I
Napoleon I., whose career had the
quality of a duel against the whole of Europe, disliked
duelling between the officers of his army. The
great military emperor was not a swashbuckler, and
had little respect for tradition.
Nevertheless, a story of duelling,
which became a legend in the army, runs through the
epic of imperial wars. To the surprise and admiration
of their fellows, two officers, like insane artists
trying to gild refined gold or paint the lily, pursued
a private contest through the years of universal carnage.
They were officers of cavalry, and their connection
with the high-spirited but fanciful animal which carries
men into battle seems particularly appropriate.
It would be difficult to imagine for heroes of this
legend two officers of infantry of the line, for example,
whose fantasy is tamed by much walking exercise, and
whose valour necessarily must be of a more plodding
kind. As to gunners or engineers, whose heads
are kept cool on a diet of mathematics, it is simply
unthinkable.
The names of the two officers were
Feraud and D’Hubert, and they were both lieutenants
in a regiment of hussars, but not in the same regiment.
Feraud was doing regimental work,
but Lieut. D’Hubert had the good fortune
to be attached to the person of the general commanding
the division, as officier d’ordonnance.
It was in Strasbourg, and in this agreeable and important
garrison they were enjoying greatly a short interval
of peace. They were enjoying it, though both intensely
warlike, because it was a sword-sharpening, firelock-cleaning
peace, dear to a military heart and undamaging to
military prestige, inasmuch that no one believed in
its sincerity or duration.
Under those historical circumstances,
so favourable to the proper appreciation of military
leisure, Lieut. D’Hubert, one fine afternoon,
made his way along a quiet street of a cheerful suburb
towards Lieut. Feraud’s quarters, which
were in a private house with a garden at the back,
belonging to an old maiden lady.
His knock at the door was answered
instantly by a young maid in Alsatian costume.
Her fresh complexion and her long eyelashes, lowered
demurely at the sight of the tall officer, caused
Lieut. D’Hubert, who was accessible to
esthetic impressions, to relax the cold, severe gravity
of his face. At the same time he observed that
the girl had over her arm a pair of hussar’s
breeches, blue with a red stripe.
“Lieut. Feraud in?” he inquired,
benevolently.
“Oh, no, sir! He went out at six this morning.”
The pretty maid tried to close the
door. Lieut. D’Hubert, opposing this
move with gentle firmness, stepped into the ante-room,
jingling his spurs.
“Come, my dear! You don’t
mean to say he has not been home since six o’clock
this morning?”
Saying these words, Lieut. D’Hubert
opened without ceremony the door of a room so comfortably
and neatly ordered that only from internal evidence
in the shape of boots, uniforms, and military accoutrements
did he acquire the conviction that it was Lieut.
Feraud’s room. And he saw also that Lieut.
Feraud was not at home. The truthful maid had
followed him, and raised her candid eyes to his face.
“H’m!” said Lieut.
D’Hubert, greatly disappointed, for he had already
visited all the haunts where a lieutenant of hussars
could be found of a fine afternoon. “So
he’s out? And do you happen to know, my
dear, why he went out at six this morning?”
“No,” she answered, readily.
“He came home late last night, and snored.
I heard him when I got up at five. Then he dressed
himself in his oldest uniform and went out. Service,
I suppose.”
“Service? Not a bit of
it!” cried Lieut. D’Hubert. “Learn,
my angel, that he went out thus early to fight a duel
with a civilian.”
She heard this news without a quiver
of her dark eyelashes. It was very obvious that
the actions of Lieut. Feraud were generally above
criticism. She only looked up for a moment in
mute surprise, and Lieut. D’Hubert concluded
from this absence of emotion that she must have seen
Lieut. Feraud since the morning. He looked
around the room.
“Come!” he insisted, with
confidential familiarity. “He’s perhaps
somewhere in the house now?”
She shook her head.
“So much the worse for him!”
continued Lieut. D’Hubert, in a tone of
anxious conviction. “But he has been home
this morning.”
This time the pretty maid nodded slightly.
“He has!” cried Lieut.
D’Hubert. “And went out again?
What for? Couldn’t he keep quietly indoors!
What a lunatic! My dear girl ”
Lieut. D’Hubert’s
natural kindness of disposition and strong sense of
comradeship helped his powers of observation.
He changed his tone to a most insinuating softness,
and, gazing at the hussar’s breeches hanging
over the arm of the girl, he appealed to the interest
she took in Lieut. Feraud’s comfort and
happiness. He was pressing and persuasive.
He used his eyes, which were kind and fine, with excellent
effect. His anxiety to get hold at once of Lieut.
Feraud, for Lieut. Feraud’s own good, seemed
so genuine that at last it overcame the girl’s
unwillingness to speak. Unluckily she had not
much to tell. Lieut. Feraud had returned
home shortly before ten, had walked straight into his
room, and had thrown himself on his bed to resume
his slumbers. She had heard him snore rather
louder than before far into the afternoon. Then
he got up, put on his best uniform, and went out.
That was all she knew.
She raised her eyes, and Lieut.
D’Hubert stared into them incredulously.
“It’s incredible.
Gone parading the town in his best uniform! My
dear child, don’t you know he ran that civilian
through this morning? Clean through, as you spit
a hare.”
The pretty maid heard the gruesome
intelligence without any signs of distress. But
she pressed her lips together thoughtfully.
“He isn’t parading the
town,” she remarked in a low tone. “Far
from it.”
“The civilian’s family
is making an awful row,” continued Lieut.
D’Hubert, pursuing his train of thought.
“And the general is very angry. It’s
one of the best families in the town. Feraud ought
to have kept close at least ”
“What will the general do to
him?” inquired the girl, anxiously.
“He won’t have his head
cut off, to be sure,” grumbled Lieut. D’Hubert.
“His conduct is positively indecent. He’s
making no end of trouble for himself by this sort
of bravado.”
“But he isn’t parading
the town,” the maid insisted in a shy murmur.
“Why, yes! Now I think
of it, I haven’t seen him anywhere about.
What on earth has he done with himself?”
“He’s gone to pay a call,”
suggested the maid, after a moment of silence.
Lieut. D’Hubert started.
“A call! Do you mean a
call on a lady? The cheek of the man! And
how do you know this, my dear?”
Without concealing her woman’s
scorn for the denseness of the masculine mind, the
pretty maid reminded him that Lieut. Feraud had
arrayed himself in his best uniform before going out.
He had also put on his newest dolman, she added, in
a tone as if this conversation were getting on her
nerves, and turned away brusquely.
Lieut. D’Hubert, without
questioning the accuracy of the deduction, did not
see that it advanced him much on his official quest.
For his quest after Lieut. Feraud had an official
character. He did not know any of the women this
fellow, who had run a man through in the morning, was
likely to visit in the afternoon. The two young
men knew each other but slightly. He bit his
gloved finger in perplexity.
“Call!” he exclaimed. “Call
on the devil!”
The girl, with her back to him, and
folding the hussars breeches on a chair, protested
with a vexed little laugh:
“Oh, dear, no! On Madame de
Lionne.”
Lieut. D’Hubert whistled
softly. Madame de Lionne was the
wife of a high official who had a well-known salon
and some pretensions to sensibility and elegance.
The husband was a civilian, and old; but the society
of the salon was young and military. Lieut.
D’Hubert had whistled, not because the idea
of pursuing Lieut. Feraud into that very salon
was disagreeable to him, but because, having arrived
in Strasbourg only lately, he had not had the time
as yet to get an introduction to Madame de
Lionne. And what was that swashbuckler Feraud
doing there, he wondered. He did not seem the
sort of man who
“Are you certain of what you say?” asked
Lieut. D’Hubert.
The girl was perfectly certain.
Without turning round to look at him, she explained
that the coachman of their next door neighbours knew
the maitre-d’hotel of Madame de Lionne.
In this way she had her information. And she
was perfectly certain. In giving this assurance
she sighed. Lieut. Feraud called there nearly
every afternoon, she added.
“Ah, bah!” exclaimed D’Hubert,
ironically. His opinion of Madame de
Lionne went down several degrees. Lieut.
Feraud did not seem to him specially worthy of attention
on the part of a woman with a reputation for sensibility
and elegance. But there was no saying. At
bottom they were all alike very practical
rather than idealistic. Lieut. D’Hubert,
however, did not allow his mind to dwell on these considerations.
“By thunder!” he reflected
aloud. “The general goes there sometimes.
If he happens to find the fellow making eyes at the
lady there will be the devil to pay! Our general
is not a very accommodating person, I can tell you.”
“Go quickly, then! Don’t
stand here now I’ve told you where he is!”
cried the girl, colouring to the eyes.
“Thanks, my dear! I don’t
know what I would have done without you.”
After manifesting his gratitude in
an aggressive way, which at first was repulsed violently,
and then submitted to with a sudden and still more
repellent indifference, Lieut. D’Hubert
took his departure.
He clanked and jingled along the streets
with a martial swagger. To run a comrade to earth
in a drawing-room where he was not known did not trouble
him in the least. A uniform is a passport.
His position as officier d’ordonnance of
the general added to his assurance. Moreover,
now that he knew where to find Lieut. Feraud,
he had no option. It was a service matter.
Madame de Lionne’s house had
an excellent appearance. A man in livery, opening
the door of a large drawing-room with a waxed floor,
shouted his name and stood aside to let him pass.
It was a reception day. The ladies wore big hats
surcharged with a profusion of feathers; their bodies
sheathed in clinging white gowns, from the armpits
to the tips of the low satin shoes, looked sylph-like
and cool in a great display of bare necks and arms.
The men who talked with them, on the contrary, were
arrayed heavily in multi-coloured garments with collars
up to their ears and thick sashes round their waists.
Lieut. D’Hubert made his unabashed way
across the room and, bowing low before a sylph-like
form reclining on a couch, offered his apologies for
this intrusion, which nothing could excuse but the
extreme urgency of the service order he had to communicate
to his comrade Feraud. He proposed to himself
to return presently in a more regular manner and beg
forgiveness for interrupting the interesting conversation
. . .
A bare arm was extended towards him
with gracious nonchalance even before he had finished
speaking. He pressed the hand respectfully to
his lips, and made the mental remark that it was bony.
Madame de Lionne was a blonde, with
too fine a skin and a long face.
“C’est ca!”
she said, with an ethereal smile, disclosing a set
of large teeth. “Come this evening to plead
for your forgiveness.”
“I will not fail, madame.”
Meantime, Lieut. Feraud, splendid
in his new dolman and the extremely polished boots
of his calling, sat on a chair within a foot of the
couch, one hand resting on his thigh, the other twirling
his moustache to a point. At a significant glance
from D’Hubert he rose without alacrity, and
followed him into the recess of a window.
“What is it you want with me?”
he asked, with astonishing indifference. Lieut.
D’Hubert could not imagine that in the innocence
of his heart and simplicity of his conscience Lieut.
Feraud took a view of his duel in which neither remorse
nor yet a rational apprehension of consequences had
any place. Though he had no clear recollection
how the quarrel had originated (it was begun in an
establishment where beer and wine are drunk late at
night), he had not the slightest doubt of being himself
the outraged party. He had had two experienced
friends for his seconds. Everything had been
done according to the rules governing that sort of
adventures. And a duel is obviously fought for
the purpose of someone being at least hurt, if not
killed outright. The civilian got hurt.
That also was in order. Lieut. Feraud was
perfectly tranquil; but Lieut. D’Hubert
took it for affectation, and spoke with a certain vivacity.
“I am directed by the general
to give you the order to go at once to your quarters,
and remain there under close arrest.”
It was now the turn of Lieut.
Feraud to be astonished. “What the devil
are you telling me there?” he murmured, faintly,
and fell into such profound wonder that he could only
follow mechanically the motions of Lieut. D’Hubert.
The two officers, one tall, with an interesting face
and a moustache the colour of ripe corn, the other,
short and sturdy, with a hooked nose and a thick crop
of black curly hair, approached the mistress of the
house to take their leave. Madame de
Lionne, a woman of eclectic taste, smiled upon
these armed young men with impartial sensibility and
an equal share of interest. Madame de
Lionne took her delight in the infinite variety
of the human species. All the other eyes in the
drawing-room followed the departing officers; and when
they had gone out one or two men, who had already
heard of the duel, imparted the information to the
sylph-like ladies, who received it with faint shrieks
of humane concern.
Meantime, the two hussars walked side
by side, Lieut. Feraud trying to master the hidden
reason of things which in this instance eluded the
grasp of his intellect, Lieut. D’Hubert
feeling annoyed at the part he had to play, because
the general’s instructions were that he should
see personally that Lieut. Feraud carried out
his orders to the letter, and at once.
“The chief seems to know this
animal,” he thought, eyeing his companion, whose
round face, the round eyes, and even the twisted-up
jet black little moustache seemed animated by a mental
exasperation against the incomprehensible. And
aloud he observed rather reproachfully, “The
general is in a devilish fury with you!”
Lieut. Feraud stopped short on
the edge of the pavement, and cried in accents of
unmistakable sincerity, “What on earth for?”
The innocence of the fiery Gascon soul was depicted
in the manner in which he seized his head in both
hands as if to prevent it bursting with perplexity.
“For the duel,” said Lieut.
D’Hubert, curtly. He was annoyed greatly
by this sort of perverse fooling.
“The duel! The . . .”
Lieut. Feraud passed from one
paroxysm of astonishment into another. He dropped
his hands and walked on slowly, trying to reconcile
this information with the state of his own feelings.
It was impossible. He burst out indignantly,
“Was I to let that sauerkraut-eating civilian
wipe his boots on the uniform of the 7th Hussars?”
Lieut. D’Hubert could not
remain altogether unmoved by that simple sentiment.
This little fellow was a lunatic, he thought to himself,
but there was something in what he said.
“Of course, I don’t know
how far you were justified,” he began, soothingly.
“And the general himself may not be exactly informed.
Those people have been deafening him with their lamentations.”
“Ah! the general is not exactly
informed,” mumbled Lieut. Feraud, walking
faster and faster as his choler at the injustice of
his fate began to rise. “He is not exactly
. . . And he orders me under close arrest, with
God knows what afterwards!”
“Don’t excite yourself
like this,” remonstrated the other. “Your
adversary’s people are very influential, you
know, and it looks bad enough on the face of it.
The general had to take notice of their complaint
at once. I don’t think he means to be over-severe
with you. It’s the best thing for you to
be kept out of sight for a while.”
“I am very much obliged to the
general,” muttered Lieut. Feraud through
his teeth. “And perhaps you would say I
ought to be grateful to you, too, for the trouble
you have taken to hunt me up in the drawing-room of
a lady who ”
“Frankly,” interrupted
Lieut. D’Hubert, with an innocent laugh,
“I think you ought to be. I had no end
of trouble to find out where you were. It wasn’t
exactly the place for you to disport yourself in under
the circumstances. If the general had caught
you there making eyes at the goddess of the temple
. . . oh, my word! . . . He hates to be bothered
with complaints against his officers, you know.
And it looked uncommonly like sheer bravado.”
The two officers had arrived now at
the street door of Lieut. Feraud’s lodgings.
The latter turned towards his companion. “Lieut.
D’Hubert,” he said, “I have something
to say to you, which can’t be said very well
in the street. You can’t refuse to come
up.”
The pretty maid had opened the door.
Lieut. Feraud brushed past her brusquely, and
she raised her scared and questioning eyes to Lieut.
D’Hubert, who could do nothing but shrug his
shoulders slightly as he followed with marked reluctance.
In his room Lieut. Feraud unhooked
the clasp, flung his new dolman on the bed, and, folding
his arms across his chest, turned to the other hussar.
“Do you imagine I am a man to
submit tamely to injustice?” he inquired, in
a boisterous voice.
“Oh, do be reasonable!” remonstrated Lieut.
D’Hubert.
“I am reasonable! I am
perfectly reasonable!” retorted the other with
ominous restraint. “I can’t call the
general to account for his behaviour, but you are
going to answer me for yours.”
“I can’t listen to this
nonsense,” murmured Lieut. D’Hubert,
making a slightly contemptuous grimace.
“You call this nonsense?
It seems to me a perfectly plain statement. Unless
you don’t understand French.”
“What on earth do you mean?”
“I mean,” screamed suddenly
Lieut. Feraud, “to cut off your ears to
teach you to disturb me with the general’s orders
when I am talking to a lady!”
A profound silence followed this mad
declaration; and through the open window Lieut.
D’Hubert heard the little birds singing sanely
in the garden. He said, preserving his calm,
“Why! If you take that tone, of course
I shall hold myself at your disposition whenever you
are at liberty to attend to this affair; but I don’t
think you will cut my ears off.”
“I am going to attend to it
at once,” declared Lieut. Feraud, with
extreme truculence. “If you are thinking
of displaying your airs and graces to-night in Madame
de Lionne’s salon you are very much mistaken.”
“Really!” said Lieut.
D’Hubert, who was beginning to feel irritated,
“you are an impracticable sort of fellow.
The general’s orders to me were to put you under
arrest, not to carve you into small pieces. Good-morning!”
And turning his back on the little Gascon, who, always
sober in his potations, was as though born intoxicated
with the sunshine of his vine-ripening country, the
Northman, who could drink hard on occasion, but was
born sober under the watery skies of Picardy, made
for the door. Hearing, however, the unmistakable
sound behind his back of a sword drawn from the scabbard,
he had no option but to stop.
“Devil take this mad Southerner!”
he thought, spinning round and surveying with composure
the warlike posture of Lieut. Feraud, with a
bare sword in his hand.
“At once! at once!” stuttered
Feraud, beside himself.
“You had my answer,” said the other, keeping
his temper very well.
At first he had been only vexed, and
somewhat amused; but now his face got clouded.
He was asking himself seriously how he could manage
to get away. It was impossible to run from a
man with a sword, and as to fighting him, it seemed
completely out of the question. He waited awhile,
then said exactly what was in his heart.
“Drop this! I won’t fight with you.
I won’t be made ridiculous.”
“Ah, you won’t?”
hissed the Gascon. “I suppose you prefer
to be made infamous. Do you hear what I say?
. . . Infamous! Infamous! Infamous!”
he shrieked, rising and falling on his toes and getting
very red in the face.
Lieut. D’Hubert, on the
contrary, became very pale at the sound of the unsavoury
word for a moment, then flushed pink to the roots of
his fair hair. “But you can’t go
out to fight; you are under arrest, you lunatic!”
he objected, with angry scorn.
“There’s the garden:
it’s big enough to lay out your long carcass
in,” spluttered the other with such ardour that
somehow the anger of the cooler man subsided.
“This is perfectly absurd,”
he said, glad enough to think he had found a way out
of it for the moment. “We shall never get
any of our comrades to serve as seconds. It’s
preposterous.”
“Seconds! Damn the seconds!
We don’t want any seconds. Don’t you
worry about any seconds. I shall send word to
your friends to come and bury you when I am done.
