It was after he had decided to enter
the art class that Eugene paid his first visit to
his family. Though they were only a hundred miles
away, he had never felt like going back, even at Christmas.
Now it seemed to him he had something definite to
proclaim. He was going to be an artist; and as
to his work, he was getting along well in that.
Mr. Mitchly appeared to like him. It was to Mr.
Mitchly that he reported daily with his collections
and his unsatisfied bills. The collections were
checked up by Mr. Mitchly with the cash, and the unpaid
bills certified. Sometimes Eugene made a mistake,
having too much or too little, but the “too
much” was always credited against the “too
little,” so that in the main he came out even.
In money matters there was no tendency on Eugene’s
part to be dishonest. He thought of lots of things
he wanted, but he was fairly well content to wait
and come by them legitimately. It was this note
in him that appealed to Mitchly. He thought that
possibly something could be made of Eugene in a trade
way.
He left the Friday night preceding
Labor Day, the first Monday in September, which was
a holiday throughout the city. He had told Mr.
Mitchly that he thought of leaving Saturday after work
for over Sunday and Monday, but Mr. Mitchly suggested
that he might double up his Saturday’s work
with Thursday’s and Friday’s if he wished,
and go Friday evening.
“Saturday’s a short day,
anyhow,” he said. “That would give
three days at home and still you wouldn’t be
behind in your work.”
Eugene thanked his employer and did
as suggested. He packed his bag with the best
he had in the way of clothes, and journeyed homeward,
wondering how he would find things. How different
it all was! Stella was gone. His youthful
unsophistication had passed. He could go home
as a city man with some prospects. He had no
idea of how boyish he looked-how much the
idealist he was-how far removed from hard,
practical judgment which the world values so highly.
When the train reached Alexandria,
his father and Myrtle and Sylvia were at the depot
to greet him-the latter with her two year
old son. They had all come down in the family
carryall, which left one seat for Eugene. He
greeted them warmly and received their encomiums on
his looks with a befitting sense of humility.
“You’re bigger,”
his father exclaimed. “You’re going
to be a tall man after all, Eugene. I was afraid
you had stopped growing.”
“I hadn’t noticed that I had grown any,”
said Eugene.
“Ah, yes,” put in Myrtle.
“You’re much bigger, Gene. It makes
you look a little thinner. Are you good and strong?”
“I ought to be,” laughed
Eugene. “I walk about fifteen or twenty
miles a day, and I’m out in the air all the
time. If I don’t get strong now I never
will.”
Sylvia asked him about his “stomach
trouble.” About the same, he told her.
Sometimes he thought it was better, sometimes worse.
A doctor had told him to drink hot water in the morning
but he didn’t like to do it. It was so
hard to swallow the stuff.
While they were talking, asking questions,
they reached the front gate of the house, and Mrs.
Witla came out on the front porch. Eugene, at
sight of her in the late dusk, jumped over the front
wheel and ran to meet her.
“Little ma,” he exclaimed.
“Didn’t expect me back so soon, did you?”
“So soon,” she said, her
arms around his neck. Then she held him so, quite
still for a few moments. “You’re getting
to be a big man,” she said when she released
him.
He went into the old sitting room
and looked around. It was all quite the same-no
change. There were the same books, the same table,
the same chairs, the same pulley lamp hanging from
the center of the ceiling. In the parlor there
was nothing new, nor in the bed rooms or the kitchen.
His mother looked a little older-his father
not. Sylvia had changed greatly-being
slightly “peaked” in the face compared
to her former plumpness; it was due to motherhood,
he thought. Myrtle seemed a little more calm
and happy. She had a real “steady”
now, Frank Bangs, the superintendent of the local
furniture factory. He was quite young, good-looking,
going to be well-off some day, so they thought.
“Old Bill,” one of the big horses, had
been sold. Rover, one of the two collies, was
dead. Jake the cat had been killed in a night
brawl somewhere.
Somehow, as Eugene stood in the kitchen
watching his mother fry a big steak and make biscuits
and gravy in honor of his coming, he felt that he
did not belong to this world any more. It was
smaller, narrower than he had ever thought. The
town had seemed smaller as he had come through its
streets, the houses too; and yet it was nice.
The yards were sweet and simple, but countrified.
His father, running a sewing machine business, seemed
tremendously limited. He had a country or small
town mind. It struck Eugene as curious now, that
they had never had a piano. And Myrtle liked
music, too. As for himself, he had learned that
he was passionately fond of it. There were organ
recitals in the Central Music Hall, of Chicago, on
Tuesday and Friday afternoons, and he had managed
to attend some after his work. There were great
preachers like Prof. Swing and the Rev. H. W.
Thomas and the Rev. F. W. Gunsaulus and Prof.
