The following afternoon Reinhard and
Elisabeth went for a walk on the farther side of the
lake, strolling at times through the woodland, at
other times along the shore where it jutted out into
the water. Elisabeth had received injunctions
from Eric, during the absence of himself and her mother
to show Reinhard the prettiest views in the immediate
neighbourhood, particularly the view toward the farm
itself from the other side of the lake. So now
they proceeded from one point to another.
At last Elisabeth got tired and sat
down in the shade of some overhanging branches.
Reinhard stood opposite to her, leaning against a
tree trunk; and as he heard the cuckoo calling farther
back in the woods, it suddenly struck him that all
this had happened once before. He looked at her
and with an odd smile asked:
“Shall we look for strawberries?”
“It isn’t strawberry time,” she
said.
“No, but it will soon be here.”
Elisabeth shook her head in silence;
then she rose and the two strolled on together.
And as they wandered side by side, his eyes ever and
again were bent toward her; for she walked gracefully
and her step was light. He often unconsciously
fell back a pace in order that he might feast his
eyes on a full view of her.
So they came to an open space overgrown
with heather where the view extended far over the
country-side. Reinhard bent down and plucked a
bloom from one of the little plants that grew at his
feet. When he looked up again there was an expression
of deep pain on his face.
“Do you know this flower?” he asked.
She gave him a questioning look.
“It is an erica. I have often gathered
them in the woods.”
“I have an old book at home,”
he said; “I once used to write in it all sorts
of songs and rhymes, but that is all over and done
with long since. Between its leaves also there
is an erica, but it is only a faded one. Do you
know who gave it me?”
She nodded without saying a word;
but she cast down her eyes and fixed them on the bloom
which he held in his hand. For a long time they
stood thus. When she raised her eyes on him again
he saw that they were brimming over with tears.
“Elisabeth,” he said,
“behind yonder blue hills lies our youth.
What has become of it?”
Nothing more was spoken. They
walked dumbly by each other’s side down to the
lake. The air was sultry; to westward dark clouds
were rising. “There’s going to be
a storm,” said Elisabeth, hastening her steps.
Reinhard nodded in silence, and together they rapidly
sped along the shore till they reached their boat.
On the way across Elisabeth rested
her hand on the gunwale of the boat. As he rowed
Reinhard glanced along at her, but she gazed past
him into the distance. And so his glance fell
downward and rested on her hand, and the white hand
betrayed to him what her lips had failed to reveal.
It revealed those fine traces of secret
pain that so readily mark a woman’s fair hands,
when they lie at nights folded across an aching heart.
And as Elisabeth felt his glance resting on her hand
she let it slip gently over the gunwale into the water.
On arriving at the farm they fell
in with a scissors grinder’s cart standing in
front of the manor-house. A man with black, loosely-flowing
hair was busily plying his wheel and humming a gipsy
melody between his teeth, while a dog that was harnessed
to the cart lay panting hard by. On the threshold
stood a girl dressed in rags, with features of faded
beauty, and with outstretched hand she asked alms of
Elisabeth.
Reinhard thrust his hand into his
pocket, but Elisabeth was before him, and hastily
emptied the entire contents of her purse into the
beggar’s open palm. Then she turned quickly
away, and Reinhard heard her go sobbing up the stairs.
He would fain have detained her, but
he changed his mind and remained at the foot of the
stairs. The beggar girl was still standing at
the doorway, motionless, and holding in her hand the
money she had received.
“What more do you want?” asked Reinhard.
She gave a sudden start: “I
want nothing more,” she said; then, turning
her head toward him and staring at him with wild eyes,
she passed slowly out of the door. He uttered
a name, but she heard him not; with drooping head,
with arms folded over her breast, she walked down
across the farmyard:
Then when death shall claim
me,
I must die
alone.
An old song surged in Reinhard’s
ears, he gasped for breath; a little while only, and
then he turned away and went up to his chamber.
He sat down to work, but his thoughts
were far afield. After an hour’s vain attempt
he descended to the parlour. Nobody was in it,
only cool, green twilight; on Elisabeth’s work-table
lay a red ribbon which she had worn round her neck
during the afternoon. He took it up in his hand,
but it hurt him, and he laid it down again.
He could find no rest. He walked
down to the lake and untied the boat. He rowed
over the water and trod once again all the paths which
he and Elisabeth had paced together but a short hour
ago. When he got back home it was dark.
At the farm he met the coachman, who was about to
turn the carriage horses out into the pasture; the
travellers had just returned.
As he came into the entrance hall
he heard Eric pacing up and down the garden-room.
He did not go in to him; he stood still for a moment,
and then softly climbed the stairs and so to his own
room. Here he sat in the arm-chair by the window.
He made himself believe that he was listening to the
nightingale’s throbbing music in the garden hedges
below, but what he heard was the throbbing of his own
heart. Downstairs in the house every one went
to bed, the night-hours passed, but he paid no heed.
For hours he sat thus, till at last
he rose and leaned out of the open window. The
dew was dripping among the leaves, the nightingale
had ceased to trill. By degrees the deep blue
of the darksome sky was chased away by a faint yellow
gleam that came from the east; a fresh wind rose and
brushed Reinhard’s heated brow; the early lark
soared triumphant up into the sky.
Reinhard suddenly turned and stepped
up to the table. He groped about for a pencil
and when he had found one he sat down and wrote a few
lines on a sheet of white paper. Having finished
his writing he took up hat and stick, and leaving
the paper behind him, carefully opened the door and
descended to the vestibule.
The morning twilight yet brooded in
every corner; the big house-cat stretched its limbs
on the straw mat and arched its back against Reinhard’s hand, which he
unthinkingly held out to it. Outside in the garden the sparrows were already
chirping their patter from among the branches, and giving notice to all that the
night was now past.
Then within the house he heard a door
open on the upper floor; some one came downstairs,
and on looking up he saw Elisabeth standing before
him. She laid her hand upon his arm, her lips
moved, but not a word did he hear.
Presently she said: “You
will never come back. I know it; do not deny
it; you will never come back.”
“No, never,” he said.
She let her hand fall from his arm
and said no more. He crossed the hall to the
door, then turned once more. She was standing
motionless on the same spot and looking at him with
lifeless eyes. He advanced one step and opened
his arms toward her; then, with a violent effort,
he turned away and so passed out of the door.
Outside the world lay bathed in morning
light, the drops of pearly dew caught on the spiders’
webs glistened in the first rays of the rising sun.
He never looked back; he walked rapidly onward; behind
him the peaceful farmstead gradually disappeared from
view as out in front of him rose the great wide world.