And if you want any witnesses, I’ll send word
to the old girl to put her head out of a window at
the back. Stay! There’s the gardener.
He’ll do. He’s as deaf as a post,
but he has two eyes in his head. Come along!
I will teach you, my staff officer, that the carrying
about of a general’s orders is not always child’s
play.”
While thus discoursing he had unbuckled
his empty scabbard. He sent it flying under the
bed, and, lowering the point of the sword, brushed
past the perplexed Lieut. D’Hubert, exclaiming,
“Follow me!” Directly he had flung open
the door a faint shriek was heard and the pretty maid,
who had been listening at the keyhole, staggered away,
putting the backs of her hands over her eyes.
Feraud did not seem to see her, but she ran after
him and seized his left arm. He shook her off,
and then she rushed towards Lieut. D’Hubert
and clawed at the sleeve of his uniform.
“Wretched man!” she sobbed.
“Is this what you wanted to find him for?”
“Let me go,” entreated
Lieut. D’Hubert, trying to disengage himself
gently. “It’s like being in a madhouse,”
he protested, with exasperation. “Do let
me go! I won’t do him any harm.”
A fiendish laugh from Lieut.
Feraud commented that assurance. “Come
along!” he shouted, with a stamp of his foot.
And Lieut. D’Hubert did
follow. He could do nothing else. Yet in
vindication of his sanity it must be recorded that
as he passed through the ante-room the notion of opening
the street door and bolting out presented itself to
this brave youth, only of course to be instantly dismissed,
for he felt sure that the other would pursue him without
shame or compunction. And the prospect of an officer
of hussars being chased along the street by another
officer of hussars with a naked sword could not be
for a moment entertained. Therefore he followed
into the garden. Behind them the girl tottered
out, too. With ashy lips and wild, scared eyes,
she surrendered herself to a dreadful curiosity.
She had also the notion of rushing if need be between
Lieut. Feraud and death.
The deaf gardener, utterly unconscious
of approaching footsteps, went on watering his flowers
till Lieut. Feraud thumped him on the back.
Beholding suddenly an enraged man flourishing a big
sabre, the old chap trembling in all his limbs dropped
the watering-pot. At once Lieut. Feraud
kicked it away with great animosity, and, seizing the
gardener by the throat, backed him against a tree.
He held him there, shouting in his ear, “Stay
here, and look on! You understand? You’ve
got to look on! Don’t dare budge from the
spot!”
Lieut. D’Hubert came slowly
down the walk, unclasping his dolman with unconcealed
disgust. Even then, with his hand already on the
hilt of his sword, he hesitated to draw till a roar,
“En garde, fichtre! What
do you think you came here for?” and the rush
of his adversary forced him to put himself as quickly
as possible in a posture of defence.
The clash of arms filled that prim
garden, which hitherto had known no more warlike sound
than the click of clipping shears; and presently the
upper part of an old lady’s body was projected
out of a window upstairs. She tossed her arms
above her white cap, scolding in a cracked voice.
The gardener remained glued to the tree, his toothless
mouth open in idiotic astonishment, and a little farther
up the path the pretty girl, as if spellbound to a
small grass plot, ran a few steps this way and that,
wringing her hands and muttering crazily. She
did not rush between the combatants: the onslaughts
of Lieut. Feraud were so fierce that her heart
failed her. Lieut. D’Hubert, his faculties
concentrated upon defence, needed all his skill and
science of the sword to stop the rushes of his adversary.
Twice already he had to break ground. It bothered
him to feel his foothold made insecure by the round,
dry gravel of the path rolling under the hard soles
of his boots. This was most unsuitable ground,
he thought, keeping a watchful, narrowed gaze, shaded
by long eyelashes, upon the fiery stare of his thick-set
adversary. This absurd affair would ruin his
reputation of a sensible, well-behaved, promising
young officer. It would damage, at any rate, his
immediate prospects, and lose him the good-will of
his general. These worldly preoccupations were
no doubt misplaced in view of the solemnity of the
moment. A duel, whether regarded as a ceremony
in the cult of honour, or even when reduced in its
moral essence to a form of manly sport, demands a
perfect singleness of intention, a homicidal austerity
of mood. On the other hand, this vivid concern
for his future had not a bad effect inasmuch as it
began to rouse the anger of Lieut. D’Hubert.
Some seventy seconds had elapsed since they had crossed
blades, and Lieut. D’Hubert had to break
ground again in order to avoid impaling his reckless
adversary like a beetle for a cabinet of specimens.
The result was that misapprehending the motive, Lieut.
Feraud with a triumphant sort of snarl pressed his
attack.
“This enraged animal will have
me against the wall directly,” thought Lieut.
D’Hubert. He imagined himself much closer
to the house than he was, and he dared not turn his
head; it seemed to him that he was keeping his adversary
off with his eyes rather more than with his point.
Lieut. Feraud crouched and bounded with a fierce
tigerish agility fit to trouble the stoutest heart.
But what was more appalling than the fury of a wild
beast, accomplishing in all innocence of heart a natural
function, was the fixity of savage purpose man alone
is capable of displaying. Lieut. D ’Hubert
in the midst of his worldly preoccupations perceived
it at last. It was an absurd and damaging affair
to be drawn into, but whatever silly intention the
fellow had started with, it was clear enough that
by this time he meant to kill nothing less.
He meant it with an intensity of will utterly beyond
the inferior faculties of a tiger.
As is the case with constitutionally
brave men, the full view of the danger interested
Lieut. D’Hubert. And directly he got
properly interested, the length of his arm and the
coolness of his head told in his favour. It was
the turn of Lieut. Feraud to recoil, with a bloodcurdling
grunt of baffled rage. He made a swift feint,
and then rushed straight forward.
“Ah! you would, would you?”
Lieut. D’Hubert exclaimed, mentally.
The combat had lasted nearly two minutes, time enough
for any man to get embittered, apart from the merits
of the quarrel. And all at once it was over.
Trying to close breast to breast under his adversary’s
guard Lieut. Feraud received a slash on his shortened
arm. He did not feel it in the least, but it
checked his rush, and his feet slipping on the gravel
he fell backwards with great violence. The shock
jarred his boiling brain into the perfect quietude
of insensibility. Simultaneously with his fall
the pretty servant-girl shrieked; but the old maiden
lady at the window ceased her scolding, and began
to cross herself piously.
Beholding his adversary stretched
out perfectly still, his face to the sky, Lieut.
D’Hubert thought he had killed him outright.
The impression of having slashed hard enough to cut
his man clean in two abode with him for a while in
an exaggerated memory of the right good-will he had
put into the blow. He dropped on his knees hastily
by the side of the prostrate body. Discovering
that not even the arm was severed, a slight sense
of disappointment mingled with the feeling of relief.
The fellow deserved the worst. But truly he did
not want the death of that sinner. The affair
was ugly enough as it stood, and Lieut. D’Hubert
addressed himself at once to the task of stopping
the bleeding. In this task it was his fate to
be ridiculously impeded by the pretty maid. Rending
the air with screams of horror, she attacked him from
behind and, twining her fingers in his hair, tugged
back at his head. Why she should choose to hinder
him at this precise moment he could not in the least
understand. He did not try. It was all like
a very wicked and harassing dream. Twice to save
himself from being pulled over he had to rise and
fling her off. He did this stoically, without
a word, kneeling down again at once to go on with
his work. But the third time, his work being
done, he seized her and held her arms pinned to her
body. Her cap was half off, her face was red,
her eyes blazed with crazy boldness. He looked
mildly into them while she called him a wretch, a traitor,
and a murderer many times in succession. This
did not annoy him so much as the conviction that she
had managed to scratch his face abundantly. Ridicule
would be added to the scandal of the story. He
imagined the adorned tale making its way through the
garrison of the town, through the whole army on the
frontier, with every possible distortion of motive
and sentiment and circumstance, spreading a doubt
upon the sanity of his conduct and the distinction
of his taste even to the very ears of his honourable
family. It was all very well for that fellow Feraud,
who had no connections, no family to speak of, and
no quality but courage, which, anyhow, was a matter
of course, and possessed by every single trooper in
the whole mass of French cavalry. Still holding
down the arms of the girl in a strong grip, Lieut.
D’Hubert glanced over his shoulder. Lieut.
Feraud had opened his eyes. He did not move.
Like a man just waking from a deep sleep he stared
without any expression at the evening sky.
Lieut. D’Hubert’s
urgent shouts to the old gardener produced no effect not
so much as to make him shut his toothless mouth.
Then he remembered that the man was stone deaf.
All that time the girl struggled, not with maidenly
coyness, but like a pretty, dumb fury, kicking his
shins now and then. He continued to hold her as
if in a vice, his instinct telling him that were he
to let her go she would fly at his eyes. But
he was greatly humiliated by his position. At
last she gave up. She was more exhausted than
appeased, he feared. Nevertheless, he attempted
to get out of this wicked dream by way of negotiation.
“Listen to me,” he said,
as calmly as he could. “Will you promise
to run for a surgeon if I let you go?”
With real affliction he heard her
declare that she would do nothing of the kind.
On the contrary, her sobbed out intention was to remain
in the garden, and fight tooth and nail for the protection
of the vanquished man. This was shocking.
“My dear child!” he cried
in despair, “is it possible that you think me
capable of murdering a wounded adversary? Is it.
. . . Be quiet, you little wild cat, you!”
They struggled. A thick, drowsy
voice said behind him, “What are you after with
that girl?”
Lieut. Feraud had raised himself
on his good arm. He was looking sleepily at his
other arm, at the mess of blood on his uniform, at
a small red pool on the ground, at his sabre lying
a foot away on the path. Then he laid himself
down gently again to think it all out, as far as a
thundering headache would permit of mental operations.
Lieut. D’Hubert released
the girl who crouched at once by the side of the other
lieutenant. The shades of night were falling on
the little trim garden with this touching group, whence
proceeded low murmurs of sorrow and compassion, with
other feeble sounds of a different character, as if
an imperfectly awake invalid were trying to swear.
Lieut. D’Hubert went away.
He passed through the silent house,
and congratulated himself upon the dusk concealing
his gory hands and scratched face from the passers-by.
But this story could by no means be concealed.
He dreaded the discredit and ridicule above everything,
and was painfully aware of sneaking through the back
streets in the manner of a murderer. Presently
the sounds of a flute coming out of the open window
of a lighted upstairs room in a modest house interrupted
his dismal reflections. It was being played with
a persevering virtuosity, and through the fioritures
of the tune one could hear the regular thumping of
the foot beating time on the floor.
Lieut. D’Hubert shouted
a name, which was that of an army surgeon whom he
knew fairly well. The sounds of the flute ceased,
and the musician appeared at the window, his instrument
still in his hand, peering into the street.
“Who calls? You, D’Hubert? What
brings you this way?”
He did not like to be disturbed at
the hour when he was playing the flute. He was
a man whose hair had turned grey already in the thankless
task of tying up wounds on battlefields where others
reaped advancement and glory.
“I want you to go at once and
see Feraud. You know Lieut. Feraud?
He lives down the second street. It’s but
a step from here.”
“What’s the matter with him?”
“Wounded.”
“Are you sure?”
“Sure!” cried D’Hubert. “I
come from there.”
“That’s amusing,”
said the elderly surgeon. Amusing was his favourite
word; but the expression of his face when he pronounced
it never corresponded. He was a stolid man.
“Come in,” he added. “I’ll
get ready in a moment.”
“Thanks! I will. I want to wash my
hands in your room.”
Lieut. D’Hubert found the
surgeon occupied in unscrewing his flute, and packing
the pieces methodically in a case. He turned his
head.
“Water there in the corner.
Your hands do want washing.”
“I’ve stopped the bleeding,”
said Lieut. D’Hubert. “But you
had better make haste. It’s rather more
than ten minutes ago, you know.”
The surgeon did not hurry his movements.
“What’s the matter?
Dressing came off? That’s amusing.
I’ve been at work in the hospital all day but
I’ve been told this morning by somebody that
he had come off without a scratch.”
“Not the same duel probably,”
growled moodily Lieut. D’Hubert, wiping
his hands on a coarse towel.
“Not the same. . . . What?
Another. It would take the very devil to make
me go out twice in one day.” The surgeon
looked narrowly at Lieut. D’Hubert.
“How did you come by that scratched face?
Both sides, too and symmetrical. It’s
amusing.”
“Very!” snarled Lieut.
D’Hubert. “And you will find his slashed
arm amusing, too. It will keep both of you amused
for quite a long time.”
The doctor was mystified and impressed
by the brusque bitterness of Lieut. D’Hubert’s
tone. They left the house together, and in the
street he was still more mystified by his conduct.
“Aren’t you coming with me?” he
asked.
“No,” said Lieut.
D’Hubert. “You can find the house
by yourself. The front door will be standing
open very likely.”
“All right. Where’s his room?”
“Ground floor. But you
had better go right through and look in the garden
first.”
This astonishing piece of information
made the surgeon go off without further parley.
Lieut. D’Hubert regained his quarters nursing
a hot and uneasy indignation. He dreaded the
chaff of his comrades almost as much as the anger
of his superiors. The truth was confoundedly grotesque
and embarrassing, even putting aside the irregularity
of the combat itself, which made it come abominably
near a criminal offence. Like all men without
much imagination, a faculty which helps the process
of reflective thought, Lieut. D’Hubert
became frightfully harassed by the obvious aspects
of his predicament. He was certainly glad that
he had not killed Lieut. Feraud outside all rules,
and without the regular witnesses proper to such a
transaction. Uncommonly glad. At the same
time he felt as though he would have liked to wring
his neck for him without ceremony.
He was still under the sway of these
contradictory sentiments when the surgeon amateur
of the flute came to see him. More than three
days had elapsed. Lieut. D’Hubert
was no longer officier d’ordonnance
to the general commanding the division. He had
been sent back to his regiment. And he was resuming
his connection with the soldiers’ military family
by being shut up in close confinement, not at his
own quarters in town, but in a room in the barracks.
Owing to the gravity of the incident, he was forbidden
to see any one. He did not know what had happened,
what was being said, or what was being thought.
The arrival of the surgeon was a most unexpected thing
to the worried captive. The amateur of the flute
began by explaining that he was there only by a special
favour of the colonel.
“I represented to him that it
would be only fair to let you have some authentic
news of your adversary,” he continued. “You’ll
be glad to hear he’s getting better fast.”
Lieut. D’Hubert’s
face exhibited no conventional signs of gladness.
He continued to walk the floor of the dusty bare room.
“Take this chair, doctor,” he mumbled.
The doctor sat down.
“This affair is variously appreciated in
town and in the army. In fact, the diversity
of opinions is amusing.”
“Is it!” mumbled Lieut.
D’Hubert, tramping steadily from wall to wall.
But within himself he marvelled that there could be
two opinions on the matter. The surgeon continued.
“Of course, as the real facts are not known ”
“I should have thought,”
interrupted D’Hubert, “that the fellow
would have put you in possession of facts.”
“He said something,” admitted
the other, “the first time I saw him. And,
by the by, I did find him in the garden. The thump
on the back of his head had made him a little incoherent
then. Afterwards he was rather reticent than
otherwise.”
“Didn’t think he would
have the grace to be ashamed!” mumbled D’Hubert,
resuming his pacing while the doctor murmured, “It’s
very amusing. Ashamed! Shame was not exactly
his frame of mind. However, you may look at the
matter otherwise.”
“What are you talking about?
What matter?” asked D’Hubert, with a sidelong
look at the heavy-faced, grey-haired figure seated
on a wooden chair.
“Whatever it is,” said
the surgeon a little impatiently, “I don’t
want to pronounce any opinion on your conduct ”
“By heavens, you had better not!” burst
out D’Hubert.
“There! there!
Don’t be so quick in flourishing the sword.
It doesn’t pay in the long run. Understand
once for all that I would not carve any of you youngsters
except with the tools of my trade. But my advice
is good. If you go on like this you will make
for yourself an ugly reputation.”
“Go on like what?” demanded
Lieut. D’Hubert, stopping short, quite
startled. “I! I! make
for myself a reputation. . . . What do you imagine?”
“I told you I don’t wish
to judge of the rights and wrongs of this incident.
It’s not my business. Nevertheless ”
“What on earth has he been telling
you?” interrupted Lieut. D’Hubert,
in a sort of awed scare.
“I told you already, that at
first, when I picked him up in the garden, he was
incoherent. Afterwards he was naturally reticent.
But I gather at least that he could not help himself.”
“He couldn’t?” shouted
Lieut. D’Hubert in a great voice. Then,
lowering his tone impressively, “And what about
me? Could I help myself?”
The surgeon stood up. His thoughts
were running upon the flute, his constant companion
with a consoling voice. In the vicinity of field
ambulances, after twenty-four hours’ hard work,
he had been known to trouble with its sweet sounds
the horrible stillness of battlefields, given over
to silence and the dead. The solacing hour of
his daily life was approaching, and in peace time
he held on to the minutes as a miser to his hoard.
“Of course! of course!”
he said, perfunctorily. “You would think
so. It’s amusing. However, being perfectly
neutral and friendly to you both, I have consented
to deliver his message to you. Say that I am humouring
an invalid if you like. He wants you to know that
this affair is by no means at an end. He intends
to send you his seconds directly he has regained his
strength providing, of course, the army
is not in the field at that time.”
“He intends, does he? Why,
certainly,” spluttered Lieut. D’Hubert
in a passion.
The secret of his exasperation was
not apparent to the visitor; but this passion confirmed
the surgeon in the belief which was gaining ground
outside that some very serious difference had arisen
between these two young men, something serious enough
to wear an air of mystery, some fact of the utmost
gravity. To settle their urgent difference about
that fact, those two young men had risked being broken
and disgraced at the outset almost of their career.
The surgeon feared that the forthcoming inquiry would
fail to satisfy the public curiosity. They would
not take the public into their confidence as to that
something which had passed between them of a nature
so outrageous as to make them face a charge of murder neither
more nor less. But what could it be?
The surgeon was not very curious by
temperament; but that question haunting his mind caused
him twice that evening to hold the instrument off
his lips and sit silent for a whole minute right
in the middle of a tune trying to form
a plausible conjecture.
II
He succeeded in this object no better
than the rest of the garrison and the whole of society.
The two young officers, of no especial consequence
till then, became distinguished by the universal curiosity
as to the origin of their quarrel. Madame de
Lionne’s salon was the centre of ingenious surmises;
that lady herself was for a time assailed by inquiries
as being the last person known to have spoken to these
unhappy and reckless young men before they went out
together from her house to a savage encounter with
swords, at dusk, in a private garden. She protested
she had not observed anything unusual in their demeanour.
