October proved to be unusually mild,
and about the middle of the month, Bertram, after
much unselfish urging on the part of Billy, went to
a friend’s camp in the Adirondacks for a week’s
stay. He came back with an angry, lugubrious
face and a broken arm.
“Oh, Bertram! And your
right one, too the same one you broke before!”
mourned Billy, tearfully.
“Of course,” retorted
Bertram, trying in vain to give an air of jauntiness
to his reply. “Didn’t want to be too
changeable, you know!”
“But how did you do it, dear?”
“Fell into a silly little hole
covered with underbrush. But oh, Billy,
what’s the use? I did it, and I can’t
undo it more’s the pity!”
“Of course you can’t,
you poor boy,” sympathized Billy; “and
you sha’n’t be tormented with questions.
We’ll just be thankful ’twas no worse.
You can’t paint for a while, of course; but
we won’t mind that. It’ll just give
Baby and me a chance to have you all to ourselves for
a time, and we’ll love that!’
“Yes, of course,” sighed
Bertram, so abstractedly that Billy bridled with pretty
resentment.
“Well, I like your enthusiasm,
sir,” she frowned. “I’m afraid
you don’t appreciate the blessings you do have,
young man! Did you realize what I said?
I remarked that you could be with Baby and me,”
she emphasized.
Bertram laughed, and gave his wife an affectionate
kiss.
“Indeed I do appreciate my blessings,
dear when those blessings are such treasures
as you and Baby, but ” Only his doleful
eyes fixed on his injured arm finished his sentence.
“I know, dear, of course, and
I understand,” murmured Billy, all tenderness
at once.
They were not easy for Bertram those
following days. Once again he was obliged to
accept the little intimate personal services that he
so disliked. Once again he could do nothing but
read, or wander disconsolately into his studio and
gaze at his half-finished “Face of a Girl.”
Occasionally, it is true, driven nearly to desperation
by the haunting vision in his mind’s eye, he
picked up a brush and attempted to make his left hand
serve his will; but a bare half-dozen irritating,
ineffectual strokes were usually enough to make him
throw down his brush in disgust. He never could
do anything with his left hand, he told himself dejectedly.
Many of his hours, of course, he spent
with Billy and his son, and they were happy hours,
too; but they always came to be restless ones before
the day was half over. Billy was always devotion
itself to him when she was not attending
to the baby; he had no fault to find with Billy.
And the baby was delightful he could find
no fault with the baby. But the baby was
fretful he was teething, Billy said and
he needed a great deal of attention; so, naturally,
Bertram drifted out of the nursery, after a time,
and went down into his studio, where were his dear,
empty palette, his orderly brushes, and his tantalizing
“Face of a Girl.” From the studio,
generally, Bertram went out on to the street.
Sometimes he dropped into a fellow-artist’s
studio. Sometimes he strolled into a club or
cafe where he knew he would be likely to find some
friend who would help him while away a tiresome hour.
Bertram’s friends quite vied with each other
in rendering this sort of aid, so much so, indeed,
that naturally, perhaps Bertram
came to call on their services more and more frequently.
Particularly was this the case when,
after the splints were removed, Bertram found, as
the days passed, that his arm was not improving as
it should improve. This not only disappointed
and annoyed him, but worried him. He remembered
sundry disquieting warnings given by the physician
at the time of the former break warnings
concerning the probable seriousness of a repetition
of the injury. To Billy, of course, Bertram said
nothing of all this; but just before Christmas he went
to see a noted specialist.
An hour later, almost in front of
the learned surgeon’s door, Bertram met Bob
Seaver.
“Great Scott, Bertie, what’s
up?” ejaculated Seaver. “You look
as if you’d seen a ghost.”
“I have,” answered Bertram,
with grim bitterness. “I’ve seen the
ghost of of every ‘Face of a Girl’
I ever painted.”
“Gorry! So bad as that?
No wonder you look as if you’d been disporting
in graveyards,” chuckled Seaver, laughing at
his own joke “What’s the matter arm
on a rampage to day?”
He paused for reply, but as Bertram
did not answer at once, he resumed, with gay insistence:
“Come on! You need cheering up. Suppose
we go down to Trentini’s and see who’s
there.”
“All right,” agreed Bertram, dully.
“Suit yourself.”
Bertram was not thinking of Seaver,
Trentini’s, or whom he might find there.
Bertram was thinking of certain words he had heard
less than half an hour ago. He was wondering,
too, if ever again he could think of anything but
those words.
“The truth?” the great
surgeon had said. “Well, the truth is I’m
sorry to tell you the truth, Mr. Henshaw, but if you
will have it you’ve painted the last
picture you’ll ever paint with your right hand,
I fear. It’s a bad case. This break,
coming as it did on top of the serious injury of two
or three years ago, was bad enough; but, to make matters
worse, the bone was imperfectly set and wrongly treated,
which could not be helped, of course, as you were
miles away from skilled surgeons at the time of the
injury. We’ll do the best we can, of course;
but well, you asked for the truth, you
remember; so I had to give it to you.”