couldn’t think of it.”
“But I mean it. I really
do. So don’t you ’esitate; and
there needn’t be any hurry about repayment.
That,” said Mr. Soper, “is quite immaterial.”
Failing to extract from Rickman any distinct promise,
he withdrew; but not before he had pressed upon his
immediate acceptance a box of his favourites, the
Flor di Dindigul.
By this time Rickman’s heart
was exceedingly uncomfortable inside him. He
had hated Soper.
He thought it was all over, and he
was glad to escape from these really very trying interviews
to the quiet of his own room. There he found
Spinks sitting on his bed waiting for him. Spinks
had come to lay before him an offering and a scheme.
The offering was no less than two dozen of gents’
best all-wool knitted hose, double-toed and heeled.
The scheme was for enabling Rickman thenceforward to
purchase all manner of retail haberdashery at wholesale
prices by the simple method of impersonating Spinks.
At least in the long-run it amounted to that, and
Rickman had some difficulty in persuading Spinks that
his scheme, though in the last degree glorious and
romantic, was, from an ethical point of view, not
strictly feasible.
“What a rum joker you are, Rickman.
I never thought of that. I wonder ”
(He mused in an unconscious endeavour to restore the
moral balance between him and Rickman). “I
wonder who’ll put you to bed, old chappy, when
you’re tight.”
“Don’t fret, Spinky.
I’m almost afraid that I shall never be tight
again in this world.”
“Oh, Gosh,” said Spinks,
and sighed profoundly. Then, with a slight recovery,
“do you mean you won’t be able to afford
it?”
“You can put it that way, if you like.”
In time Spinks left him and Rickman
was alone. Just as he was wondering whether or
no he would pack his books up before turning in, there
was a soft rap at his door. He said, “Come
in” to the rap; and to himself he said, “Who
next?”
It was Mrs. Downey; she glanced round
the room, looked at Flossie’s photograph with
disapproval, and removed, not without severity, Miss
Bramble’s bed-socks from a chair. She had
brought no gift; but she sat down heavily like a woman
who has carried a burden about with her all day, and
can carry it no farther. Her features were almost
obliterated with emotion and glazed with tears that
she made no effort to remove.
“Mr. Rickman,” she said,
“do you reelly wish to go, or do you not?”
He looked up surprised. “My
dear Mrs. Downey, I don’t; believe me. Did
I ever say I did?”
Her face grew brighter and rounder
till the very glaze on it made it shine like a great
red sun. “Well, we’d all been wondering,
and some of us said one thing, and some another, and
I didn’t know what to think. But if you
want to stay perhaps we can come to some
arrangement.” It was the consecrated phrase.
He shook his head.
“Come, I’ve been thinking
it over. You won’t be paying less than five
shillings a week for your empty room, perhaps more?”
He would, he said, be paying six shillings.
“There now! And that, with
your food, makes sixteen shillings at the very least.”
“Well it depends upon the food.”
“I should think it did depend
upon it.” Mrs. Downey’s face literally
blazed with triumph. She said to herself, “I
was right. Mr. Spinks said he’d take it
out of his clothes. Miss Bramble said he’d
take it out of his fire. I said he’d
take it out of his dinner.”
“Now,” she continued,
“if you didn’t mind moving into the front
attic it’s a good attic for
a time, I could let you ’ave that, and
board you, for fifteen shillings a week, or for fourteen,
I could, and welcome. As I seldom let that attic,
it would be money in the pocket to me.”
“Come,” she went on, well
pleased. “I know all about it. Why,
Mr. Blenkinsop, when he first started to write, he
lived up there six months at a time. He had his
ups, you may say, and his downs. One year in
the attic and the next on the second floor, having
his meals separate and his own apartments. Then
up he’d go again quite cheerful, as regularly
as the bills came round.” Here Mrs. Downey
entered at some length upon the history of the splendour
and misery of Mr. Blenkinsop. “And that,
I suppose,” said Mrs. Downey, “is what
it is to be a poet.”
“In fact,” said Rickman
relating the incident afterwards to Miss Roots, “talk
to Mrs. Downey of the Attic Bee and she will thoroughly
understand the allusion.”
After about half an hour’s conversation
she left him without having received any clear and
definite acceptance of her proposal. That did
not prevent her from announcing to the drawing-room
that Mr. Rickman was not going after all.
At the hour of the last post a letter
was pushed under his door. It was from Horace
Jewdwine, asking him to dine with him at Hampstead
the next evening. Nothing more, nothing less;
but the sight of the signature made his brain reel
for a second. He stood staring at it. From
the adjoining room came sounds made by Spinks, dancing
a jig of joy which brought up Mr. Soper raging from
the floor below.
Jewdwine? Why, he had made up
his mind that after the affair of the Harden library,
Jewdwine most certainly would have nothing more to
do with him.
Jewdwine was another link. And
at that thought his heart heaved and became alive
again.