Lieut. Feraud had been visibly annoyed at being
called away. That was natural enough; no man
likes to be disturbed in a conversation with a lady
famed for her elegance and sensibility. But in
truth the subject bored Madame de Lionne,
since her personality could by no stretch of reckless
gossip be connected with this affair. And it irritated
her to hear it advanced that there might have been
some woman in the case. This irritation arose,
not from her elegance or sensibility, but from a more
instinctive side of her nature. It became so great
at last that she peremptorily forbade the subject
to be mentioned under her roof. Near her couch
the prohibition was obeyed, but farther off in the
salon the pall of the imposed silence continued to
be lifted more or less. A personage with a long,
pale face, resembling the countenance of a sheep,
opined, shaking his head, that it was a quarrel of
long standing envenomed by time. It was objected
to him that the men themselves were too young for
such a theory. They belonged also to different
and distant parts of France. There were other
physical impossibilities, too. A sub-commissary
of the Intendence, an agreeable and cultivated bachelor
in kerseymere breeches, Hessian boots, and a blue coat
embroidered with silver lace, who affected to believe
in the transmigration of souls, suggested that the
two had met perhaps in some previous existence.
The feud was in the forgotten past. It might have
been something quite inconceivable in the present
state of their being; but their souls remembered the
animosity, and manifested an instinctive antagonism.
He developed this theme jocularly. Yet the affair
was so absurd from the worldly, the military, the
honourable, or the prudential point of view, that
this weird explanation seemed rather more reasonable
than any other.
The two officers had confided nothing
definite to any one. Humiliation at having been
worsted arms in hand, and an uneasy feeling of having
been involved in a scrape by the injustice of fate,
kept Lieut. Feraud savagely dumb. He mistrusted
the sympathy of mankind. That would, of course,
go to that dandified staff officer. Lying in bed,
he raved aloud to the pretty maid who administered
to his needs with devotion, and listened to his horrible
imprecations with alarm. That Lieut. D’Hubert
should be made to “pay for it,” seemed
to her just and natural. Her principal care was
that Lieut. Feraud should not excite himself.
He appeared so wholly admirable and fascinating to
the humility of her heart that her only concern was
to see him get well quickly, even if it were only
to resume his visits to Madame de Lionne’s salon.
Lieut. D’Hubert kept silent
for the immediate reason that there was no one, except
a stupid young soldier servant, to speak to. Further,
he was aware that the episode, so grave professionally,
had its comic side. When reflecting upon it,
he still felt that he would like to wring Lieut.
Feraud’s neck for him. But this formula
was figurative rather than precise, and expressed
more a state of mind than an actual physical impulse.
At the same time, there was in that young man a feeling
of comradeship and kindness which made him unwilling
to make the position of Lieut. Feraud worse than
it was. He did not want to talk at large about
this wretched affair. At the inquiry he would
have, of course, to speak the truth in self-defence.
This prospect vexed him.
But no inquiry took place. The
army took the field instead. Lieut. D’Hubert,
liberated without remark, took up his regimental duties;
and Lieut. Feraud, his arm just out of the sling,
rode unquestioned with his squadron to complete his
convalescence in the smoke of battlefields and the
fresh air of night bivouacs. This bracing treatment
suited him so well, that at the first rumour of an
armistice being signed he could turn without misgivings
to the thoughts of his private warfare.
This time it was to be regular warfare.
He sent two friends to Lieut. D’Hubert,
whose regiment was stationed only a few miles away.
Those friends had asked no questions of their principal.
“I owe him one, that pretty staff officer,”
he had said, grimly, and they went away quite contentedly
on their mission. Lieut. D’Hubert had
no difficulty in finding two friends equally discreet
and devoted to their principal. “There’s
a crazy fellow to whom I must give a lesson,”
he had declared curtly; and they asked for no better
reasons.
On these grounds an encounter with
duelling-swords was arranged one early morning in
a convenient field. At the third set-to Lieut.
D’Hubert found himself lying on his back on
the dewy grass with a hole in his side. A serene
sun rising over a landscape of meadows and woods hung
on his left. A surgeon not the flute
player, but another was bending over him,
feeling around the wound.
“Narrow squeak. But it will be nothing,”
he pronounced.
Lieut. D’Hubert heard these
words with pleasure. One of his seconds, sitting
on the wet grass, and sustaining his head on his lap,
said, “The fortune of war, mon pauvre
vieux. What will you have? You had better
make it up like two good fellows. Do!”
“You don’t know what you
ask,” murmured Lieut. D’Hubert, in
a feeble voice. “However, if he . . .”
In another part of the meadow the
seconds of Lieut. Feraud were urging him to go
over and shake hands with his adversary.
“You have paid him off now que
diable. It’s the proper thing to do.
This D’Hubert is a decent fellow.”
“I know the decency of these
generals’ pets,” muttered Lieut. Feraud
through his teeth, and the sombre expression of his
face discouraged further efforts at reconciliation.
The seconds, bowing from a distance, took their men
off the field. In the afternoon Lieut. D’Hubert,
very popular as a good comrade uniting great bravery
with a frank and equable temper, had many visitors.
It was remarked that Lieut. Feraud did not, as
is customary, show himself much abroad to receive the
félicitations of his friends. They would
not have failed him, because he, too, was liked for
the exuberance of his southern nature and the simplicity
of his character. In all the places where officers
were in the habit of assembling at the end of the
day the duel of the morning was talked over from every
point of view. Though Lieut. D’Hubert
had got worsted this time, his sword play was commended.
No one could deny that it was very close, very scientific.
It was even whispered that if he got touched it was
because he wished to spare his adversary. But
by many the vigour and dash of Lieut. Feraud’s
attack were pronounced irresistible.
The merits of the two officers as
combatants were frankly discussed; but their attitude
to each other after the duel was criticised lightly
and with caution. It was irreconcilable, and
that was to be regretted. But after all they
knew best what the care of their honour dictated.
It was not a matter for their comrades to pry into
over-much. As to the origin of the quarrel, the
general impression was that it dated from the time
they were holding garrison in Strasbourg. The
musical surgeon shook his head at that. It went
much farther back, he thought.
“Why, of course! You must
know the whole story,” cried several voices,
eager with curiosity. “What was it?”
He raised his eyes from his glass
deliberately. “Even if I knew ever so well,
you can’t expect me to tell you, since both the
principals choose to say nothing.”
He got up and went out, leaving the
sense of mystery behind him. He could not stay
any longer, because the witching hour of flute-playing
was drawing near.
After he had gone a very young officer
observed solemnly, “Obviously, his lips are
sealed!”
Nobody questioned the high correctness
of that remark. Somehow it added to the impressiveness
of the affair. Several older officers of both
regiments, prompted by nothing but sheer kindness and
love of harmony, proposed to form a Court of Honour,
to which the two young men would leave the task of
their reconciliation. Unfortunately they began
by approaching Lieut. Feraud, on the assumption
that, having just scored heavily, he would be found
placable and disposed to moderation.
The reasoning was sound enough.
Nevertheless, the move turned out unfortunate.
In that relaxation of moral fibre, which is brought
about by the ease of soothed vanity, Lieut. Feraud
had condescended in the secret of his heart to review
the case, and even had come to doubt not the justice
of his cause, but the absolute sagacity of his conduct.
This being so, he was disinclined to talk about it.
The suggestion of the regimental wise men put him
in a difficult position. He was disgusted at
it, and this disgust, by a paradoxical logic, reawakened
his animosity against Lieut. D’Hubert.
Was he to be pestered with this fellow for ever the
fellow who had an infernal knack of getting round people
somehow? And yet it was difficult to refuse point
blank that mediation sanctioned by the code of honour.
He met the difficulty by an attitude
of grim reserve. He twisted his moustache and
used vague words. His case was perfectly clear.
He was not ashamed to state it before a proper Court
of Honour, neither was he afraid to defend it on the
ground. He did not see any reason to jump at
the suggestion before ascertaining how his adversary
was likely to take it.
Later in the day, his exasperation
growing upon him, he was heard in a public place saying
sardonically, “that it would be the very luckiest
thing for Lieut. D’Hubert, because the next
time of meeting he need not hope to get off with the
mere trifle of three weeks in bed.”
This boastful phrase might have been
prompted by the most profound Machiavellism.
Southern natures often hide, under the outward impulsiveness
of action and speech, a certain amount of astuteness.
Lieut. Feraud, mistrusting the
justice of men, by no means desired a Court of Honour;
and the above words, according so well with his temperament,
had also the merit of serving his turn. Whether
meant so or not, they found their way in less than
four-and-twenty hours into Lieut. D’Hubert’s
bedroom. In consequence Lieut. D’Hubert,
sitting propped up with pillows, received the overtures
made to him next day by the statement that the affair
was of a nature which could not bear discussion.
The pale face of the wounded officer,
his weak voice which he had yet to use cautiously,
and the courteous dignity of his tone had a great effect
on his hearers. Reported outside all this did
more for deepening the mystery than the vapourings
of Lieut. Feraud. This last was greatly
relieved at the issue. He began to enjoy the state
of general wonder, and was pleased to add to it by
assuming an attitude of fierce discretion.
The colonel of Lieut. D’Hubert’s
regiment was a grey-haired, weather-beaten warrior,
who took a simple view of his responsibilities.
“I can’t,” he said to himself, “let
the best of my subalterns get damaged like this for
nothing. I must get to the bottom of this affair
privately. He must speak out if the devil were
in it. The colonel should be more than a father
to these youngsters.” And indeed he loved
all his men with as much affection as a father of
a large family can feel for every individual member
of it. If human beings by an oversight of Providence
came into the world as mere civilians, they were born
again into a regiment as infants are born into a family,
and it was that military birth alone which counted.
At the sight of Lieut. D’Hubert
standing before him very bleached and hollow-eyed
the heart of the old warrior felt a pang of genuine
compassion. All his affection for the regiment that
body of men which he held in his hand to launch forward
and draw back, who ministered to his pride and commanded
all his thoughts seemed centred for a moment
on the person of the most promising subaltern.
He cleared his throat in a threatening manner, and
frowned terribly. “You must understand,”
he began, “that I don’t care a rap for
the life of a single man in the regiment. I would
send the eight hundred and forty-three of you men and
horses galloping into the pit of perdition with no
more compunction than I would kill a fly!”
“Yes, Colonel. You would
be riding at our head,” said Lieut. D’Hubert
with a wan smile.
The colonel, who felt the need of
being very diplomatic, fairly roared at this.
“I want you to know, Lieut. D’Hubert,
that I could stand aside and see you all riding to
Hades if need be. I am a man to do even that
if the good of the service and my duty to my country
required it from me. But that’s unthinkable,
so don’t you even hint at such a thing.”
He glared awfully, but his tone softened. “There’s
some milk yet about that moustache of yours, my boy.
You don’t know what a man like me is capable
of. I would hide behind a haystack if . . .
Don’t grin at me, sir! How dare you?
If this were not a private conversation I would . .
. Look here! I am responsible for the proper
expenditure of lives under my command for the glory
of our country and the honour of the regiment.
Do you understand that? Well, then, what the
devil do you mean by letting yourself be spitted like
this by that fellow of the 7th Hussars? It’s
simply disgraceful!”
Lieut. D’Hubert felt vexed
beyond measure. His shoulders moved slightly.
He made no other answer. He could not ignore his
responsibility.
The colonel veiled his glance and
lowered his voice still more. “It’s
deplorable!” he murmured. And again he changed
his tone. “Come!” he went on, persuasively,
but with that note of authority which dwells in the
throat of a good leader of men, “this affair
must be settled. I desire to be told plainly
what it is all about. I demand, as your best friend,
to know.”
The compelling power of authority,
the persuasive influence of kindness, affected powerfully
a man just risen from a bed of sickness. Lieut.
D’Hubert’s hand, which grasped the knob
of a stick, trembled slightly. But his northern
temperament, sentimental yet cautious and clear-sighted,
too, in its idealistic way, checked his impulse to
make a clean breast of the whole deadly absurdity.
According to the precept of transcendental wisdom,
he turned his tongue seven times in his mouth before
he spoke. He made then only a speech of thanks.
The colonel listened, interested at
first, then looked mystified. At last he frowned.
“You hesitate? mille tonnerres!
Haven’t I told you that I will condescend to
argue with you as a friend?”
“Yes, Colonel!” answered
Lieut. D’Hubert, gently. “But
I am afraid that after you have heard me out as a
friend you will take action as my superior officer.”
The attentive colonel snapped his
jaws. “Well, what of that?” he said,
frankly. “Is it so damnably disgraceful?”
“It is not,” negatived
Lieut. D’Hubert, in a faint but firm voice.
“Of course, I shall act for
the good of the service. Nothing can prevent
me doing that. What do you think I want to be
told for?”
“I know it is not from idle
curiosity,” protested Lieut. D’Hubert.
“I know you will act wisely. But what about
the good fame of the regiment?”
“It cannot be affected by any
youthful folly of a lieutenant,” said the colonel,
severely.
“No. It cannot be.
But it can be by evil tongues. It will be said
that a lieutenant of the 4th Hussars, afraid of meeting
his adversary, is hiding behind his colonel.
And that would be worse than hiding behind a haystack for
the good of the service. I cannot afford to do
that, Colonel.”
“Nobody would dare to say anything
of the kind,” began the colonel very fiercely,
but ended the phrase on an uncertain note. The
bravery of Lieut. D’Hubert was well known.
But the colonel was well aware that the duelling courage,
the single combat courage, is rightly or wrongly supposed
to be courage of a special sort. And it was eminently
necessary that an officer of his regiment should possess
every kind of courage and prove it, too.
The colonel stuck out his lower lip, and looked far
away with a peculiar glazed stare. This was the
expression of his perplexity an expression
practically unknown to his regiment; for perplexity
is a sentiment which is incompatible with the rank
of colonel of cavalry. The colonel himself was
overcome by the unpleasant novelty of the sensation.
As he was not accustomed to think except on professional
matters connected with the welfare of men and horses,
and the proper use thereof on the field of glory,
his intellectual efforts degenerated into mere mental
repetitions of profane language. “Mille
tonnerres! . . . Sacre nom de
nom . . .” he thought.
Lieut. D’Hubert coughed
painfully, and added in a weary voice: “There
will be plenty of evil tongues to say that I’ve
been cowed. And I am sure you will not expect
me to pass that over. I may find myself suddenly
with a dozen duels on my hands instead of this one
affair.”
The direct simplicity of this argument
came home to the colonel’s understanding.
He looked at his subordinate fixedly. “Sit
down, Lieutenant!” he said, gruffly. “This
is the very devil of a . . . Sit down!”
“Mon Colonel,” D’Hubert
began again, “I am not afraid of evil tongues.
There’s a way of silencing them. But there’s
my peace of mind, too. I wouldn’t be able
to shake off the notion that I’ve ruined a brother
officer. Whatever action you take, it is bound
to go farther. The inquiry has been dropped let
it rest now. It would have been absolutely fatal
to Feraud.”
“Hey! What! Did he behave so badly?”
“Yes. It was pretty bad,”
muttered Lieut. D’Hubert. Being still
very weak, he felt a disposition to cry.
As the other man did not belong to
his own regiment the colonel had no difficulty in
believing this. He began to pace up and down the
room. He was a good chief, a man capable of discreet
sympathy. But he was human in other ways, too,
and this became apparent because he was not capable
of artifice.
“The very devil, Lieutenant,”
he blurted out, in the innocence of his heart, “is
that I have declared my intention to get to the bottom
of this affair. And when a colonel says something
. . . you see . . .”
Lieut. D’Hubert broke in
earnestly: “Let me entreat you, Colonel,
to be satisfied with taking my word of honour that
I was put into a damnable position where I had no
option; I had no choice whatever, consistent with
my dignity as a man and an officer. . . . After
all, Colonel, this fact is the very bottom of this
affair. Here you’ve got it. The rest
is mere detail. . . .”
The colonel stopped short. The
reputation of Lieut. D’Hubert for good
sense and good temper weighed in the balance.
A cool head, a warm heart, open as the day. Always
correct in his behaviour. One had to trust him.
The colonel repressed manfully an immense curiosity.
“H’m! You affirm that as a man and
an officer. . . . No option? Eh?”
“As an officer an
officer of the 4th Hussars, too,” insisted Lieut.
D’Hubert, “I had not. And that is
the bottom of the affair, Colonel.”
“Yes. But still I don’t
see why, to one’s colonel. . . . A colonel
is a father que diable!”
Lieut. D’Hubert ought not
to have been allowed out as yet. He was becoming
aware of his physical insufficiency with humiliation
and despair. But the morbid obstinacy of an invalid
possessed him, and at the same time he felt with dismay
his eyes filling with water. This trouble seemed
too big to handle. A tear fell down the thin,
pale cheek of Lieut. D’Hubert.
The colonel turned his back on him
hastily. You could have heard a pin drop.
“This is some silly woman story is
it not?”
Saying these words the chief spun
round to seize the truth, which is not a beautiful
shape living in a well, but a shy bird best caught
by stratagem. This was the last move of the colonel’s
diplomacy. He saw the truth shining unmistakably
in the gesture of Lieut. D’Hubert raising
his weak arms and his eyes to heaven in supreme protest.
“Not a woman affair eh?”
growled the colonel, staring hard. “I don’t
ask you who or where. All I want to know is whether
there is a woman in it?”
Lieut. D’Hubert’s
arms dropped, and his weak voice was pathetically
broken.
“Nothing of the kind, mon Colonel.”
“On your honour?” insisted the old warrior.
“On my honour.”
“Very well,” said the
colonel, thoughtfully, and bit his lip. The arguments
of Lieut. D’Hubert, helped by his liking
for the man, had convinced him. On the other
hand, it was highly improper that his intervention,
of which he had made no secret, should produce no visible
effect. He kept Lieut. D’Hubert a few
minutes longer, and dismissed him kindly.
“Take a few days more in bed.
Lieutenant. What the devil does the surgeon mean
by reporting you fit for duty?”
On coming out of the colonel’s
quarters, Lieut. D’Hubert said nothing to
the friend who was waiting outside to take him home.
He said nothing to anybody. Lieut. D’Hubert
made no confidences. But on the evening of that
day the colonel, strolling under the elms growing near
his quarters, in the company of his second in command,
opened his lips.
“I’ve got to the bottom
of this affair,” he remarked. The lieut.-colonel,
a dry, brown chip of a man with short side-whiskers,
pricked up his ears at that without letting a sign
of curiosity escape him.
“It’s no trifle,”
added the colonel, oracularly. The other waited
for a long while before he murmured:
“Indeed, sir!”
“No trifle,” repeated
the colonel, looking straight before him. “I’ve,
however, forbidden D’Hubert either to send to
or receive a challenge from Feraud for the next twelve
months.”
He had imagined this prohibition to
save the prestige a colonel should have. The
result of it was to give an official seal to the mystery
surrounding this deadly quarrel. Lieut. D’Hubert
repelled by an impassive silence all attempts to worm
the truth out of him. Lieut. Feraud, secretly
uneasy at first, regained his assurance as time went
on. He disguised his ignorance of the meaning
of the imposed truce by slight sardonic laughs, as
though he were amused by what he intended to keep
to himself. “But what will you do?”
his chums used to ask him. He contented himself
by replying “Qui vivrà verrà”
with a little truculent air. And everybody admired
his discretion.
