A NEW DEPARTURE.
“But, mother, it isn’t
as if I were going away from home, like the Lloyd
girls; you might have a right to cry if that were the
case.”
“I know, dear; it’s all
right, and I ought to be very thankful; but I’m
a foolish woman. I can’t bear to think of
my little girl, whom I have guarded so tenderly,
going among all those girls and men, and fighting
her way in life.”
“I don’t think I shall
be much of a fighter,” laughed Katie, looking
at her diminutive hands; “and why is it any
worse to go among the boys and girls in the factory
than among the boys and girls in school? You never
minded that.”
“That was different you
weren’t doing it for money. O me! what would
I have thought when I married your father if any one
had told me that his child, his girl child,
would ever have to earn her bread!”
“Well, mother, I won’t
go,” said the girl, her bright looks fading away,
“if you don’t want me to; but I don’t
know what Mr. Sanderson will think, he tried so hard
to get me into the mill, and it was such a favor from
Mr. Mountjoy. You said you were very thankful.”
“So I was, so I am; but but
you don’t understand, and perhaps it’s
better you should not. I’ll try not to grumble.”
This was promising more than Mrs.
Robertson was able to perform perhaps, for she was
a chronic and inveterate grumbler. But she had
some excuse in the present circumstances, for Katie
was, as she said, her baby, and the “apple of
her eye.” Married when quite young to the
handsome and intelligent young village doctor, she
certainly had not expected ever to be placed in a
position where her children, her girls at least, would
need to earn their own bread. But in a few short
years the doctor died of a contagious disease he had
taken from one of his patients, and as he had not
yet begun to accumulate anything, his young widow was
left with her three children to struggle along as
best she could. How she had done it God and herself
only knew. The little house was her own, the sole
patrimony left by her own father. The horse and
buggy, the medical library and valuable professional
instruments, medicines, etc., were sold at a
fair valuation; and the money thus secured, deposited
in the bank, had served as a last resource whenever
the barrel of meal failed or the cruse of oil ran
dry. For the rest, Mrs. Robertson was employed
by her neighbors to help turn and put down carpets,
cover furniture, etc. etc., light jobs requiring
judgment and skill rather than strength, for which
her friends, who never placed her in a menial capacity,
gladly paid double the sum they would to any one else.
She was also a capital nurse, and in this position
rendered herself very valuable in many households,
and for such services she was even more generously
remunerated; so that somehow she managed to keep her
head above water while her children were small, and
feed, clothe, and send them to school as they grew
older.
Her children were, of course, the
one source of consolation left to the poor widow,
and many a long evening’s work was both shortened
and lightened by golden dreams of their future prosperity
and success.
When her eldest boy Eric was twelve,
and when Alfred, the second child, was only ten, a
friend made interest with Mr. Sanderson, superintendent
of the bookbindery, auxiliary to the Squantown Paper
Mills, to give the two boys steady employment, and
since that time, four years ago, their earnings, small
but certain, had greatly helped in the family expenses.
Both were noble, manly fellows, with, as yet, no bad
habits. They brought their mother all that they
earned, and were quite content to pass their evenings
with her and their little sister. Katie, who was
now thirteen, had always attended the public school
in the village, of course helping her mother with
the housework and sewing. She was a delicate
little creature, small for her years, but bright and
intelligent, a general favorite with the village children
as well as with her Sunday-school teacher, Miss Etta
Mountjoy, who was not so very many years older than
herself.
Katie was a very lady-like looking
girl, and did not seem fitted to do very hard work,
nor to mix among rough people, but she was an independent
little thing who knew very well how poor her mother
was and how hard both she and her brothers had to
work. She knew that her breakfasts, dinners,
and suppers cost something, and that it took money
to buy the good shoes and neat, whole dresses in which
her mother always kept her dressed, and she resolved
in her own wise little head to find some way of contributing
to the family stock. It was some time before
she saw her way clear to do this, but at last she took
counsel of a school-fellow whose sister worked in
the folding-room of the Squantown Paper Mills and
found that even a young girl might earn considerable
in this way. So, without telling any one at home
of her plans, she, one evening, presented herself
before Mr. Sanderson and requested to be taken into
the bindery.
“What can you do, little puss?”
said this gentleman, quite surprised. “You
look about large enough to play with dolls, like my
Nina.”
“I’m almost fourteen,”
said Katie, drawing herself up to her full height
and trying to look sedate. “I’m two
years older than Nina; I’m as old as your Bertie,
Mr. Sanderson, and I must make some money.”