Saltus, liberal thinkers all, whose public services
in the city were always accompanied by lovely music.
Eugene had found all these men and their services
in his search for life and to avoid being lonely.
Now they had taught him that his old world was no
world at all. It was a small town. He would
never come to this any more.
After a sound night’s rest in
his old room he went down the next day to see Mr.
Caleb Williams at the Appeal office, and Mr.
Burgess, and Jonas Lyle, and John Summers. As
he went, on the court house square he met Ed Mitchell
and George Taps and Will Groniger, and four or five
others whom he had known in school. From them
he learned how things were. It appeared that
George Anderson had married a local girl and was in
Chicago, working out in the stock yards. Ed Waterbury
had gone to San Francisco. The pretty Sampson
girl, Bessie Sampson, who had once gone with Ted Martinwood
so much, had run away with a man from Anderson, Indiana.
There had been a lot of talk about it at the time.
Eugene listened.
It all seemed less, though, than the
new world that he had entered. Of these fellows
none knew the visions that were now surging in his
brain. Paris-no less-and
New York-by what far route he could scarcely
tell. And Will Groniger had got to be a baggage
clerk at one of the two depots and was proud of it.
Good Heavens!
At the office of the Appeal
things were unchanged. Somehow Eugene had had
the feeling that two years would make a lot of difference,
whereas the difference was in him only. He was
the one who had undergone cataclysmic changes.
He had a been a stove polisher, a real estate assistant,
a driver and a collector. He had known Margaret
Duff, and Mr. Redwood, of the laundry, and Mr. Mitchly.
The great city had dawned on him; Verestchagin, and
Bouguereau, and the Art Institute. He was going
on at one pace, the town was moving at another one-a
slower, but quite as fast as it had ever gone.
Caleb Williams was there, skipping
about as of yore, cheerful, communicative, interested.
“I’m glad to see you back, Eugene,”
he declared, fixing him with the one good eye which
watered. “I’m glad you’re getting
along-that’s fine. Going to be
an artist, eh? Well, I think that’s what
you were cut out for. I wouldn’t advise
every young fellow to go to Chicago, but that’s
where you belong. If it wasn’t for my wife
and three children I never would have left it.
When you get a wife and family though-”
he paused and shook his head. “I gad!
You got to do the best you can.” Then he
went to look up some missing copy.
Jonas Lyle was as portly, phlegmatic
and philosophic as ever. He greeted Eugene with
a solemn eye in which there was inquiry. “Well,
how is it?” he asked.
Eugene smiled. “Oh, pretty good.”
“Not going to be a printer, then?”
“No, I think not.”
“Well, it’s just as well, there’re
an awful lot of them.”
While they were talking John Summers sidled up.
“How are you, Mr. Witla?” he inquired.
Eugene looked at him. John was
certainly marked for the grave in the near future.
He was thinner, of a bluish-grey color, bent at the
shoulders.
“Why, I’m fine, Mr. Summers,” Eugene
said.
“I’m not so good,”
said the old printer. He tapped his chest significantly.
“This thing’s getting the best of me.”
“Don’t you believe it,”
put in Lyle. “John’s always gloomy.
He’s just as good as ever. I tell him he’ll
live twenty years yet.”
“No, no,” said Summers, shaking his head,
“I know.”
He left after a bit to “go across
the street,” his customary drinking excuse.
“He can’t last another
year,” Lyle observed the moment the door was
closed. “Burgess only keeps him because
it would be a shame to turn him out. But he’s
done for.”
“Anyone can see that,” said Eugene.
“He looks terrible.”
So they talked.
At noon he went home. Myrtle
announced that he was to come with her and Mr. Bangs
to a party that evening. There were going to be
games and refreshments. It never occurred to
him that in this town there had never been dancing
among the boys and girls he moved with, and scarcely
any music. People did not have pianos-or
at least only a few of them.
After supper Mr. Bangs called, and
the three of them went to a typical small town party.
It was not much different from the ones Eugene had
attended with Stella, except that the participants
were, in the main, just that much older. Two
years make a great deal of difference in youth.
There were some twenty-two young men and women all
crowded into three fair sized rooms and on a porch,
the windows and doors leading to which were open.
Outside were brown grass and some autumn flowers.
Early crickets were chirping, and there were late
fire-flies. It was warm and pleasant.
The opening efforts to be sociable
were a little stiff. There were introductions
all around, much smart badinage among town dandies,
for most of them were here. There were a number
of new faces-girls who had moved in from
other towns or blossomed into maturity since Eugene
had left.
“If you’ll marry me, Madge,
I’ll buy you a nice new pair of seal skin earrings,”
he heard one of the young bloods remark.