Before the end of the truce Lieut.
D’Hubert got his troop. The promotion was
well earned, but somehow no one seemed to expect the
event. When Lieut. Feraud heard of it at
a gathering of officers, he muttered through his teeth,
“Is that so?” At once he unhooked his sabre
from a peg near the door, buckled it on carefully,
and left the company without another word. He
walked home with measured steps, struck a light with
his flint and steel, and lit his tallow candle.
Then snatching an unlucky glass tumbler off the mantelpiece
he dashed it violently on the floor.
Now that D’Hubert was an officer
of superior rank there could be no question of a duel.
Neither of them could send or receive a challenge
without rendering himself amenable to a court-martial.
It was not to be thought of. Lieut. Feraud,
who for many days now had experienced no real desire
to meet Lieut. D’Hubert arms in hand, chafed
again at the systematic injustice of fate. “Does
he think he will escape me in that way?” he
thought, indignantly. He saw in this promotion
an intrigue, a conspiracy, a cowardly manoeuvre.
That colonel knew what he was doing. He had hastened
to recommend his favourite for a step. It was
outrageous that a man should be able to avoid the
consequences of his acts in such a dark and tortuous
manner.
Of a happy-go-lucky disposition, of
a temperament more pugnacious than military, Lieut.
Feraud had been content to give and receive blows for
sheer love of armed strife, and without much thought
of advancement; but now an urgent desire to get on
sprang up in his breast. This fighter by vocation
resolved in his mind to seize showy occasions and to
court the favourable opinion of his chiefs like a
mere worldling. He knew he was as brave as any
one, and never doubted his personal charm. Nevertheless,
neither the bravery nor the charm seemed to work very
swiftly. Lieut. Feraud’s engaging,
careless truculence of a beau sabreur underwent a
change. He began to make bitter allusions to “clever
fellows who stick at nothing to get on.”
The army was full of them, he would say; you had only
to look round. But all the time he had in view
one person only, his adversary, D’Hubert.
Once he confided to an appreciative friend: “You
see, I don’t know how to fawn on the right sort
of people. It isn’t in my character.”
He did not get his step till a week
after Austerlitz. The Light Cavalry of the Grand
Army had its hands very full of interesting work for
a little while. Directly the pressure of professional
occupation had been eased Captain Feraud took measures
to arrange a meeting without loss of time. “I
know my bird,” he observed, grimly. “If
I don’t look sharp he will take care to get
himself promoted over the heads of a dozen better
men than himself. He’s got the knack for
that sort of thing.”
This duel was fought in Silesia.
If not fought to a finish, it was, at any rate, fought
to a standstill. The weapon was the cavalry sabre,
and the skill, the science, the vigour, and the determination
displayed by the adversaries compelled the admiration
of the beholders. It became the subject of talk
on both shores of the Danube, and as far as the garrisons
of Gratz and Laybach. They crossed blades seven
times. Both had many cuts which bled profusely.
Both refused to have the combat stopped, time after
time, with what appeared the most deadly animosity.
This appearance was caused on the part of Captain D’Hubert
by a rational desire to be done once for all with
this worry; on the part of Captain Feraud by a tremendous
exaltation of his pugnacious instincts and the incitement
of wounded vanity. At last, dishevelled, their
shirts in rags, covered with gore and hardly able
to stand, they were led away forcibly by their marvelling
and horrified seconds. Later on, besieged by
comrades avid of details, these gentlemen declared
that they could not have allowed that sort of hacking
to go on indefinitely. Asked whether the quarrel
was settled this time, they gave it out as their conviction
that it was a difference which could only be settled
by one of the parties remaining lifeless on the ground.
The sensation spread from army corps to army corps,
and penetrated at last to the smallest detachments
of the troops cantoned between the Rhine and the Save.
In the cafes in Vienna it was generally estimated,
from details to hand, that the adversaries would be
able to meet again in three weeks’ time on the
outside. Something really transcendent in the
way of duelling was expected.
These expectations were brought to
naught by the necessities of the service which separated
the two officers. No official notice had been
taken of their quarrel. It was now the property
of the army, and not to be meddled with lightly.
But the story of the duel, or rather their duelling
propensities, must have stood somewhat in the way of
their advancement, because they were still captains
when they came together again during the war with
Prussia. Detached north after Jena, with the
army commanded by Marshal Bernadotte, Prince of Ponte
Corvo, they entered Lubeck together.
It was only after the occupation of
that town that Captain Feraud found leisure to consider
his future conduct in view of the fact that Captain
D’Hubert had been given the position of third
aide-de-camp to the marshal. He considered it
a great part of a night, and in the morning summoned
two sympathetic friends.
“I’ve been thinking it
over calmly,” he said, gazing at them with blood-shot,
tired eyes. “I see that I must get rid of
that intriguing personage. Here he’s managed
to sneak on to the personal staff of the marshal.
It’s a direct provocation to me. I can’t
tolerate a situation in which I am exposed any day
to receive an order through him. And God knows
what order, too! That sort of thing has happened
once before and that’s once too often.
He understands this perfectly, never fear. I
can’t tell you any more. Now you know what
it is you have to do.”
This encounter took place outside
the town of Lubeck, on very open ground, selected
with special care in deference to the general sentiment
of the cavalry division belonging to the army corps,
that this time the two officers should meet on horseback.
After all, this duel was a cavalry affair, and to
persist in fighting on foot would look like a slight
on one’s own arm of the service. The seconds,
startled by the unusual nature of the suggestion,
hastened to refer to their principals. Captain
Feraud jumped at it with alacrity. For some obscure
reason, depending, no doubt, on his psychology, he
imagined himself invincible on horseback. All
alone within the four walls of his room he rubbed his
hands and muttered triumphantly, “Aha! my pretty
staff officer, I’ve got you now.”
Captain D’Hubert on his side,
after staring hard for a considerable time at his
friends, shrugged his shoulders slightly. This
affair had hopelessly and unreasonably complicated
his existence for him. One absurdity more or
less in the development did not matter all
absurdity was distasteful to him; but, urbane as ever,
he produced a faintly ironical smile, and said in
his calm voice, “It certainly will do away to
some extent with the monotony of the thing.”
When left alone, he sat down at a
table and took his head into his hands. He had
not spared himself of late and the marshal had been
working all his aides-decamp particularly hard.
The last three weeks of campaigning in horrible weather
had affected his health. When over-tired he suffered
from a stitch in his wounded side, and that uncomfortable
sensation always depressed him. “It’s
that brute’s doing, too,” he thought bitterly.
The day before he had received a letter
from home, announcing that his only sister was going
to be married. He reflected that from the time
she was nineteen and he twenty-six, when he went away
to garrison life in Strasbourg, he had had but two
short glimpses of her. They had been great friends
and confidants; and now she was going to be given away
to a man whom he did not know a very worthy
fellow no doubt, but not half good enough for her.
He would never see his old Leonie again. She had
a capable little head, and plenty of tact; she would
know how to manage the fellow, to be sure. He
was easy in his mind about her happiness but he felt
ousted from the first place in her thoughts which had
been his ever since the girl could speak. A melancholy
regret of the days of his childhood settled upon Captain
D’Hubert, third aide-de-camp to the Prince of
Ponte Corvo.
He threw aside the letter of congratulation
he had begun to write as in duty bound, but without
enthusiasm. He took a fresh piece of paper, and
traced on it the words: “This is my last
will and testament.” Looking at these words
he gave himself up to unpleasant reflection; a presentiment
that he would never see the scenes of his childhood
weighed down the equable spirits of Captain D’Hubert.
He jumped up, pushing his chair back, yawned elaborately
in sign that he didn’t care anything for presentiments,
and throwing himself on the bed went to sleep.
During the night he shivered from time to time without
waking up. In the morning he rode out of town
between his two seconds, talking of indifferent things,
and looking right and left with apparent detachment
into the heavy morning mists shrouding the flat green
fields bordered by hedges. He leaped a ditch,
and saw the forms of many mounted men moving in the
fog. “We are to fight before a gallery,
it seems,” he muttered to himself, bitterly.
His seconds were rather concerned
at the state of the atmosphere, but presently a pale,
sickly sun struggled out of the low vapours, and Captain
D’Hubert made out, in the distance, three horsemen
riding a little apart from the others. It was
Captain Feraud and his seconds. He drew his sabre,
and assured himself that it was properly fastened to
his wrist. And now the seconds, who had been
standing in close group with the heads of their horses
together, separated at an easy canter, leaving a large,
clear field between him and his adversary. Captain
D’Hubert looked at the pale sun, at the dismal
fields, and the imbecility of the impending fight
filled him with desolation. From a distant part
of the field a stentorian voice shouted commands at
proper intervals: Au pas Au trot Charrrgez!
. . . Presentiments of death don’t come
to a man for nothing, he thought at the very moment
he put spurs to his horse.
And therefore he was more than surprised
when, at the very first set-to, Captain Feraud laid
himself open to a cut over the forehead, which blinding
him with blood, ended the combat almost before it had
fairly begun. It was impossible to go on.
Captain D’Hubert, leaving his enemy swearing
horribly and reeling in the saddle between his two
appalled friends, leaped the ditch again into the
road and trotted home with his two seconds, who seemed
rather awestruck at the speedy issue of that encounter.
In the evening Captain D’Hubert finished the
congratulatory letter on his sister’s marriage.
He finished it late. It was a
long letter. Captain D’Hubert gave reins
to his fancy. He told his sister that he would
feel rather lonely after this great change in her
life; but then the day would come for him, too, to
get married. In fact, he was thinking already
of the time when there would be no one left to fight
with in Europe and the epoch of wars would be over.
“I expect then,” he wrote, “to be
within measurable distance of a marshal’s baton,
and you will be an experienced married woman.
You shall look out a wife for me. I will be,
probably, bald by then, and a little blase. I
shall require a young girl, pretty of course, and with
a large fortune, which should help me to close my glorious
career in the splendour befitting my exalted rank.”
He ended with the information that he had just given
a lesson to a worrying, quarrelsome fellow who imagined
he had a grievance against him. “But if
you, in the depths of your province,” he continued,
“ever hear it said that your brother is of a
quarrelsome disposition, don’t you believe it
on any account. There is no saying what gossip
from the army may reach your innocent ears. Whatever
you hear you may rest assured that your ever-loving
brother is not a duellist.” Then Captain
D’Hubert crumpled up the blank sheet of paper
headed with the words “This is my last will and
testament,” and threw it in the fire with a
great laugh at himself. He didn’t care
a snap for what that lunatic could do. He had
suddenly acquired the conviction that his adversary
was utterly powerless to affect his life in any sort
of way; except, perhaps, in the way of putting a special
excitement into the delightful, gay intervals between
the campaigns.
From this on there were, however,
to be no peaceful intervals in the career of Captain
D’Hubert. He saw the fields of Eylau and
Friedland, marched and countermarched in the snow,
in the mud, in the dust of Polish plains, picking
up distinction and advancement on all the roads of
North-eastern Europe. Meantime, Captain Feraud,
despatched southwards with his regiment, made unsatisfactory
war in Spain. It was only when the preparations
for the Russian campaign began that he was ordered
north again. He left the country of mantillas
and oranges without regret.
The first signs of a not unbecoming
baldness added to the lofty aspect of Colonel D’Hubert’s
forehead. This feature was no longer white and
smooth as in the days of his youth; the kindly open
glance of his blue eyes had grown a little hard as
if from much peering through the smoke of battles.
The ebony crop on Colonel Feraud’s head, coarse
and crinkly like a cap of horsehair, showed many silver
threads about the temples. A detestable warfare
of ambushes and inglorious surprises had not improved
his temper. The beak-like curve of his nose was
unpleasantly set off by a deep fold on each side of
his mouth. The round orbits of his eyes radiated
wrinkles. More than ever he recalled an irritable
and staring bird something like a cross
between a parrot and an owl. He was still extremely
outspoken in his dislike of “intriguing fellows.”
He seized every opportunity to state that he did not
pick up his rank in the ante-rooms of marshals.
The unlucky persons, civil or military, who, with
an intention of being pleasant, begged Colonel Feraud
to tell them how he came by that very apparent scar
on the forehead, were astonished to find themselves
snubbed in various ways, some of which were simply
rude and others mysteriously sardonic. Young officers
were warned kindly by their more experienced comrades
not to stare openly at the colonel’s scar.
But indeed an officer need have been very young in
his profession not to have heard the legendary tale
of that duel originating in a mysterious, unforgivable
offence.
III
The retreat from Moscow submerged
all private feelings in a sea of disaster and misery.
Colonels without regiments, D’Hubert and Feraud
carried the musket in the ranks of the so-called sacred
battalion a battalion recruited from officers
of all arms who had no longer any troops to lead.
In that battalion promoted colonels
did duty as sergeants; the generals captained the
companies; a marshal of France, Prince of the Empire,
commanded the whole. All had provided themselves
with muskets picked up on the road, and with cartridges
taken from the dead. In the general destruction
of the bonds of discipline and duty holding together
the companies, the battalions, the regiments, the
brigades, and divisions of an armed host, this body
of men put its pride in preserving some semblance
of order and formation. The only stragglers were
those who fell out to give up to the frost their exhausted
souls. They plodded on, and their passage did
not disturb the mortal silence of the plains, shining
with the livid light of snows under a sky the colour
of ashes. Whirlwinds ran along the fields, broke
against the dark column, enveloped it in a turmoil
of flying icicles, and subsided, disclosing it creeping
on its tragic way without the swing and rhythm of the
military pace. It struggled onwards, the men
exchanging neither words nor looks; whole ranks marched
touching elbow, day after day and never raising their
eyes from the ground, as if lost in despairing reflections.
In the dumb, black forests of pines the cracking of
overloaded branches was the only sound they heard.
Often from daybreak to dusk no one spoke in the whole
column. It was like a macabre march of struggling
corpses towards a distant grave. Only an alarm
of Cossacks could restore to their eyes a semblance
of martial resolution. The battalion faced about
and deployed, or formed square under the endless fluttering
of snowflakes. A cloud of horsemen with fur caps
on their heads, levelled long lances, and yelled “Hurrah!
Hurrah!” around their menacing immobility whence,
with muffled détonations, hundreds of dark red
flames darted through the air thick with falling snow.
In a very few moments the horsemen would disappear,
as if carried off yelling in the gale, and the sacred
battalion standing still, alone in the blizzard, heard
only the howling of the wind, whose blasts searched
their very hearts. Then, with a cry or two of
“Vive l’Empereur!” it would resume
its march, leaving behind a few lifeless bodies lying
huddled up, tiny black specks on the white immensity
of the snows.
Though often marching in the ranks,
or skirmishing in the woods side by side, the two
officers ignored each other; this not so much from
inimical intention as from a very real indifference.
All their store of moral energy was expended in resisting
the terrific enmity of nature and the crushing sense
of irretrievable disaster. To the last they counted
among the most active, the least demoralized of the
battalion; their vigorous vitality invested them both
with the appearance of an heroic pair in the eyes
of their comrades. And they never exchanged more
than a casual word or two, except one day, when skirmishing
in front of the battalion against a worrying attack
of cavalry, they found themselves cut off in the woods
by a small party of Cossacks. A score of fur-capped,
hairy horsemen rode to and fro, brandishing their lances
in ominous silence; but the two officers had no mind
to lay down their arms, and Colonel Feraud suddenly
spoke up in a hoarse, growling voice, bringing his
firelock to the shoulder. “You take the
nearest brute, Colonel D’Hubert; I’ll
settle the next one. I am a better shot than you
are.”
Colonel D’Hubert nodded over
his levelled musket. Their shoulders were pressed
against the trunk of a large tree; on their front enormous
snowdrifts protected them from a direct charge.
Two carefully aimed shots rang out in the frosty air,
two Cossacks reeled in their saddles. The rest,
not thinking the game good enough, closed round their
wounded comrades and galloped away out of range.
The two officers managed to rejoin their battalion
halted for the night. During that afternoon they
had leaned upon each other more than once, and towards
the end, Colonel D’Hubert, whose long legs gave
him an advantage in walking through soft snow, peremptorily
took the musket of Colonel Feraud from him and carried
it on his shoulder, using his own as a staff.
On the outskirts of a village half
buried in the snow an old wooden barn burned with
a clear and an immense flame. The sacred battalion
of skeletons, muffled in rags, crowded greedily the
windward side, stretching hundreds of numbed, bony
hands to the blaze. Nobody had noted their approach.
Before entering the circle of light playing on the
sunken, glassy-eyed, starved faces, Colonel D’Hubert
spoke in his turn:
“Here’s your musket, Colonel
Feraud. I can walk better than you.”
Colonel Feraud nodded, and pushed
on towards the warmth of the fierce flames. Colonel
D’Hubert was more deliberate, but not the less
bent on getting a place in the front rank. Those
they shouldered aside tried to greet with a faint
cheer the reappearance of the two indomitable companions
in activity and endurance. Those manly qualities
had never perhaps received a higher tribute than this
feeble acclamation.
This is the faithful record of speeches
exchanged during the retreat from Moscow by Colonels
Feraud and D’Hubert. Colonel Feraud’s
taciturnity was the outcome of concentrated rage.
Short, hairy, black faced, with layers of grime and
the thick sprouting of a wiry beard, a frost-bitten
hand wrapped up in filthy rags carried in a sling,
he accused fate of unparalleled perfidy towards the
sublime Man of Destiny. Colonel D’Hubert,
his long moustaches pendent in icicles on each side
of his cracked blue lips, his eyelids inflamed with
the glare of snows, the principal part of his costume
consisting of a sheepskin coat looted with difficulty
from the frozen corpse of a camp follower found in
an abandoned cart, took a more thoughtful view of
events. His regularly handsome features, now
reduced to mere bony lines and fleshless hollows,
looked out of a woman’s black velvet hood, over
which was rammed forcibly a cocked hat picked up under
the wheels of an empty army fourgon, which must
have contained at one time some general officer’s
luggage. The sheepskin coat being short for a
man of his inches ended very high up, and the skin
of his legs, blue with the cold, showed through the
tatters of his nether garments. This under the
circumstances provoked neither jeers nor pity.
No one cared how the next man felt or looked.
Colonel D’Hubert himself, hardened to exposure,
suffered mainly in his self-respect from the lamentable
indecency of his costume. A thoughtless person
may think that with a whole host of inanimate bodies
bestrewing the path of retreat there could not have
been much difficulty in supplying the deficiency.
But to loot a pair of breeches from a frozen corpse
is not so easy as it may appear to a mere theorist.
It requires time and labour. You must remain
behind while your companions march on. Colonel
D’Hubert had his scruples as to falling out.