“Must you, indeed?” said
he, beginning to be more interested. “Don’t
I know your face? Let me see. Why, it can’t
be yes, it is Katie Robertson! How
time flies! It seems to me only yesterday that
your father died, and you were a baby; but Bertie
was one, too, then, that’s a fact. How
time does fly, to be sure! So you want to get
into the bindery where your brothers are, I suppose?”
Katie nodded. “Well, now,” continued
he, “it’s most unfortunate, but there isn’t
a vacancy anywhere; we have five or six applicants
now waiting for a chance. Why don’t you
try the mill?”
“The mill!” said Katie,
“the paper-mill? But I don’t know
any one there; how could I go and ask strangers?”
“I think you’re brave
enough to ask any one,” said Mr. Sanderson.
“I suppose you’d find it hard, though,
and perhaps no one would believe that you were old
enough or strong enough to work. Your looks are
against you, little one; and then, Mr. Mountjoy did
not know your father as I did; he came here afterward.
Let me see. Perhaps I might have some influence.
Will you trust your case in my hands?” And, as
the girl nodded, he continued: “Come here
about this time to-morrow evening, and I will report
progress. Perhaps I may have some good news for
you, but don’t be too sure. It isn’t
so easy to get into the mill either; there are always
a great many applicants. You’ll come?”
“Yes, sir,” said Katie,
and went away in a state of disappointed uncertainty.
It was not quite so easy to earn money as she had supposed.
The little girl looked very mysterious
all teatime, and threw out several hints that quite
mystified her brothers about Mr. Sanderson and the
bindery. But no one guessed her secret, and the
next afternoon, just as she was beginning to think
of putting on her hat and running down to get her
answer, who should come into the gate but Mr. Sanderson
himself.
Mrs. Robertson was greatly frightened
when she saw him. She was one of those persons
who always look on the dark side of things, and she
feared her boys had got into trouble and would perhaps
lose their situations. She trembled so that she
could hardly put on the widow’s cap, in which
she always appeared before strangers (although it was
now six years since the doctor had left her and gone
home to heaven), and said to her daughter:
“That’s always our luck!
Just as soon as things seem to be going straight with
us, some terrible misfortune is sure to happen; we’re
the most unfortunate family in the world.”
The poor lady forgot that, with the
one exception of her husband’s death, her life
had been one of unmingled, as well as undeserved,
happiness; and even in that loss her three children
had been spared to her, friends had been raised up
to help her, and there had never been a day when she
and her children had not had enough plain food to eat
and plain clothes to wear. It is thus that we
are all apt to dishonor God by dwelling upon the one
thing which in his providence he has seen fit to take
away, and forgetting to thank him for all the many
other blessings he has given us.
But Katie was full of expectation
and suppressed delight. She was the opposite
of her mother, and always expected good news, and she
felt sure that Mr. Sanderson would not have taken
the trouble to come himself, except to tell her that
he had secured a place for her. Her eyes danced
as she let him in, and she looked inquiringly in his
face. But he said nothing, except:
“Good-evening, Katie. I
would like to see your mother a few moments.”
So she ushered him into the “front room,”
so seldom used, and went to summon her mother, waiting
outside the door till she should herself be called
in to the consultation.
When Mr. Sanderson told Mrs. Robertson
that he had called to say that he had been successful
in his application to Mr. Mountjoy, who had agreed
to take Katie into the “rag-room” of the
paper-mill, in consideration of his interest in her
mother, she was completely taken by surprise and inclined
to be offended with both gentlemen for their interference,
as she thought it, with her business; but when she
heard that the application came from the child herself,
while greatly surprised, she could not but feel grateful
to them for their trouble, and expressed herself so,
while she nevertheless decidedly declined to allow
Katie to accept the position, saying she was altogether
too young and too delicate, and that she would not
have her daughter disgraced by working for her living.
“For the matter of that,”
said Mr. Sanderson, “I shall be glad to have
my Bertie take the place if you don’t want it
for Katie. I have a large family to bring up,
and I want my girls and boys both to be independent.
I hadn’t thought of it for Bertie quite yet,
but your Katie reminded me last night of how old she
is; and I see she is none too young to begin.”
This put a little different face on
the matter, for Mrs. Sanderson and Mrs. Robertson
had been intimate friends when girls, in precisely
the same rank in life, although one had married a
doctor and the other the overseer of the bookbindery.
Moreover, Mr. Sanderson was known to be very well
off and quite able had he judged it best to
bring up his girls in idleness, as useless fine ladies.
Perhaps it would not be such a disgrace, after all,
and they did sorely need the money. Katie was
not dressed as her father’s child should be,
and toil as she might, even with the boys’ wages
the widow could not make more than sufficed to keep
up the little home. Then, too, her child would
have to do something for herself when she grew up;
she would have no one to look to but herself, and
though teaching would be perhaps a more genteel way
of support, it was a very laborious one, and would
make it necessary to go away from home, as the Lloyd
girls were going to do, and to remain away for several
years, first at some higher institution of learning
and then at the Normal School, and where would the
money come from to pay the tuition fees, traveling
expenses, and board bills?