Eugene smiled, and the girl laughed
back. “He always thinks he’s so cute.”
It was almost impossible for Eugene
to break through the opening sense of reserve which
clogged his actions at everything in the way of social
diversion. He was a little nervous because he
was afraid of criticism. That was his vanity
and deep egotism. He stood about, trying to get
into the swing of the thing with a bright remark or
two. Just as he was beginning to bubble, a girl
came in from one of the other rooms. Eugene had
not met her. She was with his prospective brother-in-law,
Bangs, and was laughing in a sweet, joyous way which
arrested his attention. She was dressed in white,
he noticed, with a band of golden brown ribbon pulled
through the loops above the flounces at the bottom
of her dress. Her hair was a wonderful ashen
yellow, a great mass of it-and laid in
big, thick braids above her forehead and ears.
Her nose was straight, her lips were thin and red,
her cheek-bones faintly but curiously noticeable.
Somehow there was a sense of distinction about her-a
faint aroma of personality which Eugene did not understand.
It appealed to him.
Bangs brought her over. He was
a tight, smiling youth, as sound as oak, as clear
as good water.
“Here’s Miss Blue, Eugene.
She’s from up in Wisconsin, and comes down to
Chicago occasionally. I told her you ought to
know her. You might meet up there sometime.”
“Say, but that’s good
luck, isn’t it?” smiled Eugene. “I’m
sure I’m glad to know you. What part of
Wisconsin do you come from?”
“Blackwood,” she laughed, her greenish-blue
eyes dancing.
“Her hair is yellow, her eyes
are blue, and she comes from Blackwood,” commented
Bangs. “How’s that?” His big
mouth, with its even teeth, was wide with a smile.
“You left out the blue name
and the white dress. She ought to wear white
all the time.”
“Oh, it does harmonize with
my name, doesn’t it?” she cried. “At
home I do wear white mostly. You see I’m
just a country girl, and I make most of my things.”
“Did you make that?” asked Eugene.
“Of course I did.”
Bangs moved away a little, looking
at her as if critically. “Well, that’s
really pretty,” he pronounced.
“Mr. Bangs is such a flatterer,”
she smiled at Eugene. “He doesn’t
mean any thing he says. He just tells me one
thing after another.”
“He’s right,” said
Eugene. “I agree as to the dress, and it
fits the hair wonderfully.”
“You see, he’s lost, too,”
laughed Bangs. “That’s the way they
all do. Well, I’m going to leave you two.
I’ve got to get back. I left your sister
in the hands of a rival of mine.”
Eugene turned to this girl and laughed
his reserved laugh. “I was just thinking
what was going to become of me. I’ve been
away for two years, and I’ve lost track of some
of these people.”
“I’m worse yet. I’ve
only been here two weeks and I scarcely know anybody.
Mrs. King takes me around everywhere, but it’s
all so new I can’t get hold of it. I think
Alexandria is lovely.”
“It is nice. I suppose you’ve been
out on the lakes?”
“Oh, yes. We’ve fished
and rowed and camped. I have had a lovely time
but I have to go back tomorrow.”
“Do you?” said Eugene.
“Why I do too. I’m going to take the
four-fifteen.”
“So am I!” she laughed. “Perhaps
we can go together.”
“Why, certainly. That’s
fine. I thought I’d have to go back alone.
I only came down for over Sunday. I’ve
been working up in Chicago.”
They fell to telling each other their
histories. She was from Blackwood, only eighty-five
miles from Chicago, and had lived there all her life.
There were several brothers and sisters. Her father
was evidently a farmer and politician and what not,
and Eugene gleaned from stray remarks that they must
be well thought of, though poor. One brother-in-law
was spoken of as a banker; another as the owner of
a grain elevator; she herself was a school teacher
at Blackwood-had been for several years.
Eugene did not realize it, but she
was fully five years older than himself, with the
tact and the superior advantage which so much difference
in years brings. She was tired of school-teaching,
tired of caring for the babies of married sisters,
tired of being left to work and stay at home when
the ideal marrying age was rapidly passing. She
was interested in able people, and silly village boys
did not appeal to her. There was one who was
begging her to marry him at this moment, but he was
a slow soul up in Blackwood, not actually worthy of
her nor able to support her well. She was hopefully,
sadly, vaguely, madly longing for something better,
and as yet nothing had ever turned up. This meeting
with Eugene was not anything which promised a way out
to her. She was not seeking so urgently-nor
did she give introductions that sort of a twist in
her consciousness. But this young man had an appeal
for her beyond anyone she had met recently. They
were in sympathetic accord, apparently. She liked
his clear, big eyes, his dark hair, his rather waxen
complexion. He seemed something better than she
had known, and she hoped that he would be nice to
her.