Once he had stepped aside he could not be sure of
ever rejoining his battalion; and the ghastly intimacy
of a wrestling match with the frozen dead opposing
the unyielding rigidity of iron to your violence was
repugnant to the delicacy of his feelings. Luckily,
one day, grubbing in a mound of snow between the huts
of a village in the hope of finding there a frozen
potato or some vegetable garbage he could put between
his long and shaky teeth, Colonel D’Hubert uncovered
a couple of mats of the sort Russian peasants use
to line the sides of their carts with. These,
beaten free of frozen snow, bent about his elegant
person and fastened solidly round his waist, made
a bell-shaped nether garment, a sort of stiff petticoat,
which rendered Colonel D’Hubert a perfectly decent,
but a much more noticeable figure than before.
Thus accoutred, he continued to retreat,
never doubting of his personal escape, but full of
other misgivings. The early buoyancy of his belief
in the future was destroyed. If the road of glory
led through such unforeseen passages, he asked himself for
he was reflective whether the guide was
altogether trustworthy. It was a patriotic sadness,
not unmingled with some personal concern, and quite
unlike the unreasoning indignation against men and
things nursed by Colonel Feraud. Recruiting his
strength in a little German town for three weeks, Colonel
D’Hubert was surprised to discover within himself
a love of repose. His returning vigour was strangely
pacific in its aspirations. He meditated silently
upon this bizarre change of mood. No doubt many
of his brother officers of field rank went through
the same moral experience. But these were not
the times to talk of it. In one of his letters
home Colonel D’Hubert wrote, “All your
plans, my dear Leonie, for marrying me to the charming
girl you have discovered in your neighbourhood, seem
farther off than ever. Peace is not yet.
Europe wants another lesson. It will be a hard
task for us, but it shall be done, because the Emperor
is invincible.”
Thus wrote Colonel D ’Hubert
from Pomerania to his married sister Leonie, settled
in the south of France. And so far the sentiments
expressed would not have been disowned by Colonel Feraud,
who wrote no letters to anybody, whose father had
been in life an illiterate blacksmith, who had no
sister or brother, and whom no one desired ardently
to pair off for a life of peace with a charming young
girl. But Colonel D ’Hubert’s letter
contained also some philosophical generalities upon
the uncertainty of all personal hopes, when bound up
entirely with the prestigious fortune of one incomparably
great it is true, yet still remaining but a man in
his greatness. This view would have appeared
rank heresy to Colonel Feraud. Some melancholy
forebodings of a military kind, expressed cautiously,
would have been pronounced as nothing short of high
treason by Colonel Feraud. But Leonie, the sister
of Colonel D’Hubert, read them with profound
satisfaction, and, folding the letter thoughtfully,
remarked to herself that “Armand was likely to
prove eventually a sensible fellow.” Since
her marriage into a Southern family she had become
a convinced believer in the return of the legitimate
king. Hopeful and anxious she offered prayers
night and morning, and burnt candles in churches for
the safety and prosperity of her brother.
She had every reason to suppose that
her prayers were heard. Colonel D’Hubert
passed through Lutzen, Bautzen, and Leipsic losing
no limb, and acquiring additional reputation.
Adapting his conduct to the needs of that desperate
time, he had never voiced his misgivings. He concealed
them under a cheerful courtesy of such pleasant character
that people were inclined to ask themselves with wonder
whether Colonel D’Hubert was aware of any disasters.
Not only his manners, but even his glances remained
untroubled. The steady amenity of his blue eyes
disconcerted all grumblers, and made despair itself
pause.
This bearing was remarked favourably
by the Emperor himself; for Colonel D’Hubert,
attached now to the Major-General’s staff, came
on several occasions under the imperial eye.
But it exasperated the higher strung nature of Colonel
Feraud. Passing through Magdeburg on service,
this last allowed himself, while seated gloomily at
dinner with the Commandant de Place, to say of his
life-long adversary: “This man does not
love the Emperor,” and his words were received
by the other guests in profound silence. Colonel
Feraud, troubled in his conscience at the atrocity
of the aspersion, felt the need to back it up by a
good argument. “I ought to know him,”
he cried, adding some oaths. “One studies
one’s adversary. I have met him on the ground
half a dozen times, as all the army knows. What
more do you want? If that isn’t opportunity
enough for any fool to size up his man, may the devil
take me if I can tell what is.” And he
looked around the table, obstinate and sombre.
Later on in Paris, while extremely
busy reorganizing his regiment, Colonel Feraud learned
that Colonel D’Hubert had been made a general.
He glared at his informant incredulously, then folded
his arms and turned away muttering, “Nothing
surprises me on the part of that man.”
And aloud he added, speaking over
his shoulder, “You would oblige me greatly by
telling General D’Hubert at the first opportunity
that his advancement saves him for a time from a pretty
hot encounter. I was only waiting for him to
turn up here.”
The other officer remonstrated.
“Could you think of it, Colonel
Feraud, at this time, when every life should be consecrated
to the glory and safety of France?”
But the strain of unhappiness caused
by military reverses had spoiled Colonel Feraud’s
character. Like many other men, he was rendered
wicked by misfortune.
“I cannot consider General D’Hubert’s
existence of any account either for the glory or safety
of France,” he snapped viciously. “You
don’t pretend, perhaps, to know him better than
I do I who have met him half a dozen times
on the ground do you?”
His interlocutor, a young man, was
silenced. Colonel Feraud walked up and down the
room.
“This is not the time to mince
matters,” he said. “I can’t
believe that that man ever loved the Emperor.
He picked up his general’s stars under the boots
of Marshal Berthier. Very well. I’ll
get mine in another fashion, and then we shall settle
this business which has been dragging on too long.”
General D’Hubert, informed indirectly
of Colonel Feraud’s attitude, made a gesture
as if to put aside an importunate person. His
thoughts were solicited by graver cares. He had
had no time to go and see his family. His sister,
whose royalist hopes were rising higher every day,
though proud of her brother, regretted his recent
advancement in a measure, because it put on him a
prominent mark of the usurper’s favour,
which later on could have an adverse influence upon
his career. He wrote to her that no one but an
inveterate enemy could say he had got his promotion
by favour. As to his career, he assured her that
he looked no farther forward into the future than
the next battlefield.
Beginning the campaign of France in
this dogged spirit, General D’Hubert was wounded
on the second day of the battle under Laon. While
being carried off the field he heard that Colonel
Feraud, promoted this moment to general, had been
sent to replace him at the head of his brigade.
He cursed his luck impulsively, not being able at the
first glance to discern all the advantages of a nasty
wound. And yet it was by this heroic method that
Providence was shaping his future. Travelling
slowly south to his sister’s country home under
the care of a trusty old servant, General D’Hubert
was spared the humiliating contacts and the perplexities
of conduct which assailed the men of Napoleonic empire
at the moment of its downfall. Lying in his bed,
with the windows of his room open wide to the sunshine
of Provence, he perceived the undisguised aspect of
the blessing conveyed by that jagged fragment of a
Prussian shell, which, killing his horse and ripping
open his thigh, saved him from an active conflict
with his conscience. After the last fourteen
years spent sword in hand in the saddle, and with the
sense of his duty done to the very end, General D’Hubert
found resignation an easy virtue. His sister
was delighted with his reasonableness. “I
leave myself altogether in your hands, my dear Leonie,”
he had said to her.
He was still laid up when, the credit
of his brother-in-law’s family being exerted
on his behalf, he received from the royal government
not only the confirmation of his rank, but the assurance
of being retained on the active list. To this
was added an unlimited convalescent leave. The
unfavourable opinion entertained of him in Bonapartist
circles, though it rested on nothing more solid than
the unsupported pronouncement of General Feraud, was
directly responsible for General D’Hubert’s
retention on the active list. As to General Feraud,
his rank was confirmed, too. It was more than
he dared to expect; but Marshal Soult, then Minister
of War to the restored king, was partial to officers
who had served in Spain. Only not even the marshal’s
protection could secure for him active employment.
He remained irreconcilable, idle, and sinister.
He sought in obscure restaurants the company of other
half-pay officers who cherished dingy but glorious
old tricolour cockades in their breast-pockets, and
buttoned with the forbidden eagle buttons their shabby
uniforms, declaring themselves too poor to afford
the expense of the prescribed change.
The triumphant return from Elba, an
historical fact as marvellous and incredible as the
exploits of some mythological demi-god, found General
D’Hubert still quite unable to sit a horse.
Neither could he walk very well. These disabilities,
which Madame Leonie accounted most lucky, helped to
keep her brother out of all possible mischief.
His frame of mind at that time, she noted with dismay,
became very far from reasonable. This general
officer, still menaced by the loss of a limb, was
discovered one night in the stables of the chateau
by a groom, who, seeing a light, raised an alarm of
thieves. His crutch was lying half-buried in
the straw of the litter, and the general was hopping
on one leg in a loose box around a snorting horse
he was trying to saddle. Such were the effects
of imperial magic upon a calm temperament and a pondered
mind. Beset in the light of stable lanterns, by
the tears, entreaties, indignation, remonstrances
and reproaches of his family, he got out of the difficult
situation by fainting away there and then in the arms
of his nearest relatives, and was carried off to bed.
Before he got out of it again, the second reign of
Napoleon, the Hundred Days of feverish agitation and
supreme effort, passed away like a terrifying dream.
The tragic year 1815, begun in the trouble and unrest
of consciences, was ending in vengeful proscriptions.
How General Feraud escaped the clutches
of the Special Commission and the last offices of
a firing squad he never knew himself. It was partly
due to the subordinate position he was assigned during
the Hundred Days. The Emperor had never given
him active command, but had kept him busy at the cavalry
depot in Paris, mounting and despatching hastily drilled
troopers into the field. Considering this task
as unworthy of his abilities, he had discharged it
with no offensively noticeable zeal; but for the greater
part he was saved from the excesses of Royalist reaction
by the interference of General D’Hubert.
This last, still on convalescent leave,
but able now to travel, had been despatched by his
sister to Paris to present himself to his legitimate
sovereign. As no one in the capital could possibly
know anything of the episode in the stable he was
received there with distinction. Military to
the very bottom of his soul, the prospect of rising
in his profession consoled him from finding himself
the butt of Bonapartist malevolence, which pursued
him with a persistence he could not account for.
All the rancour of that embittered and persecuted
party pointed to him as the man who had never loved
the Emperor a sort of monster essentially
worse than a mere betrayer.
General D’Hubert shrugged his
shoulders without anger at this ferocious prejudice.
Rejected by his old friends, and mistrusting profoundly
the advances of Royalist society, the young and handsome
general (he was barely forty) adopted a manner of
cold, punctilious courtesy, which at the merest shadow
of an intended slight passed easily into harsh haughtiness.
Thus prepared, General D’Hubert went about his
affairs in Paris feeling inwardly very happy with
the peculiar uplifting happiness of a man very much
in love. The charming girl looked out by his sister
had come upon the scene, and had conquered him in the
thorough manner in which a young girl by merely existing
in his sight can make a man of forty her own.
They were going to be married as soon as General D’Hubert
had obtained his official nomination to a promised
command.
One afternoon, sitting on the terrasse
of the Cafe Tortoni, General D’Hubert learned
from the conversation of two strangers occupying a
table near his own, that General Feraud, included in
the batch of superior officers arrested after the
second return of the king, was in danger of passing
before the Special Commission. Living all his
spare moments, as is frequently the case with expectant
lovers, a day in advance of reality, and in a state
of bestarred hallucination, it required nothing less
than the name of his perpetual antagonist pronounced
in a loud voice to call the youngest of Napoleon’s
generals away from the mental contemplation of his
betrothed. He looked round. The strangers
wore civilian clothes. Lean and weather-beaten,
lolling back in their chairs, they scowled at people
with moody and defiant abstraction from under their
hats pulled low over their eyes. It was not difficult
to recognize them for two of the compulsorily retired
officers of the Old Guard. As from bravado or
carelessness they chose to speak in loud tones, General
D’Hubert, who saw no reason why he should change
his seat, heard every word. They did not seem
to be the personal friends of General Feraud.
His name came up amongst others. Hearing it repeated,
General D’Hubert’s tender anticipations
of a domestic future adorned with a woman’s
grace were traversed by the harsh regret of his warlike
past, of that one long, intoxicating clash of arms,
unique in the magnitude of its glory and disaster the
marvellous work and the special possession of his
own generation. He felt an irrational tenderness
towards his old adversary and appreciated emotionally
the murderous absurdity their encounter had introduced
into his life. It was like an additional pinch
of spice in a hot dish. He remembered the flavour
with sudden melancholy. He would never taste
it again. It was all over. “I fancy
it was being left lying in the garden that had exasperated
him so against me from the first,” he thought,
indulgently.
The two strangers at the next table
had fallen silent after the third mention of General
Feraud’s name. Presently the elder of the
two, speaking again in a bitter tone, affirmed that
General Feraud’s account was settled. And
why? Simply because he was not like some bigwigs
who loved only themselves. The Royalists knew
they could never make anything of him. He loved
The Other too well.
The Other was the Man of St. Helena.
The two officers nodded and touched glasses before
they drank to an impossible return. Then the same
who had spoken before, remarked with a sardonic laugh,
“His adversary showed more cleverness.”
“What adversary?” asked the younger, as
if puzzled.
“Don’t you know?
They were two hussars. At each promotion they
fought a duel. Haven’t you heard of the
duel going on ever since 1801?”
The other had heard of the duel, of
course. Now he understood the allusion.
General Baron D’Hubert would be able now to enjoy
his fat king’s favour in peace.
“Much good may it do to him,”
mumbled the elder. “They were both brave
men. I never saw this D’Hubert a
sort of intriguing dandy, I am told. But I can
well believe what I’ve heard Feraud say of him that
he never loved the Emperor.”
They rose and went away.
General D’Hubert experienced
the horror of a somnambulist who wakes up from a complacent
dream of activity to find himself walking on a quagmire.
A profound disgust of the ground on which he was making
his way overcame him. Even the image of the charming
girl was swept from his view in the flood of moral
distress. Everything he had ever been or hoped
to be would taste of bitter ignominy unless he could
manage to save General Feraud from the fate which
threatened so many braves. Under the impulse
of this almost morbid need to attend to the safety
of his adversary, General D’Hubert worked so
well with hands and feet (as the French saying is),
that in less than twenty-four hours he found means
of obtaining an extraordinary private audience from
the Minister of Police.
General Baron D’Hubert was shown
in suddenly without preliminaries. In the dusk
of the Minister’s cabinet, behind the forms of
writing-desk, chairs, and tables, between two bunches
of wax candles blazing in sconces, he beheld a figure
in a gorgeous coat posturing before a tall mirror.
The old conventionnel Fouche, Senator of the Empire,
traitor to every man, to every principle and motive
of human conduct. Duke of Otranto, and the wily
artizan of the second Restoration, was trying the
fit of a court suit in which his young and accomplished
fiancee had declared her intention to have his portrait
painted on porcelain. It was a caprice, a charming
fancy which the first Minister of Police of the second
Restoration was anxious to gratify. For that man,
often compared in wiliness of conduct to a fox, but
whose ethical side could be worthily symbolized by
nothing less emphatic than a skunk, was as much possessed
by his love as General D’Hubert himself.
Startled to be discovered thus by
the blunder of a servant, he met this little vexation
with the characteristic impudence which had served
his turn so well in the endless intrigues of his self-seeking
career. Without altering his attitude a hair’s-breadth,
one leg in a silk stocking advanced, his head twisted
over his left shoulder, he called out calmly, “This
way, General. Pray approach. Well? I
am all attention.”
While General D’Hubert, ill
at ease as if one of his own little weaknesses had
been exposed, presented his request as shortly as
possible, the Duke of Otranto went on feeling the fit
of his collar, settling the lapels before the glass,
and buckling his back in an effort to behold the set
of the gold embroidered coat-skirts behind. His
still face, his attentive eyes, could not have expressed
a more complete interest in those matters if he had
been alone.
“Exclude from the operations
of the Special Court a certain Feraud, Gabriel Florian,
General of brigade of the promotion of 1814?”
he repeated, in a slightly wondering tone, and then
turned away from the glass. “Why exclude
him precisely?”
“I am surprised that your Excellency,
so competent in the evaluation of men of his time,
should have thought worth while to have that name put
down on the list.”
“A rabid Bonapartist!”
“So is every grenadier and every
trooper of the army, as your Excellency well knows.
And the individuality of General Feraud can have no
more weight than that of any casual grenadier.
He is a man of no mental grasp, of no capacity whatever.
It is inconceivable that he should ever have any influence.”
“He has a well-hung tongue, though,” interjected
Fouche.
“Noisy, I admit, but not dangerous.”
“I will not dispute with you.
I know next to nothing of him. Hardly his name,
in fact.”
“And yet your Excellency has
the presidency of the Commission charged by the king
to point out those who were to be tried,” said
General D’Hubert, with an emphasis which did
not miss the minister’s ear.
“Yes, General,” he said,
walking away into the dark part of the vast room,
and throwing himself into a deep armchair that swallowed
him up, all but the soft gleam of gold embroideries
and the pallid patch of the face “yes,
General. Take this chair there.”
General D’Hubert sat down.
“Yes, General,” continued
the arch-master in the arts of intrigue and betrayals,
whose duplicity, as if at times intolerable to his
self-knowledge, found relief in bursts of cynical openness.
“I did hurry on the formation of the proscribing
Commission, and I took its presidency. And do
you know why? Simply from fear that if I did not
take it quickly into my hands my own name would head
the list of the proscribed. Such are the times
in which we live. But I am minister of the king
yet, and I ask you plainly why I should take the name
of this obscure Feraud off the list? You wonder
how his name got there! Is it possible that you
should know men so little? My dear General, at
the very first sitting of the Commission names poured
on us like rain off the roof of the Tuileries.
Names! We had our choice of thousands. How
do you know that the name of this Feraud, whose life
or death don’t matter to France, does not keep
out some other name?”
The voice out of the armchair stopped.
Opposite General D’Hubert sat still, shadowy
and silent. Only his sabre clinked slightly.
The voice in the armchair began again. “And
we must try to satisfy the exigencies of the Allied
Sovereigns, too. The Prince de Talleyrand told
me only yesterday that Nesselrode had informed him
officially of His Majesty the Emperor Alexander’s
dissatisfaction at the small number of examples the
Government of the king intends to make especially
amongst military men. I tell you this confidentially.”
“Upon my word!” broke
out General D’Hubert, speaking through his teeth,
“if your Excellency deigns to favour me with
any more confidential information I don’t know
what I will do. It’s enough to break one’s
sword over one’s knee, and fling the pieces.
. . .”
“What government you imagined
yourself to be serving?” interrupted the minister,
sharply.
After a short pause the crestfallen
voice of General D’Hubert answered, “The
Government of France.”