All this passed through Mrs. Robertson’s
mind as Mr. Sanderson reasoned with her and showed
her the foolishness of her objections, and finally
the impatient Katie was called in, and informed that
she might “try it for a while”; and then
the visitor was thanked for his trouble, and took
his leave.
This all happened a week ago.
The intervening time had been spent in putting Katie’s
simple wardrobe in order and in making home arrangements
by which Mrs. Robertson would not miss her daughter
more than she could help, in those various little
services which she had been wont to render. The
last day had now come; to-morrow the new life was to
begin, and Katie was clearing up the breakfast things
for the last time when the conversation with which
our story commences took place.
“I wish it was not in the rag-room,”
said Mrs. Robertson, by-and-by, when Katie, having
finished her dishes and swept up the room, drew her
seat to her mother’s side and took up her work the
ruffle of the last of the six mob-caps she was to
wear at her work.
“Why?” said her daughter,
to whom the factory was just now a sort of enchanted
palace, any one of whose rooms was delightful to contemplate.
“It’s such a low, dirty
place, I’m told, and there’s so many common
women and girls there.”
“Well, I needn’t talk
to them, I suppose. I needn’t be common,
at any rate, and I can’t get dirty in those
great long-sleeved aprons and these nice little caps.
You don’t know how smart I’m going to be,
and won’t you be proud of your big girl when
she brings home her first three-dollar bill, all earned
in one week? Eric will see that a girl’s
worth something, after all, and Alfred sha’n’t
make fun of me any more.”
Mrs. Robertson did not say anything
else just now; she did not like to be always checking
the exuberance of her child’s spirits with the
dull forebodings of her own, but she could not see
the paper-mill through the same halo that invested
it in Katie’s eyes. She knew there were
snares and temptations, besides disagreeable and hard
work to be met and encountered there, and she feared
that the child’s future disappointment would
be proportioned to the brightness of her present hopes.
Still, as the matter was determined upon, she knew
it was right to make the best of it, and she tried
to talk pleasantly and at least seem to sympathize
with her daughter’s enthusiasm.
So passed the day, and at night when
the boys came home they were called upon to listen
for the hundredth time to all the rose-colored plans,
and were pressed to declare that there could be nothing
in the world more delightful than working in a factory.
But the boys could not see it in that
light any more than their mother. They were as
content to work as are most men and boys who seem to
take it for granted that it is in the course of nature
for them to earn their bread by the sweat of their
brow, but they had been at it long enough to have
lost the sense of novelty and to understand that it
was work and not play which their sister was undertaking.
“Won’t you be sick of
it!” said Alfred, in answer to one of Katie’s
outbursts, “and long, when Saturday comes, to
go out nutting with the girls, or off on a hay-ride,
or something! You’ll wish you were free
before you’ve been a slave many months, or I’m
no prophet.”
“Well, she shall be free if
she wants to,” said Eric, kindly. “Our
only little sister sha’n’t work if she
don’t want to; we can take care of her, Alfred,
can’t we?”
“But I do want to work,”
said Katie; “I know I sha’n’t get
tired, or if I do get tired of the work, I sha’n’t
of getting the money; for, boys, I mean to be a rich,
independent woman, and help take care of mother.
You needn’t suppose that I’m going to
be dependent upon you.”
“All right, young lady,”
said Alfred, “only I think you’ll sing
a different tune before many months are over.”
“The tune you ought to sing
just now, children,” said Mrs. Robertson, “is
‘Good-night.’ You all have to go to
work very early, and Katie is not used to it.
Good-night, darling, and don’t forget to ask
God to bless you and shield you in your new undertaking.”
“I asked him that night to make
Mr. Mountjoy listen to Mr. Sanderson and give me the
place,” said Katie, with a rising color; “don’t
you think he heard me and answered my prayer?
It seems as though he had just made it all straight
and plain. I feel just like thanking him to-night;
and, mother, don’t you worry so much. Don’t
you think Jesus is strong enough to take care of me
anywhere if I ask him to?”
“Yes, indeed,” said the
mother, almost ashamed of her forebodings, and rebuked,
as she had many a time been, by the bright, hopeful
faith of her child. Surely when she looked at
the bright, happy, healthy faces of her children,
she too had ample cause for thankfulness, and for
continued trust in the divine love which had carried
her safely through so many emergencies and had promised
never to leave or forsake her or hers.