“That’s paying your conscience
off with mere words, General. The truth is that
you are serving a government of returned exiles, of
men who have been without country for twenty years.
Of men also who have just got over a very bad and
humiliating fright. . . . Have no illusions on
that score.”
The Duke of Otranto ceased. He
had relieved himself, and had attained his object
of stripping some self-respect off that man who had
inconveniently discovered him posturing in a gold-embroidered
court costume before a mirror. But they were
a hot-headed lot in the army; it occurred to him that
it would be inconvenient if a well-disposed general
officer, received in audience on the recommendation
of one of the Princes, were to do something rashly
scandalous directly after a private interview with
the minister. In a changed tone he put a question
to the point: “Your relation this
Feraud?”
“No. No relation at all.”
“Intimate friend?”
“Intimate . . . yes. There
is between us an intimate connection of a nature which
makes it a point of honour with me to try . . .”
The minister rang a bell without waiting
for the end of the phrase. When the servant had
gone out, after bringing in a pair of heavy silver
candelabra for the writing-desk, the Duke of Otranto
rose, his breast glistening all over with gold in
the strong light, and taking a piece of paper out
of a drawer, held it in his hand ostentatiously while
he said with persuasive gentleness: “You
must not speak of breaking your sword across your
knee, General. Perhaps you would never get another.
The Emperor will not return this time. . . .
Diable d’homme! There was just a moment,
here in Paris, soon after Waterloo, when he frightened
me. It looked as though he were ready to begin
all over again. Luckily one never does begin
all over again, really. You must not think of
breaking your sword, General.”
General D’Hubert, looking on
the ground, moved slightly his hand in a hopeless
gesture of renunciation. The Minister of Police
turned his eyes away from him, and scanned deliberately
the paper he had been holding up all the time.
“There are only twenty general
officers selected to be made an example of. Twenty.
A round number. And let’s see, Feraud. .
. . Ah, he’s there. Gabriel Florian.
Parfaitement. That’s your man.
Well, there will be only nineteen examples made now.”
General D’Hubert stood up feeling
as though he had gone through an infectious illness.
“I must beg your Excellency to keep my interference
a profound secret. I attach the greatest importance
to his never learning . . .”
“Who is going to inform him,
I should like to know?” said Fouche, raising
his eyes curiously to General D’Hubert’s
tense, set face. “Take one of these pens,
and run it through the name yourself. This is
the only list in existence. If you are careful
to take up enough ink no one will be able to tell
what was the name struck out. But, par exemple,
I am not responsible for what Clarke will do with
him afterwards. If he persists in being rabid
he will be ordered by the Minister of War to reside
in some provincial town under the supervision of the
police.”
A few days later General D’Hubert
was saying to his sister, after the first greetings
had been got over: “Ah, my dear Leonie!
it seemed to me I couldn’t get away from Paris
quick enough.”
“Effect of love,” she suggested, with
a malicious smile.
“And horror,” added General
D’Hubert, with profound seriousness. “I
have nearly died there of . . . of nausea.”
His face was contracted with disgust.
And as his sister looked at him attentively he continued,
“I have had to see Fouche. I have had an
audience. I have been in his cabinet. There
remains with one, who had the misfortune to breathe
the air of the same room with that man, a sense of
diminished dignity, an uneasy feeling of being not
so clean, after all, as one hoped one was. . . .
But you can’t understand.”
She nodded quickly several times.
She understood very well, on the contrary. She
knew her brother thoroughly, and liked him as he was.
Moreover, the scorn and loathing of mankind were the
lot of the Jacobin Fouche, who, exploiting for his
own advantage every weakness, every virtue, every
generous illusion of mankind, made dupes of his whole
generation, and died obscurely as Duke of Otranto.
“My dear Armand,” she
said, compassionately, “what could you want from
that man?”
“Nothing less than a life,”
answered General D’Hubert. “And I’ve
got it. It had to be done. But I feel yet
as if I could never forgive the necessity to the man
I had to save.”
General Feraud, totally unable (as
is the case with most of us) to comprehend what was
happening to him, received the Minister of War’s
order to proceed at once to a small town of Central
France with feelings whose natural expression consisted
in a fierce rolling of the eye and savage grinding
of the teeth. The passing away of the state of
war, the only condition of society he had ever known,
the horrible view of a world at peace, frightened
him. He went away to his little town firmly convinced
that this could not last. There he was informed
of his retirement from the army, and that his pension
(calculated on the scale of a colonel’s rank)
was made dependent on the correctness of his conduct,
and on the good reports of the police. No longer
in the army! He felt suddenly strange to the
earth, like a disembodied spirit. It was impossible
to exist. But at first he reacted from sheer incredulity.
This could not be. He waited for thunder, earthquakes,
natural cataclysms; but nothing happened. The
leaden weight of an irremediable idleness descended
upon General Feraud, who having no resources within
himself sank into a state of awe-inspiring hebetude.
He haunted the streets of the little town, gazing
before him with lacklustre eyes, disregarding the
hats raised on his passage; and people, nudging each
other as he went by, whispered, “That’s
poor General Feraud. His heart is broken.
Behold how he loved the Emperor.”
The other living wreckage of Napoleonic
tempest clustered round General Feraud with infinite
respect. He, himself, imagined his soul to be
crushed by grief. He suffered from quickly succeeding
impulses to weep, to howl, to bite his fists till
blood came, to spend days on his bed with his head
thrust under the pillow; but these arose from sheer
ennui, from the anguish of an immense, indescribable,
inconceivable boredom. His mental inability to
grasp the hopeless nature of his case as a whole saved
him from suicide. He never even thought of it
once. He thought of nothing. But his appetite
abandoned him, and the difficulty he experienced to
express the overwhelming nature of his feelings (the
most furious swearing could do no justice to it) induced
gradually a habit of silence a sort of
death to a southern temperament.
Great, therefore, was the sensation
amongst the anciens militaires frequenting a
certain little cafe; full of flies when one stuffy
afternoon “that poor General Feraud” let
out suddenly a volley of formidable curses.
He had been sitting quietly in his
own privileged corner looking through the Paris gazettes
with just as much interest as a condemned man on the
eve of execution could be expected to show in the news
of the day. “I’ll find out presently
that I am alive yet,” he declared, in a dogmatic
tone. “However, this is a private affair.
An old affair of honour. Bah! Our honour
does not matter. Here we are driven off with a
split ear like a lot of cast troop horses good
only for a knacker’s yard. But it would
be like striking a blow for the Emperor. . . .
Messieurs, I shall require the assistance of two of
you.”
Every man moved forward. General
Feraud, deeply touched by this demonstration, called
with visible emotion upon the one-eyed veteran cuirassier
and the officer of the Chasseurs a Cheval who had left
the tip of his nose in Russia. He excused his
choice to the others.
“A cavalry affair this you know.”
He was answered with a varied chorus
of “Parfaitement, mon General . .
. . C’est juste. . . . Parbleu,
c’est connu. . . .” Everybody
was satisfied. The three left the cafe together,
followed by cries of “Bonne chance.”
Outside they linked arms, the general
in the middle. The three rusty cocked hats worn
en bataille with a sinister forward slant
barred the narrow street nearly right across.
The overheated little town of grey stones and red
tiles was drowsing away its provincial afternoon under
a blue sky. The loud blows of a cooper hooping
a cask reverberated regularly between the houses.
The general dragged his left foot a little in the
shade of the walls.
“This damned winter of 1813
has got into my bones for good. Never mind.
We must take pistols, that’s all. A little
lumbago. We must have pistols. He’s
game for my bag. My eyes are as keen as ever.
You should have seen me in Russia picking off the
dodging Cossacks with a beastly old infantry musket.
I have a natural gift for firearms.”
In this strain General Feraud ran
on, holding up his head, with owlish eyes and rapacious
beak. A mere fighter all his life, a cavalry man,
a sabreur, he conceived war with the utmost simplicity,
as, in the main, a massed lot of personal contests,
a sort of gregarious duelling. And here he had
in hand a war of his own. He revived. The
shadow of peace passed away from him like the shadow
of death. It was the marvellous resurrection
of the named Feraud, Gabriel Florian, engage volontaire
of 1793, General of 1814, buried without ceremony by
means of a service order signed by the War Minister
of the Second Restoration.
IV
No man succeeds in everything he undertakes.
In that sense we are all failures. The great
point is not to fail in ordering and sustaining the
effort of our life. In this matter vanity is what
leads us astray. It hurries us into situations
from which we must come out damaged; whereas pride
is our safeguard, by the reserve it imposes on the
choice of our endeavour as much as by the virtue of
its sustaining power.
General D’Hubert was proud and
reserved. He had not been damaged by his casual
love affairs, successful or otherwise. In his
war-scarred body his heart at forty remained unscratched.
Entering with reserve into his sister’s matrimonial
plans, he had felt himself falling irremediably in
love as one falls off a roof. He was too proud
to be frightened. Indeed, the sensation was too
delightful to be alarming.
The inexperience of a man of forty
is a much more serious thing than the inexperience
of a youth of twenty, for it is not helped out by the
rashness of hot blood. The girl was mysterious,
as young girls are by the mere effect of their guarded
ingenuity; and to him the mysteriousness of that young
girl appeared exceptional and fascinating. But
there was nothing mysterious about the arrangements
of the match which Madame Leonie had promoted.
There was nothing peculiar, either. It was a
very appropriate match, commending itself extremely
to the young lady’s mother (the father was dead)
and tolerable to the young lady’s uncle an
old emigre lately returned from Germany, and pervading,
cane in hand, a lean ghost of the ancien regime, the
garden walks of the young lady’s ancestral home.
General D’Hubert was not the
man to be satisfied merely with the woman and the
fortune when it came to the point.
His pride (and pride aims always at true success)
would be satisfied with nothing short of love.
But as true pride excludes vanity, he could not imagine
any reason why this mysterious creature with deep
and brilliant eyes of a violet colour should have
any feeling for him warmer than indifference.
The young lady (her name was Adele) baffled every
attempt at a clear understanding on that point.
It is true that the attempts were clumsy and made timidly,
because by then General D’Hubert had become acutely
aware of the number of his years, of his wounds, of
his many moral imperfections, of his secret unworthiness and
had incidentally learned by experience the meaning
of the word funk. As far as he could make out
she seemed to imply that, with an unbounded confidence
in her mother’s affection and sagacity, she
felt no unsurmountable dislike for the person of General
D’Hubert; and that this was quite sufficient
for a well-brought-up young lady to begin married
life upon. This view hurt and tormented the pride
of General D’Hubert. And yet he asked himself,
with a sort of sweet despair, what more could he expect?
She had a quiet and luminous forehead. Her violet
eyes laughed while the lines of her lips and chin
remained composed in admirable gravity. All this
was set off by such a glorious mass of fair hair,
by a complexion so marvellous, by such a grace of
expression, that General D’Hubert really never
found the opportunity to examine with sufficient detachment
the lofty exigencies of his pride. In fact, he
became shy of that line of inquiry since it had led
once or twice to a crisis of solitary passion in which
it was borne upon him that he loved her enough to
kill her rather than lose her. From such passages,
not unknown to men of forty, he would come out broken,
exhausted, remorseful, a little dismayed. He derived,
however, considerable comfort from the quietist practice
of sitting now and then half the night by an open
window and meditating upon the wonder of her existence,
like a believer lost in the mystic contemplation of
his faith.
It must not be supposed that all these
variations of his inward state were made manifest
to the world. General D ’Hubert found no
difficulty in appearing wreathed in smiles. Because,
in fact, he was very happy. He followed the established
rules of his condition, sending over flowers (from
his sister’s garden and hot-houses) early every
morning, and a little later following himself to lunch
with his intended, her mother, and her emigre uncle.
The middle of the day was spent in strolling or sitting
in the shade. A watchful deference, trembling
on the verge of tenderness was the note of their intercourse
on his side with a playful turn of the
phrase concealing the profound trouble of his whole
being caused by her inaccessible nearness. Late
in the afternoon General D ’Hubert walked home
between the fields of vines, sometimes intensely miserable,
sometimes supremely happy, sometimes pensively sad;
but always feeling a special intensity of existence,
that elation common to artists, poets, and lovers to
men haunted by a great passion, a noble thought, or
a new vision of plastic beauty.
The outward world at that time did
not exist with any special distinctness for General
D’Hubert. One evening, however, crossing
a ridge from which he could see both houses, General
D’Hubert became aware of two figures far down
the road. The day had been divine. The festal
decoration of the inflamed sky lent a gentle glow to
the sober tints of the southern land. The grey
rocks, the brown fields, the purple, undulating distances
harmonized in luminous accord, exhaled already the
scents of the evening. The two figures down the
road presented themselves like two rigid and wooden
silhouettes all black on the ribbon of white dust.
General D’Hubert made out the long, straight,
military capotes buttoned closely right up to
the black stocks, the cocked hats, the lean, carven,
brown countenances old soldiers vieilles
moustaches! The taller of the two had a
black patch over one eye; the other’s hard,
dry countenance presented some bizarre, disquieting
peculiarity, which on nearer approach proved to be
the absence of the tip of the nose. Lifting their
hands with one movement to salute the slightly lame
civilian walking with a thick stick, they inquired
for the house where the General Baron D’Hubert
lived, and what was the best way to get speech with
him quietly.
“If you think this quiet enough,”
said General D’Hubert, looking round at the
vine-fields, framed in purple lines, and dominated
by the nest of grey and drab walls of a village clustering
around the top of a conical hill, so that the blunt
church tower seemed but the shape of a crowning rock “if
you think this spot quiet enough, you can speak to
him at once. And I beg you, comrades, to speak
openly, with perfect confidence.”
They stepped back at this, and raised
again their hands to their hats with marked ceremoniousness.
Then the one with the chipped nose, speaking for both,
remarked that the matter was confidential enough, and
to be arranged discreetly. Their general quarters
were established in that village over there, where
the infernal clodhoppers damn their false,
Royalist hearts! looked remarkably cross-eyed
at three unassuming military men. For the present
he should only ask for the name of General D’Hubert’s
friends.
“What friends?” said the
astonished General D’Hubert, completely off the
track. “I am staying with my brother-in-law
over there.”
“Well, he will do for one,” said the chipped
veteran.
“We’re the friends of
General Feraud,” interjected the other, who had
kept silent till then, only glowering with his one
eye at the man who had never loved the Emperor.
That was something to look at. For even the gold-laced
Judases who had sold him to the English, the marshals
and princes, had loved him at some time or other.
But this man had never loved the Emperor. General
Feraud had said so distinctly.
General D’Hubert felt an inward
blow in his chest. For an infinitesimal fraction
of a second it was as if the spinning of the earth
had become perceptible with an awful, slight rustle
in the eternal stillness of space. But this noise
of blood in his ears passed off at once. Involuntarily
he murmured, “Feraud! I had forgotten his
existence.”
“He’s existing at present,
very uncomfortably, it is true, in the infamous inn
of that nest of savages up there,” said the one-eyed
cuirassier, drily. “We arrived in your parts
an hour ago on post horses. He’s awaiting
our return with impatience. There is hurry, you
know. The General has broken the ministerial
order to obtain from you the satisfaction he’s
entitled to by the laws of honour, and naturally he’s
anxious to have it all over before the gendarmerie
gets on his scent.”
The other elucidated the idea a little
further. “Get back on the quiet you
understand? Phitt! No one the wiser.
We have broken out, too. Your friend the king
would be glad to cut off our scurvy pittances at the
first chance. It’s a risk. But honour
before everything.”
General D’Hubert had recovered
his powers of speech. “So you come here
like this along the road to invite me to a throat-cutting
match with that that . . .”
A laughing sort of rage took possession of him.
“Ha! ha! ha! ha!”
His fists on his hips, he roared without
restraint, while they stood before him lank and straight,
as though they had been shot up with a snap through
a trap door in the ground. Only four-and-twenty
months ago the masters of Europe, they had already
the air of antique ghosts, they seemed less substantial
in their faded coats than their own narrow shadows
falling so black across the white road: the military
and grotesque shadows of twenty years of war and conquests.
They had an outlandish appearance of two imperturbable
bonzes of the religion of the sword. And General
D’Hubert, also one of the ex-masters of Europe,
laughed at these serious phantoms standing in his way.
Said one, indicating the laughing
General with a jerk of the head: “A merry
companion, that.”
“There are some of us that haven’t
smiled from the day The Other went away,” remarked
his comrade.
A violent impulse to set upon and
beat those unsubstantial wraiths to the ground frightened
General D’Hubert. He ceased laughing suddenly.
His desire now was to get rid of them, to get them
away from his sight quickly before he lost control
of himself. He wondered at the fury he felt rising
in his breast. But he had no time to look into
that peculiarity just then.
“I understand your wish to be
done with me as quickly as possible. Don’t
let us waste time in empty ceremonies. Do you
see that wood there at the foot of that slope?
Yes, the wood of pines. Let us meet there to-morrow
at sunrise. I will bring with me my sword or my
pistols, or both if you like.”
The seconds of General Feraud looked at each other.
“Pistols, General,” said the cuirassier.
“So be it. Au revoir to-morrow
morning. Till then let me advise you to keep
close if you don’t want the gendarmerie making
inquiries about you before it gets dark. Strangers
are rare in this part of the country.”
They saluted in silence. General
D’Hubert, turning his back on their retreating
forms, stood still in the middle of the road for a
long time, biting his lower lip and looking on the
ground. Then he began to walk straight before
him, thus retracing his steps till he found himself
before the park gate of his intended’s house.
Dusk had fallen. Motionless he stared through
the bars at the front of the house, gleaming clear
beyond the thickets and trees. Footsteps scrunched
on the gravel, and presently a tall stooping shape
emerged from the lateral alley following the inner
side of the park wall.
Le Chevalier de Valmassigue, uncle
of the adorable Adele, ex-brigadier in the army of
the Princes, bookbinder in Altona, afterwards shoemaker
(with a great reputation for elegance in the fit of
ladies’ shoes) in another small German town,
wore silk stockings on his lean shanks, low shoes
with silver buckles, a brocaded waistcoat. A long-skirted
coat, a la francaise, covered loosely his thin, bowed
back. A small three-cornered hat rested on a
lot of powdered hair, tied in a queue.
“Monsieur lé Chevalier,” called
General D’Hubert, softly.
“What? You here again, mon ami?
Have you forgotten something?”
“By heavens! that’s just
it. I have forgotten something. I am come
to tell you of it. No outside.
Behind this wall. It’s too ghastly a thing
to be let in at all where she lives.”
The Chevalier came out at once with
that benevolent resignation some old people display
towards the fugue of youth. Older by a quarter
of a century than General D’Hubert, he looked
upon him in the secret of his heart as a rather troublesome
youngster in love. He had heard his enigmatical
words very well, but attached no undue importance to
what a mere man of forty so hard hit was likely to
do or say. The turn of mind of the generation
of Frenchmen grown up during the years of his exile
was almost unintelligible to him. Their sentiments
appeared to him unduly violent, lacking fineness and
measure, their language needlessly exaggerated.
He joined calmly the General on the road, and they
made a few steps in silence, the General trying to
master his agitation, and get proper control of his
voice.
“It is perfectly true; I forgot
something. I forgot till half an hour ago that
I had an urgent affair of honour on my hands.
It’s incredible, but it is so!”
All was still for a moment. Then
in the profound evening silence of the countryside
the clear, aged voice of the Chevalier was heard trembling
slightly: “Monsieur! That’s an
indignity.”
It was his first thought. The
girl born during his exile, the posthumous daughter
of his poor brother murdered by a band of Jacobins,
had grown since his return very dear to his old heart,
which had been starving on mere memories of affection
for so many years. “It is an inconceivable
thing, I say! A man settles such affairs before
he thinks of asking for a young girl’s hand.
Why! If you had forgotten for ten days longer,
you would have been married before your memory returned
to you. In my time men did not forget such things nor
yet what is due to the feelings of an innocent young
woman. If I did not respect them myself, I would
qualify your conduct in a way which you would not like.”
General D’Hubert relieved himself
frankly by a groan. “Don’t let that
consideration prevent you. You run no risk of
offending her mortally.”
But the old man paid no attention
to this lover’s nonsense. It’s doubtful
whether he even heard. “What is it?”
he asked. “What’s the nature of .
. . ?” “Call it a youthful folly, Monsieur
lé Chevalier. An inconceivable, incredible
result of . . .” He stopped short.
“He will never believe the story,” he
thought. “He will only think I am taking
him for a fool, and get offended.” General
D’Hubert spoke up again: “Yes, originating
in youthful folly, it has become . . .”
The Chevalier interrupted: “Well,
then it must be arranged.”
“Arranged?”
“Yes, no matter at what cost
to your amour propre. You should have
remembered you were engaged. You forgot that,
too, I suppose. And then you go and forget your
quarrel. It’s the most hopeless exhibition
of levity I ever heard of.”
“Good heavens, Monsieur!
You don’t imagine I have been picking up this
quarrel last time I was in Paris, or anything of the
sort, do you?”
“Eh! What matters the precise
date of your insane conduct,” exclaimed the
Chevalier, testily. “The principal thing
is to arrange it.”
Noticing General D’Hubert getting
restive and trying to place a word, the old emigre
raised his hand, and added with dignity, “I’ve
been a soldier, too. I would never dare suggest
a doubtful step to the man whose name my niece is
to bear. I tell you that entre galants hommes
an affair can always be arranged.”
“But saperiotte, Monsieur
lé Chevalier, it’s fifteen or sixteen years
ago. I was a lieutenant of hussars then.”
The old Chevalier seemed confounded
by the vehemently despairing tone of this information.
“You were a lieutenant of hussars sixteen years
ago,” he mumbled in a dazed manner.
“Why, yes! You did not
suppose I was made a general in my cradle like a royal
prince.”
In the deepening purple twilight of
the fields spread with vine leaves, backed by a low
band of sombre crimson in the west, the voice of the
old ex-officer in the army of the Princes sounded
collected, punctiliously civil.
“Do I dream? Is this a
pleasantry? Or am I to understand that you have
been hatching an affair of honour for sixteen years?”
“It has clung to me for that
length of time. That is my precise meaning.
The quarrel itself is not to be explained easily.
We met on the ground several times during that time,
of course.”
“What manners! What horrible
perversion of manliness! Nothing can account
for such inhumanity but the sanguinary madness of the
Revolution which has tainted a whole generation,”
mused the returned emigre in a low tone. “Who’s
your adversary?” he asked a little louder.
“My adversary? His name is Feraud.”
Shadowy in his tricorne and old-fashioned
clothes, like a bowed, thin ghost of the ancien regime,
the Chevalier voiced a ghostly memory. “I
can remember the feud about little Sophie Derval, between
Monsieur de Brissac, Captain in the Bodyguards, and
d’Anjorrant (not the pock-marked one, the other the
Beau d’Anjorrant, as they called him). They
met three times in eighteen months in a most gallant
manner. It was the fault of that little Sophie,
too, who would keep on playing . . .”
“This is nothing of the kind,”
interrupted General D’Hubert. He laughed
a little sardonically. “Not at all so simple,”
he added. “Nor yet half so reasonable,”
he finished, inaudibly, between his teeth, and ground
them with rage.
After this sound nothing troubled
the silence for a long time, till the Chevalier asked,
without animation: “What is he this
Feraud?”
“Lieutenant of hussars, too I
mean, he’s a general. A Gascon. Son
of a blacksmith, I believe.”
“There! I thought so.
That Bonaparte had a special predilection for the
canaille. I don’t mean this for you,
D’Hubert. You are one of us, though you
have served this usurper, who . . .”
“Let’s leave him out of this,” broke
in General D’Hubert.
The Chevalier shrugged his peaked
shoulders. “Feraud of sorts. Offspring
of a blacksmith and some village troll. See what
comes of mixing yourself up with that sort of people.”
“You have made shoes yourself, Chevalier.”
“Yes. But I am not the
son of a shoemaker. Neither are you, Monsieur
D’Hubert. You and I have something that
your Bonaparte’s princes, dukes, and marshals
have not, because there’s no power on earth that
could give it to them,” retorted the emigre,
with the rising animation of a man who has got hold
of a hopeful argument. “Those people don’t
exist all these Ferauds. Feraud!
What is Feraud? A va-nu-pieds disguised
into a general by a Corsican adventurer masquerading
as an emperor. There is no earthly reason for
a D’Hubert to s’encanailler by a duel with
a person of that sort. You can make your excuses
to him perfectly well. And if the manant
takes into his head to decline them, you may simply
refuse to meet him.”
“You say I may do that?”
“I do. With the clearest conscience.”
“Monsieur lé Chevalier!
To what do you think you have returned from your emigration?”
This was said in such a startling
tone that the old man raised sharply his bowed head,
glimmering silvery white under the points of the little
tricorne. For a time he made no sound.
“God knows!” he said at
last, pointing with a slow and grave gesture at a
tall roadside cross mounted on a block of stone, and
stretching its arms of forged iron all black against
the darkening red band in the sky “God
knows! If it were not for this emblem, which I
remember seeing on this spot as a child, I would wonder
to what we who remained faithful to God and our king
have returned. The very voices of the people have
changed.”
“Yes, it is a changed France,”
said General D’Hubert. He seemed to have
regained his calm. His tone was slightly ironic.
“Therefore I cannot take your advice. Besides,
how is one to refuse to be bitten by a dog that means
to bite? It’s impracticable. Take my
word for it Feraud isn’t a man to
be stayed by apologies or refusals. But there
are other ways. I could, for instance, send a
messenger with a word to the brigadier of the gendarmerie
in Senlac. He and his two friends are liable
to arrest on my simple order. It would make some
talk in the army, both the organized and the disbanded especially
the disbanded. All canaille! All once
upon a time the companions in arms of Armand D’Hubert.
But what need a D’Hubert care what people that
don’t exist may think? Or, better still,
I might get my brother-in-law to send for the mayor
of the village and give him a hint. No more would
be needed to get the three ‘brigands’
set upon with flails and pitchforks and hunted into
some nice, deep, wet ditch and nobody the
wiser! It has been done only ten miles from here
to three poor devils of the disbanded Red Lancers
of the Guard going to their homes. What says your
conscience, Chevalier? Can a D’Hubert do
that thing to three men who do not exist?”
A few stars had come out on the blue
obscurity, clear as crystal, of the sky. The
dry, thin voice of the Chevalier spoke harshly:
“Why are you telling me all this?”
The General seized the withered old
hand with a strong grip. “Because I owe
you my fullest confidence. Who could tell Adele
but you? You understand why I dare not trust
my brother-in-law nor yet my own sister. Chevalier!
I have been so near doing these things that I tremble
yet. You don’t know how terrible this duel
appears to me. And there’s no escape from
it.”
He murmured after a pause, “It’s
a fatality,” dropped the Chevalier’s passive
hand, and said in his ordinary conversational voice,
“I shall have to go without seconds. If
it is my lot to remain on the ground, you at least
will know all that can be made known of this affair.”
The shadowy ghost of the ancien regime
seemed to have become more bowed during the conversation.
“How am I to keep an indifferent face this evening
before these two women?” he groaned. “General!
I find it very difficult to forgive you.”
General D ’Hubert made no answer.
“Is your cause good, at least?”
“I am innocent.”
This time he seized the Chevalier’s
ghostly arm above the elbow, and gave it a mighty
squeeze. “I must kill him!” he hissed,
and opening his hand strode away down the road.
The delicate attentions of his adoring
sister had secured for the General perfect liberty
of movement in the house where he was a guest.
He had even his own entrance through a small door in
one corner of the orangery. Thus he was not exposed
that evening to the necessity of dissembling his agitation
before the calm ignorance of the other inmates.
He was glad of it. It seemed to him that if he
had to open his lips he would break out into horrible
and aimless imprecations, start breaking furniture,
smashing china and glass. From the moment he opened
the private door and while ascending the twenty-eight
steps of a winding staircase, giving access to the
corridor on which his room opened, he went through
a horrible and humiliating scene in which an infuriated
madman with blood-shot eyes and a foaming mouth played
inconceivable havoc with everything inanimate that
may be found in a well-appointed dining-room.
When he opened the door of his apartment the fit was
over, and his bodily fatigue was so great that he
had to catch at the backs of the chairs while crossing
the room to reach a low and broad divan on which he
let himself fall heavily. His moral prostration
was still greater. That brutality of feeling
which he had known only when charging the enemy, sabre
in hand, amazed this man of forty, who did not recognize
in it the instinctive fury of his menaced passion.
But in his mental and bodily exhaustion this passion
got cleared, distilled, refined into a sentiment of
melancholy despair at having, perhaps, to die before
he had taught this beautiful girl to love him.
That night, General D’Hubert
stretched out on his back with his hands over his
eyes, or lying on his breast with his face buried in
a cushion, made the full pilgrimage of emotions.
Nauseating disgust at the absurdity of the situation,
doubt of his own fitness to conduct his existence,
and mistrust of his best sentiments (for what the devil
did he want to go to Fouche for?) he knew
them all in turn. “I am an idiot, neither
more nor less,” he thought “A
sensitive idiot. Because I overheard two men
talking in a cafe. . . . I am an idiot afraid
of lies whereas in life it is only truth
that matters.”
Several times he got up and, walking
in his socks in order not to be heard by anybody downstairs,
drank all the water he could find in the dark.
And he tasted the torments of jealousy, too. She
would marry somebody else. His very soul writhed.
The tenacity of that Feraud, the awful persistence
of that imbecile brute, came to him with the tremendous
force of a relentless destiny. General D’Hubert
trembled as he put down the empty water ewer.
“He will have me,” he thought. General
D’Hubert was tasting every emotion that life
has to give. He had in his dry mouth the faint
sickly flavour of fear, not the excusable fear before
a young girl’s candid and amused glance, but
the fear of death and the honourable man’s fear
of cowardice.
But if true courage consists in going
out to meet an odious danger from which our body,
soul, and heart recoil together, General D’Hubert
had the opportunity to practise it for the first time
in his life. He had charged exultingly at batteries
and at infantry squares, and ridden with messages
through a hail of bullets without thinking anything
about it. His business now was to sneak out unheard,
at break of day, to an obscure and revolting death.
General D’Hubert never hesitated. He carried
two pistols in a leather bag which he slung over his
shoulder. Before he had crossed the garden his
mouth was dry again. He picked two oranges.
It was only after shutting the gate after him that
he felt a slight faintness.
He staggered on, disregarding it,
and after going a few yards regained the command of
his legs. In the colourless and pellucid dawn
the wood of pines detached its columns of trunks and
its dark green canopy very clearly against the rocks
of the grey hillside. He kept his eyes fixed
on it steadily, and sucked at an orange as he walked.
That temperamental good-humoured coolness in the face
of danger which had made him an officer liked by his
men and appreciated by his superiors was gradually
asserting itself. It was like going into battle.
Arriving at the edge of the wood he sat down on a
boulder, holding the other orange in his hand, and
reproached himself for coming so ridiculously early
on the ground. Before very long, however, he
heard the swishing of bushes, footsteps on the hard
ground, and the sounds of a disjointed, loud conversation.
A voice somewhere behind him said boastfully, “He’s
game for my bag.”
He thought to himself, “Here
they are. What’s this about game? Are
they talking of me?” And becoming aware of the
other orange in his hand, he thought further, “These
are very good oranges. Leonie’s own tree.
I may just as well eat this orange now instead of
flinging it away.”
Emerging from a wilderness of rocks
and bushes, General Feraud and his seconds discovered
General D’Hubert engaged in peeling the orange.
They stood still, waiting till he looked up.
Then the seconds raised their hats, while General
Feraud, putting his hands behind his back, walked
aside a little way.
“I am compelled to ask one of
you, messieurs, to act for me. I have brought
no friends. Will you?”
The one-eyed cuirassier said judicially,
“That cannot be refused.”
The other veteran remarked, “It’s awkward
all the same.”
“Owing to the state of the people’s
minds in this part of the country there was no one
I could trust safely with the object of your presence
here,” explained General D’Hubert, urbanely.
They saluted, looked round, and remarked both together:
“Poor ground.”
“It’s unfit.”
“Why bother about ground, measurements,
and so on? Let us simplify matters. Load
the two pairs of pistols. I will take those of
General Feraud, and let him take mine. Or, better
still, let us take a mixed pair. One of each
pair. Then let us go into the wood and shoot at
sight, while you remain outside. We did not come
here for ceremonies, but for war war to
the death. Any ground is good enough for that.
If I fall, you must leave me where I lie and clear
out. It wouldn’t be healthy for you to
be found hanging about here after that.”
It appeared after a short parley that
General Feraud was willing to accept these conditions.
While the seconds were loading the pistols, he could
be heard whistling, and was seen to rub his hands with
perfect contentment. He flung off his coat briskly,
and General D ’Hubert took off his own and folded
it carefully on a stone.
“Suppose you take your principal
to the other side of the wood and let him enter exactly
in ten minutes from now,” suggested General D’Hubert,
calmly, but feeling as if he were giving directions
for his own execution. This, however, was his
last moment of weakness. “Wait. Let
us compare watches first.”
He pulled out his own. The officer
with the chipped nose went over to borrow the watch
of General Feraud. They bent their heads over
them for a time.
“That’s it. At four
minutes to six by yours. Seven to by mine.”
It was the cuirassier who remained
by the side of General D’Hubert, keeping his
one eye fixed immovably on the white face of the watch
he held in the palm of his hand. He opened his
mouth, waiting for the beat of the last second long
before he snapped out the word, “Avancez.”
General D’Hubert moved on, passing
from the glaring sunshine of the Provencal morning
into the cool and aromatic shade of the pines.
The ground was clear between the reddish trunks, whose
multitude, leaning at slightly different angles, confused
his eye at first. It was like going into battle.
The commanding quality of confidence in himself woke
up in his breast. He was all to his affair.
The problem was how to kill the adversary. Nothing
short of that would free him from this imbecile nightmare.
“It’s no use wounding that brute,”
thought General D’Hubert. He was known
as a resourceful officer. His comrades years ago
used also to call him The Strategist. And it
was a fact that he could think in the presence of
the enemy. Whereas Feraud had been always a mere
fighter but a dead shot, unluckily.
“I must draw his fire at the
greatest possible range,” said General D’Hubert
to himself.
At that moment he saw something white
moving far off between the trees the shirt
of his adversary. He stepped out at once between
the trunks, exposing himself freely; then, quick as
lightning, leaped back. It had been a risky move
but it succeeded in its object. Almost simultaneously
with the pop of a shot a small piece of bark chipped
off by the bullet stung his ear painfully.
General Feraud, with one shot expended,
was getting cautious. Peeping round the tree,
General D’Hubert could not see him at all.
This ignorance of the foe’s whereabouts carried
with it a sense of insecurity. General D’Hubert
felt himself abominably exposed on his flank and rear.
Again something white fluttered in his sight.
Ha! The enemy was still on his front, then.
He had feared a turning movement. But apparently
General Feraud was not thinking of it. General
D’Hubert saw him pass without special haste
from one tree to another in the straight line of approach.
With great firmness of mind General D’Hubert
stayed his hand. Too far yet. He knew he
was no marksman. His must be a waiting game to
kill.
Wishing to take advantage of the greater
thickness of the trunk, he sank down to the ground.
Extended at full length, head on to his enemy, he
had his person completely protected. Exposing
himself would not do now, because the other was too
near by this time. A conviction that Feraud would
presently do something rash was like balm to General
D’Hubert’s soul. But to keep his
chin raised off the ground was irksome, and not much
use either. He peeped round, exposing a fraction
of his head with dread, but really with little risk.
His enemy, as a matter of fact, did not expect to
see anything of him so far down as that. General
D’Hubert caught a fleeting view of General Feraud
shifting trees again with deliberate caution.
“He despises my shooting,” he thought,
displaying that insight into the mind of his antagonist
which is of such great help in winning battles.
He was confirmed in his tactics of immobility.
“If I could only watch my rear as well as my
front!” he thought anxiously, longing for the
impossible.
It required some force of character
to lay his pistols down; but, on a sudden impulse,
General D’Hubert did this very gently one
on each side of him. In the army he had been
looked upon as a bit of a dandy because he used to
shave and put on a clean shirt on the days of battle.
As a matter of fact, he had always been very careful
of his personal appearance. In a man of nearly
forty, in love with a young and charming girl, this
praiseworthy self-respect may run to such little weaknesses
as, for instance, being provided with an elegant little
leather folding-case containing a small ivory comb,
and fitted with a piece of looking-glass on the outside.
General D’Hubert, his hands being free, felt
in his breeches’ pockets for that implement of
innocent vanity excusable in the possessor of long,
silky moustaches. He drew it out, and then with
the utmost coolness and promptitude turned himself
over on his back. In this new attitude, his head
a little raised, holding the little looking-glass
just clear of his tree, he squinted into it with his
left eye, while the right kept a direct watch on the
rear of his position. Thus was proved Napoleon’s
saying, that “for a French soldier, the word
impossible does not exist.” He had the right
tree nearly filling the field of his little mirror.
“If he moves from behind it,”
he reflected with satisfaction, “I am bound
to see his legs. But in any case he can’t
come upon me unawares.”
And sure enough he saw the boots of
General Feraud flash in and out, eclipsing for an
instant everything else reflected in the little mirror.
He shifted its position accordingly. But having
to form his judgment of the change from that indirect
view he did not realize that now his feet and a portion
of his legs were in plain sight of General Feraud.
General Feraud had been getting gradually
impressed by the amazing cleverness with which his
enemy was keeping cover. He had spotted the right
tree with bloodthirsty precision. He was absolutely
certain of it. And yet he had not been able to
glimpse as much as the tip of an ear. As he had
been looking for it at the height of about five feet
ten inches from the ground it was no great wonder but
it seemed very wonderful to General Feraud.
The first view of these feet and legs
determined a rush of blood to his head. He literally
staggered behind his tree, and had to steady himself
against it with his hand. The other was lying
on the ground, then! On the ground! Perfectly
still, too! Exposed! What could it mean?
. . . The notion that he had knocked over his
adversary at the first shot entered then General Feraud’s
head. Once there it grew with every second of
attentive gazing, overshadowing every other supposition irresistible,
triumphant, ferocious.
“What an ass I was to think
I could have missed him,” he muttered to himself.
“He was exposed en plein the fool! for
quite a couple of seconds.”
General Feraud gazed at the motionless
limbs, the last vestiges of surprise fading before
an unbounded admiration of his own deadly skill with
the pistol.
“Turned up his toes! By
the god of war, that was a shot!” he exulted
mentally. “Got it through the head, no doubt,
just where I aimed, staggered behind that tree, rolled
over on his back, and died.”
And he stared! He stared, forgetting
to move, almost awed, almost sorry. But for nothing
in the world would he have had it undone. Such
a shot! such a shot! Rolled over on
his back and died!
For it was this helpless position,
lying on the back, that shouted its direct evidence
at General Feraud! It never occurred to him that
it might have been deliberately assumed by a living
man. It was inconceivable. It was beyond
the range of sane supposition. There was no possibility
to guess the reason for it. And it must be said,
too, that General D’Hubert’s turned-up
feet looked thoroughly dead. General Feraud expanded
his lungs for a stentorian shout to his seconds, but,
from what he felt to be an excessive scrupulousness,
refrained for a while.
“I will just go and see first
whether he breathes yet,” he mumbled to himself,
leaving carelessly the shelter of his tree. This
move was immediately perceived by the resourceful
General D’Hubert. He concluded it to be
another shift, but when he lost the boots out of the
field of the mirror he became uneasy. General
Feraud had only stepped a little out of the line,
but his adversary could not possibly have supposed
him walking up with perfect unconcern. General
D’Hubert, beginning to wonder at what had become
of the other, was taken unawares so completely that
the first warning of danger consisted in the long,
early-morning shadow of his enemy falling aslant on
his outstretched legs. He had not even heard
a footfall on the soft ground between the trees!
It was too much even for his coolness.
He jumped up thoughtlessly, leaving the pistols on
the ground. The irresistible instinct of an average
man (unless totally paralyzed by discomfiture) would
have been to stoop for his weapons, exposing himself
to the risk of being shot down in that position.
Instinct, of course, is irreflective. It is its
very definition. But it may be an inquiry worth
pursuing whether in reflective mankind the mechanical
promptings of instinct are not affected by the customary
mode of thought. In his young days, Armand D’Hubert,
the reflective, promising officer, had emitted the
opinion that in warfare one should “never cast
back on the lines of a mistake.” This idea,
defended and developed in many discussions, had settled
into one of the stock notions of his brain, had become
a part of his mental individuality. Whether it
had gone so inconceivably deep as to affect the dictates
of his instinct, or simply because, as he himself declared
afterwards, he was “too scared to remember the
confounded pistols,” the fact is that General
D’Hubert never attempted to stoop for them.
Instead of going back on his mistake, he seized the
rough trunk with both hands, and swung himself behind
it with such impetuosity that, going right round in
the very flash and report of the pistol-shot, he reappeared
on the other side of the tree face to face with General
Feraud. This last, completely unstrung by such
a show of agility on the part of a dead man, was trembling
yet. A very faint mist of smoke hung before his
face which had an extraordinary aspect, as if the
lower jaw had come unhinged.
“Not missed!” he croaked,
hoarsely, from the depths of a dry throat.
This sinister sound loosened the spell
that had fallen on General D’Hubert’s
senses. “Yes, missed a bout portant,”
he heard himself saying, almost before he had recovered
the full command of his faculties. The revulsion
of feeling was accompanied by a gust of homicidal
fury, resuming in its violence the accumulated resentment
of a lifetime. For years General D ’Hubert
had been exasperated and humiliated by an atrocious
absurdity imposed upon him by this man’s savage
caprice. Besides, General D’Hubert had been
in this last instance too unwilling to confront death
for the reaction of his anguish not to take the shape
of a desire to kill. “And I have my two
shots to fire yet,” he added, pitilessly.
General Feraud snapped-to his teeth,
and his face assumed an irate, undaunted expression.
“Go on!” he said, grimly.
These would have been his last words
if General D’Hubert had been holding the pistols
in his hands. But the pistols were lying on the
ground at the foot of a pine. General D’Hubert
had the second of leisure necessary to remember that
he had dreaded death not as a man, but as a lover;
not as a danger, but as a rival; not as a foe to life,
but as an obstacle to marriage. And behold! there
was the rival defeated! utterly defeated,
crushed, done for!
He picked up the weapons mechanically,
and, instead of firing them into General Feraud’s
breast, he gave expression to the thoughts uppermost
in his mind, “You will fight no more duels now.”
His tone of leisurely, ineffable satisfaction
was too much for General Feraud’s stoicism.
“Don’t dawdle, then, damn you for a cold-blooded
staff-coxcomb!” he roared out, suddenly, out
of an impassive face held erect on a rigidly still
body.
General D’Hubert uncocked the
pistols carefully. This proceeding was observed
with mixed feelings by the other general. “You
missed me twice,” the victor said, coolly, shifting
both pistols to one hand; “the last time within
a foot or so. By every rule of single combat your
life belongs to me. That does not mean that I
want to take it now.”
“I have no use for your forbearance,”
muttered General Feraud, gloomily.
“Allow me to point out that
this is no concern of mine,” said General D’Hubert,
whose every word was dictated by a consummate delicacy
of feeling. In anger he could have killed that
man, but in cold blood he recoiled from humiliating
by a show of generosity this unreasonable being a
fellow-soldier of the Grande Armee, a companion
in the wonders and terrors of the great military epic.
“You don’t set up the pretension of dictating
to me what I am to do with what’s my own.”
General Feraud looked startled, and
the other continued, “You’ve forced me
on a point of honour to keep my life at your disposal,
as it were, for fifteen years. Very well.
Now that the matter is decided to my advantage, I
am going to do what I like with your life on the same
principle. You shall keep it at my disposal as
long as I choose. Neither more nor less.
You are on your honour till I say the word.”
“I am! But, sacrebleu!
This is an absurd position for a General of the Empire
to be placed in!” cried General Feraud, in accents
of profound and dismayed conviction. “It
amounts to sitting all the rest of my life with a
loaded pistol in a drawer waiting for your word.
It’s it’s idiotic; I shall
be an object of of derision.”
“Absurd? idiotic?
Do you think so?” queried General D’Hubert
with sly gravity. “Perhaps. But I
don’t see how that can be helped. However,
I am not likely to talk at large of this adventure.
Nobody need ever know anything about it. Just
as no one to this day, I believe, knows the origin
of our quarrel. . . . Not a word more,”
he added, hastily. “I can’t really
discuss this question with a man who, as far as I am
concerned, does not exist.”
When the two duellists came out into
the open, General Feraud walking a little behind,
and rather with the air of walking in a trance, the
two seconds hurried towards them, each from his station
at the edge of the wood. General D’Hubert
addressed them, speaking loud and distinctly, “Messieurs,
I make it a point of declaring to you solemnly, in
the presence of General Feraud, that our difference
is at last settled for good. You may inform all
the world of that fact.”
“A reconciliation, after all!” they exclaimed
together.
“Reconciliation? Not that
exactly. It is something much more binding.
Is it not so, General?”
General Feraud only lowered his head
in sign of assent. The two veterans looked at
each other. Later in the day, when they found
themselves alone out of their moody friend’s
earshot, the cuirassier remarked suddenly, “Generally
speaking, I can see with my one eye as far as most
people; but this beats me. He won’t say
anything.”
“In this affair of honour I
understand there has been from first to last always
something that no one in the army could quite make
out,” declared the chasseur with the imperfect
nose. “In mystery it began, in mystery
it went on, in mystery it is to end, apparently.”
General D’Hubert walked home
with long, hasty strides, by no means uplifted by
a sense of triumph. He had conquered, yet it did
not seem to him that he had gained very much by his
conquest. The night before he had grudged the
risk of his life which appeared to him magnificent,
worthy of preservation as an opportunity to win a girl’s
love. He had known moments when, by a marvellous
illusion, this love seemed to be already his, and
his threatened life a still more magnificent opportunity
of devotion. Now that his life was safe it had
suddenly lost its special magnificence. It had
acquired instead a specially alarming aspect as a
snare for the exposure of unworthiness. As to
the marvellous illusion of conquered love that had
visited him for a moment in the agitated watches of
the night, which might have been his last on earth,
he comprehended now its true nature. It had been
merely a paroxysm of delirious conceit. Thus
to this man, sobered by the victorious issue of a
duel, life appeared robbed of its charm, simply because
it was no longer menaced.
Approaching the house from the back,
through the orchard and the kitchen garden, he could
not notice the agitation which reigned in front.
He never met a single soul. Only while walking
softly along the corridor, he became aware that the
house was awake and more noisy than usual. Names
of servants were being called out down below in a confused
noise of coming and going. With some concern
he noticed that the door of his own room stood ajar,
though the shutters had not been opened yet. He
had hoped that his early excursion would have passed
unperceived. He expected to find some servant
just gone in; but the sunshine filtering through the
usual cracks enabled him to see lying on the low divan
something bulky, which had the appearance of two women
clasped in each other’s arms. Tearful and
desolate murmurs issued mysteriously from that appearance.
General D’Hubert pulled open the nearest pair
of shutters violently. One of the women then
jumped up. It was his sister. She stood
for a moment with her hair hanging down and her arms
raised straight up above her head, and then flung
herself with a stifled cry into his arms. He
returned her embrace, trying at the same time to disengage
himself from it. The other woman had not risen.
She seemed, on the contrary, to cling closer to the
divan, hiding her face in the cushions. Her hair
was also loose; it was admirably fair. General
D’Hubert recognized it with staggering emotion.
Mademoiselle de Valmassigue! Adele! In distress!
He became greatly alarmed, and got
rid of his sister’s hug definitely. Madame
Leonie then extended her shapely bare arm out of her
peignoir, pointing dramatically at the divan.
“This poor, terrified child has rushed here
from home, on foot, two miles running all
the way.”
“What on earth has happened?”
asked General D’Hubert in a low, agitated voice.
But Madame Leonie was speaking loudly.
“She rang the great bell at the gate and roused
all the household we were all asleep yet.
You may imagine what a terrible shock. . . .
Adele, my dear child, sit up.”
General D’Hubert’s expression
was not that of a man who “imagines” with
facility. He did, however, fish out of the chaos
of surmises the notion that his prospective mother-in-law
had died suddenly, but only to dismiss it at once.
He could not conceive the nature of the event or the
catastrophe which would induce Mademoiselle de Valmassigue,
living in a house full of servants, to bring the news
over the fields herself, two miles, running all the
way.
“But why are you in this room?”
he whispered, full of awe.
“Of course, I ran up to see,
and this child . . . I did not notice it . .
. she followed me. It’s that absurd Chevalier,”
went on Madame Leonie, looking towards the divan.
. . . “Her hair is all come down. You
may imagine she did not stop to call her maid to dress
it before she started. . . Adele, my dear, sit
up. . . . He blurted it all out to her at half-past
five in the morning. She woke up early and opened
her shutters to breathe the fresh air, and saw him
sitting collapsed on a garden bench at the end of
the great alley. At that hour you may
imagine! And the evening before he had declared
himself indisposed. She hurried on some clothes
and flew down to him. One would be anxious for
less. He loves her, but not very intelligently.
He had been up all night, fully dressed, the poor
old man, perfectly exhausted. He wasn’t
in a state to invent a plausible story. . . .
What a confidant you chose there! My husband
was furious. He said, ‘We can’t interfere
now.’ So we sat down to wait. It was
awful. And this poor child running with her hair
loose over here publicly! She has been seen by
some people in the fields. She has roused the
whole household, too. It’s awkward for her.
Luckily you are to be married next week. . . .
Adele, sit up. He has come home on his own legs.
. . . We expected to see you coming on a stretcher,
perhaps what do I know? Go and see
if the carriage is ready. I must take this child
home at once. It isn’t proper for her to
stay here a minute longer.”
General D’Hubert did not move.
It was as though he had heard nothing. Madame
Leonie changed her mind. “I will go and
see myself,” she cried. “I want also
my cloak. Adele ” she began,
but did not add “sit up.” She went
out saying, in a very loud and cheerful tone:
“I leave the door open.”
General D’Hubert made a movement
towards the divan, but then Adele sat up, and that
checked him dead. He thought, “I haven’t
washed this morning. I must look like an old
tramp. There’s earth on the back of my
coat and pine-needles in my hair.” It occurred
to him that the situation required a good deal of
circumspection on his part.
“I am greatly concerned, mademoiselle,”
he began, vaguely, and abandoned that line. She
was sitting up on the divan with her cheeks unusually
pink and her hair, brilliantly fair, falling all over
her shoulders which was a very novel sight
to the general. He walked away up the room, and
looking out of the window for safety said, “I
fear you must think I behaved like a madman,”
in accents of sincere despair. Then he spun round,
and noticed that she had followed him with her eyes.
They were not cast down on meeting his glance.
And the expression of her face was novel to him also.
It was, one might have said, reversed. Those eyes
looked at him with grave thoughtfulness, while the
exquisite lines of her mouth seemed to suggest a restrained
smile. This change made her transcendental beauty
much less mysterious, much more accessible to a man’s
comprehension. An amazing ease of mind came to
the general and even some ease of manner.
He walked down the room with as much pleasurable excitement
as he would have found in walking up to a battery
vomiting death, fire, and smoke; then stood looking
down with smiling eyes at the girl whose marriage
with him (next week) had been so carefully arranged
by the wise, the good, the admirable Leonie.
“Ah! mademoiselle,” he
said, in a tone of courtly regret, “if only I
could be certain that you did not come here this morning,
two miles, running all the way, merely from affection
for your mother!”
He waited for an answer imperturbable
but inwardly elated. It came in a demure murmur,
eyelashes lowered with fascinating effect. “You
must not be mechant as well as mad.”
And then General D’Hubert made
an aggressive movement towards the divan which nothing
could check. That piece of furniture was not exactly
in the line of the open door. But Madame Leonie,
coming back wrapped up in a light cloak and carrying
a lace shawl on her arm for Adele to hide her incriminating
hair under, had a swift impression of her brother getting
up from his knees.
“Come along, my dear child,” she cried
from the doorway.
The general, now himself again in
the fullest sense, showed the readiness of a resourceful
cavalry officer and the peremptoriness of a leader
of men. “You don’t expect her to walk
to the carriage,” he said, indignantly.
“She isn’t fit. I shall carry her
downstairs.”
This he did slowly, followed by his
awed and respectful sister; but he rushed back like
a whirlwind to wash off all the signs of the night
of anguish and the morning of war, and to put on the
festive garments of a conqueror before hurrying over
to the other house. Had it not been for that,
General D ’Hubert felt capable of mounting a
horse and pursuing his late adversary in order simply
to embrace him from excess of happiness. “I
owe it all to this stupid brute,” he thought.
“He has made plain in a morning what might have
taken me years to find out for I am a timid
fool. No self-confidence whatever. Perfect
coward. And the Chevalier! Delightful old
man!” General D’Hubert longed to embrace
him also.
The Chevalier was in bed. For
several days he was very unwell. The men of the
Empire and the post-revolution young ladies were too
much for him. He got up the day before the wedding,
and, being curious by nature, took his niece aside
for a quiet talk. He advised her to find out from
her husband the true story of the affair of honour,
whose claim, so imperative and so persistent, had
led her to within an ace of tragedy. “It
is right that his wife should be told. And next
month or so will be your time to learn from him anything
you want to know, my dear child.”
Later on, when the married couple
came on a visit to the mother of the bride, Madame
la Generale D’Hubert communicated to her beloved
old uncle the true story she had obtained without
any difficulty from her husband.
The Chevalier listened with deep attention
to the end, took a pinch of snuff, flicked the grains
of tobacco from the frilled front of his shirt, and
asked, calmly, “And that’s all it was?”
“Yes, uncle,” replied
Madame la Generale, opening her pretty eyes very wide.
“Isn’t it funny? C’est
insense to think what men are capable of!”
“H’m!” commented
the old emigre. “It depends what sort of
men. That Bonaparte’s soldiers were savages.
It is insense. As a wife, my dear, you must believe
implicitly what your husband says.”
But to Leonie’s husband the
Chevalier confided his true opinion. “If
that’s the tale the fellow made up for his wife,
and during the honeymoon, too, you may depend on it
that no one will ever know now the secret of this
affair.”
Considerably later still, General
D’Hubert judged the time come, and the opportunity
propitious to write a letter to General Feraud.
This letter began by disclaiming all animosity.
“I’ve never,” wrote the General
Baron D’Hubert, “wished for your death
during all the time of our deplorable quarrel.
Allow me,” he continued, “to give you back
in all form your forfeited life. It is proper
that we two, who have been partners in so much military
glory, should be friendly to each other publicly.”
The same letter contained also an
item of domestic information. It was in reference
to this last that General Feraud answered from a little
village on the banks of the Garonne, in the following
words:
“If one of your boy’s
names had been Napoleon or Joseph or
even Joachim, I could congratulate you on the event
with a better heart. As you have thought proper
to give him the names of Charles Henri Armand, I am
confirmed in my conviction that you never loved the
Emperor. The thought of that sublime hero chained
to a rock in the middle of a savage ocean makes life
of so little value that I would receive with positive
joy your instructions to blow my brains out. From
suicide I consider myself in honour debarred.
But I keep a loaded pistol in my drawer.”
Madame la Generale D’Hubert
lifted up her hands in despair after perusing that
answer.
“You see? He won’t
be reconciled,” said her husband. “He
must never, by any chance, be allowed to guess where
the money comes from. It wouldn’t do.
He couldn’t bear it.”
“You are a brave homme,
Armand,” said Madame la Generale, appreciatively.
“My dear, I had the right to
blow his brains out; but as I didn’t, we can’t
let him starve. He has lost his pension and he
is utterly incapable of doing anything in the world
for himself. We must take care of him, secretly,
to the end of his days. Don’t I owe him
the most ecstatic moment of my life? . . . Ha!
ha! ha! Over the fields, two miles, running all
the way! I couldn’t believe my ears! . .
. But for his stupid ferocity, it would have
taken me years to find you out. It’s extraordinary
how in one way or another this man has managed to fasten
himself on my deeper feelings.”